The
Universal Shifts of Consciousness
Psychology
and Psychiatry of Multiple Personalities
Multiple Personality Disorder is
not a disorder: it is a complex Holographic Order, it is an Expansion of all of us!
You
are not Your Physical Body; You are Not the Physical Matter: You are
Energy! And Everything what happened to You, happened for One Good
Reason: to Merge Your Energy with the Energies of Others, with the
Energies of Earths, with the Energies of Universes! The Mixed Energy is
the Final Product of all Universal, Galactic and Planetary Games. The
Culmination of
this Blending Process for this Universe will be in December 2013: the
Final Stage of the Universal Shift!
Lydia
Monroe
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Any material inc. pictures can
be taken from
this website!
Visible
Sun with an artificial
framing of white rays and pentagons of another slower frequency is
pictured in our backyard, 22 Feb. 2010. There
are a lot of new pictures published on the bottom of this link/Page!
Picture worth
thousands words!
There
is/was a Sun Conspiracy in the Media. You can hardly find the genuine
picture of our Sun on the Internet, TV, movies/documentaries/catoons,
on video/video games, DVD's, newspapers, magazines,
books/brochures/paintings. Even, amateur's made, pictures of the Sun
don't last on Internet (like Youtube) long. The genuine pictures are
systematically being replaced with the same pictures, but not the same
Sun on them (artificially looking Sun or without the Sun). Even
Astronomy films/literature/
websites are heavily censored and don't
show the genuine pictures of our Sun and yet it is in front of our
nose! I've been researching our Sun for some time now, made hundreds of
genuine pictures of it and I've made the abovementioned conclusion,
though before I
thought that the framing was another, parallel Sun.
After more careful examination of close-up pictures, I've changed my
mind and now I am in the process of correcting my mistake in the
explanation of the pictures I posted on this website! I have about 800
pictures (but not all of them on this site yet) and some of them I have
to correct. As you can see: it is a big job and it'll take time! Bear
with me and I correct them all on all links. Thank you for your
patience!
I can also prove my findings with
pictures of Close-Ups of the artificial holographic framing consisting
of White
Rays and Pentagons of another frequency and all colours, which
(framing/pentagons) are
constantly being superimposed on our Sun and on the pink energy coming
from it. It is done deliberately, so we would not see the
right
picture of ours, of our Earth's and of our Sun's Evolution. Our Sun
is a live proof of the existence of the Creative Force, it is a piece
of it! That's how the Creative Force and our Souls look like!
This
is a Crime to cover our Sun, which is done by our governments and
those, who are behind them! Have you noticed on the pictures of the
Sun, posted on this site, that, sometimes, there are white regular
symmetrical rays coming out of it, but sometimes not?
Natural Sun
will have either no Rays at all or irregular Rays, the position of
which nobody can predict! That means that when you see our Sun or an
invisible Energy Ball of Advanced Thoughts with regular white rays (on
the picture), that is not the true picture of our Sun or of the Energy
'Ball' of
our Advanced Thoughts!
The Energy 'Ball' of the New Consciousness of
the Sun and of Advanced Human Thoughts is constantly being shielded. An
alien artificial holographic framing, consisting
of symmetrical White rays (which looks like fluorescent light tubing)
and pentagons of another, slower frequency, than this invisible New
Consciousness' Energy 'Ball' has, were there to make sure that you
would never see the
difference!
I posted a Close-Up of this structure on Home Page for
you to see what I am talking about. I am sure our
astronomers/astrophysicists noticed
this alien framing on the Sun long ago, having such powerful
telescopes. I am not an astronomer or someone of that nature, I have no
technology at my disposal, except my camera, my eyes and my brain, and
yet, I could prove it and say it, but why they never said it?!
Natural Sun would never have
symmetrical rays, like you would see on most of the official pictures.
Natural Sun's rays are unpredictable: mostly they are not visible (all
you would see is just a Huge Shiny Ball), but if the rays appear, they
can show up in any number (even just one), at any length/width and on
any side of the Sun! The rays of the natural Sun would never appear at
equal intervals and equal brightness! It's very unnatural! Have you
noticed, that the shape of the invisible Energy 'Ball' of Advanced
Thoughts (on my pictures) looks different to the shape of the natural
Sun? It doesn't really look like a Ball, it has uneven shape and that
is a very good clue!
More
to the picture of our Higher Selves (part 1)
3 years old Robert and Robert in 2009
This is how our son Robert is changing his
personalities: from
normal Robert
to all kinds of Robert
Change of frequencies in our Anomaly place is a constant thing, that is
also causing the change in personalities of all members of the family
and this is not easy on the family!
Negative Low Astrals' attack (one of many) of us all, of our home and our Centre, apart from
numerous electronic attacks of everyone in our house for many years. As
a result our modern (20 years old), cyclone-resistant house-Centre
started showing
cracks. This has been happening to millions of people and I witnessed that in many families!
The Change of Alter/Personality in Robert, 26 Jan. 2010
Robert is trying to grab my camera !
Robert's different personalities, 3 Apr. 2010, Australia
Robert's different personalities, 3 Apr. 2010, Australia
Robert's different personalities, 3 Apr. 2010, Australia
Close-Up of Robert being attacked by Low Astrals, who is now in
Robert's body; abnormally bright light in the laundry and the
distortion of the visibility are the signs that a Portal has opened up.
Negative Low Astrals'
attack (one of many) of us all, of our home/Centre, apart from
numerous electronic attacks of everyone in our house for many years. As
a result our modern (20 years old), cyclone-resistant house/Centre
started showing
cracks.
Astral attack on Robert, Feb.2010. Negative Low Astral walked into his
body and is trying to grab my camera! Pay attention on unnaturally long
fingers (with claws) on the his left arm and the hair on his left arm: Pobert's arms don't
have hair at all and Robert's head's hair is curly, but on the
picture, most of his hair stand up like hedgehog's needles (could the attack by wolfish Sirians)! Low Astrals'
attack is usually to the lower part of the stomach, below Heart Chakra or
to genitals, where the blackish spot is on T-shirt (normally his shirt is
much
lighter). It
is difficult to picture Robert in this state, because he is either
attacking me or running away from me. Also it is difficult to say if it
is Robert's own vicious Sirian/Reptillian Alter or he's been attacked
by them from outside.
Reptilians (Negative Low
Astrals) portrayed in "The Biggest Secret" by David Icke
There
are numbers on all your documents, your mob. phone, date of birth,
whatever numbers are attached to you, they are saying what kind of
energy is in your body. The more balanced energy is the sum of those
numbers on each document and it should be equal 3, 6 or 9 (if you know
how to sum them up). But what I found from my experience, that not
always all your documents can have either of these 3 numbers, only
because let's say, at
the time of getting a picture for your pasport,
your the most advanced part of the soul was not in your body, but
instead one of your not consciously awared Alters with any other number
walked into your body!
Don't get upset if that happens! Long and short memory also depends on
what kind of Alter is in your body at the moment and usually the one,
which is trained for short memory will be called into the body when
there is need for it. The same applies to the long memory and if one of
your Alters is trained much more for long memory (compare to short
memory Alter), than you will have you long memory much better
than your short one.
There is an old movie on Multiple Personalities I would recommend you
to watch, called "Lizzie".
Here
is a part of my recent reply to one of the readers of this website
(December 2009):
"At the time when we forget something like some facts,
info, memories, keys etc. and start blaming our bad memory or someone
else, we've
phased into another dimension and our other Alter of another vibration
walked into our bodies, who has no clue what you had in mind a minute
ago. Sometimes this change of vibration might be accompanied by
headaches. These Alters have been created by us and
by our
victimizers or some unfortunate circumstances acting on us. We create
many of them through our lives and they are stored in our Higher
Selves. They are often used as walk-ins into our body when a need
arises from the point of view of our Higher Selves, like in the case of
Autistic children. I have Autistic son, or rather one of his
Alters, who walks into his body for a couple of hours any time of the
day and every day. The favotite time is evening, before we are going to
bed, then heart-rending, harrowing screams, ridiculous demands would
start in the house, making him, us and our pets very uncomfortable,
often aggressive.
Apart
from negative ET's acting on human hosts, our Higher
Selves also have some crazy or mentally sick Alters,
who could be inserted into a scout, if HS needs that scout
(incarnation) to spiritually wake up or make others in the family to
wake up or to move everyone into another Parallel Universe. In
this case a lot of emotional and physical pain is experienced and this
is one of the most popular and prolonged ways to act
on a person. This person would feel trapped till she/he either start
getting more curious about raising their consciousness (or find ways to
get rid of Autistic or mentally disturbed people, but it might take
years)!
First
we mix the energies of our different Alters with our Original Self
(Core), than we mix together all other parts of us on different levels
of Consciousness, on different densities into our Total Selves. The
same process is repeating with the Original Earth and Parallel Earths;
then the same process is repeating with the Original Universe and
Parallel Universes, which are the Alters of our Original Universe!
Yes, Creating, Expanding,
Mixing all the Energies and giving it to Creative Force is the
purpose of all Universal, Galactic and Planetary Games! And we
all need to concentrate on that and not on trivial matters!"
Expansion
is the word for Multiple Personality 'Disorder', which is not a
disorder, but order; this word "expansion" was used by R.Monroe in
creation of his Affirmation. Each
one of us is multiplying into Alters, the parts of us of different
vibrations and these parts move to different worlds/universes or stay
in this one.
We have individual clusters on every dimension and density. They are
called Higher Selves. When all Higher Selves (clusters) of one human
unite into one Ball of Energy that unification would be called a Total
Self.
A lot
of humans are graduating this Planetary
Game. They had many lives on this Earth and going to the 4th Density or
Focus 27. Our
physical bodies, 3rd Density
(vehicles)
have been designedfor
this
experience. We've evolved and our physical bodies are in a
mixture of 3rd, 4th and even higher Densities and they are called
layers: etherical, astral, mental etc. (the third of our life we are
not
physical like while sleeping, daydreaming, when
losing consciousness etc.)
We'll evolve further into our last
overtones of the 4th Density and lose Time-Space
illusion. Less
dense the
4th
Density beings/nature spirits would stay on new planet Earth, which is
about to be created as a result of the Separation (the Split)
with the Old Earth (the picture and the info of the Split is
on
My Thoughts and the
Thoughts of Other Writers link).
Each
Higher Self has many
incarnations (people) who live their lives simultaneously in different
countries, at different times of
the history of Earth and joined to the
Higher Self with energy cord, energy 'silver' cord (described by many
writers). We are living the same
Timeline more than
just once and there are many branches (like branches of the tree),
coming of this ORIGINAL Timeline. These branches are called Parallel
Realities and situated in different Parallel Universes where our
Holographic Alters travel
and stay for different time periods and for doing different tasks. So
they travel back and forth between the Original (our) Reality and
Parallel
RealitieUniverses. There is an infinite number of physical 3 D
Universes and we are creating more and more of them.
Our ability to create is so powerful that we
not only can
create Holographic Alters of the opposite gender, but also non human
Holographic Alters.
R.Monroe's and C.Castaneda's books are full of this information, and
for shamans/sorcerers turning not just into an opposite gender/another
person/animal/alien, but also into a non-being, like a ball of light
or a rock (with full awareness of the
act) is not a problem. It's not a big deal if you know how to
manipulate (M)Field energy
(Mind Field) and they know how.
The
memory of the Alters is usually blocked in people (not in powerful
sorcerers). Alters
(or other personalities) are parts of your soul, are stored in your
Higher Self and occupy your body usually one at a time, though,
sometimes, there is a need for 2 Alters to be present in the body for a
short time (for teaching and giving some instructions to a less evolved
Alter).
In some people (especially women) stronger and more balanced
Alters know about the
existence of other less evolved Alters in the body.
To keep
the Core Self
(original part of the soul you were born with) from being
hurt from external and internal sabotaging Alters, the exchange of the
Alters is taking place at certain times evolution of the Spirit.
That time is dictated by what level of vibration is achieved: if it's
high enough, then the swap with a much more evolved Alter (soul) is
taking place, especially when the outside pressure
becomes unbearable for the sufferer and she/he would start seeking
psychiatric help. That happened to many, to me and to those females who
later wrote
very powerful books on Multiple Personality
Disorder.
MPD
(Multiple Personality Disorder) is a very complex, painful, but
interesting and important subject!
We
all know how much interest aliens have in Earth, in all of us, and
particularly in future Graduates. To help all of us not to get
disoriented, before starting playing the Planetary Game on Earth,
Holographic Life Imprints are introduced to everyone at the School on
the non-physical 4th Density. And if you need more of them,
they
are added up while you are playing the Game: you choose the Holographic
Life Imprints of people no longer living on Earth. That helps to create
your own life. More on that is on My
Thoughts link.
Methodes of creating of Multiple Personalities have been designed,
perfected and used on us first by Reptilian
geneticists for thousands of years and later they taught/forced humans
to do it. Inspite of splitting us, ancient Androgynous
humans, into genders and hoping that we would never get
united with our opposite gender, we surprised them. We created opposite
gender in our Alters : females created male and female Alters, males
created female and male Alters. That could happen only because of our
Higher Selves. They have all 4 energies coming from them: male, female,
negative and positive.
A good example of Multiple Personalities is Bob Monroe himself, and
that is well explained on the video on Youtube:
The Many
Faces of Bob Monroe http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oClXKd_fKo0&feature=related
We
know that everything is a hologram (3rd D just have more layers
of it, than the 4th D) and if you take a small piece out of a hologram,
it would contain a blueprint of the whole hologram.
The same
applies to our Spirit, which is a small piece, a blueprint of the whole
Hologram, which is our Higher Self.
Many of us read books
describing MPD by R.Monroe (though he doesn't call it that way, same
as doctors these days (they call it Borderline Personality
Disorder,
Attention Deficit Disorder, Dissociative Identity Disorder, and more
than 200 other names). Here is some appropriate info on Multiple
Personalities from R.Monroe's
"Far Journeys"p.54-56 :
"...
SS/SCA (EXECUTIVE)
34 MIN #402 (The
participant-explorer, LM)
Monitor: "Ask him to
describe this interactive unit that is you now and your
physical body. What is this
relationship between this energy form and your
physical body?"
(The Participant, LM): "Part of my energy that I have when
I'm out of
body is used to build my body.
When I use
this energy to build my body here on earth, it blocks .
. . or curves my thinking processes so it doesn’t go out of
body.
The
thinking process needs to be curved to communicate with the other
personalities (Alters,LM)
here on earth again. This is one type of
communication when I'm
out of body. I take most of that energy that is used for my body with
me
but enough to keep the body informed is left here. It permits me to
open
up my mind and allows me to communicate with other personalities, other
brains so to speak... to learn from, to talk to."
Monitor:
"At what point do you first enter to become a part of this physical
body?"
"Apparently
when, although fertilization is a mechanical thing, a chemical
thing . . . the
personalities out of body are very much aware of when
things happen and choose at that time to develop the fetus or not to
develop. So part of my energy at this moment may be used to develop a
personality and I may have several personalities going on at the same
time, being developed at the same time."
Monitor:
"At the same time in the physical kind of reality?"
"Yes,
yes. They tell me right now, one is old, one is crippled, one is male,
and
where they are I am not ready to know. . . . and I could feel being old
and crippled but I could not feel being male."
Monitor:
"Is this entering of the physical body limited just to the planet Earth
or
other planets?"
"We
go to other places. There are beings on other places and our energy is
aware of all these other places."
Monitor:
"Do we inhabit physical bodies in these other places?"
"Not
like human Earth bodies . . . but . . . other forms of things or
beings."
Monitor:
"What are some of the other forms on planets? What are these other
forms?"
"One's
like a gelatin kind of thing . . . slimy kinds of things."
(The
unknown author of "Matrix 5" wouldn't like the idea of us living in
other forms, LM).
Monitor:
"Are these located anywhere near the planet Earth?"
"Thousands
of light-years away."
Monitor:
"In this energy, is there a set of
rules in which one operates?"
"I'm
not sure what you are asking."
Monitor: "Is there a
set of
rules in which the body operates?"
"No,
the energy itself decides if the energy itself makes a wrong decision,
then it
destroys itself. If it makes correct decisions it builds or
strengthens its personality. It is possible for the energy to destroy
itself."
Monitor:
"What is classified then as misuse?"
"When
it has not added to its present knowledge, when it has not gained
anything more than it had learned previously.
It is more than just a
question of good or bad or good or evil. For example, killing by itself
would not
mean that it was destroying the energy by killing the animal or another
human being. Not just adding to the knowledge, but enhancing
the
personality, the deed actually enhances previous knowledge or
understanding that is
used as addition . . . strength.
If the killing was for the sake of
killing, if nothing was learned, nothing gained, then it could destroy
the overall personality. But there also seems to be a hierarchy of
understanding and as the energy is strengthened it moves up a hierarchy
of
knowing."
Monitor:
"Then where does this hierarchy of knowing lead to?"
"It's
very important to become a move toward a unified whole like there is
one on the top. . . . As the personalities move and merge the more
knowledgeable . . . the level of understanding increases as they move
up.
It doesn’t make sense verbally but visually it makes a lot of
sense."
Monitor:
"All right, then I think you have given us a lot of material to think
about, so thank your guide and ask if there is a name that he goes by."
"He doesn't want to give a name right now because he doesn't want it to
interfere with the training that we are doing . . . be too concrete, I
need to be more and more aware and he can do his work better right now
without me giving him a name."
Monitor:
"Ask him if
there is any other training exercise that he would like you to perform
before we close this session."
'No, he thinks I've gone . . . further than he really anticipated..."
Our Alters (personalities) enter
other physical beings/substances while we are asleep or just having an
out-of-body experiences. The Monroe Institute (TMI) have gained a
wealth of
information after so many years of research, but, unfortunately, the
knowledge is suppressed by the CIA firmly stationed at TMI.
Cathy
O'Brien's " Trance-Formation of America", Brice Taylor's
"Thank You for the Memories", anonymous author of "When Rabbit Howls"
(all 3 authors' books are very powerful), Peter Moon/Preston
Nichols' 5 books of " Montauk" series with Al Bielek and
Duncan
Cameron (only they called people with MPD Montauk
Boys/Girls),
books by David Icke, Arizona Wilder, Michael Talbot, Colin Ross and
by numerous other authors, are all describing MPD.
Multiple
Personality Disorder is not considered a disorder by
our
HS's, but a big advantage and to help you to handle it, occasional
exchange (walk-ins) of the Souls (Alters) is happening during your
lifetime. It can only be
fully understood by our HS's and those knowledgable, wiser,
older, more patient
and very helpful people.
"Matrix 3" by Val Valerian gave some useful info on MPD.
It's worth reading
about MPD, to understand better what is happening to
all of us. I repeat: people don't know that
they have both positive and negative Alters (victims and
victimizers) using the same physical body at different times. These
Alters have been
manufactured by physical/psychological tortures since birth. Then MPDed
people (usually former victims and future victimizers) would be forced
by Orion
Empire tactics to use their negative sabotaging Alters to make another
lot of MPDed people, starting from children (another lot of victims
and future victimizers) and their memory and the memory of their
victims will be blocked too. But then again it is allowed by the Game
rules, because it leads to expansion of the Soul.
This is the program of Orion Geneticists which has been used on us for
thousands of years in every culture, every
nation, every surface/underground civilization which has ever existed
on Earth since the Planetary Game started. And, I repeat, the memory of
victims and victimizers was/is always blocked: people didn't/don't
know that it was/is happening to them.
MPD
is created with a full approval of our Higher Selves. This seems to be
the only way to expand into other, Parallel Universes and it was also
done
to us to accomplish the very reason of us starting this Planetary Game
and that is to learn how Balance/Unconditional Love is created!
One of the 4 Universal
Laws is the Law of Balance ! What is Balance ?
If
you take 50% negative energy with 50 % positive energy, then add 50%
male and 50% female energy. When you mix it together the NEW energy
would turn up - the energy of Balance, which would not look
like
any of these other energies. There are many other reasons for
creation of Alters, like ability to participate in many other lifelines
in other realities and get more info for your Higher Self; to withstand
the
pressures of Endgame Time and to move to 4th and possibly 5th Density
with
your physical body (if you don't graduate before that).
At the time of
the Split of the Earth into the Old and the New ones, your physical
body's vibration will be most likely right on the border between 3
Density and 4
Density (that border is a Light Belt which you have to pass through at
the time of death of the physical body; remember the light at the end
of the tunnel). We, probably, will get into that layer of Light and
that could be the signal to wink out of here.
Human Females and children with MPD are leading the planet to new
higher vibrations.
There are other names for Alters, like
sub-incarnations, personalities, splinters, parts of the Soul
(I prefer Alters: it's shorter). When people talk
about sub-conscious mind, they really talk about the more evolved part
of our Higher Self (HS). Our Alters are getting
experiences in
Inner Earth civilizations too, on other planets/moons of our Solar
System,
in other Star Systems of our Galaxy, in any place of this Physical and
other
Universes.
"Far Journeys" and "Ultimate Journey" by R.Monroe and
books of Castaneda describe this very well. The memories of these
experiences are compartmentalized and blocked by Wernicke's commands
from your conscious mind. They are given to you by a human or an alien
programmer. Reptilians prefer: the less you and your Alters know about
your involvement in their tasks, the better.
Our Higher Selves have found that you would only get more confused and
overwhelmed, if you know what all your Alters have done or are doing at
the moment.
Only
your
HS knows all what is happening to you by monitoring you and your Alters
and storing all the information. Only if your HS, for some
reason, would make you to start an
investigation, handle the truth and publish the results for the others,
then you will find out a bit more info about yourself. That happened to
R.Monroe, W.Buhlman, Cathy O'Brien and Mark Philips, to Brice Taylor
and numerous other
authors.
Here are some relevant thoughts from "Pyramids of Montauk" by
Preston
Nichols and Peter Moon ( p.253):
"I
discovered a number of years ago that the Montauk Project connected
with a number of other space-time projects. These, in turn, connected
back to other projects that extended throughout history and
into
the future. It appears that the Montauk
Project itself reached directly
back to 3.6 million years in the past and to about 6037 in
the
future. They fed these timelines back on themselves. What
this means is
that we actually lived this timeline twice. It is the second run
through, and quite possibly, we may have been through this timeline
more than twice. Because we really can't have 2 different timelines for
the same time period, it means that one timeline must veer off and
become an Alter-nate reality (in Parallel Universe, LM)."
Could
it be that some of us living here now have also participated
in 3 million years ago Mar's civilizations? Before the
catastrophe Mars was habitable, but after the catastrophe only
Inner part of Marswas/is still habitable) ?"
All Alters are new holographic parts
of the original Spirit, with new experiences,
separate
lives/ages/sexes/nationalities/
languages/characters/preferences/skills/levels
of awareness/emotional and physical
states. It is impossible not to expand, not to have newly grown Alters
with so much violence around us, which has been created by design: for
the Expansion of the Universe!
Negatives are trying to get
as
many Alters in each one of us as possible. Endgame, they (you know
who) need to hurry up! Here are a few lines of a female-explorer in
one of the seminars at Monroe Institute. This experience is proving
the existence of her sub-incarnations (Alters), from R.Monroe's "Far
Journeys"p.66:
"I
am just floating up now. Now I'm supposed to stand and observe what
is going to happen. My ear is ringing now but somebody is working on my
face. They are helping to exercise my throat muscles to talk by getting
me prepared.
Other Voice :" We are trying to show that she is multidimensional, and
this is why she is able to see as a great circle of self, of many
forms, of the self. It appears to her to be like MANY SELVES extending
from a circle and between. We are trying to show her there are many,
many dimensions of one human self. As she can see and understand that
she is much more of that conscious self that she sees in the mirror,
and that she experiences in her waking state. She will be much more
prepared to go into the multidimensional levels of the consciousness,
and not only the visual. This is very important to work on the visual,
but also we are working with the other senses as well."
Often aliens use us to manipulate each other without us knowing it, to
make your own Alters, sometimes for the purpose of
suppression/manipulation of more advanced Alters in the same physical
body.
Robert
Monroe wasn't an exception of the rule if you read
carefully his books. He had sub-incarnations too. One man couldn't do
the amount and the variety of jobs he could do in such a short time.
That would require a few more gifted people and these people were his
own Alters! The hardest work, of course, was his Astral travels to much
higher Densities.
We
all heard about people like that: capable of doing so
many different things, so fast and so well! In fact, our HS's knew
that without having a help of a few Alters it would be difficult for a
Simultaneous incarnation to handle Endgame Time and get required
experiences! The books on MPD will explain MPD better than I would. For
some
reason books on MPD are written, videos are made or talks are done
mainly by females! Intuition and the hardships, their womb
(the
Universal Antenna) help females to understand
psychology better and also the creation of their own families,
particularly when they have children. As you can see the
discussion and planning of your Alters is done in advance by you and
your Higher Self
before your birth. Most
well known people have/had Alters who were involved in
politics, religions, arts, education , philosophy, architecture,
science and technology, finance and media, military and intelligence,
arts and crafts
etc. all through the history of this Planetary Game. It's not a
question who hasn't got MPD, but a question who doesn't (only the
number of those artificially created personalities is different). The
more gifted
actor/actress, a musician, a writer, an artist etc. in Hollywood or
elsewhere would be the one who's got more Alters (Sub-incarnations) and
ability to use them to mesmerize the public! Sometimes Alters were/are
artificially created in that particular actor/actress to fit a certain
role !
I
would like to add more of my own observations.
Sometimes when you are driving a car, have you noticed that you come to
your destination without knowing how you got there, because you were
not thinking about driving, but about something else (especially about
something worrying you) or while talking to someone? Nevertheless,
you ended up where you wanted. One of your Alters (usually more
experienced driver) took over and you didn't even notice!
Or one day you can play the instrument/sing a song, another day you
can't and you don't know why? The reason is that another Alter got hold
of
you, the one who is not familiar with this activity.
Or you read a book/textbook/other materials, then in a while you read
it again and you can bet that you've never read it before. It means
that another Alter is reading these materials now, the one who's never
read it.
The
same story is with languages. The older you are the
harder it is to learn a foreign language. Why? Because you've grown
more Alters when you are older and it's difficult to teach them all the
same foreign language (you never know which Alter walks-into your body
right now, the one learnt it or the one who has no idea about it).
When
you are reading foreign literature and every day you are trying to
remember the translation of one word in a dictionary and every day you
are surprised why you
can't
remember it. The reason is that every day a different Alter
reads this word. Sometimes a sabotaging Wernicke's command (to the
Wernicke's
part of the brain) was given to you at some stage, to discourage you
from learning a foreign language. That happened to me a
thousand
times!
And
the older you are the more sabotaging Alters would participate in
discouraging you from doing anything,
especially from researching highly advanced literature.
Neutralising our
sabotaging Alters by getting Wernicke's commands out would
give us a tremendous evolutional push, but it's not that easy to do
especially if your Higher Self think you need more of the same lesson.
We are shifting from Alter to Alter all day long depends
on our activities: anything can trigger the exchange of Alters in the
body. Sometimes
you start doing something so well and that surprises you,
because, to your knowledge, you've never done it before, but you can do
it
without any problems. Your other Alters were taught to do it someplace
else. The
memory of it was blocked, but now, for some reason, the right Alter is
doing the job. Or
the opposite might happen: some days you are playing tennis ( golf
whatever) so bad,
like never before and you would say: "Oh well, it's not my day!"
But in reality it's not the same Alter present in your
body, it's the one who's never been playing tennis before.
We think that we don't have Astral travels or never have been
living in
Parallel Realities or taken into the past /future.
But , in reality, we have Alters specially trained
and used for these
activities (by you know who) and the memory of it is blocked again. We
don't even remember most of our dreams and all that is done by design!
The presence of Alters often makes us confused, but not our HS's, who
are watching and storing all the experiences. Split personality (when 2
Alters are present in the body at the same time) is
another proof of MPD, though that happens for a short time (shamans
can do it for longer periods).
Don Genaro, a shaman demonstrated to Carlos Castaneda
'Splitting
personality' technique in "Tales of Power" so well. How you can talk
about MPD if you didn't experienced it your self? It's the same as with
the orangoutang, if you want to know more about orangoutang, then
become one, like William Buhlman says! I know what Split personality is
from my personal
experience, but it didn't make me crazy and didn't make Carlos
Castaneda, Don Juan, Don Genaro and others crazy. On the contrary: they all developed a great
sense of humour as a result.
Voices in your head and missing time are other proofs that you
have MPD, you might not
even notice that you had missing time or talked to yourself (to your
Alters, to your Higher Self)! How many Alters we would have
depends on the decision of individual HS (usually more in females
because of their resilience, the ability to withstand all kinds of
pressures better than males).
I find a lot of
wisdom in
R.Monroe's and C.Castaneda's books. All the books are censored (except
for "Matrix 5"), that's why you wouldn't get an
ideal book with all the Truth in it. Besides we all are also changing
with time and what we thought being the Truth, can prove to be a Lie or
a misunderstanding. They say:"
There are many Truths, not just one." Life is so complex!
We
need to discern so carefully whatever we are reading.
Here are some observations of us from the
point of view of a shaman Don Juan from "The Art of Dreaming" by
Carlos Castaneda, p.5 :
"They (sorcerers) said that the essence of the universe resembles
incandescent threads stretched into infinity in every conceivable
direction, luminous filaments that are conscious of themselves in
ways impossible for the human mind to comprehend.
From seeing the essence of the universe, the sorcerers of antiquity
went on to see the energy essence of human beings. Don Juan stated that
they depicted human beings as BRIGHT
SHAPES THAT RESEMBLED GIANT EGGS
AND CALLED THEM LUMINOUS EGGS. When sorcerers see a human being ...they
see a giant, luminous shape that floats, making, as it moves, a deep
furrow in the energy of the earth, just as if the luminous
shape
had a taproot that was dragging (in modern times more of a
round
shape, LM)... the crucial feature of human beings (non aliens or minions,
LM) as
luminous balls: a round spot of intense brilliance,
the size of a tennis ball, permanently lodged inside the luminous ball
(this
tennis ball is our Spirit, the part of our HS, LM),
flushed with its
surface,
about 2 feet back from the crest of a person's right shoulder
blade...named the assemblage point after seeing what it does...it (this tennis ball, LM) makes
us perceive ... it
is totally absent from corpses."
Doesn't this
description of the
energy shape of human beings seeing by a shaman reminds you the shape
of our
HS's as well? Looks like the shapes are repeated only the size is
different (the shape of the Higher Self and our personal luminous
ball). Maybe
we are more complex than we think we are and maybe there is more
to the picture of a Simultaneous Higher Selves in the "Matrix 5"
books? Maybe,
something needs to be added. Our Alters are not restricted to 3d
Density: they travel to much higher densities. Take, for
instance, R.Monroe and all the
Monroe Institute's (TMI)
participants.
