The Universal Shifts of Consciousness

"Matrix 5" trilogy's Analysis

You are not Your Physical Body; You are Not the Physical Matter: You are Energy !

The mixture of Sun and the Ball of Advanced Thoughts with clearly visible vertical white Beam of Balance (camouflaged by phony pink holographic tail pointing up) is in my room. Apr. 2010
The mixture of Sun and the Ball of Advanced Thoughts with clearly visible vertical white Beam of Balance (camouflaged by phony pink holographic tail pointing up) is in my room. Apr. 2010


The mixture of Sun and the Ball of Advanced Thoughts with clearly visible part of white Beam of Balance is in my room. Apr. 2010
The mixture of Sun and the Ball of Advanced Thoughts is in my room. Apr. 2010

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Analogy of Statements of "Matrix 5" Author and of Some Aliens
Hidden Defects of M5 Trilogy A Letter from an Androgynous Being

The mixture of Sun and the Ball of Advanced Thoughts with clearly visible vertical white Beam of Balance (camouflaged by phony pink holographic tail pointing up). Apr. 2010
The mixture of Sun and the Ball of Advanced Thoughts with clearly visible vertical white Beam of
Balance - Loosh (camouflaged by phony pink holographic tail pointing up). Apr. 2010



There is a documentary made by an American woman, who was herself a victim of rape. This documentary is  about horrific things, which are still done to women and children of Congo and if you watch it you will become traumatized : "The Greatest Silence: Rape" !

Analogy of Statements of "Matrix 5" Author and of Some Aliens

In the first pages of R.Monroe's first book "Journeys out of the Body" you can read and an interesting remark about his wife's abilities, given by R.Monroe's boss at that time to R.Monroe:

"...At the first board meeting in Fort Lauderdale, Florida, after the book publication, no one mentioned it. Nor did I. However, as we cruised up the canal in the board chairman's yacht, on our way to dinner at the country club, the chairman's wife came up from below deck with a copy of JOURNEYS in her hand, "Bob, will you autograph this for me?" she asked. I complied, more than a little self-conscious and surprised.
I should not have been. "Interesting stuff," the chairman called over his shoulder as he steered for the yacht club dock. "My wife is a real psychic. I never make a major business deal without a reading from her. It works, too."

Through my research I found some similarity in the statements of "Matrix 5" author and some power seeking aliens.
As I wrote before, M5 author stated in his books that men were givers of life, not females. Females, in his opinion were/are  just incubators for the fetus to grow. But who is providing the energy for 9 months for that fetus to grow? A man?
To start life is easier, than to maintain and propagate it for thousands of years! To do that you need to supply constant energy and intent/thoughts. Majority of men don't want any children (and many women too and I understand them why), so don't expect energy/thoughts/intent from them.
Most women are often trapped by being artificially impregnated and then they decide whether to give birth to the child or not, though often they have no choice, especially in 3rd world countries. In this case women's Higher Selves would supply the energy for both: the mother and the fetus (sometimes more than one). It could be some exceptions when male's Higher Self (the real father of the fetus) would direct (together with the mother) the energy of intent/thoughts to the unborn child. But that usually happens when the parents love each other and want this child.


The same principle applies to the statements of Reptilians/Sirians and even some Pleadians!
All these years I've been reading in books and on Internet, that Reptilians/Draconians/Sirians/Greys/
Pleadians created us and that they own us and that we are forever in debt to them.

This is a half-Truth!
They didn't create us, but each one of them have been modifying and adding up to the vehicle, our physical body, and partially to the soul's experiences.
Each one of the numerous alien species, who visited Earth, left their mark in our genetic blueprint and that was/is the part of the Grand Experiment on this planet: to create a special race of superhumans (Human+), which would be capable to reach every corner of this and other Universes! As you can see,
it is only partially has to do with Reptilians/Draconians/Sirians/Greys/Pleadians etc. To create or modify physical human body is not enough, if you want to make a superhuman out of it. You need also a highly evolved soul in it.
Andromedans said through Alex Collier, that our souls dropped from 11th density and entered this physical vehicles to have experiences in the lowest (for a human) level of consciousness, physical 3rd density, to make this physical bodies alive, conscious, thinking, learning, achieving, expanding into other Parallel Earths in other Parallel Universes and into Earth's Underground Alien/Human Societies. To do all that our Higher Selves need to constantly supply us (and our Alters) with energy of thoughts/intent for all our physical lives from a very high level of Consciousness: 11th. Why 11th Density?
Because at this critical time of Earth Planetary and Universal Shifts of Consciousness you can't send beginners of low densities and expect them to help the Shifts to happen the way they should. And did you notice that we, the Beings from 11th density, dropped down to enter one of the last Planetary Games in this Universe before the Universal Shift in 2013 and that Earth Planetary Shift has been repeatedly posponded, by allowing Reptilian nuclear attacks to take place in the history of Earth? Everything has been planned in advance and kept in secret.
Well, as you can see now that there is an analogy. In both cases the life energy for the physical vehicle of mothers/fetuses is provided by their Higher Selves and not by aliens or by human males as givers of life. The same applies for humans in general: the life energy is provided by the intent/thoughts of their Higher Selves and not by aliens (they can only create clones: humans with no soul or physical vehicles for themselves to walk in and make them alive with the intent of their own Higher Selves).

Here is an appropriate passage from "LEGACY FROM THE STARS" by DOLORES CANNON

CHAPTER 12: A FUTURE BEING TALKS TO NOW

"S: ...Yes, we’ve all come back to Earth. We had to come back to Earth and go back to the 3rd dimension in physical bodies to learn more, to advance spiritually back to the 4th and the 5th and the 6th dimensions...(they really mean density, not dimension, LM).
In some of my other sessions reported in this book, others have said the same thing. They normally remained with the Source, etc., and only came to Earth during the time of major shifts. These were the times when the most help was needed..."

This is what R.Monroe was writing about in his books. As you can see, our physical bodies were not created by 'Gods' as all religious people think, but by highly advanced Beings from 11th Density, who are the higher part of you! From reading this clip you can see that for the Major Shifts in Universes, much bigger forces from the highest Densities would get involved, the forces which are usually stay with the Source. And this is exactly what happen on Earth.


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Hidden Defects of M5 Trilogy

The cover of "Matrix 5" by the unknown author
The cover of "Matrix 5" by the unknown author. The faults with this picture are discussed also on
another link  My Thoughts and Thoughts of other Writers

The above picture of our Higher Selves and us is too simplistic: the most important details are missing. We didn't come to this planet just to grow our bodies up (like cattle). We came here to grow our souls up, to expand! But if you look at the picture above, all you see are the people (the scouts/incarnations) of both genders connected to one Higher Self, who live simultaneously independent (from each other) lives, because, in reality there is no past and future. There is only Present! Each of these people usually would start life from a baby till an old age. Yes, it was like that years ago, but not anymore: it is much more complex these days!
In reality, every scout with physical body you see on this picture has many more white energy cords connecting them to their numerous other personalities. Let's say the Japanese girl at the front,
who lived life from babyhood, she would have numerous white energy cords to her other personalities (Alters) in different physical/non-physical bodies of different frequency and these same Alters can also walk into the physical body you see on the picture (when there is a need for it). Neither her, no her Alters are restricted to the physical 3rd Density during their lifetimes (like what you see on the picture). At night they all go astral (out of their bodies) to different dimensions of different physical Parallel Universes and non-physical Densities of the Original Universe to get new experiences! This process is called Expansion and it doesn't show much on the picture above.
All I see is that all the scouts (incarnations) of this Higher Self are stuck to the lowest (for a human) physical level permanently (for life).
This Japanese girl and her Alters are not moving to the higher dimensions and Densities at night while asleep, but also through the day many times while daydreaming/meditating/praying/doing strenuous activities, even when sitting in a toilet (you still can phase out of your physical body to some other location, especially these days).
A Higher Self can have only one white energy cord to one physical body, which can grow a thousand of Alters, connected to this one body with white energy cords within just one lifetime. At Endgame time that happens quite often and these people are called One-Timers! Here is the simplified picture of One-Timers from  "Matrix 5", though the author calls them differently (Sequentials). But if you add numerous Alters to each human/non-human bodies connected to them with white energy cords, then you will get a closer picture of One-Timer.

 Picture of One-Timers, "Matrix 5", v.1, p.110
   It would be the picture of One-Timers, if you add to each human/non-human physical body on this picture, numerous Alters connected to them with white energy cords. This picture is from "Matrix 5",
v.1, p.110.


The main mistake I find with "Matrix 5" books and with the updates on trufax.org from the same 'author' (the ones I've read a couple of years ago) is that after reading the book "Defending Sacred Ground" and watching the videos of Alex Collier, the 'author' of M5 never mentioned in his 'books' about the most important Event, which took place in our Universe on 23 March, 1994. And that is the start of the Universal Shift and the Time when this Shift would be completed (December 2013), but, please, don't mix it with Earth Planetary Shift, which will be completed in December 2012!
This information was given to Alex Collier by the positive race of Andromedans (Zenetians to be exact) together with so much more! The next thing 'the author' of "M 5" did was to stop the readers from passing on their knowledge to others and he taught the readers to grow individually only, (unfortunately that was also Carlos Castaneda's mistake too: his followers have been encouraged for just personal growth and not for the Growth of the Consciousness of the population of the whole planet).
Alex Collier Information is on this site  on  Alex Collier info  and  Defending Sacred Ground  .  

