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I have read Cathy O'Brien's
powerful book "Trance Formation Of America" twice and had a few shocks.
I feel that what was happening to her, partially was happening to me
and to millions of other women. She and Mark are very heroic people. I
remember seeing them both at the conference in Sydney, Australia,
some 10 years ago. That was a memorable event for me. And
here is their whole book , just without pictures and letters, which you
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Formation of America
Since the first printing of TRANCE was released in
September 1995, many of the hard-to-comprehend
details have been verified and miraculously managed to
surface through our controlled medias. Please help us
any way you can to provide this book to anyone who will
further research its contents and thus shine the light of
truth on the psychological warfare plan that is being
silently waged against humanity.
Please remember, for as long as your thoughts remain
free, and consider the psychological annoyance power of
a single mosquito in a room with no light.
This book will remain in a print until justice prevails,
the technological antidote for Kelly is provided, and unbiased,
uncensored mass news media attention is given to
the contents of this book. Thank you for your support.
by Mark Phillips
"... with liberty and justice for all"
Preamble to the United States Constitution
My name is Marquart (Mark) Ewing Phillips, born May 17, 1943 in
Nashville, Tennessee, I have no criminal record and I have never been
adjudged insane, I am not a scholar, professional writer, or mental
physician. While I lack the official published academic credentials, I
recognized internationally by mental health and law enforcement
as an authority on the secret science concerning external control of
The purpose of Part I of this book is to document how this reputation
gained. This brief and highly condensed contribution is intended to
understanding of why, when, and where I embarked on a study of the most
secret technology known to man: Trauma-based mind control. Through the
publication of declassified United States Government documents, our
Department of Defense (DOD) admits that this ancient wizard's mechanism
control is so dangerous that most information pertaining to it must
Classified as TOP SECRET. As tbe employee of a DOD subcontractor with
exposure to mind-control research, I was required to sign an oath of
To this day I am restricted by law from revealing certain specific
that directly pertained to my employment as, among other "sensitive"
exposures, a U.S. DOD subcontractor in mind-control research.
This super secret technology is an evolved system of remote human
find psychological manipulation that has only recently been officially
by accredited mental health physicians for what it is, absolute mind
My first encounter with mind-control research began in the late 1960s
Atlanta, Georgia on the Emory University campus at the Yerkes Primate
Center, It was there that I learned about primate behavior
basis for human mind control. Part I of this book is my attempt to
understanding of how this and other exposures would prepare me for the
Challenge of a lifetime.
What I witnessed, in terms of technology, at the Yerkes Primate Center
Other government sponsored research facilities, combined with years of
research into this science of mind manipulation, did not adequately
for what I would be exposed to in 1988 through an unexpected chain of
This exposure came in the form of personal acquaintance with the human
officially entitled by DOD as, among other cryptic file titles,
1 have outlined this noxious introduction in hopes that the material
by one MK-Ultra survivor, Cathy O'Brien, will incite a legitimate
investigation of her claims.
I was able to liberate MK-Ultra victims, Cathy O'Brien and her
Kelly, from the invisible grip of this U.S. Government secret weapon of
control. In the process, I also helped Cathy recover her mental and
health. However, I have not been successful in enlisting the
cooperation of my
government to pursue the justice issue. There is a reason for this
obtain justice that you, the reader, NEED TO KNOW. I have been told
repeatedly, "Justice is not obtainable, For Reasons Of National
This book is primarily the autobiography of Cathy O'Brien, who did not
volunteer for service to her country, but was used her entire life
innate, voluntary will for perpetuating criminal activity by many
leaders within the U.S. Government. These "treasonous leaders" did
for political "service" to our country. They must be held accountable
Together, Cathy and I have dedicated our lives to the pursuit of
rehabilitation for her and Kelly. All avenues for justice and
have been blocked For Reasons Of National Security. The question
whose security? Cathy O'Brien provides the logical answer. Perhaps
reading this work, you will inspire others to read it. Collectively, as
we can make a positive difference for Cathy and Kelly, our government,
humanity, by having our voices heard. In my opinion, our great United
Constitution does not need to be amended it needs to be enforced.
The grim reality we must all embrace is that there is, in human terms,
justice, and no revenge adequate to equal what these two, and many
victims of this U.S. Government secret weapon experienced. The only
remaining remnant of opportunity for justice for these survivors would
derived from a public forum expose of what they experienced. What these
survivors need to witness is the mass dissemination of their story and
positive change in their government's management of secrets. This would
acceptable, though belated, substitute for justice. Their hope lies in
"Truth lives a wretched life,
but always survives a lie,"
1 Weinstein, Harvey M., M.D., Psychiatry And The Cia: Victims Of Mind
American Psychiatric Press, 1990.
Sometimes words, or groups of words, found in the English language have
many definitions or meanings.
Within each meaning there may be different
logical and Literal perceptions of the application of a given word.
words mind control usually conjure up a single response. This is most
unfortunate due to the vast differences of perception contained within
For example, if you have access to a late 1980s Random House or later
Webster's New Collegiate Dictionary and reference mind control, you
notice there is a conspicuous absence of a listing. Should you go one
further and secure a college professor's teaching copy of Oxford's
To The Mind (Oxford Press 1987), you can reference practically anything
concerning research of the mind without a reference to mind control.
you may now realize that through Random House, Webster and Oxford Press
omissions, you are a victim of information control.
Mind control is sometimes loosely defined as information control. This
being one of many accepted ways to define the term should immediately
questions of distrust towards your information sources. Since what we
based on what we learn, manipulation of a mind, or a nation of minds,
accomplished through control of information. With thought control being
result of information control, many avid researchers of mind sciences
label it "soft" mind control.
These days, we live in a world in which the continued existence of
multinational businesses and governments depends upon instant
However, with consideration to the so-called problem of.
information overload, it would appear to most people that we hear and
enough to make rational decisions concerning our individual lives.
Unfortunately, this is not true. What we don't know, as evidenced by
atrocities, is quickly destroying society as we have known it
The answer to this problem is glaringly apparent. We, as citizens of a
supposedly free country, should not permit our government to restrict
information that protects criminal activity under the guise of National
Secret knowledge equals power, with the end result being control.
Therefore, despite the deliberate efforts of those persons in control
media information management (who are not media employees), results of
secret mind-control projects gone awry have been leaking out for years
the media. People are literally waking up to the mind-control reality
there is an obvious lack of logical explanation for certain sensational
events. What really happened at Jim Jones' Jonestown and with Sirhan
John Hinkley, and Lee Harvey Oswald? And, more importantly, why did it
happen? The simple common denominator existing among these persons has
been publicly slated by the media, based on research of their medical
is mind control.
In reality, information control is but one component of mind control.
Whereas "brain washing," a term coined by an investigative journalist
about Korean War P.O.W.s around 1951, described the results of what the
Chinese regarded as thought reform.
The term brainwashing denotes to most people the destruction of a
memory. This slang term continues to be used by the news media in place
the all encompassing term, mind control. In reality, applied
techniques are similar to those used in trauma-based behavior
During the past three decades, a significant number of religious groups
worldwide has been cited by the mainstream news media as destructive
An emphasis on the word destructive is necessary in defining these
cults. Random House Dictionary defines cult as "a particular system of
religious worship". By this definition, the word cult would encompass
religions. These so-called destructive cults have been publicly
denounced by the
news media for using brainwashing, thought reform, and mind
tactics on their believers. However, there is an obvious lack of
concern by these same media as they fail to address the underlying
mind control, the power basis for abuse.
Perhaps the reporting news media can not, for some reason, publicly
the proverbial Pandora's Box. Is it plausible then to consider that
scrutiny, by the media and the public, of these destructive cults'
could reveal a solid connection to government sponsored mind-control
These arc questions that, in themselves properly addressed, would
important answers to this social epidemic involving physical and
abuse. The answers that an in-depth professional investigation would
could be the first step in resolving the rash of problems that
serial killers, and sexual child abusers, thrust upon society.
As consumers of national news media supplied information, we continue
invent half-truths which, in this case scenario, is seeing and hearing
results from mass mind manipulation.
Historians provide us a glimpse into the future through recorded events
the past. It appears that throughout recorded history, man has, towards
of each millennium, returned to a focus on certain types of bizarre
behavior. For example, there has been in the past 150 years a
wide spread interest in the occult "black arts" which include satanism
Luciferian religions. These constitutionally protected "religions" use
control the minds of their followers.
Mind-control practices within the occult groups (according to survivors
adjudged credible and law enforcement officials) have been accredited
bridging the gap between applied science and Shamanism. Occultism as a
manner of religious expression has been around for thousands of years.
the last 150 years has science aggressively pursued the truths
manipulation hidden within the occult belief systems themselves.
According Lo the Random House Dictionary, occultism "is the practice of
alleged sciences claiming knowledge of supernatural agencies which are
the range of ordinary knowledge." Once again, it is a reminder that
knowledge equals power.
In 1971, the New York Times reported a story on the Central
Agency (CIA) and occult research, the basis of which was gained through
collection of documents released by the U.S. Government Printing Office
the Freedom of Information Act. This was a report to Congress and
showed that the CIA was interested in the cause and effect clinical
occult religious practices have on the Black Arts practitioner's and/or
observer's mind. Of particular interest to the CIA were the heightened
suggestibility that certain occult rituals produced in the minds of the
practitioners. Cannibalism and blood rituals were ranked highest in the
importance to their research.
Behavioral psychology teaches us that control of human suggestibility
recognized as the fundamental building block for external control of
This suggestibility factor alone potentially creates a human rights
when we consider constructing laws to protect people from overt or
mind-control practices. Consideration to the human suggestibility
result in all forms of consumer oriented service and/or product
becoming illegal. Advertising and the marketing of services and/or
through communications can be justifiably defined as a type of
manipulation, (nought reform and/or mind manipulation which results in
of behavior modification, A patriot friend, Steven Jacobson, published
entitled Mind control in America2 in 1985, eloquently exposing the
mind manipulation through advertising. The basis for successfully
human behavior requires mind manipulation techniques that, when
applied through advertising media, become a form of "soft" mind
Factoring in suggestibility through the tactile senses as the
of the human race renders everyone vulnerable to becoming, on some
victim of soft mind control.
The controversy of what is and what is not mind control rages on among
scholars in the schools of law, human rights, and mental health. All
the confusion of issues provides a form of legal protection for
trauma-based mind control, the only known form of remote human control
is absolute. All other forms of mind control, including chemical and
manipulations, are considered by mind-control experts as temporary.
There are laws protecting U.S. citizens' rights to practice their
beliefs and freedom of speech. There are no laws which specifically
leaders of destructive cults and/or practitioners of trauma-based mind
However, because of the U.S. Government's use of mind control and the
diversity of legal opinion concerning the accepted limits of free
religious practices, the legal loop holes for criminals employing
techniques on their "flocks" for personal gain remain open.
For every problem there exists a solution.. The formula for problem
rests firmly on the quality of the supporting research information
nature of the problem. Legislating laws specifically to protect people
mind-control abuses would be futile. Practically every civilized
has some law and/or group of laws which would protect the people
and punish the practitioners of mind control. Laws are enforced
lawmakers' interpretations of the specific legal language. The lack of
enforcement of laws already on the books that could protect us from
abuses stems from applied legal interpretations and cover-ups of
testimony by the CIA and National Security Agency (NSA) For Reasons
Of National Security.
Mind-control atrocities, if committed by anyone who could be linked to
government sponsored projects, are typically ignored and covered up.
to the courts by these hapless survivors is thus stonewalled by
so-called legal experts who receive their orders from the National
Defining the term "mind control" is akin to defining the limits of the
National Security Act. The basis for the solution to the National
controversy is simple. It is known as: Truth logically applied.
It is an obvious truth that the National Security Act has been
to guard the integrity of military secrets, but instead to protect
of the highest order.
Repeal of this Act and replacement with the established rules of
conduct concerning National Security that do not infringe upon the
constitutional rights of America's citizenry or the rights of its
allies would result
in compliance with the Constitution.
2 ISBN # 0-911485-00-7
SALESMAN, AD MAN, MIND MAN, PATRIOT
MY PERSONAL EVOLUTION
"Every revolution, bloody or bloodless, has two phases. The
first is the
struggle for Freedom; the second the struggle for power. The phase of
struggle for Freedom is divine. He who has participated in it
physically, that his best and most precious-inner self has come to the
We know that being faithful to the TRUTH stands higher than our own
participation in governing the country—and that is why we
must not have a
suciety that would reject ethical norms in the name of political
As I was saying to my grandmother, Mamaleen Johnson, "My life has
turned into a nightmare and I'm wide awake," tears were streaming down
face, dripping off my chin onto her patent leather shoes. She
patted my shoulder as she listened.
The words we exchanged, the room's wallpaper and furnishings, my
beloved grandmother, Mamaleen. even the taste of my tears combined with
feeling of overwhelming grief-it is all there etched into my memory.
This was the summer before I was to enter my second year of school in
1950. The first year remains a blur with cause.
Life for me and my family had changed dramatically over the previous
So radical a change that it had taken almost a year for me to realize
life was not
becoming any easier to live. My stuttering was getting worse. The rare
moments I could speak coherently were limited to short sentences devoid
word "you", and then only to my mother and grandmother. Occasionally
angry I could speak clearly, or when alone in the woods while talking
to trees. Apparently my frustration with oral communication due to
had been intensified by a trauma I experienced the previous year.
Little did I
know then that this trauma would positively and negatively influence my
and the lives of others I would know for the rest of my life.
On a hot and sticky Tennessee July day in 1949, my father helped boost
my mother, then me, into the saddle astride our four-year-old
horse" Wojac. This was to be my first ride on the back of an animal.
excitement of the moment combined with stuttering rendered me,
speechless. As I recall and from photographs taken at the time, I was
sweat-soaked, pale yellow cotton shirt, dark tan shorts, brown socks,
tennis shoes. At six years old, I was very thin and did not take up the
saddle space behind my mother.
With the reins in my mother's hands, the horse responded to her polite
command of "Come on, Wojac. Giddyup." He began slowly walking down
our driveway to the narrow crushed limestone road beside our property.
reaching the gravel road, the horse turned or was guided left,
disappointing me as I knew we were only going for a short ride. It was
about a quarter of a mile to the busy paved intersection that would be
to cross. (Had my mother decided to go in the opposite direction, we
have ridden for a couple of miles before reaching any automobile
As quickly as the horse made the turn from our driveway onto the
road, my mother nudged his flanks with her heels. With another command
"let's go," the horse responded with a mild jerk of motion and he began
trot down the middle of the road.
The horse's speed, in retrospect, was too fast for safe travel on
knowing this then, I was not scared until I saw the crossroads looming
can hear myself half shouting "BBBBBetter slow down. MMMight BBBBe a
CCar CCComming." Before I could enunciate the last words, my mother
slow sideways slide off the saddle. I could not see her face as she
under the horse, and the reins disappeared with her. The horse bolted
ahead. In the blink of an eye, my realization of being alone in the
no way to control the horse washed over me. Quickly, I tugged on his
no avail. It was in this instant I determined that the runaway horse
going to stop for the crossroads. I jumped. As I recall, the fall was
my abrupt landing in the sharp rocks was not painful, though it seemed
body would never stop rolling. Panicked and with the dust beginning to
sat up, blinked the dust and sticky blood from my eyes, and looked
my mother. She lay in a disorganized heap beside the road. I ran to hen
The first mental impression 1 experienced was that she was just
dazed from her fall. Then I noticed her eyes weren't blinking and
head was a thick puddle of blood. Not wanting to leave her in the road
she would be run over, and not strong enough to pick her up, I began
in the direction of our home in hopes that my father could hear me.
immediately he responded by sprinting to us", all the while shouting,
happened? What happened?"
For the "life remaining in me" I could not answer for, as usual, I was
speechless. As he knelt down to speak to my mother, he stopped mid
when he apparently saw her eyes in a fixed gaze and that the back of
was crushed inward. Instantly he picked her up. and as we were running
to the house, he commanded my eleven-year-old sister to call an
To this day I cannot recall how we got to the hospital.
The grisly scenes of this tragedy were not my nightmare. It did not
over and over again in my mind, for 1 had dissociated from it. I had
and autogenically created a memory barrier of this trauma. This is a
human response. Had I been tortured after the trauma, I would not have
able to voluntarily recall either the accident or the torture. Hence
the basis of
The nightmare began during the subsequent recovery year when we
my mother would never be herself again. She had lost over a quarter of
brain when the horse stepped into her skull. Permanently gone was her
to smell, taste, and hear in one ear. These were the physical handicaps
developed. Her resultant emotional condition would become evident to me
many years later. As a child, this new awareness of my mother's
minimal impact on me compared to the fear I lived with, moment to
due to my father's chronic alcoholism. Years later my sister would
lead into a losing battle with the bottle. I was safe, as alcohol made
After being told so many times during my developmental years that my
mother's condition was attributable to her brain damage, and that my
was because my brain was not working correctly, it occurred to me at
point to learn about the brain. For years after the accident, 1
conversations about my mother's brain. My curiosity peaked about the
and the resultant invisible mind and had set the course for my life's
Somewhere in this time period, I fantasized I would learn enough about
mind and brain to help my mother and myself.
As a child, my attention span was regarded as abnormal. I was
very bright, yet my grades in school reflected something different.
not properly diagnosed, I was most likely suffering from what is now
Attention Deficit Disorder (ADD). The handicaps of stuttering and ADD
to become my first personal improvement challenges once I was out in
world on my own.
This "on my own" objective came at an early age. I was barely
old when I left home to begin my pursuit of happiness. My first efforts
resulted in total failure. However, I could not return to my parents'
because they were now divorced.
Young, broke and rejected, I was able to determine two things. First, I
must learn how to communicate if 1 were to enjoy any success in life, I
about this task methodically, first by enrolling myself into a local
In the classroom I studied speech, business law and psychology. At the
I studied brain functions and their effect on the mind. I was not
because I could not earn enough at two jobs to attend the required
graduate, but my studies were slowly providing me a usable skill.
somewhere during this period of learning 1 began to realize I possessed
ability to sell. Perhaps this ability to persuade others resulted from
childhood experience of having to "read people" through their body
rather than talking with them.
My first real job in sales was so successful that my client base was
by my employer. I responded to this action by moving on.
The Vietnam War was heating up and I was eligible for the draft. No
longer in school, 1 knew that my number would be drawn soon. And it
Little did 1 know that my prayers for a deferment would be answered and
afford me an exemption from military duty. I would soon be working for
Ampex Corporation and with the U.S. Department of Defense in a civilian
capacity. The defense work closely associated me with top research
working in the area of primate and human behavior modification.
learned more about the mind from my casual relationships with these
than I did working at the various research sites. The sites included
hospitals, state mental institutions, military bases, National
Space Administration (NASA) facilities, and the Yerkes Primate Center.
Th e following years of my corporate employment in national and
sales evolved into sales and marketing management positions in an
executive capacity. My personal life, in terms of loving relationships,
again in shambles but my career and ongoing mind, brain, human behavior
research was rewarding enough to compensate for my lack of emotional
expression. The secrets I had learned so well concerning powers of
both conscious and subliminal, had long since become a functioning part
mind's arsenal of defensive and offensive tools of control. I resolved
there to become a "control freak". Instead, my fantasy was not to learn
what I could control but what was controlling me.
Then, around 1986, a peer friend of mine observed that I had arrived in
perverbial "comfon zone" in terms of presenting profitable ideas for
set upon, and advised me to go into business for myself. Shortly
provided me an excellent example by resigning his six-figure executive
marketing directorship and nominated me as a candidate for his
Ironically, for the first time in my life, the nomination was rejected
did not possess at least a master's degree in business management or
communications. His assistant was given the position, and I was
offered the assistant's vacated position with no hope of promotion,
course I refused. Soon thereafter, my friend, free of his corporate
handcuffs, established his own firm which became a very successful
Around this same time a childhood acquaintance, long since socially
separated from my life, reappeared long enough to introduce me to his
music entertainment friend, Alex Houston. From this introduction I
acquaintance, Ray Myers and his wife, Regina, are alleged pedophiles
reportedly sexually molested Cathy's daughter and their own children.
seemed that Houston was looking for someone with international business
negotiating skills who could assist him in putting together a large
deal to finance a manufacturing operation. After spending a few days of
complimentary consulting time with him, I had made some rather
and intriguing observations about the man and his ideas. First of all,
did have a legitimate, potentially profitable idea concerning the
an electrical capacitor device that could increase energy efficiency
industrial consumers. Secondly, Houston favorably impressed me as a
calculated risk-taker. Thirdly, Houston agreed to finance my production
marketing plan for presentation to potential foreign buyers. And
Houston agreed that I would run the company as President, if and when I
that plan, I thought. "No problem!"
The intriguing part of this "budding" relationship was my awareness of
Houston's propensity for dishonesty. I felt an urgent need for legal
how to insure contractual protection from Houston. Within days, Houston
had conceptually and contractually agreed to start up the business. I
logo and assigned the name UniPhayse. The contracts we entered bound
of us to our respective areas of commitment and was iron clad.
willingness to participate in my legal protection maneuver further
because of the obvious ''honesty type" clauses contained in the
the time, in my mind, I had determined that if Houston could "keep it
and perform his role, we would be able lo make this company successful.
not, I owned the company lock, stock, and barrel and could still make
Months later, with business and marketing plans in ray briefcase and a
demonstration model of the proposed product in hand, Houston and I
an airplane to Hong Kong. We were met upon arrival by a tall,
Korean gentleman who introduced himself as William Yoon. He owned an
international shipping company. His ships carried practically
scrap metal to Chinese silkworm missiles all over the world,
Mr. Yoon, as he preferred to be called, in keeping with Far Eastern
protocol, was interested in negotiating a joint venture company with
in the most populated nation on Earth, The People's Republic of China.
arrangements had been made by Mr. Yoon's staff for Houston, myself, and
to fly to Beijing the following day to begin negotiations with the
Ministry. After several days of exhausting discussions through an
almost entirely between myself and the deputy director of the Chinese
Ministry, it appeared as though we had a workable deal.