They (or rather their Alters) were Astral traveling to all kind of
dimensions, densities , Parallel realities and universes, past and
future. R.Monroe even reached the Aperture and was shown by
his higher evolved part the reflection of Creative Force (on
the highest Density), see Robert Monroe info
for
more
details. And there were some cases described by Dolores
Cannon in
her books, that other people were capable to have the same experience.
Nevertheless,
we would look more like not complete versions
of our HS's to an eye of a sorcerer.
We know that the
Planetary Spirit
is one of the incarnations of our Sun (the Sun is the Higher Self of
Earth and other planets of our Solar System). And like us, Earth
Planetary Spirit has Alters in
Parallel Universes too.
"More
to the picture of our Higher Selves"(part 2)
In addition to what I said in the previous article I would like to
recommend to read the first 19 pages of
"The Art of Dreaming"by Castaneda, if you didn't read it or read it
long ago. There you would see an excellent explanation of how a torture
act could create an Alter in a human, the mechanics of it:
" Luminous ball (of the whole person) is much larger than the human
(physical) body."
1. " Perception takes place on the assemblage point (size of a tennis
ball)...they (sorcerers) saw that out of the millions of the universe's
luminous energy filaments passing through the entire luminous ball,
only a small number pass directly through the assemblage point..."
2. "...they saw that a spherical extra glow, slightly bigger than the
assemblage point , always surrounds it, greatly intensifying the
luminosity of the filaments passing directly through the glow..."
3. "Finally, they saw two things:
a....the assemblage points of human beings can dislodge
themselves from the spot where they are usually located (usually
as a result of physical/psychological stress/torture, LM);
b. ...when the assemblage point is on its habitual position,
perception and awareness seem to be normal...but when their assemblage
points and surrounding glowing spheres are on a different position than
the habitual one, their unusual behavior seems to be the proof that
their awareness is different ...
c. ...the greater the displacement of the assemblage point
from its
customary position, the more unusual the consequent behavior...,
awareness and perception."
This is
the
sign of an Alter of a different wavelength and this is how
Alters are created: by the move of assemblage point. All Alters have
different wavelengths compare to the Core Self, the Original one. If
you carefully
observe a
person
or yourself and notice sudden jerks/twists of some parts of
your body, that
would mean that you've been exposed to some brief electronic attack to
cause certain Alters to come out. The change of the Alters in the body
also often happens without a warning and you might not notice it. Many
other things can cause this change, good source of info on the subject
of creation of MPD and on Mind Control would be the book written by
Cisco Wheeler and Fritz Springmeier, called "The
Illuminati Formula Used to
Create an
Undetectable Total Mind Controlled
Slave" and another book by the same authors "Deeper Insights into the
Illuminati Formula". You can find these books on our website using Cisco
Wheeler and Fritz Springmeier info
link.
At
the time of the winking out all together with the New Earth from the
old reality to
the new dimension, all our Assemblage Points must be in the same
position, only different to the 'normal' one we so used to.
And now
back to
Carlos Castaneda:
"...4. Assemblage
point is easily dislodged during sleep ...dreams
are
totally associated with that displacement...the greater the
displacement, the more unusual the dream is or vice versa: the more
unusual the dream is, the greater is the displacement...(sorcerers)
forced the displacement of the assemblage point...ingesting plants that
can produce altered states of consciousness (creating the
displacement and getting the right Alters for the task, LM);
subjecting themselves to states of hunger (good for modern food
shortages, LM), fatigue and stress; and especially
controlling dreams.
In
this fashion, and perhaps without even knowing it, they created
dreaming."
There is also an explanation of the word 'nagual' in Castaneda's book
"Art of Dreaming" p.10:
" It was explained to me that this concept refers to any person, male
or female, who possesses a specific kind of energy configuration, which
to a seer appears as a double luminous ball. Seers believe that when
one of these people enters into the sorcerer's world, that extra load
of energy is turned into a measure of strength and the capacity for
leadership. Thus, the nagual is the natural guide, the leader of a
party of sorcerers."
R.Monroe
had a double luminous ball that allowed him to achieve what he
achieved, LM.
That
has been noticed by Reptilians when they have been experimenting
on us for
thousands of years, how our appearance would change
a bit (shapeshift) from Alter to Alter depending on our
thoughts and emotions (especially the face). Reptilians lose
their
ability to look human while asleep, they can no longer hold the
Assemblage Point in the right place while asleep. It
seems that Reptilians learned shapeshifting from us. The vibration of
human blood (the frequency of it) would just help
to move the assemblage point to the right position. We
know that some shamans/sorcerers (males/females) still
can shapeshift
into animals (Alters), into different kinds of human males/females
and even alien forms if they want to. That is the proof
of MPD. Shamans are fully conscious of it and are using their Multiple
Presonalities for their
benefit.
R.Monroe
described that the same was happening to him while
astral traveling (having experiences of a bird, fish, wind, tree,
panther, cloud). Dolores Cannon writes a lot in her books about the
same from her clients' regressions.
Castaneda's
books are giving us more understanding of our nature and prepare us for
the next step up (if you throw a few things out of his books, like
"returning to 'Eagle
Force' after we die" and others).
Another
name for a MPDed man/woman is Montauk Boy/Girl. It originated from
"Montauk" books series. These books are also show that the experiments
with moving humans with their physical body to higher vibrations have
been done before and continue to this day. And the biggest transition
of humans (many millions) with their physical bodies is expected at the
time of the Earth Split into the Old Earth and the New Earth and
further Shifts to the higher frequency, higher densities.
Al Bielek talks a lot about his own participation in "Philadelphia
Experiment" in one of his videos named " The Boys
From Montauk" made in Brisbane, Australia a
few years ago. Here are some of his thoughts from this video on how
programming of boys/girls is achieved (read MPD is achieved). I have a
lot of experience with that too: my own son is a
Montauk Boy:
"Rift
in time was created in 1943 to 1983 - 40 year rift in time and
space, this allowed large movements of aliens, forming extra bases. One of the
reasons to nuke Nagasaki was presence of aliens underground
of that place and also in Devil's Triangle off the shore of Japan,
which is opposite of Bermuda Triangle, across the globe.
W. Reich's mind control and manipulation of youngsters from 12-16,
feeding programming into their brains and erasing full knowledge of
programming action. This way Montauk Boys are
directed to do violent acts like massacres, then kill themselves to
prevent being caught (without
their full knowledge and that is done a lot these days, LM).
About 5 millions are programmed in USA alone. Distinct signature of
Montauk man/woman is recognized by those who worked in Montauk project
(less females and less in Australia,). A psychic can pick a black,
jigsaw-edged aura of Montauk person or through body language...
Sexual Programming through
the use of Montauk Chair:
" At the point of orgasm, conscious (an Alter, LM)
and sub -conscious
(a higher evolved
part of the Higher Self, LM) minds lock into each other
and information could
be transmitted either way for a brief period of time (to
Higher
Self or from Higher Self, LM). The trick was/is to sustain
(prolong) the
controlled period of time before the orgasm to transmit the information
(instructions) or take something out. Homosexuals
and lesbians are deprogramming each other during sex (ruining their
programming, that's why they have so much trouble to be what they are,
LM).
Kundalini energy is released and doubled to
cause deprogramming. Human brain is a receptor of scalar energy.
Montauk Boys can be triggered by a telephone call, radio
transmitted
message. They never remember that they've been a part of a program
buried in their sub-conscious. Preston Nichols proved that by using a
radio transmitter with an answering machine message, most of the
Montauk Boys can be located (they
have messages in their heads, LM), but
they could be deprogrammed (Kinesiology
can do that too,
LM). The question is not how many Montauk boys
exist, but how many escaped it? Somebody is getting ready for something
(secret army?)"
Pine Gap in Australia
is used for Time Experiments (in past and in future) as
well. It's US-controlled (favorite place of Henry Hissinger), vast
underground operations in gravity neutral zone in the centre of the
crust of the Hollow Earth. It has a jail, used for rare elements
productions, transporting people/loads/machinery from Earth to any
physical location on Earth, to other planets/moons of our Solar system
and even
any part of our physical universe.
I'm sure there are other sources which explain the same thing.
I noticed that most of the males in their wisdom prefer to
read the materials written by males only, but most of wise and
intelligent
females would read the materials written by both genders.
There
is another name for Alters: reality-shifters, the appropriate
website
(http://realityshifters.com/pages/articles/timeshifting).
More
to the picture of our Higher Selves (part3)
Very little is written about real nature of
Advanced Graduating females in M5 trilogy and I don't blame the Author:
he
still lives in a male body and doesn't want to do anything with women,
except finding more of negative features in them.
M5 trilogy
didn't tell us much about positive sides of a human female.
What I'm about to
present might be important for those who are longing for Balance. I
don't force anyone to agree with what I write.
William Buhlman said:
"If you want
to know all about
orangutan
then become one!" If you want to know all about women, then become one.
You really need to live in a female's body, to have female's
experiences, then you would be able to write about them. Advice for
males: don't think that having female Alters
in your body would give you the full picture of a female. It's still
not enough to fully know female's nature. It reminds me the situation
with male-doctors.
Doctors (mostly males) also seem to "know"
all your health's troubles better than you, though you live in your
body,
not them. It is
especially entertainig when male-gynaecologists give advices to
females how to give a birth.
The experiences of an
Advanced
female (M5 reader)
are
so vastly different from a male's ones. M5 author invented
another
'scientific' hard to understand, special M5 language and when you tell
him about it, his answer will be: you don't understand it because you
are not my level of Awareness (or not very advanced).
I know one thing: the greatness of a writer is measured by the ability
to explain complex things in the simplest words and not by the creation
of another hard to understand 'scientific' language.
And because I had an experience of a female at Endgame
Time, I'll try to present a few interesting factors in my posts,
especially in "More to the picture of our Higher Selves"series and
then leave it to the reader.
Let's face it: we all make mistakes. I assure you, I've
made
more of mistakes than anyone else on this Earth, but I've learnt a
great
deal from them. It surprises me that I'm
still alive. I know that there are NO PERFECT PEOPLE AND PERFECT BOOKS
except one man and his book: M 5 trilogy and his anonymous author(at
least
he think that way)!
I
also don't claim to be perfect in my writings and advise you to check
them and also read my posts again a bit
later: your other alters could understand it better later. There is
also another reason for reading them twice: I change the articles
sometimes for more simple explanation or add new data to it. I'll try to be as close to
the Truth as I
can and encourage you to check out everything I write
about.
I've
been an Androgynous for the last few
years and have no sexual desires towards anyone, still living in a
female's body, but my spirit is fluctuating between a male
and a female. The situation reminds me a little of what R. Monroe wrote about
seeing an Androgynous Being, only my life didn't last for thousands of
years. People
notice it too and tell me about it. I'm pleased with
the
energy
which is coming from me now, though it wasn't like that at the
beginning. I feel that Androgynous people are closer to
Balance than just a male or just a female incarnations. I also have
multiple personalities and just recenly came to the conclusion, that I
never had MPD, but had MPO (multiple personality order).
Among my
other personalities there are males, females and children
of
all ages, some intelligent, some not very bright, some sabotaging, some
gifted
and the number is growing whether I want it or not). I've never been to
a psychologist/psychiatrist/psychiatric institution/jail in my life and
learnt about my multiple personalities from observations of myself and
people living with
me and also from the observations of all the people around me. I also
get a lot of info from the
books on MPD, written mainly by females
who were not ashamed to admit that they had MPD. My research shows that
males can talk or write about MPD , but would hardly ever admit that
they have MPD (even if they know it). Take, for instance, the
psychiatrists themselves. There are so many of them with MPD, but they
would never admit it. Medical profession usually give MPD a
fancy
name like ADD (Attention Deficit Disorder) or hundreds of other names.
Females seems to have more courage
in these matters (especially of non-medical profession) overcoming the
fear of having MPD or being confined to mental hospital/jail for
talking about MPD.
Some of the books on MPD I named, but I couldn't
cover all the
literature: there are so many.
Usually, hardships in life teach females to be more patient
and
understanding of somebody's pain/trouble (but there are, of course,
exceptions). When I found out about my multiple personalities (noone
told me about it), I
was horrified,
but the more I
read about it, the more content I became. It
takes years of working with Alters to integrate them and keep them
in line: some of them, sabotaging ones could be quite wild. Negative
Wernicke's commands in the certain part of the brain (called
Wernicke's) in these Alters making them that way. Especially
difficult if
you don't have anyone to help/advise and even more difficult if you
have MPD yourself and live with those in the family who has severe
cases of MPD too. This is what we all have to observe in ourselves (an
internal
Neighbourhood watch): the damaging actions of our own sabotaging
Alters (sub-incarnations), who don't just do damage to their other
parts,
but also to other people and to the Intent, which is
Shift of Consciousness. As you know that it is so much easier for
Beings on higher densities to watch the actions/thoughts/emotions of
people on this low Density and evaluate them in terms of: how much this
person can do for
the Evolution of this Universe?
Though I
have multiple personalities, it
doesn't make me crazy. Females seem to withstand mental and emotional
problems, better than males (especially young
ones), see Alex
Collier info link
to know more about the problems most of the human males are
facing.
Medical profession (with the help of you know who) made people
feel guilty, afraid and ashamed of MPD and ,of course, the true facts
about the origins and advantages of MPD are very well hidden by medical
establishment.
I, as well as other people, don't know what ALL my Alters are
experiencing, nobody knows except our Higher Selves. It would
only be
known to us after we graduate. I had many years of internal struggle
between my Alters and now I reap the benefits and one of them is my
writings in English and Russian.
I'm not the only one: there are many woken up, brave females
who write books, have websites, give talks, making
videos/dvd's/movies/documentaries, spread the
knowledge by other means and not afraid to speak the Truth (not just
men are doing it). Human females, like males, experiencing full
blast of electronic/physical/psychological tortures and like males
ending up in jails, psychiatric institutions, armies or wars. Lots of
females are psychic and are being used in time experiments with or
without their
knowledge. Both genders have been trained (usually
under pressure) and used as psychic
killers without their approval. And you can't say that
females
are second class citizens any
more, which really was the case on this planet during of thousands and
thousands of years of this Planetary
Game.
Here is an extract about multiple personalities (Alters) of one person
living their lives simultaneously with that person (from Dolores
Cannon's "The Convoluted
Universe", book 3, written in 2008, p. 429-432):
"D
(Dolores): Well, let's move forward in time. When did you get to the
point that you wanted to be a person, a human being instead of watching
and guarding people? What happened to cause that?
I (Irene, the client) : Shift
time. I'm here for the Shift. I'm here to help with the vibrations of
Mother Earth. This is great work that needs to be
done,
and many of us are called.
D: Had you been in a
physical body before been called here?
I: Not seeing one. Strange, should be. Most people are.
D: So you were mostly
doing this guardian work?
I: Seems that way.
D: That was a very
valuable and important work. (Yes) Then, did someone tell
you to come here at the time for the Shift?
I: I just knew. -
It's very difficult to be in the body. Quite confining.
Also very difficult for my mother to birth me. Energies were so strong
for her.
D: Is this what is happening? The normal human spirits that have been on
Earth for many, many lifetimes... are leaving. And being replaced in one way or another by these more advanced spirits
who will be able to handle the stresses of the Shift. Even those who were normally doing guardian... work are being
called in, as well as the more advanced spirits. They are willing to
leave their "home" in the astral to travel here and assist during this
important time.
The
other humans who
are staying are having their bodies adjusted to handle the increase in
the vibrational frequency change. Those who cannot adjust, are leaving the planet.
I: I
didn't stay in her much when she (her mother, LM)
was carring me. I came in at birth and sort of knocked her
out...
D: Were you able to bring all of your energy into that infant body at
the time?
I: No, no, no, no ,no. I would have exploded her.
D: So you just brought a part of yourself into it?
I: I can draw more when I need it.
D:
So this is
the life of the being you are speaking through right now? (Yes) And
this would be your first experience in the physical. Is that right?
I: That I
can recall, yes. I have been here to help others.
D: Was it difficult growing up? Experiencing?
I: Never
fit in. Neeever fit in.
D: Were't you afraid once you got in here, you might get stuck?
I: ...
Not! Nah, can't get stuck. Got too much help, too much power...
D: What are you
supposed to do about the shift?
I: We have many who are here to help Mother
Earth with the
Changes. To help awaken others by simply being. We do tend to escape
from time to time, though.
D: How do you do that?
I: In what you call "sleep", or "meditation".
D: You are able to get out of the body?
I: Definitely... I mean, my challenge in being here is to
be
here. A part of me tends to take off a lot. Actually I have many parts
of me going many places simultaneously, so this is only a very small
part of me here.
D: So when Irene is either meditating or sleeping, you leave and go off
somewhere else?
I: That, and - although it sounds very strange - I do it
even
when I'm doing everything else. I have many things I'm doing all at
once.
D: So you're able to do that, and the body still functions?
I: For certain. I have other (cloned bodies with parts of her soul, LM) bodies functioning in other
places too.
D: Why did you do that?
I: To gain as much as I could..."
You must be blind not to see that all the key positions of
politics/finance/business/science/technology have been dominated
by males for thousands of years (and still are) and women's place
haven't been usually
a
position of power.
I
am an optimist and I know that New Evolutionary energy of
New
Color and Sound is coming from every Black Hole of our Universe and
changing everything inc. Earth Planetary Game. We are no longer in the
3rd Density, we are almost in the 4th D !!! At least half
of our
lives we spent in 4th Density: while asleep, fainting, operated on
(under an anasthetic),
meditating, day-dreaming, having Near Death Experiences or being in
coma. R.Monroe called it "Phasing". I
feel that we, future Graduates, have to prepare ourselves for a big
change and research about MPD would help in the process. We,
humans, are good at learning from each other.
I
have to clarify that low level incarnations
(humans, not aliens/minions) would
never reach big numbers of Alters, but, nevertheless, they will have
Alters too, playing a Game like this, only the numbers will be smaller.
And that number would depend on the
decision of their HS's. Different Alters are created in us for
different
positive/negative missions.
Here are other proofs of existence of Alters in you.
1) Why you
can't
recognize people, but they recognize you and say hello to you. You
don't
understand what's going on. Neither you no people notice that
it's another of
your Alters in front of them, who is not familiar with this person (the
other Alter is).
Preston Nichols was describing it very well in "Montauk
Project"p.21-22, when he couldn't recognize people at the beginning,
but they recognized him:"
I was , however, puzzled by different people
recognizing me... I had often traveled to Ham-fests, (where Ham radio
equipment is bought and sold) and there more people would recognize me.
I had no idea who they were, but I would talk to them and ask them
about Montauk (these people knew the other Preston Nichols
(one of his
Alters) before his
memory was erased ,LM).
The
Meeting with Higher Self
For
the last 20 years on a few occasions I found that it's not
that
easy to die contrary to common beliefs. I tried many times and I
remember Robert Monroe described in one of his books, how he, in one of
his lives, was begging someone up there to get him out of Earth, but
eventually got the message to go on with his life. Alex Collier has
been constantly saying how much he wanted to return to his home planet
and be with Zenetians from Andromedan constellation.
I met many people,
both males and females, who didn't want to live here on this
Earth
for different reasons, but their Higher Selves decide whether they stay
here or move out of here.
Dolores Cannon in her book
"Between Death and Life" written in 1993, explained why this is
happening by describing
one story of a
woman, which reminds me my personal desire to vacate this planet and
move to the spirit world. This woman moved to the spirit world (higher
4th Density) after clinical death and was asked whether she wanted
to stay there or return back to Earth. She wanted to
stay in
the
spirit world, but was manipulated by the group of beings (perhaps the
part of her Higher Self) to return back to Earth to continue with her
life. This story has also a good description of this woman's Higher
Self. I found this story very useful,
p.30:
Meg:
"I got the impression at that point that I was not always
going to be given a choice. I also got the impression
that not everyone was given a choice...
Then I also got the impression that this "angel of death" was not this
being's permanent position. I felt that he was just on assignment, and
that he wouldn't always be having this
assignment. There were some other shadowy figures there, and
I
perceived that they were there to help me. Because he said, "Do you
wish to stay (in spirit world) or do you wish to go?"
Now stay meant stay
with them; go
meant
go back. It's not what you would normally think. It was the
reverse. "Do you wish
to stay or do you wish to go?" And I knew it was wonderful there, and I wanted to stay. (Excited)
And so I said,
"I want to stay."
I
can't remember
his exact words, but he said, "There are some things you have to know
before you make up your mind." Then I was shown my mother and she was
crying and sobbing. And he said, "Now your mother will destroy those
around her." And I am sure he was talking about my father. I perceived
that her life would just be over
at that point. And his love for her, his life would be over. But I
said, "Oh, I want to
stay." Because I perceived that time was so fast there, that
It was nothing. They (the parents) would be there so quickly, and they
would understand when they got there. I also perceived another thing,
that whatever way I chose was just
right. There was absolutely no
judgement or censure, but what I chose to do was the right thing to do.
Then I was shown my husband. He was crying and he was saying, "I never
knew I loved her," which fits in with the way the marriage was at that
time. I saw it would be very hard on him, but I said, "I want to stay". Because I
knew that in just a little while everybody would be there, and they'd
all understand.
Then he said, "Now your children will be all right, but they will not
go as far as they could." But I still said, "I want to stay."
I knew my children would be all right. Maybe not do as
well as
if I was there, but they'd still not go under. To stay there was still
the most attractive choice. And then
Death said,"Now you will have to stay close to your children." In other
words, stay close to the edge. And I was told I would have to guide my
children.
I was just astonished, because that's not what I
wanted. I wanted to go on over to this happy place and learn.
I don't know how I knew I could learn there. It just came into my mind,
and I knew. I hadn't seen it, but I knew the minute these people opened
their mouths, that this was a place that I wanted to be. I just knew
that there were answers there. The answers,
I suppose. There were studies; answers; growth. This was just
instinctive, but I knew it was a place where I
wanted to stay. I sure didn't
want to leave it and go back to these problems. I wanted to be there. But I
reluctantly said at that point,
"Well, if I have to stay close to the edge, I might as well go back.
I've got these responsibilities. And I can handle it better from that
side than I can by just trying to stay close to my children and
infuencing." So I said, "Okay, I'll go." And they all seemed quite
pleased that I had decided that, even though there would have been no
censure or judgement.
I felt as if I was beginning to pull back. And I saw those other minor
figures whispering, "She is going to go. She's going to go." I can't
remember if they disappeared or if they went around the barrier (light barrier - the border
between dencities, LM).
I
think they went around the barrier. And I perceived that they had been
there to help me cross over. But they weren't , so they
disappeared. Then I started to pull back, as if I was leaving. And one
of these men spoke up and said, "Before you go, there some things we
want you to know."
Instantly I was in another place. I wasn't in the tunnel anymore. It
was kind of like a backyard, and there was a circle of people. I've
tried since then to guess how many were in that circle of people
sitting
around in chairs. I would guess maybe eight/ten men and women. I
perceived that they were my council. And I knew that every single
person (on Earth, LM)
has
a council (a Higher
Self, LM) that has a responsibility for each soul down
here...I really
couldn't see faces but this one person sort of guided me...He took me
over to a girl sitting under a tree and she had a black skin, colored
skin. And he kind of plucked at her skin...And he said,"This is so unimportant.
It's just a little covering. It's so unimportant, it's laughable," and
then they both kind of laughed. And I was thinking, " Why is he telling
me this? I know
that."
Then the next picture was ... we were standing on a road, and there was
at least one of my counselors with me. These two young men of East
Indian visage (appearance) were walking up the road.
And they were there
to show me
myself. Now I was standing there and all over sudden next to me was
myself. I saw a beautiful, very large, brilliant, opaque shimmering
sphere that I knew was myself (this
is how our Higher Selves look like, LM). And I walked
around , and I entered myself, this sphere of light. (She
illustrated with hand motions the act of entering the top of this
sphere and proceeding downward through it to come out of the bottom.)
And I knew that when I came out I would have all my answers. I would
know myself. And I did.
But when I went into the sphere I descended. It was like being bathed
in milky white, very comfortable. And I thought , " Any minute now I
will reach the center." And soon I reached on through and emerged out
the other side, sort of at a downward angle. I knew when I was in the
center, but
the center was
exactly like the periphery. In other words, the center was exactly like
the edges. Yet I perceived when I was in the edges and going through
and in the center and coming out again. But the center was exactly like
the periphery. They were just the same composition. When I came out I knew
myself. And I stood there, and I felt embarrassed. I felt naked because
I knew myself and I perceived my good and my bad, and I made no
judgement upon myself. And I said, " I've got to work on that." And
they knew me, too. They knew me totally. And they smiled
and nodded. And the nice thing was that there was
no censure(disapproval, critisism)...No judgement...
This is where I get
hazy...I
looked up and the sky was suddenly darkened, and it was filled with
stars. Some were huge and some were medium and some were tiny, and they
were of varying brilliancies but not one outshone the other. Even if
there was a very tiny one next to a huge brilliant one, you could still
see each with equal clarity (they are our Higher Selves
of different sizes, depending on how evolved this Higher Self is, LM).
And I knew the stars
were souls. I
said, "Well, where is mine?" And someone said, "There it is." I looked
behind me and there was my star...And suddenly I was there,
in the place where my star was. And I felt
like I was interwoven into fabric.
In that instant I knew that we were
all totally connected and that no matter what happened we could not be
destroyed. Even if something came and ripped the fabric, the fabric
would hold. I knew that I could not be destroyed, nor could anyone
else..."
Dolores:
...When
Meg was zapped by the ball of lightning that might have been an actual
jolt to the body to restore life. She returned to her body immediately
after being jolted. It could have affected her rather like the electric
shocks administered to a patient after their heart stops...
As
Meg said, "Maybe someone has to almost lose their life in order to find
it."
There is also another mentioning of the structure of our Higher Selves
by the same author in her "The Convoluted Universe", part 2, pp.
591-601, written in 2005:
D - for Dolores; M - for Michelle, an Australian female, a client.
"D:
Is this to be your first life as a human being on Earth?
M:
This part of me, yes. It’s
much more complicated. It reminds me of a diamond, and those different
parts of the diamond. The different facets. This facet has never been
here before. The other two facets have. I think that my soul has more
than one part to it. The different parts are the different facets.
(Like
Facets of the Diamond. This is a picture of your Higher Self. As you
can see: one soul from this particular Higher Self is entering at birth
and stays in the body till the age of 10; then it's exchanged with
another, more evolved soul from the same Higher Self and stays in the
body till the age of 21; then it's exchanged with even more
mature/evolved soul and this soul stays in the body till the rest of
the life of the body, LM).
D:
Can one of the facets know about the other facets?
M:
(Surprised) Yes, they can! They
will. They will take turns in this life. They won’t be able
to
manage the whole thing by themselves. The first facet will be there up
until age ten. The second facet will be there till age twenty-one. Then
the third facet will be there for the remainder.
D:
Why does there have to be different facets for the different parts of
the life?
M:
That’s the only way this can be done successfully.
D:
It would be difficult for one facet to go through. It
wouldn’t be able to?
I've
never read an observation of the Future Shift of Consciousness on
planet Earth, future Supernova happening to our Sun (an explosion) and
transforming the physical planet Earth into a Nebula in any other book
except R.Monroe's "Far Journeys" in chapter 16 called "The
Gathering", p.229-232. Here is another description of our Higher
Selves.
The
book was written by R.Monroe in 1982, but the Universal Shift of
Consciousness of our physical Universe started
on 23rd of March 1994, 12 years later. You have to expect some
favorable changes in the outcome of this Shift. Some Parallel
physical Universes are having Shifts too.
R.Monroe
was taken by his Inspec-friend to the future to witness the Shift of
Consciousness. Then he
created program for the participants to witness the Gathering Event
too; this program was called "Exploration 27". Here is the description
of numerous Higher Selves gathering to observe this Event:
"We
were on the far rim of the outermost ring. I could recognize it from
the very thin ambience of haze. The soft white forms (Higher
Selves', LM) were all
around us...
I was
so
completely fascinated by the display that I did not at first notice the
background. As far as I could perceive in all directions, with
the
earth at the center, was a host of
forms, countless numbers, it seemed. Some had
shape, others appeared as no more than a wisp of cloud vapor, all
glowed in various degrees of
intensity. From
those nearest us, I had the same percept of expectancy, of waiting for
the show to begin. It must be some BIG SHOW to attract all of these..."
A
menstruation or periods are not natural. Periods are monthly
abortions of fetuses in women, done by people or aliens turning up in
their
bedrooms at night from another dimension, using the technology to do
it.
It has been done for thousands of years. There are/were millions of
women playing this game for thousands of years and they all most of
their lives had periods once or twice a months (sometimes up to 3
times). Fetuses don't have souls: they are just vehicles in first
stages, but they are still the energy of a woman taken from her on
regular basis and creating constant unbalance in her body. The question
is what is done to all those fetuses?
Now I understand these things much more and, finally, I realised that
all these fetuses were/are needed to populate this and other physical
Universes (though this Universe is not going to be physical pretty
soon). To create Human+ endless experements had to be performed on
those fetuses; many of them have been grown in labs and genetically
altered to have the body more tolerant to the rapid change of
vibrations at modern times. Children now have new bodies and that helps
them more to overcome the drastic Earth Changes. This process is not
over yet and continue till we reach non-physical stage when we don't
need physical bodies. But other humans in other physical Universes
would still need them to participate in physical , 3D Plantary Games on
other planets. All this is described in materials printed by
many authors. The advanced technology helps the geneticists to do the
job: it existed for millions of years.
Apart from that Reptilians/Sirians/Grays
are growing numerous
fetuses underground.
An army of sexual slaves/soldiers is sent all over the universe to live
with other
cultures and to fight Planetary/Galactic wars.
A
human feamale is working overtime without knowing it,
because her body/energy is used up to 3 times a month for growing
fetuses. No wonder that she is tired, irritable, sick quite often and
she is often rasing children alone or with a male partner whom she
supplies with her energy too. She often have many other jobs on
top of
that and being constantly abused by males. I know it from my personal
experience: my body has been used as a
production line for fetuses, for feeding hundreds of hybrid
children, human/alien males with my
energy and for
endless experiments
without me knowing it. I only learnt about it much later and now I
changed my views. I no longer regret it because it's been done for the
noble cause: the Evolution of our and other Universes!
Here is an article from Internet about a young woman, who had 'Alzhemer
disease', but whose Alter was replaced by another of her Alters or a
total stranger (a Walk-In), who doesn't know much of her life. There
are millions of cases like that worldwide and that is done with
permission of the Higher self of that person.
Woman with Alzheimer forgets she's a mum
http://bigpondnews.com/articles/OddSpot/2010/04/13/Woman_with_Alzheimer_forgets_shes_a_mum_450696.html
A
young woman with rapid-onset Alzheimer's disease has given birth to a
healthy baby girl - but has no idea she has become a mother.
Rebecca Doig from Sydney was diagnosed with the disease last August.
The 31-year-old Australian was found to be pregnant during a series of scans to see what was causing her memory loss.
Her condition has deteriorated so quickly, she has no idea what she has been through.
