The
Universal Shifts of Consciousness
"Matrix
5" trilogy's Analysis
You are not
Your Physical Body; You are Not the Physical Matter: You are Energy !

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There
is a documentary made by an American woman, who was herself a victim of
rape. This documentary is about horrific things, which are still done
to women and children of Congo and if you watch it you will become
traumatized : "The Greatest Silence: Rape" !
Analogy
of Statements of "Matrix 5" Author and of Some Aliens
In
the first pages of R.Monroe's first book "Journeys out of the Body" you
can read and an interesting remark about his wife's abilities, given by
R.Monroe's boss at that time to R.Monroe:
"...At
the first board
meeting in Fort Lauderdale, Florida, after the book publication, no one
mentioned it. Nor did I. However, as we cruised up the canal in the
board chairman's yacht, on our way to dinner at the country club, the
chairman's wife came up from below deck with a copy of JOURNEYS in her
hand, "Bob, will you autograph this for me?" she asked. I complied,
more than a little self-conscious and surprised.
I should not have
been. "Interesting stuff," the chairman called over his shoulder as he
steered for the yacht club dock. "My wife is a real psychic. I never
make a major business deal without a reading from her. It works, too."
Through my research I found some similarity in the statements of
"Matrix 5" author and some power seeking aliens.
As I wrote before, M5 author stated in his books that men were givers
of life, not females. Females, in his opinion were/are just
incubators for the fetus to grow. But who is providing the energy for 9
months for that fetus to grow? A man?
To start life is easier, than to maintain and propagate it for
thousands
of years! To do that you need to supply constant energy and
intent/thoughts. Majority of men don't want any children (and many
women too and I understand them why), so don't
expect energy/thoughts/intent from them.
Most women are often trapped by being artificially impregnated and
then they decide whether to give birth to the child or not, though
often they have no choice, especially in 3rd world countries. In this
case women's Higher Selves would supply the energy for both: the mother
and the fetus (sometimes more than one). It could be some exceptions
when male's Higher Self (the real father of the fetus) would direct
(together with the mother) the energy of intent/thoughts to the unborn
child. But that usually happens when the parents love each other and
want this child.
The same principle
applies to the statements of Reptilians/Sirians and even some
Pleadians!
All these years I've been reading in books and on Internet, that
Reptilians/Draconians/Sirians/Greys/
Pleadians created us and that they own us and that we are forever in
debt to them.
This is a half-Truth!
They didn't create
us, but each
one of them have been modifying and adding up to the vehicle, our
physical body, and partially to the soul's experiences.
Each one of the
numerous alien
species, who visited Earth, left their mark in our genetic blueprint
and that was/is the part of the Grand Experiment on this planet: to
create a special race of superhumans (Human+), which would be capable
to reach every corner of this and other Universes! As you can see,
it
is only partially has to do with
Reptilians/Draconians/Sirians/Greys/Pleadians etc. To create or modify
physical human body is not enough, if you want to make a superhuman out
of it. You need also a highly
evolved soul in it.
Andromedans
said through Alex Collier, that our souls dropped from 11th density and
entered this physical vehicles to have experiences in the lowest (for a
human) level of consciousness, physical 3rd density, to make this
physical bodies alive, conscious, thinking, learning, achieving,
expanding into other Parallel Earths in other Parallel Universes and
into Earth's Underground Alien/Human Societies. To do all that our
Higher Selves need to constantly supply us (and our Alters) with energy
of thoughts/intent for all our physical lives from a very high level of
Consciousness: 11th. Why 11th Density?
Because at this critical time of Earth Planetary and Universal Shifts
of Consciousness you can't send beginners of low densities and expect
them to help the Shifts to happen the way they should. And did you
notice that we, the Beings from 11th density, dropped down to enter one
of the last Planetary Games in this Universe before the Universal Shift
in 2013 and that Earth Planetary Shift has been repeatedly posponded,
by allowing Reptilian nuclear attacks to take place in the history of
Earth? Everything has been planned in advance and kept in secret.
Well, as you can see
now that
there is an analogy. In both cases the life energy for the physical
vehicle of mothers/fetuses is provided by their Higher Selves and not
by aliens or by human males as givers of life. The same applies for
humans in general: the life energy is provided by the intent/thoughts
of their Higher Selves and not by aliens (they can only create clones:
humans with no soul or physical vehicles for themselves to walk in and
make them alive with the intent of their own Higher Selves).
Here is an appropriate passage from "LEGACY FROM THE STARS" by DOLORES
CANNON
CHAPTER 12: A FUTURE BEING
TALKS TO NOW
"S:
...Yes, we’ve all come back to Earth. We had to come back to
Earth and
go back to the 3rd dimension in physical bodies to learn more, to
advance spiritually back to the 4th and the 5th and the 6th
dimensions...(they
really mean density, not dimension, LM).
In some of my other sessions reported in this book,
others have said the same thing. They normally remained with the
Source, etc., and only came to Earth during the time of major shifts.
These were the times when the most help was needed..."
This is
what R.Monroe was writing about in his books. As you can see, our
physical bodies were not created by 'Gods' as all religious people
think, but by highly advanced Beings from 11th Density, who are the
higher part of you! From reading this clip you can see that for the
Major Shifts in Universes, much bigger forces from the highest
Densities would get involved, the forces which are usually stay with
the Source. And this is exactly what happen on Earth.
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Hidden
Defects of M5 Trilogy

The cover of "Matrix 5" by the
unknown author. The faults with this picture are discussed
also on
another link My Thoughts and Thoughts of other Writers
The
above picture of our Higher Selves and us is too simplistic: the most
important details are missing. We didn't come to this planet just to
grow our bodies up (like cattle). We came here to grow our souls up, to
expand! But if you look at the picture above, all you see are the
people (the scouts/incarnations) of both genders connected to one
Higher Self, who live simultaneously independent
(from each other) lives, because, in reality there is no past and
future. There is only Present! Each of these people usually would start
life from a baby till an old age. Yes, it was like that years ago, but
not anymore: it is much more complex these days!
In
reality, every scout with physical body you see on this picture has
many more white energy cords connecting them to their numerous other
personalities. Let's say the Japanese girl at the front,
who lived life from babyhood, she would have numerous white energy cords to her other personalities (Alters) in different
physical/non-physical bodies of different frequency and these same
Alters can also walk into the physical body you see on the picture
(when there is a need for it). Neither her, no her Alters are
restricted to the physical 3rd Density during their lifetimes (like
what you see on the picture). At night they all go astral (out of their
bodies) to different dimensions of different physical Parallel
Universes and non-physical Densities of the Original Universe to get
new experiences! This process is called Expansion and it doesn't show
much on the picture above.
All I see is that all the scouts
(incarnations) of this Higher Self are stuck to the lowest (for a
human) physical level permanently (for life).
This Japanese girl and
her Alters are not moving to the higher dimensions and Densities at
night while asleep, but also through the day many times while
daydreaming/meditating/praying/doing strenuous activities, even when
sitting in a toilet (you still can phase out of your physical body to
some other location, especially these days).
A Higher Self can have
only one white energy cord to one physical body, which can grow a
thousand of Alters, connected to this one body with white energy cords
within just one lifetime. At Endgame time that happens quite often and
these people are called One-Timers! Here is the simplified picture of
One-Timers from "Matrix 5", though the author calls them differently
(Sequentials). But if you add numerous Alters to each human/non-human
bodies connected to them with white energy cords, then you will get a
closer picture of One-Timer.
It would be the picture of One-Timers, if you add to each human/non-human physical body on this picture, numerous Alters connected to them with white energy cords. This picture is from "Matrix 5",
v.1, p.110.
The main mistake I
find with
"Matrix 5" books and with the updates on trufax.org from the same
'author' (the ones I've read a couple of years ago) is that after
reading the
book "Defending Sacred Ground" and
watching the videos of Alex Collier, the 'author' of M5 never
mentioned in his 'books' about the most important Event, which took
place in our Universe on 23 March, 1994. And that is the start of the
Universal Shift and the Time when this Shift would be completed
(December 2013), but, please, don't mix it with Earth Planetary Shift,
which will be completed in December 2012!
This information was given to Alex Collier by the positive race of
Andromedans (Zenetians to be exact) together with so much more! The
next thing 'the author' of "M 5" did was to stop the readers from
passing on their knowledge to others and he taught the readers to grow
individually only, (unfortunately that was also Carlos Castaneda's
mistake too: his followers have been encouraged for just personal
growth and not for the Growth of the Consciousness of the population of
the whole planet).
Alex Collier Information is on this site on Alex Collier info
and Defending
Sacred Ground .
Knowledge would
become stagnated
if you don't pass it on to others on regular basis and that would make
you a good teacher. I know from personal experience how difficult it
is, but Alex Collier said:
"Stand in your
Truth!" And that's what I am doing and advise you to do the same!
"...Ignore
or tear down
the No Trespassing signs, the taboos, the notice that says Holy of
Holies, the distortions of time and translation, the soft black poles
of euphoria, the mysticisms, the myths, the fantasies of an eternal
father or mother image, and then take a good look with our growing left
brain. Nothing is sacred to the point where it should not be
investigated. Quantum leap of getting out of local traffic to major
highway into the unknown. The map that we are developing will cover
route as far as our active consciousness pattern can extend it."