An elegant banquet was ordered by our gracious Chinese hosts, and it
there I learned that the Mining Ministry was a part of the Chinese
Defense. Feelings of patriotism welled up in me for the first time in
my life. I
was aware that China was engaged in supplying missiles to Libya, a
Eastern country with whom the U.S. was in conflict. The Chinese were
swapping missiles and other weapons for cheap Libyan light crude oil.
Chinese were about the only country in the world who dared defy the
Administration's trade embargo. These fleeting thoughts of being
the Chinese military felt treasonous to me. Although uncomfortable with
idea of a business venture with such potential for political disaster,
myself that hundreds of other U.S. companies were already in China.
refused to discuss the subject.
During the return flight from Beijing to Hong Kong, I confided my
concerns to Mr. Yoon knowing that he would soon become my business
partner. He eloquently relieved my fears of potential disaster with a
complicated explanation that made sense at the time. This man politely
informed me that we could not lose money as he and I would have interim
control over all product sales revenue generated outside of China, By
law for joint venture companies, 60% of all manufactured product must
Houston and I returned to Tennessee and I briefly met his wife, Cathy,
the first time when she greeted us at the gate. She appeared to me to
beautiful, very dumb, and dressed like a prostitute. I paced my walk to
several steps away from her as we headed to the baggage claim area.
Within a few weeks of this visit, a delegation of Chinese electrical
and finance experts were flown to our Tennessee office for more
and to collect technical production data (we held) for future
Soon after the delegation departed for China, I received a mysterious
call from someone at the U.S. Department of State, aka the State
It seems someone in my Chinese delegation had earlier been refused
this country due to his being identified as an international weapons
terrorists. This telephone voice assured me that there were no problems
would arise and that this information was not to be publicized. I
and assured him the information was secure.
A couple of months later, my new Hong Kong partner, Mr. Yoon, invited
me, my wife, Houston and his wife, Cathy, to come to China for the
signing of the Chinese joint venture agreement. When I asked Houston if
and his wife would attend, he flatly replied, "No". He had already
"act" and could not cancel. I then offered to escort his wife and mine
He responded "no" again, that it was too far and too expensive for a
trip. I was relieved because I had already learned enough of the
to know our partners did not like or respect him, and Cathy's demeanor
embarrassed me. I later learned that Houston's "gig" was to
transport Cathy and little Kelly to the infamous Bohemian Grove for
My trip to China with all the pomp and circumstance went well as
even though my wife and I were in the process of separating for a
However, just before I was prepared to return to the U.S., I received
extraordinary information from a man who showed me Chinese Ministry of
Defense credentials that gained my full and complete attention. This
in possession of a file on me that could have only been gained through
thorough investigation of my past professional associations. His
were only strong enough to roughly, nervously translate some of the
This man had photographic proof of a U.S. Department of Defense
security clearance I once held. He acknowledged that the "Chinese knew
about me". Thoughts of blackmail raced across my mind. These thoughts
instantly disappeared when he began to voice his government's true
Their concerns were about Alex Houston and his involvement with the
drugs, money laundering, child prostitution, and the big one he saved
slavery. No mention of mind control was offered, although he did
that Houston was a "very bad man" and his crimes were "of the White
Disbelief was in order but not possible, due to the wide array of "Eyes
stamped and initialed (official) CIA letterhead and U.S. Government
he slowly flashed before my eyes.
My first response to this "officer" was that Houston was too stupid and
crooked to be connected to U.S. "intelligence". This comment was
countered with a gut wrenching photograph of Houston. He was smiling a
demonic grin while apparently having anal sex with a small, very young,
frightened Black boy. Later he was identified to me as being Haitian.
When confronted with this horrific information and the apparent
it, I asked, "What do you (your government) want me to do?"
He replied, "Get rid of him, distance yourself from him and all of his
I responded by asking him how he thought I could accomplish this task.
stated, "Any way you choose". I told him that regardless of what he had
of American television concerning violence, the only way I knew was to
him out by purchasing his company stock, and I needed money to do it.
said, "Give us the figure and make the arrangements. It is done."
I had returned to Tennessee with a Chinese government contract for
products valued at thirty-one million dollars. Stapled to it was a
telex letter of
credit made out to me and the company from Houston's bank connection
New York branch of the now infamous Bank of Credit and Commerce
International (B.C.C.I.). The amount was one million dollars in U.S.
The contract was worth approximately ten million dollars in gross
profit for Mr.
Yoon and me.
Given the charge by the Chinese to immediately discharge Houston of his
duties, I knew exactly what my plan of action would have to be. Any
approach to resolving this problem could backfire and all would be
since a former, indirect employer of mine (when I worked for Capital
International Airways), the CIA, was implicated, I knew one mistake and
could cost me my life. A comforting thought prevailed and I reminded
Houston was not only corrupt, but stupid. The CIA must not have
him either. Otherwise why would he have had to go outside his circle of
powerful perverts to recruit me for an international business deal.
I drove to my office to begin the process of discovering something
"must have done" that would breach the performance contract he and I
signed when we started the company. Houston was out of town supposedly
doing one of his entertainment gigs, so I had complete, unobstructed
all files, his included. As I had mentally predicted during the long
Hong Kong, the entire ferreting process took about fifteen minutes. It
that Houston and the old acquaintance who had introduced him to me
they say, "selling out the back door". I collected the shipping bills
ironically enough, the bank deposit slip Houston had retained when he
and deposited the customer's check. There was even a letter copy where
Houston had specifically instructed the customer not to discuss his
anyone at our company other than Houston himself or bis pervert friend,
Myers. Upon this discovery, I phoned the local Korean lawyer (whose
card I had been given by Mr. Yoon while in Hong Kong) to begin the
transfer process. With pleasure, 1 wrote Houston's letter of
With this problem in the process of being resolved, I left the office
an old, dear friend (now deceased) who had maintained powerful U.S. and
foreign intelligence connections. I needed answers 1 could trust with
This "retired" Air Force General from the Intelligence division would
The word "slavery" delivered in broken English by the Chinese
officer shouted in my ears during the short drive to a local hotel
comfortable place my "spook" pal selected for us to talk in private. In
short minutes of the drive, I had my questions (for him) mentally
wanted so much to gain the most from our meeting. The slavery word had
triggered a dark question in my mind, blocking other constructive
thought, as I
was not comfortable with introducing the term mind control into my
presentation. I knew 1 could speak freely about anything to this
I wanted desperately to avoid the words mind control, not for reasons
comdemnation, but because they represented a secret I had patriotically
for twenty years.
After my arrival and the light chit chat of social niceties had been
between us, the air changed to one of seriousness. I briefed him on my
involvement, and began a methodical line of questions concerning the
Chinese Intelligence officer had presented on me and, especially, on
shortly, my friend interrupted me in mid-sentence, smiled a toothy
said, "Flash, you're still the same, and you know damn well what I
"Yes", I replied.
The spook was referring to a '70s rock ballad titled "Still the Same"
singer Bob Segar that was assigned to me years earlier by mutual
buddies who identified with my passion for successful risk-taking. I
gambling. My passion was "risk management" and poker gave me a
recreational outlet for it. Although my friends each paid dearly, they
learned my poker strategy was not so much "card counting" as it was my
to read their body language. This included the micromuscle spasm
around their eyes, Houston also lost to me at cards. The message the
was implying, roughly translated, was that I was once again "lucky as
have survived my brief business relationship with Alex Houston.
The discussion went down hill from that point directly into the dreaded
arena of mind control. After several minutes of listening to details
huge, invisible CIA slave trade going on world wide, the talk became
regionalized to Tennessee. I learned that Cathy and her little girl
of trauma-based mind control. They were slaves and the "soul" property
Uncle Sam. I learned that everything 1 knew in theory and application
external control of the mind was fully operational and encroaching on
private sector of society.
I was growing numb. The first words out of my dry mouth were, "How
would you spring these people out of it?"
He smiled and said, "I wouldn't! What are you going to do with them if
you did get them out?" Before I could answer, he interrupted and said,
you're still the same, but nothing else is with Uncle. Now most of the
FBI, and the MOB (Mafia) are the same, and they're making their moves
I responded, "I already know that, but how do I save these two people?"
He said, "OK. Get the mother on the phone while her handler is gone.
the usual hang up code of dial and ring twice, hang up call back, ring
hang up and call back. Tell her you're God, Give her a biblical
They're all Christian based programmed around here."
Understanding that this procedure would gain Cathy's full attention,
General continued, "She'll do anything, and I mean
Houston—that you command her to do. Remember, God commands.
yourself a preacher who knows the Bible and get a double-bind verse.
know what to do—for God's sake. And, listen, if you do this,
you're on your
"Mark, this is nuts," he pleaded. Go to China and take them with you,
Forget about this Red, While and Blue cesspool. It'll clean up. There's
good guys in the inside busting their asses to stop this mess, but
going to save the world."
I injected, "No, just my ass and a couple of people who Uncle considers
something other than human," Then we briefly chatted about some fine
of the rescue and how to legally stop Houston from taking her back. I
saw this friend again.
Walking back to my car, I listened again in my mind to his haunting
and my own life suddenly seemed like a scratched phonograph record with
needle following the same groove over and over again. The thoughts in
head were suddenly very unpatriotic - a far cry from the feelings I had
in China concerning Mr. Yoon's involvement in shipping Chinese missiles
Now I felt pure rage for what my country had become during the years
I had bowed out of doing defense work. For once my own mind seemed to
my worst enemy. Hatred for everything consumed me,
I loved what my country had once represented to me, but now I was
ashamed to be an American. And unbeknownst to me at the moment, soon I
would be ashamed of being a male, based on Cathy and Kelly's memories.
During the long, usually boring drive to my secluded house in the
wilderness southwest of Nashville, I distinctly recall considering the
risks in the formula I was given for "stealing" two slaves from under
noses of the CIA. My concerns were not of whether I could do it, but
related to my friend's question of, "What are you going to do with
My thoughts went blank as I muttered to myself, "Life is getting
again", I then consoled myself with the old adage of "first things
Within a few days, I had played God and coordinated the move of Cathy
and her 8-year-old daughter, Kelly, out of Houston's house into a
apartment. All of this was totally unbeknownst to Houston. As
had deliberately placed the powerful coded suggestions into Cathy's
These commands partially bridged her own amnestic true perceptions that
was going to kill her. Little did I know that the message I was
block Houston's former control of her was true.
Cathy and Kelly seemed to me to be very disoriented and somewhat
disconnected from reality. In their new, sparsely furnished kitchen, I
quietly to Caihy excitedly explain that "God had sent me" to her. She
this was true because her hands seemed to automatically open her King
version of the Holy Bible to Psalm, Chapter 37, verse 37, which
the literal minded, "Mark, the perfect man".
Not only had I placed this biblical reference by a covert suggestion in
mind while playing God on the phone, but just now in her home moments
earlier, I had broken the spine on her Bible so that it would
"magically" open to
that page. She said, "See, God did it again for you to see".
Using a deprogrammer's language trick, I replied in a "reversed"
"Well, I'll be damned. You are right. That's the only explanation
could explain all this", I was anxious to change the subject so as not
alerting any one of her observant personalities to my well contained
had been warned that programmed slaves were hyper-observant.
In retrospect, I could not have had thoughts of being sacrilegious. I
remain deeply spiritual, but my earlier years of researching religions
answers had turned me cynical and cold of man's interpretation of the
Koran and Buddha's teachings. This attitude 1 privately harbored
organized religions did nothing to squelch the dread I felt wash over
me for that
In my attempt to change the subject from religion, I had remembered the
Nazi mind-control research performed under Himmler's command on the
families of northern European multi-generational Satanists.
particularly Catholicism, was Himmler's pick of the religions' litter
targeting "Chosen Ones" for his hideous mind-control experiments. These
Chosen Ones were to be the robotic leaders of Hitler's New World Order.
then asked Cathy what religion she was before she met Houston. She
"Mormon, but I was a good Catholic before then".
My mind swirled from that shocking revelation. 1 again quickly changed
subject and suggested we go out to dinner and discuss her new job as my
assistant starting the following the day. But tonight we would discuss
Later that evening, I began my search for a secure phone to find
from past associations I knew were CIA connected on an officer's level.
needed a get-well-quick formula or a clean mental health referral who
help these two wide-eyed unfortunates. I was informed there were none
that I knew more about "that mind stuff" than anyone who would talk.
I returned home to find my phone ringing with an anxious Alex Houston,
who had returned from a "vacation" at Boys Town in Nebraska, on the
end exclaiming that he was looking for his wife. She had "
I faked not knowing anything and suggested he come to my house the next
afternoon to go over some urgent business. The next morning, I located
lawyer, for Cathy, and she had the divorce papers drawn up.
That afternoon I had Granville Ratclift, a local Sheriff's deputy 1
trusted, who occasionally watched my house when I was out of town,
inside my house to witness and legally serve Houston with the divorce
and his termination notice from the company. My last words to Houston
I recorded on tape were, "You could get hurt if you mess with me or
Alex, get out!" (Now, I hope Houston lives to be a hundred years of
Getting the legal jump on Houston to project Cathy reminded me that I
needed to attend to my own divorce needs. My wife mutually agreed her
could be more emotionally rewarding without me. She moved to Florida
set up house with her mother. We filed for a noncontested divorce. I
sell the house and what remained of our joint possessions.
Still unable to secure expert help for Cathy and Kelly, I maintained
safety by moving them into my house until it was sold. It was during
that I was approached by a neighbor who said he had seen someone
binoculars wearing a gun and taking pictures of my house. Other such
visits by unknown persons followed suit. I was getting real nervous.
I again called on a CIA operative I knew who worked within Nashville's
corrupt law enforcement elite who, days later, informed me to "get my
of there now-someone wanted me dead!" When I asked why, he said, "You
know damn good and well why!"
The house sold quickly and I had already decided to walk away from my
company, my contracts, and the one million dollars on deposit as a
credit at B.C.C.I. in New York. Mr. Yoon came to Nashville, He
Houston's stock. I returned Mr. Yoon to the airport. My last words to
were, "Farewell, friend". He knew nothing of what was going on and I
never seen or spoken with him again. That afternoon I cleaned out my
handed the keys to the landlord, closed out my personal and company
I had become angry beyond anything I had ever experienced. In
this was the birthing process of evolution from man to patriot.
I now only wanted answers to what was going on in my government. We
needed to be safe while I searched for these answers. My next stop in
pursuit would be Las Vegas, Nevada, Once there, I met with some
underworld characters I had befriended back in my aviation days at
International Airways while "packaging" gambling junkets for these
I felt confident that these guys would protect me at least until I
could find out
what and who Cathy knew. I was reminded by these men that they were a
of the CIA's new funding operations. One of them flippantly remarked
chomping his Cuban cigar, "You can't hide an egg in a hen house,
My contact then coldly informed me that I had become involved in
something that affected our National Security. I lied to this "wise
cryptically responded, "Oh, well. I'll take them (Cathy and Kelly) to
and play like a voiceless chameleon". In retrospect, this spontaneous
have worked to protect me from "red shining" myself to become the
of a CIA/MOB hit.
Cathy and I continued to stay "parked" in Las Vegas for a few more days
waiting to retrieve Kelly from a last minute (suspected CIA) court
with her biological father, Wayne Cox. Later, I would learn from
medical reports that she had spent Christmas vacation "in hell."
I was now alone in my mind, scared, and going broke fast. Once again I
felt totally alienated from everything and everybody in my life. At
moment, 1 began constantly reminding myself that I was doing the only
knew for sure was right. Realistically, I was astride the proverbial
tiger and I
could not get off its back and survive.
3 1991 Roman Catholic Weekly
THE RECLAMATION OF CATHY'S MIND
"The greatest gift anyone can give
another is a good memory."
It was now the week after Christmas 1988. I was fulfilling half of my
pledge to the Vegas mob. With all of our remaining personal belongings
containerized and secretly in transit on a different ship, I, my "new
pets were ferry-bound for Anchorage, Alaska. The sixteen hundred mile
through ice and snow would take about three days to complete.
it gave me time to think.
Due to our negative cash flow situation, realistically I knew there was
place to run or hide from the CIA. Cathy and Kelly seemed happy and
they were safe. This was my number one priority! For me, I had to trust
my escape plan would convince interested CIA personnel that we no
represented a threat to their security. The plan was based on an
psychological warfare formula developed by the Romans, I wanted to
myself as akin to a character in a bad Reagan (western) movie and ride
sunset never to be heard from again. Thinking to myself that where we
headed geographically, there was no sun to set, at least until spring.
night about mid way into our voyage, 1 sought the solitude that the
forward deck would afford me. I was thankful for the wind-driven sleet
snow that stung and closed my eyes and opened my mind for focused
At the time, 1 was psychologically "strung out" from a combination of
unbearable emotional headache.
To safeguard my precious teenage son, Mason, from being hurt and/or
unwittingly used as a pawn to force me to remain silent, I had
destroyed our father/son bond. I loved and missed him very much, and
The resultant emotional pain from the deception and separation seemed
compounding within me and was consuming-my being.
I had, in the course of rescuing Cathy and Kelly, shunned and insulted
son, collapsed my company, simultaneously orchestrated two divorces and
all personal treasures. I worried I would never see my elderly mother
Her health was deteriorating. The tailored clothes I wore no longer fit
me, as I
had lost over forty pounds and looked skeletal. Chronic insomnia, a
of the severe depression I secretly fell, was slowly driving me mad. My
short-term memory was beginning to fail. I had noticed for the first
over thirty years that I was stuttering when enunciating certain words.
this was just the beginning of a long and dangerous expedition in
As I stood alone, with eyes closed, on the ship's ice-covered steel
strange feeling of relief washed over me. I had somehow managed to
from where I could draw "emergency strength." I began silently praying
inner strength and guidance through a meditation technique I'd learned
ago. Immediately, I experienced a feeling of peaceful self-assurance
would survive to tell our story.
Suddenly I became aware that the icy wind was freezing my face and
I was elated that I could feel again. Apparently I had repressed my
senses along with my emotions. For the first time since I learned of
and Kelly's mind-control existence, I felt functionally alive.
I opened my eyes to discover I wasn't alone any more. A voice was
from somewhere. I looked around and saw, crouched down and wrapped in a
dark green blanket almost beside me, the source of the voice. Again I
"Hey man, you OK?" This good man whom I later came to know and respect
was Mark Demont. He was a classic example of what Alaskans term a "sour
dough". Roughly defined, a sour dough was anybody from the "lower 48"
(states) who was disenchanted with their home and low on money. We were
both sour doughs and refugees from a sick society gone mad from CIA
media violence, and uncontrolled greed.
I offered him a cigarette and my hand in friendship, something I had
done voluntarily in almost a year. We agreed to stay in contact after
About two days later, we landed safely at the Juneau docks. We were
by the ferry's Captain that it was the coldest day of the decade. The
thermometer read a minus forty degrees fahrenheit. For me, this was an
anticipated weather condition, and for Cathy and Kelly, a physical
I had spent about two years in Alaska around 1980. It was then that I
helped my former boss from Capital International Airways, George Kamats
a new carrier on line known briefly as Great Northern Airlines. I left
back then, not because of the environment, which I loved, but due to my
inability to cope with Kamats' daily tirades. This rigid fellow had a
colorful history working for other CIA controlled airlines. Among other
he had held top executive positions of authority with the infamous air
section of the U.S, Forestry Service, Air America, and Evergreen (CIA)
Now I was back in Alaska, unemployed, and knowing I was being tracked
like an animal by the same organization I had previously indirectly
the Central Intelligence Agency. Having slept the past couple of
nights, I was
feeling much better and the thoughts of being tracked did not concern
recall having more productive things on my mind. I could not allow raw
become any part of my daily diet of thought process.
Cathy and 1 dedicated every possible moment to locate a house we could
home. We finally found a fourplex apartment that was inexpensive, with
bedrooms and a heated garage. We had to have a heated garage for my
beloved pet raccoons and two dogs. Our new home would never have
beyond a TV, two beds, and a table and chairs. This inconvenience never
discussed. We were comfortable.
After settling into "our place" in the remote rural town of Chugiak, we
immediately began doing normal things. We enrolled Kelly in a great
school, met our new neighbors, and played in the snow. All of this was
enjoyed in a traditional family way-something Cathy and Kelly had never
Our remaining meager resources were disappearing before my eyes. The
cost of asthma medication that Kelly now required to keep her alive was
$400 per month. I strongly suspected that much of the reason for her
health resulted from the two weeks "in hell" she had recently spent
serial killer, Wayne Cox, She told me so, by detailing the hideous
rituals she and her four-year-old step brother, Jacob, had been
Fortunately, I had held onto my expensive Niton camera, guns, and
personal jewelry items. These were the last real assets I had remaining
I sold them and the proceeds paid our living expenses for five more
until Kelly's health needs and circumstances forced us on welfare.