While daughter Emily was delivered by Caesarean section last week, mum Rebecca has not yet been able to hold her.
Emily's father Scott now has to look after his wife and newborn daughter.
'Emily is perfect,' Mr Doig told The Sunday Telegraph.
'She's
a very beautiful little thing and very healthy. The road ahead is going
to be extremely difficult - there's no two ways about it.
'We take every day as it comes because there is not a lot that we can do about it.
'If
you sit there and start thinking about things, you will just get
depressed. I can't do that because I've got a wife and now a little
girl to look after.'
Mrs Doig is believed to be the first female to be affected by the rare form of Alzheimer's.
Her daughter does not carry the defective PSEN1 gene that would have predisposed her to the condition.
Mrs Doig was originally diagnosed with depression but by 2008, her forgetfulness was so bad she could not hold down a job.
The dementia caused the part of the brain that controlled emotion to shrink, leaving Mrs Doig isolated from friends and family.
The couple, who had planned to have children, were also struggling financially with Mrs Doig refused a disability pension.
To help Mr Doig cope, his work mates have organised a benefit night next weekend to raise funds for the family.
'It's hard to see your wife lose that,' the new dad said.
'Once she was so energetic and youthful. But she's my life and I'm not giving up on her.'
Tuesday, April 13, 2010 » 08:41am
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Robert
Monroe on MPD
The Universe is expanding and more and more Parallel Universes are
created from this process. The same is happening to us : each one of us
is expanding and more and more of Alters are created from the Original
Self! This process R.Monroe calls Phasing.
"Phasing Level of Human
Consciousness" by Robert Monroe
We have also another thing that comes up that deserves a broad
scientific treatment, and that is...we call it PHASING. This Mind
Consciousness that we have is in full phase, let's say hopefully as I
sit and talk to you here that of my consciousness is involved in doing
this. If you are daydreaming or you are called absent-minded, a part of
your Consciousness is not here, a very significant part of it. And so
if you think of those being phases that 90% of your Mind-Consciousness
being is here at this moment and there is a flicker and a part of you
is phasing out of it and if you take it deeper than you can see what
all of this whole program process means. It means that you becoming
more and more out of phase, that are greater percent of you is active
in some other state. Meditating states are a form of phasing. Let's say
the 25% or more of your phasing patterns, of what is out of physical,
is involved in something else and as a result you learn more about your
own personal creative process. That's been just an absurd thing to you
in the past and then it becomes absurdly easy.
PHASING LEVELS OF HUMAN CONSCIOUSNESS
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wlBOJEik1aI&NR=1
The
Many Faces of Bob Monroe (many Personalities/Alters) by Paul Rademacher
I want to read for you a section from Ron Russell's book
"Journey
of Robert Monroe". It's a great read. You would learn so much about
history of the Institute. You'll learn so much about Robert Monroe.
This particular quote comes from Lesley Frans. I think it's so telling.
she said:"Among the stuff we often spoke about Bob in terms of which
personality aspect he was expressing at the moment. Uncle Bob or Dad,
Buisnessman Bob, Good Executive Director, Old Boy Bob, Cosmic Bob,
Paranoid Bob, Performer Bob.
These were main Bobs I knew, but not by far the only Bobs. Once you
learn to take advantage of determining which bob was present for
attempting communication: it would change on a dime.
She has a juggling Bob caused the stuff much frustration. Buisnessman
Bob sent ethics down from the Black Hole as we call his office at his
cabin from the Robert's Mountain. Some other Bob refuted it (proved to
be wrong), it aches and Paranoid Bob regained untrustful worthiness of
stuff to fail to follow the ethics.
One time Buisnessman Bob (she described it as a verification in 1950's
ethics) sly, hard, unemotional in a pursuit of a dollar and he was whom
Lesley was expected to encounter when she was summon to a meeting in
the central dining room with Bob and Ron Harris. She was the first to
arrive, she sat down to wait.
The others came together. Bob carrying a yellow legal pad, covered with
this customary big black leathering. Soon we wrer settling in and I
glanced at Bob. At that moment he caught my eye and the most
extraodinary thing happened. I felt as though he and I were transported
into another awareness and the stream of communication issued from his
gaze directly from my consciousness. The stream contained words and
feelings. It's said:"Isn't it fun?" This refered to the entire human
drama as well as our little meeting accompanied by the lightest sense
of fun and mischief, which I saw reflected in the sparkling eyes across
from me: I had encounted a Cosmic Law."
I think all of us have been beneficiaries of Cosmic Bob for sure. There
is no question about it. That's why we keep coming back, isn't it? And
that's a Gift.
The Many Faces of Bob Monroe http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oClXKd_fKo0&feature=related
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When R.Monroe is talking
about the difference between Focuses and who would you meet on what
Level, he gave us
an excelent example of Multiple Personality Disorder; our
Alters,
especially children-Alters are turning up on those Levels as a result
of physical/emotional traumas, trying to reunite with their
Core-Selves, p.253, "Ultimate Journey" :
"Others
may appear as fragments of current life personalities, aspects which
had fled or been torn away from the Core Self; for example, child
selves who had escaped from the trauma and pain of physical or
emotional abuse in their families and now seek to be reunited ..."
R.Monroe, by the way, never wanted to be a woman, after having a
dreadful experience as a woman. He described it in one of the books.
R.Monroe's books are full of descriptions of MPDed humans, only he
doesn't call it that way. Here is on them,
p.203 "Ultimate Journey":
". . . clusters of light, human energy lights, a
multidimensional carpet of them, endless . . . I-There
clusters . . . how did I miss them before? Now I understand the inflow
and outflow . . . mine is there but I must stay on track . . . the
outflow of helpers, finding
lost parts of their cluster . . . the
inflow bringing them back. And that other steady outflow . . .
thousands and thousands . . . the
insertions of groups of personality units into single fresh humans in
the
Earth Life System
. . ." ("lost parts"
and "personality units" are the
keys for MPD, LM)
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"Matrix
3" book on MPD
FROM:
Matrix III- Volume 2,
p.559-566, by Val Valerian (printed in 1995) :
The Rise of Multiple Personality Disorders, Ritual Abuse and
U.S. Intelligence Agency Involvement in Covert MPD Operations
A review of Multiple Personality Disorder
The earliest recorded multiple personality disorder was related by
Paracelsus in 1646, involving a woman who was amnesic for an alter
personality she reported as stealing her money. In 1791, Eberhardt
Gmelin reported on the case of “exchange
personalities”. He
treated a German woman who would suddenly
“exchange” her
personality, language and manners with a personality who spoke perfect
French and behaved like an aristocratic lady. As the French
personality, the woman retained memory for all that happened in her
French state, whereas she was amnesic for this same behavior in her
German personality. Gmelin was able to switch her back and forth
between these two personalities with a wave of his hand. It was one of
the first reported cases where a therapist established control over an
MPD patient. Benjamin Rush, one of the signers of the Declaration of
Independence and chief surgeon of the Continental Army, collected case
histories of dissociation and MPD for his lectures and writings on
physiological psychiatry. Rush penned the first attempt at a textbook
on psychiatry in the United States, and theorized that the origin of
MPD involved a curious split in hemispheric interaction.
During the period from 1880 to about 1920, there was a flourishing
interest in multiple personality disorders. A relatively large number
of cases were reported, particularly in France and the United States.
That MPD is considered to be a dissociative phenomena led to increased
discussion about the nature of consciousness itself. It was also a
period of a great many conferences and meetings, many of which devoted
extensive time to sessions on dissociation. A plethora of cases stand
out. Several unusual ones deserve mention. Eugene Azam (1822-1899)
studied the case of Felida over a period of 35 years and published her
case in 1887 with a preface by Charcot. Felida had two prominent
personalities and a third personality which would appear from time to
time. Her first personality was amnesic for the behavior of the second,
whereas her second personality remembered her entire life history. The
third personality, who suffered from attack of anxiety and
hallucination, would emerge on occasion. At one point, the first
personality appeared with an unexplained pregnancy that could not be
explained. The second personality emerged and took responsibility. A
strikingly similar example of an unexplained pregnancy in MPD was
reported in 1984.
Reviewers of MPD all seem to comment on the waxing and waning in the
numbers of case reports over the last two centuries. The period from
about 1920 to early 1970's saw the lowest point of MPD as a clinical
entity. A few cases continued to be reported in journals during the
1930's and 1940's, but added little new information.
In the 1970's, individuals with MPD started appearing out of the
woodwork and case reports of MPD became increasingly commonplace. The
publication of the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental
Disorders (DSM-III) in 1980 by the American Psychiatric Association,
which created many new categories of mental disorders, admittedly for
insurance billing purposes, conferred a certain legitimacy upon MPD
that no other form of “proof of existence” could.
The
period from 1980 to 1995 saw a rapid growth in the number of cases
reported, not necessarily because MPD was quantifiable in terms of the
DSM-III or DSM-III-R (revised), but because there genuinely were more
people appearing with bona fide MPD disorders. The reason for the
increased numbers of MPD cases was unknown.
Some clinical features of MPD have changed over time. The most striking
of these is the difference in the numbers of alternate personalities
reported for earlier cases and the numbers found in modern patients.
Many of the very earliest cases are dual personalities, a condition
that is very rarely encountered in modern patients. When more than one
“alter” was present, usually no more than four
distinct
personalities were identified. An interesting trend toward increasing
numbers of identified alters. In 1978, the mean number of alternate
personalities was 9.7. By 1984, the average number of alternates was
15. Many therapists now report patients having 50 or more alternate
personalities.
A second feature of MPD that has appeared to evolve over time is the
slowly emerging association of the disorder with traumatic childhood
experiences. The existence of a traumatic experience producing
alternate personalities was described by Janet and Morton Prince in
1906 and Walter Prince in 1917, who cited specific physical abuse
episodes for his patient Doris. Goddard in 1926 was the first to report
sexual abuse as a possible precipitant. Morselli in 1930 was the first
to report a history of incest connected with an MPD patient. Until the
late 1970's, however, the majority of case reports did not include a
history of clearly identified childhood trauma as part of the case
history, though many of the early cases did identify childhood
environments characterized by extremely authoritarian, religious, or
perfectionistic standards. Although the incidence of child abuse
between 1976 and 1986 rose, in some samples, as much as 900%, the
number of emerging adult cases, especially in connection with scenarios
involving contact with apparent alien species, as well as U.S.
Government or military personnel, began to accelerate after about 1980.
The Paradigm of CIA Use of MPD Personalities
The core feature of MPD is the existence of alter personalities who
exchange control over an individual’s behavior. The
“alters” appear to be discrete states of
consciousness
organized around a “prevailing affect”, a sense of
self
(including body image), with a limited repertoire of behaviors and a
set of state-dependent memories. The interesting attributes of MPD
memory structures were noticed early on by U.S. Intelligence personnel,
particularly the CIA, who envisioned MPD “sleepers”
as a
form of “Manchurian candidate” able to penetrate
strange
and unusual environments where the primary personality would be so
altered that reactive memory would be oblivious to the strangeness, yet
alternative personalities, apparently impervious to technical memory
erasure techniques, could preserve intelligence data in nested psychic
gestalts accessible by similarly nested code words and phrases when the
“sleeper” could be recovered. The CIA has openly
admitted
MPD experimentation, but insists that it terminated such programs in
1960. The production of MPD personalities, as far as research has
determined, involved ritual sexual abuse of children, use of mind
altering drugs and various forms of negative aversion conditioning
centered around cult activity involving “satanic”
ritual
and belief systems. But, where is the overt proof that this actually
happened, other than in the results gradually emerging from various
psychotherapy sessions? We’ll get into that later, but first
let’s discuss the various attributes assignable to MPD alter
personalities.
The Alter Personalities
In 1984, various APA workshop work with the emerging MPD problem
arrived at a cohesive definition for an “alter”
personality
as “an entity with a firm, persistent, and well-founded sense
of
self and a characteristic and consistent pattern of behavior and
feelings in response to a given stimuli. It has a range of functions, a
range of emotional responses, and a significant memory of its own
existence”. Most MPD patients have some alter personalities
who
meet this definition, as well as a number of what are apparently
personality “fragments” who are similar to
full-fledged
personalities except that they lack the depth and breadth of a full
personality, and have a limited range of affects, behaviors and life
history.
At least 50% or more of MPD patients have “alters”
who see
themselves in diametric conflict with the “host” or
“primary” personality. This group of personalities,
sometimes referred to as “internal prosecutors”
will
“sabotage” the patient’s life and may
inflict serious
injury to the body in attempts to kill or harm the
“host”
or other personalities.
There also may be “suicidal personalities” who are
driven
to kill themselves, and these often have the single-minded dedication
to their task of suicide and have no awareness of the host or other
personalities. At least, the psychological data on this alter
interestingly matches reports of alters of identical function used in
intelligence operations. It is this alter that is often called on, by
virtue of programmed code-words, to eliminate the individual once an
intelligence operation is complete and the
“sleeper” loses
its usefulness.
Most MPD patients have an array of “protector” and
“helper” personalities, who serve as a functional
counterbalance to the “persecutors” and
“suicidals”. In female MPD cases, the
“protector” personalities are often male alters who
will
emerge if they believe the body is in danger or threatened by
circumstances similar to previous trauma. In therapy settings, it is
necessary to contact this alter and assure it that no harm is intended
to the patient. The “protector” personalities also
apparently serve as part of an internal system of “checks and
balances” to counteract some of the self-destructive alters.
A
special subset of the “protector personality” is
the
“internal self-helper”, first identified in 1974.
These
alters are typically passive, emotionless and provide information and
insights into the inner workings of the system. It is from these
internal self-helpers that the insight into CIA/NSA use of individuals
for covert operations, and some of the code phrases and words, first
emerged.
The “memory trace” personality is an alter who has
a more
or less complete memory of the individual’s life history. It
is a
source of historical information on past events and the activities of
the other personalities.
At least half of all MPD patients appear to have
“cross-gender” alters, meaning child, adolescent or
adult
alters of the opposite sex from the host. Unfortunately for the
patient, some of these “cross gender” may overtly
cross
dress. They may be responsible for the “uni-sex”
appearance
of many MPD patients. Female MPD patients frequently have short hair
and wear clothing that allows their male alters, who tend to serve in
masculine roles, to emerge comfortably. In male MPD patients, the
female personalities are often older, “good mother”
figures
who attempt to provide counsel. In male MPD cases, female alters appear
in about 75% of cases.
In most MPD cases, there are personalities that express
“forbidden impulses”, often markedly sexual in
nature.
These promiscuous alters may lead turbulent sexual lives, leaving the
bewildered “host” wondering how the situation
arose. This
is especially interesting when the promiscuous alter picks up a male
partner and then another alter appears, leaving the host personality,
usually frigid, to contend with the advances of the
“stranger”. The host personality often interprets
the
outcome of this internal setup as “rape”.
Other alters involved in the MPD scenario are described as
“administrators” (functionally organizing otherwise
fragmented alters, often described as cold, distant and authoritarian),
“autistic” (alters generally infant or child),
“special ability” (alters with special skills,
often
alter-fragments organized by the “administrators”),
“anethetic or analgesic” (alters which trace their
origin
to painful physical or sexual abuse, who deny feeling pain and are
activated when the body is injured by self or others),
“imitators
or imposters” (alters that mimic other alters, handling
situations the mimicked alter cannot- they drive the therapist crazy),
“demons and spirits” (alters arising in those
having hosts
with original fundamentalist religious belief systems, usually
malevolent alters), and the “original personality”
(alter
identified by the other alters as the “original”
from whom
all alters are derived). Research seems to indicate that the
“original” is the identity which developed just
after birth
and split off the first new personality in order to help the body
survive a severe stress. The “original” is
typically not
active and is often described by other alters as having been
“put
to sleep” or otherwise incapacitated at some much earlier
point.
The host personality is not the “original”
personality in
most patients. All of this is a situation in which Abbott and Costello
would ask, “who is on first?” Nevertheless,
clinical
description of the alters seems to match reports in the field related
to neurolinguistic codification of alters created through intelligence
programs from about 1950 through at least 1970.
Degrees of Interawareness among Alter Personalities
The alters possess varying degrees of awareness of each other. The host
personality generally does no know about the existence of the alters,
although “internal self-helpers” and
“memory
trace” alters will claim knowledge of the entire system of
alternate personalities. Alters may know a subset of other alters, but
not all of them. This property has been clinically termed
“directional awareness”. Surveys by the National
Institutes
of Mental Health (NIMH) found that 75% of MPD patients had at least one
alter who denied all knowledge of the other alters, and that 85% had an
alter who claimed to know all of the others.
Information Permeability Between Dissociative Barriers
The dissociative barriers that separate the alters are more permeable
for some types of information than for other types. The more
traumatically or emotionally charged an idea or affect is, the more it
will tend to be isolated within an alter and segregated from the larger
domain of consciousness. Uniqueness of alters and the barriers between
them tend to disappear for emotionally neutral or non-affect laden
material. This tendency tends to compartmentalize emotionally charged
information- a fact taken advantage of in terms of intelligence
programing of MPD persons for operational intrusion into unusual
scenarios. The compartmentalization is apparently accessed through
nested codification assigned to seemingly innocuous alters, although
the jury can still said to be out on the precise internal organization.
Attitudes of Alters Toward the Physical Body
Many of the alters seem to have a rather cavalier attitude towards the
safety and well-being of the physical body that they share. Alters who
recognize that they share the body with other alters often do not seem
interested in the health of that body, and provide explanations to
justify that seeming indifference. Some of the explanations are quite
intriguing- “the original abuser mistreated the body, so the
alter feels the same”, “the alter exists outside
the body
and views it as a place to come for interaction with physical
world”, and “it is not their body, and they would
change it
(sex) if they could”. An interesting variant is that many of
the
alters see the body as being different after they
“inhabit”
it. Some see the hair as a different color, some see the body as thin
when it is fat, etc. A really interesting variant in MPD lore, which
has occurred often enough to establish it as a viable variant, is that
when one alter is in charge, the body will be diabetic. When another
alter takes over, there is no trace of diabetes present. Other
variations of this mirror the ability of consciousness to alter the
physical characteristics of the body. This is something that drives
mechanistic psychiatrists crazy themselves, and they often go into
denial about the whole thing. Of course, we know better.
Alter Switches and Switching Processes
Switching is the process of changing from one alter to another, and is
obviously a core process in MPD. Therapeutic efforts must incorporate
knowledge of switching and the recognition of switches. Otherwise,
changes in behavior are misunderstood, and any leverage gained through
recognition and confrontation of alters fades away. A switch may be
Stimulated by a process buried within the internal dynamics of the
MPD system, or elicited by events in the immediate
environment,
including words, phrases or events that mimic a core event that may
have given rise to an alter in the first place. As an MPD patient
undergoes treatment, control of switches by the patient often manifests
itself.
Since many alters are unaware of other alters and view
“life” as a series of
“appearances” and
“disappearances” in which they often
“wake up”
or “go to sleep”, there is a certain adaptive logic
to the
switching process, so that an alter appropriate to the external
circumstance is called out in most cases. The multiplicity of alters is
often masked by the ease at which the MPD patient switches alters in
ways that appear appropriate to changing external situations. Hence,
the very existence of alters may only be apparent to those who observe
the individual across a wide variety of different settings. In times of
stress, however, alters may emerge who are inappropriate to the
situation, resulting in serious problems.
Switches can be overt or covert, the latter often being difficult to
detect, and it is often only after one has observed a number of overt
switches that covert switching is likely to be recognized. The
manifestations of a switch can be divided into physical and
psychological changes that may be observed when exchange of alters
takes place. The degree of differentiation between the alters (how
different the alters are) obviously affects the perception that a
switch has occurred. Are one of you following this? A second factor
that appears to influence the perception of a difference by an observer
is familiarity and past experience with alters. Very often, a radical
change in facial expression can betray that fact that a switch has
occurred. Sometimes, it can be as subtle as a distinctive change in the
eyes - often not a quantifiable change. Postural and motor behavioral
changes occur with transition of alters. Changes in voice and speech,
as well as dress and grooming, may indicate a switch. Switching itself
can take a fraction of a second or can last minutes - sometimes longer.
Transient facial twitching often accompanies a switch. Some switches
have been mistaken as epileptic seizures.
Alter Names
Alters may be named by the external or internal function they perform
(e.g.. “the driver”, “the
maid”, “the
gatekeeper”) for an alter who performs the internal function
of
controlling which alters can emerge at a given time. They may be named
for the affect that they manifest (e.g., “the angry
one”,
“the sad one”), or an actual external person in an
authoritative position one of the alters identifies with (e.g.,
“Dr. Green”). Most of the attributes of an alter
collapse
into a single morpheme, or name. Sometimes they will have a first, last
and middle name, or they might be a derivative of the legal name.
Many MPD systems, in turn, can have “unnamed”
alters that
go by the “name” of “no one”,
“nobody”, or “no name”. In many
cases, what
appear as unnamed alters will turn out to have names after all. Many
alters are unwilling to reveal their names because the knowledge of the
name will allow an external person to call them out.
Alter Numbers
Research seems to indicate that the absolute range of the number
of alters range from two, in the case of dual personalities
(now
rare), to reports of hundreds of alter personalities - not only a
therapeutic nightmare, but a real adventure for the individual
involved. The fact that some people who manifest MPD are involved in
abduction scenarios complicates the issue even further.
An NIMH study found a significant correlation between the number of
different types of childhood trauma reported and the number of alters,
suggesting that the more traumatized a person was, the more alters the
system will contain. The lower the age at which the trauma occurs the
more alters are likely to appear. This tends to be supported by
clinical findings we have examined. The number of alters in the system
is directly proportional to the probability of sociopathic behavior,
externally directed violence, and suicide attempts.
Layering of Alters
One phenomena noticed by therapists (and one implied or directly stated
in descriptions of CIA methodology) is the nesting or layering of
alters. Some alters overlie each other or are buried beneath other
alters.. An overtly recognizable alter can mask several covertly active
alters not externally manifest - these covertly active alters are often
tied to a specific trauma or life issue. Lack of recognition of nesting
can cause previously fused alters to re-dissociate. It is an important
discovery made in 1984. Often integration of alters itself will open up
certain “niches” in the system, holes as it were,
which can
be filled by alters previously dormant or inactive. It is common
psychiatric interpretation that layering is part of the defensive
process of dissociation that binds pain and horror by fragmentation and
storage in such a way that it is difficult to reassemble, however,
research indicates that layering or nesting process is one that is so
well understood by intelligence agencies that it can be crafted in any
way necessary to set up a specific system to store information,
parallel to an equally nested series of coded initiators for various
alters.
Groups of related alters often exist, often tied by the same trauma and
therefore sharing the same origin. Complex MPD patients with large
numbers of alters may carry several different “family
groupings”, and often the various groups may be in conflict
with
each other. Dating someone who turns out to have MPD must be the
literal “blind date from hell”.
Key or Cue Words
Interestingly, reports of CIA/NSA keyword systems relative to MPD
individuals have a certain viability. The existence of the use of key
words to elicit specific alters was first noted in 1964, only four
years after the CIA claimed they terminated the program in 1960. The
use of “cue words” is an important technique for
facilitating the hypnotic process. Since hypnosis, drugs and trauma are
essential for deliberately creating MPD individuals in line with
mission objectives, it is not surprising that the existence of cue
words became evident early on."
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Dolores
Cannon on Multiple Personalities
There
is so much valueable information about us having different
personalities in Dolores Cannon books, that it's impossible to post all
of it on this link, but just a few excerpts. Here is one of
them.
This story happened in modern Melbourne, Australia. In this
case
an Australian female-client knew that she had her other personality and
named her.
The same thing
was happening to the female-writer of the book "When Rabbit Howls".
She had names for quite a few of her personalities, which she used in
the book. What is the most important to know, that all your other
personalies of a different spiritual level, different age/sex, but they
all belong to your Higher Self. When you need help, then more evolved
personalities
from your Higher Self are helping you up to the point that one of them
can replace your previous soul and continue driving in your physical
body like in the vehicle, getting needed information, till your Higher
Self decides that enough is enough. In another extract Dolores is doing
a regression session with an Australian female.
"THE
CONVOLUTED UNIVERSE", book 2, written by DOLORES CANNON in
2005.
pp591- 601:
(M: Michelle, D: Dolores)
M: It was a
jerky motion. (Laughing loudly)
D: Yes, I saw you jump.
What happened?
M: I think I go through
some kind of vacuum. (She thought this was funny.)
D: What do you see?
Where are you?
M: It’s the
planning committee (in
her Higher Self, LM).
Actually, that’s not the right words, but for lack of better
terms ... It’s to be decided what I’m to be doing
now. But
it’s hard to implement that part of the plan when you get
emotionally involved. I didn’t realize it would
be hard.
D: So they’re
looking at your record?
M:
Yeah, to see what would be good
for me to do next. I get to decide too, but it takes a group, because
we all work together. I’m being shown some things in the life
I’m to be in.
D:
You’re going to go to another life?
M: Yes. They’re
showing me a
life as Michelle. (Big sigh) It’s going to be a
hard one.
I’m not real eager. He said that these experiences would help
me,
by understanding different segments of this life. If I can put it into
words. I can feel it rather than see it. All these different
experiences are needed so that I can more effectively help.
D:
Is this to be your first life as a human being on Earth?
M:
This part of me, yes. It’s
much more complicated. It reminds me of a diamond, and those different
parts of the diamond. The different facets. This facet has never been
here before. The other two facets have. I think that my soul has more
than one part to it. The different parts are the different facets.
(Like
Facets of the Diamond. This is a picture of your Higher Self. As you
can see: one soul from this particular Higher Self is entering at birth
and stays in the body till the age of 10; then it's exchanged with
another, more evolved soul from the same Higher Self and stays in the
body till the age of 21; then it's exchanged with even more
mature/evolved soul and this soul stays in the body till the rest of
the life of the body, LM).
D:
Can one of the facets know about the other facets?
M:
(Surprised) Yes, they can! They
will. They will take turns in this life. They won’t be able
to
manage the whole thing by themselves. The first facet will be there up
until age ten. The second facet will be there till age twenty-one. Then
the third facet will be there for the remainder.
D:
Why does there have to be different facets for the different parts of
the life?
M:
That’s the only way this can be done successfully.
D:
It would be difficult for one facet to go through. It
wouldn’t be able to?
She suddenly began to
cry
emotionally. She didn’t answer as she continued to cry
harder.
Sometimes it is better to let the person get the emotions out, so I
allowed her to cry, and then gently tried to get her talking again.
D: Are you going to
agree to do it.
(Yes.) Even though you can see it’s going to be hard? (Yes.)
Why
are you going to agree to it then?
M: (A big sigh. She was
gaining control of herself.) They can help later. (She gave a big sigh.)
D: At least
you’ll know what it’s like going in (the physical body, LM).
Nobody’s making you do it.
M: No. it’s
necessary.
D: So, does the
conscious body know when these different facets move in and out?
M: No, not initially. We
remain aware
of this agreement, but not fully. This is the first time that we fully
understood what we’re going through.
D: But this is not like
a walk-in.
M: It’s
different, because we are not separate. A walk-in is a separate soul.
We’re all part of the whole.
D: You’re all
part of the same
soul.
But Michelle did say when she was about ten tears old, she felt
she died at that time.
Michelle had a partial
memory of
something that happened at that age. Her mother died when Michelle was
very young. Her aunt took over the role of mother while they lived with
her grandmother. Both women were mentally disturbed and sadistic in
their treatment of little Michelle. This was what caused much of her
earlier problems that she had successfully blocked from her memory. The
women belonged to a satanic group that held meetings in their home,
although Michelle did not realize what was going on. She saw many
things that her young mind suppressed. The incident that she never
forgot was when she was put into some kind of a wooden box. She was
suffocating, and she felt that she left her body and floated upward.
She thought she died at that time, because the feelings were so
intense. Obviously, she did not, yet no one in her family ever talked
about what happened that night. For many years, she thought the events
she half-
remembered were only part of her sick imagination. Noone in
her family ever gave any indication that anything of this intensity had
ever occurred. All memories, especially of rituals she had been
personally involved in, were forced back into the subconscious. It was
probably the mind’s way of maintaining Michelle’s
sanity.
This was one of the things she had asked to find out. Was the
incident with the box real, or just a child’s sick
imagination?
D: What happened at that
time? Did she actually leave the body? (Yes.) Is it all right for her
to know about it?
M: Yes, it’s
time for her to know.
D: Tell her what
happened when she was ten.
M: She was put in the
box. Her family had a very secret life that was not to be talked about
in any terms.
D: Then she was correct
about the
glimpses she’s had of that? (Emphatic: Yes!) They were very
sick
people, I guess you would say.
M: Very! Very, very sick.
D: This is why one facet
could only stay until the age of ten?
M: Yes! Otherwise, it
would have been too hard. The soul couldn’t have handled it.
D: Did she die when they
put her into that box?
M: Not in the physical
sense. She
went through the tunnel of light, but she kept the cord connection to
the body. This was the time to exchange information, and to gain an
understanding of her Earth life to that point. The entry of the new
facet (another part
of the same Higher Self, LM) needed to occur. (Big sigh)
And the first facet was very tired.
The first ten years were very hard.
D: Then she exchanged
information with the second facet so it understood what had been going
on?
M: Yes. Even though
there had been an
understanding, there had to be kind of an exchange energetically. So
that the pain ... if the full impact of what happened went back to the
body, it couldn’t have made it, in the way that could have
helped
later.
D:
Is this why Michelle only has glimpses of those first years, because
the memories remained with the first facet?
M: (Emphatic: Yes!) When
she
remembered, it was more like watching a movie, even though there was
sadness. There was more sadness for the first facet than for the people
involved. (Softly) Oh, the poor girl.
D: Then when she came
back, was it
easier for her to handle it as the second facet? (Yes) That’s
the
only way she could have survived, I guess.
M: The second half
wasn’t any easier.
D: But the second facet
stayed till the age of twenty-one. (Yes.) What happened at the age of
twenty-one?
M: She was just getting
married to
Jerry. They weren’t that closely connected. It was a choice
to
end that pattern, more than a connection of the souls. It was a way to
get out of the pattern of that connection with her aunt and
grandmother. The exchange of the facets helped to re-pattern. Because
... I can’t even put it into words. There wasn’t
the
emotional link with Jerry. Even though it was hard and sad not to have
the connection, the kind of marriage that was desired, it gave a time
to be able to reflect. It really wasn’t even necessary to be
with
him. That sounds strange, but it was like a resting period.
D: He was just the
instrument to
break the pattern, and get her out of that situation. (Yes.) Then what
happened at the age of twenty-one when the third facet came in?
M: It was in the
bedroom. I see
myself lying on the bed. I remember the cars going by. I remember the
sounds. I was really distraught. I didn’t even know if I
should
marry Jerry. People told me that nobody knows for sure about getting
married. I was very upset. I know I didn’t fall asleep. It
was
more like a trance state. A floating sensation. So ... during the
trance, I left. (Very soft. Hard to hear.) I feel like I’m
going
right now.