Robert Monroe
These words can be applied to "Matrix 5" 'author' and his 'books'.
We
all
came here to this Earth School to learn lessons, to evolve and to help
others to evolve, but with time we forget about this noble Goal and get
completely carried away by the Game. The author of "Matrix 5" obviously
forgot about this Goal.
I don't know about other readers, but "Matrix 5" trilogy gave me the
impression of disconnection of the Higher Selves participating in Earth
Planetary Game from the rest of beings on 3rd, 4th, 5th Densities, even
from the rest of the Universe, like they are a 'special' group having
nothing to do with all the rest and only heading towards 7th and 8th
Density to do noone knows what. There is no mention of all kinds of
councils governing our Universe.
In
"Matrix 5" the
author (a shaman) is saying that R.Monroe was a Scorpio
and Scorpio people are very secretive, which is bullshit, I
know
it, because I'm a Scorpio too and I don't intend to hide the Truth. I'm
Robert Monroe's substitute and my pictures are on this and other
pages.
Robert Monroe also didn't hide his face, identity, address: he was more
open than others, especially this 'author'of "Matrix 5". I've
never seen " Matrix 5" author's picture or even Val's picture for that
matter.
More open people are not afraid to publish their pictures.
I am that Russian
woman, who
R.Monroe mentioned
in his book. I was born on 11.11.1946 (on 11 of November), I never kept it a
secret. Number 11 some people are so afraid of. By the way, I like
being in a company of all kind of people inc. gay men and lesbians and
have friends among them.
R.Monroe didn't hide his name when he
wrote his books, it's the opposite: it's the M 5 author
prefers to stay incognito, anonymous, never showing his face, scared of
something. And this is very suspicious!
Here is
the opinion of R.Monroe's wife Nancy about her husband Bob from
"Catapult: The Biography of Robert A. Monroe" by Bayard Stockton, p.
166:
"Nancy speculates on the factor of jealousy-or envy-of Bob. She uses a
description, "Spiritual Ph.D's", to categorize many who don't measure
up to Bob in her eyes. "Years ago, he was very receptive to the
adulation (excessive praise) given him. But he's
been
bamboozled
(cheated) so many times: people offered him big financial deals,
but
really they wanted to take over the Institute. When Bob became aware
of their intentions, and cooled toward them, they became
disgruntled
and stabbed him in the back. "People
don't
understand he is not
in competition with them. He is only competes with himself. "He is
happy when someone takes one of his ideas and run with it. Who was
it - Emerson?-who said, "You recognize your genius in someone else's
work."
(I am the same, LM).
Nancy cited examples of a
well-known Institute and a famous, channeled
entity both of which, in 1988, were exploiting schemes parallel to, if
not copied from, Monroe pioneering. "His
creative generosity is
unbelievable. The man's grown up. He is a Giver. It was hard to
convince him that people sap at him. Sap his energy."
"He's trusting and tender-hearted to a fault. I used to get all hot and
bothered, but Bob would say,"Honey, let it go. Don't worry. The trick
is to stay ahead of them. Forget it. "Come on and fly with me. Get on
the Interstate."
For R.Monroe to write his
books under his real name was very dangerous
for his life, his name, his carrier, his family, his whole future
and still he chose to face the consequences (he said that in his
books).
But I can afford to open my cards:
I have nothing to lose.
Is R. Monroe really secretive? Just look at the amount of information
R.Monroe presented in
his books and the impact his students and his readers made on the
society.
I've
been also wondering why R.Monroe's books were so
heavily censored:
missing words are everywhere with 3 dots instead: read between the
lines? But "Matrix 5" trilogy was not censored at all. Maybe
because some material from M 5 fits the Orion covered agenda, like
further suppression of females by
males?
Like not admitting
that
females are supplying males with energy and not the other way round? Like
not telling the readers that they've never been just in 3rd
Density, but in 4th and higher Densities while asleep, that
the sun's color changed to white: the sign of 4th density? Like
diverting the readers' attention to 3rd Density based Astrology,
another beLIEf
system, another religion (you don't really know what Timeline Astrology
belongs to: there
is a huge number of Earth Parallel Timelines, because evry Parallel
Earth has its own Timeline)? Like making everyone to
beLIEve that
humans were
restricted to the 3rd Density and not any higher density in
this 'Planetary' Game
(look at the picture in M5 trilogy book or on Val's website), like
making everyone to beLIEve
that we have been playing just a
'Planetary' Game and not Galactic and the Universal Game at the same
time. Not admitting that we have past and other lives and our Alters
are
simultaneously living with us. Some of them know all other Alters, some
know just a few and some Alters don't know any other Alter from your
own cluster of the Alters. He doesn't admit that he, like everyone
else,
has Alters and constantly whining about the badly
treated human white males by human females and everyone else. What
about white American males treating badly negros, American Indians,
Mexicans, Irakis, Serbians, Vietnamese
and the rest of the world for centuries? And what about
horribly
treated females by
males for thousands of years? He
says that compare to homosexual men,
married men have not enough energy, they stop being bright and lose
their
sense of humour.
Just look at George Green! He is beaming with energy, has been happily
married
to Desiree, world - known clarovoyant and has more humour than many
other not mrried men.
It makes me wonder: how come that married men with children achieved
so much? Look at the history of Earth. They say: behind every great man
there is a woman (and not just one). A human woman has been a
foundation on which human men were building their carriers and it's
continues. Women are Givers, they give their energies to babies while
breastfeeding and give their energies to the rest of their families.
That happens to be the Truth.
"In
moments of inner silence, if
we practice extending consciousness antennas, we can perceive the roots
of our own being. It’s important not to live in the
vibrations of others
for our guidance. We must learn to live fully in our realities - in our
own vibrations. By tuning into ourselves we receive guidance we need to
become real persons. As we start into this new energy phase in the
earth cycle, we are being reminded that the most important aspect of
living is to get into attunement with our own personal vibrations. When
we listen and tune in, there is no end to the energy levels that we
will tap into."
Rosalind A.
McKnight
On 15 November 2008 I was watching Russian News and again
representatives of, this time, Ukranian Parliament were physically
fighting each other over the right to rule in the Parliament. The
same physical fightings
between men- politicians I've seen happening in Parliaments of many
different countries for many years. In Russian Parliament in recent
years the physical
fights and verbal insults are performed mainly by a Jewish man, his
name is
Zhirinovsky (sometimes the behaviour of M5 author reminds me the
behavior of Zhirinovsky). There is no significant person in the world
whom Zhirinovsky
hasn't insulted or physically hit yet, esp. in Russia and he has a huge
support of
like-minded men in Russia. Russians don't rule Russia, even
jewish-arien
people, who are behind Russians and every government in the world
don't
rule
Russia. Orion Empire in a form of the Shadow Government does it, and
still the observing all the action on Earth is done on every higher
density inc. the 12th density. Eventually those, who have power now
will lose it and get their
place in another physical Universe, because this Universe
will not
be physical after 2013!

Zhirinovsky on a truck giving another 'speech' to a few supporters
"Matrix 5" author is constantly bragging in his books that he
had more than a thousands lives on Earth. That is not advisable and
according to Robert Monroe: the less lives you have on Earth and the
less addicted you become to the life here , the better, the less
Load you will have and the greater will be your escape velocity to
leave Earth. And if you needed more than a thousand lives to get
lessons in the Earth School, that only shows that you were not bright
enough to start with, if you needed that many lessons. Those One-Timers
who are coming
to Earth from very high levels (11th density) need only one life here
just to help the
big plan, the Universal and Planetary Shifts.
There is also a big question if it is possible to have that many real
lives (more
than a 1000 or close to it) if we know, that majority of lives anybody
has are Holographic Life Imprints of people who lived them
on Earth and died, then these lives are stored in Monroe's Library on
Focus 27 (or what metaphysisists call 'Akashic Records'). Then how many
real lives
this author had? (More about Holographic Life Imprints can be found on
this link).
After reading info from "Eden, Atlantis
and the UFO Myth" by
Robert Morning Sky about the nature of Reptilian females (you can
find it on R.Morning
Sky link
on this site). After reading R.Moaning Sky, the M
5 author started hating all
females
regardless whether they were human or reptilian. He is so paranoid with
Sequentials that all his readers became paranoid with aliens too (and I
was like that for some time).
R. Monroe wasn't paranoid with aliens, in fact he said in his #5 talk
on
Youtube: "Obviously
through the years, I've developed a lot of non human
friends..."
The hatred towards
all aliens doesn't stop the 'author' to use alien technology and their
info for years.
Internet/computers are the best example I can give you. Don't forget
that all the Knowledge, all the information we are having today is
coming from positive and negative aliens !!! And heaps more of
alien non-physical technology and information is waiting for us on
higher density.
Another negative side
of Matrix 5 author that he's been influincing human females-readers to
hate
other females and children. Also he paralises human females/males (the
readers)
from evolving: they all are sitting on their suit-cases and waiting
till they would graduate into 7-8th density any minute, because the
author (the 'oracle')
told them so. Reminds me Christian "Rapture". What if the Planetary
Spirit would not graduate till
2012? The readers would still be sitting on their suit-cases, waiting
for the appropriate 'Astrological sign' from the 'oracle', not noticing
that this Density is no longer 3rd
Density it used to be? You can expect any unusual happenings,
you know, but it doesn't mean that you need to repeat that
it's
going to get worse all the time, like M5 author does! You
are not helping the situation this way, the situation will get worse
for the lovers of physical possessions,
because all of us will lose them and that's good : we don't
need them
in non-physical worlds. But we gain other things! This 'author is a
master of creating Negative Thoughts and our Negative Thoughts are very
powerful, especially Negative
Group Thoughts.