During this five-month period, with Kelly in school and no telephone to
distract us, I began intensifying my deprogramming efforts with Cathy,
stays, our work started the moment we returned home from taking Kelly
school. As soon as Kelly was in bed at night, after dinner and
resumed our "session". We worked like this day and night, seven days a
focused intensely on the deprogramming process, until I would pass out
exhaustion around three o'clock in the morning.
The deprogramming formula for pulling Cathy's fragmented mind back
together was inherently free of problems. The small problems I did
with the formula stemmed from having to "expertly" apply it based on my
educated memory of almost twenty years previous. I had no communication
with any recognized authority other than Cory Hammond to guide the
therapy. My single greatest challenge was to learn how to control
constant state of trance as she journaled her memories.
In spite of reporting to the FBI that I was a hypnotist, I knew that if
and CIA could prove through my admissions 1 was using hypnosis on
her testimony in court would be worthless. Therefore, the threat of
from the CIA was averted. In fact, through my own intensive research of
hypnotherapy I learned how to control Cathy's trance states. T regarded
unhypnotizing her. Eventually I would be regarded by mental health
as an "expert" in the application of this little-used clinical tool for
Aside from my learned deprogramming skill, the balance of the formula I
used consisted of elements which are actually rules of ethical therapy
Those therapy rules were strictly enforced, Cathy understood and agreed
in order for her to have absolute control of her mind, she must place
in me and the therapy regime.
1. I maintained a constant vigil to ensure Cathy's physical and
safety from all outside influences.
2. No memories could be verbalized by Cathy until after they were
by her. The only questions I could ask were history oriented and
Cathy's presenting personality that was recovering the memory. Those
questions could only address the who, what, when, how, and where of the
memory. Even if I could have known the answers in advance, 1 could not
inject. Our perceptions would have differed radically and could have
more memory barriers between personality fragments.
3. I fundamentally explained mind control to Cathy and she then
that what happened to her was not her fault. However, she understood
becoming responsible for her actions here and now. Through therapy, she
asserting control over her own mind.
4. We devoted many hours to "intellectual discussions" of Cathy's
religious beliefs and they were "logically" debunked, just as if 1 were
how the illusions of a magician's tricks worked lo confuse reality.
5. No expression of emotion by Cathy would be permitted during the
memory recovery and journaling process. I never asked her "how does
make you feel?" This is as important as the safety issue for the rapid
6. I provided Cathy adequate food, vitamins, water, and sleep to
failing physical health.
7. I taught Cathy how to view her memories on a "mind movie screen"
rather than re-experience them through the mind's "virtual reality"
8. I instructed Cathy how to trance herself and control the depth of
trance state through a self-hypnosis technique (some regard as
was put in place to avoid possible contamination and/or confusion of
memories, which might have happened had I used a hypnotic induction
technique known as guided imagery.
9. Cathy was not allowed to read books, newspapers, or magazines, to
watch TV, or to discuss with Kelly anything she recalled. Cathy had
experienced a lifetime of information control and therefore had minimal
contamination of memory to sort through. This rule was also understood
respected by Kelly, whose memories were beginning to surface.
10. All behavior patterns and social habits Cathy exhibited were
through logical discussion between us. All pre-established behavior
patterns, including daily routines, were re-scheduled or stopped
11. I required her to wear a wrist watch twenty-four hours a day, to
of any "lost time" she felt she was experiencing. Losing time, without
is a strong indication that personality switching is occurring. Whereas
able to account for time is an indicator that recovery is occurring.
The memories Cathy was recovering were horrible beyond anything I had
ever heard anyone speak about, I often wondered if I had fallen in love
Cathy as a result of my developing the psychological malady known as
Stockholm Syndrome. Those thoughts never bothered me for I knew I had
grown to love Cathy. I had heard enough horror from Cathy and Kelly to
I was now suffering from Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD). The
symptoms of this disorder went unnoticed by Cathy and Kelly because
were PTSDed, and had been all their lives.
My own health began to deteriorate rapidly. My regained body weight
began to melt away once again. I was experiencing incredible stomach
vomiting, and diarrhea. I was literally living on a patent medicine
ulcer sufferers as Maalox. A "secure" phone call to a doctor friend in
"lower 48" produced the name of a local internal medicine specialist I
trust. Aware of my predicament, my physician friend made the
my behalf for this doctor to prepare certain in-office tests. One of
using a fiberoptic stomach tube, showed that as a result of a water
there were holes in the walls of my stomach. He recommended
emergency surgery. I replied, "No. How much longer can I live with this
He said, "It depends on how well you can follow my instructions"*
"No problem," I said. Within a few days of feeding myself intravenously
and taking the prescribed medications, I began to recover.
It was during this recovery period that I began my telephone search for
answers to speed Cathy's recovery process. Again I was told by my
"well connected" associates that I knew it all. I was not convinced.
my persistence soon paid off as one particular phone call resulted in
proverbial "pay dirt".
The medical books on clandestine experimental research for treating
dissociative disorders mysteriously appeared "on hold" for me at the
River branch of the Anchorage Public Library. I was covertly alerted to
them up on a certain day at an exact time. I complied.
As I was leaving the library, a middle-aged woman with a grocery sack
her arms approached me. She asked if the library was open. I thought
since I was walking out the opened library entrance. My curiosity was
lived when she asked, "Have you read any good books by Dr. Milton
I replied, "No, but I am checking one out by (psychiatrist) Dr. William
Kroger entitled Clinical and Experimental Hypnosis,"
"Oh, yes," she said. "I'm a real fan of Dr. Kroger and he is a real fan
Dr. Erickson who you know is considered the father of subliminal
(theory) research. She began walking away and turned, smiled and said,
your books and use the book, Mark."
I assumed she was addressing me by name while referring to the book
I also concluded from this comment that she was obviously the person
responsible for delivering the books to the library. Soon I learned she
referring to a bookmark placed inside one of the books which provided
desperately needed communications vehicle. Recorded on the book-mark"
a toll free 800# with a time and date to use it. I used this 800# and
similarly provided me for a communications vehicle to covertly access
spooks' (spies) subway to information. For two more years, this method
me with telephonic guidance through a maze of mind work with Cathy.
When 1 called the bookmark "800" number, it was answered by an
electronic voice which said, in part, "Please enter your employee
I complied, using a series of numbers that I had been previously
someone who must remain anonymous because I do not know their identity.
The next sound 1 heard was that of a phone being rung. After exactly
rings, my call was answered by someone I did not know. He asked,
the problem?" I fell like a vacuum cleaner salesman with his foot in
delivering a canned sales presentation. I began nervously emphasizing
desperate need for a quicker therapy regime for Cathy.
The voice asked, "Have you read the books?"
"Yes," I replied. "But many of the clinical terms were foreign to me."
The voice then instructed me to go back to the library and "pick up a
reference book on term definitions". I then interrupted his instruction
to ask if I
could speak with somebody who could make this deprogramming process go
faster. He said, "Well, there are only two deprogrammers in this
in Boston (Massachusetts) and the other in Phoenix (Arizona) and
could be of much help or be trusted with the kind of information you
(from Cathy)." He hesitated, then said, "You're going to need a
which I can't provide. But you know how to do it"
I asked, "A referral for what?"
"To have the chance to speak with a doctor who knows about this and
be of some value," he told me,
"OK," 1 said. "Who's the doctor?"
"Cory Hammond, out of Salt Lake City (Utah)."
"Gees," 1 said. "That's Mormon headquarters, and that was the last
religious trauma base for Cathy."
'Yes!- the voice continued. "But you can trust this doctor if you're
and don't give up too much (information) on yourself. He's paranoid
the rest (who know about mind-control atrocities) but he could be of
Oh, be alert. Everybody's watching this guy so anything you say, they
guys) will know."
"Thank you very much," I replied.
Somewhere in the process of finding a referral professionally
with Dr. Hammond, I telephoned dissociative disorders specialist, Dr.
Braun, a well-known and published psychiatrist in Chicago, Illinois. I
from our conversation that he had an entire hospital unit dedicated to
for people like Cathy and Kelly. I wondered at the time why his name
previously provided to me for a consultation. As a result of this brief
encounter, I learned that Dr. Braun had a number of patients on a long
list for a "bed" within this facility. The doctor then provided me the
telephone number of a "friend" he confided in, People Magazine senior
investigative reporter Civia Tamarkin,
Contacting this People/Time Life magazine reporter was to be my biggest
single judgement error in the pursuit of helpful information. I would
she was indirectly responsible for nearly costing me my life, and did
cost Kelly her chance for "expert" therapy- which is another book in
When I first spoke with Civia, she dropped important names like a maple
tree drops leaves after a frost. I audio tape recorded practically all
conversations with this seemingly well informed source, then and in the
follow, Civia first provided me the name and phone number of the Boston
"deprogrammer," an ex-Moonie programmer by the name of Steve Hassen.
Next, she provided the name and phone number to contact Jolyn "Jolly"
UCLA. Reluctantly, she gave me the referral I needed to communicate
Dr. Cory Hammond. "The later contact being the only "briefly helpful"
with whom I would speak.
Maximizing my PTSD impaired judgement, I telephoned programmer Steve
Hassen, for advice on how to help Kelly (only), which resulted in his
our home in Alaska, Apparently, his agenda was to traumatize Cathy by
well-known code to trigger her to run for her life—from me.
The method he
employed could have been effective, but fortunately for Cathy and
robotic delivery like his moral ethics was very poor. I learned that
voiced and recorded professional respect for his UCLA psychiatrist
West and Dr. Margaret Singer, derived from sinister reasons. Little did
that Dr. West had worked for the CIA in Project MK-Ultra mind-control
research for decades, it seems some of Dr. West's CIA supported
been exposed by a Congressional investigator of the MK-Ultra Project in
1970s. However he survived the public scrutiny because the U.S.
had, in essence, halted further investigation of him and his work under
National Security guise. His only reported crime was for killing an
with an overdose of LSD in the presence of school children. These facts
would learn after Cathy and I spoke with him by phone and subsequent
struck us, This too is another story in itself
The phone calls between Dr. Cory Hammond and myself were informative
and supportive. He proved himself to be the single, most valuable live
information asset I would know in my quest for expert therapy advice.
Dr. Hammond delivered to the mental health community through a
presentation in 1991, the whole truth as he knew it on the topic of
His advisory instruction to me on a particular Erickson technique for
non abreactive memory recovery, called "revivification", literally
saved my predious
Cathy from reliving the horrors as she remembered them. This man is my
Spring in Alaska was a very different experience from what I was
to in Tennessee. The Alaskans just refer to it as "break-up". In place
of hearing the sounds of chirping birds, I listened to the drip noises
from the ice
melting off everything. The streets had become an ugly brown mush. For
spring as normally a welcomed seasonal change, it was depressing to say
least. The only good news was that the days had slowly changed from
to warm sunlight. With this seasonal change, a time bomb I did not know
existed began its countdown. Kelly's asthma and behavior were radically
deteriorating for no apparent reason.
One Friday morning in May, Cathy received a call from Kelly's school
principal requesting we pick her up as soon as possible and have her
by a doctor. The school nurse said Kelly was having a severe asthmatic
that did not respond to the medication she had with her. We picked her
to find that her condition seemed to improve miraculously at the sight
But this improvement would be short lived,
The following Sunday, Kelly's coughing became almost constant. She had
exhausted our supply of an important asthma medication which she
used in her respirator pump, I covertly substituted distilled water and
her while she struggled for her breath. Using an Erickson technique of
imagery, I began telling her a story about a little girl who huffed and
climbed a mountain. The story I told ended with the little girl
reaching the top
of the mountain only to be so tired that she fell asleep in a bed of
Kelly responded by breathing normally and actually falling into a sound
for a few hours, only to awaken and repeat her coughing spell. I
her bedside and 1 asked why she coughed.
Kelly, somewhat agitated, responded, "I have asthma". I repeated the
substitution trick and she responded favorably and said, "Dad, Wayne
father and alleged serial killer Satanist) told me I was gonna' die."
I said, "Well, he's not a doctor".
Kelly continued, "He really did say that over and over and over again."
I then asked, "When did he say this?"
"When school's out," she replied.
I asked, "What do you mean?"
She robotically repeated, "When school's out."
"Do you remember when Wayne said this to you?" I asked.
"In bed," she continued. "He thought I was asleep and he was talking on
the phone to Alex (Houston) and then to me," I knew then Wayne Cox had
programmed her to die using a clinical technique known as hypnosleep.
Houston was guiding Cox through the program.
I interrupted her (as I saw she was entering a deep state of trance)
responded, "Well, school's not out and tomorrow you will be well enough
back to school."
As I suggested, Kelly did feel good the next morning and returned to
This day would be her last day in Birchwood Elementary.
Only a few hours passed before Cathy and I again were called, this time
the nurse who became agitated when Cathy truthfully answered her
"Didn't you take her to the doctor?"
Cathy said. "No. but we will."
Later that evening, Cathy, Kelly and I would make the last of our
emergency drives to seek medical help for Kelly.
At Anchorage's Humana Hospital, Cathy and I met with the young, very
bright and beautiful physician, Dr. Lorrie Shepherd, who seemed
and, perhaps, frightened as to Kelly's unexplainable deteriorating
requested a private meeting and she complied.
After about thirty minutes of my explaining what Cathy and Kelly had
rescued from, I defined mind control for her. Learning this, Dr.
consulted with a local female psychiatrist, Dr. Pat Patrick to evaluate
The evaluation was completed and Dr. Patrick invited Cathy, and
me, to her office for a consultation. This was to be Kelly's first
evaluation that indicated she suffered from Multiple Personality
(MPD),5 a serious psychological disorder resulting from severe and
I then asked Dr. Patrick if she could arrange for a sexual abuse
verify if Kelly had been abused. She complied. The results were
Patrick and Cathy seemed almost relieved at this validation. The result
Kelly's asthma stabilized at Humana and she was transferred to Charter
North Psychiatric Hospital for in-hospital care. Dr. Patrick apparently
the best care she knew. Unfortunately it was inadequate. Months passed
the State of Alaska welfare authorities began to realise Kelly was not
and her ineffective care costs were mounting by thousands of dollars
Dr. Patrick, Cathy, and I, with the cooperation of the Tennessee
Crimes Claims Commission, began searching for a hospital that would
Medicaid insurance. Finally, one was located in Owensboro, Kentucky
advertised a specialty in working with ritually abused children. Kelly
transferred to this facility and the State of Alaska paid all the bills
for her move
there. Later we would learn that this elegant hospital facility was
than a human warehouse that collected whatever fees the federal and
governments would pay them per child resident. A pretty place to see,
care for Kelly would prove to be "less than nothing".
During the summer before Kelly was transferred to this Kentucky
and Cathy was recovering satisfactorily, I felt it was safe to leave
their side so
that I could find work. We desperately needed money to travel, to live,
return to the "lower 48" with Kelly in the winter.
I quickly secured a job at Alaska Business College as an interviewer of
prospective students. My sales "performance" resulted in my being
two weeks from an admissions representative to Director of Admissions.
banked as much money as possible from my earnings over the next five
to provide for our move, to be closer to Kelly. The thought of the
agony that would exist between Cathy and Kelly served as a reminder of
ongoing separation from my son, whom 1 had not heard from in almost a
Cathy, on ill advice from me, called her father and begged for some
financial help for Kelly's sake. Her father wired $500 to confirm our
and commented, "This is America. Unless you come back to Michigan
no more money!" It was this statement that triggered Cathy's repressed
memories of her own tortured childhood by this alleged pervert and
salesman, Earl O'Brien.
Soon the FBI telephoned Cathy and told her that she needed to
conic to the Anchorage FBI office for questioning. Upon arrival, Cathy
informed that she was under federal investigation for attempting to
money from her father.
Cathy looked strangely relieved when she heard these charges. Later I
would learn that she felt better knowing for sure she was not "crazy"
delusional and that her father did in fact do those things to her and
The FBI Agent was openly sympathetic and reportedly the DOJ "inspired"
investigation was subsequently dropped upon his recommendation. This
went on to secure a cash donation through his Mormon church that
to leave his jurisdiction.
It is noteworthy that during this same time; through another special
the Anchorage FBI office, 1 was interrogated for "what I knew"
unrelated crime involving my ex-wife and her lawyer boss in Florida. I
nothing, I now know that the FBI was, in effect, attempting to destroy
credibility as advocate for Cathy and Kelly through their investigation
me. Their case against my ex-wife and her lawyer was solved, and her
accomplice was convicted of first degree murder. My ex-wife became a
witness and was acquitted.
However, days later I would "see" my ex-wife being arrested and
on the popular national television show "Unsolved Mysteries". That
unfortunate case involved only one homicide and made the national news
weeks to come. In contrast, Calhy's testimony, with proofs provided FBI
officia1s, was filed and deliberately covered up—For Reasons
The fall season in Alaska was now quickly giving in to winter and the
"termination dust" (snow) was re-coating the surrounding mountains. The
was definitely becoming nippy. The change of seasons signaled another
within my new family. Kelly was going to be transferred soon to the
Valley Institute of Psychiatry (V.I.P.).
Cathy and I had been saving every dollar I could earn during my brief
tenure at Alaska Business College in preparation for our move back to
I realized now that Cathy had gone into a state of recovery known as
"fusion". She had long since stopped switching personalities and had
beautiful, intelligent, and logical lady. She was no longer susceptible
triggering her to go against or away from me. She continued to journal
traumatic memories and was professionally adjudged stable.
The passage on ships and ferries out of Anchorage to Seattle was booked
solid for months ahead. They would only accept freight and/or vehicles.
purchased two, one-way tickets on Alaska Airlines and brought our
a 1976 AMC Pacer, and remaining belongings to the Anchorage docks for
Suddenly, as we packed our bags and were ready to board our flight, a
nearby volcano erupted and halted all air traffic in or out of
Anchorage for the
following two weeks. We waited anxiously for the airport to reopen. We
would leave first and Kelly and her nurse would soon follow. This would
the first step of what would be an endless journey in our pursuit of
4 Mark Phillips' motto
5The term Multiple personality Disorder (MPD) Is now clinically
referred to by mental
health professionals as Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID)
TRUTH AND CONSEQUENCES
JUST US PURSUED AND JUSTICE DENIED
Our much anticipated arrival into the Seattle (Washington)
Airport terminal heralded a new beginning. Cathy appeared to be openly
optimistic that perhaps, at long last, Kelly would soon have her chance
recovery. Privately, I felt much less hopeful, I knew from past
experiences and through my "insider sources" that mental health
from the private sector of society had little acquaintance with secret
Government mind-control research. The only mind-control informauon
doctors had access to for the most part was from the hysterical
supplied them by their troubled patients. Hysteria, in this case, as a
of misinformation is highly contagious, and therefore spread throughout
mental health profession. Many practitioners displayed symptoms of the
"ostrich syndrome" to me, their peers, and patients through fear and
It was 1990, the beginning of the last decade of this century and the
millennium, and most mental health physicians remained in a state of
concerning the existence of mind control. Mental health as a science is
one-hundred years of age. Truly an industry in its infancy in relation
other recognized healing arts.
Due to mental health's infancy and the fact that it is rooted in the
mystical theories of Jung and Freud, combined with the non-availability
government controlled research information, the term "mental health" is
by patients and doctors alike as an oxymoron. Patients I have
suffer from dissociative disorders frequently refer to the profession
hell," and their well-intentioned provider as "the rapist".
Unfortunately for all
parties concerned, in many reported instances these cruel labels are
with the quality of the care provided. Whereas I strongly support, in
the healing arts existing in the fields of mental health that could be
the treatment of mind-control patients, I cannot foresee their
meeting the needs of these patients without some radical changes in our
Security Act. Afound 1970, I recall witnessing a "mild" case in point.
overseeing the video taping of a TOP SECRET psychiatric experiment
a young man who had suffered brain damage resulting from some type of
head trauma. This patient was ambulatory. He could not remember
express himself, or for that matter, think. He was not brain dead. He
mind dead. Through the application of a combination of experimental
and hi-tech electronic technology involving harmonics, his brain was
"retrained" to permit constructed thought processes to commence. The
scar tissue that was inhibiting his ability to think was being
electronically by-passed. I equated this experimental procedure to the
wiring" of an ignition switch of an automobile to preclude the use of a
The extraordinary procedure and subsequent results of this experimental
was meticulously recorded. The record, tape, and doctor notes were
into a security envelope and were taken by courier to Fort George
What made this case so memorable was the event that immediately
I overheard the experiment's attending physician complaining bitterly
nurse colleague that "his" patient in an adjoining ward, who was not a
guinea pig," through application of this method, could "probably
doctor's complaint addressed his being prohibited from applying
treatment for his patient by virtue of his DOD oath of secrecy. This
frustrated at being forced to serve two masters. The DOD being one
held control over his career through his medical license, liability
the secrecy oath he had signed. The second master was the doctor's own
and ethical standards, supported by the Hippocratic Oath he had signed
becoming a physician.
Thus without benefit of the voluminous DOD research findings and
technology developments, the medical field of mental health is in its
curve for establishing models to provide patients state-of-the-art
care. In other
words, mental health providers themselves are quickly becoming the
group of mind/information control victims.
The mental health profession is in a sate of crisis and his arrived at
proverbial crossroads of failure and success. The road to success
application of available technologies appears to be blocked FOR REASONS
OF NATIONAL SECURITY.