D: You can just look at
it. You don’t have to experience it. But it had to be done in
the trance state, you mean?
M: For me, it was
easier. There were
so many secrets in that house I lived in. My aunt and others knew what
was really going on, but they weren’t allowed to tell me.
They
thought it was better if I didn’t remember. But I always knew
something was not right. I know now, they were covering it up, trying
to brush it away.
D: The third facet
exchanged or joined, or whatever it did, during the trance state?
(Yes.) But it also exchanged memories?
M: Yes. It took the
memories, but it
left a lot of pain. Some of the pain remained, because that was part of
the process of learning how to clear.
D: So it
couldn’t take everything.
M: No, the personality
would have split off and shattered.
D: Is that possible to
do that?
M: To
split and shatter? Yes! They
call it multiple personality (disorder,
LM). ... I had to be much more clear.
D: So this is why the
exchange took
place, to give you more strength to handle what was going to come after
that. (Yes.) And it had to exchange memories, but retain some of the
feelings, because otherwise, it wouldn’t make sense?
M: Right!
D: You can’t
take everything away, not at that age anyway.
M: No, that’s
right.
D: Then whenever
Michelle woke up, did she feel any different?
M: Yes. I felt,
“Why am I marrying this guy?” (Laugh) But I did
anyway.
D: Did you feel like a
different person?
M: Yes! I did! I knew it
was wrong for me right then and there. But I was confused.
D: Then the third facet
is the one
that has remained. (Yes) And will remain? (Yes) It’s more
stable
than the others, and can handle more trauma.
M: It looks to connect
more to the knowledge to help clear.
D: You said before she
came into this life, there were two facets, two parts of her, that had
had Earth lives.
M: Yes. Those were
facets one and two.
D: And the third is the
one that has
had no past lives? (Right) It’s the one that came more
directly
from the light being (her
Higher Self, LM). (Yes) So whenever she has remembered
past lives,
they are from the other two facets. (Yes) This one is more pure, if
that’s the right word. More direct?
M: Yes, it is able to
access more direct knowledge.
D: This is why
she’s able to do work she does with energy?
Michelle had recently
begun to do healing by using energy through hands-on methods.
M: Yes. It came to do
that to help
people. She helps people see the problem. You can’t do the
healing for them, so she’s just a tool. She’s able
to
direct a lot of light to help their body remember the union they once
had a millennium ago, so they can reconnect with it. She’s
not
supposed to do all the healing, because it’s a free will
planet;
they have to agree to it. And she wants them to be the master of their
own destiny. They need to become their own masters; their own healers.
We need people to be awakened, and remember. So she helps them
remember, and helps them lift off the pain...
A strange phenomenon occurred
here
that was picked up by the tape recorder. A loud electrical distortion
like a steady static. It did not fluctuate like static, just a steady
electrical interference. It lasted ten seconds, and knocked all the
sound off the tape. It stopped as suddenly as it began. I was unaware
of anything unusual happening, but the tape recorder picked it up. I
continued the transcription after the sound stopped.
M: ... they even believe
they’re bad. They have been in the physical for so long, they
forgot about their light. They’ve been indoctrinated into
something
that is not true.
D: This is why sometimes
they think they’re bad?
M: Yes. She reminds them
that they are not the experience, but these are just experiences they
are having to help them learn.
D: If they learn
something,
that’s the important thing. (Yes) ...
M:
... The way it’s being shown, I’m
sure it’s symbolic, because I need to understand it. There is
this ball of light, and all these people are dropping out of the ball
of light. I was thinking, why are we parachuting down? But we split off
to have these experiences. We’re all jointly a part of this.
We
all are one.
D: What are we going to do with these experiences eventually?
M: Some
day we will join back again.
It’ll be more satisfying.
(What has been
depicted by
Michelle is the process R.Monroe was writing about in his books: when
all of us chipped off from the Creative Force and as little suns
(called souls) started our independent journeys from the higher
densities to the lower ones and back to the Creative Force. During
these long journeys we expand, gain a lot of experiences and balanced
energies and giving these Gifts to the Creative Force by merging with
it, in order someday to start this kind of journey again. This is a
never ending process, LM).
M: Let’s see if I can get the
feeling of it. It’s really hard for me to translate this. I
don’t know if I can say the words. (Pause) It’s
kind of
like people who have been in a war. You hear about people who have been
in battle together. And they have a different sense of connection
because they really helped each other, or they went through a lot
together. And when it’s all done, there is this bond that is
never broken. We had a bond before, but we didn’t have the
experience.
D: It’s almost
like a camaraderie, you mean?
M: Yes, a closer
bond. All of
us are really important to the union (with the Creative Force, LM).
Each one of us. Each person has
their own little part of it. Their soul will find it for them.
You’re connected to all parts of yourself. And I feel this
reunion of all these people that I missed. And all
these souls that
I’ve known before. Like we’re all uniting and
moving back
up together.
Michelle’s
life had definitely
been filled with challenges and continued to be. She thought she never
wanted to have children, yet she suddenly decided to adopt a baby girl.
As the little girl grew, it became obvious something was wrong. She was
now nine years old and had been diagnosed as having a bi-polar disorder
in her brain. At times, she would have lucid moments, but the majority
of the time she was violent and suicidal. Michelle loved her, but felt
totally helpless. Her husband couldn’t take the challenge and
divorced her, leaving her to care for the girl by herself.
Michelle’s subconscious said this was a challenge she agreed
to
before coming in. She was shown all this during the reviewing time
before the board of elders. She had agreed to learn difficult lessons
during this life in order to understand how to be human. Michelle
definitely did not take on an easy life this time. It is admirable that
she is devoting time to use her abilities to heal others.
The concept of a
multi-faceted soul
came up again a month later on the other side of the world. As has been
happening with me in my work, when I am presented with a concept that
is new to me, I am usually given more information that expands upon the
theory through another client. I find it fascinating that whoever is
guiding my work decides which topic I am to be given at each stage of
my growth. And they use the trance state of my clients to deliver the
information. There can be no other explanation, because the client has
no idea what I have worked on with other people. During each session, I
am focused on the client and their problems, and there is no need to
talk about other people’s problems or sessions. The subject
seems
to be used merely as a vehicle to get the information through to me.
Other people have said that I appear to draw the appropriate client to
me that has the information I need. Whatever is occurring, it is not on
a conscious, purposeful level.
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pp 599-617, book 2 "The Convoluted Universe":
This session was done in
Australia
when I was in Sydney to lecture for the Mind, Body, Spirit (MBS) Expo
in November, 2002. I had just come from presenting at the Conscious
Living Expo in Perth. I was given a comfortable two bedroom apartment
instead of the usual hotel room. It overlooked Darling Harbour and had
a very nice atmosphere, and was within walking distance of the
Convention Centre where the MBS Expo was held. As usual, I scheduled
the clients from my long waiting list. I never know what their problems
are, or reasons for requesting the session until they arrive.
Cathie was an
attractive, intelligent
woman in her forties. She had many questions, but one that most
intrigued her was an incident that happened a few years before. She was
going through a very traumatic time in her life, where everything was
wrong, including the death of her husband. The final blow was when she
discovered she had breast cancer. Chemotherapy and radiotherapy were
zapping her strength and reducing her will to live. She was tired of
living under the existing circumstances. She had enough, and had
decided to kill herself. Before she did this though, she wanted to see
all her friends one last time. Her plans were made very carefully. She
had a Christmas party at her house and invited everyone. Noone knew
the real reason for the party, and she told noone that it was being
held for the express purpose of saying good-bye to them. Everyone had a
wonderful time and enjoyed themselves, as did she. She had been able to
successfully hide her real emotions, and noone suspected that when
they left she fully intended to commit suicide. After the last guest
had departed, she set about very deliberately with the rest of her
plan. Instead, an extraordinary incident occurred that prevented it.
She thought she was very successful at remaining emotionless. But after
the last guest left, she started crying uncontrollably. She had every
intention of leaving this unhappy life and going on to the other side.
She had made her plans carefully as to the method of suicide, but she
now felt totally drained emotionally and physically, and was unable to
follow through. She decided it could all wait until the next day, and
went to bed.
This part is from
Cathie’s
notes: “I awoke at 3am. I lay on my back with my eyes closed
and
could see bright white light through my eyelids, but when I opened my
eyes the room was in darkness. As I lay there wondering what was
happening, I saw a light dive down and enter my body. It flew in
through my feet and ran up to my head filling me with light. I still
had
my eyes closed but I could now see my body as light. At the same time,
I also felt a wave of electricity or a strong current run through my
body, again from my feet to my head.
The next morning she
felt totally
different. Everything seemed brand new and the desire to commit suicide
and leave this world was totally gone. She did not know what happened
except that her life changed totally that night. Also, the cancer went
into remission so she did not need more of the painful treatments. She
could only guess that maybe a walk-in experience had occurred. In my
experience, normally the person is unaware of any exchange when it
takes place. But maybe there was a reason for Cathie to be aware enough
to know that something strange and unusual had occurred.
This was her main
concern: to find
out what happened that night. So instead of going into a past life, I
took her back to the night of the party. I had her come down ... on
December 17, 2000. I set the stage to make sure we had the
appropriate day, “You’re having this party with
these very
special friends.”
She interrupted me with
a surprise outburst, “I wasn’t
there.”
(D- Dolores, C- Cathie, the name of the client)
D: You weren’t there?
C: No. It
wasn’t me.
D: Can you still tell me
about that date?
C: I can’t see
it.
I have never let that
stop me from
obtaining information, because I knew that the subconscious has the
records of everything that has ever occurred to the person. I asked if
it could supply the information, and Cathie suddenly broke down and
began to cry uncontrollably. I knew that I had to get her to talk in
order to remove her from the emotions. “Can you tell me why
you’re emotional?”
C: (Letting some words
out between sobs.) Yes ... it was very big ... very big.
D: What was very big?
C: That day.
D: But you had a nice
party, didn’t you, with all your friends?
C: (Calming down. Still
sobbing, but
gaining control of herself.) Yeah ... it was a party. (Sobbing) It was
a sad party. Because ... it was the end. (Sobs) An ending party. (Sobs)
And it was a saying good-bye party. (Crying)
D: Was Cathie emotional
on that day?
C: She was saying
good-bye to ... to Lucinda. (Sobs)
D: Who is Lucinda?
Some of her words were blocked by sobs. I was trying to understand who
she was talking about.
C: She was the soul that came in at birth (the name Lucinda was created
by Cathie for the spirit who entered the body at birth, LM)
... and who ... struggled so
hard. (Crying) And who was in so much pain. Because life was just so
sad.
All of this was so difficult to understand, because of the continuous
crying and emotion.
D: Why did she have to struggle?
C: (She finally calmed down enough to be understood.) Ah! She took the
hard road. She always, always took the hard road.
D: But she chose that, didn’t she?
C: Yes, she did. She made it so hard. (Sobs) She didn’t know
any
other way. She thought that was the only way. It was
difficult for her,
but she made it hard for other people too. She did not see that. She
only saw her own pain. She didn’t see what pain she caused
other
people. She caused her mother so much pain. She caused
people in her
life- Stephen, that she grew up with. They were kids together. And then
they were sweethearts. And she dumped him, and she caused him so much
pain. She was selfish. She just cared about herself. (A big sigh. At
least the crying had stopped.)
D: She didn’t care that she was hurting other people?
C: No. She did it to make herself feel good. She was selfish. Lucinda
was very selfish. She wanted to go home, because she realized that she
wasn’t getting it. She thought this was a waste of time.
D: Being in a body, you mean, in a life?
C: (A revelation) Oh! Okay! So what happened was that someone else came
in, called “Yanie” (the higher evolved soul from
the same Higher Self, LM). She came in to help
her, and to
instruct her. And Yanie was with her for the last month. And Yanie
helped her to learn, because Yanie was higher, more informed. She
didn’t have any ego. And she helped Lucinda, so Lucinda could
leave. And could learn some things before she left.
This sounded similar to soul parts, except that Cathie assigned them
names. Maybe this made it easier for her to understand and explain...
D: She was just very selfish soul. (Yes) Did Lucinda talk to Yanie
before she came in?
C: Lucinda and Yanie agreed that they would work together. Lucinda
wanted to go home. And she created the cancer as a way to get out, to
go home. And then she could see that she’d wasted her life.
She’d wasted the opportunities in this body. And she hated
that.
She hated that! (Emotional again.) She realized that she had wasted all
those years. She realized that she didn’t get the lesson.
(All
said with emotion.) And so Yanie said that she would come in and work
with Lucinda for a little while before she left, to help her learn some
of the lessons. And then when she went back, she would have achieved
something. And Yanie helped her to be more balanced. And Yanie helped
her to prepare to go.
D: There wasn’t any way that Lucinda could stay?
C: She didn’t want to.
D: I figured once she began learning these things from Yanie ...
C: No, because the deal was made. And Yanie wanted to come in for a
while. And Lucinda agreed to that; that she would leave. And that was
not a problem. She was okay about honoring that promise.
D: So Lucinda would be able to progress on the other side (other side is non-physical
level of 4th Density, LM)?
(Yes) It seems as though she wasn’t ready for a physical life.
C: She was just not conscious. She was ego driven. And she was caught
up in the physical, and the pleasures in the body. She was caught up in
money and greed and ego and sex. Ah, and even addiction. Alcohol, even
went with that.
D: So she was experiencing all of the negative parts of being human.
C: Yes. She didn’t want to be here, and someone else wanted
to
come in. She agreed to do that. And the deal was that Yanie would work
with her for her last month on Earth, to help her learn some things, so
that she could move higher. And Lucinda agreed to leave in December,
2000.
D: She thought she was saying good-bye to her friends, because she
thought she was going to die with cancer.
C: When she left, she knew the body wasn’t going to die.
Cathie consciously knew that it was time to say good-bye, but she
didn’t consciously know what was going on.
D: That’s why she had the party with all of her friends and
relatives. (Yeah, yeah.) But then when Yanie came in, there
wasn’t any need for the body to have a disease, was there?
C: No. Yanie came in. She was such a different energy. Yanie
was
one of the first people. The first energies on the Earth.
D: She would be a very old energy, wouldn’t she?
C: Oh, yes. She was a pioneer. A group of them came, of an energetic
force, onto the Earth. And they were what people thought was the god,
Horus. They came as a shape. And then when they got here, they had to
find bodies. And they did. They went off and found bodies. That was in
the beginning. And she came back in the year 2000, because she needed
to bring back that pioneering energy onto the planet. The Earth needed
to have an injection of that same energy
(the original energy, LM)
that came all that long, long
time ago. And that’s what Yanie brought in.
This was similar to Ingrid and the Isis energy returning to Earth to
help. (See Chapter 4.) Both did not have any other lives in
between and had returned because of world events needing that energy at
this time.
D: Can you tell us what happened on that night when the exchange was
made?
That was one thing that Cathie wanted to find out.
C: Yanie came in. She had been there for some months. And they had been
braiding.
D: What is braiding?
C: Braiding is where .. It’s like a plant. (Hand motions.)
D: Intertwining (to twist and braid together)?
C: Yes. Where there are two souls, and they’re working
together.
And sometimes one side will take the lead role, and another time the
other side does. So sometimes, Cathie felt like there was ego.
Sometimes she was being Yanie. Sometimes she was being Lucinda. Then
other days, she felt like she was wonderful, spiritual being. And they
were the days when Yanie was taking dominance. They worked together
very well. It was like a dance. They danced together. Learning and
teaching and studying. And it was a lovely time, because Lucinda felt
she had a friend. Beautiful.
D: A different kind of a friend.
C: Yes. And she learnt so much.
D: So it is possible for two souls to inhabit the same body at the same
time?
C: Yes (only from
the same Higher Self, LM). But it was a big relief when
Lucinda left.
Although, it was not two separate souls. It was parts of the same soul.
D: Because it’s difficult for two to occupy the same space?
C: They were so different, yeah. And Yanie could then shine, and she
could be herself.
D: Can you explain what happened that night? Cathie said she had such a
powerful feeling after she went to bed that night.
C: Yes. The final dance occurred. That was Lucinda’s night
with
those friends. Yanie just stayed way back, just in the background. And
Lucinda ... it’s very funny. She felt very numb that night.
D: You mean insensitive or what?
C: Numb, like the feeling of not very much emotion. Numb, emotionally
numb.
D: Even though she was with her friends.
C: Yes. Ah, she knew it was good-bye. And she needed to stay that way,
because if she’d let her emotions rip, it would have alerted
everybody. And there was no need to do that. They did not know she was
leaving. And they didn’t need to know, because it was not
meant
to be a funeral. (Laugh) It was just meant to be a secret. She knew she
was going, and nobody else needed to know that night.
D: She intended to die, but it wasn’t meant to be that way?
C: No. she changed her mind, because Yanie wanted to come in. And she
said it would be okay for Yanie to take the body. And that night, she
said her own good-bye, and then she went to bed. And then at three
o’clock in the morning, she and Yanie danced together their
final
dance. It was like a waltz. Waltzed around. And then Lucinda just left.
She just went from here.
D: Where did she go?
C: (Crying) She went ... she joined her friends. (Sobs) The people. She
went home. Such a relief. (Crying)
D: And she was not judged for doing the improper thing?
C: (Emotionally crying) She was welcomed. (Crying) I think
that’s so kind. They welcomed her back.
D: They probably realized she was not ready when she entered the body
in the first place.
C: Yes, she chose a hard life. She got some credit for choosing a hard
life ... Ah! ... I’m getting that Stephen was-
(Very shocked at what she was seeing. Horrified moans.) Ohhh! Ohhh!
Stephen, the boy that she knew, that she hurt so badly, he ... he had
her beheaded.
D: In another life?
C: Oh, yeah! Oh! That was so cruel! (Sobbing)
D: So, what she did was repaying ... by hurting him.
Cathie moaned loudly and became very emotional. What she was seeing was
very upsetting. Later she remembered this scene, and said she saw his
face very clearly. He was brimming with delight as he watched her being
murdered. It made her recoil as she watched.
To our rational minds it appeared that she had created karma by hurting
the young man, Stephen. But from the other side, the entire picture is
available, and it became evident that there was much more to the
situation. Stephen had created extreme negative ... in the other life
by having her beheaded. So, it was supreme justice that she hurt him in
the present lifetime. At least the playback was not as drastic as the
cause.
D: She also hurt her mother very badly too, didn’t she?
C: Yes. (Shocked) Oh! Her mother ... that was payback ... in this
life. Her mother’s life. Her mother had been very one-eyed.
And
she behaved like her children were perfect. She hurt so many people
that way, by being so dogmatic, and so judging. She thought her
children were perfect. And it was Lucinda’s job to show her
that
her children weren’t perfect.
D: Because Lucinda was definitely not perfect.
C: No. Oh, that was the balancing. A lesson for her mother. Teaching
her mother to be less judgmental. And less one-eyed. To open her up.
And to help her to see through another eye. Not those two eyes that she
sees with physically, but the other eye. (The third eye.)
D: So what appeared on the surface to have been creating a lot of
negative ... and picking a hard road, was actually for a reason.
There was more behind it. (Yes) There usually is, but we
can’t
see it when we’re alive. (Yes) So then, Yanie took over the
body.
(A big relieved sigh) Cathie said she knew something happened that
night.
C: (A revelation) Oh! It was meant to be. She was meant to know,
because she has to help people. (Crying again) She has to help people
understand this. And if she hadn’t been conscious- so many
people
have these experiences, and they’re not conscious of them.
She
had to know. That was the job for this new facet. Cathie was to open
this up. Like you are teaching people so much about the other side. And
she has a job to teach people about this, about souls. About how this
body isn’t owned. It’s a gift to the Earth. Each
body is a
gift to the universe. And the souls that come into these bodies, they
have that right. We think we are the body. Our ego is tied up with the
body. And we think we are. I am Cathie. Who is Cathie? Cathie is
really
many energies coming together to take this life to an unimaginable
dimension. So this life can impact on so many other lives, to help
people to consciously evolve. To help people to embrace this program
where souls can come and go. And not be closed to it. And not be too
selfish about owning the body. We don’t own the body. The
body is
here to serve humanity. Gandhi didn’t own that
body. That body
was just a vehicle. So many souls were involved in the work that Gandhi
did. So many souls came and went from that body. And he knew. He
welcomed it. Martin Luther King was another one. Not just one soul, but
many souls bringing different talents, bringing new thinking. Taking
that vehicle to higher levels of conformance and love. (Softly) He
knew. He knew what he was here to do.
D: But the conscious part of the person is not aware of
what’s going on, are they?
C: Some people can be. Some people can open their minds to it. There
needs to be a trigger to open the mind. And once that trigger
has
been fired, the mind can embrace all sorts of understandings. And
that’s Cathie’s job. She fires the shot that gets
people
thinking. And it gets people opening their mind.
We were told that not only had Cathie received a new facet of her soul
to continue this life, but her body had also been changed into
a new body. Apparently, the changes would not be visible from
the
outside
to others.
C: The new Cathie is so different. The old Cathie was on an accelerated
path. She took on a very difficult life. And the new people who have
come in, have had to just work out that side ... for those
lives. To let go of the stuff in the cells of the body. All the stuff
that was trapped in there, was from the old souls. And the new ones (new souls from the same
Higher Self, LM)
that have come in, have helped release that from the cells of the body.
And brought her into a lovely, beautiful balance. And harmony and love.
D: So the new Cathie is not the same person that started out.
C: So different. So very different. And it’s taken several
soul
solaces to work with that life. To bring it to the level that it is now.
(The same thing
happened to me, LM).
D: But couldn’t this just happen with the maturity of the
person as they grow and learn their lessons?
C: No, not this, no. Because that takes a long time. There are many
people who live on the Earth who die and they haven’t lived
the
lessons. And some people, as they mature, become more and more
egocentric, and more and more frightened. There’s so much
fear on
this planet. And they get older and they get more frightened. So, it
cannot be said that it’s normal for people to gain that
wisdom as
they get older. Many people don’t gain the wisdom.
D: Why couldn’t the soul facet, Yanie, just remain?
C: Oh, she wanted to. But it would have stunted the growth.
D: Why is that? She was a very advanced soul.
C: (A revelation) Oh! The job was limited to what she was doing.
Bringing in the new energy. Holding the space for the program to be
worked out. She was a “holding”soul.
A transition soul. And at that time, the program was still being
developed. And Yanie can return, if she wants to. She can be part of
this program. But if she’d started then, this program could
not
have been brought in. This is a very high level program of accelerated
growth. It’s almost instantaneous, this growth. And this
program
is taking these people way beyond what we’d envisioned
originally.
This concept of the soul being composed of many
facets
surfaced again
during another session. I will only include the pertinent
part here. I
was having the session at a Walk-In conference in La Vegas. I was
speaking to the subconscious about Lucy’s questions (subconscious
is a higher evolved soul of the same Higher Self. Who else would know
that person more if not their own Higher Self? LM).
D: She wanted to know if she is a walk-in in the present life as Lucy?
Or is it important for her to know? You decide.
She naturally was interested in this because she was on the
board of
the organization which studies walk-ins and puts on these
conferences.
L: We wouldn’t call it a walk-in. We would say she is more of
a
space being who has many different incarnations within one incarnation.
The human equivalent and concept may be “walk-in”.
That is
not a terminology we would use. We would say that she has visitations
over the course of her life
span by many different soul beings within
her own soul. For she is of a spatial orientation. Many
space beings
are within her grasp.
D: Would this be like I’ve been told of soul splinters?
L: It’s bigger than splinters. We like
to think of them more as
facets, or segment sections. As you think of the
configuration of a
house or a building, there are several rooms. And each of those rooms
is part of the whole house. And that is how her soul is arranged. And
each of these rooms or soul segments or facets
carries with it
different memories and different parallel spatial relationships. And
that is why she has these various experiences.
D: So it’s not an exchange of souls as we understand a
walk-in to be.
L: It is an exchange of souls where one may leave and the other one may
never show up again. But it is not through the death process.
It is not
that the first soul is sequestered or delivered to a
completely
different entity. It is lying in dormancy (in the energy field of the
Higher Self, LM), but it will not be used
again.
D: We think of a walk-in as the original soul leaving and being
replaced by one that will take over the work.
L: That is also a concept. This
concept I am giving you is perhaps more
complex. For this soul entity has access to many different soul
structures. She has access to thirteen. And they are all within her
soul. These are not alien, disharmonious characters.
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From another subject:
D: She had another question that was rather strange to her. I
understand it, but I want to see what you are going to say. She says
she has the feeling from time to time, like she is interacting with two
different women in New York. Is that real? (Yes) What’s going
on
at those times?
Linda: They’re alternate souls (of the same person, LM).
Pieces of her living and doing her work in other dimensions.
D: That’s what I thought because I’ve been told
this is my
work. It’s a little complicated for some people to understand.
As
though another part of her went in another direction. Is that what you
mean?
L: We must heal on all levels, in all dimensions, to achieve what we
need to achieve. We have help. Those are pieces of her. There are many
more.
D: They created a different life than the life she is living. (Yes.)
And there are times when she has contact with them.
L: Yes. She goes there to readjust them.
D: They probably don’t know about her, anymore than she knows
about them really.
L: They are unaware of her at all times. She watches them. They have
work to do.
D: I have just been given this concept in the last year; about the
splitting off that we do.
L: You have many parts.
D: Everyone does, don’t they? (Yes.) But we’re not
aware of them and that’s the way it’s supposed to
be.
L: No. You will all come together soon.
D: Then we’ll all know what’s really happening?
L: Yes. We all become one. And time will move forward at that time.
D: I’ve heard about the raising of the consciousness and the
changes in vibration and energy. Is that what you mean?
L: Yes. We will all come forward together as one planet when our
consciousness becomes one. The negative forces will be left behind. We
will take with us those that can come. It is our duty to raise the
conscious level of everyone we encounter. And heal them.
You know, you
have seen it many, many times. It is the consciousness of the people to
move into a positive flame (wouldn't
balanced flame be better choice? LM).
They
are aligning. They are becoming aware
of each other in the different dimensions. They will wake up and become
one, and go forward together. It will be as it is to be. It will leave
the negative behind. And create their new lives as one.
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D: In the book I’m working on now, I am exploring the concept
that we, as humans, are not one individual soul or spirit, but that we
are splinters?
Ann: Correct.
D: Can you clarify that for me?
A: Yes. You
and many others are from different universes. There are
several different ... sources, that is actually considered one source.
Each one of these universes has its own individual ... source, to the
understanding of your levels in the universes. Each one of these
sources is broken down into other individual sources (like suns, for example, LM),
which always go
back to a main source (Creative
Force, LM). Each one of you create your own individual
sources within
yourself
(more pieces of your
soul, LM), because you choose to. To understand your
heights in awareness that you need to have on the physical level. This
vibration level is very limited for you. And because you have chosen
this, you have actually made a conscious decision to live as a separate
source, even though you are still connected by a strand to the main
source (Creative
Force, LM).
D: How do we perceive this main source? This ... Source?
A: It is always with you. I will tell you the easiest way for your
understanding. To tap into it use the frontal lobe of your head. What
you call a “forehead”. In this forehead, you have
an
element, and you secrete a fluid in this element. And when you secrete
this fluid, it is transferred throughout the body, which will energize
the rest of your body to a higher level so you can tap into your
source. This is where your connection, your string, as you call a
“cord” is connected.
D: What we consider the third eye? (Yes). But I was trying to
understand this splintering, because I am working with people who say
they have splinters of themselves everywhere.
A: Yes, that’s true. This is part of the thought process. You
are
allowed to create a reality. And in this reality, you can create other.
And in that other, you can create new energy source, which is all from
the same, what you call “... Source”.
D: That’s why it’s so hard for us to understand,
because we are so focused ...
A: (Interrupted) It’s not difficult. There will always be
those
who have more of a natural grasp of these concepts. They are simply
more readily able to translate. You need only to have access to these
individuals to appear in your life, they will, as naturally as a breeze.
D: That was what I was told, that we have soul splinters everywhere,
but we’re not aware of them.
A: We are twins of each other.
D: Like parts of each other in this way?
A: You are. You come from one source (meaning our souls came from
one Source, LM). What would make you think that you are
not of the same?
D: Our human perspective that we are individuals? (Chuckle)
A: Very limited.
D: We are very limited.
A: You choose to be. It is not a bad thing that you are limited. You
have chosen to be so, because there are lessons that you go through. We
understand this. As we speak through this body now, we understand this
individual. It does the same. We know these things. It is okay.
D: Yes, because this is the only way humans can perceive. And much of
this is beyond the normal human being’s concepts.
A: Correct.
******************
This life may be compared to playing one instrument in a large
orchestra. Naturally you cannot play all the instruments at the same
time. You can only focus on your part of the beautiful symphony,
although the entire orchestra and all the music comprises the totality
of who you really are.
******************
At my lectures, I have often been asked about the difference between
soul and spirit. “Are they the same thing? Are the words
interchangeable? Are they referring to two separate things?”
I
did not have an adequate answer at first, because the questions caught
me off guard. At that time, I assumed they were the same thing. Just
two different words referring to the life force that enters the body at
birth and departs at its physical death. I assumed it is the part of us
that is eternal from the moment it was created ... And that it is
the most constant part of us even though it goes from body to body
during the cycle of reincarnation and changes as it gathers more
information ... In my early writings, I wrote of it from
the viewpoint that the two words were interchangeable, referring to the
same thing, and that it was only semantics whether you wanted to use
one word or the other.
Now, my learning and understanding is increasing and broadening, and I
can look at this question from a different viewpoint... We shot out as
tiny sparks of light (from
the Creative Force, LM).
Some of these sparks became human souls, some became galaxies, planets,
moons and asteroids. Creation has begun and has continued ever since,
ever expanding.
(Not quite right
here. Creation
can't 'begin' - it is a permanent process and it has no beginning and
no end. 'Beginning' and 'End' are physical 3rd Density terms and have
no meaning at higher than 3rd Density, LM).
Many of my subjects have seen themselves as individual
sparks or balls of light when they are asked where they came from and
how they began. Whatever body they find themselves in during their
countless lifetimes on this planet and many others, is only a suit of
clothes. Trappings to serve the purpose and to get the job done. I
always say, “You
are not a body! You have a body!” We tend
to overlook this, because we get so attached to it. But
just like a
suit of clothes, eventually it will wear out and have to be thrown
away. The “real” you is that little spark of
light. I
now can see that this is equivalent to the
“spirit”,
because it goes from body to body. The spirit is the individualized
representation of the soul in an embodiment. Therefore, it has
limitations. It is constrained and separated from the larger
“soul”. It is our focus while in physical body, and
we are
shut off from the tremendous wisdom of our larger self. It
has to be
that way, or we couldn’t exist here. We would be absolutely
incapable of surviving if we realized there is more, and that we are
shut off from that glorious larger self (Higher Self, LM).