In the chapter on MPD
(M 5 part1)
the author says that Sequentials
(aliens) can't have MPD, means create their own Alters. And I say: they
can, and minions and animals can. Read R.Monroe books where he
wrote about himself having a non-human in his cluster and his own cat having an
OBE. It means cat has Alters. I
know that not just animals or aliens can have Alters, but even
Earth can, Earth's Parallel realities is the proof of it; even our
Universe expands and creates Alters: everyone expands and creates
Alters, because Consciousness expands! We all are creating Alters,
parts of us residing not just on Original Earth, but on other
dimensions,
densities, Parallel Earths/timelines/realities/worlds.
These
are similar to R. Monroe experiences of other people from "The
Holographic Universe" by Michael Talbot, p.69 and maybe we all go
through these experiences ?
"Other individuals tuned into the
cultures of the Far East and not only gave impressive descriptions of
what it was like to have a Japanese, Chinese, or Tibetan psyche, but
also related various Taoist or Buddhist teachings. In fact, there did
not seem to be any limit to what Grof's LSD subjects could tap into.
They seemed capable of knowing what it was like to be every animal, and
even plant, on the tree of evolution. They could experience what it was
like to be a blood cell, an atom, a thermonuclear process inside the
sun, the consciousness of the entire planet, and even the consciousness
of the entire cosmos. More than that, they displayed the ability to
transcend space and time, and occasionally they related uncannily
accurate precognitive information. In an even stranger vein they
sometimes encountered nonhuman intelligences during their cerebral
travels, discarnate beings, spirit guides from "higher planes of
consciousness, " and other suprahuman entities. On occasion subjects
also traveled to what appeared to be other universes and other levels
of reality. In one particularly unnerving session a young man suffering
from depression found himself in what seemed to be another dimension.
It had an eerie luminescence, and although he could not see anyone he
sensed that it was crowded with discarnate beings. Suddenly he sensed a
presence very close to him, and to his surprise it began to communicate
with him telepathically. It asked him to please contact a couple who
lived in the Moravian city
of Kromeriz and let them know that their son Ladislav was well taken
care of and doing all right. It then gave him the couple's name, street
address, and telephone number."
The Evolution of this
Universe is
moving in many directions : from 3rd Density up and from 12th Density
down; and also expanding and merging with neighbouring
physical/non-physical universes!
Things are changing in
our Universe/our Galaxy after 23rd of March 1994. The same 3rd density
planets/stars/constellations are moving to different locations in
higher vibration or
disappear all together in 4th/5th density (lose their
physical appearance). More is on
this link.
By the way, many dark
sorcerers despised females too, but used them sexually to get the
energy for their astral activities. They also use alien energy
when they make a deal with Inorganic Beings. How very Reptilian!
Don Juan in Castaneda books used to say that for females to Astral
Travel to the far ends of our and neighboring Universes is like
CHANGING SKIRTS. And this happens to be the Truth, only the
memory of these travels is usually blocked in ordinary people.
I was also wondering
why American politicians like all the Presidents,
Senators, Henry Hissinger etc. have
been using female sexual energy as
well
as female's computer like abilities to memorise all kinds of data for
themselves, (not male sexual
energy/computer like
abilities) described by Cathy O'Brien in "Trance Formation in
America" and by Brice Taylor in "Thanks for the
Memories". Yet,
according to M 5 author, males are 'givers' of life, only they have
energy, but all females are incubators for babies or SLUTS, who are
sucking males' energy.
More on that
see Another
side
of Prostitution
link.
p.166, "Ultimate Journey" by
R.Monroe:
"
A lot have no previous human experience though they have
plenty of some other type - both physical and non physical. Some work
up
from being animals." (This is about Minions, former dogs, cats,
domestic animals: humans, who have an animal soul, but human body,
which is the next stage in evolution of the speicies).
By
the way, when we started this Game we found a lot of Minions, humans
with animal souls of all kind here to the contrary Matrix 5 author
constant writings. Our souls entered animal and human (but
Minion's bodies) at the beginning of this Game for more of diverse
experience.
M5 author wrote in
his 'books' that Minions turned up only at the Endgame Time
and that the Planetary Spirit is so much against it, which is a total
nonsense!
Earth
Planetary Spirit is not against Minions and this necessary process,
it's
the 'author' who is against of all the evolutionary processes. And how
else would you prepare an army of humans for the next Planetary Game
elsewhere?
Here is another puzzling
thing: M 5 author's love for Golden
energy.
If Golden energy is so powerful, protective and the Negatives are
scared of it, then why it didn't help me to protect
myself against Inorganic Beings', naval Intelligence's
onslaught, no
matter how
much I would generate this energy? I had to invent other
things to give me a
relief. Maybe someone with not very noble intentions is interested in
us generating Golden energy for them?
If golden energy is so effective why R. Monroe, W. Buhlman, Alex
Collier and
C.Castaneda never mentioned about it?
They never called their books "Golden books", never covered their books
in Gold. I know Jews love Gold very much (the word 'jewels' comes from
the word 'jew').
Credo Mutwa only mentioned the
use of a golden blanket by Reptilians to wrap up a virgin female and
place her
(against her will) for days next to a sick Reptilian (Chitauli) to make
him healed (reptilian idea: they love gold too) and to be norished with
her energies.
If Golden energy is
so effective
why our Higher Selves and our personal
energy spheres/balls (us) are not colored in Gold? Look at our
Higher Selves, on the picture of M 5 trilogy, part 1, please,
: our Higher Selves are White and Luminous
(there are some
other faults with this picture).
Why
Loosh is not colored in Gold, but has a white color and that is the energy of
Balance/Unconditional Love? Why do I see every morning
white Sun rising from the ocean and coloring my room in white hue?
The explanation of
Loosh is on Robert
Monroe info
link on this website. And here is one of numerous thoughts of other
writers about the power of white light from "Keepers of the Garden" by
Dolores Cannon, p.276:
"P:
I see a very
intense white light. A very pure and radiant white light that is of a
high order of magnitude...
This energy is what
is commonly referred to as The White Light of
Protection." This is the white light of protection. This energy has no
identity as identity is meaningless at this level. It, however, has
what is called on your level "consciousness," or a definite awareness.
It is of the supreme order or magnitude of the energies of the universe.
D: Am I really speaking to what would be considered the "white light"?
I am very familiar
with the concept of the white light I always mentally place its
protection around my subjects when we work. In this way any negative
influences may be kept away from my sessions.
P:
It would be
more accurate to say that the energies of the white light are in
communication. This energy would now speak to Philip, for there is a
very definite message here which is to be given at this time."
Why M5 author is so
afraid of white light and the word
Love? It reminds me negative aliens: love energy makes them sick! All
this makes me doubt in some things this 'author' wrote.
White
colored Light is the mixture of all lights including Golden light.
White colored energy of Balance is the most powerful energy!
Our personal energy bodies are white
luminous balls, which is true,
then why do our white luminous energy bodies look golden
on
"Matrix 5" part 2 front picture (the one which is showing a close-up of
the
Graduation Key and Earth full of these yellow dots). These golden dots
(presumably us) are all over the
Globe and lining up into the spiral of the Graduation Key, leading
into, supposedly, 7th-8th Densities. I have no means to verify that: I
wasn't there to see it, but I see the bright white 4th Density
Sun
above my head which is getting brigher and whiter every
day, the sign of approaching 4th Density! When
the color of our Sun changes into
light blue, we will be in 5th Density. And to help it happen we need to
mentally get used to the idea that we've never been just in 3rd
Density, that our night dreams can prove that a considerable part of
our time we've spent in 4th Density and
all we are doing is just getting deeper and deeper into 4th Density. Of
course, everyone is having different speed and different intent. There
are
those who wants to continue playing 3d D physical Planetary Game on
another planet in another physical universe, specially allocated for
this purpose. You don't need a
male 'Final'
to move yourself into 4th- 5th density. You will get there anyway if
your vibration is right! This 'author' never mentioned about
the
wealth of great info the Andromedans gave us through Alex Collier. He
only critisized all of them!
As Andromedans said: human females and their
young children (their frequency) have been already moving humanity into
4th and then 5th density, because the density of our bodies is
changing: we are becoming less dense, we wouldn't need
food/water/oxygen. In 5th density we are not going
to be as dense.
As I said
somewhere on the site I advise the 'author' to adopt a child, that
might
change his views on life, helping
this
way another
3d Density planet to start a new physical Planetary Game with a lot of
human players and these players need to be trained on Earth:
Funny
Kids
http://www.livevideo.com/video/bestfriend/66691675F133429BBCB6DCB35C1BFDDE/funny.aspx
I,
personally, didn't feel any energy coming out of M 5 trilogy (all 3
volumes on top of each other) or sage or
black tourmaline or Ass-trology. I
wouldn't put M 5 books under my pillow or under my bed or read it 5
times, like other
readers. Robert Monroe was never saying that you need to put his books
on top of each other and this way you would feel a lot
of power coming from them, he never said that his books were on a stand
(a
pedestal) in the library on Focus 27 and the people up there were
lining up eager to see his books.