As a direct result of DOD management of mind research secrets and the
resulting federal information containment practices, mental health
on the defensive with their patients, the courts, and more recently
special interest action groups. These groups are attacking the mental
professional as a target for destruction. Well-funded organizations
questionable agendas, such as the False Memory Foundation (FMF) and the
Church of Scientology, have publicly denounced mental health as a
The Church of Scientology has emerged as the apparent leader in
denouncing the mental health profession. Through the church's
D.C. based "human rights" lobby group, it has launched a massive
propaganda campaign accompanied by numerous lawsuits against ethical
companies and mental health providers.
Scientologists believe their church's ffounder, L. Ron Hubbard, has
discovered a cure-all for mental illness through behavior modification.
Hubbard, a successful science fiction writer, allegedly acquired
subliminal mind control through his military service with U.S. Navy
Intelligence. He named his behavioral modification program Dianetics
first wife, Diane.
The False Memory Foundation is a lobby group which is primarily
by persons charged with sexual abuse. The FMF is desperately attempting
develop legislation that restricts therapy for persons suffering from
disorders as a result of trauma. This organization's stated beliefs
repressed memory is a myth. FMF has found the mental health
To date, the model for developing an effective therapy regime for
disorders (which are as a result of repeated trauma) has not been
published by either the American Psychiatric Association or the
Psychological Association. The difficulty in developing a model is due
number of factors. The primary factor involves national security
concerning classified mind-control research.
In the present climate, referring mind-control victims to mental health
professionals for treatment would be tantamount to subjecting a patient
delicate surgery to a surgeon who was blind-folded and hand-cuffed. The
knowledge of these conditions produced the private opinion I withheld
Cathy when she professed optimism for Kelly's latest recovery
Nevertheless, Cathy was nearing complete recovery and we both
were doing all we could a( the moment to provide for Kelly's needs.
Perhaps identifying "who" within our government is interested in
withholding vital medical research findings and technologies
the mental health profession could provide a foundation of
From my personal experiences while working for Capital International
I formed a strong opinion that addresses this question. However, the
that mirrors my perception was later eloquently provided by a
D.C. news correspondent and journalist, Linda Hunt, in her book Secret
Agenda. The historical basis for this book are the declassified DOD
identifying Project Paperclip as being the secret
importation/relocation of Nazr
and Fascist scientist into the United States over a forty-year period.
These brilliant criminal scientists were primarily focused on two areas
research, rockets and the mind. They were placed in positions of
among others, prestigious universities, colleges, industries, and NASA.
the years, these imported criminals have directly influenced our
advanced rocket technologies and mind-control applications through U.S.
Government sponsored research. According to Secret Agenda, Nazism, as a
philosophy and form of government, is alive and destroying our country,
part, as a result of Project Paperclip.
I can attest to this statement from personal knowledge gained during my
employment at Capital international Airways, which is named as one of
primary transporters for Project Paperclip.
These were background facts for some of the thoughts that rushed
my mind on our Jong drive from Seattle to the Southeastern U.S. I was
to discover the end results of my telephone campaign in the pursuit of
had waged while in Alaska.
Our first destination would be Huntsville, Alabama. This southern U.S.
is famous for its tourism centerpiece, the NASA owned U.S. Space and
Center. The town also boasts of being home to more Pentagon,
U.S. dollars per capita than anyplace in America. Cathy harbors a very
different opinion of this town, its police force, and the NASA research
For Cathy and Kelly, Huntsville had been a place they were regularly
by Alex Houston for hi-tech torture and the production of child and
This trip to Huntsville would be different for Cathy, except for one
her previous experiences. Both she and I would receive our first threat
lives in our pursuit of justice from law enforcement. This was
surprising to me
and "normal" for Cathy.
The lead-up to this threat began with my phone call to a Huntsville
legal aid group known as the National Association of Child Advocates.
organization publicized that it was formed through the leadership
efforts of the
local district attorney 'Bud' Crammer, who is known to his constituents
Ban Bud". After supplying this advocacy center with Cathy's
her past experiences in Huntsville, we were contacted by two Huntsville
Police Department "vice" detectives. Their names were Jeff Bennet and
Upon our arrival into Huntsville, these two vice cops escorted us and
trailer to a local apartment used for staging drug buys. The place was
furnished, complete with audio and video bugs throughout every room.
asked Bennet if the "place was bugged," he flatly denied it. From this
knew with certainty that Cathy and I were there to be specimens for
to study, I knew "who," and we gave them our best performance to
them. This action probably saved our lives.
After weeks of "delays," the two vice cops sat down with Cathy and me
discussion. She supplied them a myriad of testimony including detailed
descriptions of two particular perpetrators, their names, and location
where they lived and allegedly produced child and adult pornography.
perpetrators, themselves Huntsville policemen, were also helpful assets
campaign for electing District Attorney Bud Crammer. Their names were
Audie Majors and Sergeant Frank Crowell.
After Cathy had exhausted all of her recollections, Crabtree and Bennet
ordered us to "leave Huntsville now while we were still alive, and shut
up if we
intended to stay that way!"
Later, Cathy and I would learn that Crabtree and Bennct had notified
law enforcement officer in over five states to whom we had provided
information, They reported that we were a pair of "professional con
criminals". Perhaps they were able to accomplish this discrediting
tactic as a
result of police reports we filed in other states, which included a
our "bud experience" with the Huntsville Police Department. In
Nashville office of the FBI was responsible for perpetrating Crabtree's
Bennet's discrediting lies. This FBI action ceased after
Ben Purser was told by a friendly district attorney that I now could
identity and prosecute those responsible for the character
It is interesting to note that 'Bud' Crammer would in less than a year,
elected to Congress. Within months after his election, Bud was rewarded
years of alleged containment practices. Allegedly Bud has been covering
investigations for the intelligence community, DOD, and of course his
one financial supporter, NASA.
The wife of an Atlanta, Georgia physician, Ms. Faye Yeager, did however
survive Bud's wrath in court. Her "crime" was advocating for and
child who had been horribly abused. This courageous lady had her day in
and won. Now she has filed a counter-suit in Federal court. Reeling
Bud's "second hand" threats to our lives, we returned to Nashville,
learned that the Kentucky V.I.P. hospital administration had suddenly
Kelly's State of Alaska medical records "to be in error". V.I.P. said
"fine!" This statement was supplemented by "you best come here now and
her up or we'll give her to Kentucky Child Services and they will find
This was a terrifying development since Kelly could not function
restrictive environment. She had been declared suicidal and homicidal
attending physicians and/or therapists. Cathy and I were homeless. We
brought Kelly back to Tennessee where she, Cathy and I stayed in my
tiny two-bedroom home. This living arrangement would not last. Kelly's
asthma (program), destined to separate her from her mother, returned
hours. We rushed her, gasping for breath, to Vanderbilt Hospital in
for emergency treatment. Again Kelly's condition worsened to the
critical point, then returned to normal. Her attending doctor thought
seen a real miracle until he learned about mind control.
Vanderbilt Hospital physicians who reviewed Kelly's past medical and
psychiatric records recommended that she be moved to the worst child
warehouse we've seen so far, Crocket/Cumberland House, the "home for
broken butterflies" (see photo). Because Cathy and I were both
and Kelly only had Medicaid insurance, the State of Tennessee demanded
temporary custody. Their demands for custody were legally legitimate
morally equated to extortion for they had no intentions of seeking
Through a lengthy two-year court proceeding, with five lawyers opposing
Cathy, we had a partial victory, Kelly was transferred to Charter
Memphis, Tennessee where again she did not receive MPD/DID therapy, but
for the first time did receive genuine empathy from a social worker,
During this period, my life and liberty was threatened by the Nashville
Metro Police Department. This verbal death threat was delivered by
Homicide Captain Mickey Miller and echoed by his friend and subordinate
Tommy Jacobs. Miller said, "You best forget this woman; walk away from
this now before your health changes." Jacobs said, "There's nothing
with that kid that her father (Cox) can't fix. She just has allergies.
forget you ever heard of either one of them." I have all this
Within a few months of these threats came others threatening both our
and liberty from every branch of law enforcement within the State of
Tennessee. This included the Nashville office of the FBI. The latter
was in the
form of a "clerical mistake" on the part of the FBI that was to be a
for my supposedly threatening the President of the United States,
This charge was totally groundless and was subsequently dropped, but
I secured a lawyer
It was now 1991, and Cathy and I had determined that we must proceed
with "phase two" of our pursuit of justice through a well organized
dissemination campaign. The funding for this project would indirectly
from the assistance of Bill Ross who also provided constant moral
Cathy and I have always fell uncomfortable exposing gentle persons like
Ross to such horrific information as pertains to trauma-based mind
However, we have learned over the years through our public speaking
engagements and consultations with physicians and others that,
speaking, people appreciate knowing WHY they are no longer "at the top
food chain," Bill Ross like hundreds of others never gave up hope that
would live to tell our story.
Five years have passed since we returned from Alaska. The lessons
through this trail-blazing effort in our pursuit of justice should
never be taught
to anyone. No person should have to experience the heartache,
grinding poverty that Cathy, Kelly, and I have had to live with-
During the winding down portion of our information dissemination
campaign, Cathy approached me with an idea she thought could help us
public support. She had repeatedly commented that she wanted to rescue
Seidina 'Dina' Reed, daughter of actor/singer Jerry Reed of Smokey And
Bandit fame. According to Cathy, she had been used repeatedly in
productions with Seidina over the years and had bonded with this once
Seidina's husband, David Rorick, aka Dave Roe, was then her alleged
sadistic handler. It is noteworthy that Roe allegedly received his
how to maintain a slave, using specific tortures, from Alex Houston.
and reportedly loved, with Houston before he met Seidina. Cathy and I
believed at the time that Jerry Reed was not involved in his daughter's
enslavement as was Cathy's father. Furthermore, we were convinced that
Reed, with his numerous connections into politics and the entertainment
industry could be a powerful ally. This was not to be.
I rescued Seidina and in minutes after the rescue, she began talking,
until I had discussed my plan in person with her famous father and his
agent at a
Brentwood, Tennessee restaurant. Reed had more Chan enough time to warn
Roe that I was armed and on my way to his house. All evidences
Years later a U.S. Customs Enforcement officer informed me that I had
"somedoby" connected to Reed, possibly Reed himself, suggesting "I
blackmailing him." This "clean" customs officer knew I had rescued
from Roe's enslavement and that I had audio taped all meetings with
Jerry Keed, and his wife, Prissy. He was openly concerned for my safety
that Reed was lying so as to frighten me away.
Within two months after the rescue, Seidina and her mother filed
charges, including sexual child abuse (of Seidina's four-year-old son)
Roe. A "spook informant" working within the Nashville District
office alerted me to these charges and the anticipated outcome. No
taken FOR REASONS OF NATIONAL SECURITY.
Seidina had been prostituted to, among many others, heads of state, and
the Arabian Ambassador to the U.S., Prince Bandar Bin Sultan. According
an involved witnesses of one of her encounters with Bandar (a friend of
George Bush) she was one of his favorite slaves. We've never heard from
Seidina or any member of her family since the rescue. This trek through
our pursuit of justice taught nothing to Cathy that she had not already
by her abusers. For me, I learned the hard way that our Constitution
was only a
beautiful plan that had been stolen, plundered, and replaced FOR
OF NATIONAL SECURITY.
Today, Cathy, Kelly, I and all true patriots stand at the proverbial
crossroads of revolution or evolution. Through armed revolution, we
will perish and the emergence of a totally government controlled
herald in another period of "dark ages". As a proud gun owner, armed
inside knowledge, I know we are technologically out-gunned. Whereas if
choose to evolve through the challenges to our psyche that developed
communicat ion technologies present we can reinstate our Constitution
our people free. Revolution or Evolution-change in life as we know it
Each of us must now take a stand to commit a portion of our individual
and diminishing resources to support the action groups and individuals
not afraid to work at taking back our government through mass exposure
crimes. We must seek new leaders who will be committed to doing the
with the least. These leaders share the battle cry that SILENCE DOES
EQUAL DEATH. 6 Hund, Linda, Secret Agenda, St. Martin's Press 1991
by Cathy O'Brien
AN OPEN LETTER
Mind control is absolute. Under MK-Ultra Project Monarch trauma-based
mind control, I lost control over my own free will thoughts - I could
not think to
question, reason, or consciously comprehend - I could only do exactly
was driven to do. Those who controlled my mind, and ultimately my
claimed to be "aliens," "demons," and "gods". But it was my experience
these perpe-TRAITORS of New World Order controls were/are bound by
fully, human confines, despite their terror-tactic claims and
true laws of nature, and the same laws of man do, indeed, apply to
While they manipulated me by my religion, my maternal instincts, and my
genuine concern for humanity - they never "possessed" my innate being.
could make me one of them. They never took into consideration the
strength of the human spirit. They did not even know it existed. Ask
This book is for Kelly, in order that she is understood and granted her
to qualified rehabilitation for the MK-Ultra Project Monarch
abuses she endured at the hands of our country's so-called leaders.
This book is dedicated, as am I, to Mark Phillips for rescuing Kelly
from our mind-controlled existence, and clearing the way to recovery
by lovingly assisting me in the restoration of my mind, memory, and
my free will.
A special thanks to those unseen, whose presence have been evident. And
a special thanks to those unsung - you know who you are.
TRANCE-FORMATION OF AMERICA
My name is Cathleen (Cathy) Ann O'Brien, born 12/4/57 in Muskegon,
Michigan. I have prepared this book for your review and edification
a little known tool that "our" United States Government is covertly,
and un-constitutionally using to implement the New World Order (One
Government). This well documented tool is a sophisticated and advanced
of behavior modification (brainwashing) most commonly known as MIND
CONTROL. My first hand knowledge of this TOF SECRET U.S. Government
Psychological Warfare technique is drawn from my personal experience as
White House "Presidential Model" mind-control slave.
Much of the information enclosed herein has been corroborated and
validated through brave and courageous "clean" members of the law
enforcement, scientific, and Intelligence communities familiar with
These individuals' efforts helped me to understand and corroborate what
happened after a lifetime of systematic physical and psychological
orchestrated to modify my behavior through totally controlling my mind.
of these courageous individuals are employed by the very system that
me and live in fear of losing their jobs, their families, or their
lives. They have
gone as far as they dare towards publicly exposing this tool of the
the New World Order-to no avail. This book is a grassroots effort to
and enlist the public and private support of Human Rights advocates,
recognized, respected doers in America to expose this invisible
social menace. This can be done by well organised, cooperative citizens
passion for justice, who have expressed interest in restoring our
and taking back America. This copy you hold is for your edification and
While these pages have been condensed for your quick perusal, there ane
literally thousands of files of documentation that support much of what
reporting. Thanks to those dedicated individuals who found a means of
manipulating the system more cleverly than the perpetrators, the
referred to were declassified for release right at the source!
It is my patriotic respect for the principles of truth, justice, and
that freedom on which America was founded that compels me to expose the
world domination motivations of those in control of our government,
referred to as the Shadow Government. By taking back America NOW, we
maintain the integrity of our country's history and future by detaining
destined course of being recognized world wide for the mind-control
unleashed on humanity that literally begin where Adolph Hitler left
Hitler's version of world domination that he termed in 1939 the "New
Order" is currently being implemented through advanced technologies in,
among others, genetic mind-control engineering by those in control of
Senator Daniel Inouye, (D. HI) commented about the operations of this
secret government before a Senate Subcommittee and described it well as
shadowy government with its own Air Force, its own Navy, its own fund
raising mechanism, and the ability to pursue its own ideas of 'national
free from all checks and balances and free from the law itself."
The expertise of my primary advocate and skilled deprogrammer, Mark
Phillips, developed through his U.S. Defense Department knowledge of
Secret" mind-control research and researchers, was responsible for the
restoration of my mind to normal functioning. As a result, I have
memories related in this text, and having survived the ordeal, have
point of enormous frustration. In 1988, through a series of brilliantly
orchestrated events, Mark Phillips rescued me and my 8-year-old
Kelly, from our mind-controlled existence and took us to the safety of
for rehabilitation. It was there that we began the tedious process of
my amnesic mind to consciously recall what I was supposed to forget,
Many U,S. and foreign government secrets and personal reputations were
staked on the belief that I could not be deprogrammed and rehabilitated
accurately reveal the criminal covert activities and perversions in
and I were forced to participate, particularly during the Reagan/Bush
Administrations. Now that I have gained control of my own mind, I view
my duty as a mother and American patriot to exercise my gained free
expose the mind-control atrocities that my daughter and I endured at
of those in control of our government. This personal view of inside
Box includes a keen perception of how mind control is being used to
implement the New World Order, and a personal knowledge of WHO some of
the so-called "masterminds" are behind this world and mind dominance
Most Americans old enough to remember recall exactly where they were
what they were doing when President John F. Kennedy was shot. His
assassination traumatized the nation and provides an example of how the
mind photographically records events surrounding trauma. The traumas I
routinely endured during my mind-controlled victimization provided me
latitude to recover my memory in the photographic detail in which it
recorded. The direct quotes 1 have included in the following pages
carefully selected events, are verbatim. I apologize for any
but this was necessary to maintain the integrity of the statements and
reflect the character of the speaker(s).
While I am free to speak my mind, Kelly, now 17, is not so fortunate.
Kelly has yet to receive rehabilitation for her shattered personality
programmed young mind. The high tech sophistication of the Project
trauma-based mind-control procedures she endured, literally since
reportedly requires highly specialized, qualified care to aid her in
gaining control of her mind and life. Due to the political power of our
all efforts to obtain her inalienable right to rehabilitation and seek
been blocked under the guise of so-called "National Security". As a
Kelly remains untreated in the custody of the State of Tennessee-a
victim of the
system—a system controlled and manipulated by our abusive
"leaders" - a system where State Forms make no allowances to report
TOP SECRET abuses - a system which exists due to federal funding
our perverse, corrupt abusers in Washington, D.C. She remains a
prisoner in the custody of the State of Tennessee to this moment,
Violations of laws and rights, Psychological Warfare intimidation
threats to our lives, and various other forms of CIA Damage Containment
practices thus far have remained unhindered and unchecked due to the
Security Act of 1947 AND the 1986 Reagan Amendment to same which allows
those in control of our government to censor and/or cover-up anything
choose. Now, with our country free from outside threats as a result of
of the Soviet Union, our "free press" is reportedly no longer
censorship. This fact alone should free us to pursue justice, but it
Please ask why.
Hence the purpose of releasing this book at this time. After seven long
of being unjustly and painfully seperated from my daughter, while our
have had full access to her through a corrupt and manipulated system,
it is my
fervent hope and intent to solicit help from you in the form of advice,
and public outcry concerning this very solvable problem.
I could not prevent the traumatic mind-control abuses Kelly endured due
my own victimization, yet she is depending on me now to expose the
enlist the help that the Juvenile Court has restrained her from
seeking. I dedicate
this book to Kelly, and all others like her, and to every American
the mind-control atrocities prevailing in this country. What Americans
know is destroying them from the inside out. Knowledge is our only
against mind control. It is time to WAKE UP and arm ourselves with the
restore the constitutional values of freedom and justice for all, to
enforce the 13th Amendment, and take back America!
MY INTRODUCTION TO HUMANITY
My pedophile father, Earl O'Brien, brags that he began
penis for my mother's nipple soon after I was born. My multgenerational
incest-abused mother, Carol Tanis, did not protest his perverse actions
(reportedly) having similar abuse as a child, which caused her to
Multiple Personality Disorder. My earliest recovered memory was that I
not breathe with my father's penis jammed into my little throat. Yet I
discern his semen from my mother's milk. I do not recall thinking, but
aware through education, that this early sexual abuse distorted my
concepts of feeding, breathing, sexuality, and parental perceptions.
I recall as a toddler being unable to run (I could barely walk) to my
for help as my instincts demanded. Through my gulping sobs, my terror
I tried to clear my throat of my father's semen and draw a breath of
mother finally arrived at my side. Rather than comfort me, she accused
throwing a temper tantrum and "holding my breath". She responded only
throwing a glass of cold water in my face. I was shocked! As the water
splashed my face, I knew she would not help and it was up to me to save
myself. I automatically Multiple Personality Disordered. I was, of
young to logically understand that what my father was doing to me was
I accepted his strangling sexual abuse as a normal and natural part of
life, and split off a personality to deal with the pain and suffocation
his perversions. Therefore as a child, I was dissociative of my
father's abuse. I
was totally unable to recall his sexual abuse, even in his presence,
until I saw
and felt his penis. Then the terror, which was my conditioned response,
triggered access to that part of my brain that previously endured the
was remembering the abuse and how to deal with it. This part of my
developed into a personality of its own-which belonged to my
father, which he
rented out and later sold to the U.S. Government as will be explained
detailed in the following pages.
Other parts of my conditioned mind dealt with other abusers, abuses and
circumstances. My father was (as revealed by my own investigations)
apparently a multigenerational incest child from a large, poor, and
dysfunctional family. His mother earned a living as a prostitute for
lumbermen after his father died when he was two years old. My father's
brothers and sister were all sexually and (occult) ritually abused just
as he was.
They grew up to be drug addicts, prostitutes, street derelicts, and
who also sexually abused me and my brothers and sisters. I developed
personality splits to deal with the traumas of these torturous
My mother's dysfunctional family also appears to be multigenerational,
of a slightly higher socio-economic class. Her father owned the
occupied by a Masonic Blue Lodge he led, and managed a local beer
distribution business with her mother after completing his military
Together they sexually abused my mother and her three brothers, who in
sexually abused me.