I have found cases (one reported in BOOK ONE) where the subject wanted
to go back to where they felt the most love, where they felt at home,
where they instinctively had a great longing to be. When they went to
this place it was a surprise to me. It was not the spirit side where we
go after the physical death. It was far greater and expansive. They
went to a beautiful, warm and comforting bright light. This was
“home”. They said when they were there, there was a
wonderful feeling of togetherness, of being part of a whole, and they
never wanted to leave again... It has also been called the
“great
central Sun” (Creative
Force, LM) from which all life sprang.
(And again: there is
no Past or
Future, but only Present. That's why the word 'sprang' doesn't fit when
applied to Creative Force. It's hard to imagine that, but life was
always in Multiverse as well as Creative Force, LM).
The
subject always
experiences great joy when they are once again reunited with the whole,
even if it is only for the short time during the session. When they
were made to go out away from the Source to learn lessons and gain
knowledge, they felt a great loss, a separation that was almost
unbearable. Where there had been only the One, now they were separate.
This is what each of us secretly wanting to return to, even though we
don’t understand it on a conscious level. But
according to the
information I have discovered, we cannot return and reunite ...
until we have completed all of our lessons and gained all the knowledge
we are capable of. Then, it is our destiny to return and share all we
have learned ...
To try and explain the definitions of soul and spirit a little further,
I think it can be seen as a stepping-down system. Where there is ...
the One, the All That Is ... the Source, the Creator, it
splits off into another component. Group souls, Oversouls, a larger
composite of energies (individual
Total Selves, LM). Alive, but experiencing life in a way
foreign to
our way of thinking. It
contains so much energy in its totality that it
would be impossible for it to be contained in a body. In BOOK ONE, it
was said that if the total energy of an individual tried to come into a
room and converse with us, everything in the house would be destroyed.
The power and energy is immense. Thus the soul is a combination of
countless individual spirits, which are all “you”.
We are
as much a part of this larger “soul”... There are
also several groupings of souls, to
complicate our thinking further.
(Much smaller
grouping is called Higher Self and there are a few of them on each
Density/Dimension, LM).
Then it splits again and becomes individual spirits. This is the
smaller piece that we are experiencing at the present time. The part
that we are focused on and have given personality. This is the part
that goes to the spirit realm at the time of the death of the physical
body. It apparently remains individualized until it has gained enough
knowledge to incorporate back into the Oversoul. All of this is too
much for most of our human minds to comprehend, and we are content to
think this one existence is all there is. This is why we give
simplified explanations to the unexplainable.
From the information in this chapter, it appears that in case of
emergency, the Oversoul will splinter or send out facets of itself, and
have other soul parts exchange places. From as much as we can
understand, it is a loving and caring arrangement, and the individual
is never given more than it can handle, or more than it has agreed to
attempt to handle in any one lifetime. At least these concepts are good
thinking exercises, whether we will ever fully understand them or not.
These concepts are some that I would never have thought about if they
hadn’t been presented to me through several of my subjects.
Apparently “they” think we are ready to handle the
deeper
meanings of life.
So once again... there are the various Oversouls, the smaller soul
composites, and the individual spirits."
(Oversouls are our
Higher Selves;
you, your part of soul in the physical body is called Spirit; when you,
the Spirit start to expand and create many Alters, then you will become
the smaller Soul Composite, LM).
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Different
parts of our soul become the leaders of our physical body at different
times and parts of our souls could have opposite polarities!!!
Yes, different parts of our soul can make us look younger or older,
prettier or uglier, positive or negative (for the balance)
etc.
Dolores
Cannon, a mother of 4 children and many grandchildren and independent,
unbiased thinker. She touched an immensly wide part of our lives on
Earth. Sometimes she writes in her books about other independent parts
of us. Here is an extract from her book "Keepers of the Garden", p. 162:
"That
was a strange
idea. I certainly had not consciously asked for any such assignment. But
it only emphasizes the notion that we may not always be aware of what
the many other portions of our being are doing. This other part of us
apparently does not need our conscious permission. But
since I do enjoy
writing about these unusual topics, the idea did not bother me.
D: In
the last
session you spoke of the seeding of this planet and said
the beings had bases here at the time and they guided the development
and nurturing of the seedlings. When these attained a certain stage
where they could not develop any more on their own, the beings
interbred with these animals to deliver the genetic information to
develop them into a human capable of inteligence. Have I got that
right?"
And here is an
extract from another of her books "A Soul Remembers Hiroshima", p.46:
"Just what is reality
anyway? Does
this mean we can never really know another person? Does it mean we can
never really know ourselves? This situation impressed upon me quite
strongly for the first time the separation of the different parts of a
human being and how little control we truly have over these other
parts. This sent my mind reeling (spiralling)...
She saw the TV interview early in 1982 , shortly after she apparently
walked-into this body. She had absorbed Katie's memories, but also
carried her own past incarnation memories (another part of the same
soul took the role of the leader, LM).
Because she had entered so recently, these memories were stillfresh in
her mind. They had not had enough time to become dulled through the
trauma of birth and growing up. To this new entity, it was as if the
bombing of Hiroshima had just occured, instead of actually happening
almost 40 years before... When Katie came face-to-face with the idea of
being a walk-in, she was startled , to say the least. She said, she
couldn't believe that. She felt no different and knew she was still the
same person. She did say that her parents had remarked that she seemed
different, that she had changed in the last year or so."
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There is a lot of info about
MPD in the books written by Stephanie and Michael Relfe : "The Mars
Records" and
"The Mars Force: Pat's Story". For more, see another link S&M.Relfe
Here
is some extract about one of the methods of creating Pat's Alters, from
"The Mars Force - Pat's Story", p.
56-58. Stephanie is a Kinesiologist, who is treating Pat. Pat, a female, being a
Military
Cadet of a certain program, who didn't know what was involved in the
training, was
taken by the military out of her bed one night:
"... Midnight.
Pat:
I don’t understand
– why would I
go on guard duty in my pyjamas? My head hurts. They’ve given
me
something (some drug, LM). I see them pull me along.
We’re
back in the room again.
They plonk
me in the chair.
I’m small.
They put metal things over my wrists, not straps. I’m getting
upset. My
hands hurt.
They say “It’s not going to hurt”. My
biggest emotion is confusion
–
I’m not sure what’s going on. I’m
watching the lights.
Stephanie: Tell me about them.
Pat:
They’re
like a kaleidoscope, but
not as detailed. There are flashes here and there.
They’re very
insistent I look at the lights.
Stephanie:
What are they
testing for? (I should have asked “What is the purpose of the
lights?”)
Pat:
They’re
not testing.
Something is being put in. I get the sense of a picture in
the lights. It’s mind control
Stephanie:
What are they
programming you
for?
Pat:
So they can use me
Stephanie:
How?
Pat:
Psychically. This is after the incident at the CEO’s house.
The woman
keeps
checking parameters.
Stephanie: “Look at the lights”. What’s
there?
Pat: Killing.
Stephanie:
Have you ever
killed anyone
psychically?
Pat:
Yes, but I
don’t remember (SF Note the read)
Stephanie:
What else?
Pat:
Obey, Control
Stephanie:
Tell me what
is in the lights
Pat:
I must be on another
level (of consciousness, LM)
Stephanie:
What else?
Pat:
Being robotic,
programmed. Oh!
Oh my gosh!!! There’s
something there about alters!
(“Alter” is
a word for a
compartmentalized personality). I see two, then I see it divide
again.
Stephanie: How many are there? Do both split again?
Pat:
No
Stephanie:
I repeat the
question, how many
are there?
Pat:
Three. Myself and
three alters.
The commands are given to them. There’s me. One alter is
‘kill’
Stephanie:
What is the
name of that alter?
Pat:
Ann. That used to be
my middle
name (of my own choice)
Pat’s mother told her she could pick any middle name she
wanted, and she went through a few. This happened during her
“Ann” period.
Stephanie: The second alter, what is its job?
Pat:
Sexual? (she says
this with a
questioning voice)
Stephanie:
What is its
name?
(Laurie, Pat said later that she has always associated beauty and
sexuality
with this
name).
Pat: The third alter is psychic
Stephanie:
What is its
name?
Pat:
It’s
nameless.
Stephanie:
How do they
identify it?
Pat:
With a number. It’s Pat No.
3
Stephanie:
Is there
anything else important
about the lights?
Pat:
They’re
mainly purple. That’s my favourite colour. This fits.
I’ve often
asked – I’m a good person. So why do I get
images of killing people?
Note: Pat was so concerned about these images she got that she had even
gone to a psychiatrist at
one time.
Session 24, p.110-11, part 2 :
Breath activation of the Anne Alter.
St: What
breathing patterns do they use to activate Anne?
P:
Sharp
St:
Do it now (she does it).
P: It's a sharp, sudden breath. I feel really weird. I can
feel her energy (Note the read). It's intense. She is there.
St: Do the breath again (she does so). Do you have anything
to report?
P: You are disturbing me (that is Ann talking to Pat). She's
upset (that is Pat talking). Yesterday
when I brought them
(The Alters) up - I
felt them in me, but I could still feel me.
Pat
clarified this later. She said later "I felt all of the
Alters, and myself as well...
St: Everyone
of these breaths you do to activate the Alters, I've seen you do in
sessions.
P: Yes, I realise that
too. The Alters come in and out during sessions.
St:
How many components are required to trigger you into an Alter?
P: Breath. Tone
(frequency). Code words. There are certain missions in that have code
words already.
St:
Is there a permanent password?
P: Yes
St:
What is it?
P: There is nothing there?
St:
Repeat "There is nothing there"
P: There is
nothing there, there is nothing there. No way! That's ridiculous. Tap.
St:
Is anything else attached to "tap"?
P: In 1987 I
went to a hypnotist. He said he'd give me a code word to put me into a
trance, and that it would be my name
spelled backwards. That's
"Tap".
This
code word "Tap" shows how during hypnotism programs are put in even if
the hypnotist has good intentions - making things worse, not better.
During clearing, I cannot program a person. For example, If I told them
to run around the room crowing like a rooster later on when I said a
particular word, they would just laugh at me and ignore it. But if they
were hypnotized they would do it.
.........................................................................................................
Split
Personality in Pat, stated by her on p. 110, part 2 "The Mars Force:
Pat's Story":
Yesterday when I brought them
(The
Alters) up - I felt them in me, but I could still feel me.
"Pat
clarified this later. She said later "I felt all of the (my)
Alters, and myself as well."
.......................................................................................
Session 7: Transported to Mars
29th September 2001
Summary: We look further at the incident on the battleship. Pat is
moved to
another area which she feels is Mars, although all she can see is a
tunnel. A
woman in uniform decided to “keep her”. We also
remove many booby traps
which were designed to kill her and others should memories of Mars
surface. Questions about food, sleep etc.
Start of session:
Stephanie:
What’s been happening?
Pat:
I woke up this
morning. Felt good.
Still believed I was psychic. Feel more connected to the other
“me-s”.
Stephanie:
Move to the
beginning of the
incident and tell me when you are there.
Pat:
I’m not at
the start.
I’m in the chair.
Stephanie:
Move from there, telling me about it as you go.
Pat:
Sometimes I see as an observer, and sometimes I’m in
it.
Stephanie:
Is that
because sometimes you are out of body?
Pat:
Yes. This is the actual programming. The lights were just to
compartmentalize (the mind, LM). This could have gone on for
hours
Stephanie: (F Note the read) How many
hours?
Pat:
6 ½
hours. They
keep giving me stimulants to keep me going. The lights make the
division. Now
they’re
interested in each of them (the alters, LM). They didn’t
start with
the killer (alter).
They started with the psychic (alter), the one with least resistance.
It
took very
well.
Stephanie: Are they making you more or less psychic?
Pat:
They’re
directing it. They’re testing. I’m getting
interference. (Gasp).
Stephanie:
Weave the
cocoon. Make
us invisible to thought and sound. (Jerks head, she does this silently)
LF 4.3
Note the reads. (LF 4.1, 4.0, LF 3.8. It’s a full blown
attack). Use
tai-chi – step aside. Don’t try to stand up to him.
Some day after the day when Pat put the remote viewer to sleep she
tried it
again. I think it was here she tried it.
It didn’t work this time – they were expecting it
and looking out for
it. Also,
this remote viewer had more ability than the other one.
Pat:
(Laughs). I
put up
the ‘rubber ball’. Then I
moved in close and kissed and hugged him, and washed his face. I used
lots of light.
Stephanie: The “rubber ball” is an energy creation
that I had told
her earlier to make and place around us to prevent
interference from getting to us. Because it’s rubber,
energies bounce
off it.
Pat: There’s something else – a hook.
They have a back up (she fixes
it). When
they
hit me, they seized up
the thought.
Stephanie:
Move to the
incident and tell me
when you are there (she does so). Move through the incident telling me
about it as you go.
Pat:
I feel tenseness
Stephanie:
(I presume
that here I asked her to
locate the tense feeling). Say “hello”
to the tenseness till it
answers.
Command it “Run out the incident that made you the way you
are”.
(she does so). Acknowledge it. (she does so). Command it
Pat: “Run out the incident that made you stick to my
body”.
Stephanie: (she does so). I then read the entity it’s rights
“You have the right of all spirits to your own
sanity, your
own self-determinism, the right to play any game you want and the right
to leave any game you want”. Now
it’s free to leave, what does it want to do?
Go away. I’m
in the chair, scared.
I get visions.
I’m
going through harmonics.
It’s an evaluation of what can be done with this
alter. "
.
There are a lot of
interesting
materials about the mental subliminal commands given to men and women
to hate each other. It's on one of our links
S&M.Relfe and in their
books, especially "The Mar's Force -
Pat's Story".
Stephanie is a Kinesiologist, who helped her future husband Michael to
get rid of those negative commands and together they discovered so much
more. Here are some samples:
"When I
first met Michael at an alternative science conference, and looked into
his eyes, I felt that he might be the man for me. And yet often at
times after that day, there seemed to be an unusually large amount of
suppressed rage inside of him. This rage would erupt occasionally and
we would then have large arguments. After knowing him for a while, I
offered him some clearing sessions using a biofeedback meter, in an
attempt to rid him of this anger.
After
a
number of sessions, his anger reduced so much and his personality
improved to the extent that when he asked me to marry him, I accepted.
We married in Australia August 1997 and then moved to the USA. We have
now been happily married for eight years. During that time we have had
a lot of fun, a lot of growth and a lot of support for each other. My
most important criteria for a relationship was that it was
“never
boring” at the same time that it supported my major life goal
– and it has certainly never been boring!
However,
the road has not always been smooth. Michael continued to improve over
the years with more and more clearing sessions and kinesiology.
Michael
was
previously pretty much of a loner, with very little luck with
relationships. We discovered that this was partly due to implanted
commands which had been given to him deliberately to keep him on his
own. How these commands work, and how you can locate and remove them
from the brain are described at
http://www.synergistickinesiology.com/wernickes_self_sabotage.html
The
commands he had been given which related to relationships included
included:
“You
can't trust anyone” (given by the doctor).
“You
have no friends”
“Women
are sluts”
“You
don't need anyone”
“Women
don't interest you"
And
various
implants regarding sex, which are in “The Mars
Records”
Book One, and some commands which affected his testosterone levels
which are in “The Mars Records” Book Two. (See
http://www.themarsrecords.com).
A few months after the testosterone commands
were removed, Michael’s testosterone levels rose from those
of
LESS THAN A 90+ YEAR OLD MAN when he was 45 years old, to the level of
a 20–29 YEAR OLD. In addition, we found that he then had more
DHEA than a TWENTY YEAR OLD!!!!
I
began to
come to the realization that many people I knew who had great problems
with relationships were also the ones with the most metaphysical
abilities. I had always presumed that somehow having metaphysical
abilities made having a relationship difficult. I began to see this
differently – having metaphysical abilities means that one is
highly likely to have been abducted, and also to have been given
commands to keep one on one’s own.
I
tested
this out with two close friends of mine, a man and a woman. There was
no connection between these two. They are two of the most
metaphysically gifted people I know. Both had been deliberately given
commands to prevent them having a relationship. The woman had been
given the following commands:
Relationships
are crap (from reptilians)
When
we
removed this command, beings that I call “Emissaries of
Lucifer” started interfering with the session. They created a
hook from that person to another dimension. This is very damaging and
makes the person feel terrible. This was interesting as this woman was
not a Christian and I don’t think she thought about whether
or
not Lucifer exists. Although she does believe in God. Michael removed
the interference with deliverance and I then removed the following:
Men
cause suffering (from insectoids)
Your
heart
is bound (from ceremonial magicians – We learned this term
from
Bill Schnoebelen. These are humans who have done so much black magic
that they become so demonized that the body no longer recognizes them
as human, as indicated by muscle testing).
Love
kills you (from Draconians) (This last one was a particularly nasty
command to be given).
Within
seven months of removing these commands, this woman started dating a
man who she felt was her soul mate.
The
man
likewise had commands to be on his own. Up until then he had been a
serial dater for years. He became happily engaged to be married within
eight months of these commands being removed.
Recently
we
had another breakthrough. We had dinner with a friend of ours and at
that dinner met a man who I will name Peter. Peter and Michael seemed
to hit it off immediately, which is not always the case. I myself also
really enjoyed the evening. After Peter went home, Michael and I shared
our thoughts of Peter with each other – that we both felt he
had
been to Mars.
The
next
morning I felt GREAT. I had tons of energy. I felt that I could do tons
of work. Although I normally had a fair amount of energy, this day was
extra special. I hadn’t felt that good in years. Then I asked
Michael an ordinary question – I asked him for a phone number
of
a person we had met recently. He then did what he had done to me on
some other occasions – he said curtly that I was
‘always
giving him orders’ and psychically
‘zapped’ me.
If
you have
read “The Mars Records” which are available for
free from
http://www.themarsrecords.com
you may remember that Michael was mind
controlled and used by the military as a Tactical Remote Viewer. This
involved using his metaphysical abilities in an offensive as well as
defensive way. On occasion, a tiny amount of that offensive energy
would leak out and knock me out of balance, especially because I
naturally did not have any barriers up between us to protect me from
him, and because I am also fairly sensitive to others emotions. (That
is, I am an ‘empath’).
After
Michael “zapped’ me, my head felt like it was full
of
cotton wool, and I became very tired. Because I had felt SO good before
Michael zapped me, and I felt SO awful afterwards, I began to wonder
how much this had been going on in our marriage. Often when I had been
tired, I had put it down to getting older, rather than to anything
related to Michael’s programming.
I
felt that
somehow Michael had been doing something to me on an energetic level
ever since we had been married, and that for some reason he stopped
doing that while we were with Peter. That was why I felt so good that
night and the next morning until Michael zapped me.
I
started a clearing session on the biofeedback meter with Michael, but
got no results.
Then
we
looked for Wernicke’s commands and got the jackpot. We found
and
removed the following nine wernicke’s commands:
"Zap
those you love"
"Zap
your friends"
"Don’t
zap your comrades"
"Suppress
your loved ones"
"Suppress
your friends"
"Don’t
suppress your comrades"
"Swat
your
loved ones". (It took a while to find this one. We discovered that the
term ‘swat’ is jargon which is used on Mars to mean
‘psychic zapping’).
"Swat
your friends"
"Don’t
swat your comrades"
This
was
amazing! This explained why we had had some of the problems we had. And
it also explained why I felt so great during the dinner with Peter
– because he was a ‘comrade’, and
therefore
Michael’s programming was turned off
(‘don’t zap your
comrades’), until the next morning when Peter was gone.
We
believe
that anyone who has advanced metapysical abilities and has problems
with relationships has similar programming by the people or beings who
abduct and mind control them.
Why
do
‘they’ want some people to never have a
relationship, or at
least a good one, you may wonder? We can think of a number of answers:
They
want to have access to you 24 hours a day.
It’s
easier for you to get free when you have a partner living with you
– your partner gives you feedback, such as changes in your
personality, points out weird things that happen around you etc.
Your
partner will notice if you are gone. So the controllers have to go to
more trouble when abducting you (such as put the partner to sleep, use
time travel etc.)
Some
people
are abducted by human agents entering their house, rather than by
teleportation or hypergate. That is why we recommend portable hotel
door locks on every door of the residence. This obviously becomes much
harder with a partner present.
The
partner
may pursue paths of personal growth, and encourage you to do the same.
This may result in you getting your memories back and even preventing
the abductions and ending the mind control.
You
may
eventually go on to have a happy marriage and have children with
extraordinary metaphysical abilities. This would require you doing
something to stop them from ever being abducted (such as changing the
Quantum Matrix inside everyone in the family twice a week - see The
Mars Records Book 2 Appendices). You would also do lots of other good
things for your children like removing all toxins from the body of both
parents for several years before conceiving, having a home birth in a
water tank to avoid trauma, doctors and drugs, not circumcising your
sons to avoid further trauma associated with women, breastfeeding for
at least two years (until your child has teeth) while you eat only good
food, never drinking water with flouride which calcifies the pineal
gland, never vaccinating and even home schooling to avoid mind control
from outdated school systems and the thinking of the sheeple in the
schools.
The
above
commands were not all that we uncovered in that session.
Wernicke’s commands, and indeed all kinesiology corrections,
occur as though they are ‘layers of an onion’. That
is, you
cannot discover and remove priority No. 2 until you discovered and
removed priority No. One.
Over
the
years I had looked for the ‘normal’ type
wernicke’s
commands which most people have hundreds of. I was seldom able to find
any on Michael, which did not make sense to me.
However,
ONCE I REMOVED THE ABOVE NINE COMMANDS, suddenly the body presented
TWENTY ‘normal’ type commands which affected his
relationships. They are ‘normal’ in that they were
not
implanted intentionally. They came from parents, friends, workmates,
society etc. Michael was not previously aware that he had these as
unconscious programming. These were:
Fight
back
You
never listen
You’re
thick
Men
make decisions
It’s
your fault
It’s
not my fault
It’s
their fault
It
wasn’t my fault
She’s
to blame
Girls
cause problems
If
there’s a way to mess up your life, a woman will find a way
(from a guy in the Navy)
Woman
are trouble
Girls
are trouble
Women
cause problems
Only
men should command
Only
men should give orders
Women
are irresponsible
Women
screw up things
Women
are crazy
Women
are insane
This
list
may seem extreme, but if you do enough wernicke’s commands on
enough people, I think you will get to see, as I have done, that most
people have dozens of similar commands in their brain. That is a major
reason why there are so few happy, long lasting marriages these days.
Remember,
most people pick these up accidentally – they are not put in
DELIBERATELY. If a mind controller, whether human, alien or reptilian,
puts any commands in deliberately, then the commands have much more
power, because they are implanted with force.
After
we removed these 20 commands, we also did deliverance on:
Something
in his mind called a ‘grinder’ which does a very
low, continuous zap to other people at all times
A
very low level energy vacuum, to suck energy off others (thereby making
them not want to hang around him)
So,
if you
have problems with relationships, I highly recommend that you receive
the Wernicke’s correction and search out as many commands as
possible. The best thing to do is to learn Touch for Health and then do
the Wernicke’s correction on another so that you can swap
sessions.
Also, see if you have any of the nine wernicke’s commands
that
Michael did. Then check again for any other commands.
Please
note
that as well as programming many people to NOT have relationships, they
sometimes also programme people to HAVE relationships with the wrong
people. This can be for breeding purposes, or to set a person up with
someone who is also controlled or who controls you, so that they can
carry out their various schemes. Or to weaken you by setting you up
with someone who is not your equal psychically. Or to study emotions
– the possibilities are endless. There is more information on
this at www.alienlovebite.com
If
you have
not yet read “The Mars Records” Books One and Two,
and
“The Mars Force – Pat’s Story”
Books One and
Two, I highly recommend that you do so, to learn more about
wernicke’s commands. These are free to download from
http://www.themarsrecords.com
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Corydon Hammond on
MPD
An
interesting lecture by Corydon Hammond, a gifted Psychiatrist, which
you can find on:
http://heart7.net/green.html
THE GREENBAUM SPEECH
Herein
is the lecture
by
D.C.Hammond, originally entitled "Hypnosis in MPD: Ritual Abuse," but
now usually known as the "Greenbaum Speech," delivered at the Fourth
Annual Eastern Regional Conference on Abuse and Multiple Personality,
Thursday June 25, 1992, at the Radisson Plaza Hotel, Mark Center,
Alexandria, Virginia. Sponsored by the Center for Abuse Recovery
&
Empowerment, The Psychiatric Institute of Washington, D.C. Both a tape
and a transcript were at one time available from Audio Transcripts of
Alexandria, Virginia ( 800-338-2111 ). Tapes and transcripts of other
sessions from the conference are still being sold but -- understandably
-- not this one. The transcript below was made from a privately made
tape of the original lecture.
The
single most
remarkable
thing about this speech is how little one has heard of it in the years
since its original delivery. It is recommended that one reads far
enough at least until one finds why it's called "the Greenbaum speech."
In
the introduction the
following background information is given for D. Corydon Hammond:
B.S.
M.S. Ph.D
(Counseling Psychology) from the University of Utah
Diplomate
in Clinical
Hypnosis, the American Board of Psychological Hypnosis
Diplomate
in Sex
Therapy, the American Board of Sexology
Clinical
Supervisor and
Board Examiner, American Board of Sexology
Diplomate
in Marital
and Sex Therapy, American Board of Family Psychology
Licensed
Psychologist,
Licensed Marital Therapist, Licensed Family Therapist, State of Utah
Research
Associate
Professor of Physical Medicine an Rehabilitation, Utah School of
Medicine
Director
and Founder of
the Sex and Marital Therapy Clinic, University of Utah.
Adjunct
Associate
Professor of Educational Psychology, University of Utah
Abstract
Editor, The
American Journal of Clinical Hypnosis
Advising
Editor and
Founding Member, Editorial Board, The Ericsonian Monograph
Referee,
The Journal of
Abnormal Psychology
1989
Presidential Award
of Merit, American Society of Clinical Hypnosis
1990
Urban Sector
Award, American Society of Clinical Hypnosis
Current
[now Past]
President, American Society of Clinical Hypnosis
THE
GREENBAUM SPEECH of
D.C.HAMMOND
We've
got a lot to
cover today
and let me give you a rough approximate outline of the the things that
I'd like us to get into. First, let me ask how many of you have had at
least one course or workshop on hypnosis? Can I see the hands?
Wonderful. That makes our job easier. Okay.
I
want to start off by
talking
a little about trance-training and the use of hypnotic phenomena with
an MPD dissociative-disorder population, to talk some about unconscious
exploration, methods of doing that, the use of imagery and symbolic
imagery techniques for managing physical symptoms, input overload,
things like that.
Before
the day's out, I
want
to spend some time talking about something I think has been completely
neglected in the field of dissociative disorder, and that's talking
about methods of profound calming for automatic hyper-arousal that's
been conditioned in these patients. We're going to spend a considerable
length of time talking about age-regression and abreaction in working
through a trauma. I'll show you with a non-MPD patient -- some of that
kind of work -- and then extrapolate from what I find so similar and
different with MPD cases.
Part
of that, I would
add, by
the way, is that I've been very sensitive through the years about
taping MPD cases or ritual-abuse cases, part of it being that some of
that feels a little like using patients and I think that this
population has been used enough. That's part of the reason, by choice,
that I don't generally videotape my work.
I
also want to talk a
bunch
about hypnotic relapse- prevention strategies and post-integration
therapy today. Finally, I hope to find somewhere in our time-frame to
spend on hour or so talking specifically about ritual abuse and about
mind-control programming and brainwashing -- how it's done, how to get
on the inside with that -- which is a topic that in the past I haven't
been willing to speak about publicly, have done that in small groups
and in consultations, but recently decided that it was high time that
somebody started doing it. So we're going to talk about specifics
today. [Applause]
In
Chicago at the first
international congress where ritual abuse was talked about I can
remember thinking, "How strange and interesting." I can recall many
people listening to an example given that somebody thought was so
idiosyncratic and rare, and all the people coming up after saying,
"Gee, you're treating one, too? You're in Seattle"...Well, I'm in
Toronto...Well, I'm in Florida...Well, I'm in Cincinnati." I didn't
know what to think at that point. It wasn't too long after that I found
my first ritual-abuse patient in somebody I was already treating and we
hadn't gotten that deep yet. Things in that case made me very curious
about the use of mind-control techniques and hypnosis and other
brainwashing techniques.
So
I started studying
brainwashing and some of the literature in that area and became
acquainted with, in fact, one of the people who'd written one of the
better books in that area. Then I decided to do a survey, and from the
ISSMP & D [International Society for the Study of Multiple
Personality and Dissociation] folks I picked out about a dozen and a
half therapists that I thought were seeing more of that than probably
anyone else around and I started surveying them.
The
interview protocol,
that I
had. got the same reaction almost without exception. Those therapists
said, "You're asking questions I don't know the answers to. You're
asking more specific questions than I've ever asked my patients." Many
of those same therapists said, "Let me ask those questions and I'll get
back to you with the answer." Many of them not only got back with
answers, but said, "You've got to talk to this patient or these two
patients." I ended up doing hundred of dollars worth of telephone
interviewing. What I came out of that was a grasp of a variety of
brainwashing methods being used all over the country. I started to hear
some similarities. Whereas I hadn't known, to begin with, how
widespread things were, I was now getting a feeling that there were a
lot of people reporting some similar things and that there must be some
degree of communication here.
Then
approximately two
and a
half years ago I had some material drop in my lap. My source was saying
a lot of things that I knew were accurate about some of the
brainwashing, but it was telling me new material I had no idea about.
At
this point I took
and
decided to check it out in three ritual-abuse patients I was seeing at
the time. Two of the three had what they were describing, in careful
inquiry without leading or contaminating. The fascinating thing was
that as I did a telephone-consult with a therapist that I'd been
consulting for quite a number of months on an MPD case in another
state, I told her to inquire about certain things. She said, "Well,
what are those things?" I said, "I'm not going to tell you, because I
don't want there to be any possibility of contamination. Just come back
to me and tell me what the patient says." She called me back two hours
later, said, "I just had a double session with this patient and there
was a part of him that said, 'Oh, we're so excited. If you know about
this stuff, you know how the Cult Programmers get on the inside and our
therapy is going to go so much faster.'"
Many
other patients
since have
had a reaction of wanting to pee their pants out of anxiety and fear
rather than thinking it was wonderful thing. But the interesting thing
was that she then asked, "What are these things?" They were word
perfect -- same answers my source had given me. I've since repeated
that in many parts of the country.
I've
consulted in
eleven
states and one foreign country, in some cases over the telephone, in
some cases in person, in some cases giving the therapist information
ahead of time and saying, "Be very careful how you phrase this. Phrase
it in these ways so you don't contaminate."