R.Monroe was very modest, he would never do this. That's why thousands
of people still love him. I also don't know personally anyone, who
saw M 5 trilogy books placed on the stand in the
library
on Focus 27, apart from the 'author' himself. What I definately know
that his 'books' and his updates through Internet have a very
restrictive influence and most readers would follow his books or what
he or Val would recommend and nothing else.
R.Monroe never said that
his books were emitting a lot of energy, to make the readers to worship
him and his books. When I look at the Graduation Key in M 5 which
connects 3rd
Density to 7th/8th Density: this is the way the Human Graduates are
supposed to go, and what are we going to do in between 3rd and 7th
Density, apart from a short stop for "reorientation"? Reminds me a bullet train
with no stops. I doubt very much that our
Higher Selves would go up like a bullet train. Just to collect all the lost
parts of the cluster from every
Density/Dimension/other universes and other obligations would
considerably slow you down. And you never know what your Higher Self on
a higher density has
got up the sleeve for you, what kind of a new trick. Sometimes I trust
my Total Self!
Alex
Collier said something like :"Where would you put a lie?" "Between
two Truths".
M5 trilogy is full of these hard to detect
lies. No wonder that M 5 trilogy author hates Andromedans and their
information: he would always find something wrong with almost every
author,
but himself. But all the authors are adding up to the same pot:
Universal and Earth Consciousness.
It's interesting to watch how the information given by
R.Monroe, Alex Collier and Carlos Castaneda has been slowly discredited
by many debunkers, twisted or forgotten all together, especially by M 5
trilogy
author. I remember a few
years ago R.Monroe books were the first ones on the list recommended by
Val
Valerian on
his website, now they are not and there is so much of unique info in
them.
"Ultimate Journey", p.186 :"Group
thought, especially when it is primarily emotion inducing, can
be
highly contagious, owing to the extreme amplitude of (M)Field
radiation."
This
what group thought can do! This is what happened to M5 readers! They
turned into warsheepers!
I can verify that with my personal experience of being hypnotised by
Matrix 5 author and those who is behind him.
About the Alters
Not
all the Alters are merging with the Core Self after the death of the
physical body and moving permanently to 4th Density. Some need to be
retrieved from different places in the Universe. But now you need to
think of moving yourself and your individual cluster through
the rest of 4th and into 5th densities. Everyone is already doing it,
don't wait for 'Finals' to summon everyone for you.
We all heard that
behind every
great man there is a woman and not just one. And if human
females 'sucking' males' energy (according to M5 author), than married
men not suppose to have
it at all (according to M5 author), and they, definately, wouldn't
achieve anything in life. But look at the humankind's
history.
Who were the majority of great male achievers? Happily married men!
Look at Robert Monroe, David Icke and Credo Mutwa !
Usually, when Human Females give energy to males, what most human males
do? Spit on them!
How many times I've heard from human males: "My dog is better than my
wife!" Then why have you married her and still live with her?
You are free to stay single anytime.
And when she dies and he starts losing his energy and even his dog
doesn't replace feminine energy. Only then he starts appreciating her.
When I look at Robert
Monroe
giving a talk after Nancy died (on Youtube, Interview 1 and 2, on
Robert
Monroe info
link) and at Credo Mutwa after his wife died, when he is
giving
a message to Everyone (on Youtube), I compare how they both looked when
their wives were alive (their earlier videos) with how they looked
after their wives died.
The difference is
astonishing: they seem hardly coop with life after their wives' deaths,
their wives helped them to understand so much more, they were providing
them with their energy and advices to continue their work.
There is another discrepancy. Matrix 5 author has been propagating the
idea that Loosh is not Love and the proof that it is Love is on p.
174-175
, "Far Journey" by Robert Monroe. You can read it on this page under
"More about Creative Force".
Robert Monroe never said that
Golden energy is the colour of
unconditional Love-Balance, he saw that as being white.
He even called Nancy
my "Silver Queen" , not "Golden Queen": silver is
closer to sparkling white. White colored light is the mixture of all
colours!
First edition of "Matrix 5" with a picture of the author's version of
our Higher Selves turned up in 2003. On that picture the incarnations
(us) are all in
the area of 3rd density: according to the author. Our souls and our
physical
bodies are restricted to the 3rd density, which is not true. 6 years
already passed and M5 readers have been looking at that picture and beLIEving
that they've been always restricted to the 3rd density. After
another 3 years looking at that picture they would still beLIEve the same.
In his books M5 author says that decision to be here is made by our
Higher Selves. Then which one? There are more then one: one on every
density and there are a few densities. The decision to play the Game
here is made by our Total Self.
According to
R.Monroe there is a cluster of fragments/parts of us on every density
and each one is called Higher Self. When all your Higher
Selves merge into One they will create a
Total Self.
In
his video #5 Bob Monroe says that noone is holding you here and you
free to
get out of this game any time if you are not addicted to the Game, have
less Load Factor and enough Escape Velocity. Your decaying orbit will
become straighter and straighter till it finally sets you free. You all
can be
Finals any time and move your Core Self and your Alters out of the Game
any moment. The Final in 3rd density is the Core Self with all the
Alters created by this Core Self. And each time when the body was dying
your Alters will move with
you into the 4th density Rings around Earth, called Focuses (different
wavelenghts). Your Alters then will occupy different Focuses according
to their level of Awareness and when you decide to have
another
life, you'll pick up all of your Alters and go back to Earth to have
more experiences and to create more Alters. We all have a different
number
of lives on Earth and different number of Alters/
Personalities.
But if you are still here, then there is a reason for it and it could
be Universal/Planetary Shift related.
(The content of Video #5
Monroe's OBE Paranormal Transformation of Human Consciousness is
somewhere on this page. There are other other videos
of Monroe's radio programms on Youtube, which you can watch now, the
addresses are on this page).
What
is also
surprising that such a 'knowledgable' writer (of M5) hardly mentioned
in his 'books' about the most important event:
the
Universal Shift of Consciousness, which took place in March 1994
and that this Event was expected by so many souls inc. R.Monroe and for
so long. This
major Event is changing our and neighbouring Parallel Universes.
Nothing and
noone would stay the same and nothing and noone can stop it. In fact,
this Universal Shift started a chain reaction of Universal Shifts in
other, Parallel Universes!
I've mentioned, that
M5 author is constantly writing that the
idea of Minions (humans with an animal soul) is against the Planetary
Spirit wishes/plans, which is a total nonsense. How else would those
who has never been humans, but only animals, progress and become
finally humans? Next stage
for them is to become a human. This is Evolution!
One more point I would like to make. The technology is not going to
disappear with disappearance of the 3rd Density like M5 author is
preaching. Technology existed already on much higher densities (just
take the Andromedans, for example,. They are from 4th and 5th density
and are having spaceships, which Alex Collier visited. Technology
will continue to exist, only it would become even more sophisticated
than it was before (Evolution) and we are already getting the taste of
it!
We all learned how to create with technology before the
Game,
but when you graduate this Game you would be able to create
with and without technology to become a creator yourself!
When reading M5 I
noticed that the
author gets epileptic fits over the expression "Mother Nature" or
"Mother Earth", these expressions are
very popular and very true, though, deep inside, we all know
that
everyone is Androginous like Earth Planetary Spirit, Sun, humans,
aliens, Higher Selves etc. Even R.Monroe used the expression
"Mother Nature" in
his books sometimes and the reason was that all animal Life on Earth is
created by their female part and not male one, except androgynous
species, like salmon. Females are generators and nurturers of Life!
I
remember
another thing written in M5. The author says that everyone who is not
your spiritual level
(much lower), should be considered as your enemy! I
doubt that R.Monroe would think that everyone of
not
spiritual level, should be considered as your enemy (the same is with
me). It is frustrating to constantly deal with those, who are not of
your level, but but you are progressing too without noticing it.
Remember what Don Juan said:" Tyrants are the best teachers!"
and I
can verify that from my personal experience. I didn't come to
this
conclusion straight away: I learned about it the
hard way and I do not consider those, who are not as spiritually
evolved as I am, as my enemies.
One more descrepancy
I found with
this 'author's' views. He says in his
'books' that all aliens (Sequentials)have their memories of lives here
untouched. This is not
always true, it's much more complex. It depends on the case. There are
cases that Holographic Life memories of past lives of other people, who
died and no longer on Earth, are injected into the alien, to
have something to hold on to, especially if you are a One-Timer. Many
aliens don't have memories of other lives on Earth at all and only
under
hypnosis they might remember something from other places they lived
before. The life for them here not
always easy and again all depends on an individual's level of awareness
before entering the Game. I live with a positive One-Timer for
32
years, so I had enough time for observations.
There is also one more peculiar detail. Whenever the readers of "Matrix
5" trilogy would ask the author about the new planet, which would take
the Earth population over and start a new Planetary Game "somewhere in
the positive sector of our galaxy", his usual answer would be something
like this:
"It's none of our buisness, forget it, don't worry about this, if you
are graduating!"
But
it is our duty: to prepare a new lot of humans for the
new Planetary Game on another 3D planet and this is what everyone has
been doing without being aware of it!