Knowledge would become stagnated if you don't pass it on to others on regular basis and that would make you a good teacher. I know from personal experience how difficult it is, but Alex Collier said:
"Stand in your Truth!" And that's what I am doing and advise you to do the same!

"...Ignore or tear down the No Trespassing signs, the taboos, the notice that says Holy of Holies, the distortions of time and translation, the soft black poles of euphoria, the mysticisms, the myths, the fantasies of an eternal father or mother image, and then take a good look with our growing left brain. Nothing is sacred to the point where it should not be investigated. Quantum leap of getting out of local traffic to major highway into the unknown. The map that we are developing will cover route as far as our active consciousness pattern can extend it."        Robert Monroe

These words can be applied to "Matrix 5" 'author' and his 'books'.
We all came here to this Earth School to learn lessons, to evolve and to help others to evolve, but with time we forget about this noble Goal and get completely carried away by the Game. The author of "Matrix 5" obviously forgot about this Goal.

I don't know about other readers, but "Matrix 5" trilogy gave me the impression of disconnection of the Higher Selves participating in Earth Planetary Game from the rest of beings on 3rd, 4th, 5th Densities, even from the rest of the Universe, like they are a 'special' group having nothing to do with all the rest and only heading towards 7th and 8th Density to do noone knows what. There is no mention of all kinds of councils governing our Universe.

In "Matrix 5" the  author (a shaman) is saying that R.Monroe was a Scorpio and Scorpio people are very secretive, which is bullshit, I know it, because I'm a Scorpio too and I don't intend to hide the Truth. I'm Robert Monroe's substitute and my pictures are on this and other pages. Robert Monroe also didn't hide his face, identity, address: he was more open than others, especially this 'author'of "Matrix 5".  I've never seen " Matrix 5" author's picture or even Val's picture for that matter. More open people are not afraid to publish their pictures.
I am that Russian woman, who R.Monroe mentioned in his book. I was born on 11.11.1946 (on 11 of November), I never kept it a secret. Number 11 some people are so afraid of. By the way, I like being in a company of all kind of people inc. gay men and lesbians and have friends among them.
R.Monroe didn't hide his name when he wrote his books,
it's the opposite: it's the M 5 author prefers to stay incognito, anonymous, never showing his face, scared of something. And this is very suspicious!
Here is the opinion of R.Monroe's wife Nancy about her husband Bob from "Catapult: The Biography of Robert A. Monroe" by Bayard Stockton, p. 166:

"Nancy speculates on the factor of jealousy-or envy-of Bob. She uses a description, "Spiritual Ph.D's", to categorize many who don't measure up to Bob in her eyes. "Years ago, he was very receptive to the adulation (excessive praise) given him. But  he's been bamboozled (cheated) so many times: people offered him big financial deals,
but really they wanted to take over the Institute. When Bob became aware of their intentions, and cooled toward them, they became disgruntled and stabbed him in the back.
"People don't understand he is not in competition with them. He is only competes with himself. "He is happy when someone takes one of his ideas and run with it. Who was it - Emerson?-who said, "You recognize your genius in someone else's work."
(I am the same, LM).
Nancy cited examples of a well-known Institute and a famous, channeled entity both of which, in 1988, were exploiting schemes parallel to, if not copied from, Monroe pioneering. "His creative generosity is unbelievable. The man's grown up. He is a Giver. It was hard to convince him that people sap at him. Sap his energy."
"He's trusting and tender-hearted to a fault. I used to get all hot and bothered, but Bob would say,"Honey, let it go. Don't worry. The trick is to stay ahead of them. Forget it. "Come on and fly with me. Get on the Interstate."

For R.Monroe to write his books under his real name was very dangerous for his life, his name, his carrier, his family, his whole future and still he chose to face the consequences (he said that in his books). But I can afford to open my cards:
I have nothing to lose.

Is R. Monroe really secretive? Just look at the amount of information R.Monroe presented in his books and the impact his students and his readers made on the society.

I've been also wondering why R.Monroe's books were so heavily censored: missing words are everywhere with 3 dots instead: read between the lines? But "Matrix 5" trilogy was not censored at all. Maybe because some material from M 5 fits the Orion covered agenda, like further suppression of females by males? Like not admitting that females are supplying males with energy and not the other way round? Like not telling the readers that they've never been just in 3rd Density, but in 4th and higher Densities while asleep, that the sun's color changed to white: the sign of 4th density? Like diverting the readers' attention to 3rd Density based Astrology, another beLIEf system, another religion (you don't really know what Timeline Astrology belongs to: there is a huge number of Earth Parallel Timelines, because evry Parallel Earth has its own Timeline)? Like making everyone to beLIEve that humans were restricted to the  3rd Density and not any higher density in this 'Planetary' Game (look at the picture in M5 trilogy book or on Val's website), like making everyone to beLIEve that we have been playing just a 'Planetary' Game and not Galactic and the Universal Game at the same time. Not admitting that we have past and other lives and our Alters are simultaneously living with us. Some of them know all other Alters, some know just a few and some Alters don't know any other Alter from your own cluster of the Alters. He doesn't admit that he, like everyone else, has Alters and constantly whining about the badly treated human white males by human females and everyone else. What about white American males treating badly negros, American Indians, Mexicans, Irakis, Serbians, Vietnamese and the rest of the world for centuries? And what about horribly treated females by males for thousands of years? He says that compare to homosexual men, married men have not enough energy, they stop being bright and lose their sense of humour.
Just look at George Green! He is beaming with energy, has been happily married to Desiree, world - known clarovoyant and has more humour than many other not mrried men.
It makes me wonder: how come that married men with children achieved so much? Look at the history of Earth. They say: behind every great man there is a woman (and not just one). A human woman has been a foundation on which human men were building their carriers and it's continues. Women are Givers, they give their energies to babies while breastfeeding and give their energies to the rest of their families. That happens to be the Truth.


"In moments of inner silence, if we practice extending consciousness antennas, we can perceive the roots of our own being. It’s important not to live in the vibrations of others for our guidance. We must learn to live fully in our realities - in our own vibrations. By tuning into ourselves we receive guidance we need to become real persons. As we start into this new energy phase in the earth cycle, we are being reminded that the most important aspect of living is to get into attunement with our own personal vibrations. When we listen and tune in, there is no end to the energy levels that we will tap into."
                                                                                    Rosalind A. McKnight

On 15 November 2008 I was watching Russian News and again representatives of, this time, Ukranian Parliament were physically fighting each other over the right to rule in the Parliament. The same physical fightings between men- politicians I've seen happening in Parliaments of many different countries for many years. In Russian Parliament in recent years the physical fights and verbal insults are performed mainly by a Jewish man, his name is Zhirinovsky (sometimes the behaviour of M5 author reminds me the behavior of Zhirinovsky). There is no significant person in the world whom Zhirinovsky hasn't insulted or physically hit yet, esp. in Russia and he has a huge support of like-minded men in Russia. Russians don't rule Russia, even jewish-arien people, who are behind Russians and every government in the world don't rule Russia. Orion Empire in a form of the Shadow Government does it, and still the observing all the action on Earth is done on every higher density inc. the 12th density. Eventually those, who have power now will lose it and get their place  in another physical Universe, because this Universe will not be physical after 2013!

Zhirinovsky on truck
Zhirinovsky on a truck giving another 'speech' to a few supporters

"Matrix 5" author  is constantly bragging in his books that he had more than a thousands lives on Earth. That is not advisable and according to Robert Monroe: the less lives you have on Earth and the less addicted you become to the life here , the better, the less Load you will have and the greater will be your escape velocity to leave Earth. And if you needed more than a thousand lives to get lessons in the Earth School, that only shows that you were not bright enough to start with, if you needed that many lessons. Those One-Timers who are coming to Earth from very high levels (11th density) need only one life here just to help the big plan, the Universal and Planetary Shifts.
There is also a big question if it is possible to have that many real lives (more than a 1000 or close to it) if we know, that majority of lives anybody has are Holographic Life Imprints of people who lived them on Earth and died, then these lives are stored in Monroe's Library on Focus 27 (or what metaphysisists call 'Akashic Records'). Then how many real lives
this author had? (More about Holographic Life Imprints can be found on this link).