My family often went camping on the vast wilderness acreage surrounding
my grandfather's Masonic Lodge in Newaygo, Michigan. Large bluffs
to as "The High Banks' overlooked the White River flowing through his
property, which is where we pitched our tents. My mother's brothers,
Ted and Uncle Arthur "Bomber" Tanis, often accompanied us and sexually
abused my brother and me.
It was deer hunting season in or around November, 1961, when my father
took the family camping on The High Banks to hunt with my uncles. That
night, as my brother and I were being sexually passed around the
satisfy pedophile perversions, a lost hunter stumbled into our camp. My
shot him when he attempted to run; the rifle's blasts piercing my brain
further fragmenting my mind. I sat dazed in a dissociative trance while
mother methodically picked up the campsite and my father and uncles
of the body.
As my father drove us away from the crime scene, we were stopped by
several hunters who had the road blocked in a desperate attempt to
missing companion. They described the man I saw my father kill, and
heard gunshots. Reality intruded on my dissociative trance, and I
and cried hysterically until I no longer knew why I was crying.
My Uncle Ted2 soon became a street derelict. Uncle Bomber died a few
years later from alcoholism in his early forties. And my father became
financially and politically connected.
My mother's oldest brother, Uncle Bob, was a pilot in Air Force
and often boasted that he worked for the Vatican. Uncle Bob was
also a commercial pornographer, producing kiddie porn for the local
Mafia, which looped back to Mafia porn king and U.S. Representative
Ford. I split off more personalities just to deal with my Uncle Bob,
"friends," and the perverse business he shared with my father.
My father's sixth grade education had earned him a job as a worm digger
for local sport fishermen. By the time I was six years old, however,
pornographic exploitation of my older brother, Bill, and me had
enough income to move us into a bigger house nestled in the Michigan
dunes. My father was right at home there. The tourists and drug dealers
littered the eastern shore of Lake Michigan further supplemented his
paying for perverse sex with us children. My father also became
illicit drug sales.
Soon after we moved, my father was reportedly caught sending kiddie
through the U.S. mail. It was a bestiality film of me with my Uncle Sam
O'Brien's Boxer dog, Buster. My Uncle Bob, also implicated in
the porn, out of apparent desperation informed my father of a U.S.
Defense Intelligence Agency TOP SECRET Project to which he was privy.
This was Project Monarch. Project Monarch was a mind-control operation
which was "recruiting" multigenerational incest abused children with
Personality Disorder for its genetic mind-control studies. I was a
"candidate," a "chosen one". My father seized the opportunity as it
provide him immunity from prosecution. In the midst of the pandemonium
ensued, Jerry Ford arrived at our house with the evidence in hand for a
with my father.
"Is Earl home?" he called to my mother, who nervously stood behind the
screen door, hesitating to let him in.
"Not yet," my mother replied, her voice shaking. "He should have been
home from work by now-I know he's expecting you."
"That's OK". Ford turned his attention to me. I was standing outside on
the front porch, and he crouched down to my level. Patting the large,
envelope containing the confiscated porn tucked under his arm he said,
like doggies, huh?"
"Buster is a nice doggy," I replied. "He's funny." Not understanding
the dog had been whisked away when the porn was confiscated, I
"Buster's gone?" Ford asked.
"Yeah. My Uncle Sam took him away," I told him.
Ford laughed loudly at the irony of my statement. In my limited view, I
thought he found it humorous that Buster was gone. My father pulled
driveway, honking the horn of his new, tan convertible. Ford stood up.
his fly eye level to me, I noticed his penis was erect and reached for
"Not now, honey," he said. "I have business to tend..." Ford went
with my parents to officially seal my fate.
Not long after that my father was flown to Boston for a two-week course
Harvard on how to raise me for this off-shoot of MK-Ultra Project
When he returned from Boston, my father was smiling and pleased with
new knowledge of what he termed "reverse psychology".
This equates to "satanic reversals," and involves such play-on-words as
and phrases that stuck in my mind like, "You earn your keep, and I'll
you earn." He presented me with a commemorative charm bracelet of dogs,
and my mother with the news that they "would be having more children"
raise in the project. (I now have two sisters and four brothers ranging
16 to 37 who are still under mind control.) My mother complied with my
father's suggestions, mastering the art of language manipulation. For
when I could not snap my own pajama top to the bottoms in a childish
keep my father out of them, I asked my mother, ''please snap me". She
she would snap her forefingers against my skin in a stinging manner.
I felt was psychological as this proved to me once again that she had
intention of protecting me from my father's sexual abuse.
Also in keeping with his government-provided instructions, my father
working me like the legendary Cinderella. I shoveled fireplace ashes,
stacked firewood, raked leaves, shoveled snow, chopped ice, and
"because," my father said, "your little hands fit so nicely around the
shovel, and broom handles."
By this time, my father's sexual exploitation of me included
his friends, local mobsters and Masons, relatives, Satanists,
police officers. When I wasn't being worked to physical exhaustion,
pornographically, prostituted, or engaged in incest abuse, 1
books. I had learned to read at the young age of four due to my
memory which was a natural result of MPD/DID.
Government researchers involved in MK-Ultra Project Monarch knew about
the photographic memory aspect of MPD/DID, of course, as well as other
resultant "super human" characteristics. Visual acuity of an MPD/DID is
times greater than that of the average person. My developed unusually
pain threshold, plus compartmentalization of memory were "necessary"
military and covert operations applications. Additionally, my sexuality
primitively twisted from infancy. This programming was appealing and
to perverse politicians who believed they could hide their actions deep
my memory compartments, which clinicians refer to as personalities.
Immediately after my father's return from Boston, I was routinely
prostituted to then Michigan State Senator Guy VanderJagt. VanderJagt
became a U.S. Congressman and eventually chairman of the Republican
National Congressional Committee that put George Bush in the office of
President. I was prostituted to VanderJagt after numerous local parades
he always participated in, at the Mackinac Island Political Retreat,
and in my
home state of Michigan, among other places.
My Uncle Bob helped my father decorate my bedroom in red, white, and
blue paneling and American flags. He provided assistance in scrambling
mind according to Project Monarch methodologies. Fairy tale themes were
used to confuse fantasy with reality, particularly Disney stories and
Wizard of Oz, which provided the base for future programming.
I had personalities for pornography, a personality for bestiality, a
personality for incest, a personality for withstanding the horrendous
psychological abuse of my mother, a personality for prostitution, and
of "me" functioned somewhat "normaily" at school. My "normal"
provided a cover for the abuse I was enduring, but best of all it had
that there was somewhere in the world where people did not hurt each
other This same personality also attended Catechism, a weekly class at
Catholic church, St. Francis de Sales in Muskegon, Michigan.
My Catechism teacher was a Nun, or "Sister." Although I could not
consciously think to protect myself from abuse, I had decided that
Nun would provide me with the kind of life I sought. I could not rely
my family, the police, or politicians to protect me. The church
appeared to be
my answer, and I listened diligently in class and prayed religiously. I
all about the political structure of the church, and was prepared for
The Catholic beliefs I was taught include the idea that man is not fit
talk to God (the Father) directly, but must have a priest intercede
is the purpose of going to Confession. I was instructed to tell my sins
priest (also referred to as Father), who would relay the message to
would then supposedly tell me how many "Hail Marys" and "Our Father"
prayers to say as my penance, or punishment. My Catechism teacher gave
class several examples of "sins," which included "sex outside of
When the Priest, Father James Thaylen, slid open the little screened
in the closet sized confessional, I began as 1 had been instructed,
Father, for I have sinned...." I then proceeded to tell him that I had
my father and brother, to which he responded that I should "say three
Marys and one Our Father and 1 would be forgiven?!"
I knew then that I had to either believe that this Confession thing was
hoax, or that God condoned sexual child abuse. That night, my father
talk with me. Apparently he was the "Father" that the priest had
My father instructed me that "from now on," I was to simply say "I
my parents" when I went to Confession and nothing more!
The next time I went to Confession, I did exactly as I was told. The
screen came off the Confessional partition between me and the priest,
penis was stuck through the window, "God said that your penance is to
me as you would your father. And remember, 'whatsoever you do to the
of your brothers, that you do unto me'." After performing oral sex on
Thaylen, I emerged from the Confessional where all the other kids were
very impatiently for their turn. My teacher scolded me for taking so
told me to add a few extra "Our Fathers" to my penence. When I told her
already did my penence, she told me again the "order of things" to the
Confessional r i t u a l—which did not fit anything I had
Without ever consciously knowing why, I abandoned the idea of becoming
Nun as that part of me, too, split off from what was left of my
I continued to maintain an illusion of normalcy for school,5 excelling
studies due to my photographic memory and in spite of my chronic
I had plenty of friends and played enthusiastically at recess,
expending large amounts of energy in my subconcious effort to escape my
mind. And I lost myself in the books my father suggested I read: the
Of Oz, Alice In Wonderland, Island of the Blue Dolphins, Disney
Cinderella—all of which were used in conditioning my mind for
would become mind-control programming."
My television viewing was restricted and monitored in keeping with my
father's gained knowledge. I was, however permitted to watch the "best"
movies: The Wizard Of Oz, Disney Classics, Alice In Wonderland, and
Cinderella—over and over and over again.
When I was in second grade, my Brownie Troop marched in the Memorial
Day Parade in which then Michigan State Senator VanderJaut also
At the end of the parade, he took me into a nearby motel and had me
oral sex on him before sending me back to where my Brownie Troop was
waiting. My Brownie leader and peers thought it commendable that
VanderJagt took me with him. They gathered around to hear all about it.
noticed a white splash of semen on my sash, and hurriedly explained
had "taken me for a milkshake" as 1 wiped it. away. Having to cover for
perversion to my Brownie Troop infringed on my school personality, and
"normal" remainder became even smaller.
With the memory of this incident compartmentalized in my mind. I made
so conscious association to VanderJagt when my t h i r d grade teacher
announced that we were taking a field trip to the State Capital in
Michigan where he was in session. Once at the Capital, I was ushered
from my classmates and taken to an office where he was waiting with his
friend and mentor (soon to be President) Gerald Ford. VanderJagt lifted
skirt, pulled down my panties, and placed me on his desk for sex with
Ford. Afterward they laughed as VanderJagd placed a small American flag
my rectum and instructed me to wave it. He then presented me with a
pen inscribed with the motto that would lead me for the rest of my
existence, "Ask not what your country can do for you. Ask what you
can do for your country."
VanderJagt then escorted me back to the balcony of the Legislature
my classmates were gathered. He put his arm around me in front of all
classmates and presented me with the American Flag he had just had me
for him and Ford with my rectum. My school personality split off again,
still maintained the hope that somewhere, someday, 1 would find a place
people didn't...what? 1 could not remember what 1 was seeking to
1Multiple Personality Disorder (MPD), now known among mental health
Dissociative Identity Disorder (DTD) is the mind's sane defense to an
insane situation. It is a
way of dealing with trauma that is literally too horrible to
comprehend. Incestuous rape violates
primitive instinct and surpasses pain tolerance. By compartmentalizing
the memory of such
horrendous abuse, the rest of the mind can function "normally" as
though nothing had happened.
This compartmentalization is created by the brain actually shutting
down neuron pathways to a
specific part of the brain. These neuron pathways are triggered open
again when the abuse
recurs. The same part of the brain that is already conditioned to the
trauma deals with it again
and again as needed.
2Uncle Ted had also cried hysterically the night of the murder. Several
years later, he
almost killed himself when he drove his car into the White River near
the place of the murder.
3Gerald Ford, aka Leslie Lynch King, Jr., served on the appropriations
the CIA and was appointed to the Warren Commission to investigate the
President John F. Kennedy while I knew him only as a pom boss!
4My mother often voiced complaints that she "could not see faces,"
experience has taught me indicated that she was suffering from on going
psychological traumas, and therefore was not in control of her senses.
5Had my teachers been educated in the obvious signs of child abuse, my
normalcy" would have been interpreted as a cry for help. Dissociative
tones of helplessness and sexuality in drawings, and the electric prod
marks on my face should
have been recognized.
6These same themes were routinely used in creating Project Monarch
slaves. This fact
emerged through years of networking with mental health professionals.
THE RITE TO REMAIN SILENT
On May 7, 1966, I was dressed in white from my Catholic veil to my
patent leather shoes as was mandatory for making my first holy
was standing outside the newly built, twisted concrete structure of
St. Francis of Assisi Church waiting for the ceremony to commence when
VanderJagt, who was affiliated with the church, strode across the lawn
Crouching down on one knee, VanderJagt said, "You look beautiful today.
You are as beautiful as your name. Cathleen is Gaelic for "the pure,"
and it is
clear to me that you are flawless in your purity. Ann means "grace". It
the grace of God, not your actions, that you are pure. Pure at heart.
covered by the blood of our Lord and Savior, just like the cross on
hung. This is for you." He opened a black velvet box, revealing a rosy
necklace. Like the Kennedy inscribed pen he had presented me with at
capical, the meaning behind the rosy cross necklace would lead me
rest of my mind-con trolled existence.
VanderJagds pedophile comrade in Project Monarch, Father Don, joined
reaching deep into the pocket of his robes to present me with a
charm of the Holy Mother. It was to be worn in conjunction with the
"to symbolize your service to the holy Catholic church," Father Don
which I would "promise to serve and obey".
As VanderJagt fastened the rosy cross and blue virgin around ray neck,
told me I was now dressed appropriately for the ceremony in red, white,
blue. I could feel his breath on my neck as he fastened the necklace
instructed, "When Father says 'Body of Christ' and you say 'Ahhh
acknowledge that Christ is God made man, and that you know what men are
for. When Father gives you the host, it will stick to the roof of your
unless you suck it off his thumb."
I hurried to line up with my Catechism classmates for the procession
church for our holy communion mass.
"Body of Christ," Father Don said, holding up the host.
"Ahhh... men," I responded as instructed, sucking the wafer off his
After services, VanderJagt and Father Don talked with me briefly while
parents congregated with other parishioners. Father was telling me,
has chosen you for work within his holy church. You are a Chosen One,1
Later that evening, VanderJagt attended the reception that my parents
holding for me at our house. He talked with my father awhile, but spent
of his time talking with my Uncle Bob, who had recently flown in from
mission over seas". My Uncle Bob and VanderJagt were friends, and
so throughout the years. As the party dispersed, VanderJagt drove me
church for a "special evening service with Father Don."
VanderJagt unlocked the rectory door of the old church across the
from the new St. Francis structure, explaining that we had to "have a
important talk now that I had eaten the body of Christ." The talk,
trauma, and sexual abuse that ensued conditioned my mind to readily
prgramming throughout the years that deliberately merged both U.S.
Government and Jesuit mind-control efforts for New World Order
"I work for the Vatican, and now, so do you," VanderJagt told me. "You
have just entered into a covenant with the holy Catholic church. You
never break that covenant."
Still capable of questioning at that time, I asked, "What is a
VanderJagt answered, "A covenant is a promise to keep secrets, the
that the church knew all along. The Pope has all the secrets locked
away at the
Vatican. Your Uncle Bob and I have been to the Vatican. It is time you
entered into the holy covenant and learned the secrets of the church
written long before Christ even came into being. The Dominican monks
the covenant that Noah carried into the new world. They kept the secret
them. It was written on parchment and kept in a secret place in the
They took a Vow of Silence to never reveal its location, or its
must enter into the covenant. You must carry the secret to your grave.
secret from your mom, dad, everybody."
VanderJagt proceeded to fill my suggestible young mind with biblical
interpretation that laid the groundwork for future "inter/inner
programming themes utilized by Project Monarch programmers to control
compartmentalization of memory synonymous with MPD/DID.
"Christ saw them all," VanderJagt was telling me, "They are dimensions,
places you can see on your way to death.- That's why they're called
You must remember that Christ died and came back to tell us
everything he saw while he was on his way to heaven. He was gone three
but it was much longer than that where he was because time isn't the
other dimensions. Purgatory is one other dimension. Hell is one. And
are lots of others in between. Oz is another dimension. The sky is not
to all the worlds out there wailing to be explored. You can travel in
and out of
ail these dimensions, learning the secrets of the universe. You have
chosen to explore these oilier worlds for the church. Listen in the
you will hear his voice guiding you3 on your missions. The rosy cross
Dorothy's ruby slippers. Never take your rosy cross off, Cathy, when
other dimensions and you will always be able to return home."
Father Don joined VanderJagt in a ritual which bathed me in the blood
slaughtered lamb, and subsequently, through this hideous blood trauma,
their stated perceptions and a basis for mind-control programming deep
mind. This basis for programming was anchored in the Vow of Silence
the Jesuit monks take "not only to keep secrets, but so they can still
and hear their inner guidance." Certain that the "Rite to Remain
they had performed would ensure that I keep their secret Father Don and
VanderJagt subjected me to their pedophile perversions. The two joked
had become "a good Cathy-lick".
After the Rite to Remain Silent was installed, the voices of my
personalities that I had previously heard in my head ceased. In the
deliberately created memory compartments, I could only hear the voices
abusers who created them... commanding my silence.
Silence for who and what I knew was involved in Project Monarch Mind
My family routinely vacationed at Mackinac Island, Michigan which is a
small island positioned in the Great Lakes close to the Canadian border
Mackinac Island, with the Governor's Mansion and historical Grand
a political playground where I was prostituted by my father to, among
pedophiles Jerry Ford, Guy VanderJagt, and later U.S. Senator Robert C.
The mind-controlled part of me that was prostituted there perceived
another dimension, the timelessness of which was enhanced by the
styling. Automobiles were forbidden on the tiny island, which relied on
horse drawn buggies or bicycles for transportation. Once when Lee
attending a cocktail party at then Governor Romney's Mansion, I
comment, "What better place for auto execs to get away from it all than
island with no cars?"
Mackinac Island, due to its geographic location, provided an air of
friendliness between the U.S. and Canada that formed my childish
that our countries knew no boundaries. This political view was further
enhanced by my father always taking the family to Niagra Falls where my
was to be symbolically "washed of all memory" or what had occurred in
Mackinac. Niagara Falls' numerous, powerful waterfalls were in
close proximity to Mackinac Island, and shared the border between the
When Pierre Trudeau was elected Prime Minister of Canada in 1968, I
heard it said, "Pierre Trudeau is one of Ours, you know." I first heard
phrase cryptically referring to Trudeau's loyalty to the Vatican when
Don was discussing h im with my famer one Sunday after mass. This fact
circulated quickly among those I knew who were involved in the
aspect of Project Monarch.
The summer after Trudeau was elected, my father took the family to
Mackinac Island as usual. Climbing on a large statue on the grounds of
Governor's Mansion, I could see across the field to the Grand Hotel. I
Canadian flags flying amongst the American flags that lined the front
of the old
hotel. As I slid down off the statue, Guy VanderJagt approached with a
and a cigarette in his hand. Palling my hair into place he said,
shirt, I've got someone important for you to meet,"
"I knew someone important was here because of those flags," I said,
my shirt in my pink shorts.
"When I was at the Vatican," VanderJagt began, "I was told that Prime
Minister Trudeau is a friend of the Pope. He thinks like one of us. A
Catholic. He likes Cathy-licks."
VanderJagt led me upstairs in the mansion, where Pierre Trudeau was
lowering the window shades in a dimly lit bedroom crowded with
VanderJagt closed the door behind me. Trudeau's tuxedo coat was neatly
draped over a chair, which left him in his formal pants, while shirt,
and a bright
red cummerbund which caught my eye. "I like your sash," I said.
"Hasn't anyone taught you Silence yet?" His somber, gruff attitude was
softened by his smooth, silky voice.
Triggered into the part of me that endured the Rite to Remain Silent, 1
assumed Trudeau knew all about interdimensions according to my
formed perceptions. I could not/did not understand that interdimensions
actually equated to the inner-dimensions of my own compartmentalized
Likewise, I did not understand that "Keys to the Kingdom" referred to
the codes, keys, and triggers to my controlled mind. "Guy said you like
I said, repeating what VanderJagt had told me. "Are you the Keeper of
Trudeau seemingly bore his cold, dark eyes right through me. "You can
learn more from the school of thought than you can by asking precocious
questions. Haven't you learned that children are to be seen and not
"Is that a precocious question?" I asked. "What is a precocious
Trudeau sighed with impatience. "That is irrelevant. What matters is
you shut your mouth, still your mind, and enter the school of thought.
a virtue. Listen to the silence in the stillness of your mind. Go deep
your mind," he slowly led. "Deeper and deeper where it's quiet and
Trudeau expertly manipulated my mind with sophisticated hypnotic
language. Not only did he enlist my Silence for the pedophile
indulged in, but he instructed my "school of thought" in a manner that
to programming. He laid a foundation for Air-Water programs that is a
theme often used by NASA and others involved in Project
Monarch. Playing off his own name "Pee-Air," he added a perverse twist
the theme that he accessed each time 1 was prostituted to him.
Had I been capable of fear, I would have been afraid of Pierre Trudeau.
Trudeau's slow, deliberate movements masked the brutal power of his
much the way his smooth, soft voice pierced my mind and intruded on my
thoughts. The icey cold touch of his effeminate, manicured long fingers
contrasted with the heat of his perversion... a perversion for which he
me and my "temptuous, contemptuous ways".