The
author of "Matrix5" doesn't give a shit about helping another Planetary
Spirit to start another physical Planetary Game on another planet (at
least mentally, with thoughts and intent),
though he mentioned in his 'books' about the existence of such a
planet. On top of that the whole 'trilogy' of this 'author' was
directed into disabling,
di-activating a considerable group of more evolved individuals to think
only about their personal graduation,
instead of helping the establishment of the 'Second Earth', getting
more knowledge about the Splitting of Earth into two: the old Earth and
the New Earth (symbolic) of the New vibration with people on
it. The bodies are going gradually to transform into lighter, lighter
bodies till vibration will be so fast that they all turn into Light
balls, seen by Don Juan and C.Castaneda!!!
More about relocation to another planet and the Splitting of Earth is
in other articles on this link.
It's hard to find more arrogant male on Earth than this 'author' and
I'm sure his arrogance, poor judgement and poor knowledge of
Life
in our Universe makes him a laughing stock for Higher Beings. The only
problem is that many still following him and his damaging ideas. Where
did he get the idea that he could be or know more than Beings on Higher
Densities and there are many 'aliens' here on Earth from Higher
Densities doing the job of Evolution of this planet and this Universe.
How can you call them 'nasty aliens'? And all this hierarchy in our
Higher Selves, dividing into classes: Final, very advanced,
middle
advanced, less advanced, low level etc. he created, as if low level is
not important! He built himself up using his own parts (from his Higher
Self) who are low level, as stepping stones! I hope that all these
critical thoughts would make a difference and change this 'author' to
more understanding.
I
doubt very much that people like this author raised even one child or a
pet and this is another way to get experience and to help to populate
the new Planet in one of the physical universes. He
would rather have Earth as a bare rock in 2005, but what if neither
Earth and its population, nor this Universe with all the
transformations taking place are ready for that? He has no idea what is
really going on.
Now you wouldn't be surprised
why Earth Humanity has been raising millions of dogs/cats/cows and
other domestic animals for thousands of years: they are needed as
humans and as animals on the Second 'Earth' in , the newly established
planet in the 3rd Density of maybe another Universe overlapping our
Universe.
During its lifetime Earth gave painful births to many Parallel Earths
for other Universes, other Realities most likely at
the time of nuclear explosions. Maybe that was the reason to call Earth
"Mother Earth"?
Andromedans told Alex Collier that our legends need to be considered as
Truths and most of what we've been fed with as Lies.
There is an appropriate info from yet another powerful book written by
Dolores Cannon called
"The Legend of Starcrash", p.104:
"B (the Hunter)...there
is a legend
that says this Earth is not the only one. There are several here and
sometimes we might go from one to the other without knowing it. And I
feel that on that winter day - it was dark - that I inadvertently went
into the other Earth were these animals are,
because everything
felt different. The land was the same but the harmony was different.
The wind even sang differently. But I needed the animal for the
village. And then when I was going back to the village I felt things
change again and everything felt right again...One of the older man at
the village believes that it happens quite often without our knowing
about it, for some of the earths are closer to ours.
D (Dolores): You never know; anything is possible. Maybe these aren't
just legends."
After
years of research I came to conclusion, that the number of lives on
Earth depends directly from the last level of awareness you came from
before starting this game. If you came from 11th Density or from the
Source itself (Creative Force) to participate in Earth Planetary Game,
then one life on Earth is usually enough. But if your last level was
2nd, 3rd, 4th Density , then you need hundreds of lives to
spend
on Earth to learn enough lessons.
As
far as I remember, from "Matrix 5" authors writings, that other
Universes/Worlds/ Realities give him shivers. He is everything what a
Higher Self is not and yet he is claiming to be a Final (a leader) in
his Higher Self. That's to be seen!
There
is some info from Dolores Cannon's "The Convoluted Universe" , book 3,
which Matrix 5 author wouldn't like or approve of, p. 634:
"The
rest of the session centered around Francis' personal questions. It
seemed that I had found another type of unusual energy that had been
sent to Earth. This one was not new to Earth, she had experienced many
lifetimes and gone through much difficulty. She apparently didn't come
directly from the Source like many of the others. She had come from the
place of beauty and peace, where they lived extremely long lives. Was
she a nature spirit? One of the little people? It's hard to say,
because she was a normal lifeform on the planet where she lived. Yet
she was asked to come (with many others) to help Earth.
(They are not just
helping Earth.
They are helping the Evolution of the whole Universe, by uplifting
their own consciousness and the consciousness of their home
planets, LM).
Her energy was needed, and she agreed and made the journey. Apparently
she would not be staying and going on to the New Earth, because her
tour of duty was over...
So it appears that I am discovering a kaleidoscope of souls and
energies who have come to experience life on this difficult
and
challenging planet. In the beginning of my work it all seemed so
simple.
Now I am
finding there is no limit to the variety of
spirits that can inhabit the human body. They have come
from so many
strange and unusual places, yet they seem to have one goal in common.
To help the people of Earth. To keep our planet from
self-destructing..."
That's
a good start and the example for
the men/boys all over the World to follow Australian men. Australian
men (inc. Aborigine's men would feel how much good-hearted females
appreciate their action! I hope, that those, who took this
oath,
will keep
their promice and do not turn it into just a TV stunt:
Men, Boys to Take
Anti-Violence Vow
http://bigpondnews.com/articles/TopStories/2009/11/25/Men_boys_to_take_anti-violence_vow_398437.html
Wednesday, November 25, 2009 » 08:54pm
Australia's
men and boys have been asked to swear they will never commit, excuse or
remain silent about violence against women.
The
White Ribbon
Day Foundation's first national swearing day on Wednesday asked men and
boys from all walks of life, all around the country, to swear to end
violence against women.
About
one in three women will experience violence at some stage in their
lives, according to the foundation.
A
number of high-profile men gathered at NSW Parliament House on
Wednesday to 'swear' on White Ribbon Day.
The
Attorney-General John Hatzistergos, Acting Police Commissioner Dave
Owen, the general manager of AFL NSW Dale Holmes, rugby league star
Wendell Sailor, members of the Cronulla Sharks and media personalities
Adam Spencer and Steve Cannane all wrote their promise on separate
pieces of paper and placed it in the 'swear jar'.
Mr Hatzistergos said violence
against women was unacceptable and un-Australian.
'There
are no
excuses and there is no reason to remain silent about it,' he told the
crowd gathered at NSW Parliament House on Wednesday.
'We
are fortunate to live in a country that has welcomed people from all
different faiths and countries.
'We
allow them to be able to join with us to be able to develop this
country and prosper individually and collectively.
'The
one thing we
should never accept is the concept that they can bring into this
country any notion that treats women unequally or which perpetuates
violence against women.
'That
is unacceptable conduct and it is certainly not an Australian value.'
Prime
Minister Kevin Rudd has asked a commitment of the nation's
approximately 10 million men - to stop violence against women.
The
government had a zero tolerance approach when it came to violence
against women, he said.
'Men
(should) swear never to commit, excuse, or stay silent about violence
against women.'
Australians
wanted to live in a community where all women could live free of
violence, Mr Rudd said.
'But
attitude
change does not necessarily lead to behaviour change, the government's
challenge is to try to ensure that it does.'
Social
justice commissioner Tom Calma says White Ribbon Day contributes to
'very real and important outcomes'.
'Violence
against women is very often a manifestation of wider social problems
but there is absolutely no excuse for it.
'It
sends a powerful message when more and more men are prepared to stand
up and say they are against it.'
Here is another
article from the Internet, which could be helpful for people like
"Matrix 5" author:
Elton wants to adopt
Ukrainian boy
Sunday, September 13, 2009
» 01:24pm
http://bigpondnews.com/articles/Entertainment/2009/09/13/Elton_wants_to_adopt_Ukrainian_boy_372133.html
Elton John
wants to adopt a
14-month-old boy from the Ukraine, saying that the toddler has stolen
my heart after meeting him at an orphanage.
The British
singer-songwriter,
visiting the Ukraine with his AIDS charity foundation, performed for
children at the orphanage, some of whose parents had died of the
disease.
Asked at a press
conference later
with his partner David Furnish, 42, whether they had ever considered
adopting, John said he wanted to adopt 14-month-old Lev.
'David and I have
always talked
about adoption. David always wanted to adopt a child and I always said
'no' because I am 62 and I think because of the travelling I do and the
life I have, maybe it wouldn't be fair for the child.
'But having seen Lev
today, I would love to adopt him,' he said on Sky News.
'I don't know how we do
that but he
has stolen my heart. And he has stolen David's heart and it would be
wonderful if we can have a home.
'I've changed my mind
today.'
John said the recent
death of his long-term keyboardist, Guy Babylon, had also helped change
his mind.
'It broke my heart
because he was such a genius and so young and has two wonderful
children,' he said.
'What better
opportunity to replace someone I lost than to replace him with someone
I can give a future to.'
Ukraine has one of the
fastest rising HIV rates in Europe.
Two years ago the
iconic singer gave
a free concert in the main square in Kiev attended by tens of thousands
of people to raise awareness of HIV/AIDS.
John has sold more than
250 million records worldwide, with 29 consecutive Top 40 Hits and 35
gold and 25 platinum albums."