After reading info from "Eden, Atlantis and the UFO Myth" by Robert Morning Sky about the nature of Reptilian females (you can find it on
R.Morning Sky link on this site). After reading R.Moaning Sky, the M 5 author started hating all females regardless whether they were human or reptilian. He is so paranoid with Sequentials that all his readers became paranoid with aliens too (and I was like that for some time). R. Monroe wasn't paranoid with aliens, in fact he said in his #5 talk on Youtube:
 "Obviously through the years, I've developed a lot of non human friends..."
The hatred towards all aliens doesn't stop the 'author' to use alien technology and their info for years. Internet/computers are the best example I can give you. Don't forget that all the Knowledge, all the information we are having today is coming from positive and negative aliens !!! And heaps more of alien non-physical technology and information is waiting for us on higher density.
Another negative side of Matrix 5 author that he's been influincing human females-readers to hate other females and children. Also he paralises human females/males (the readers) from evolving: they all are sitting on their suit-cases and waiting till they would graduate into 7-8th density any minute, because the author (the 'oracle') told them so. Reminds me Christian "Rapture". What if the Planetary Spirit would not graduate till 2012? The readers would still be sitting on their suit-cases, waiting for the appropriate 'Astrological sign' from the 'oracle', not noticing that this Density is no longer 3rd Density it used to be? You can expect any unusual happenings, you know, but it doesn't mean that you need to repeat that it's going to get worse all the time, like M5 author does!
You are not helping the situation this way, the situation will get worse for the lovers of physical possessions, because all of us will lose them and that's good : we don't need them in non-physical worlds. But we gain other things! This 'author is a master of creating Negative Thoughts and our Negative Thoughts are very powerful, especially Negative Group Thoughts.
In the chapter on MPD (M 5 part1) the author says that Sequentials (aliens) can't have MPD, means create their own Alters. And I say: they can, and minions and animals can. Read R.Monroe books where he wrote about
himself having a non-human in his cluster and
his own cat having an OBE.  It means cat has Alters. I know that not just animals or aliens can have Alters, but even Earth can, Earth's Parallel realities is the proof of it; even our Universe expands and creates Alters: everyone expands and creates Alters, because Consciousness expands! We all are creating Alters, parts of us residing not just on Original Earth, but on other dimensions, densities, Parallel Earths/timelines/realities/worlds.
These are similar to R. Monroe experiences of other people from "The Holographic Universe" by Michael Talbot, p.69 and maybe we all go through these experiences ?

"Other individuals tuned into the cultures of the Far East and not only gave impressive descriptions of what it was like to have a Japanese, Chinese, or Tibetan psyche, but also related various Taoist or Buddhist teachings. In fact, there did not seem to be any limit to what Grof's LSD subjects could tap into. They seemed capable of knowing what it was like to be every animal, and even plant, on the tree of evolution. They could experience what it was like to be a blood cell, an atom, a thermonuclear process inside the sun, the consciousness of the entire planet, and even the consciousness of the entire cosmos. More than that, they displayed the ability to transcend space and time, and occasionally they related uncannily accurate precognitive information. In an even stranger vein they sometimes encountered nonhuman intelligences during their cerebral travels, discarnate beings, spirit guides from "higher planes of consciousness, " and other suprahuman entities. On occasion subjects also traveled to what appeared to be other universes and other levels of reality. In one particularly unnerving session a young man suffering from depression found himself in what seemed to be another dimension. It had an eerie luminescence, and although he could not see anyone he sensed that it was crowded with discarnate beings. Suddenly he sensed a presence very close to him, and to his surprise it began to communicate with him telepathically. It asked him to please contact a couple who lived in the Moravian city
of Kromeriz and let them know that their son Ladislav was well taken care of and doing all right. It then gave him the couple's name, street address, and telephone number."

 
The Evolution of this Universe is moving in many directions : from 3rd Density up and from 12th Density down; and also expanding and merging with neighbouring physical/non-physical universes! Things are changing in our Universe/our Galaxy after 23rd of March 1994. The same 3rd density planets/stars/constellations are moving to different locations in higher vibration or disappear all together in  4th/5th density (lose their physical appearance).  More is on  this link.

By the way, many dark sorcerers despised females too, but used them sexually to get the energy for their astral activities.
They also use alien energy when they make a deal with Inorganic Beings. How very Reptilian!
Don Juan in Castaneda books used to say that for females to Astral Travel to the far ends of our and neighboring Universes is like  CHANGING SKIRTS. And this happens to be the Truth, only the memory of these travels is usually blocked in ordinary people.
I was also wondering why American politicians like all the Presidents,
Senators, Henry Hissinger etc. have been using female sexual energy as well as female's computer like abilities to memorise all kinds of data for themselves, (not male sexual energy/computer like abilities) described by Cathy O'Brien in  "Trance Formation in America" and by Brice Taylor in "Thanks for the Memories". Yet, according to M 5 author, males are 'givers' of life, only they have energy, but all females are incubators for babies or SLUTS, who are sucking males' energy. More on that see Another side of Prostitution  link.

p.166, "Ultimate Journey" by R.Monroe:
" A lot have no previous human experience though they have plenty of some other type - both physical and non physical. Some work up from being animals." (This is about Minions, former dogs, cats, domestic animals: humans, who have an animal soul, but human body, which is the next stage in evolution of the speicies).
By the way, when we started this Game we found a lot of Minions, humans with animal souls of all kind here to the contrary Matrix 5 author constant writings. Our souls entered animal and human (but Minion's bodies) at the beginning of this Game for more of diverse experience.
M5 author wrote in his 'books' that Minions turned up only at the Endgame Time and that the Planetary Spirit is so much against it, which is a total nonsense!
Earth Planetary Spirit is not against Minions and this necessary process, it's the 'author' who is against of all the evolutionary processes. And how else would you prepare an army of humans for the next Planetary Game elsewhere?

Here is another puzzling thing: M 5 author's love for Golden energy. If Golden energy is so powerful, protective and the Negatives are scared of it, then why it didn't help me to protect myself against Inorganic Beings', naval Intelligence's onslaught, no matter how much I would generate this energy? I had to invent other things to give me a relief. Maybe someone with not very noble intentions is interested in us generating Golden energy for them?
If golden energy is so effective why R. Monroe, W. Buhlman, Alex Collier and C.Castaneda never mentioned about it?
They never called their books "Golden books", never covered their books in Gold. I know Jews love Gold very much (the word 'jewels' comes from the word 'jew').
Credo Mutwa only mentioned the use of a golden blanket by Reptilians to wrap up a virgin female and place her (against her will) for days next to a sick Reptilian (Chitauli) to make him healed (reptilian idea: they love gold too) and to be norished with her energies. 

If Golden energy is so effective why our Higher Selves and our personal energy spheres/balls (us) are not colored in Gold? Look at our Higher Selves, on the picture of M 5 trilogy, part 1, please, : our Higher Selves are White and Luminous
(there are some other faults with this picture). Why Loosh is not colored in Gold, but has a white color
and that is the energy of Balance/Unconditional Love
? Why do I see every morning white Sun rising from the ocean and coloring my room in white hue?
The explanation of Loosh is on  Robert Monroe info  link on this website. And here is one of numerous thoughts of other writers about the power of white light from "Keepers of the Garden" by Dolores Cannon, p.276:

"P: I see a very intense white light. A very pure and radiant white light that is of a high order of magnitude... This energy is what is commonly referred to as The White Light of Protection." This is the white light of protection. This energy has no identity as identity is meaningless at this level. It, however, has what is called on your level "consciousness," or a definite awareness. It is of the supreme order or magnitude of the energies of the universe.
D: Am I really speaking to what would be considered the "white light"? I am very familiar with the concept of the white light I always mentally place its protection around my subjects when we work. In this way any negative influences may be kept away from my sessions.
P: It would be more accurate to say that the energies of the white light are in communication. This energy would now speak to Philip, for there is a very definite message here which is to be given at this time."

 Why M5 author is so afraid of white light and the word Love? It reminds me negative aliens: love energy makes them sick! All this makes me doubt in some things this 'author' wrote.

White colored Light is the mixture of all lights including Golden light. White colored energy of Balance is the most powerful energy!
Our personal energy bodies are white
luminous balls, which is true, then why do our white luminous energy bodies look golden  on "Matrix 5" part 2 front picture (the one which is showing a close-up of the Graduation Key and Earth full of these yellow dots). These golden dots (presumably us) are all over the Globe and lining up into the spiral of the Graduation Key, leading into, supposedly, 7th-8th Densities. I have no means to verify that: I wasn't there to see it, but I see the bright white 4th Density Sun above my head which is getting brigher and whiter every day, the sign of approaching 4th Density! When the color of our Sun changes into light blue, we will be in 5th Density. And to help it happen we need to mentally get used to the idea that we've never been just in 3rd Density, that our night dreams can prove that a considerable part of our time we've spent in 4th Density and all we are doing is just getting deeper and deeper into 4th Density. Of course, everyone is having different speed and different intent. There are those who wants to continue playing 3d D physical Planetary Game on another planet in another physical universe, specially allocated for this purpose. You don't need a male 'Final' to move yourself into 4th- 5th density. You will get there anyway if your vibration is right!  This 'author' never mentioned about the wealth of great info the Andromedans gave us through Alex Collier. He only critisized all of them!
As Andromedans said: human females and their young children (their frequency) have been already moving humanity into 4th and then 5th density, because the density of our bodies is changing: we are becoming less dense, we wouldn't need food/water/oxygen. In 5th density we are not going to be as dense.
As I said somewhere on the site I advise the 'author' to adopt a child, that might change his views on life, helping
this way
another 3d Density planet to start a new physical Planetary Game with a lot of human players and these players need to be trained on Earth:
 