In
other cases not even
giving
the therapist information ahead of time so they couldn't. When you
start to find the same highly esoteric information in different states
and different countries, from Florida to California, you start to get
an idea that there's something going on that is very large, very well
coordinated, with a great deal of communication and sytematicness to
what's happening. So I have gone from someone kind of neutral and not
knowing what to think about it all to someone who clearly believes
ritual abuse is real and that the people who say it isn't are either
naive like people who didn't want to believe the Holocaust or --
they're dirty. [Applause]
Now
for a long time I
would
tell a select group of therapists that I knew and trusted, information
and say, "Spread it out. Don't spread my name. Don't say where it came
from. But here's some information. Share it with other therapists if
you find it's on target, and I'd appreciate your feedback."
People
would question
-- in
talks -- and say, you know, they were hungry for information. Myself,
as well as a few others that I've shared it with, were hedging out of
concern and out of personal threats and out of death threats. I finally
decided to hell with them. If they're going to kill me, they're going
to kill me. It's time to share more information with therapists. Part
of that comes because we proceeded so cautiously and slowly, checking
things in many different locations and find the same thing.
So
I'm going to give
you the
way in with ritual-abuse programming. I certainly can't tell you
everything that you want to know in forty-five or fifty minutes, but
I'm going to give you the essentials to get inside and start working at
a new level.
I
don't know what
proportion,
honestly, of patients have this. I would guess that maybe somewhere
around at least fifty percent, maybe as high as three-quarters, I would
guess maybe two-thirds of your ritual-abuse patients may have this.
What
do I think the
distinguishing characteristic is? If they were raised from birth in a
mainstream cult or if they were an non-bloodline person, meaning
neither parent was in the Cult, but Cult people had a lot of access to
them in early childhood, they may also have it.
I
have seen more than
one
ritual-abuse patient who clearly had all the kind of ritual things you
hear about. They seemed very genuine. They talked about all the typical
things that you hear in this population, but had none of this
programming with prolonged extensive checking. So I believe in one case
I was personally treating that she was a kind of schizmatic break-off
that had kind of gone off and done their own thing and were no longer
hooked into a mainstream group. [Pause]
Here's
where it appears
to
have come from. At the end of World War II, before it even ended, Allen
Dulles and people from our Intelligence Community were already in
Switzerland making contact to get out Nazi scientists. As World War II
ends, they not only get out rocket scientists, but they also get out
some Nazi doctors who have been doing mind-control research in the
camps.
They
brought them to
the
United States. Along with them was a young boy, a teenager, who had
been raised in a Hasidic Jewish tradition and a background of
Cabalistic mysticism that probably appealed to people in the Cult
because at least by the turn of the century Aleister Crowley had been
introducing Cabalism into Satanic stuff, if not earlier. I suspect it
may have formed some bond between them.
But
he saved his skin
by
collaborating and being an assistant to them in the death-camp
experiments. They brought him with them. They started doing
mind-control research for Military Intelligence in military hospitals
in the United States. The people that came, the Nazi doctors, were
Satanists. Subsequently, the boy changed his name, Americanized it
some, obtained an M.D. degree, became a physician and continued this
work that appears to be at the center of Cult Programming today. His
name is known to patients throughout the country. [Pause]
What
they basically do
is they
will get a child and they will start this, in basic forms, it appears,
by about two and a half after the child's already been made
dissociative. They'll make him dissociative not only through abuse,
like sexual abuse, but also things like putting a mousetrap on their
fingers and teaching the parents, "You do not go in until the child
stops crying. Only then do you go in and remove it."
They
start in
rudimentary
forms at about two and a half and kick into high gear, it appears,
around six or six and a half, continue through adolescence with
periodic reinforcements in adulthood.
Basically
in the
programming
the child will be put typically on a gurney. They will have an IV in
one hand or arm. They'll be strapped down, typically naked. There'll be
wires attached to their head to monitor electroencephalograph patterns.
They will see a pulsing light, most often described as red,
occasionally white or blue. They'll be given, most commonly I believe,
Demerol. Sometimes it'll be other drugs as well depending on the kind
of programming. They have it, I think, down to a science where they've
learned you give so much every twenty-five minutes until the
programming is done.
They
then will describe
a pain
on one ear, their right ear generally, where it appears a needle has
been placed, and they will hear weird, disorienting sounds in that ear
while they see photic stimulation to drive the brain into a brainwave
pattern with a pulsing light at a certain frequency not unlike the
goggles that are now available through Sharper Image and some of those
kinds of stores.
Then,
after a suitable
period
when they're in a certain brainwave state, they will begin programming,
programming oriented to self-destruction and debasement of the person.
I am seeing a patient at this point in time about eight years old who
has gone
through a great deal early programming took place on a military
installation. That's not uncommon.
I've
treated and been
involved
with cases who are part of this original mind-control project as well
as having their programming on military reservations in many cases. We
find a lot of connections with the CIA. This patient now was in a Cult
school, a private Cult school where several of these sessions occurred
a week. She would go into a room, get all hooked up. They would do all
of these sorts of things. When she was in the proper altered state, now
they were no longer having to monitor it with electroencephalographs,
she also had already had placed on her electrodes, one in the vagina,
for example, four on the head. Sometimes they'll be on other parts of
the body.
They
will then begin
and they
would say to her, "You are angry with someone in the group." She'd say,
"No, I'm not" and they'd violently shock her. They would say the same
thing until she complied and didn't make any negative response. Then
they would continue. "And because you are angry with someone in the
group," or "When you are angry with someone in the group, you will hurt
yourself. Do you understand?" She said, "No" and they shocked her. They
repeated again, "Do you understand?" "Well, yes, but I don't want to."
Shock her again until they get compliance. Then they keep adding to it.
"And you will hurt yourself by cutting yourself. Do you understand?"
Maybe she'd say yes, but they might say, "We don't believe you" and
shock her anyway. "Go back and go over it again." They would continue
in this sort of fashion.
She
said typically it
seemed
as though they'd go about thirty minutes, take a break for a smoke or
something, come back. They may review what they'd done and stopped or
they might review what they'd done and go on to new material. She said
the sessions might go half an hour, they might go three hours. She
estimated three times a week.
Programming
under the
influence of drugs in a certain brainwave state and with these noises
in one ear and them speaking in the other ear, usually the left ear,
associated with right hemisphere non-dominant brain functioning, and
with them talking, therefore, and requiring intense concentration,
intense focusing. Because often they'll have to memorize and say
certain things back, word-perfect, to avoid punishment, shock, and
other kinds of things that are occurring. This is basically how a lot
of programming goes on.
Some
of it'll also use
other
typical brainwashing kinds of techniques. There will be very
standardized types of hypnotic things done at times. There'll be
sensory deprivation which we know increases suggestibility in anyone.
Total sensory deprivation, suggestibility has significantly increased,
from the research. It's not uncommon for them to use a great deal of
that, including formal sensory-deprivation chambers before they do
certain of these things. [Pause]
Now
let me give you,
because
we don't have a lot of time, as much practical information as I can.
The way that I would inquire as to whether or not some of this might be
there would be with ideomotor finger-signals.
After
you've set them
up I
would say, "I want the central inner core of you to take control of the
finger-signals." Don't ask the unconscious mind. The case where you're
inquiring about ritual abuse, that's for the central inner core. The
core is a Cult-created part. "And I want that central inner core of you
to take control of this hand of these finger-signals and what it has
for the yes-finger to float up.
I
want to ask the inner
core
of you is there any part of you, any part of Mary," that's the host's
name, "who knows anything about Alpha, Beta, Delta, or Theta." If you
get a Yes, it should raise a red flag that you might have someone with
formal intensive brainwashing and programming in place. I would then
ask and say, "I want a part inside who knows something about Alpha,
Beta, Delta, and Theta to come up to a level where you can speak to me
and when you're here say, 'I'm here.'" I would not ask if a part was
willing to. No one's going to particularly want to talk about this. I
would just say, "I want some part who can tell me about this to come
out."
Without
leading them
ask them
what these things are. I've had consults where I've come in. Sometimes
I've gotten a Yes to that, but as I've done exploration it appeared to
be some kind of compliance response or somebody wanting, in two or
three cases, to appear maybe that they were ritual abuse and maybe they
were in some way, but with careful inquiry and looking it was obvious
that they did not have what we were looking for.
Let
me tell you what
these
are. Let's suppose that this whole front row here are multiples and
that she has an alter named Helen and she has one named Mary, she has
one named Gertrude, she has one named Elizabeth, and she has one named
Monica. Every one of those alters may have put on it a program, perhaps
designated alpha-zero-zero-nine a Cult person could say,
"Alpha-zero-zero-nine" or make some kind of hand gesture to indicate
this and get the same part out in any one of them even though they had
different names that they may be known by to you.
Alphas
appear to
represent
general programming, the first kind of things put in. Betas appear to
be sexual programs. For example, how to perform oral sex in a certain
way, how to perform sex in rituals, having to do with producing child
pornography, directing child pornography, prostitution. Deltas are
killers trained in how to kill in ceremonies. There'll also be some
self-harm stuff mixed in with that, assassination and killing. Thetas
are called psychic killers. You know, I had never in my life heard
those two terms paired together. I'd never heard the words "psychic
killers" put together, but when you have people in different states,
including therapists inquiring and asking, "What is Theta," and
patients say to them, "Psychic killers," it tends to make one a
believer that certain things are very systematic and very widespread.
This comes from their belief in psychic sorts of abilities and powers,
including their ability to psychically communicate with "mother'"
including their ability to psychically cause somebody to develop a
brain aneurysm and die. It also is a more future-oriented kind of
programming.
Then
there's Omega. I
usually
don't include that word when I say my first question about this or any
part inside that knows about Alpha, Beta, Delta, Theta because Omega
will shake them even more. Omega has to do with self-destruct
programming. Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end. This can
include self-mutilation as well as killing-themselves programming.
Gamma
appears to be
system-protection and deception programming which will provide
misinformation to you, try to misdirect you, tell you half-truths,
protect different things inside. There can also be other Greek letters.
I'd recommend that you go and get your entire Greek alphabet and if you
have verified that some of this stuff is present and they have given
you some of the right answers about what some of this material is, and
I can't underline enough: DO NOT LEAD THEM. Do not say, "Is this
killers?" Get the answer from them, please. When you've done this and
it appears to be present, I would take your entire Greek alphabet and,
with ideomotor signals, go through the alphabet and say, "Is there any
programming inside associated with epsilon, omicron," and go on
through. There may be some sytematicness to some of the other letter,
but I'm not aware of it.
I've
found, for
example, in
one case that Zeta had to do with the production of snuff films that
this person was involved with. With another person, Omicron had to do
with their linkage and associations with drug smuggling and with the
Mafia and with big business and government leaders. So there's going to
be some individualism, I think, in some of those. Some of those are
come-home programs, "come back to the Cult", "return to the Cult"
program.
Here's
the flaw in the
system.
They have built in shut-down and erasure codes so if they got into
trouble they could shut something down and they could also erase
something. These codes will sometimes be idiosyncratic phrases, or
ditties. Sometimes they will be numbers maybe followed by a word.
There's some real individuality to that. At first I had hoped if we can
get some of these maybe they'll work with different people. No such
luck. It's very unlikely unless they were programmed at about the same
point in time as part of the same little group. Stuff that I've seen
suggests that they carry laptop computers, the programmers, which still
include everything that they did twenty, thirty years ago in them in
terms of the names of alters, the programs, the codes, and so on.
Now
what you can do is
get
erasure codes, and I always ask, "If I say this code, what will
happen?' Doublecheck. "Is there any part inside who has different
information?" Watch your ideomotor signals and what I've found is you
can erase programs by giving the appropriate codes, but then you must
abreact the feelings.
So
if you erase Omega,
which
is often where I've started because it's the most high risk. Afterwards
I will get all the Omega, what were formerly Omega alters, together so
that we will abreact and give back to the host the memories associated
with all the programming that was done with Omega and anything any
Omega part ever had to do in a fractionated abreaction.
They
use the metaphor
-- and
it is their metaphor -- of robots. and it is like a robot shell comes
down over the child alter to make them act in robotic fashion. Once in
a while internally you'll confront robots.
What
I found from
earlier
work, and so I speed the process up now because I confirmed it enough
times, is that you can say to the core, "Core, I want you to look --
there's this robot blocking the way in some way, blocking the progress.
Go around and look at the back of the head and tell me what you notice
on the back of the head or the neck." I just ask it very non-leading
like that and what's commonly said to me is that there were wires or a
switch. So I'll tell them, "Hold the wires or flip the switch and it
will immobilize the robot and give me a yes-signal when you've done
it." Pretty soon you get a yes-signal. "Great. Now that the robot is
immobilized, I want you to look inside the robot and tell me what you
see." It's generally one or several children. I have them remove the
children. I do a little hypnotic magic and ask the core to use a laser
and vaporize the robot so nothing is left. They're usually quite amazed
that this works, as have been a number of therapists. [Pause]
Now
there are many
different
layers of this stuff and this is the problem. Let me come
over to the overhead
and give some ideas about them. What we have up here are innumerable
alters. I'll tell you one of the fascinating things I've seen. I
remember a little over a year ago coming in to see some cases, some of
the tough cases at a dissociative-disorders unit of a couple of the
finest of the MPD therapists in this country, who are always part of
all the international meetings, have lectured internationally. We
worked and I look at some of their patients. They were amazed at
certain things because they had not been aware of this before. As we
worked with some of the patients and confirmed it, I remember one woman
who'd been inpatient for three years, still was inpatient. Another who
had one intensive year of inpatient work with all the finest MPD
therapy you can imagine -- abreactions, integrations, facilitating
cooperation, art therapy, on and on and on, journaling, intensively for
one inpatient year followed by an intensive year of outpatient therapy
two, three hours a week. In both patients we found out that all of this
great work had done nothing but deal with the alters up here and had
not touched the mind-control programming.
In
fact it was not only
intact, but we found that the one who was outpatient was having her
therapy monitored every session by her mother, out-of-state, over the
telephone, and that she still had intact suggestions that had been give
to her at a certain future time to kill her therapist. Now one of the
things that I would very carefully check is, I would suggest that you
ask the core, not just the unconscious mind, ask the core, "Is there
any part inside that continues to have contact with people associated
with the Cult? Is there any part inside who goes to Cult rituals or
meetings? Is there a recording device inside of Mary," if that's the
host's name, "a recording device inside so that someone can find out
the things that are said in sessions?" This doesn't mean they're
monitored. Many of them just simply have it. "Is there someone who
debriefs some part inside for what happens in our therapy sessions?" I
have the very uncomfortable feeling from some past experience that when
you look at this you will find the large proportion of ritual-abuse
victims in this country are having their ongoing therapy monitored.
I
remember a woman who
came in
about twenty-four years old, claimed her father was a Satanist. Her
parents divorced when she was six. After that it would only when her
father had visitation and he would take her to rituals sometimes up
until age fifteen. She said, "I haven't gone to anything since I was
fifteen." Her therapist believed this at face value. We sat in my
office. We did a two-hour inquiry using hypnosis. We found the
programming present. In addition to that we found that every therapy
session was debriefed and in fact they had told her to get sick and not
come to the appointment with me. Another one had been told that I was
Cult and that if she came I would know that she'd been told not to come
and I would punish her. If anything meaningful comes out in a patient
who's being monitored like that -- from what I've learned thus far,
they're tortured with electric shocks -- my belief is if they're in
that situation you can't do meaningful therapy other than being
supportive and caring and letting them know you care a lot and you'll
be there to support them.
But
I wouldn't try to
work
with any kind of deep material or deprogramming with them because I
think it can do nothing but get them tortured and hurt unless they can
get into a safe, secure inpatient unit for an extended period of time
to do some of the work required. I have a feeling that when you make
inquiries you're going to find that probably greater than fifty percent
of these patients, if they're bloodline, meaning mother or dad or both
involved, will be monitored on some ongoing basis. [Pause]
Now
when you come below
the
alters, you then have Alpha, Beta, Delta, Theta, so and so forth, the
Greek-letter programming and they will then have backup programs. There
will typically be an erasure code for the backups. There may be one
code that combines all the backups into one and then an erasure code
for them, simply one code that erases all the backups. So I will get
the code for, let's say, Omega and for all the Omega backups at the
same time. After I've asked "What will happen if I give this," I will
give the code and then I will say, "What are you experiencing?" They
often describe computer whirring, things erasing, explosions inside,
all sorts of interesting things. I've had some therapists come back and
say, "My Lord, I had never said anything about robots she said
something about robots vaporizing." I remember one therapist who'd been
with me in several hypnosis workshops and consulted with me about a
crisis MPD situation. I told her to inquire about Alpha, Beta, Delta,
Theta. She did. She got back to me saying, "Yeah, I got an indication
it's there. What is it?" I said, "I'm not going to tell you. Go back
and inquire about some of this." We set an appointment for a week or so
hence. She got back with me and said, "I asked what Theta was and she
said, 'psychic killers.' I asked her what Delta was and she said
'killers.'" Okay. So I told her about some of this stuff for a two-hour
consult. She called back and she said, "This seemed too fantastic. I
heard this and I thought, 'Has Cory been working too hard?'" she said,
I'm embarrassed to admit it, but she said, "I held you in high
professional regard, but this just sounded so off in the twilight zone
that I really thought, 'Is he having a nervous breakdown or
something?'" She said, "But I respected you enough to ask about this."
She said, "I asked another MPD patient and she didn't have any of
this." So in this patient she started describing things and how she
worked, for example, with an erasure and she was describing things like
robots vaporizing and kinds of things. She said, "I hadn't told her
about any of these things." Well, here's the problem. There are
different layers and I think some of them are designed to keep us going
in circles forever. They figured we probably, in most cases, wouldn't
get below the alters which they purposefully created.
The
way you create
Manchurian
Candidates is you divide the mind. It's part of what the Intelligence
Community wanted to look at. If you're going to get an assassin, you're
going to get somebody to go do something, you divide the mind. It
fascinates me about cases like the assassination of Robert Kennedy,
where Bernard Diamond, on examining Sirhan Sirhan found that he had
total amnesia of the killing of Robert Kennedy, but under hypnosis
could remember it. But despite suggestions he would be able to
consciously remember, could not remember a thing after was out of
hypnosis. I'd love to examine Sirhan Sirhan.
It
appears that below
this
we've got some other layers. One is called "Green Programming" it
appears. Isn't it interesting that the doctor's name is Dr. Green? One
of the questions in a way that does not contaminate is after I've
identified some of this stuff is there and they've given me a few right
answers about what some of it is, "If there were a doctor associated
with this programming and his name were a color, you know, like Dr.
Chartreuse or something, if his name were a color, what color would the
color be?" Now once in a while I've had some other colors mentioned in
about three or four patients that I felt were trying to dissimulate in
some way and I don't really believe had this. In one case I got another
color and I found out later it was a doctor whose name was a color who
was being trained by Dr. Green almost thirty years ago and he
supervised part of the programming of this woman under this doctor. I
remember one woman couldn't come up with anything. No alter would speak
up with anything. I said, "Okay," and we went on to some other
material. About two minutes later she said, "Green. Do you mean Dr.
Green?" We found this all over. There appears to be some Green
Programming below that and I suspect that you get down to fewer and
more central programs the deeper you go.
Well,
all Green
Programming is
Ultra-Green and the Green Tree. Cabalistic mysticism is mixed all into
this. If you're going to work with this you need to pick up a couple of
books on the Cabala. One is by a man named Dion Fortune called "Qabala"
with a "q," Dion Fortune. Another is by Ann Williams-Heller and it's
called "The Kabbalah." I knew nothing about the Cabala. It was
interesting. A patient had sat in my waiting area, got there
considerably early and drew a detailed multicolored Cabalistic Tree
over two years ago. It took me two months to figure out what it was.
Finally, showing it to somebody else who said, "You know? That looks an
awful lot like the Cabala Tree" and that rang a bell with some esoteric
in an old book and I dug it out. That was the background of Dr. Green.
Now
the interesting
thing
about the Green Tree is his original name was Greenbaum. What does
"greenbaum" mean in German? Green Tree, Ultra-Tree and the Green Tree.
I've also had patients who didn't appear to know that his original name
was Greenbaum, volunteered that there were parts inside named Mr.
Greenbaum. Now let me give you some information about parts inside that
may be helpful to you if you're going to inquire about these things,
because my experience is one part will give you some information and
either run dry or get defensive or scared and stop. and so you punt and
you make an end run and you come around the other direction, you find
another part.
I'll
tell you several
parts to
ask for and ask if there's a part by this name. And, by the way, when
I'm screening patients and fiddling around with this, I throw in a
bunch of spurious ones and ask, "Is there a part inside by this name
and by that name" as a check on whether or not it appears genuine. For
example. "In addition to the core," I ask, "is there a part inside
named Wisdom?" Wisdom is a part of the Cabalistic Tree. Wisdom, I've
often found, will be helpful and give you a lot of information. "Is
there a part inside named Diana?" I mean I may throw in all sorts of
things. "Is there a part inside named Zelda?" I've never encountered
one yet! Just to see what kind of answers we get. I try to do this
carefully. Diana is a part that, in the Cabalistic system, is
associated with a part called the Foundation. You will be fascinated to
know that.
Remember
the Process
Church?
Roman Polanski's wife, Sharon Tate, was killed by the Manson Family who
were associated with the Process Church? A lot of prominent people in
Hollywood were associated and then they went underground, the books
say, in about seventy-eight and vanished? Well, they're alive and well
in southern Utah. We have a thick file in the Utah Department of Public
Safety documenting that they moved to southern Utah, north of Monument
Valley, bought a movie ranch in the desert, renovated it, expanded it,
built a bunch of buildings there, carefully monitored so that very few
people go out of there and no one can get in and changed their name. A
key word in their name is "Foundation." The Foundation. There are some
other words. The Foundation is part of the Tree. So you can ask, "Is
there something inside known as The Foundation?" I might ask other
things to throw people off. "Is there something known as the Sub-
Basement?" Well, maybe they'll conceive of something. Or "Is there
something known as the Walls?" There are a variety of questions you can
come up with, to sort of screen some things.
I've
also found that
there
will often be a part called "Black Master," a part called "Master
Programmer," and that there will be computer operators inside. How many
of you have come into computer things in patients? There will typically
be computer operators: Computer Operator Black, Computer Operator
Green, Computer Operator Purple. Sometimes they'll have numbers
instead, sometimes they'll be called Systems Information Directors. You
can find out the head one of those. There'll be a source of some
information for you. I will ask inside, "Is there a part inside named
Dr. Green?" You'll find that there are, if they have this kind of
programming, in my experience. Usually with a little work and
reframing, you can turn them and help them to realize that they were
really a child-part who's playing a role and they had no choice then,
but they do now. You know, they played their role very, very well, but
they don't have to continue to play it with you because they're safe
here and in fact, "If the Cult simply found out that you talked to me,
that they you had shared information with me, you tell me what would
they do to you?"
Emphasize
that the only
way
out is through me and that they need to cooperate and share information
and help me and that I'll help them. So all these parts can give you
various information. Now they have tried to protect this very
carefully. Let me give you an example with Ultra-Green.
I
discovered this -- by
the
way I used to think this programming was only in bloodline people. I've
discovered it in non-bloodline people, but it's a bit different. They
don't want it to be just the same. I don't think you'll find deep
things like Ultra-Green and probably not even Green Programming with
non-bloodline people. But let me tell you something that I discovered
first in a non-bloodline and then in a bloodline. We were going along
and a patient was close to getting well, approaching final integration
in a non-bloodline and she suddenly started hallucinating and her
fingers were becoming hammers and other things like that. So I used an
affect-bridge and we went back and we found that what happened was that
they gave suggestions, that if she ever got well to a certain point she
would go crazy.
The
way they did this
was they
strapped her down and they gave her LSD when she was eight years old.
When she began hallucinating they inquired about the nature of the
hallucinations so they could utilize them in good Ericsonian fashion
and build on them and then combine the drug-effect with powerful
suggestions. "If you ever get to this point you will go crazy. If you
ever get fully integrated and get well you will go crazy like this and
will be locked up in an institution for the rest of your life. They
gave those suggestions vigorously and repetitively.
Finally
they introduced
other
suggestions that, "Rather than have this happen, it would be easier to
just kill yourself." In a bloodline patient then, as I began inquiring
about deep material, the patient started to experience similar
symptoms. We went back and we found the identical things were done to
her.
This
was called the
"Green
Bomb." B-O-M-B. Lots of interesting internal consistencies like that
play on words with Dr. Greenbaum, his original name.
Now
in this case it was
done
to her at age nine for the first time and then only hers was different.
Hers was a suggestion for amnesia. "If you ever remember anything about
Ultra-Green and the Green Tree you will go crazy. You will become a
vegetable and be locked up forever." Then finally the suggestions
added, "And it'll be easier to just kill yourself than have that happen
to you, if you ever remember it." At age twelve then, three years
later, they used what sounds like an Amytol interview to try to breach
the amnesia and find out if they could. They couldn't. So then they
strapped her down again, took and gave her something to kind of
paralyze her body, gave her LSD, an even bigger dose and reinforced all
the suggestions. Did a similar thing at the age of sixteen. So these
are some of the kind of booby traps you run into.
There
are a number of
cases
where they combined powerful drug effects like this with suggestions to
keep us from discovering some of this deeper level stuff. What's the
bottom line? Your guess is as good as mine but I can tell you that I've
had
a lot of therapists who were stymied with these cases who were going
nowhere.
In
fact someone here
that I
told some basic information about this to in Ohio a couple of months
ago said it opened all sorts of things up in a patient who'd been going
nowhere. That's an often common thing. I think that we can move down to
deeper levels and if we deal with some of the deeper level stuff it may
destroy all the stuff above it. But we don't even know that yet.
In
some of the patients
I'm
working with we have pretty much dealt with a lot of the top-level
stuff. I'll tell you how we've done some of that. We'll take and erase
one system like Omega. Then we will have a huge abreaction of all the
memories and feelings in a fractionated abreaction associated with
those parts. I typically find I'll say to them, "Now that we've done
this are there any other memories and feelings that any parts that were
Omega still have?" The answer's usually "No." At that point I will say,
"I usually find at this point in time the majority, if not all, of
those parts that used to be Omega no longer feel a desire or need to be
different, realizing that you split off originally by them and want to
go home to Mary and become one with her again."
I
use the concept often
now --
which came from a patient -- of going home and becoming one with her.
"Going back from whence you came" is another phrase I'll use with them.
"Are there any Omega parts inside who do not feel comfortable with that
or have reservations or concerns about that?" If there are we talk to
them. We deal with them. A few may not integrate. My experience is most
of the time they'll integrate and we may integrate twenty-five parts at
once in a polyfragmented complex MPD.
I
think it is vitally
important to abreact the feelings before you go on. Also for many
patients it hasn't seemed to matter the order we go in but I've found a
couple where it has. If it doesn't seem to matter I'll typically go
Omega, then Delta because they have more violence potential, then Gamma
to get rid of the self-deception stuff. What I will do before I just
assume anything and do that, is once we've done Omega and showed them
that success can occur and something can happen and they feel relief
after, I will say to them, "I want to ask the core -- through the
fingers -- is there a specific order in which programs must be erased?"
You know maybe it doesn't matter but most of the time I found "No."
There are cases where we found "Yes."
I
recommend doing one
or two
or three of those because they'll produce relief and and a sense of
optimism in the patient. But then I would recommend starting to probe
for the deeper level things and getting their input and recommendations
about the order in which we go.
Question?
Q:
What has been the
typical age and typical gender of this type of person?
Dr.H:
I know of this
being
found in men and women. Most of the patients I know with MPD ritual
abuse that are being treated are women, however. I know of some men
being treated where we've found this. A while back I was talking to a
small group of therapists somewhere. I told them about some of this. In
the middle of talking about some of this all the color drained out of
one social worker's face and she obviously had a reaction and I asked
her about and she said, "I'm working with a five-year-old boy," and she
said, "Just in the last few weeks he was saying something about a Dr.
Green." I went on a little further and I mentioned some of these things
and she just shook her head again. I said, "What's going on?" She said,
"He's been spontaneously telling me about robots and about Omega." I
think you will find variations of this and that they've changed it,
probably every few years and maybe somewhat regionally to throw us off
in various ways but that certain basics and fundamentals will probably
be there. I have seen this in people up into their forties including
people whose parents were very, very high in the CIA, other sorts of
things like that. I've had some that were originally part of the
Monarch Project which is the name of the government Intelligence
project.
Question
in the back?
Q:
I'm still not
grasping how one starts, how you find out how to erase. How do you get
that information?
Dr.H:
I would say, "I
want the
core, if necessary, using the telepathic communication ability you have
to read minds," because they believe in that kind of stuff, "so I'll
use it..." I was trained in Ericsonian stuff, "...to obtain for me the
erasure code of all Omega programs. When you've done so, I want the
yes-finger to float up." Then I ask them to tell it to me. "Are there
backups for Omega programs?" "Yes." "Okay? How many backups are there?"
"Six," they say, let's say. It's different numbers. "Is there an
erasure code for all the backup programs?" "No." "Is there an erasure
code that combines all the backups into one?" "Yes." "Obtain that code
for me and when you've go it give me the yes-signal again." It can move
almost that fast in some cases where there's not massive resistance.
Question?
Q:
Yes, can you tell me
what you know about the risks to the therapist? [Laughter]
Dr.H:
You would have to
ask.
Q:
Yeah, I'd like to
know
that. What kind of data do you have given that you've had contact with
large numbers of people. Not just threats but also any injury, any
family problems that have arisen. That's one question. A second one is
are you aware of anybody that you've treated -- or others -- with this
level of dissociation and trauma that have recovered? Integrated? Whole
and happy?
Dr.H:
Okay, I have one
non-bloodline multiple, complex multiple who had this kind of
programming where they have a lot of access to the patient as neighbors
and where the doctor, by the way, you'll find physicians heavily
involved.
They've
encouraged
their own
to go to medical school, to prescribe drugs to take care of their own,
to get access to medical technology and be above suspicion. There have
been a couple, in fact, in Utah who've been nailed now.
We
now in Utah have two
full
time ritual-abuse investigators with statewide jurisdiction under the
Attorney General's Office to do nothing but investigate this.
[Applause] Okay?
In
a poll done in the
State of
Utah in January by the major newspaper and television station, they
found that ninety percent of Utahans believe that ritual abuse is
genuine and real. Not all of them believe it's a frequent occurrence
but some of that was imparted from two years of work by the Governor
Commission on Ritual Abuse, interviewing, talking, meeting people,
gathering data. Now when people say, by the way, "There's no evidence.
They've never found a body," that's baloney.
They
found a body in
Idaho of
a child. They've had a case last summer that was convicted on
first-degree murder charges, two people that the summer before that
were arrested where the teenaged girl's finger and head were in the
refrigerator and they were convicted of first-degree murder in Detroit.
There have been cases and bodies.
Back
to risk. I know of
no
therapist who's been harmed. But patients inform us that there will
come a future time where we could be at risk of being assassinated by
patients who've been programmed to kill at a certain time anyone that
they've told and any member of their own family who's not active. If
that would come about is speculative. Who knows for sure? Maybe, but I
don't think it's entirely without risk.