To
understand these
materials you need to read 3 books of R.Monroe : "Journeys out of the
Body", "Far Journeys", "Ultimate Journey" and 3 books of "Matrix 5",
which
you can buy from http://www.trufax.org
: Matrix 5 Trilogy
and there you can
read about the
difference between Simultaneous and
Sequential Higher Selves, the author's version. In the next article I
will be using language of "Matrix 5" books for those who read those
books. I noticed that that author doesn't like to write much about
Parallel Earths/Parallel Universes maybe because he doesn't know much
about it? And maybe what I write next he wouldn't like much.
In
my opinion, Simultaneous Higher Self has
many energy cords joined to people (incarnations) or their scouts (us)
and scouts' Alters (our Alters) living different
lives in different Parallel Earths/Parallel Universes, apart from the
original Earth/Universe, at different times/worlds/densities/dimensions
and all that is simultaneously, because time doesn't exist.
But each Simultaneous person (incarnation) joined to nimerous Alters by
energy cords. These Alters/other personalities, who are not restricted
to
just the 3rd Density
Reality, like M 5 author is preaching, but to many Parallel Timelines
and Parallel Universes, different dimensions and densities.
Our Alters/other personalities travel from place to place or living
separate lives in different genders, in Past, Present and
Future,
in different Parallel Worlds without knowing about
the existence of each other.
Brice Taylor, the author of "Thanks for the Memories" didn't know
that she was leading a double life: the life of wife of the respected
dentist and a life of a sex-slave for the upper echelon of American
elite like senators/presidents etc. Being from a family of something
like freemasons, she was constantly beaten up,
electricuted into submission by males, and forcefully prostituted to US
drugged human and non human presidents and senators since her
childhood. The same happened to Cathy
O'Brien and millions of other females all over the World.
Another example of Carlos Castaneda, himself. He writes in "The Art of
Dreaming", that it took him 15 years of storing enough energy and a
hard work to slowly remember what other lives in Parallel
Earths/Universes and other Realities he had. He remembered
the lives of his Alters, he was living simultaneously. For more on that
see Carlos
Castaneda info .
Robert Monroe also often mentions in the books his other lives, his
Alters' lives in different Parallel Realities, different time-lines he
was living simultaneously with his main life: as a woman, a soldier, a
prist, a fish, a panther, an eagle, an oak tree etc. More
about it on Psychology
of Multiple Personalities .
It's a very complex subject and only your Higher Self knows all the
lives which belong to this particular Higher Self. Usually our
3D physical bodies are restricted to 3rd Density, though there are some
exceptions, when the physical bodies are taken to other dimensions and
even densities: alien technology can do that. And I doubt very much
that there is a
Simultaneous true human who doesn't have at least one Alter, one more
personality.
I'll give you a few examples. Alex Collier was taken by the Andromedans
to 4th or 5th Density spaceship with his physical body and they
used a special belt to keep his physicality (his physical
body) together.
Sorcerers could do that too: taking their physical bodies to
higher
Density, please, read Castaneda books (3 of them in electronic form are
on this website on separate links). But our Alters have no problem:
they
astral travel to most of the Densities and Dimensions of this and
Parallel and Other Universes.
According
to M5 author, sequential
(alien) Higher Self (HS) has
only one person living at a time, connected to HS with an energy cord
and physical body placed in 3rd Density. This is M5 author's view. But
this is opposite to what I experienced in life. My ex-husband of 30
years has Rh-negative blood group. It means that his blood is missing
Primate race (Rhesus monkey), which is a special feature of a true
human from Earth and which a wider range of emotions and a much greater
creativity. According to Andromedans, a physical body of a true
human is a composite of Primate race and 22 other races', which gives
such a range of emotions and
creativity.
************************************
A Letter
from an Androgynous Being
This
letter was sent to "Matrix 5"
trilogy author by me.
From:
lyda.v999@bigpond.com
To: authorthe@hotmail.com
Subject: the letter from Androgynous person
Date: Sat, 5 Jul 2008 22:02:25 +1000
Dear, Author !
I feel that you , need to apologize to women ( at least to Simultaneous
females-readers of M5 ). Women will repay
(support) you 10 times more. I know women.
There is a small article on ABC, called "Indigenous men make collective
apology over abuse (to women, LM)", maybe you need to read it :
Apology
to women (http://www.bigpond.com/news/breaking/content/20080703/2293532.asp)
A tremendous gap between males and females has been created and it
needs to be sealed and it only could be done on individual basis,
internally.
I would be very surprised if I meet a Simultaneous Incarnation , who
doesn't have Multiple Personality Disorder (MPD) , at least one more
(personality, LM) Alter apart from Original personality. I have MPD and
you have it too. You have many Alters, but still can't handle them.
Your writings are full of bright ideas , but at the same time the
struggle between your male and female Alters shows too (males and
females of different ages and both polarities). You started changing
and it's showing up in your last 2 updates! That is the reason why you
couldn't write anything about Androgynous people : you need to become
an Androgynous person and have that special frequency to be able to
share your experiences with the readers.
I was wondering: if each of Simultaneous incarnations has
male/female/positive/negative energies, how can you apply Law of
Attraction here? How can you say :" Like attracts like" if you consider
internal energies of one person? These energies are opposing each
other: male is opposing female energies; negative is opposing positive
energies ! And every Simultaneous incarnation is like that , then you
can't really apply Law of Attraction to any Simultaneous incarnation,
UNLESS THEY ARE ANDROGYNOUS PEOPLE. They would attract each other,
isn't it? When this bunch of opposing internal energies in a
Simultaneous male or a female is meeting similar bunch of opposing
energies , how can you use Law of Attraction ? Androgynous people
fluctuate between a male and a female, don't need sex with any gender.
They can love and it's called a Platonic Love. They are Balanced people
you were writing about in M5. And they are feared by ordinary folks, if
they don't hide their true nature.
I've done a lot of research into Psychology and Psychiatry and
specifically into MPD and I can tell you things about MPD, which you
might not find in any other source. Look around : there are many signs
in life which are proving my point, but most of us are blind to see or
scared to write about it. For instance, have you noticed how many
boys/males look like girls/females (without any artificial make up) and
vice versa? Males can sing like girls (tenors-Alters),
walk/talk/behave/write/do anything like girls.
In modern times males/females go into a lot of trouble to change their
gender, they feel like more of the opposite gender and they don't know
why. I'll tell you why. Because of artificially created dominating
opposite gendered sabotaging Alters, who gets them into trouble. We ,
Simultaneous incarnations , all have sabotaging Alters to fight with
and you are not an exception.
Homosexual males even prefer a girlish looking male partner and the
same is with lesbians. And it's not difficult to find, because
Simultaneous males have females-Alters. The same applies to
Simultaneous females, whether they are pre-Graduates or not. All the
sabotaging Alters will usually have Wernicke's commands (to hate the
opposite gender), inserted into the Wernicke's part of the brain. This
is why a constant struggle between the genders. And you are in the same
situation like every Simultaneous incarnation!
Women-readers of M5 would be so happy if you not just apologize, but
also give women a chance to express their opinions and not shut them up
like you used to.
You might learn something valuable from them. Ironically, the
dominating females you were writing about , could also be your own
sabotaging female-Alters.
Yes, I agree , females were not as aggressive in America before the
WW2, because apart from Civil War, there were no internal wars in USA.
But Russia had internal/external wars, dictatorships, jails, constant
extermination and shortages of food/shelter for the whole last century
and that made most of females and males aggressive (and Multiple
Personality Disordered, LM). Females are copy-cats, they copy
everything inc. males dominating behaviour. What a Surprise!
A female would sooner admit her fault than a male: this is my
observation. I have 2 males in my household: my son and my ex-husband,
who'se got MPD and been also fluctuating between a male and a female,
but not that often.
There is more than one way to come to the same idea. Males might use
logic and get an idea, females would usually use intuition to get the
same idea.
I never used Astrology to get my insights. I don't know Astrology and
only use my intuition/experiences, books and life observations. I don't
remember if R.Monroe ever used Astrology in his work/life/astral
travels, yet with the considerable help from his HS he astral travelled
to such places like the Aperture and have witnessed the future Shift
(of Consciousness, LM). He managed to remember all that and described
most of the experiences in his books. And you too. With the help of
your HS (Higher Self ) you've been able to astral travel to such
places, see such things, meet such beings like your HS and Planetary
Spirit, that I can only dream about. I don't remember that I ever
astral travelled, saw what R.Monroe saw, met my HS or Planetary Spirit
or other great Beings on/off the Planet. My HS was not interested in me
getting all these experiences. Intuitively, inspite of my dysfunctional
genital chakra , I know that I have astral Alters among other Alters
but the memory of their experiences has been blocked. I hope the time
will come when I'll remember everything.
Why do males get so much help from HS's and females so little? I also
regret that I never became a sorcerer. I learned about it too late:
about 4 years ago (from books of Castaneda, LM).
You are writing in M5 that 3 Dominant women designed/created a
prototype of the ideal Final they needed and that prototype is you.
My question is why 3 Dominants were women and not men, if males are so
much more intelligent, gifted, psychic, powerful, strong givers of life
than females?
Life would not be sustained if you only give life and not nurture it
over the years. Mainly women nuture it. They have to bear the child for
9 months, give birth in excruciating pain, breastfeed, cure, constantly
worry, raise and be devoted to the child for all her life. You didn't
experienced that: it's like being jailed for life. Most of the females
don't want to be mothers : they are forced to be mothers. I experienced
all of that. Males also do some of the nurturing but in a lesser
degree.