In my childish ignorance, I believed Trudeau's demeanor and forward
combed hair were characteristic of his French descent. "I know all
French," I had bragged to my new "Grandpa" Van while visiting his home
My mother's father had died shortly before Kennedy was assassinated,
my Grandmother quickly latched onto a wealthy, highly political
from Milwaukee. She met Grandpa Van Vandenburg on the passenger/cargo
ship that traveled the waters of the Great Lakes, the Milwaukee
Clipper transported cargo including Cadillacs from Vandenburg Motors to
Canada, as well as the drugs sanctioned by the local Coast Guard via
Government that my father distributed. Sometimes 1 accompanied my
the docks in Muskegon to pick up the drag shipment, which usually
prostitution. Jerry Ford and Guy VanderJagt combined business with
in the ship's casinos on occasion, which is where the connection
Grandma and Grandpa Van was reportedly made. Grandpa Van knew Jerry
Ford, and subsequently was acquainted with Pierre Trudeau.
"What do you know about the French?" Grandpa Van asked me as I sat on
his living room floor petting the dog he just brought home. Improperly
and dumfounded by his question I remained silent. "I know you've met
Trudeau," he prompted. "I also know you love doggies. So I bought this
for your grandma now, so you could enjoy him, too. His name is Pepe.
"I know all about the French." I said, mentally comparing the large
Poodle in front of me to Trudeau. "They have pretty nails..." I stroked
painted toenails. "They have funny hair..." I petted Pepe's clipped
they pee a lot," I giggled.
"You'd better take him outside, then," Grandpa Van told me, attaching
Pepe's leash. After walking the dog past what felt like every tree in
neighborhood, I announced that 1 would call him "Pee-pee".
Uncle Bob filmed Pepe and I pornographically on numerous occasions,
producing bestiality films that I would later learn Pierre Trudeau was
Pepe remained a part of my experience long after Grandpa Van divorced
himself from my Grandma, and long after I developed beyond Trudeau's
perversion for little children.
1 was slow to grow into adolescence. By the time I was thirteen years
my breasts were tender and beginning to swell, which made me "too old"
VanderJagt's pedophile perversions. When my father brought me to
Island for routine prostitution at the Political Retreat, VanderJagt
to a new friend he had made now that he was in Washington, D.C. as a
Congressman-U.S. Senator Robert C. Byrd, Democrat from West Virginia.
Byrd had been a U.S. Senator as long as I had been alive, serving as
Whip and later as President Pro Tempore of the Senate and as the all
Senate Appropriations leader. Byrd commanded attention and respect from
who came in contact with him, particularly from my father. When we were
alone in his room, he loomed over me in a threatening stance. His cold,
slitty eyes locked onto mine. I undressed and climbed into his bed as
I was momentarily relieved to find that his penis was abnormally
it didn't even hurt! And I could breathe with it in my mouth! Then he
indulge himself in his brutal perversions, talking on and on about how
"made just for him" due to the vast amounts of pain I could withstand.
spankings and police handcuffs I had previously endured were child's
compared to Senator Byrd's near death tortures. The hundreds of scars
body still show today. With VanderJagt, sex was a matter of "how much I
could give," whereas with Byrd it was "how much I could take". And I
forced to take mote pain than any human could logically withstand. I
dedicated to Byrd at age thirteen which meant he would be directing my
in Project Monarch, and my father would raise me according to his
My MPD/DID existence became more regimented from that point on. I was
kept physically worn down to the point of exhaustion in order that I be
sufficiently receptive to my father's limited hypnotic programming
to condition my mind for mind control. The pornography I was forced to
anticipate in became much more violent immediately after Byrd,
from predominantly pedophile and bestiality themes to torturous
sadomasochism (S&M). My father and mother worked in tandem
"break my spirit," destroying any remnants left of my self-confidence,
down my self-esteem, and thus annihilating my free will urges. They
conditioned/taught me my dreams were reality and my reality were
black is white and up is down. "Good night, sleep tight, dream about
mommy and daddy" is what I heard every night. This was intended to
my mind to believe incest in the middle of the night was "just a bad
My television, books, and music became even more strictly controlled
monitored that before. This was not only to infringe on my last
freedom of choice, but for total mind-control conditioning purposes.
For example, the annual televising of Judy Garland's Wizard Of Oz was
celebrated as a grand holiday around my house. This was to prepare my
for future base programming on the theme that I, like Dorothy, could
into another dimension "Over the Rainbow". After all, "Birds (Byrds)
the Rainbow..." was a theme that became a part of my life.
My father insisted I watch the Walt Disney movie Cinderella with him,
paralleling my existence to Cinderella's—"magically
trance-forming from a dirty
little slave to a beautiful Princess". In typical "reverse psychology"
referred to pornographic photos when singing "Someday my Prince
come," or by placing literal sexual emphasis on "will come".
My brother, Bill, who was often featured in kiddie porn with me, was
"chosen one" for Project Monarch (beyond supplying more children to be
dedicated in later years). Yet my father figured that "what was good
would be good for my brother". He took us to see Walt Disney's
explaining that my brother and I were his puppets still in the carving
distortions of reality that these and other Disney theme movies
coupled with my father's government trained conscious and subconscious
controlling influence, began to further erode our ability to discern
reality. My brother, now 37, remains psychologically locked into those
traumatic childhood years and is obsessed with Disney themes and
to this day. His house is decorated in Disney memorabilia, he wears
clothes, listens to my father's instructions on his Disney telephone,
maintains "When You Wish Upon a Star" as his favorite song, which has
his children into the same theme.
My father also instructed me to watch Alfred Hitchcock's horrifying
The Birds with him. This reinforced in my mind the movie's theme that
"no place to hide from the birds/Byrd".
I was quickly beginning to lose all ability to question anything but my
judgment. It was easy to believe that there was indeed "no place to
place to hide," which is a necessary and primary psychological basis
government/military mind control. In later years, "who ya' gonna call?"
Ronald Reagan's quip "you can run, but you can't hide" echoed deep
mind. After all, even if I could think to seek help, who would help me?
police? The church? My parents? Relative? Politicians? School? There
no one left that would help me, I sensed.
My television programming was then expanded to include the shows that
every Project Monarch Mind-Control slave I knew had to watch: I Dream
Jeannie, The Brady Bunch, Gumby And Pokey, and Bewitched. I could
the Genie pleasing her master, who was a Major for the Air Force in I
Of Jeannie. This served to confuse the reality of my own experiences
fantasy of television production. I told all outsiders that my family
like the Bradys". Through Gumby And Pokey I was led to believe that I
flexible as these animated clay performers. Therefore, I was capable of
physically maneuvered into any sexual position. The mirrors depicted a
doorways to other dimensions and adventures interlocked with my
conditioning and Alice In Wonderland and Wizard Of Oz theme
In Bewitched, it is the normal new door neighbor that is considered
than the witches. This is another reversal that was applied to my
existence. I was one of the only kids in my school that listened to
music. But then, Senator Byrd fancied himself a country music fiddler
was "my duty to love what he did", I was ordered to listen to country
no music at all. Music was my psychological avenue for escape, a
tool. But this, too, was used in setting the stage for my future as a
Monarch "Presidential Model" mind-controlled slave.
As suggested, I read the Boxcar Children Series over and over again, I
empathized with the trials, traumas, and tribulations the children
they fended for themselves from their boxcar home along the railroad
My father often made train sounds at me in passing to subconsciously
me that I was currently "in Train-ing" on the undeterable track of the
Train."4 This term, taken from Harriet Tubman's underground railroad
slaves, reversed the meaning of the word "freedom" to confuse one's
mind" and instill the belief "I am free to be a slave". This also
training to stay on track-the plan (track) laid our for me. My father
often quip, "When God passed out brains, you thought he said 'trains'
in the wrong line". Convicted (capital crime) career criminal, country
entertainer, and CIA operative Merle Haggard often used well documented
cryptic language in his songs pertaining to government mind-control
operations. He released songs including "Freedom Train" and "Over the-
Rainbow". My father told me repeatedly that Merle Haggard was my
singer, and his songs reinforced my programming.
Of course, Senator Byrd remained my "favorite" fiddler as ordered. He
played train songs like "Orange Blossom Special" while making train
his fiddle. Sometimes I was his captive audience, bound and gagged,
played his fiddle. Other times he instructed me to spin round and round
music box dancer in order to add "new dimensions to our sex".. These
dimensions included more and more physical pain through "kinky"
My father took advantage of his new political connections and advanced
himself occupationalIy, manufacturing camshaft auto parts at a local
Soon he was promoted to a sales management position due to his
within the Pentagon Procurement Office and General Services
coupled with what he had learned about double bind hypnotic persuasion.
continued to supplement his income by sexually exploiting us children.
now included brazenly prostituting me to Muskegon Coast Guard officials
on cocaine runs to and from the base. Meanwhile, my father took us all
church every Sunday, and my mother stayed busy having babies to raise
Project. In true pedophile fashion, he surrounded himself with children
coaching little league sports, chaperoning school and Catechism
becoming involved with the Boy Scouts. All of this made him appear to
model citizen and "pillar of the community". The illusion was fonned.
parts of me that knew otherwise had no choice but to remain Silent.
1Project Monarch slaves were referred to as "Chosen Ones".
2Torture to the point just before death, such as with Death's Door
jointly used by the Catholic Jesuits and the CIA in Project Monarch.
3It was the voices of my mind-control programmers and handlers that I
later heard guiding
4"Freedom Train" is the internationally recognized cryptic code term
for Project Monarch
slave operations that I heard repeatedly throughout my victimization.
MY FIRST PRESIDENT
Muskegon, Michigan is a coastal tourist attraction, and home
Seaway and Coast Guard festivals which bring people to the town from
Michigan. VanderJagt remained publicly visible through opportunities
these. My father often could be seen with Vanderjagt and was
his side white judging festival events like the kiddie parades, sand
contests, and so on—all of which I entered and won. In later
years, my father
polished and shined the red paint of his 1966 Ford convertible to
VanderJagt through the local parades. This only served to reinforce the
that my father was a "pillar of the community".
In 1973, Senator Byrd instructed my father to send me to Muskegon
Catholic Central High School which was overseen by the director of St.
of Assisi Church, Father Lepre. The Catholic church, of course, has its
political structure, with the Pope presiding over all. The strong
between the Catholic church and the U.S. Government was overtly
by the much publicized relationship between the President and the Pope
the Reagan Administration. Of course, I had been privy to this
relationship ever since my First Communion-a relationship that the Rite
Remain Silent was intended to cover. My experience with Catholic
direct involvement in Project Monarch's physical and psychological
conditioning further confirmed the union between the U.S. Government
When Senator Byrd changed my school from public to Parochial, he also
destroyed through dissociation my school personality. I no longer
school as my haven from abuse, as it was controlled by the church and,
later learned, monitored by a corrupt segment of the C.I.A.
By the time I enrolled in Catholic Central, the cliques and groups had
already been formed. 1 had a personality to fit in with the "good" kids
that interfaced with the "bad". It did not take long for the "good"
kids to notice
1 also got along with the "bad". I soon found the only kids that could
me were the other known Project victims. We clung together in a close
group, herded around like the proverbial sheep by those in the school
we were MPD/DIDed and under mind control. We each switched
as circumstance demanded, most often in unison. We were ritually
constantly tranced, and then programmed during school hours. Since 1 no
longer had my singular "school personality" and was constantly
instead, the compartment of my brain that held school memory was no
consciously retrievable. Therefore, I had no basis for continued
from what I could photographically memorize from class. My grades
erratic, ranging from A's to failing. And some A's received I did not
In my required religion class, Sister Ann Marie bad been leading us in
on the topic of Confession, This was to prepare us for the kind of
we were to be giving Father Vesbit, who was also our school principal.
day Sister ordered us to Confession, I refused to go. I unconsciously
would be sexually assaulted again in the Confessional, this time while
teenage peers waited impatiently outside the door. Sister made an
of me to the class, saying I was a "Satanist" and that I was "going to
With seemingly no escape from the occultism that proliferated at the
could no longer differentiate between Catholicism and Satanism.
Whatever Senator Byrd's purposes in sending me to Catholic school, no
seemed to notice that I had no reason to religiously adhere to Catholic
principles. Therefore, the applied reversal of Satanism held no
magic" to it either. The wedge of anti-superstition that the Catholic
inadvertently driving into me only served to discount the occult
superstitious traumas that they were attempting to use to control me,
Satanism is often used as an extreme pain/violence trauma base in
Monarch Mind Control, reportedly due to the previous German Nazi
Research. I did not adhere to the desired helplessness attitude that
"spiritual warfare" and out of the realm of mankind's ability to stop.
Regardless of my religious beliefs or disbeliefs, I experienced the
the same. Being subjected to and witnessing trauma so horrible, while
was raped, tortured, and ravaged by men literally drove me out of my
Catholic Central did increase my endurance capabilities as planned,
however. I signed up for the two-mile run in the girls' track team as
Muskegon Catholic Central led the state of Michigan in high school
using mind-control technique to "modify" their star athletes and cause
excel beyond pre-established records. The school gained national
for its contribution to professional leagues with their manufactured
athletes. But, like Tommy LaSorda's Dodgers, Catholic Central's
victories began to raise suspicions and questions. This created a
for the school that threatened to close its doors in 1975.
The girls' and guys' track teams converged after school for practice. I
among the few females singled out for coaching by Coach Cheverini and
hypnotic mind-control methodisms due to my Project Monarch
was instructed to run 13 miles per day (another corny satanic ploy) to
shape for my two-mile race. I often ran with a male friend who was the
holder for the two-mile in guys' track. He and I were friends, sharing
due to our similar Project Monarch victimizations. Together we learned
shut out pain and fatigue when we ran. We tranced into a fast pace set
minds by Coach Cheverini with no comprehension of time or distance. We
perceived the track as our "Yellow Brick Road" in accordance with the
theme programming. Senator Byrd's plan for building my physical
through Catholic Central's coaching methods proved successful for
to survive his intensely torturous sexual perversions.
In addition to routine trips to Mackinac Island and Niagara Falls, my
often took camping trips to "get away from it all". In reality, I was
key places for ritual abuse, prostitution, and pornography. In the fall
my father announced we were going to go camping "back in time" to an
fashioned festival in the small remote town of Cedar Springs, Michigan
annual Red Flannel Days celebration. My mother told me to pack my jeans
sweaters and my Catholic school uniform which she had washed and
Cedar Springs was quiet, with the festival events including dilapidated
amusement rides set up in a small parking lot, and contests where local
pitted their mules and horses against each other to see whose could
pull the most
weight. The main (and only) street of town was lined with the few local
businesses, including the town's red flannel underwear "long Johns"
the center of town, a mock, single, jail cell had been erected to hold
any and all
parade participants who failed to wear the required red flannel
jail was guarded by quasi Keystone Cops. I was amused when the
began lining up to march in the parade, with very few remaining to
watch it, A
mentally retarded man carried the baton to lead the parade, followed by
bicycles, hay-wagons of old folks, a grade school band and people
in their red flannel underwear. The grand finale' of the parade, the
firetruck, was approaching, surrounded by numerous motorcycle police. I
heard folks whispering "the President is coming". I assumed they meant
President of the underwear factory. I was wrong. I watched in horror as
firetruck rolled to a stop, and Secret Service helped then President
as he stepped down to the pavement.
My father was excitedly tugging on my arm, half dragging me through the
wall of Secret Service agents, to talk with President Ford. I looked
nervously as my father made the necessary arrangements with Ford to
me to him later that evening. VanderJagt, who never missed a parade it
seemed, was signing autographs. As he smiled at me, someone roughly
grabbed my arm. Nervous and startled, I screamed. The crowd laughed as
Keystone Cop threw me in the jail, scolding me for not wearing my red
underwear when I was talking to the President. I was trying to be
inconspicuous in hopes no one would see me with the likes of Ford, but
they did not know him as I did. The Keystone Cop rattled on and on
"how lucky" I was until my father paid my bail and I was released from
That night, I wore my Catholic uniform as instructed and went into a
dissociative trance as my father drove me to the local National Guard
where I was prostituted to Ford. Ford took me into an empty room,
down on the wooden floor as he unzipped his pants and said, "Pray on
Then he brutally, sexually assaulted me. Afterward, my memory was
compartmentalized through use of high voltage. I was then carried out
car where I lay in the back seat, muscles contracted, stunned, in pain,
unable to move.
When we got back to Muskegon, my father sent me to the beach as always,
to let the repetition of crashing waves against the beach "wash my mind
memory" while I watched the sun set. I was totally locked into the
truly there was "no place to run," not even to the President of the
I remember that the "sane" part of "me"-my innate personality-seemed to
die after seeing Ford as President. I recall walking up the steps of
Central High School one morning, reaching for the door, and crying
uncontrollably. I cried myself into a heap at the top of the stairs. I
even know why I was crying. As an MPD, I rarely cried at all. But I was
sobbing hours later when school let out. Someone found me, but I do not
to this day ever leaving the school steps. I never really experienced
after that day until I was rescued, deprogrammed and reintegrated in
Now all of my brain was functioning through a wide variety of memory
also known as multiple personalities, with no part of me left "free"
of abuse. Now it was as though I had "no place to run," not even in my
This drove me out of my mind which is exactly what my abusers needed
THE MOST DANGEROUS GAME
When I learned of a pending rendezvous with Senator Byrd in Traverse
City, Michigan (VanderJagt's headquarters), I stole some candy at a
convenience market hoping to go to jail and escape my encounter with
was caught, and the police were even called. But, of course, my
powerful abusers would not allow for me to have a police record. The
matter was not-so-mysteriously and suddenly dropped. My only
was to have a conference with the school principal, Father Vesbit.
Father Vesbit knew I was part of Project Monarch, and handled the
accordingly. He raped me in the school's private chapel after school
holding a Satanic ritual involving several of my project friends. Kids
attached nicknames to their teachers, and there were only a few of us
the reason why Father Vesbit was called Father "Fuzzbutt". His backside
covered with thick black hair. He "counseled" me on several occasions,
remarking, "I thought kids in your situation were all part of the
My Uncle Bob Tanis was visiting our house soon after that. He had flown
in from what he claimed was a "black ops" Air Force Intelligence
know now that in typical CIA mode of operations, he was relating a
story of lies
salted with some truth. His point was to inform me that the Catholic
"justified" in its involvement with our government due to the Priests'
confessions from mobsters and spies". He also explained that Exchange
Students were "spies in the making" that Priests found, through
were problems. Thus they were considered expendable and transferred out
the country. He then suggested to my father that I see the school
counselor, CIA Operative Dennis DeLaney, immediately. My father
enthusiastically told me that DeLaney was a long time friend of his
Francis who "knew how to handle kids like me". Arrangements were made
me to see him after school.
DeLaney began by informing me that he was "aware of everything" and
he knew just what I needed "to put me back on track". He said that my
needed to lake a trip to the Teton Mountains of Wyoming. He even
maps and information in an envelope for my father. He turned off the
his office, and turned on a slide projector. He showed me scenes of the
numerous waterfalls of the Tetons, all of which were to "wash my brain"
reality that I was performing oral sex on him as ordered while the
Then he scheduled a follow up appointment for further "counseling".
This trip to the Tetons would provide a change of scenery tram the
Mackinac/Niagara Falls trip, but I could no longer hope for a change in
direction life was leading me. I was told my life was "predestined,"
and all I
had to do was follow the road stretched out before me, i.e., the
Road". I was destined for Wyoming, but would not know why until I
I confirmed the family trip to the Tetons when 1 saw DeLaney for my
up "counseling". He informed me that he had already talked to my father
the trip, as well as our upcoming trip to Disney World in Florida. I
surprised to learn of an additional trip. Nor did I have the capacity
excited, suspicious, or apprehensive. I was aware that DeLaney was
involved in Project Monarch, not only because he was accessing my
personalities again, but because he was helping to pave the way toward
destiny of total mind control.
During Christmas vacation of 1974, my father flew us all to Disney
by route of Tampa, Florida. Ignorant of geography, it did not occur to
Tampa was out of the way to Disney World until my father drove the
to the gates of MacDill Air Force Base. Military personnel met me there
escorted me into the base TOP SECRET high tech mind-control
facility for "behavioral modification" programming. This was the first
became a routine series of mind-control testing and/or programming
government installations that I would endure throughout my Project
Whether I was in a military, NASA, or government building, the
for maintaining me under total mind control remained consistent with
Monarch requirements. This included prior physical and/or psychological
trauma; sleep, food, and water deprivation; high voltage electric
hypnotic and/or harmonic programming of specific memory compartments/
personalities. The high tech equipment and methodisms I endured from
time on gave the U.S. government absolute control of my mind and life.
been literally driven out of my conscious mind and existed only through
programmed subconscious. I lost my free will, ability to reason, and
think to question anything that was happening to me. I could only do as
After the MacDill Air Force Base experience, my home life worsened. The
controls and conditioning that my father and mother executed on me
even more. I was no longer permitted to have any contact with my own
brothers and sister (I only had one younger sister at that time). This
in my subconscious efforts to protect them from my father's abuse, and
with a desperate, empty aching for the loving relationships I
with them. Of course, I never was able to protect them any more than I
defend myself or later protect my own daughter. However, until
programming began, 1 had routinely "baby sat" them every evening and
them for long walks that lasted for hours in my feeble attempt to keep
of my parents' range. Subconsciously I believed I was making a
The day my youngest brother told my mother he much preferred my company
over hers was the day I could no longer be near him or my other
sister. Apparently I was making enough of a difference that my parents
compelled to separate me from them. I was ordered to my closet-sized
in the garage as soon as I got home from school or work. I could not
look at, or hug my brothers and sister. I was not permitted to eat
my family, although they let me out of my room to set the table, wash
and do other chores. If I ventured from my bedroom to use the bathroom
was caught by my mother, she said, "nobody rattled your cage" and
back to my room in the garage.