A
question in the back?
Q:
It seems to me that
there
seems to be some similarity between these kinds of programming and
those people who claim that they've been abducted by spaceships and
have had themselves physically probed and reprogrammed and all of that
sort of thing. Since Cape Canaveral is across the Florida peninsula
from me and I don't think that they've reported any spaceships lately,
I was just wondering is there any sort of relationship between this and
that?
Dr.H:
I'll share my
speculation, that comes from others really. I've not dealt with any of
those people. However, I know a therapist that I know and trust and
respect who I've informed about all this a couple of years ago and has
found it in a lot of patients and so on, who is firmly of the belief
that those people are in fact ritual-abuse victims who have been
programmed with that sort of thing to destroy all their credibility.
If
somebody's coming in
and
reporting abduction by a flying sauce who's going to believe them on
anything else in the future? Also as a kind of thing that can be
pointed to and said, "This is as ridiculous as that." All I know is
that I recently had a consult, a telephone consult, with a therapist
where I had been instructing her about some of this kind of stuff. When
we were consulting at one point in the fifth or sixth interview she
said, "By the way, do you know anything about this topic?" I said,
"Well, not really" and shared with her what I shared with you. I said,
"If it were me being with this guy..." that she'd been seeing for a
couple of months, I said, "I would ask inside for the core to take
control of finger-signals and inquire about Alpha, Beta, Delta, Theta."
She proceeded to do all that, got back to me a week later and said,
"Boy, were you on target. There is a part inside named Dr. Green.
There's this kind of programming."
Yes?
Q:
What's the
difference
between this kind of program and cult-type abuse and Satanic abuse in
the kind of cults with the candles and the...
Dr.H:
This type of
programming
will be done in the cults with the candles and all the rest. My
impression is this is simply done in people where they have great
access to them or they're bloodline and their parents are in it and
they can be raised in it from an early age.
If
they are bloodline
they are
the chosen generation. If not, they're expendable and they are expected
to die and not get well. There will be booby traps in your way if they
aren't non-bloodline people that when they get well they will kill
themselves. I'll tell you just a little about that.
My
belief is that some
people
that have ritual abuse and don't have this have been ritually abused
but they may be may be part of a non-mainstream group. The Satanism
comes in the overall philosophy overriding all of this. People say,
"What's the purpose of it?" My best guess is that the purpose of it is
that they want an army of Manchurian Candidates, ten of thousands of
mental robots who will do prostitution, do child pornography, smuggle
drugs, engage in international arms smuggling, do snuff films, all
sorts of very lucrative things and do their bidding and eventually the
megalomaniacs at the top believe they'll create a Satanic Order that
will rule the world. One last question. Then I'll give you couple of
details and we need to shift gears.
Q:
You have suggested
and
implied that at some point at a high level of the U.S. Government there
was support of this kind of thing. I know we're short of time, but
could you just say a few words about the documentation that may exist
for that suggestion?
Dr.H:
There isn't great
documentation of it. It comes from victims who are imperiled witnesses.
The interesting thing is how many people have described the same
scenario and how many people that we have worked with who have had
relatives in NASA, in the CIA and in the Military, including very
high-ups in the Military.
I
can tell you that a
friend
and colleague of mine who has probably the equivalent of half the table
space on that far side of the room filled with boxes with declassified
documents from mind-control research done in the past which has been
able to be declassified over a considerable -- couple of decades --
period and has read more government documents about mind control than
anyone else, has a brief that has literally been sent in the past week
and a half asking for all information to be declassified about the
Monarch Project for us to try to find out more.
Now
let me just mention
something about some of the stuff that my experience is in several
patients now that you may run into late in the process. I know I'm
throwing a lot at you in a hurry. Some of it is completely foreign and
some of you may think, "Gosh, could any of this be true?" Just, you
know, ask. Find out in your patients and you may be lucky and there
isn't any of this. Somewhere at a deep level you may run into some
things like this. Let me describe to you, if I can find my pen, the
system in one patient.
One
patient I had
treated for
quite a while, a non-bloodline person. We had done what appeared to be
successful work and reached final integration. She came back to me
early last year and said she was symptomatic with some things. I
started inquiring. I found a part there we'd integrated. The part
basically said, "There was other stuff that I couldn't tell you about
and you integrated me and so I had to split off." I had done some
inquiring about things like Alpha, Beta as a routine part of it and
found they were there and I said to this part, "Why didn't you tell me
about this stuff?" She said, "Well, we gave you some hints but they
went right over your head." Says, "I'm sorry, but we know that you
didn't know enough to help us but now we know you can." So the stuff
started coming out. It was interesting. She described the overall
system -- if I can remember it now -- as being like this.
The
circle represented
harm to
the body, a system of alters whose primary purpose was to hurt her
including symptoms like Munchhausen's, self- mutilation, other kinds of
things.
Each
of the triangles
represented still another different system. She said, "With the
exception of me," this one part, "you dealt with the whole circle with
the work that we did before but you didn't touch the rest of the
stuff." Okay.
In
the middle of all
this was
still another system consisting of the Cabalistic Tree, which some of
you are aware, looks approximately like this with lines in between and
so on and so forth. There's a rough approximation. That represented
another system.
Then
once we got past
that she
implied that this entire thing was somehow encompassed by, what do you
call it, an hourglass. I kept thinking we were at final integration
then I'd find some other parts. This person had an eagle- eye husband
that was watching for certain things that we found to be reliable
indicators.
So
often I would get
evidence
of dissociation within a few days. It would suddenly be picked up. You
know, what we found was I continued to find evidence of dissociation
and I'd find parts. Finally this part, as I got angry with him and
said, "Why when I give these ideomotor inquiries am I getting lied to?"
This part said, "Because you don't understand. You're going to get us
all killed." We started talking and then she basically said, "It's been
programmed so that if you succeed and think you've succeeded, you will
fail. They build it in as a way to laugh at you, that if you ever get
us integrated, we will die."
Here's
what she said,
this
part said, "I'm one of twelve disciples," and I've seen this in others,
twelve disciples within this hourglass each of whom had to memorize a
disciple-lesson which were basic Satanic kind of premises, philosophies
of life like "be good to those who hurt you, hate those who are nice to
you," on and on and on. There may be two or three sentences like that
associated with each that they had to memorize them.
They
said, "We are like
grains
of sand falling and when the last grain of sand falls, there's Death."
I said, "Is Death a part?" "Yes. When the last grain of sand falls the
Sleeping Giant awakens." The Sleeping Giant was Death, who was then to
kill them on Day-One or Day-Six after awakening unless certain things
were followed and we did some of those.
Well
we also found
Death had a
sister as a backup, used with mirrors to create the sister part. We had
to get past and deal with that too. Death had certain things that they
said had to be done to integrate. I started to say, "Oh, come on, they
lied to you before." She said, "Wait a minute. This what they said
you'd say. They said that no doctor would ever believe that they had to
go these extremes to get us well and that's part of the reason they'd
fail." I said, "Well, tell me, tell me again." She said, "I have to be
dressed all in red. I have to have Demerol onboard, have taken Demerol.
A code has to be given and it has to be in a room that's totally dark.
It has to happen on Day-One or Day-Six after this part's been
awakened." I said what I'd have to lose? I had a psychiatrist give her
a little Demerol. We used the code. My office didn't have any windows
anyway. It was pretty easy. Oh, and there had to be four, I think,
candles lit.
Well,
fine. So we did
it and
everything went well. Maybe it would have gone well if we hadn't done
it, but I decided not to take the chance and to trust the patient
maybe. Well, so we go on and then we find another part. There's Death
And Destruction, another backup also with a sister that we had to get
through. In fact, I think there were two backups there. Interestingly,
the very last part was an extremely nice part, made especially that way
so that they wouldn't want to lose them because they would be so
adorable and so loving and so sweet that they wouldn't want to maybe
get rid of them.
Then
we found that she
continued to have these feelings with this last part left now of
darkness and blackness inside. What did we find? A curtain. She said,
"They assumed that if you ever got to this point, you would," and along
the way, by the way, we had encountered this stuff about the LSD stuff,
the Green Bomb programming. The message was that she said, "There is a
curtain behind which are the remaining feelings and memories, but it
can't be opened from the middle. It's like a stage curtain. It has to
opened this way," that it can't be opened. They assumed that you would
try to deal with all the feelings. That can't be opened until you've
dealt with that last part and they've integrated. So far it looks like
we've got integration that's holding.
So
I found Death And
Destruction and the Hourglass in non-bloodline. "The Tree and the
Hourglass," this patient informed me, "were made of sand because we
were meant to die. We're expendable. We're the unchosen generation."
I've heard variously that it's crystals or blood that fills the
Hourglass in bloodline people. By the way, you can do real simple
things like turn the Hourglass on its side so nothing can fall out, so
time stands still to be able to do certain kinds of work. Spread the
grains of sand on the seashore so that they can't be numbered and the
time will not be counted. Got that idea from a ritual-abuse victim who
had seen some of this kind of programming done that another therapist
was seeing.
So
those would be just
a few
other hints about things that may be helpful or meaningful. We're
talking about very intensive things and at deep levels to to me this
give us two things. One thing it gives to me is hope because it gets to
material and it makes progress like nothing else we've ever seen with
these people who have it. The second thing it does for me is it
demoralizes me, too, because although three years ago I had a pretty
good idea about the extent and breadth of what they'd one to these
victims, I had no real appreciation for the depth and breadth and
intensity of what they'd done.
I
want to come back to
the
other question over here now. The other question is how many of them
can get well? We don't know. In most things in the mental health
profession we accept two-thirds of the patients are going to improve,
maybe seventy percent. There's very little we can get everybody well.
I
think one of the sad
things
we have to face is that many of these patients will probably never be
well. My personal belief is that if they are being messed with their
only hope of getting well is if they can somehow get out of contact.
Now
I know patients
who've
gone to other states and simply had deep- level alters pick up the
phone and call and said, "This is our new address and phone number" so
that they could be picked up locally. I mean in an inpatient unit for
an extended period of time. If they are in a Cult from their area and
they are still being monitored and messed with, my own personal opinion
is we can't get them well and can't offer more than humanitarian caring
and supportiveness. Lots of therapists do not like to hear that. That's
my opinion.
I
believe that if
somehow
they're lucky enough to be wealthy enough to have protection, to have
somehow gotten away in some way and we can work with them without being
messed with, that they have a chance to reach some semblance of
normality and livability with enough intensive work.
My
own personal belief
is I
don't think anybody with this kind of programming is well in this
country yet. There are some who are well along the way. I've got a
couple who are well along in their work and have done a tremendous
amount, but they're clearly not well yet.
Q: Could you speculate
on the
relationship between this stuff and the fantasy games that have been
proliferating, Dungeons
and Dragons and
that sort of
thing?
Dr.H: Well, there are a
lot of
things out there to cue people. You want to see a great movie,
interesting movie, to cue people? Go see "Trancers II." You can rent it
in your video shop. Came out last fall.
One night in sheer
desperation
for something at the video store, you know? Nine o'clock on Friday
night. Everything's gone. I rented a couple of movies and one of them
is that. Fascinating. They're talking about Green World Order. Yes,
"Trancers II." And who is the production company? Full Moon
Productions. I couldn't see much cuing in "Trancers I," but who's the
production company in "Trancers I"? Alter Productions.
There are lots of
things
around that are cuing. There's an interesting person in the late
sixties who talked about the Illuminati. Have any of you ever heard of
the Illuminati with regard to the Cult? Had a patient bring that up to
me just about exactly two years ago. We've now had other stuff come out
from other patients. Appears to be the name of the international world
leadership. There appear to be Illuminatic Counsels in several parts of
the world and one internationally. The name of the international
leadership of the Cult supposedly. Is this true? well, I don't know.
It's interesting we're getting some people who are trying to work
without cuing who are saying some very similar things.
There was an old guy in
Hollywood in the late sixties who talked about the infiltration of
Hollywood by the Illuminati. Certainly what some patients have said is
all of this spook stuff, horror stuff, possession and everything else
that's been popularized in the last twenty years in Hollywood is in
order to soften up the public so that when a Satanic world order takes
over, everyone will have been desensitized to so many of these things,
plus to continually cue lots of people out there. is that true? Well, I
can't definitely tell you that it is.
What I can say is I now
believe that ritual-abuse programming is widespread, is systematic, is
very organized from highly esoteric information which is published
nowhere, has not been on any book or talk show, that we have found all
around this country and at least one foreign country.
Let's take a couple of
quick questions and we need to get on to other material. Yes?
Q: Do you have any
techniques
for decreasing your level of uncertainty that a patient is or is not
being still tampered with, "messed with," as you said?
Dr.H: Just that I would
ask
several of the parts I've inquired about, Core, Diana, Wisdom, Master
Programmer, several parts inside I would ask about these sorts of
things and I will keep asking it. As you do additional work and get a
bit further, I would ask again to find out. In the back?
Q: I wonder if you've
heard or you know of the Martin Luther Bloodline?
Dr.H: The what?
Q: Martin Luther
Bloodline?
Dr.H: I know nothing
about
Martin Luther Bloodline. I'll give you one other quick tip. Ask him
about an identification code. There's an identification code that
people have. It will involve their birth date. It may involve places
where they were programmed and it will usually involve a number in
there that will be their birth order, like zero-two if they were
second-born. It will usually involve a number that represents the
number of generations in the Cult, if they are bloodlines. I've seen up
to twelve now, twelve generations.
Q: I have seen a lot of
the
things you've been describing today in several patients. I wanted to
ask you a question about the Seven Systems. You mentioned something
about systems here. Are there Seven Systems?
Dr.H: There has been
that described in some patients, yes, the Seven Systems.
Q: Could you say what
that is or a little diagram?
Dr.H: I don't think we
know enough to know what it is, honestly. I think it may have to do
with Seven Cabalistic Trees.
Q: Have you ever had
any
evidence where any of these people have been tagged and there have been
anything of their body-parts that might be related to this, private
parts in particular?
Dr.H: Well, there are
certainly people that have had tattoos, that have had a variety of
other kinds of things, some of which have been, you know, documented in
cases, but I mean to say, well, maybe they did that to themselves or
had it done consciously to really prove something, not that occurs to
right off the bat. Let me just take this one last question back and we
need to go on to other material because we're never going to get
through it all. I'll just ask you to hold your question.
Q: It's not a question
but I
wanted to say for myself, personally, and perhaps for others here as
well, I wanted to thank you very sincerely for taking this time to come
forward. [Applause]
Dr.H: Well, [Applause]
Q: Does anyone want to
join us for a standing ovation for this material? It's wonderful.
[Sustained applause]
Dr.H: A dear friend
who's one
of the top people in the field, who I know has had death threats, but I
know struggled for professional credibility in believing in MPD and was
harshly criticized for even believing in that ten and fifteen years
ago, and struggled to a point of professional credibility. I think in
his heart of hearts he knows it's true, but he will say things like, "I
wouldn't be surprised to find tomorrow it was an international
conspiracy and I wouldn't be surprised to find tomorrow that it is an
urban myth and rumor." He tries to stay right on the fence and the
reason is because it's controversial, because there is a campaign
underway saying these all false memories induced by, along with incest
and everything else, by "Oprah" and by books like "The Courage to Heal"
and by naive therapists using hypnosis. It's controversial. My personal
opinion has come to be if they're going to kill me, they're going to
kill me. There's going to be an awful lot of information that's been
put away that'll go to investigative reporters and multiple
investigative agencies, if it happens, and an awful lot of people like
you , I hope, that if I ever have an accident will be pushing for a
very large-scale investigation. I think we have to stand up as some
kind of moral conscience at some point and I tried to wait until we had
gotten enough verification from independent places to have some real
confidence that this was widespread.
I know we've gone like
a house
afire to try to pack as much as I could in for you. I hope it's given
you some things to think about and some new ideas and I appreciate
being with you. [Long sustained applause] ".
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Carlos Castaneda on
MPD
Many humans
don't even know how they really
look. There is a very good book written by Carlos Castaneda, called
"The Art
of Dreaming" and this extract is a very important information, which
you will know about sooner or later:
"From seeing the essence of the
universe resembles incandescent stretched into
infinity in
every conceivable direction, luminous filaments that are conscious of
themselves in ways impossible for the human mind to comprehend. From
seeing the essence of the universe, sorcerers go on to see the energy
essence of human beings and depict human beings as bright shapes that
resemble giant eggs and call them luminous
eggs
(white eggs, LM).
When sorcerers see a
human being they see a giant, luminous shape that floats, making, as it
moves, a deep furrow in the energy of the earth, just as if the
luminous shape had a taproot that was dragging.
Don Juan had impression
that our energy shape keeps on changing through time. He said that
every Seer he knew himself included, saw
that human beings are shaped more like balls or even tombstones than
eggs. But, once in a while , and for no reason known to them, sorcerers
see a person whose energy is shaped like an egg...more akin to people
of ancient times.
(More
on Carlos Castaneda info and Robert Monroe info
links, LM).
The decisive finding of
the sorcerers of antiquity and the crucial feature of human beings as
luminous balls, is a round spot of intense brilliance, the size of a
tennis ball, permanently lodged inside the luminous ball, flush with
its surface, about two feet back from the crest of a person's right
shoulder blade. The luminous ball is much larger than the human body.
The spot of intense brilliance is part of this ball of energy, and it
is located on a place at the height of the shoulder blades, an arm's
length from a person's back. The old sorcerers named it the assemblage
point after seeing what it does. It makes us perceive. In human beings,
perception is assembled there, on that point.
Seeing that all living
beings have such a point of brilliance,
the old sorcerers
surmised that
perception, in general, must take place
on that spot, in whatever pertinent manner.
(Your
Spirit is a part of your Soul, connected to the physical body; it's
like a tiny Sun in the body, a piece of Creative Force. The
Assemblage point is like a tuner in the radio: you turn the knob and
get to a new radio station; and if something or someone moves the
Assemblage point: you'll
get to another world, another frequency, another Density or Dimension
or Universe, LM).
What
they saw that made
them conclude that perception takes place on the assemblage point was:
first,
that out of the
millions of the universe's luminous energy filaments passing through
the entire luminous ball, only a small number pass directly through the
assemblage point, as should be expected since it is small in comparison
with the whole.
Next,
they saw that a
spherical extra glow, slightly bigger than the assemblage point, always
surrounds it, greatly intensifying the luminosity of the filaments
passing directly through that glow.
Finally,
they
saw two things.
One,
that the Assemblage points of human beings can dislodge themselves from
the spot where they are usually located. Two, that
when the assemblage point is on its habitual position, perception and
awareness seem to be normal, judging by the normal behavior of the
subjects being observed. But when their assemblage points and
surrounding glowing spheres are on a different position than the
habitual one, their unusual behavior seems to be the proof that their
awareness is different, that they are perceiving in an unfamiliar
manner.
The conclusion the old sorcerers drew from all this was that the
greater the displacement of the assemblage point from its customary
position, the more unusual the consequent behavior and, evidently, the
consequent awareness and perception."
This
is how MPDed people are created: by manipulating the
position of the Assemblage Point physically, electromagnetically,
chemically, psychologically and by other ways.
We, future
Graduates, all have sabotaging Alters with damaging
Wernicke’s
commands in us and need to learn to handle them.
It looks like only Androgynous, HeShe is a real
representative of
Balance, has full 360 degree vision: one is
a male, another one is a female and if one would miss something another
one wouldn't!
We
all have
the same
monster-loop in us (SELF-IMPORTANCE) to
battle with. The idea is to split and expand ourselves, in order to
unite them later. Our
strength is in final unification. If we don’t go
into denial,
don’t
run away from the subject and know that we all have MPD
and Sabotaging
Alters, then it's easier to stop them from doing a lot of damage to
ourselves and to others. Unification of your personal Alters and
merging with the Creative Force is the
ultimate Goal!
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"Holographic
Universe"-Michael Talbot on
MPD
I'll
give you a description of Holographic Nature of MPD from Michael Talbot's book written
in
"The Holographic Universe", 1991, p. 75-76:
"...To
catch a glimmer of what we are missing, he suggests we look at a child.
Children have not yet had the time to form vortices, and this is
reflected in the open and flexible way they interact with the world.
According to Shainberg the sparkling aliveness of a child expresses the
very essence of the unfolding-
enfolding nature of consciousness when it is unimpeded.
If you want to become aware of your own frozen vortices of thought,
Shainberg recommends you pay close attention to the way you behave in
conversation. When people with set beliefs converse with others, they
try to justify their identities by espousing and defending their
opinions. Their judgments seldom change as a result of any new
information they encounter, and they show little interest in allowing
any real conversational interaction to take place. A person who is open
to the flowing nature of consciousness is more willing to see the
frozen condition of the relationships imposed by such vortices of
thought. They are committed to exploring conversational interactions,
rather than endlessly repeating a static litany of opinions...
Another
psychological phenomena that bears several earmarks of the implicate is
multiple personality disorder, or MPD. MPD is a bizarre syndrome in
which two or more distinct personalities inhabit a single body.
Victims of the disorder, or "multiples, " often have no awareness of
their condition. They do not realize that control of their body is
being passed back and forth between different personalities and instead
feel they are suffering from some kind of amnesia, confusion, or
black-out spells. Most multiples average between eight to thirteen
personalities, although so-called super-multiples may have more than a
hundred subpersonalities. One of the most telling statistics regarding
multiples is that 97 percent of them have had a history of severe
childhood trauma, often in the form of monstrous psychological,
physical, and sexual abuse. This has led many researchers to conclude
that becoming a multiple is the psyche's way of coping with
extraordinary and soul-crushing pain. By dividing up into one or more
personalities the psyche is able to parcel out the pain, in a way, and
have several personalities bear what would be too much for just one
personality to withstand. In this sense becoming a multiple may be the
ultimate example of what Bohm means by fragmentation. It is interesting
to note that when the psyche fragments itself, it does not become a
collection of broken and jagged-edged shards (pieces), but a collection
of smaller wholes, complete and self-sustaining with their own traits,
motives, and desires. Although these wholes are not identical copies of
the original personality, they are related to the dynamics of the
original personality, and this in itself suggests that some kind of
holographic process is involved. Bohm's assertion that fragmentation
always eventually proves destructive is also apparent in the syndrome.
Although becoming a multiple allows a person to survive an otherwise
unendurable childhood, it brings with it a host of unpleasant side
effects. These may include depression, anxiety and panic attacks,
phobias, heart and respiratory problems, unexplained nausea,
migrainelike headaches, tendencies toward self-mutilation, and many
other mental and physical disorders. Startlingly, but regular as
clockwork, most multiples are diagnosed when they are between the ages
of twenty-eight and thirty-five, a "coincidence" that suggests that
some inner alarm system may be going off at that age, warning them that
it is imperative they are diagnosed and thus obtain the help they need.
This idea seems borne out by the fact that multiples who reach their
forties before they are diagnosed frequently report having the sense
that if they did not seek help soon, any chance of recovery would be
lost. Despite the temporary advantages the tortured psyche gains by
fragmenting itself, it is clear that mental and physical well-being,
and perhaps even survival, still depend on wholeness. Another unusual
feature of MPD is that each of a multiple's personalities possesses a
different brain-wave pattern. This is surprising, for as Frank Putnam,
a National Institutes of Health psychiatrist who has studied this
phenomenon, points out, normally a person's brain-wave pattern does not
change even in states of extreme emotion. Brainwave patterns are not
the only thing that varies from personality to personality. Blood flow
patterns, muscle tone, heart rate, posture, and even allergies can all
change as a multiple shifts from one self to the next. Since brain-wave
patterns are not confined to any single neuron or group of neurons, but
are a global property of the brain, this too suggests that some kind of
holographic process may be at work. Just as a multiple-image hologram
can store and project dozens of whole scenes, perhaps the brain
hologram can store and call forth a similar multitude of whole
personalities. In other words, perhaps what we call "self" is also a
hologram, and when the brain of a multiple clicks from one holographic
self to the next, these slide-projector like shuttlings are reflected
in the global changes that take place in brain-wave activity as well as
in the body in general. The physiological changes that occur as a
multiple shifts from one personality to the next also have profound
implications for the relationship between mind and health, and will be
discussed at greater length in the next chapter...
p. 97
The Health Implications of Multiple Personality
...Another condition that graphically illustrates the mind's power to
affect the body is MPD. In addition to possessing different brain-wave
patterns, the subpersonalities of a multiple (short
for a patient with MPD) have a strong psychological separation from one
another. Each has his own name, age, memories, and abilities. Often each also
has his own style of handwriting, announced gender, cultural and racial
background, artistic talents, foreign language fluency and IQ. Even
more noteworthy are the biological changes that take place in a
multiple's body when they switch personalities. Frequently a medical
condition possessed by one personality will mysteriously vanish when
another personality takes over. Dr. Bennett Braun of the International
Society for the study of Multiple Personality, in Chicago, has
documented the case in which all of a patient's subpersonalities
(alters) were
allergic to orange juice, except one. If the man drank orange juice
when one of his allergic personalities was in control, he would break
out in a terrible rash. But if he switched to his nonallergic
personality, the rash would instantly start to fade and he could drink
orange juice freely (check it out on yourself, LM).
Dr. Francine Rowland, a Yale
psychiatrist who specializes in treating multiples, relates an even
more striking incident concerning one multiple's reaction to a wasp
sting. On the occasion in question, the man showed up for his scheduled
appointment with Rowland with his eye completely swollen shut from a
wasp sting. Realizing he needed medical attention, Rowland called an
ophthalmologist. Unfortunately,
the soonest the opthalmologist could
see the man was an hour later, and because the man was in severe pain,
Rowland decided to try something. As it turned out, one of the man's
alternates was an "anesthetic personality" who felt absolutely no pain.
Rowland had the anesthetic personality take control of the body, and
the pain ended. But something else also happened. By the time the man
arrived at his appointment with the ophthalmologist, the swelling was
gone and his eye had returned to normal. Seeing no need to treat him,
the ophthalmologist sent him home. After a while, however, the
anesthetic personality relinquished control of the body, and the man's
original personality returned, along with all the pain and swelling of
the wasp sting. The next day he went back to the ophthalmologist to at
last be treated. Neither Rowland nor her patient had told the
ophthalmologist that the man was a multiple, and after treating him,
the ophthalmologist telephoned Rowland. "He thought time was playing
tricks on him. " Rowland laughed. "He just wanted to make sure that I
had actually called him the day before and he had not imagined it."
Allergies are
not the only thing multiples can switch on and off. If there was any
doubt as to the control of the unconscious mind has over drug effects, it's banished by
the
pharmacological wizardry of the multiple. By changing personalities, a multiple who is drunk can instantly become
sober. Different personalities also respond differently to different
drugs. Braun records a case in which 5ml of diazepam, a tranquilizer,
sedated one personality , while 100ml had little or no effect on
another (Arizona Wilder was saying that she tried, but couldn't die
from the sleeping pills' overdose because of her Alters or she couldn't
get drunk even if she tried, LM). Often one or several of a multiple's
personalities are children, and if an adult personality is given a drug
and then a child's personality takes over, the adult dosage may be too
much for the child and result in an overdose. It's also difficult to
anesthetize some multiples waking up on the operating table after one
of their "unanesthetizable" subpersonalities has taken over
(R. Monroe also couldn't be anesthetize, LM).
Other conditions that can
vary from personality to personality include scars, burn marks, cysts,
left- and right-handedness. Visual acuity can differ, and some
multiples have to carry two or three different pairs of eyeglasses to
accommodate their alternating personalities. One personality can be
color-blind and another not, and even eye color can change. There are
cases of women who have 2 or 3 menstrual periods each month because
each of their subpersonalities has it's own cycle. More info
from "The Holographic Universe": " Speech pathologist Christy
Ludlow has
found that the voice pattern for each of a multiple's
personalities is different (not just the voice, but the frequency
coming from the Alter, LM), a feat that requires such a deep
psychological change that even the most accomplished actor cannot alter
his voice enough to disguise his voice pattern. One multiple , admitted
to a hospital for diabetes, baffled her doctors by showing no symptoms
when one of her non diabetic personalities was in control.
There accounts of epilepsy coming and going with changes in
personality, and psychologist Robert A.
Phillips, Jr., reports that even tumors can appear and disappear
(although he does not specify what kind of tumors).
Multiples
also tend to heal faster than normal individuals (Andy Pero from
"Project Superman, Andy Pero's Story" comes to mind, LM). For example, there are several
cases on record of third-degree burns healing with extraordinary
rapidity. Most eerie of all, at least one researcher— Dr. Cornelia
Wilbur, the therapist whose pioneering treatment of Sybil Dorsett was
portrayed in the book Sybil—is convinced that multiples don't age as
fast as other people. How could such things be? At a recent symposium
on the multiple personality syndrome, a multiple named Cassandra
provided a possible answer, Cassandra attributes her own rapid healing
ability both to the visualization techniques she practices and to
something she calls parallel processing. As she explained, even when
her alternate personalities are not in control of her body, they are
still aware (and they
watch what you are doing and help or sabotage,
LM). This enables her to "think" on a multitude of different
channels at once, to do things like work on several different term
papers simultaneously, and even "sleep" while other personalities
prepare her dinner and clean her house. Hence, whereas normal people only
do healing imagery exercises two or three times a day, Cassandra does
them around the clock. She even has a subpersonality named Celese who
possesses a thorough knowledge of anatomy and physiology, and whose
sole function is to spend twenty-four hours a day meditating and
imaging the body's well-being. According to Cassandra, it is this
full-time attention to her health that gives her an edge over normal
people. Other multiples have made similar claims.
We are deeply
attached to the inevitability of things. If we have bad vision, we
believe we will have bad vision for life, and if we suffer from
diabetes, we do not for a moment think our condition might vanish with
a change in mood or thought. But the phenomenon of multiple personality
challenges this belief and offers further evidence of just how much our
psychological states can affect the body's biology. If the psyche of an
individual with MPD is a kind of multiple image hologram, it appears
that the body is one as well, and can switch from one biological state
to another as rapidly as the flutter of a deck of cards. The systems
of control that must be in place to account for such capacities is
mind-boggling and makes our ability to will away a wart look pale.
Allergic reaction to a wasp sting is a complex and multifaceted
process
and involves the organized activity of antibodies, the production of
histamine, the dilation and rupture of blood vessels, the excessive
release of immune substances, and so on. What unknown pathways of
influence enable the mind of a multiple to freeze all these processes
in their tracks? Or what allows them to suspend the effects of alcohol
and other drugs in the blood, or turn diabetes on and off? At the
moment we don't know and must console ourselves with one simple fact.
Once a multiple has undergone therapy and in some way becomes whole
again, he or she can still make these switches at will. This suggests
that somewhere in our psyches we all have the ability to control these
things. And still this is not all we can do."
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Youtube
on MPD
There is some interesting information on Google about MPD : a few
websites with video clips on Youtube, many good articles and
people’s say about modern Psychology/Psychiatry and their
MPD’s.