Funny Kids
http://www.livevideo.com/video/bestfriend/66691675F133429BBCB6DCB35C1BFDDE/funny.aspx

 I, personally, didn't feel any energy coming out of M 5 trilogy (all 3 volumes on top of each other) or sage or black tourmaline or Ass-trology. I wouldn't put M 5 books under my pillow or under my bed or read it 5 times, like other readers. Robert Monroe was never saying that you need to put his books on top of each other and this way you would feel a lot of power coming from them, he never said that his books were on a stand (a pedestal) in the library on Focus 27 and the people up there were lining up eager to see his books. R.Monroe was very modest, he would never do this. That's why thousands of people still love him. I also don't know personally anyone, who saw M 5 trilogy books placed on the stand in the library on Focus 27, apart from the 'author' himself. What I definately know that his 'books' and his updates through Internet have a very restrictive influence and most readers would follow his books or what he or Val would recommend and nothing else.
R.Monroe never said that his books were emitting a lot of energy, to make the readers to worship him and his books. When I look at the Graduation Key in M 5 which connects 3rd Density to 7th/8th Density: this is the way the Human Graduates are supposed to go, and what are we going to do in between 3rd and 7th Density, apart from a short stop for "reorientation"?
Reminds me a bullet train with no stops. I doubt very much that our Higher Selves would go up like a bullet train. Just to collect all the lost parts of the cluster from every Density/Dimension/other universes and other obligations would considerably slow you down. And you never know what your Higher Self on a higher density has got up the sleeve for you, what kind of a new trick. Sometimes I trust my Total Self!
Alex Collier said something like :"Where would you put a lie?" "Between two Truths".
M5 trilogy is full of these hard to detect lies. No wonder that M 5 trilogy author hates Andromedans and their information: he would always find something wrong with almost every author, but himself. But all the authors are adding up to the same pot: Universal and Earth Consciousness.

It's interesting to watch how the information given by R.Monroe, Alex Collier and Carlos Castaneda has been slowly discredited by many debunkers, twisted or forgotten all together, especially by M 5 trilogy author. I remember a few years ago R.Monroe books were the first ones on the list recommended by Val Valerian on his website, now they are not and there is so much of unique info in them.
"Ultimate Journey", p.186 :"Group thought, especially when it is primarily emotion inducing, can be highly contagious, owing to the extreme amplitude of (M)Field radiation."
This what group thought can do! This is what happened to M5 readers! They turned into warsheepers!
I can verify that with my personal experience of being hypnotised by Matrix 5 author and those who is behind him.
About the Alters

Not all the Alters are merging with the Core Self after the death of the physical body and moving permanently to 4th Density. Some need to be retrieved from different places in the Universe. But now you need to think of moving yourself and your individual cluster through the rest of 4th and into 5th densities. Everyone is already doing it, don't wait for 'Finals' to summon everyone for you.
We all heard that behind every great man there is a woman and not just one. And if human females 'sucking' males' energy (according to M5 author), than married men not suppose to have it at all (according to M5 author), and they, definately, wouldn't achieve anything in life. But look at the  humankind's history. Who were the majority of great male achievers? Happily married men! Look at Robert Monroe, David Icke and Credo Mutwa !
Usually, when Human Females give energy to males, what most human males do? Spit on them!
How many times I've heard from human males: "My dog is better than my wife!"  Then why have you married her and still live with her? You are free to stay single anytime. And when she dies and he starts losing his energy and even his dog doesn't replace feminine energy. Only then he starts appreciating her.
When I look at Robert Monroe giving a talk after Nancy died (on Youtube, Interview 1 and 2, on
Robert Monroe info  link) and at Credo Mutwa after his wife died, when he is giving a message to Everyone (on Youtube), I compare how they both looked when their wives were alive (their earlier videos) with how they looked after their wives died.
The difference is astonishing: they seem hardly coop with life after their wives' deaths, their wives helped them to understand so much more, they were providing them with their energy and advices to continue their work.

There is another discrepancy. Matrix 5 author has been propagating the idea that Loosh is not Love and the proof that it is Love is on p. 174-175 , "Far Journey" by Robert Monroe. You can read it on this page under "More about Creative Force".
Robert Monroe never said that Golden energy is the colour of unconditional Love-Balance, he saw that as being white.
He even called Nancy my "Silver Queen" , not "Golden Queen": silver is closer to sparkling white. White colored light is the mixture of all colours!
First edition of "Matrix 5" with a picture of the author's version of our Higher Selves turned up in 2003. On that picture the incarnations (us) are all in the area of 3rd density: according to the author. Our souls and our physical bodies are restricted to the 3rd density, which is not true. 6 years already passed and M5 readers have been looking at
that picture and beLIEving that they've been always
restricted to
the 3rd density. After another 3 years looking at that picture they would still beLIEve the same.
In his books M5 author says that decision to be here is made by our Higher Selves. Then which one? There are more then one: one on every density and there are a few densities. The decision to play the Game here is made by our Total Self.
According to R.Monroe there is a cluster of fragments/parts of us on every density and each one is called Higher Self.  When all your Higher Selves merge into One they will create a Total Self.

In his video #5 Bob Monroe says that noone is holding you here and you free to get out of this game any time if you are not addicted to the Game, have less Load Factor and enough Escape Velocity. Your decaying orbit will become straighter and straighter till it finally sets you free. You all can be Finals any time and move your Core Self and your Alters out of the Game any moment. The Final in 3rd density is the Core Self with all the Alters created by this Core Self. And each time when the body was dying your Alters will move with you into the 4th density Rings around Earth, called Focuses (different wavelenghts). Your Alters then will occupy different Focuses according to their level of Awareness  and when you decide to have another life, you'll pick up all of your Alters and go back to Earth to have more experiences and to create more Alters. We all have a different number of lives on Earth and different number of Alters/
Personalities. But if you are still here, then there is a reason for it and it could be Universal/Planetary Shift related.
 

(The content of Video #5 Monroe's OBE Paranormal Transformation of Human Consciousness is somewhere on this page. There are other other videos of Monroe's radio programms on Youtube, which you can watch now, the addresses are on this page).

What is also surprising that such a 'knowledgable' writer (of M5) hardly mentioned in his 'books' about the most important event:   the Universal Shift of Consciousness, which took place in March 1994 and that this Event was expected by so many souls inc. R.Monroe and for so long. This major Event is changing our and neighbouring Parallel Universes. Nothing and noone would stay the same and nothing and noone can stop it. In fact, this Universal Shift started a chain reaction of Universal Shifts in other, Parallel Universes!

I've mentioned, that M5 author is constantly writing that the idea of Minions (humans with an animal soul) is against the Planetary Spirit wishes/plans, which is a total nonsense. How else would those who has never been humans, but only animals, progress and become finally humans? Next stage for them is to become a human. This is Evolution!
One more point I would like to make. The technology is not going to disappear with disappearance of the 3rd Density like M5 author is preaching. Technology existed already on much higher densities (just take the Andromedans, for example,. They are from 4th and 5th density and are having spaceships, which Alex Collier visited. Technology will continue to exist, only it would become even more sophisticated than it was before (Evolution) and we are already getting the taste of it!
We all  learned how to create with technology before the Game, but when you  graduate this Game you would be able to create with and without technology to become a creator yourself!

When reading M5 I noticed that the author gets epileptic fits over the expression "Mother Nature" or "Mother Earth", these expressions are very popular and very true, though, deep inside, we all know that everyone is Androginous like Earth Planetary Spirit, Sun, humans, aliens, Higher Selves etc. Even R.Monroe used the expression "Mother Nature" in his books sometimes and the reason was that all animal Life on Earth is created by their female part and not male one, except androgynous species, like salmon. Females are generators and nurturers of Life!

I remember another thing written in M5. The author says that everyone who is not your spiritual level
(much lower), should be considered as your enemy! I doubt that R.Monroe would think that everyone of
not spiritual level, should be considered as your enemy (the same is with me). It is frustrating to constantly deal with those, who are not of your level, but but you are progressing too without noticing it. Remember what  Don Juan said:" Tyrants are the best teachers!" and I can verify that from my personal experience. I didn't come to this conclusion straight away: I learned about it the hard way and I do not consider those, who are not as spiritually evolved as I am, as my enemies.


One more descrepancy I found with this 'author's' views. He says in his 'books' that all aliens (Sequentials)have their memories of lives here untouched. This is not always true, it's much more complex. It depends on the case. There are cases that Holographic Life memories of past lives of other people, who died and no longer on Earth, are injected into the alien, to have something to hold on to, especially if you are a One-Timer. Many aliens don't have memories of other lives on Earth at all and only under hypnosis they might remember something from other places they lived before. The life for them here not always easy and again all depends on an individual's level of awareness before entering the Game. I live with a positive One-Timer for 32 years, so I had enough time for observations.

There is also one more peculiar detail. Whenever the readers of "Matrix 5" trilogy would ask the author about the new planet, which would take the Earth population over and start a new Planetary Game "somewhere in the positive sector of our galaxy", his usual answer would be something like this:
"It's none of our buisness, forget it, don't worry about this, if you are graduating!" 
But it is our duty: to prepare a new lot of humans for the new Planetary Game on another 3D planet and this is what everyone has been doing without being aware of it!