In the summer of 1975, my family drove all the way from Michigan to the
Teton Mountains of Wyoming. I was ordered to ride in the back storage
the family Chevy Suburban since 1 was forbidden to associate or
with my brothers and sister. So I dissociated into books, or into the
metaphorical, hypnotic suggestions from my father and tranced deeper as
watched the prairies seemingly endless sea of "amber waves of grain"
past my window. Once when we stopped at a gas station, my father took
inside to show me a stuffed "jackalope" mounted on the wall. Due to my
tranced, dissociative state and high suggestibility level, I believed
it was indeed
a cross between a jack rabbit and antelope. It was 100+ degrees in the
Badlands when it cooled down at night. The intense heat of the day
my ever increasing thirst. My father was physically preparing me though
deprivation for the intense tortures and programming I would endure in
Dick Cheney, then White House Chief of Staff to president Ford, later
Secretary of Defense to President George Bush, documented member of the
Council on Foreign Relations (CFR), and Presidential hopeful for 1996,
originally Wyoming's only Congressman. Dick Cheney was the reason my
family had traveled to Wyoming where I endured yet another form of
his version of "A Most Dangerous Game," or human hunting.
It is my understanding now that A Most Dangerous Game was devised to
condition military personnel in survival and combat maneuvers. Yet it
on me and other slaves known to me as a means of further conditioning
mind to the realization there was "no place to hide," as well as
victim for ensuing programming. It was my experience over the years
Most Dangerous Game had numerous variations on the primary theme of
stripped naked and turned loose in the wilderness while being hunted by
and dogs. In reality, all "wilderness" areas were enclosed in secure
fencing whereby it was only a matter of time until I was caught,
raped, and tortured.
Dick Cheney had an apparent addiction to the "thrill of the sport". He
appeared obsessed with playing A Most Dangerous Game as a means of
traumatizing mind-control victims, as well as to satisfy his own
kinks. My introduction to the game occurred upon arrival at the hunting
near Greybull, Wyoming, and it physically and psychologically
I was sufficiently traumatized for Cheney's programming as I stood
naked in his
hunting lodge office after being hunted down and caught. Cheney was
as he paced around me, "I could stuff you and mount you like a
call you a two legged dear. Or I could stuff you with this (he unzipped
pants to reveal his oversized penis) right down your throat, and then
Which do you prefer?
Blood and sweat became mixed with the dirt on my body and slid like mud
down my legs and shoulder. I throbbed with exhaustion and pain as I
unable to think to answer such a question. "Make up your mind," Cheney
coaxed. Unable to speak, I remained silent. "You don't get a choice,
I make up your mind for you. That's why you're here. For me to make you
mind, and make you mine/mind. You lost your mind a long time ago. Now
I 'm going to give you one. Just like the Wizard (of Oz) gave Scarecrow
brain, the Yellow Brick Road led you here to me. You've 'come such a
long way' for your brain, and I will give you one,"
The blood reached my shoes and caught my attention. Had I been further
along in my programming, 1 perhaps would never have noticed such a
had the capability to think to wipe it away. But so far, I had only
MacDill and Disney World for government/military programming. At last,
when I could speak, I begged, "If you don't mind, can I please use your
Cheney's face turned red with rage. He was on me in an instant,
my back into the wall with one arm across my chest and his hand on my
choking me while applying pressure to the carotid artery in my neck
thumb. His eyes bulged and he spit as he growled, "If you don't mind
will kill you. I could kill you—Kill you—with my
bare hands. You're not the
first and you won't be the last. I'll kill you any time I goddamn well
He flung me on the cot-type bed that was behind me. There he finished
his rage out on me sexually.
On the Long trip back to Michigan, I lay in a heap behind the scats of
Suburban, nauseated and hurting from Cheney's brutality and high
tortures, plus the whole Wyoming experience. My father stopped by the
waterfalls flowing through the Tetons to "wash my brain" of the memory
Cheney, I could barely walk through the woods to the falls for the
instructed, despite having learned my lessons well from Cheney on
The next year when our "annual" trip to Disney World rolled around, my
father drove, pulling his new Holiday Rambler Royale International
slept outside in a tent because I was not permitted inside it since "I
family".) My father dropped me off en route at the Kennedy Space Center
Titusville, Florida where I was subjected to my first NASA programming.
From then on, I was "obsessed" with following the "Yellow Brick Road"
Nashville, Tennessee. Moving to Nashville was all I could talk about.
anyone asked me the question I could not think to ask myself "Why?", I
respond by reiterating it was something "I had to do".
I had gone through the motions of my senior year in a dissociative
became further distanced from religious values by my religion class
Brother Emmett. This was due to his promotion of cannibalism via Pier
Reed's book Alive, and by his teachings at a religious 'corseal'
retreat I attended
that included occult ritual at ST. Francis Church. I graduated from
Catholic Central High School in our bicentennial year of 1976. I was
Senator Byrd to revise my plan to attend Hope College like I had
VanderJagt as a child. This new plan was for me to temporarily attend
Muskegon Community College, because my "real education" was to come
through mind-control programming-not school. In order to be exhausted,
was necessary for my "real education," I worked three menial jobs in
to attending college.
During my first semester of college in 1976, I made plans to take a
Nashville with my Project Monarch friend from Catholic Central. (She
an expendable victim to date, and therefore her identity must be
public release for her safety.) My father explained that I was to stay
Fiddler's Inn in Nashville, see the World Famous Printer's Alley row of
country music nightclubs, and attend the Grand Ole Opry on Friday
ticket arrangements had been made through a "friend," in spite of their
during the Thanksgiving holiday.
I never thought to associate Fiddler's Inn with Senator Byrd's fiddle
when my friend and I arrived in Music City, U.S.A. Nor did 1 find it
when a country music "star" entertaining at the Black Poodle nightclub
Printer's Alley began directing my activities. My friend and 1 were
with free passes to the Black Poodle to encourage us to return each
entertainer and CIA operative Jack Greene and his Desperado band were
playing. During breaks between sets, Greene and his band would sit with
friend and me to manipulate our suggestible minds. I was told it was
destiny" to have met band member, Wayne Cox, who had been trained for
paramilitary mercenary operations under Louisiana's U.S. Senator J,
Johnston, I soon learned that everyone associated with Greene was
his CIA "Freedom Train" operations. When I told Greene that my friend
would not be returning on Friday night due to attending the Grand Ole
told us that he would be working the Opry that night. He made
for us to come back stage and see him immediately following his
explained that the "security" guard at the Opry, Nashville Metro Police
Ezell, was a good friend of his and would let us in.
At the Opry, my friend and I sat in the audience watching as Jack
introduced his "special guest," U.S. Senator Robert C. Byrd. At the
Byrd, I went into a pre-conditioned deep trance and robotically went
motions of following Greene's instructions. Once backstage, Greene
out his dressing room, which he was sharing with Senator Byrd, and
in. The personality that had been sitting in the audience had perceived
an entertainer and could not, or would not, think further. But as I
the dressing room and saw Byrd perched on the edge of the mirrored
his boxer shorts, I switched into the child personality that had known
him as a
U.S. Senator on Mackinac Island since age 13, and responded sexually.
Afterward, Byrd was claiming me as "his," excitedly telling me that he
"always wanted his own little witch". I soon learned the enormity of
Jack Greene's band member, Wayne Cox, later told me that playing music
behind Senator Byrd at the Opry was not the only way he "backed him".
also backed him politically and in Freedom Train operations. Cox then
arrangements for my friend and me to stay the remainder of our trip at
trailer in Hendersonville, Tennessee. There was no choice but to
following night, after Jack Greene completed his show at the Black
drove my friend and me to a nearby participating after-hours club, the
Den. There, Cox was to pick us up and take us to Hendersonville.
were slipped a drug and taken "on a tour" of Union Station, Nashville's
abandoned train station, where supposedly the only train still running
there was the Freedom Train.
Senator Byrd's attempted cultivation of superstition through my
schooling should have maximized the impact of the occult ritual I was
to in the tower of the old stone and slate turn-of-the-century train
the pain and horror was sufficiently effective in itself—even
adhering to superstition-to produce the intended mind shattering
took my friend and me on a "flashlight tour" through the rubble of
Station, until we came to a homeless man sleeping on the ground. Cox
me to "kiss the railroad bum good-bye," then shot him between the eyes
was still only inches away1. He then used a machete to chop off the
hands, which he put in a zip-lock bag. He then led us up the rickety
the lower of the old depot. There Jack Greene, his band members, and
dressed in black robes were gathered around a black leather alter in a
by candles and draped in red velvet. In total shock, I was laid on the
subjected to rape and torture while the participants indulged in sex,
The next day I woke up on Cox's couch, vaguely aware that I had
"bad nightmare". When I stood up, I passed out from blood loss. I was
bleeding profusely from the vagina. It was all I could do to prepare to
back to Michigan, and my friend was certainly not in a stable frame of
help. I did not know what happened to me, nor was I able to question
it. I had
a new "obsession" on my mind. I had been programmed at the ritual to
to Nashville and marry Cox, as ordered by Senator Byrd.
Back in Michigan, I made the announcement to my parents that I was
moving to Nashville to marry Cox, as it was "predestination". What they
would not tell me was that my father had just literally SOLD me to
Byrd in exchange for lucrative military contracts that made him a
overnight—a millionaire on a sixth grade
education—a perverse, child exploiting
criminal, immune from prosecution, working as a CIA operative for the
government! That mind shattering occult ritual I endured in Nashville
new life of wealth and prestige for my father white thrusting me into a
phase of my torturous existence-and I had no choice in any of it!
1Nashville Metropolitan Police Lieutenant Bob Ezell, who also acted in
the capacity of
Grand Ol' Opry security guard, covered up the murder.
TINKERING WITH THE MIND
It was 1977. I was a 19-year-old mind-controlled programmed slave in
CIA/DIA Project Monarch Freedom Train operation, literally owned by
Senate Majority Leader Robert C. Byrd, who was then a 20-year incumbent
on the Senate Appropriations Committee, As Byrd's "own little witch"
slave), I would also become involved in covert government operations. I
understand that this required more memory compartments/personalities
had developed. Hence one more reason for the mind shattering occult
and my "predestined" marriage to Cox. In typical Project Monarch
Byrd was my "owner" and in control of my life, while Cox became my
"handler" and followed Byrd's orders to ensure that 1 was at key
events at appointed times and to maintain me under mind control. Cox
reportedly was not paid cash for his role like my father was. Instead,
followed orders or would be prosecuted for distributing drugs and being
occult serial killer that he was and is to date. Cox's primary role was
my mind further through repealed occult trauma as well as father my
Kelly, to be raised in the genetic mind-control studies of Project
I moved to Nashville, as ordered, to marry Cox, who took me to the
backwoods of his hometown swamp in Chatham, Louisiana for months at a
for occult traumatization. Cox had been brought up in witchcraft by his
mother, and admittedly longed for her sexually and ritually. Together
subjected me to their beliefs, which included what equates to a
version of mind control used by witches for centuries, anchored in
rather than scientific fact. These superstitious beliefs seemingly
Cox's mercenary training to the point that his killing raged out of
example, Cox would murder a human through repeated stabbing with a
believing that the "departing spirit" and splattered blood gave him
control my mind. In truth, it was my aversion and subsequent
the event that caused me to dissociate and trance, leaving my
to his suggestions and those of others. During the three years I was
he ritually impregnated and aborted me six times, consuming several of
offspring and preserving the others shaped in ceramic for sale in his
occult body parts business. Cox's M.O. for murdering always included
removing the hands with a machete, as the "Hands of Glory" he
the ceramic shop of his and his mother's house were in demand and thus
distributed throughout the occult underground supply network. Cox's
cocaine and body parts distribution routes included Texas, Arkansas,
Mississippi, Tennessee, and Florida.
Cox and I traveled to Florida on several occasions as his mother's
lived in Mims, which is only minutes away from the NASA Kennedy Space
Center in Titusville. Cox, like my father, made sure I was there for
testing and programming as ordered. Cox perceived me as a "Chosen
One," and often used this CIA Project Monarch term when referring to me
for proudly "justifying" his leaving me at the NASA installation.
Cox had a variety of belief systems that he applied to various
of which were superstition based. He believed in spirit communication
"divine guidance" through nature spirits and demons, that Satan must be
appeased, that Jesus is an alien, that the Bermuda Triangle is a door
dimension, and that the end of the world is near. He 'religiously'
Bible with him everywhere-including to occult rituals-quoting scripture
theologian. He justified "eating the body and drinking the blood,"
washed in the blood," and even "murdering children" according to the
God testing Abraham by ordering him to murder his son, Isaac, by knife
alter. Jim Jones was one of Cox's idols, as was Charlie Manson, and he
the Jonestown massacre as a prime example of the "power of (CIA) mind
Cox demanded I become a Mormon in the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter
Day Saints. This was to "prove" that Satan was everywhere-particularly
Monroe, Louisiana Mormon church where he led occult ritual, and in the
Hendersonville, Tennessee church that the so-called Freedom Train
Cox's determination to instill his religious superstitious beliefs in
side-tracked by J. Bennett Johnston in his Shreveport, Louisiana office
the summer of 1978.
Cox's mother, Mary, had driven us to Johnston's office near Barksdale
Force Base as ordered. As she knocked boldly on the obscure metal door,
read the attached metal sign: "General Dynamics Research and
A smaller sign near the doorknob read; "Unlawful to enter premises
prior authorization. All violators will be prosecuted under penalty of
Johnston, wearing a light blue, leisure suit and smelling strongly of
odor, opened the door. "Well, hey Senator," Mary drawled in her
Louisiana dialect, "I brought the children to see you like you said."
Johnston looked at her with annoyed disgust. "I see that," he said
He then proceeded to instruct Mary to wait outside a moment while he
talked with Cox, then to take him on to her home in Monroe where I
picked up at the Airport a few days later.
Cox and I were ushered into Johnston's barren military-style furnished
office. Several Presidential and military photographs hung on the wall
served as the only decor. Johnston sat on the front of his military
and talked to Cox's subconscious mind using cryptic, hypnotic Disney
Pan theme language,3 as he apparently had done in the past when Cox had
mind left to control.
"As long as your ticker's running, chat crock-a-dial you've been
over the years will be running right behind you. (Peter) Pan knew how
a step ahead of the game and stop the inevitable process of becoming
himself by offering to give him a hand now and then."
Cox dismembered his murdered victims and distributed the "Hands of
Glory" to fellow Satanists and occult traumatized/ Peter Pan theme
mercenaries, while feeding "left over" body parts to an alligator that
lived in the
Swamp behind his house. This was indicative of Cox's twisted, murderous
response to Johnston's traumatic Peter Pan theme programming... a
programming that I was about to experience "first hand".
Cryptically instructing Cox on Senator Byrd's orders, Johnston
"I've got to hand it to that Pan. His livelihood of creating hookers
Captain (Hook) was indeed lucrative. And speaking of creating hookers,
Byrd told me that a shift from routine hand-ling to a theme that is
prove lucrative to you." Revealing his intent to ensure my military
programming, Johnston told him, "I'll lay a little groundwork and set
the patten for countdown. Then I'll send her out to launch for you, and
your job to man the craft from there..."
Cox was ordered out of Johnston's office, and he turned his full
me. When alone with the Senator, Johnston manipulated my mind, and
ultimately my beliefs and perceptions, for future programming. He
a picture of himself shaking hands with unknown Navy brass as he
told me, "I was there that fateful day in 1943 when a hole was ripped
fabric of time through what later became known as the Philadelphia
Experiment. All those fine boys vanished along with their ship in a
twist of events that parallels the Atlantis disappearances. A vortex
in an effort to slip dimensions and become invisible to the enemy. It
success beyond the highest expectations and launched us all into
travel. It is no wonder at all that we have had a man on the moon.
to distant planets and galaxies is Mickey Mouse stuff in comparison to
tech wizardry of trans-dimensional travel. Trans-dimensional travel
circumvents all measures of time, including distance and speed. When
fabric of time was torn, we opened ourselves up to intergalactic
and out of this dimension - and in and out of the future, as well as
the past. We
can alter the course of history by traveling back in time to alter
events, or we
can blast off into the future and gain wisdom and knowledge of events
come. We can control the future by controlling the past. At present,
this is a
relatively easy task according to the theory of relativity and
through the Philadelphia Experiment. I came back an ET
myself. And our ship relumed to this Earth as a spaceship.3 I gained
to the universe on that fateful day, and I carry them with me now,
a Key or two at a time with those who are Chosen. You are a Chosen One
(Johnston was deliberately interfacing with Rite to Remain Silent
and therefore must learn the ins and outs of interplanetary travel.
is trans-dimensional. You can span infinite dimensions by learning from
Take it from me, you're going places, kid. And I'll teach you to get
riding the light. I'll teach you the groundwork, and you do the light
key to the universe lies in the speed of light. The only way to travel
is by beam
of light. You will learn to go to the light... Your mission is to learn
Tinker with time. I'm going to take you on that journey myself. Come
me now. It's time we were leaving this plane and boarding another."
Johnston took me the short distance from his General Dynamics
provided office to the Barksdale Air Force Base airfield. He was
well known at Barksdale, and a small cargo plane was ready to lake us
destination-Tinker Air Force Base in Oklahoma.
Once we were airborne, Johnston accessed my sex programmed
for his own aggressive perversion. His use of cocaine further
hyperactive demeanor as he brutally slung me around the back of the
plane while he had sex with me. At one point the pilot hollered from
cockpit "Hey, you're creating turbulence. Knock it off, will you."
Johnston laughed and responded, "What the fuck do you think I'm doing?"
By the time we arrived at Tinker A.F.B., my arm was beginning to show a
dark bruise that extended from my shoulder to my elbow. A uniformed man
greeted us as we walked across the airfield. Johnston apparently knew
quite well, and referred to him as "Cap'n" (which tied in with the
theme programming I was about to endure). When he noticed my arm, Cap'n
reminded him, "Hey, that's not necessary, you know."
"Yeah, I know. Take care of it for me. Here..." Johnston took the
of my tank top and pulled them down around my forearms (which still
cover the bruise.) "There, that just about covers it." He smiled and
"You look like a Southern belle that way rather than a damned ol'
Cap'n said, "She'll be a Tinker-belle by the time we're through here
Then, referring to Johnston's primary purpose in actually escorting me
Tinker he asked, "How are your South American operations progressing?"
"I've got to talk to you about that," Johnston answered. The two talked
though they had worked in tandem on given mercenary
in the past. "I may need a few of your boys to back me on something."
"Back you, or cover you?" the Cap'n retorted.
Johnston laughed, "Both if you'll front the operation."
Johnston had previously "justified" his use of Tinker (Peter Pan theme)
programmed niind-controlled mercenaries to me by saying, "Mercenaries
missionaries who follow their inner guidance system rather than their
Sam. Politics hinder the route to freedom, and these boys slip under
international laws, undetected, to carry out the work the military boys
dream of doing.."
I was escorted away from the two by a nurse, who purported to be
to my injured arm. In fact, she was preparing me for the "Tinker-belle
an electrified metal cage with an electrified grid bottom. Locked
inside, 1 was
subjected to high, direct current voltage to compartmentalize the Peter
theme mind-control programming that 1 endured. Like Peter Pan's
I learned to "ride the light" as a means of travel.5 Additionally, my
Tinker-belle theme mind manipulation included a sense of
timelessness that was rooted to my "natural" inability to comprehend
to my MPD/D1D.
Back in Louisiana, Cox and I shared a subconscious understanding of
Pan themes and "riding the light". The difference between us was that
consciously activated Tinker Air Force Base programming within
band of mercenaries, while my trance was perpetual whereby I could
I was with Cox on numerous occasions when he was running guns and/or
cocaine, and activating specified mercenaries for operations as
Johnston, In the course of these travels I saw numerous underground
and stockpiled weapons that were known to Senator Johnston, but were
military installations. I was also privy to government sanctioned
On one such cocaine run in 1979, I traveled with Cox to a remote area
the Ouachita National Forest near Hot Springs, Arkansas to "watch for
like Tinker-belle" and "ride the light".
We sat in the brush near a railroad track until we saw a light
from the Eastern sky. At the time I thought I would be "riding the
light" as I
was led to believe, but in retrospect I recall my personalities being
switched and a helicopter landing in a nearby clearing. Cox and I
approximately 200-400 pounds of cocaine from the van he had driven, and
stacked it in the helicopter. We were then flown to a small airport
appeared to be no more than a dark, fenced-in clearing where 1 saw a
metal buildings that looked like mini-warehouses. While the cocaine was
unloaded into a warehouse, Cox and I were taken by car to a nearby grey
hold. The driver led us upstairs, and knocked on the Penthouse door.
"Yeah," a voice answered,
"I got a Tinker-belle and a Peter Pan here to see you, Sir," the driver
"Send 'em in." Cox and I walked into the suite where then Governor of
Arkansas Bill Clint cm was shuffling through a briefcase. Clinton and
were cohorts in illegal covert operations that emanated from Tinker Air
Cox spoke up. "Senator Johnston said a little (Senator) Byrd told him
you are one of Ours."'
"So what does that make you?" Clinton asked impatiently.