When you are dealing with Simultaneous (not alien)
people, you
are not dealing with their original Selves, but with their Alters. The
Original Selves are deeply hidden behind the layers of numerous
positive/negative Alters ! Original Selves, we are born with, are
turning up only in extraordinary situations in life.
This subject needs to be clarified for everyone, instead of hiding it.
Whoever created sabotaging Alters in us were not stupid and
our
task is to dismantle their work, to balance them ! Our own Alters are
playing tricks on us!
It is an Art of modern life to be able to maneuver your Alters so they
would bring you a complete satisfaction instead of a total frustration
like in the case of Howie (a politician, a Republican). Highly
recommended !
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P9RcFyAoQTs&feature=related
session 1, Howie;
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kNiaIsQ1ejw&NR=1
session 2;
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XZNtXk6D944&feature=related
session 3
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fLndL8aYqwQ&feature=related
session 4 ;
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ckA_Jn0cWI4&feature=related
session 5 ;
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xcEPHOgOJYk&feature=related
session 6 ;
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wqb1JKfLbBc&feature=related
session 7 ;
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zZEE9TA-GRE&feature=related
session 8 ;
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PDseMPfUN9M&feature=related
session 10;
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KVjP7y7w5Lc&feature=related
session 11;
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=snBjRGSSFGc&feature=related
session 12;
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m2uMhHDe4Qs&feature=related
session 13;
http://youtube.com/watch?v=AdB0gfBbpKQ&feature=related
session 14;
This documentary you'll find on Google under 'Multiple Personality
Disorder' :
"MPD" a documentary by M.Mierendorf , 59 min.,1993. Video http://google.com/videoplay?docid=-1078314996890815904)
MPD is portrayed in movies like "The Three Faces of Eve", "Sybil",
"Fatal attraction" and a many more.
The rest are Youtube sites of just everyday's people, simultaneous
incarnations, worth watching to understand ourselves this is
just a
small part of the whole picture:
http://clearwatercounselingservices.com
documentary "You are not crazy
& you are not alone", part of it could be seen on
youtube
http://youtube.com/watch?v=MUDbB5zB9xY&feature=related
http://youtube.com/watch?v=HIM-4L_i6Po&feature=related
http://youtube.com/watch?v=bX3F-CkTaFU&feature=related
Herschel Walker , the writer on MPD;
http://youtube.com/watch?v=x4EOw8wPBN8&NR=1
DID: It's very real **Triggering
http://youtube.com/watch?v=7iHJfIH20TY&feature=related
a guy with 53 personalities
http://youtube.com/watch?v=HIM-4L_i6Po&feature=related
there is a
phrase in there " ... SHAMANS themselves had the DISORDER
(MPD)..."
http://youtube.com/watch?v=1dpsGR0yLHE&feature=related
DID-- http://menspeakoutnow.com
http://youtube.com/watch?v=FsglDXW34yo&feature=user
ADHD ( another name for MPD), Psychiatry, Psychology
http://youtube.com/watch?v=ZUsQU2Sse_A&feature=related
How to Control ADD/ADHD
(MPD);
http://youtube.com/watch?v=Zrrb9Y4nxas&feature=related
http://youtube.com/watch?v=4vrynT3AFIk&feature=related
Dissociative
Disorders #1 of 3
(Anorexia-Bulimia-Bipolar) . These are interesting
names for MPD : all 3 of them different form of MPD. Bipolar, means
there are positive/negative/male/female
Alters in the same individuals. Psychiatrists/Psychologists themselves
often have MPD , if they are Simultaneous incarnations.
http://youtube.com/watch?v=uZrR_xO6BaA&feature=related
# 2 of 3 ;
http://youtube.com/watch?v=3HWEPE4nZXU&feature=related
#3 ;
http://youtube.com/watch?v=Wr4Bh8zzsNE&feature=related
Borderline Personality Disorder (MPD)
World, my BPD ;
http://youtube.com/watch?v=UkoZYu7dHdU&feature=related
Paranoid Personality Disorder ;
http://youtube.com/watch?v=Ai0OlnaMCWU&feature=related
clip from the
movie Identity Eddie realize his Malcolm and that he has DID (MPD)
http://youtube.com/watch?v=6t6biA9kaMM&feature=related
A Look at Borderline
Personality Disorder - Part 1
http://youtube.com/watch?v=Mf0K_e-NKE8&feature=related
Part 2
http://youtube.com/watch?v=nzUihNTEMtw&feature=related
a TV program
http://youtube.com/watch?v=4-UIU9QNxJQ&feature=related
"Inside" a short film ;
http://youtube.com/watch?v=69UmtPQ_d7E&feature=related
Maxwell Talk DID part 1;
http://youtube.com/watch?v=sUaLXDIyfew&feature=related
Break the silence menspeakoutnow.com ;
womenspeakoutnow.com ;
http://youtube.com/watch?v=Zrr9Y4nxas&feature=related
MPD ;
http://youtube.com/watch?v=5JCpdlJMgvg&feature=related
Borderline
Personality Disorder , the same as Bipolar Personality Disorder,
Dissociative Identity Disorder, Attention Deficit Disorder , Attention
Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder, Montauk Boy/Girl and other 290 names
for Multiple Personality Disorder (Order, if you balance your
personalities);
http://youtube.com/watch?v=_xkJpDUDBG0&feature=related
VID # 3 DID
http://youtube.com/watch?v=ZUTxh1sPyLs&feature=related
DID - SSC Psychology AP video ;
http://youtube.com/watch?v=RpJxZaaFv9U&NR=1
"The Three Faces
of Eve" , a movie
http://youtube.com/watch?=remhbGWA1ko&NR=1
19 ; I
have Multiple Personalities ;
http://youtube.com/watch?v=APcyJBL1c7I&feature=related
Phil and his Multiple
Personalities ;
http://youtube.com/watch?v=KfN-8jzJXw4&feature=related
Speaking out on DID - Diagnosis and Feelings ;
http://youtube.com/watch?v=72g7fdgQtyw&feature=related
Sybil presentation ;
http://youtube.com/watch?v=JZR-6Elc_4o&feature=user
Addressing Autism ( another form of MPD);
http://youtube.com/watch?v=v2P9CklV3dc&feature=related
Attention Deficit
Disorder (MPD) is Not a Disease;
http://youtube.com/watch?v=ri2BagoDwvI&feature=related
Women and Attention Deficit
Hyperactivity Disorder (MPD);
http://youtube.com/watch?v=i8RMoea7-QE&feature=related
I'm a Survivor
http://youtube.com/watch?v=5T4uZeU4Oig&feature=related
Fun with ADD (MPD);
And millions of more people are in the
same situation !
Before Change of Consciousness (Shift) takes place
, we all
need to Change Consciousness ( Shift) inside ourselves, by balancing
our Alters and uniting them with our Core (Original) Self ! Certain
type of Kinesiology can help to
achieve it. You need to get rid of Wernicke's commands in your
sabotaging Alters. Info, how that could be done
can be found on Parallel
Universes and Time Travels
and "The
Mars Records" S&M Relfe info links.
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From Educate-Yourself:
http://www.educate-yourself.org/lte/mcandmemoryrecovery19jan08.shtml
Multiple Personality
Disorder, Mind Control, & Memory Recovery
http://educate-yourself.org/lte/mcandmemoryrecovery19jan08.shtml
January 19, 2008
Multiple
Personality Disorder, Mind Control, & Memory Recovery (Jan. 20,
2008)
Subject:
MPD
From: Sharon
Date: Sat, January 19, 2008
To: Editor
I
have written to you
sometime before and you were very helpful to me. I'm still struggling
with the multiple personality disorder issues as before..but I want to
know need to know how vital is it that I recover these LOST
memories..and fill in those over 30 missing years all in the dark..
Please
answer if you can.
Thank you very much
Sharon
**************
Hi
Sharon,
I
recall your name. I think
it was 2 or 3 years ago, right?
It's
not my place to advise
you as much as tell you what others tell me.
People
are abused and
traumatized to create mind controlled personalities.
MC
victims are used by the
programmers and handlers to achieve certain things for them. They
created the amnesia walls so you would not remember the mind splitting
trauma or the programming or what you did while under mind control.
By
recovering the memories,
many people free themselves-to some degree at least - from the
controllers. They access MC victims by using special codes and they try
to trigger your programming (daily if possible-TV being the BIGGEST
trigger source of all) to reinforce those walls of amnesia by feeding
you triggers (special words, or sounds, or visuals, or odors, or
e-mails, etc) to keep the programming locked in place-and to keep you
forgetting.
If
you keep a spiral bound
notebook with you wherever you go, you can write down whatever fragment
of memory that may pop into your head, even if it doesn't make sense
(it's often bizarre and garbled). By reminding yourself that you want
these repressed memories to surface, you will gradually get more and
more of them back. It takes at least 15 years, and often 20-30 years,
for programming-created amnesia walls to begin to come down and the
memories start coming back in flashbacks. I'm getting info from a
person who was programmed as a very young child (4 years old), who only
started getting the memories back when this person was in their late
30s. That's typical.
If
you don't want to do this,
then you should not force yourself. Follow your inner intuition
By
consciously remembering
the traumatizing events and the programming forced on you, you
essentially break the programming and you are no longer controlled by
it. Of course, if you are an active MC slave, then they will try to
re-program you-if they can get to you. This is why some victims
remember things for a while and then forget them for a time and then
the memories may come back, sometimes with even more detail. Stephanie
Relfe has terrific info on her web site about "Wernicke Commands" that
you should read about (http://www.metatech.org
or http://www.relfe.com)
These
subconscious memories
are trying to break out to the surface mind, but the controllers are
trying to keep them locked down in your subconscious-if they are
monitoring you. Often, older MC slaves are not monitored much, as they
have millions of younger slaves to use for their games, but big name MC
victims like Barbara Striesand will be closely monitored and
re-programmed all of her life (see Thanks for the Memories by Brice
Taylor). Striesand's husband is likely playing the role of handler or
controller. The handler themselves are usually under MC.
Keep me posted.
Regards, Ken
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Jane
Roberts on Multiple Personalities
THE
EDUCATION OF OVERSOUL SEVEN
Chapter
1
Oversoul Seven's Examination
and Josef 's Dream
Oversoul Seven grimaced at Cyprus and began the examination "Let's
see," he said. "In Earth terms, using an analogy, I'm a man on Wednesday and
Friday, a woman on Sunday and Thursday, and I have the rest of the time
off for independent study.
"Actually, because of their time concepts this is somewhat more
complicated," he said. "Each life is lived in a different, uh, area of
time to which various designations are given." Cyprus smiled, and Seven
continued. "As Lydia I'm in the twentieth century, as Josef in the
seventeenth, as Ma-ah in 35,000 B.C., and as Proteus in the 23rd
century, A.D. Then there's the further background in space, uh,
different locations called countries. Then there's the ages of the
personalities.
"I'm partial to Josef and Lydia, though I suppose I shouldn't be.
Still, they show so much vitality and seem to enjoy themselves. Ma-ah
cries a lot, and Proteus is always looking back to the good old days."
Cyprus had been silent. Now she said, "You're wandering and not
organizing your thoughts very well. Pretend that I know nothing about
all this, and you're trying to explain it. You just told me that you had
personalities in all those times, for example. So why
should Proteus look back to the good old days?"
"Oh, I see. Sorry," Oversoul Seven said. "Proteus
doesn't know that. He doesn't take anything for granted. He doesn't
even take me for granted, or himself, for that matter. That is, he
doesn't realize that he is a soul, much less that both of us are one.
Certainly he doesn’t know that other portions of us live in
other
times. I get lonely for him now and then, but there it is. In fact,
sometimes I think we Oversouls aren't appreciated at all. We work and
strive."
Seven was suddenly struck by such a sense of desolation that he
dematerialized his hallucinatory pencil. He brought it back as quickly
as he could, but Cyprus shook her head at the lapse and said sharply,
"Now, none of that. Dropping your hallucination loses you five points,
you know. Suppose you were, say, Lydia on Earth, and she did something
like that?
Physical matter wouldn't be a dependable framework at all. One slip,
that's all it takes! How would you like to be responsible for such a
massive reaction? Then everyone would have to start over with a new . .
. Oh, Seven, you just can't make errors like that. Pencils disappearing
in mid-air!" Oversoul Seven nodded, then suddenly, almost despite
himself, he started to laugh. "Actually, Josef is almost on the edge of
knowing. Once he forgot to materialize one of his painting
brushes: he was in the throes of creativity and bongo, the brush was
just gone, Josef almost went out of his mind." Seven's eyes glowed with
parental-like pride. Cyprus said sternly, "None of your personalities
are ready to understand that mind forms matter, and you know it...Your
sense of humor doesn't extend to yourself or your personalities. By the
time you reach Oversoul Eight stage, you'll know better...Creating yourself physically
certainly is demanding..."
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Activation
of Alters by Breathing
Session
24: Breath Activation of
the Anne alter (this
extract is from "The Mars Force: Pat's Story", part 2, p.110).
St stands for
Stephanie and P does for Pat:
St: What breathing
patterns do they (the handlers) use to activate Anne?
P: Sharp
St: Do it now
(she does it).
P: It's a sharp, sudden breath. I feel really weird. I can
feel her energy (Note the read). It's intense. She is there.
St: Do the breath again (she does so). Do you have anything
to report?
P: You are disturbing me (that is Ann talking to Pat). She's
upset (that is Pat talking). Yesterday
when I brought them
(The Alters) up - I
felt them in me, but I could still feel me.
Pat
clarified this later. She said later "I felt all of the
Alters, and myself as well...
St: Everyone
of these breaths you do to activate the Alters, I've seen you do in
sessions.
P:
Yes, I realise that too. The Alters come in and out during
sessions.
St: How many
components are required to trigger you into an Alter?
P: Breath. Tone (frequency). Code words. There are certain
missions in that have code words already.
St: Is there
a permanent password?
P: Yes
St: What is
it?
P: There is nothing there?
St: Repeat
"There is nothing there"
P: There is nothing there, there is nothing there. No way!
That's ridiculous. Tap.
St: Is
anything else attached to "tap"?
P: In 1987 I went to a hypnotist. He said he'd give me a code
word to put me into a trance, and that it would be my name
spelled backwards. That's "Tap".
This code word "Tap"
shows how
during hypnotism programs are put in even if the hypnotist has good
intentions - making things worse, not better. During clearing, I cannot
program a person. For example, If I told them to run around the room
crowing like a rooster later on when I said a particular word, they
would just laugh at me and ignore it. But if they were hypnotized they
would do it.
Split
Personality in Pat, stated by her on p. 110, part 2 "The Mars Force:
Pat's Story":
Yesterday when I brought them
(The
Alters) up - I felt them in me, but I could still feel me.
"Pat
clarified this later. She said later "I felt all of the (my)
Alters, and myself as well."
Codewords and
passwords to activate Alters, p.112
St:
Is that the code
word used by the Mars Defence Force (Tap)?
P: No
St: What password does the Mars Defence Force use? (a lot of
interference, LM)...I repeat the question, what is the password to
activate your Alters? What is happening? Is it the same code words for
all alters?
P: No
St: For Pat 3, how many code words are there?
P: Two (note the read). I have a pain in my head
St:
What are the words?
P: I've got a headache. Sunrise
St: Is there a number?
P: Three. Sunrise
Three. That's what I got.
St: Is that the whole code word?
P: I don't feel so.
St:
What's missing?
P:
I can't believe how much my head is hurting."
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Review
of the Book "When Rabbit Howls" on MPD
I would highly recommend a book on MPD "When Rabbit Howls" by
an anonymous author.
******************************************
"Thanks
for the Memories"- Brice Taylor on MPD
*********************************
Verbal
Abuse Patterns and Responses
From
"The Verbally Abusive Relationship",(p.1), by Patricia
Evans
1. Abusive Anger—The Anger Addict: "We can’t do
without
dominating others…The essential thing, in sum, is being able
to
get angry without the other person being able to answer back." (quote
by Albert Camus) p. 105 "Anger underlies, motivates, and perpetuates
verbally abusive behavior… she is in no way responsible for
being yelled at, snapped at, raged at, or even glared at—no
matter how demanding, accusing, or blaming the abuser is." "The
partners of verbal abusers know that explaining what they really said,
meant, or did has never brought an apology such as "Oh, I’m
so
sorry to have snapped, shouted, or yelled at you. Will you forgive me?"
" p. 105 "It is also important for the partner to fully realize that
there is no "way she can be" to prevent the abuser from venting his
anger on her. Speaking more gently, listening more attentively, being
more supportive, more interesting, more learned, more fun, thinner,
cuter, or classier—being more anything will not
work…" p.
105, 106 "abusers claim that their partners "make" them mad…
the
partner often believes that she has …but that he has
misunderstood her or she has said something wrong. She may assume that
when she can get him to understand what she meant, he’ll stop
raging and at last be happier with her."
P. 148
"The abuser’s anger arises out of his general sense of
Personal
Powerlessness. He expresses his anger either covertly through subtle
manipulation or overtly in unexpected outbursts directed at his
partner. These outbursts accuse and blame the partner…his
scapegoat, he denies the real cause of his behavior and
convinces himself and usually his partner that she has somehow said or
done something to justify the abuse." "When the abuser vents his anger
on his partner, he releases the underlying tension he feels from his
sense of Personal Powerlessness. As a result, the partner feel bad and
the abuser feels good. "
"Attempts by the partner to find out what is wrong simply do not work.
The abuser will deny his anger outright or claim that his partner is to
blame for his behavior. If the abuser were to admit that his partner
were not the cause of his anger, he would have to face himself and his
own feelings. In most cases, abusers are unwilling to do this.
"The first reward is that the abuser feels a sense of relief, a kind of
euphoric high after exploding at his partner because he has released
the tension built up since the last outburst. The second reward is that
he has reasserted his dominance and Power Over his partner. There is
nothing she can do and no way she can be to prevent the next attack."
P. 106
"Also, if the partner calmly endures the abuser’s behavior,
he
will feel thwarted. He expects a reaction. He needs his fix of both the
release of tension and a sense of Power Over his partner. If he
hasn’t gotten his partner down, if she shows no signs of
losing
her enthusiasm, he will increase the abuse. This is probably not a
conscious decision. He’s just angrier, more tense, and more
dependent on his fix of Power Over. This is one of the reasons that
verbal abuse increase over time. As the partner adapts—tries
to
ignore the behavior, possibly hoping it will stop or hoping she
won’t inadvertently provoke him or that she’ll
figure out
what she’s "doing wrong" or shy she’s "feeling
wrong," the
abuser increases the intensity and/or the frequency of the abuse." P.
107, 108
"One of the reasons anger addicts don’t apologize is that to
sincerely do so would entail giving up the fix. The fix—the
explosion and release of tension—allows the anger addict to
maintain his equilibrium and to get a high at his partner’s
expense." "The partners of anger addicts and verbal abusers in general
are consistently shocked to realize that their mates feel good when
they feel so hurt." "In general the anger addict’s attitude
is,
"How can I be doing anything wrong when I feel so right?" " p. 108
"It is not uncommon for the partner of an anger addict to mull over
events, struggling to
discover what she does or says that angers her mate. If he directs all
his anger at her and blames her for it as well, if mutual friends tell
her how lucky she is to have such a wonderful mate, if the abuse
doesn’t take place in public, if the abuser tells her he
loves
her, if her family or origin did not provide a good model of a loving
relationship, she may have no idea that she is actually suffering from
abuse. She will keep looking for rational reasons for her
mate’s
behavior.
"Abusive anger diminishes the partner’s desires for sexual
intimacy… the abuser then accuse her of being uncaring and
unfeeling, and she may think that something is wrong with her." P. 109
Abuse Patterns, P. 2
Dealing with Abusive Anger: "… you may feel too stunned to
respond. You may… distance yourself somewhat from him by
thinking of him not as your husband, or the father of your children,
screaming, tantrum-throwing, …or argumentative Child. If you
can
bring one to these image to mind the next time he yells at you, you
might respond with, "You may not raise your voice to me" or "I
don’t like that tone of voice." Or … be quick
enough to
say, "Stop! Take a deep breath and please talk nicely."
"… responding to abusive anger… particularly
difficult…not only is unexpected but is usually expressed
with
words which catch the partner by surprise. "What is he thinking? What
does he mean?" Her mind is searching, analyzing, trying to understand
what he’s yelling about and what it means in relation to her.
…don’t pay any attention to the words."
"… try to
stay alert in the present for the signs of anger. The moment you hear
anger in the tone of his voice, respond with "Hold it!" then leave or,
if you are talking to him on the phone, hang up... you see the rigid,
tense, ready-to-explode appearance of his face and body, respond with
"Hold it!" or leave." "You cannot change anyone. If your mate is
abusive and does not choose to change,…confront the reality
that
you cannot live a healthy life in an unhealthy environment. You respond
to abuse. Furthermore, the absence of abuse does not necessarily
guarantee a warm, caring, happy relationship." P. 151
2. Forgetting and Denial: "Forgetting involves both denial and covert
manipulation. The declaration by the abuser that what occurred
didn’t occur is abusive…Consistently forgetting
interactions which have a great impact on another person is verbally
abusive denial. Often, after the partner collects herself after being
yelled at or put down, she may try to talk to her mate about it. He
will have conveniently "forgotten" the incident, saying, for example,
"I don’t know what you’re talking about.
I’m not
going to listen to this." P.102 "I never said that. You’re
making
that all up. You’re getting upset about nothing.
You’ve got
to be crazy." P. 103
"Some abusers seem to consistently forget the promises which are most
important their partners. Often the partner is truly counting on a very
important agreement made by her mate. He will have "forgotten" the
agreement. "I don’t know where you got that" or "I never
agreed
to anything" are common forms of denial." P. 102 (I’ve heard
before: "But I didn’t PROMISE!" That’s an invalid
excuse.)
"A confirmed verbal abuser may…say that he has never been
abusive, that he loves his partner, and that he would never do anything
to hurt her. This is denial." p.103
Responding to Forgetting and Denial: "When he says that he
doesn’t know what you’re talking about, you may
believe
that you can explain to him what you are talking about. However, this
is not possible….The more she explains, the madder he gets,
so
the more she tries. Then the more he denies…" p.148" "She
might
become stuck trying to overcome or transcend her hurt, having decided
that "no matter what" she shouldn’t be disturbed because,
after
all, he says "she’s taking it all wrong." P. 148, 149
"Don’t give him a chance to deny the abuse or to discount
your
feelings. Instead, when you hear something you don’t like,
respond immediately with words that tell him in no uncertain terms to
"Cut it out!." "If he does tell you he doesn’t remember an
incident that was disturbing to you, don’t accept his
"forgetting" denial. Simply say, "I don’t believe you. And I
don’t want it to happen again." P. 149
"In order not to be confused by denial, keep your attention focused
upon your own feelings and bodily sensations. Don’t for a
minute
try to figure out what your mate is thinking or feeling.
Don’t
for a second think about whether he’ll understand why
you’re telling him to stop it. Don’t for even a
split
second wonder whether he’ll like your response." P. 149
"If after expressing a personal perception such as "I thought the play
was great," you hear a challenge such as "You can’t prove
it,"
the way to respond is to simply say, "No." Then…leave the
room."
p. 141. Saying he didn’t think it was that good is not
countering
you, but he just has a different opinion.
Abuse Patterns, P. 3
3. Trivializing: "Trivializing is abusive behavior which makes light of
your work, your efforts, your interests, or your concerns. It is done
very covertly, often with innocence. The abuser invades your boundaries
and moves into your psyche by telling you that what is meaningful to
you has little meaning…" P.146 "Trivializing says, in so
many
words, that what you have done or expressed is insignificant. When
trivializing is done in a frank and sincere tone of voice, it can be
difficult to detect. If the partner is very trusting, she may listen
with an open mind to the abuser’s comments and end up feeling
perplexed that he doesn’t understand her or her work or her
interests.
"Trivializing can be very subtle, so that the partner is left feeling
depressed and frustrated but isn’t quite sure why." In an
example
given, "This verbal abuse set up the partner for extra hurt. Feeling a
sense of her mate’s pleasure in, and approval of, her, the
partner was very open and vulnerable to the trivialization of it. First
the abuser said he was impressed, then he commented on the smallest
thing about it, refusing to acknowledge the effort or the results." P.
99 She believes she "somehow hasn’t been able to explain to
her
mate just how important certain things are to her. The abuser may feel
one up when he puts his partner down, but his partner is kept on an
emotional roller coaster." P. 100 It was noted in an example that
sarcasm can really be effective in trivializing something.
Responding to Trivializing: When you hear trivializing you might
respond with any of the following: "I certainly don’t feel
supported when I hear that kind of talk." "I’d rather not be
hearing this from you." "I’ve heard all I want to hear from
you."
P. 146
4. Accusing and Blaming: "…involve lies about the
partner’s intentions, attitudes, and motives. They leave her
feeling frustrated and misunderstood and,
therefore,…desirous of
explaining herself. If she does try to explain herself, the abuse is
perpetuated." P. 145. "A verbal abuser will accuse his partner of some
wrongdoing, or of some breach of the basic agreement of the
relationship, blaming his partner for his anger, irritation, or
insecurity. Some examples follow: Partner: "Somehow I feel closed off
from you." "Abuser, furiously: I don’t need to be attacked
like
that!." P. 95 "In this way he avoids all intimacy and all possibility
of exploring his partner’s feelings." P. 96. Abuser:
"Where’s my wrench?" Partner: "I think the kids left it in
the
back of the car." Abuser, angrily: "I never asked you!" Another
example: "You’re just trying to pick a fight."
"You’re
attacking me" P. 96.
Responding to Accusing and Blaming: "…a partner may stay in
an
abusive relationship because she believes that she can explain to her
mate that she is not doing what she is accused of doing and that she is
not responsible for what she is blamed for…to understand her
and
to realize that she is not his enemy." P. 144 "When you are yelled at,
snapped at, told that you are acting wrong, acting smart, acting dumb,
trying to start a fight, imagining things, twisting things around,
interrupting, trying to have the last word, …thinking you
know
it all,…looking for trouble, trying to start an argument,
and so
forth, you are
being abused. Respond with, "Stop accusing and blaming me right now!
Stop it!" You might choose to add any of the following:
"Don’t
let me ever hear you say that again!" "Remember whom you’re
talking to!" "Don’t talk to me like that!" I think you know
better that that!" p. 144, 145
5. Ordering: "… denies the equality and autonomy of the
partner." (Giving orders instead of asking respectfully is treating her
as a slave.) Ex: "Get rid of this." "You’re not wearing
that."
"We’re doing this now." "…you are a separate
person with
the right to life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness, you are a
free person, and that if he wants something of you, he must make a
courteous request. P. 103
Responding to Ordering: "…remind him of your
boundaries…by saying, "Who are you giving orders to?" or "Do
you
hear yourself?" or "Can you say please nicely?" or "I don’t
follow orders!" If he gives you orders beginning with "we," as for
example, "We’re leaving right now," you might in this
instance
remind him of your boundaries by saying, "That’s not what I
had
in mind."
Abuse Patterns, P. 4
6. Judging and Criticizing: "…lies about one’s
personal
qualities and performance. They are blows to
self-esteem"…"Defining you violates your boundaries." P. 145
"The verbal abuser may judge his partner and then express his judgment
in a critical way. If she objects, he may tell her that he is just
pointing something out to be helpful, but in reality he may be
expressing his lack of acceptance of her. P.97 Criticism disguised as
help or advice is abusive. Some examples follow: "Wouldn’t it
have been better to…" "If you’d have…it
would have
turned out better." "This would have been a better way." "Next time you
should…" p. 98 To "…negate the
partner’s feeling,
such as "You’re too sensitive," are judgmental"…
"Statements which begin with "The trouble with you is…" are
judgmental, critical, and abusive." "Most "you" statements are
judgmental, critical, and abusive."
EX: "You’re never satisfied." You’re a lousy
winner." You’re stupid." "You can’t take a joke."
"Critical "stories" about your mistakes or actual lies about you which
embarrass you in front of other are abusive; for
example,…"Every
time she goes out to the mall she forgets her wallet."
"Statements which criticize specific words out of context are abusive;
for example, Cora and Curt are getting ready for a ski trip. Cora
exclaims with anticipation, "I can’t wait to drive up there!"
Curt responds curtly, "You’re not driving. I’m
driving!"
"…the partner feels frustrated and finds herself saying,
"That’s not what I meant." Her meaning is … known
to the
abuser"…" in Reality I,…making his partner wrong
gives
him a sense of Power Over her.
Responding to Judging and Criticizing: ". To respond to judging and
criticizing, speak as strongly, firmly, emphatically, and
authoritatively as you can and let the energy of your anger support
you: EX: "Do you hear yourself?’ "Stop judging me!" "I
don’t accept that." Then disengage, leave the area if at all
possible, and certainly don’t continue with a discussion.
Further
discussion dilutes the impact of your response.
7. Blocking and Diverting: …specifically controls
interpersonal
communication… refuses to communicate, establishes what can
be
discussed, or withholds information…can prevent all
possibility
of resolving conflicts…Blocking may be by direct demand or
by
switching the topic… also be accusatory; … its
primary
purpose is to prevent discussion, end communication, or withhold
information." "Often the partner does not notice that the original
topic is no longer the topic. She has been diverted." P. 94 "Diverting
invites a response from the partner…Through diversion the
topic
is changed. None of the abuser’s diversions answer the
partner’s question in a thoughtful and considerate way." P. 95
Responses to Blocking and Diverting: "… feel
frustrated…asking your mate about something of concern to
you or
when…trying to tell…about
something…important to
you,…may be experiencing blocking and
diverting…."
"thwarted in a sneaky, covert way, as if you did not have basic rights.
P. 143
"… being blocked and diverted, do not respond
to…statements that are diverting you… Say, "Look
at me!"
then keep repeating your question or statement. Repeat your question
until he responds to it. Stay focused on …your desire to
know.
Don’t get caught by his words. It would be easy…to
defend
yourself, but…you would then be diverted." P. 144
Examples: B = Blocking, (to end communication) D = Diverting (to invite
a response that changes the topic) Can you tell what kind of topics
might next be brought up in response to the diverting responses?
Can you see why these 2 types of abuse are so closely related? They may
do blocking and/or diverting.
l. "You’re just trying to have the last word!" 2. "All you
married me for was my money!"
3. " I’m sick of your complaints!" 4. "You think you know it
all!"
5. "You’re always trying to start something!" 6. "Who asked
for your opinion?"
7. "Just drop it!" p. 94,95
Verbal Abuse Patterns p. 5
8. Threatening: "Threatening manipulates the partner by bringing up her
greatest fears. Verbally abusive threats usually involve the threat of
loss or pain…."Do what I want or I’ll leave." Do
what I
want or I’ll get a divorce." Do what I want or I’ll
hit
you.’ OR "If you…, I’ll…" p.
102
Responding to Threatening: "…if you feel that your or your
family’s well-being is thr 