The author of "Matrix5" doesn't give a shit about helping another Planetary Spirit to start another physical Planetary Game on another planet (at least mentally, with thoughts and intent), though he mentioned in his 'books' about the existence of such a planet. On top of that the whole 'trilogy' of this 'author' was directed into disabling, di-activating a considerable group of more evolved individuals to think only about their personal graduation
, instead of helping the establishment of the 'Second Earth', getting more knowledge about the Splitting of Earth into two: the old Earth and the New Earth (symbolic) of the New vibration with people on it. The bodies are going gradually to transform into lighter, lighter bodies till vibration will be so fast that they all turn into Light balls, seen by Don Juan and C.Castaneda!!!
More about relocation to another planet and the Splitting of Earth is in other articles on this link.


It's hard to find more arrogant male on Earth than this 'author' and I'm sure his arrogance, poor judgement and poor knowledge of Life in our Universe makes him a laughing stock for Higher Beings. The only problem is that many still following him and his damaging ideas. Where did he get the idea that he could be or know more than Beings on Higher Densities and there are many 'aliens' here on Earth from Higher Densities doing the job of Evolution of this planet and this Universe. How can you call them 'nasty aliens'? And all this hierarchy in our Higher Selves, dividing into classes: Final, very advanced, middle advanced, less advanced, low level etc. he created, as if low level is not important! He built himself up using his own parts (from his Higher Self) who are low level, as stepping stones! I hope that all these critical thoughts would make a difference and change this 'author' to more understanding.

I doubt very much that people like this author raised even one child or a pet and this is another way to get experience and to help to populate the new Planet in one of the physical universes. He would rather have Earth as a bare rock in 2005, but what if neither Earth and its population, nor this Universe with all the transformations taking place are ready for that? He has no idea what is really going on.
Now you wouldn't be sur
prised why Earth Humanity has been raising millions of dogs/cats/cows and other domestic animals for thousands of years: they are needed as humans and as animals on the Second 'Earth' in , the newly established planet in the 3rd Density of maybe another Universe overlapping our Universe.
During its lifetime Earth gave painful births to many Parallel Earths for other Universes, other Realities most likely at the time of nuclear explosions. Maybe that was the reason to call Earth "Mother Earth"?
Andromedans told Alex Collier that our legends need to be considered as Truths and most of what we've been fed with as Lies.
There is an appropriate info from yet another powerful book written by Dolores Cannon called
"The Legend of Starcrash", p.104:

"B (the Hunter)...there is a legend that says this Earth is not the only one. There are several here and sometimes we might go from one to the other without knowing it. And I feel that on that winter day - it was dark - that I inadvertently went into the other Earth were these animals are, because everything felt different. The land was the same but the harmony was different. The wind even sang differently. But I needed the animal for the village. And then when I was going back to the village I felt things change again and everything felt right again...One of the older man at the village believes that it happens quite often without our knowing about it, for some of the earths are closer to ours.
D (Dolores): You never know; anything is possible. Maybe these aren't just legends."

After years of research I came to conclusion, that the number of lives on Earth depends directly from the last level of awareness you came from before starting this game. If you came from 11th Density or from the Source itself (Creative Force) to participate in Earth Planetary Game, then one life on Earth is usually enough. But if your last level was 2nd, 3rd,  4th Density , then you need hundreds of lives to spend on Earth to learn enough lessons.
As far as I remember, from "Matrix 5" authors writings, that other Universes/Worlds/ Realities give him shivers. He is everything what a Higher Self is not and yet he is claiming to be a Final (a leader) in his Higher Self. That's to be seen!
There is some info from Dolores Cannon's "The Convoluted Universe" , book 3, which Matrix 5 author wouldn't like or approve of, p. 634:

"The rest of the session centered around Francis' personal questions. It seemed that I had found another type of unusual energy that had been sent to Earth. This one was not new to Earth, she had experienced many lifetimes and gone through much difficulty. She apparently didn't come directly from the Source like many of the others. She had come from the place of beauty and peace, where they lived extremely long lives. Was she a nature spirit? One of the little people? It's hard to say, because she was a normal lifeform on the planet where she lived. Yet she was asked to come (with many others) to help Earth.
(They are not just helping Earth. They are helping the Evolution of the whole Universe, by uplifting their own consciousness and the consciousness of their home planets, LM).
Her energy was needed, and she agreed and made the journey. Apparently she would not be staying and going on to the New Earth, because her tour of duty was over...
So it appears that I am discovering a kaleidoscope of souls and energies who have come to experience life on this difficult  and challenging planet. In the beginning of my work it all seemed so simple.
Now I am finding there is no limit to the variety  of spirits that can inhabit the human body. They have come from so many strange and unusual places, yet they seem to have one goal in common. To help the people of Earth. To keep our planet from self-destructing..."


That's a good start and the example for the men/boys all over the World to follow Australian men. Australian men (inc. Aborigine's men would feel how much good-hearted females appreciate their action! I hope, that those, who took this oath, will keep their promice and do not turn it into just a TV stunt:

Men, Boys to Take Anti-Violence Vow
 

http://bigpondnews.com/articles/TopStories/2009/11/25/Men_boys_to_take_anti-violence_vow_398437.html

Wednesday, November 25, 2009 » 08:54pm

Australia's men and boys have been asked to swear they will never commit, excuse or remain silent about violence against women.
The White Ribbon Day Foundation's first national swearing day on Wednesday asked men and boys from all walks of life, all around the country, to swear to end violence against women.
About one in three women will experience violence at some stage in their lives, according to the foundation.
A number of high-profile men gathered at NSW Parliament House on Wednesday to 'swear' on White Ribbon Day.
The Attorney-General John Hatzistergos, Acting Police Commissioner Dave Owen, the general manager of AFL NSW Dale Holmes, rugby league star Wendell Sailor, members of the Cronulla Sharks and media personalities Adam Spencer and Steve Cannane all wrote their promise on separate pieces of paper and placed it in the 'swear jar'.
Mr Hatzistergos said violence against women was unacceptable and un-Australian.
'There are no excuses and there is no reason to remain silent about it,' he told the crowd gathered at NSW Parliament House on Wednesday.
'We are fortunate to live in a country that has welcomed people from all different faiths and countries.
'We allow them to be able to join with us to be able to develop this country and prosper individually and collectively.
'The one thing we should never accept is the concept that they can bring into this country any notion that treats women unequally or which perpetuates violence against women.
'That is unacceptable conduct and it is certainly not an Australian value.'
Prime Minister Kevin Rudd has asked a commitment of the nation's approximately 10 million men - to stop violence against women.
The government had a zero tolerance approach when it came to violence against women, he said.
'Men (should) swear never to commit, excuse, or stay silent about violence against women.'
Australians wanted to live in a community where all women could live free of violence, Mr Rudd said.
'But attitude change does not necessarily lead to behaviour change, the government's challenge is to try to ensure that it does.'
Social justice commissioner Tom Calma says White Ribbon Day contributes to 'very real and important outcomes'.
'Violence against women is very often a manifestation of wider social problems but there is absolutely no excuse for it.
'It sends a powerful message when more and more men are prepared to stand up and say they are against it.'
Here is another article from the Internet, which could be helpful for people like "Matrix 5" author:

Elton wants to adopt Ukrainian boy

Sunday, September 13, 2009 » 01:24pm

http://bigpondnews.com/articles/Entertainment/2009/09/13/Elton_wants_to_adopt_Ukrainian_boy_372133.html

Elton John wants to adopt a 14-month-old boy from the Ukraine, saying that the toddler has stolen my heart after meeting him at an orphanage.
The British singer-songwriter, visiting the Ukraine with his AIDS charity foundation, performed for children at the orphanage, some of whose parents had died of the disease.
Asked at a press conference later with his partner David Furnish, 42, whether they had ever considered adopting, John said he wanted to adopt 14-month-old Lev.
'David and I have always talked about adoption. David always wanted to adopt a child and I always said 'no' because I am 62 and I think because of the travelling I do and the life I have, maybe it wouldn't be fair for the child.
'But having seen Lev today, I would love to adopt him,' he said on Sky News.
'I don't know how we do that but he has stolen my heart. And he has stolen David's heart and it would be wonderful if we can have a home.
'I've changed my mind today.'
John said the recent death of his long-term keyboardist, Guy Babylon, had also helped change his mind.
'It broke my heart because he was such a genius and so young and has two wonderful children,' he said.
'What better opportunity to replace someone I lost than to replace him with someone I can give a future to.'
Ukraine has one of the fastest rising HIV rates in Europe.
Two years ago the iconic singer gave a free concert in the main square in Kiev attended by tens of thousands of people to raise awareness of HIV/AIDS.
John has sold more than 250 million records worldwide, with 29 consecutive Top 40 Hits and 35 gold and 25 platinum albums."