You were born and raised the same way, at least I had that impression
from reading M5 . Of course, there are exceptions of the rule and much
more of them in the last 70 years, when children either brought up in
government run institutions or by different people (not parents) or by
noone (street kids) .
I also was wondering , why females are more powerful than males in
Orion Empire? What do females have that males don't? Could Orion
females be more psychic, more intelligent? And maybe, the same
situation applies not just to Orion Empire but to the whole
Universe? Part of our brain is reptilian as we know.
Not to overcome males in this Planetary Game (just for the duration of
it), human females were constantly impregnated, raped and abused by
everyone , especially males.
How else would you destroy GENITAL CHAKRA IN A FEMALE ( the antenna)?
This chakra is very important for psychic ability, intuition, sixth
sense. Females-sorcerers were/are avoiding any sexual relations with
males at all costs, because they know that they would lose their
psychic abilities : books of Castaneda are full of this information.
But ordinary females don't know about it and allow their genital
chakras to be destroyed by marriages.
Through the history of all countries, particularly females have been
prosecuted for not marrying or not having children (for not having
their chakras destroyed). In India there are millions of
females-widows, who are treated like prisoners and whose only crime is
that their husbands died earlier then them! And there are similar
draconian "customs" to keep female's chakra not functioning in every
culture since the Game started.
Good books are created this way: the writer's
findings/insights/ideas/experiences are based on other writers'
thoughts/experiences/insights/feelings + the input from the
readers' impressions/thoughts/insights/feelings/experiences
(in the writer's follow up books, LM).
But, nevertheless, I deeply appreciate the job you've done and enjoy
many of your original thoughts/experiences in M5 and your updates. Some
of them make me laugh!
Lydia Monroe and my Alters
P.S. If you find 2 same words/sentences together , this is where the
change over from Alter to Alter takes place."
And this is "Matrix 5" trilogy authors' reply to me
:
"You failed to remember
what I said in the first volume, I do NOT argue
what I've written. You don't like it: fine. You do like it: fine. I
DON'T CARE either way. Simultaneous path females know what I mean and
I've heard from a LOT of M5 simultaneous path females. You, obviously
are not since you are heavily female body ID'd. Sequential path females
on Earth are cunts. Since you have failed to grasp the basic 'no
argue/no debate' in M5, I am blocking you. Revel in your body ID, Orion
in origin. I will have to consider another segment on worthless
sequential females since you begged me for it."
It
wasn't difficult for the M5 author's negative Alters to show up: that
has happened before with me and other readers of M5. I made a serious effort not
to laugh at M5 author's response,
but
it didn't last long: I doubled up with laughter till my body started
aching and the reason was that I'm Robert Monroe's Split Final, I am
that Russian woman R.Monroe was writing about, I'm his long lost sister
and M5 author hinted that I was an alien. Never forget : the more
evolved you are the more
you laugh, Don Juan, Don Genaro and Carlos Castaneda were a good
example of it. And, of course, our Higher Selves: they love having
fun! Aliens
can't laugh with
abandon, the way I do. Matrix 5 author used Robert Monroe's books as
prerequisite (required as a condition for something else means for his
own books, where he twisted R.Monroe's ideas).
M5 author heavily used the materials from Robert Monroe
books for his
books: he admits it himself! But not everything he
interpreted
the right way. He
divides people into Lightsiders/Darksiders, Sequential
(aliens)/Simultaneous (humans), Minions and
females (it doesn't matter for him whether they are human or alien,
they are all nasty in his opinion anyway). He didn't seem to
experience
Big L.
He
was wrong that aliens can't have Alters. They can and I can verify that.
Robert
Monroe had 4 times (bigger than ordinary) luminous Energy body,
allowing him to travel to the
highest at that time 11th Density, write books, run Radio Shows and TV
Channel and later his Institute and
to be one of the leaders in raising Consciousness of Humanity on Earth.
Teachers and leaders of sorcerers are called naguals, also have 3-4
times bigger
Luminous Energy bodies which help them to do their teaching and lead
groups of sorcerers. There are females among naguals too.
For more info about Double Luminous Energy body (ball
or egg shaped) see Carlos Castaneda info
link.
There is an
interesting info in "The Art of Dreaming" by Carlos Castaneda, p.103 :
"His reasoning was correct and was guided by the sorcerers' knowledge
that the
Universe is markedly female and that maleness, being an offshoot of
femaleness, is almost scarce, thus, coveted (very desirable, LM). Don Juan made a digression
and commented that
perhaps that scarcity of males is the reason for men
unwarranted dominion on our planet... In the world of daily life,
water is an element of the
environment that we use for traveling. Imagine awareness being a
similar element that
can be used for traveling. Through the medium of
awareness, scouts from all over the universe come to us, and vice
versa; via awareness, sorcerers go to the ends of the universe."
Male
side of a male or a female is the idea, but female side of a male or a
female is the manifestation of that idea, a creation of a hologram.
"I
have already said to you that to be a natural man or a natural woman is
a matter of positioning the assemblage point," don Juan said. "By
natural I mean someone who was born either male or female. To a SEER,
the shiniest part of the assemblage point faces outwards, in the case
of females and inward, in the case of males. The Tenant's assemblage
point was originally facing inward (male), but he changed it (moved it
inside out, LM) by twisting it around and making his
egglike energy
shape look like a shell that has curled up on itself", (the
Tenant is a male sorcerer, who turned himself into a female, because
females were better treated in the vast universe; the shiniest part of
the assemblage point in females is another antenna for universal
knowledge, LM).
p.219,
"The Art of Dreaming" , C.Castaneda. This book in its
electronic form is available on this website on the link:
C. Castaneda Books 2
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I
thought that the 'author' of "Matrix 5" has already gone to 7th density
somewhere forever, but, to my surprise, he is still here on this Earth
in this density. Here is the email from him to me (28
November 2009) as a reply to my sending him the article about
Australian Prime Minister Kevin Rudd and his team's Promice never hurt
a woman :
"Violence BY women to men is epidemic, especially
in the US. Unless Females also committed to the same, this is no more
than an Orionization farce to control men. There is nothing
noble in anti-male actions."
The reply from me:
"What you failed to remember,
that it is a Game and that we all just energies mixing with each other.
To have a healthy atmosphere in
this paricular time, we need 11th or 12th density Advaced, unbiased
leaders and you are not one of them, you are still just
a physical body: you need a few more lessons of life to
undersand the whole situation.
Men and women will follow these
Balanced, Advanced Leaders regardless what physical (gender) or
non-physical body they are in. And people will be greatly
influenced by this kind of Leaders and stop the violence
against each other!
One of those Leaders was Robert
Monroe and his influence is still great!"
Lydia Monroe
P.S. Orion Empire is way below
11th-12th density beings, who are the real Leaders of this Universal,
Galactic and Planetary Games and the outcomes of these Games: the
Shifts of Consciousness!"
~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Yesterday 28 November I sent this reply to the 'author' and he
obviously didn't like the answer, because he came to my bedroom at
night (on the same day) in invisible form, when I was in bed and tried
to zap me. My left
arm all over sudden jumped up, but this kind of things don't affect me
in a negative way and I knew, that it was him and told him calmly not
to disturb me. And he,
eventually, left empty- handed.
I do not come to people's bedrooms or anywhere, for that matter, to zap
them, only because I don't like something they do! This is not very noble and
this activity I call "Stalking"!
.....................................................................
Split Personality
Matrix
5 trilogy author doesn't think that Split Personality exists, but I
personally experienced it myself and others too. Books of C.Castaneda
are full of Split Personality examples and here is another one given by
Stephanie and Michael Relfe. Split
Personality in Pat, stated
by her on p. 110, part 2 "The Mars Force: Pat's Story":
Yesterday
when I brought them
(The
Alters) up - I felt them in me, but I could still feel me.
"Pat
clarified this later. She said later "I felt all of the (my)
Alters, and myself as well."
****************************************
What
we need to remember that the New Evolutionary Energy we are about to
create includes all the human/non
human/androgynous/masculine/feminine/neutral races whoever been present
on Earth combined with all Earth energies like plant/animal life, all
Nature Spirits like water/fire/wind/rock etc. from the beginning of the
Planetary Game till the end of it.
The idea
of every significant book is to present NEW
INSIGHTS/THOUGHTS for the reader and ALLOW THE READERS TO DEVELOP THEM
EVEN FURTHER. That's called Evolution !
There are NO perfect writers, except one: M5 trilogy author (he
thinks).If
a writer doesn’t
allow further development of her/his ideas, this writer isn't
real. That's what I see happening with "Matrix 5" trilogy, the author
of which doesn't allow some of his ideas to be further
developed. Sometimes I even doubt if all his thought were not borrowed
from someone else. I, personally, found quite a few "his ideas" in
R.Monroe's, C.Castaneda's, Alex Collier's, D.Icke's, G.Green's, Credo
Mutwa, Arisona Wilder, Cathy O'Brien, Robert Morning Sky and many
other writers books/videos/audios/DVD's/seminars. And what is the real
reason for him to stay anonymous?
Secrets, secrets. Orion Empire loves to have secrets. Where
is this fear to
face the consequences of the actions of your
writing is coming from? Anonymous author of M 5 is a shaman.
