You are not Your Physical Body; You are Not the Physical
Matter: You are Sun Energy of Balance!
Source of all Life looks like ocean lit up by White Sun! On the photo
below you can clearly see the fine White Rays-Connections to Beings on
Earth, coming from Sun spots on water!
. . Even closed tightly, the Radiation was so strong, that it was
nearly unbearable . . . I felt as if sweat were pouring off me, I was
melting . . . but it wasn't heat . . . and I began to heave with great
racking sobs and I couldn't understand why ...
white thin treads-thoughts to other Beings, coming from Humans and Suns. Photo of Sun's fine Rays-connections to people. This
photo I made in our garden in Australia, but
you know who, covered White Sun with a fake white patch, with a bunch
of pentagons and with fake holographic frame of white rays.
then the Radiation
eased, and I opened a little. There was a Form between me and the
Radiation, shielding me, and I could perceive a Corona Effect all
around the Form from the Radiation Beyond (the Source of All Life and
All Love, LM).
It reminded me
deeply of religious paintings I had seen, only this was live and in
something far different from pigmented color . . .
(Inspec friend -
This is as close, as you can tolerate. We are diverting most of the
effective Energy patterns, which are in themselves only the random
residue, the Leakage as you might call it, from the fundamental (from
the Source of All Life, LM).
Focus through us rather, than the Outer Rim. It will help.)
difficulty, I narrowed and held on the center of the Form . . . and I
began to cool and calm down . . . slowly my rational and observing self
began to emerge again, dominating the overwhelming emotional surge,
that had enveloped me . . . it was as if I perceived through a darkly
tinted window and I had to work continually to keep the emotion below
the threshold level, the wondrous and brilliant joy, awe, reverence,
melded into one yet with flashes of each sparking momentarily . . . all
coursing through me as I responded to the Radiation, unable to prevent
it and barely keeping it under control. This would most emphatically be
the ultimate heaven, the final Home . . .
(Inspec friend - Observe more carefully. You are capable of doing so.)
I looked through
the smoked-glass shield, that was my INSPEC friend . . . and I was
grateful, for I knew, if I responded to this degree from just the
reflection, the Leakage - the full force of the Radiation (of the Suns
from the Source of All Life, LM) would have shattered me, I was
not ready for it, if this was the percept from the distant Edge (of the
Source of All Life, LM) . There, in the long view, was a radiant living
Form of incredible size, my first percept, that of a tall standing
Humanoid, arms outstretched in front, palms upward . . . but just as
quickly, it was not . . . instead, a Shining White Globe, edges
indistinct, behind it another one, identical in appearance, behind it
another one, a continuous cascade moving away into Infinity, beyond my
percept ability . . .
each came numberless Beams or Rays, some huge in their diameter, others
no wider, than a pinpoint, all uniform in size throughout their length
and beyond my percept as to their destination, some of them moving past
me so close that I felt I could reach out and touch one . . .
(Inspec friend - Would you like to do so? We will help you if needed.)
I hesitated, then with the warm
assurance from the shielding INSPEC Form, I stretched a part of me out,
cautiously, and touched the smallest Ray nearest me . . .
in an instant, the shock spread
throughout all what I thought I was, and I knew, and in knowing, knew,
that I would forget if I tried to remember, because what I was could
not yet handle the reality of it . . .
yet I never again would be the
same even without remembering, except, that it occurred and the
indescribable joy of Knowing only, that it did take place and the
echoes would reverberate in me throughout Eternity, whatever my
Eternity was . . . gently, I felt myself being detached from the Ray,
and I collapsed behind the shielding form of my INSPEC friend. . . .
Friend? INSPEC? I realized then how provincial my percepts were.
realized how limited they were . . .the Radiating Globes, the Rays emitted . . .
(Inspec friend -
You responded very well for the initial exposure. Your human Loosh/Love
energy is transmuted into the center of what you perceive. From there
it is redirected into what you call the Rays, to the points, where it
is needed most. When you have progressed, we can guide you to one of
the destinations so you can observe the results.)
My percept was not
strong enough to bring any flicker whatsoever as to what exposure to
the full force of such Rays might be. But my human curiosity wouldn't
let the basic question go unanswered, now, that I had smoothed somewhat.
(Inspec friend - It was created. It was always there, we have no percept of a Beginning. Are you ready to return now?)
I turned inward and closed tightly..."
"Human Mind Radiation
Outermost Layer, much larger, than you might expect, is composed of
Others' Thoughts of you (in forms of connecting white rays/threads!
LM). Consider yourself as existing wherever and whenever any other
person or Being thinks of you, even only occasionally. You may get some
idea of the magnitude by recalling all of those you think of, even only
occasionally. Add (as just a belief at this point) all of those, who
still think of you, but who no longer inhabit a physical body—who are
now "somewhere else"—plus those, who know you from any other existence,
whatever and wherever it may be or have been. You would be astounded at
how Big and how Much You are. Very little of this Radiation of You, as
perceived by others, is aware of the content of your Inner Core Self.
The disguise and filtration are in the way. But a problem does lie in
our deep concern as to what others think of Us."
Symbolic picture of
White Energy Threads of Balance, connecting us together and criss-crossing our