To understand these materials you need to read 3 books of R.Monroe : "Journeys out of the Body", "Far Journeys", "Ultimate Journey" and 3 books of "Matrix 5", which you can buy from http://www.trufax.org : Matrix 5 Trilogy  and there you can read about the difference between Simultaneous and Sequential Higher Selves, the author's version. In the next article I will be using language of "Matrix 5" books for those who read those books. I noticed that that author doesn't like to write much about Parallel Earths/Parallel Universes maybe because he doesn't know much about it? And maybe what I write next he wouldn't like much.
In my opinion, Simultaneous Higher Self has many energy cords joined to people (incarnations) or their scouts (us) and scouts' Alters (our Alters) living different lives in different Parallel Earths/Parallel Universes, apart from the original Earth/Universe, at different times/worlds
/densities/dimensions and all that is simultaneously, because time doesn't exist. But each Simultaneous person (incarnation) joined to nimerous Alters by energy cords. These Alters/other personalities, who are not restricted to just the 3rd Density Reality, like M 5 author is preaching, but to many Parallel Timelines and Parallel Universes, different dimensions and densities.
Our Alters/other personalities travel from place to place or living separate lives in different genders, in Past, Present and Future,  in different Parallel Worlds without knowing about the existence of each other.
Brice Taylor, the author of "Thanks for the Memories" didn't know that she was leading a double life: the life of wife of the respected dentist and a life of a sex-slave for the upper echelon of American elite like senators/presidents etc. Being from a family of something like freemasons, she was constantly beaten up, electricuted into submission by males, and forcefully prostituted to US drugged human and non human presidents and senators since her childhood. The same happened to Cathy O'Brien and millions of other females all over the World. 
Another example of Carlos Castaneda, himself. He writes in "The Art of Dreaming", that it took him 15 years of storing enough energy and a hard work to slowly remember what other lives in Parallel Earths/Universes and other Realities he had. He remembered the lives of his Alters, he was living simultaneously. For more on that see  Carlos Castaneda info .
Robert Monroe also often mentions in the books his other lives, his Alters' lives in different Parallel Realities, different time-lines he was living simultaneously with his main life: as a woman, a soldier, a prist, a fish, a panther, an eagle, an oak tree etc. More about it on  Psychology of Multiple Personalities .
It's a very complex subject and only your Higher Self knows all the lives which belong to this particular Higher Self. Usually our 3D physical bodies are restricted to 3rd Density, though there are some exceptions, when the physical bodies are taken to other dimensions and even densities: alien technology can do that. And I doubt very much that there is a Simultaneous true human who doesn't have at least one Alter, one more personality.
I'll give you a few examples. Alex Collier was taken by the Andromedans to 4th or 5th Density spaceship with his physical body and they used a special belt to keep his physicality (his physical body) together.
Sorcerers could do that too: taking their physical bodies to higher Density, please, read Castaneda books (3 of them in electronic form are on this website on separate links). But our Alters have no problem: they astral travel to most of the Densities and Dimensions of this and Parallel and Other Universes.

According to M5 author, sequential (alien) Higher Self (HS) has only one person living at a time, connected to HS with an energy cord and physical body placed in 3rd Density. This is M5 author's view. But this is opposite to what I experienced in life. My ex-husband of 30 years has Rh-negative blood group. It means that his blood is missing Primate race (Rhesus monkey), which is a special feature of a true human from Earth and which a wider range of emotions and a much greater creativity. According to Andromedans, a physical body of a true human is a composite of Primate race and 22 other races', which gives such a range of emotions and creativity.                                                                                                                                                

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A Letter from an Androgynous Being

This letter was sent to "Matrix 5" trilogy author by me.

From: lyda.v999@bigpond.com
To: authorthe@hotmail.com
Subject: the letter from Androgynous person
Date: Sat, 5 Jul 2008 22:02:25 +1000

Dear, Author !
I feel that you , need to apologize to women ( at least to Simultaneous females-readers of M5 ). Women will repay
(support) you 10 times more. I know women.
There is a small article on ABC, called "Indigenous men make collective apology over abuse (to women, LM)", maybe you need to read it :
Apology to women (http://www.bigpond.com/news/breaking/content/20080703/2293532.asp)
A tremendous gap between males and females has been created and it needs to be sealed and it only could be done on individual basis, internally.
I would be very surprised if I meet a Simultaneous Incarnation , who doesn't have Multiple Personality Disorder (MPD) , at least one more (personality, LM) Alter apart from Original personality. I have MPD and you have it too. You have many Alters, but still can't handle them. Your writings are full of bright ideas , but at the same time the struggle between your male and female Alters shows too (males and females of different ages and both polarities). You started changing and it's showing up in your last 2 updates! That is the reason why you couldn't write anything about Androgynous people : you need to become an Androgynous person and have that special frequency to be able to share your experiences with the readers.
I was wondering: if each of Simultaneous incarnations has male/female/positive/negative energies, how can you apply Law of Attraction here? How can you say :" Like attracts like" if you consider internal energies of one person? These energies are opposing each other: male is opposing female energies; negative is opposing positive energies ! And every Simultaneous incarnation is like that , then you can't really apply Law of Attraction to any Simultaneous incarnation, UNLESS THEY ARE ANDROGYNOUS PEOPLE. They would attract each other, isn't it? When this bunch of opposing internal energies in a Simultaneous male or a female is meeting similar bunch of opposing energies , how can you use Law of Attraction ? Androgynous people fluctuate between a male and a female, don't need sex with any gender. They can love and it's called a Platonic Love. They are Balanced people you were writing about in M5. And they are feared by ordinary folks, if they don't hide their true nature.
I've done a lot of research into Psychology and Psychiatry and specifically into MPD and I can tell you things about MPD, which you might not find in any other source. Look around : there are many signs in life which are proving my point, but most of us are blind to see or scared to write about it. For instance, have you noticed how many boys/males look like girls/females (without any artificial make up) and vice versa? Males can sing like girls (tenors-Alters), walk/talk/behave/write/do anything like girls.
In modern times males/females go into a lot of trouble to change their gender, they feel like more of the opposite gender and they don't know why. I'll tell you why. Because of artificially created dominating opposite gendered sabotaging Alters, who gets them into trouble. We , Simultaneous incarnations , all have sabotaging Alters to fight with and you are not an exception.
Homosexual males even prefer a girlish looking male partner and the same is with lesbians. And it's not difficult to find, because Simultaneous males have females-Alters. The same applies to Simultaneous females, whether they are pre-Graduates or not. All the sabotaging Alters will usually have Wernicke's commands (to hate the opposite gender), inserted into the Wernicke's part of the brain. This is why a constant struggle between the genders. And you are in the same situation like every Simultaneous incarnation!
Women-readers of M5 would be so happy if you not just apologize, but also give women a chance to express their opinions and not shut them up like you used to.
You might learn something valuable from them. Ironically, the dominating females you were writing about , could also be your own sabotaging female-Alters.
Yes, I agree , females were not as aggressive in America before the WW2, because apart from Civil War, there were no internal wars in USA. But Russia had internal/external wars, dictatorships, jails, constant extermination and shortages of food/shelter for the whole last century and that made most of females and males aggressive (and Multiple Personality Disordered, LM). Females are copy-cats, they copy everything inc. males dominating behaviour. What a Surprise!
A female would sooner admit her fault than a male: this is my observation. I have 2 males in my household: my son and my ex-husband, who'se got MPD and been also fluctuating between a male and a female, but not that often.
There is more than one way to come to the same idea. Males might use logic and get an idea, females would usually use intuition to get the same idea.
I never used Astrology to get my insights. I don't know Astrology and only use my intuition/experiences, books and life observations. I don't remember if R.Monroe ever used Astrology in his work/life/astral travels, yet with the considerable help from his HS he astral travelled to such places like the Aperture and have witnessed the future Shift
(of Consciousness, LM). He managed to remember all that and described most of the experiences in his books. And you too. With the help of your HS (Higher Self ) you've been able to astral travel to such places, see such things, meet such beings like your HS and Planetary Spirit, that I can only dream about. I don't remember that I ever astral travelled, saw what R.Monroe saw, met my HS or Planetary Spirit or other great Beings on/off the Planet. My HS was not interested in me getting all these experiences. Intuitively, inspite of my dysfunctional genital chakra , I know that I have astral Alters among other Alters but the memory of their experiences has been blocked. I hope the time will come when I'll remember everything.
Why do males get so much help from HS's and females so little? I also regret that I never became a sorcerer. I learned about it too late: about 4 years ago (from books of Castaneda, LM).
You are writing in M5 that 3 Dominant women designed/created a prototype of the ideal Final they needed and that prototype is you.
My question is why 3 Dominants were women and not men, if males are so much more intelligent, gifted, psychic, powerful, strong givers of life than females?
Life would not be sustained if you only give life and not nurture it over the years. Mainly women nuture it. They have to bear the child for 9 months, give birth in excruciating pain, breastfeed, cure, constantly worry, raise and be devoted to the child for all her life. You didn't experienced that: it's like being jailed for life. Most of the females don't want to be mothers : they are forced to be mothers. I experienced all of that. Males also do some of the nurturing but in a lesser degree.
You were born and raised the same way, at least I had that impression from reading M5 . Of course, there are exceptions of the rule and much more of them in the last 70 years, when children either brought up in government run institutions or by different people (not parents) or by noone (street kids) .
I also was wondering , why females are more powerful than males in Orion Empire? What do females have that males don't? Could Orion females be more psychic, more intelligent? And maybe, the same situation applies not just to Orion Empire but to the whole Universe?  Part of our brain is reptilian as we know. 
Not to overcome males in this Planetary Game (just for the duration of it), human females were constantly impregnated, raped and abused by everyone , especially males.
How else would you destroy GENITAL CHAKRA IN A FEMALE ( the antenna)? This chakra is very important for psychic ability, intuition, sixth sense. Females-sorcerers were/are avoiding any sexual relations with males at all costs, because they know that they would lose their psychic abilities : books of Castaneda are full of this information. But ordinary females don't know about it and allow their genital chakras to be destroyed by marriages.
Through the history of all countries, particularly females have been prosecuted for not marrying or not having children (for not having their chakras destroyed). In India there are millions of females-widows, who are treated like prisoners and whose only crime is that their husbands died earlier then them! And there are similar draconian "customs" to keep female's chakra not functioning in every culture since the Game started.
Good books are created this way: the writer's findings/insights/ideas/experiences are based on other writers' thoughts/experiences/insights/feelings + the input from the readers' impressions/thoughts/insights/feelings/experiences
 (in the writer's follow up books, LM).