Whose
interests is he really serving and what is hidden behind the beautiful
words he is using? You really need to be very cautious with unbalanced
shamans,
especially if their strong point is the ability to hypnotise, mesmerise
the readers with constant written phrase repetitions (which might not
always be right, but very effective way to persuade) and if their weak
point is love for admiration by
spiritually advanced males/females readers. I remember myself being
under M5 author's
negative influence for a number of years. I was always wondering
why a public
Forum on "Matrix 5" was not allowed? Not to discuss or critisize the
author's " views "? He hated Andromedans and condemned all the
information coming from them through Alex Collier. The same happened
to family, females, children values :
a complete devaluation. He hardly liked
any writer, finding faults in everyone. Reminds me of a
Dictatorship.
Andromedans gave us a lot of very important info about our
Universe evolutionary transformation: about vanishing 3rd
Density from our Universe (after the
3rd of December 2013) and our
gradual move to the 4th Density, see
Alex Collier info
link.
Orion Empire doesn't like this idea.
And I know that is true, because the signs of 4th Density are
everywhere. We are already in the first overtones of 4th Density. Look
at the Sun above you. It used to be yellow (3rd Density colour, like an
old yellow incandescent light), now our Sun looks much brighter, whiter
colour
(like a white fluorescent light colour, not as bright thou). Now we
know why fluorescent light
and other similar lights have been used indoors all over the world for
so
many years: to make us not to notice the change in our Sun. More on Anomalous Events link.
I
also
don't remember that M
5 trilogy author ever mentioned about the possible birth of
New
Energy, the Creation of which has been so much anticipated by so many
who are interested in Evolution of this Universe - yet it's
been
described in R.Monroe books.
All I remeber from reading M 5 that the author did not like to talk
about our Universal Densities changes and discouraged others from
pursuing this
subject. His main preoccupation has always been to make every human
Graduate to get out of here towards 7/8th Density. Forget about being
participants of Universal evolution, about being teachers, constructors
for other beings wishing to evolve. I am sure that inspite of M5
authors' desires, Graduating Higher Selves have different plans for
each of you and the Universal Evolution is the first on the list, the
priority.
M5
trilogy author is proposing for the readers : spiral out
before the Shift ; the Shift and what would happen after the Shift is
none of your buisness; just summon all of your other incarnations (if
you are a Final) and off you go to higher densities and gather at
a certain point for "reorientation" and exchanging of memories
with your friends-Graduates.
M5
author was diverting the attention of the most advanced
Pre-Graduates from participation in the Shift and from creating a New
Human-Graduate
Evolutionary
Energy, the wish to help - this diversion serves Orion Empire very well
(they hate those who talks about the Shift). Reptilians (and
those who are helping them) would be more than happy to see the most
advanced Pre-Graduates (humans) to be busy with the political chaos on
the planet
or spiralled out (graduated) well before the Shift would start, instead
of preparing yourself for the future role of a teacher/facilitator
whereever it would be.
Looks like the upper echelon is trying to
move the most conscious part of humanity out of Earth and to put to
sleep the rest, not to interfere with their plans for the Shift!
While
human males have been busy to move the best spiritual forces from Earth
all together, most of
human females have been moving considerable part of Earth population
from old 3 D
Earth into the new 4 D Earth without knowing it. Young human children
are
helping the process too. M5 author makes no exception: all children, in
his opinion, are either aliens or minions; there are no Simultaneous
children. But, in my opinion, that there are millions of Simultaneous
human children of all ages and Graduating Higher Selves are not very
happy about his 'opinion'.
Where do you think a
Simultaneous person stores her/his negative energy for the Balance? The
answer is: in her/his sabotaging (negative)
Alters/Sub-incarnations/Sub-personalities.
We all know that we need female/male/positive/negative
energy in equal proportions for
creating a Balanced
(Androgynous) person.
You see, Orion Empire (and those who are helping them ) are using the
same technique Credo Mutwa was
talking about (watch
David Icke's "Reptilian Agenda") . They usually choose a
positive, evolutionary, political movement with a well meaning
Simultaneous leader,
then wait till it attracts as many people as possible (the peak of
the performance). Then they get on the back of that
movement, like
you would get on a horse and add to the movement just a little, but
enough to be able to divert the movement into their direction, their
nets. They use different methods to acheive it and their
favorite
one is through sabotaging Alters (with their negative
Wernicke's
commands in the Wernicke's part of the brain) in Simultaneous leaders.
They use many other methods to penetrate the movement from within. It's
been done to Monroe's, Alex Collier's, W.Buhlman's,
Castaneda's, M5 movements and many other movements.
What
M 5 author does is
telling us to do nothing, not to bother
about the Shift , just to observe and wait for the spiralling
out, reminds me christians waiting for a rapture. And that is exactly
what the Dark side wants, this is how they got
on the back of M5 movement. Then another maneuver : splitting males and
females and many other, hard to detect, things. And why to have 2
different M5 books in the first place, to create
confusion ? Couldn't these books have different names or at least
numbers?
M5
author has been constantly reminding us that M 5 trilogy is the only
our Higher Selves' project in existence, which is bullshit!
Authors
like R. Monroe, C.Castaneda, Alex Collier, W. Buhlman, Cathie O'Brien,
Brice Taylor (Sue Ford), Eve Loren, George Green, David
Icke, Michael Talbot, Fritz Springmeier and Cisco
Wheeler, Dolores Cannon, Preston Nichols and Peter Moon, Stephanie and
Michael Relfe, and
many other brave souls we
know and don't know about, did ALLOW
their thoughts/insights to be developed even further. They, usually,
didn't
hide their names and their works are many Higher Selves' projects too:
some bigger, some smaller.
For instance, Robert Monroe's books wouldn't be written
without
the energy/experiences/emotions/insights of other people participating
in what he was doing (especially his wife Nancy, he said it
himself). More on that on
Robert Monroe info
.
Inspite
of a few
discrepancies in R.Monroe books, which were
heavily censored (it was described by R.Monroe), his books don't give
you a feeling of heavy male domination over females or condemnation of
one group or another. The same I found with other writers, but I can't
say the same about "Matrix 5" trilogy (M5), that trilogy wasn't even
censored.
I
wonder why R.
Monroe's books were censored and Matrix 5
trilogy wasn't? We all know how much our rulers (darksiders)
love
cutting up the Truth! Was it really 100% Truth in M 5 trilogy as the
author states?
R.Monroe was central to presenting the description
of the future Shift of Cosciousness.
M5 (project of our HS's) would not grow up and turn into what
it
became without the
energy/insights/experiences of other writers, which the author used +
the use of an input
from the readers of M5 (in a form of questions) even though not all of
them reached the 'requirements' ('level of awareness') needed by M5's
trilogy author.
When I read someone's book, it doesn't matter to me whether
the
writer is religious or supporting lightsiders/darksiders as long as the
book is
powerful and have a balancing effect on me. We have to be
discerning, carefully analysing and questioning any
materials.
Truly significant books are written for much wider audience,
than
just for advanced , non religious public.
If the books have some interesting
thoughts/insights I would think about them and store them in my memory
bank: they would later serve as a foundation for my own insights.
I never was religious, but found a lot of
useful information written by this kind of people and the ENERGY of
these people never stopped overwhelming me , I feel a kinship with
them. I never was interested in occult or Astrology and don't know much
about them. R.Monroe wasn't interested in them either.
There’s
been so much information pumped into the Consciousness of
Earth and their inhabitants from all sides, to prepare everyone on
Earth for the Shift of Consciousness and not just Earth, but the Shift
of the whole Universe!
Sometimes
we come
across articles
on Thought crime on Internet. What it
tells us : somebody is afraid of people’s thoughts,
especially future Graduates of this Planetary Game's Thoughts
and
that the Thoughts could be
so powerful that they can change things dramatically. Thought is
everything on Densities higher than the 3rd. And what helps
it :
the Law of Intent (one of 4 Universal Laws). We need to be responsible
for our thoughts.
The
word
"Graduate" is borrowed from R.Monroe's books.
The word
"Pre-Graduate incarnation" means humans, who are just about to graduate
this Game. They will graduate the 3rd D, but it doesn't mean that they
would necessarily fly straight to 7th/8th Density with a short
reorientation break somewhere in between. I repeat: it all depends on
your Total Self's plans.
Search till you merge
with your Total Self.
Invisible to the eye Energy of New Consciousness is gathering above
Monroe Centre in Elliott Heads, Australia, Dec. 2009. The visible sun
is
not on the picture. It is far to the left.
Parallel Sun, 26 Jan, 2010, the photo is taken by me in Elliott Heads
rivermouth.

White
Light Energy Beam is coming from the Sun in both directions: up and
down to Earth in front of our Centre, Feb. 2010.
Solar Eclipse's developing a bigger Pulse of Balance (wrongly called 'Sun dog').
Solar Eclipse's developing a bigger Pulse of Balance (wrongly called 'Sun dog').


Solar Eclipse's developing a bigger Pulse of Balance (wrongly called 'Sun dog').


Solar Eclipse's developing a bigger Pulse of Balance and coming back to the usual state (wrongly called 'Sun dog').




Solar Eclipse's development (wrongly called 'Sun dog').
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