But, nevertheless, I deeply appreciate the job you've done and enjoy many of your original thoughts/experiences in M5 and your updates. Some of them make me laugh!

Lydia Monroe and my Alters

P.S. If you find 2 same words/sentences together , this is where the change over from Alter to Alter takes place."

 And this is  "Matrix 5" trilogy authors' reply to me :

"You failed to remember what I said in the first volume, I do NOT argue what I've written. You don't like it: fine. You do like it: fine. I DON'T CARE either way. Simultaneous path females know what I mean and I've heard from a LOT of M5 simultaneous path females. You, obviously are not since you are heavily female body ID'd. Sequential path females on Earth are cunts. Since you have failed to grasp the basic 'no argue/no debate' in M5, I am blocking you. Revel in your body ID, Orion in origin. I will have to consider another segment on worthless sequential females since you begged me for it."
It wasn't difficult for the M5 author's negative Alters to show up: that has happened before with me and other readers of  M5. I made a serious effort not to laugh at M5 author's response, but it didn't last long: I doubled up with laughter till my body started aching and the reason was that I'm Robert Monroe's Split Final, I am that Russian woman R.Monroe was writing about, I'm his long lost sister and M5 author hinted that I was an alien. Never forget : the more evolved you are the more you laugh, Don Juan, Don Genaro and Carlos Castaneda were a good example of it. And, of course, our Higher Selves: they love having fun! Aliens can't laugh with abandon, the way I do. Matrix 5 author used Robert Monroe's books as prerequisite (required as a condition for something else means for his own books, where he twisted R.Monroe's ideas).
M5 author heavily used the materials from Robert Monroe books for his books: he admits it himself! But not  everything he interpreted the right way.
He divides people into Lightsiders/Darksiders, Sequential (aliens)/Simultaneous (humans), Minions and females (it doesn't matter for him whether they are human or alien, they are all nasty in his opinion anyway). He didn't seem to experience Big L.
He was wrong that aliens can't have Alters. They can and I can verify that.

Robert Monroe had 4 times (bigger than ordinary) luminous Energy body, allowing him to travel to the highest at that time 11th Density, write books, run Radio Shows and TV Channel and later his Institute and to be one of the leaders in raising Consciousness of Humanity on Earth.
Teachers and leaders of sorcerers are called naguals, also have 3-4 times bigger Luminous Energy bodies which help them to do their teaching and lead groups of sorcerers. There are females among naguals too.

For more info about Double Luminous Energy body (ball or egg shaped) see   Carlos Castaneda info    link.

There is an interesting info in "The Art of Dreaming" by Carlos Castaneda, p.103 :
"His reasoning was correct and was guided by the sorcerers' knowledge that the Universe is markedly female and that maleness, being an offshoot of femaleness, is almost scarce, thus, coveted (very desirable, LM). Don J
uan made a digression and commented that perhaps that scarcity of males is the reason for men unwarranted dominion on our planet... In the world of daily life, water is an element of the environment that we use for traveling. Imagine awareness being a similar element that can be used for traveling. Through the medium of awareness, scouts from all over the universe come to us, and vice versa; via awareness, sorcerers go to the ends of the universe."
Male side of a male or a female is the idea, but female side of a male or a female is the manifestation of that idea, a creation of a hologram.
 
"I have already said to you that to be a natural man or a natural woman is a matter of positioning the assemblage point," don Juan said. "By natural I mean someone who was born either male or female. To a SEER, the shiniest part of the assemblage point faces outwards, in the case of females and inward, in the case of males. The Tenant's assemblage point was originally facing inward (male), but he changed it (moved it inside out, LM) by twisting it around and making his egglike energy shape look like a shell that has curled up on itself", (the Tenant is a male sorcerer, who turned himself into a female, because females were better treated in the vast universe; the shiniest part of the assemblage point in females is another antenna for universal knowledge, LM).
p.219, "The Art of Dreaming" , C.Castaneda. This book in its electronic form is available on this website on  the link:
C. Castaneda Books 2

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I thought that the 'author' of "Matrix 5" has already gone to 7th density somewhere forever, but, to my surprise, he is still here on this Earth in this density. Here is the email from him to me (28 November 2009) as  a reply to my sending him the article about Australian Prime Minister Kevin Rudd and his team's Promice never hurt a woman :
 
"Violence BY women to men is epidemic, especially in the US. Unless Females also committed to the same, this is no more than an Orionization farce to control men. There is nothing noble in anti-male actions."
 
The reply from me:
 
"What you failed to remember, that it is a Game and that we all just energies mixing with each other.
 
To have a healthy atmosphere in this paricular time, we need 11th or 12th density Advaced, unbiased leaders and you are not one of them, you are still just a physical body: you need a few more lessons of life to undersand the whole situation. 
 
Men and women will follow these Balanced, Advanced Leaders regardless what physical (gender) or non-physical body they are in. And people will be greatly influenced by this kind of Leaders and stop the violence against each other! 
 
One of those Leaders was Robert Monroe and his influence is still great!"
 
Lydia Monroe
 
P.S. Orion Empire is way below 11th-12th density beings, who are the real Leaders of this Universal, Galactic and Planetary Games and the outcomes of these Games: the Shifts of Consciousness!"

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Yesterday 28 November I sent this reply to the 'author' and he obviously didn't like the answer, because he came to my bedroom at night (on the same day) in invisible form, when I was in bed and tried to zap me. My left arm all over sudden jumped up, but this kind of things don't affect me in a negative way and I knew, that it was him and told him calmly not to disturb me. And he, eventually, left empty- handed.

I do not come to people's bedrooms or anywhere, for that matter, to zap them, only because I don't like something they do!
This is not very noble and this activity I call "Stalking"!

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Split Personality

Matrix 5 trilogy author doesn't think that Split Personality exists, but I personally experienced it myself and others too. Books of C.Castaneda are full of Split Personality examples and here is another one given by Stephanie and Michael Relfe. Split Personality in Pat, stated by her on p. 110, part 2 "The Mars Force: Pat's Story":

Yesterday when I brought them (The Alters) up - I felt them in me, but I could still feel me.
"Pat clarified this later. She said later "I felt all of the (my) Alters, and myself as well."

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What we need to remember that the New Evolutionary Energy we are about to create includes all the human/non human/androgynous/masculine/feminine/neutral races whoever been present on Earth combined with all Earth energies like plant/animal life, all Nature Spirits like water/fire/wind/rock etc. from the beginning of the Planetary Game till the end of it.
The idea of every significant  book is to present NEW INSIGHTS/THOUGHTS for the reader and ALLOW THE READERS TO DEVELOP THEM EVEN FURTHER. That's called Evolution !
There are NO perfect writers, except one: M5 trilogy author (he thinks).If a writer doesn’t allow further development of her/his ideas, this writer isn't real. That's what I see happening with "Matrix 5" trilogy, the author of which doesn't allow some of his ideas to be further developed. Sometimes I even doubt if all his thought were not borrowed from someone else. I, personally, found quite a few "his ideas" in R.Monroe's, C.Castaneda's, Alex Collier's, D.Icke's, G.Green's, Credo Mutwa, Arisona Wilder, Cathy O'Brien, Robert Morning Sky and many other writers books/videos/audios/DVD's/seminars. And what is the real reason for him to stay anonymous?
Secrets, secrets. Orion Empire loves to have secrets. Where is this fear to face the consequences of the actions of your writing is coming from? Anonymous author of M 5 is a shaman.
 Whose interests is he really serving and what is hidden behind the beautiful words he is using? You really need to be very cautious with unbalanced shamans, especially if their strong point is the ability to hypnotise, mesmerise the readers with constant written phrase repetitions (which might not always be right, but very effective way to persuade) and if their weak point is love for admiration by spiritually advanced males/females readers. I remember myself being under M5 author's negative influence for a number of years. I was always wondering why a public Forum on "Matrix 5" was not allowed? Not to discuss or critisize the author's " views "? He hated Andromedans and condemned all the information coming from them through Alex Collier. The same happened to family, females, children values :
a complete devaluation. He hardly liked any writer, finding faults in everyone. Reminds me of a Dictatorship.
Andromedans gave us a lot of very important info about our Universe evolutionary transformation: about vanishing 3rd Density from our Universe (after the 3rd of December 2013) and our gradual move to the 4th Density, see
  Alex Collier info  link.  Orion Empire doesn't like this idea.
And I know that is true, because the signs of 4th Density are everywhere. We are already in the first overtones of 4th Density. Look at the Sun above you. It used to be yellow (3rd Density colour, like an old yellow incandescent light), now our Sun looks much brighter, whiter colour (like a white fluorescent light colour, not as bright thou). Now we know why fluorescent light and other similar lights have been used indoors all over the world for so many years: to make us not to notice the change in our Sun. More on  Anomalous Events  link.
 I also don't remember that M 5 trilogy author ever mentioned about the possible birth of New  Energy, the Creation of which has been so much anticipated by so many who are  interested in Evolution of this Universe - yet it's been described in R.Monroe books. All I remeber from reading M 5 that the author did not like to talk about our Universal Densities changes and discouraged others from pursuing this subject. His main preoccupation has always been to make every human Graduate to get out of here towards 7/8th Density. Forget about being participants of Universal evolution, about being teachers, constructors for other beings wishing to evolve. I am sure that inspite of M5 authors' desires, Graduating Higher Selves have different plans for each of you and the Universal Evolution is the first on the list, the priority.
M5 trilogy author is proposing for the readers : spiral out before the Shift ; the Shift and what would happen after the Shift is none of your buisness; just summon all of your other incarnations (if you are a Final) and off you go to higher densities and gather at a certain point for "reorientation" and exchanging of memories with your friends-Graduates.
M5 author was diverting the attention of the most advanced Pre-Graduates from participation in the Shift and from creating a New Human-Graduate Evolutionary Energy, the wish to help - this diversion serves Orion Empire very well (they hate those who talks about the Shift). Reptilians (and those who are helping them) would be more than happy to see the most advanced Pre-Graduates (humans) to be busy with the political chaos on the planet or spiralled out (graduated) well before the Shift would start, instead of preparing yourself for the future role of a teacher/facilitator whereever it would be.
Looks like the upper echelon is trying to move the most conscious part of humanity out of Earth and to put to sleep the rest, not to interfere with their plans for the Shift!
While human males have been busy to move the best spiritual forces from Earth all together, most of human females have been moving considerable part of Earth population from old 3 D Earth into the new 4 D Earth without knowing it. Young human children are helping the process too. M5 author makes no exception: all children, in his opinion, are either aliens or minions; there are no Simultaneous children. But, in my opinion, that there are millions of Simultaneous human children of all ages and Graduating Higher Selves are not very happy about his 'opinion'.
 Where do you think a Simultaneous person stores her/his negative energy for the Balance? The answer is: in her/his sabotaging (negative) Alters/Sub-incarnations/Sub-personalities.
We all know that we need female/male/positive/negative energy in equal proportions for creating a Balanced
(Androgynous) person.    
You see, Orion Empire (and those who are helping them ) are using the same technique Credo Mutwa was talking about (watch David Icke's  "Reptilian Agenda") . They usually choose a positive, evolutionary, political movement with a well meaning Simultaneous leader, then wait till it attracts as many people as possible (the peak of  the performance). Then  they get on the back of that movement, like you would get on a horse and add to the movement just a little, but enough to be able to divert the movement into their direction, their nets. They use different methods to acheive it and their favorite one is through sabotaging Alters (with their negative Wernicke's commands in the Wernicke's part of the brain) in Simultaneous leaders. They use many other methods to penetrate the movement from within. It's been done to Monroe's, Alex Collier's, W.Buhlman's, Castaneda's, M5 movements and many other movements. 
 What M 5 author does is telling us to do nothing, not to bother about the Shift , just to observe and wait for the spiralling out, reminds me christians waiting for a rapture. And that is exactly what the Dark side wants, this is how they got on the back of M5 movement. Then another maneuver : splitting males and females and many other, hard to detect, things. And why to have 2 different M5 books in the first place, to create confusion ? Couldn't these books have different names or at least numbers? 
M5 author has been constantly reminding us that M 5 trilogy is the only our Higher Selves' project in existence, which is bullshit!
 Authors like R. Monroe, C.Castaneda, Alex Collier, W. Buhlman, Cathie O'Brien, Brice Taylor (Sue Ford), Eve Loren, George Green,  David Icke, Michael Talbot, Fritz Springmeier and Cisco Wheeler, Dolores Cannon, Preston Nichols and Peter Moon, Stephanie and Michael Relfe, and many other brave souls we know and don't know about, did ALLOW their thoughts/insights to be developed even further. They, usually, didn't hide their names and their works are many Higher Selves' projects too: some bigger, some smaller. 
 For instance, Robert Monroe's books wouldn't be written without the energy/experiences/emotions/insights of other people participating in what he was doing (especially his wife Nancy, he said it himself). More on that on
 Robert Monroe info .

Inspite of a few discrepancies in R.Monroe books, which were heavily censored (it was described by R.Monroe), his books don't give you a feeling of heavy male domination over females or condemnation of one group or another. The same I found with other writers, but I can't say the same about "Matrix 5" trilogy (M5), that trilogy wasn't even censored.
I wonder why R. Monroe's books were censored and Matrix 5 trilogy wasn't?  We all know how much our rulers (darksiders) love cutting up the Truth! Was it really 100% Truth in M 5 trilogy as the author states?      
  R.Monroe was central to presenting  the description of the future Shift of Cosciousness.
 M5 (project of our HS's) would not grow up and turn into what it became without the energy/insights/experiences of other writers, which the author used + the use of an input from the readers of M5 (in a form of questions) even though not all of them reached the 'requirements' ('level of awareness') needed by M5's trilogy author.
 When I read someone's book, it doesn't matter to me whether the writer is religious or supporting lightsiders/darksiders as long as the book is powerful and have a balancing effect on me. We have to be discerning, carefully analysing and questioning  any materials. Truly significant books are written for much wider audience, than  just for advanced , non religious public.
 If the books have some interesting thoughts/insights I would think about them and store them in my memory bank: they would later serve as a foundation for my own insights.
 I never was religious, but found a lot of useful information written by this kind of people and the ENERGY of these people never stopped overwhelming me , I feel a kinship with them. I never was interested in occult or Astrology and don't know much about them. R.Monroe wasn't interested in them either.
There’s been so much information pumped into the Consciousness of Earth and their inhabitants from all sides, to prepare everyone on Earth for the Shift of Consciousness and not just Earth, but the Shift of the whole Universe! 
Sometimes we come across articles on Thought crime on Internet. What it tells us : somebody is afraid of people’s thoughts, especially  future Graduates of this Planetary Game's Thoughts and that the Thoughts could be so powerful that they can change things dramatically. Thought is everything on Densities higher than the 3rd.  And what helps it : the Law of Intent (one of 4 Universal Laws). We need to be responsible for our thoughts.
The word "Graduate" is borrowed from R.Monroe's books. The word "Pre-Graduate incarnation" means humans, who are just about to graduate this Game. They will graduate the 3rd D, but it doesn't mean that they would necessarily fly straight to 7th/8th Density with a short reorientation break somewhere in between. I repeat: it all depends on your Total Self's plans.
Search till you merge with your Total Self.



Invisible to the eye Energy of New Consciousness is gathering above Moroe Centre in Elliott Heads, Australia, Dec. 2010

Invisible to the eye Energy of New Consciousness is gathering above Monroe Centre in Elliott Heads, Australia, Dec. 2009. The visible sun is not on the picture.  It is far to the left.

Parallel Sun, 26 Jan, 2010
Parallel Sun, 26 Jan, 2010, the photo is taken by me in Elliott Heads rivermouth.

White Light Energy Beam is coming from the Sun in both directions: up and down to Earth in front of our Centre, Feb. 2010.
White Light Energy Beam is coming from the Sun in both directions: up and down to Earth in front of our Centre, Feb. 2010.

Solar Eclipse development (wrongly called 'Sun dog').
Solar Eclipse's developing a bigger Pulse of Balance (wrongly called 'Sun dog').

Solar Eclipse development (wrongly called 'Sun dog').
Solar Eclipse's developing a bigger Pulse of Balance (wrongly called 'Sun dog').

Solar Eclipse development (wrongly called 'Sun dog').

Solar Eclipse development (wrongly called 'Sun dog').
Solar Eclipse's developing a bigger Pulse of Balance (wrongly called 'Sun dog').

Solar Eclipse development (wrongly called 'Sun dog').

Solar Eclipse development (wrongly called 'Sun dog').
Solar Eclipse's developing a bigger Pulse of Balance and coming back to the usual state (wrongly called 'Sun dog').

Solar Eclipse development (wrongly called 'Sun dog').

Solar Eclipse development (wrongly called 'Sun dog').

Solar Eclipse development (wrongly called 'Sun dog').

Solar Eclipse development (wrongly called 'Sun dog').
Solar Eclipse's development (wrongly called 'Sun dog').

















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