"A Chosen One," Cox nodded his head toward me.
Clinton asked me, "Chosen by whose order?"
I cryptically delivered the proper coded response, which cued Clinton
proceed. "What brings you here?" he demanded.
Interpreting his question literally as is "natural" for programmed
slaves, I answered, "I rode the light, Sir."
Clinton rolled his eyes, and looked back over at Cox who was nervously
rocking back and forth as he so often did. "State your business,"
"Uh," Cox cleared his throat, habitually picked his nose as he rocked
and forth and said, "Well, uh..." Clinton looked disgusted.
"Get him the fuck out of here!" he ordered the driver. Cox was
"That's better," Clinton said. Using standard Jesuit hand signals and
language, he triggered/switched me and accessed a previously programmed
"Senator Johnston sent me to give this to you." I handed Clinton a
large brown envelope, "And I have some fairy dust guaranteed to make
high." I took the personal stash of cocaine that Johnston was sharing
Clinton from my pocket.
Clinton snorted two lines of the coke immediately. He smiled. "Tell Ben
I'm impressed." He showed me to the door.
The severe torture and mind-control programming that I was enduring at
Tinker Air Force Base had prepared me for this simple "mission" and
others. Although Cox's out-of-control occult serial killings
multiple personalities as intended by Byrd, it was Johnston's alien
conditioning that locked me into absolute robotic helplessness. After
all, had I
been capable of rationalizing, I would nave found that the thought of
interdimensional travel and aliens was no more bizarre to me that Cox's
murderous actions or having found out pornography king Jerry Ford held
office of President.
When my daughter, Kelly, was born in February of 1980, Cox's former
employer. Jack Greene, traveled to Louisiana to meet with me in keeping
his role as Nashville's CIA Freedom Train "conductor". He took me aside
explained that since Cox had fulfilled his (genetic) role in producing
Senator Byrd had ordered me back to Nashville. Greene talked at length,
hypnotically reviving my original programmed "obsession" to move to
Nashville. He told me that Cox had proven too insane to follow orders
anymore as was evidenced by my extremely poor health (much of my hair
fallen out) and by the stench of decaying human flesh that permeated
surrounding his remote Chatham, Louisiana swamp house.
If I had had a mind of my own, I know in retrospect I would have felt
though 1 had been released from a prison dungeon. But I could only
telling Cox matter-of-factly that I had received "divine guidance" to
Nashville at once to a home that awaited me. Cox had no choice but to
with Byrd's orders. Kelly and I moved to Tennessee when she was only
months old, and Cox temporarily moved with us in order to apprise our
handler of the latest details of our victimization. Within weeks, Cox
back to Chatham, Louisiana to live with his mother (even to this date).
reportedly raises goats for sacrifice and carries on his occult serial
activities unhindered due to his immunity from prosecution because of
and what he and his mother know.
1Substantial information regarding the saturation of occultism in the
Mormon church is a
published fact, circulated among the Bishopric, then released by Bishop
Pace in on effort to
restore morality and freedom of thought to church members.
2Senator Johnston's dual and triple cryptic language perplexed me at
the time. In
retrospect, I understand how this component of mind control allowed for
proliferation of criminal covert activity, even when overheard by
strangers, to the extent that I
believed it must be occurring in "another dimension" as I was told.
3Johnston "validated" his ploy in my mind by arranging for me to see
then TOP SECRET experimental aircraft which would eventually be known
as a Stealth fighterat
a military installation near Baton Rouge. The classified triangular
Stealth was so alien to me
at the time that it looked more like a spaceship than the U.S. fighter
plane it actually is. This,
in combination with his inhumane demeanor and my previously instilled
belief in transdimensional
travel, convinced me he was the "ET" he purported to be.
4I understand this is referred to as a Woodpecker grid.
5"Riding the Light" scrambled my future experience of being transported
helicopter or airplane to robotically carry out some program for the
government. This "trancedimeasional"
travel caused my earthly experiences to be perceived as having occurred
6 I remained in a Post Traumatic Stress Disordered (PTSD) trance.
7Same Jesuit reference used to describe Pierre Trudeau.
UNITED STATES MILITARY &
NASA MIND-CONTROL TRAINING
Soon after moving to Tennessee, I learned that Senator Byrd
exchanged one living hell for another for me. My new mind-control
CIA operative and country music ventriloquist/ stage hypnotist Alex
seemed only to pick up where Cox had left off. As "destined," Kelly and
moved into a run-down old trailer on Houston's property, which adjoined
Greene's farm in Goodletsville, Tennessee. I was subjected to further
ritual on Greene's farm, and was ritually impregnated and aborted
time by Houston. A difference between Cox and Houston was the
factor; Houston knew exactly what he was doing and why he was doing it,
accordance with tried and proven scientific U.S. Government
research and development. I gleaned this knowledge from conversations I
overheard between him and "those in the know".
Alex Houston was 26 years older than I, and claimed to have gained his
knowledge of stage hypnosis and government mind-control methods from
military while entertaining overseas in Bob Hope's USO tours. After the
Houston reportedly moved to Washington, D.C. where he and his alter-ego
dummy, Elemer, were regulars on the Jimmy Dean television show in the
According to Houston, he was regularly booked to entertain in officers"
on military bases due to his involvement in covert government
During the brief interim period that Cox resided on Houston's farm with
he played music behind government mind-controlled slave Louise Mandrell
her husband/handler, R.C. Bannon. Cox had previously worked with
sister, Barbara Mandrell, at the onset of her government sponsored
career in the
1960s, traveling overseas with her in the same U.S,O. tours that
Houston's career. Irby Mandrell, the Mandrells' father and manager,
reportedly sexually abused all three of his daughters and eagerly
into their mind-controlled existence much the same way my father had
His daughters, too, were owned by U.S. Senator Robert C. Byrd.
Cox was soon fired from his position with Louise due to his insanity.
when Houston was traveling with the Mandrells as he so often did
the years, Irby Mandrell relayed the events that prompted his firing of
told Houston and I that Cox had become an embarrassment to him while
"I knew he was weird," Irby Mandrell said. "That's OK. I can live with
that. But when he pitched a tent behind the hotel so he could hear the
sound, signaling him to march to Missouri,2 I said, 'Start marching,
You're done. You're through in Nashville. Don't ever come back.' That's
he was done."
Houston reminisced with Mandrell about the U.S.O. days, and inquired as
to how he had tolerated Cox back when he played music behind Barbara.
"Oh, yeah. I remember he (Cox) had somewhat of a brain back then." Irby
Mandrell continued, "Barbara was just a kid back then with the talent
of a full
blown star. I thought she had what it takes to make it in the industry.
Byrd came along and introduced us to the latest in technology."
Houston interrupted, "Are you talking about (music) equipment or the
they've got in Huntsviile (Alabama's NASA mind-control training
"Both," Mandrell replied. "But it was Huntsville that launched her to
stars. The doors opened wide after that. Byrd took a lot of pride in
and the doors just kept opening. With my baby's talent and the Byrd's
influence on her mind and career, there was no way we could lose."
When Houston became my appointed mind-control handler in 1980, Byrd's
influence on my mind boosted Houston's "entertainment" career. His
had expanded to accommodate covert drug and money laundering operations
across the U.S., in Mexico, in Canada, and throughout the Caribbean.
Houston had, and has, a great deal of "no show" money, but I was never
permitted access to it. Poverty was one more means of control I
slaves like myself were not afforded the freedoms that having money
When I was working three menial jobs during college, all of my money
taken from me by my parents. All money earned by Cox's cocaine and body
parts enterprises was reinvested in the coven and drugs, leaving us
charities for our basic necessities. With Houston, 1 had to "earn"
every penny I
spent on groceries and necessities over and over again, which made
keep" a deliberately impossible cycle. This kept me financially
further hindered my ability to escape, even if I had known enough to
My innate protective maternal instincts as a mother may have been
due to my past unsuccessful attempts to protect my brothers and
sisters (I now had two sisters). It was my desperate need to keep Kelly
drove me to the point of "fight or flight" when I was transferred to
had long ago lost my ability to "fight," but my new maternal instincts
me to "flight". I did all I could to save Kelly and myself from Houston
fate in Project Monarch. Since I had no ability to reason and was
"fled" to my parents' new house in affluent Grand Haven, Michigan, I
concept of what I was running from or to. I arrived with my baby
my arms, the tattered clothes on our backs, and what few donated
had acquired for Kelly. Within a few days, my parents received and
Senator Byrd's instructions, and turned me back over to
Houston—who, in turn,
sent me back to Louisiana for further conditioning.
After three more months of intense, nonstop tortures by Cox, 1 could
think to follow maternal instincts and barely knew my own name. I had
how old I was, where I was, how long I had been there, and what had
to Kelly during that time, Kelly's own testimony and current programmed
poly fragmented Multiple Personality/Dissociative Identity Disorder
high tech, sophisticated conditioning and torturous trauma she endured
this and numerous ensuing times that we were separated. When 1 was
to Houston as orchestrated by Byrd, my brain contained a series of new
compartments ready to be programmed and led.
Intensive mind-control behavior programming began at once, and Houston
ensured that I was taken to my appointed destinations under the guise
travels in the country music industry. In the early 1980s, my base
programming was instilled at Fort Campbell, Kentucky by U.S. Army Lt.
Colonel Michael Aquino. Aquino holds a TOP SECRET clearance in the
Defense Intelligence Agency's Psychological Warfare Division (Psy Ops).
is a professed Neo-Nazi, the founder of the Himmler inspired satanic
Set, and has been charged with child ritual and sexual abuse at the
Care in San Francisco, California. But like my father and Cox, Aquino
"above the law" while he continues to traumatize and program CIA
young minds in a quest to reportedly create the "superior race" of
Monarch Mind-Controlled slaves. I quickly teamed that Aquino did not
to his profoundly professed occult superstition any more than I did.
"satanic power" was in the form of numerous variations of high voltage
guns,5 which he used on me regularly. Although Aquino used occultism
trauma) as a trauma base, his programming was high tech and
muddled in a proverbial witches' brew of ignorance. He quickly
Cox influence, and began programming me according to Byrd's
as his "own little witch" for sadistic sex, covert CIA drug muling,
and prostitution operations.
During the three months I was back with Cox, a muscle in my upper
wall was cut and dropped in preparation for Houston to flesh carve a
witch's face4 for Senator Byrd's perversion. Aquino provided the
instructions on how to mutilate me, and Houston used silver nitrate and
exacto knives to carve the details of the face without any form of
By flexing the muscle downward, the face protruded out of my vagina.
only did this surgery give Byrd a vagina suited to his minute,
penis, it also provided an equitable "curiosity" to be displayed over
again in both commercial and non-commercial pornography and
On the 1981 anniversary of John F. Kennedy's assassination, I was
"marry" Alex Houston for appearance sake. Earlier that month when I had
been taken to Washington, D.C for prostitution purposes, Byrd informed
that I would actually be "marrying" him when I "pledged my vows" to
"It is a covenant between the two of us," Byrd had said, "It is me that
will honor and obey 'til death do us part," Byrd then instructed me to
my wedding dress from a nearby D.C. store. Throughout the years,
often joked about the significance of my Washington, D.C. wedding
which was depicted in pornographic photos and a commercial video to
"commemorate our wedding night",
Alex Houston's "best man," Jimmy Walker, was also a photographer for
Larry Flynt's sexually graphic commercial pornography magazine,
When I met Byrd after the ceremony at Nashville's Opryland Hotel as
he presented me with a "wedding gift"—a rose patterned
deliberately designed to anchor "our wedding" in my Catholic/Vatican
beliefs. The Larry Flynt photos depicting me in my wedding dress with
crystal crucifix to "commemorate our wedding night," was standard
procedure for all mind-controlled slaves I knew who were forced to
Houston's booking agent, Reggie Mac (MacLaughlin), of United Talent and
later of MacFadden Agency in Nashville, Tennessee, had been booking CIA
involved country music acts into key locations to aid the execution of
government operations. For example, Houston's ventriloquist act "Alex
Elemer" would be scheduled to perform at a county or state fair near
Washington, D.C., where I would be picked up by car or helicopter and
escorted to the White House or the Pentagon. The ensuing activities
compartmentalized in my memory in a manner that caused me to believe 1
simply been traveling in the country music industry, and no one "back
would be suspect of my absence. Another example would be that Houston
"entertained" at Byrd's West Virginia State Fair every year, which gave
legitimate appearance to my presence there, when in fact I was being
to the Senator I had "married."
During the early '80s, Reggie MacLaughlin primarily booked Houston into
areas that were conducive to my mind-control programming with Aquino. I
was first subjected to Aquino's tortures and programming in Fort
Kentucky; Fort McClellen in Anniston, Alabama; and most frequently, at
Redstone Arsenal and Marshall Space Flight Center in Huntsville,
Military mind-control was fast, effective, and highly technological,
but it was
the NASA programming that launched me as a "Presidential Model", Even
though Aquino instilled my programming on both military and NASA
installations, he had access to the latest technological advancements
techniques through NASA. These included mind foolers such as sensory
tanks, virtual reality, flight simulators, and harmonics. By the age of
two, Kelly had already been subjected to Aquino and his programming
these latest technological advancements, which shattered her fragile
before her base personality had a chance to form. Rather than use
Kelly, Aquino traumatized her through sexual assault and high voltage
of the mind and body. She, like I, to this day carries numerous scars
"non satanic" abuse base. I know, from years of research, NASA
and Aquino's programming, combined with the Project Monarch standard
food, and water deprivation and high voltage, made Kelly a subject of
the art genetically multigenerational MPD/D1D psychological
In 1981, Byrd personally joined Aquino in Huntsville, Alabama during
of our programming sessions. NASA cooperated fully with Byrd on any and
everything, since it was Byrd's Senate Appropriations Committee that
determined how much and/or whether NASA received government funding. I
lay naked on the cold metal table, tranced and photographically
word and detail of my programming and every word that Byrd and Aquino
so privately discussed. Byrd was providing Aquino with specific details
certain perversions he wanted me equipped to fulfill or perform.
they talked about scrambling my immediate memory with two private porn
they were arranging to have produced locally. These were titled How To
a Personality and How To Create a Sex Slave. These films are the kind
became involved in producing for the dual purpose of "scrambling"
and documenting their mind-controJ procedures. The resident Huntsville,
Alabama pornographers were two local cops, one of which was (and is) a
Sergeant.5 This served NASA and the CIA well when cover-up was
The How To Create a Sex Slave film depicts the common "spin"
which in essence is the combination to unlocking or accessing a
specific programmed act. For example, the compartment of the mind that
memory of incest is stimulated to open when the original abuse is
Seeing my father's penis would "trigger" a specific response,
opening the neuron pathways of my brain to allow the part of my brain
dealt with his actions before to deal with them again. With "spin"
programming, the trigger of seeing my father's penis is replaced with a
combination of specific verbal commands and a specific number of
spins so that anyone with tbe "combination" could access that
particular part of
my brain. The part of my mind containing "knowledge" of the original
by my father learned to "like" painful, sadistic sex. Senator Byrd
programmed in such a way that he could decide if he wanted me to scream
cry when he whipped me, or if he wanted me to become sexually aroused
"beg" for more. After programming, when I met with Byrd, I would
like a music box dancer, twirling round and round until Byrd's fiddle
stopped. My mind precisely calculated how many revolutions I had made
whether I was capable of conscious counting or not (much like a normal
wakes up at a particular time without an alarm clock), and the desired
were produced as accessed.
This is but one simplified example of sex programming, and I was
programmed for more than sex. But this particular incident of
the U.S. Army Redstone Arsenal would change my existence entirely and
the stage for my role in covert government black, budget-type
operations as a
Seeing and/or knowing that Kelly was being tortured and programmed
proved to be a detriment to my own mind-control programming, such that
common "cross-programming" of mother and daughter was rarely viable. In
the fall of 1982, Houston was scheduled to perform at the State Fair in
Byrd's home state of West Virginia, Byrd arrived at our hotel with LT.
Aquino, who took Kelly with him, supposedly for programming purposes, I
was left alone in the hotel room with Byrd, whose KKK affiliation
rage over my having been recently prostituted to black entertainer and
operative Charlie Pride. Although I had had no control over the
situation to begin
with, Byrd expended his fury on me rather than on Houston who was
ultimately responsible for the incident. He took out his whip and began
me as he had so many times before. Only this time it seemed to last
Byrd was still whipping me when Aquino returned with my tranced and
traumatized daughter. I regained consciousness enough to pull myself up
the floor when 1 heard Kelly's hysterical cries. Byrd ordered me to the
bathroom for a cold shower to stop the bleeding. My body could not
his orders, and I collapsed again in the bathroom, smearing blood all
floor. Kelly's cries again revived me, and I crawled to the door to
sexually assaulting her and Aquino disrobing to join them. One small
in the bathroom appeared to be a possible means of escape to obtain
Byrd caught me and knocked me to the floor. The whole bathroom was
in blood by the time he threw me into the shower and turned the cold
to slow the bleeding.
Later that afternoon, Kelly and I stood hand in hand in the afternoon
the State Fair where Senator Byrd was about to make a speech to his.
constituents. My blouse stuck to my freshly whipped skin as Byrd walked
the stage, and the crowd cheered. Although Byrd periodically sexually
Kelly throughout her Project Monarch victimization, the horrific
West Virginia was the last time 1 was able to instinctively think to
all. Aquino's mind-control programming further insured it, as did
access to high tech mind-control equipment via West Virginia's Jesuit
where he claimed the role of "Head Friar".6
Kelly has reported enduring much sexual abuse by both Byrd and Aquino.
Aquino apparently incorporated sexual abuse with his mind-control
programming and sex training of her, and shared more such events with
It was also my experience that Byrd's sexual perversions were
Aquino shared in the assault. Traumatic events such as this one in West
Virginia reinforced my own programming through conditioning, and
locked me in to Byrd's seemingly inescapable control.
The majority of my programming, as well as a large part of Kelly's, was
again Oz theme based. This means the combination of codes, keys and
to access me were related to L. Frank Baum's story, The Wizard Of Oz.
Whether or not it was Baum's intention (or for that matter Walt
Carroll's, etc.), it is evident that his psychologically intense story
was used for
manipulating minds. Much of The Wizard Of Oz lends itself to themes
commonly used by perpetrators. For example, nearly all MPD/DIDs have
suffered the loss of pets during ritualized torture. And all of Baum's
character Dorothy's nightmarish experiences "over the rainbow in Oz"
from her desire to risk her own life to protect her threatened pet.
this lesson to condition the victim to drop all resistance and
cooperate or "I'll
get you, my pretty, and your little dog (or child) too." The "over the
scramble of dreams vs. reality provides abusers a theme by which to
an MPD's subconscious perception of switching personalities. Oftentimes
theme is transdimensional as is Oz, or that which was just experienced
a bad dream" like Dorothy was told upon her awakening in her own bed
CIA cryptic language is manipulation of the English language such that
words have a double meaning (aka 'double binds' in mental health
terminology.) It works much the way as communication through "inside
among people familiar with each other. Perhaps this is a reason for the
government's use of professional comedians as slave handlers. Since
slaves' minds function consciously through their subconscious, which
has no way of discerning fantasy from reality or intended meaning from
meaning, cryptic dual level language is especially effective. Many CIA
operations I was involved in occurred in public. Anyone who overheard
conversation would have discerned something very different from what
"trance-spired". For example, one of my Washington, D.C. Secret Service
escorts linked arms with me like Dorothy did wiih her companions when
walking the Yellow Brick Road. This would have appeared to be normal
behavior, or even romantic, to outsiders. But to me it was a signal to
course" (Bush's quote) and follow directions. Arm in arm we walked
the crowded Air and Space Museum of the Smithsonian to the nearby NASA
headquarters. There he read the "Service Entrance" sign on the door
accentuating syllables ever so slightly so that I heard him cryptically
1 Jimmy Dean is knowledgeable of, and a willing participant in criminal
covert activity including the use of
2 "Marching to Missouri" is a Mormon based belief that interfaced with
the CIA'S FACTION OF THE COUNTRY MUSIC
industry being transferred to Branson, Missouri in the mid 1980s.
3 120,000-volt stun guns leave two indented prod marks or moles two
inches apart, while the cylindrical stun gun
USED primarily in the vagina and rectum leaves prod marks/moles 3/4 of
an inch apart.. A look into trash-magazine
publisher Larry Flint's Hustler will show prod marks on the
mind-controlled slaves he photographs, particularly on the
throat, near the lips. and on the back.
4 The "witch's face" has also been referred to as that of a baphomet
and Jesuit monk.
5 I photo identified the Sergeant and his (jailer) officer in 1990, and
Mark's and my lives were threatened through
then-District Attorney, now U.S. Representative, Bud Cramer (D.
Huntsville, Alabama) of the Congressional
Permanent Intelligence Committee as a result of this revelation!
6 To a literal mind-controlled MPD/DID slave, the term "Head Priar"
equates to "head frier", meaning high
voltage to the brain.
After Aquino instilled my base sex programming, I was often taken by
Houston to Youngstown, Ohio to attend the sex slave training camp hell
referred to as "Charm School". Houston often performed in the
area at county fairs, Fraternal Order of Police shows, or any little
music entertainment gigs that would bring us in the proximity of the
Charm School. On occasion, Kelly would go through the torture process
me. But usually Houston delivered me to the door for training with
and Mafia slaves my age, and then left taking Kelly with him. When
School was in session, there were several girls being tortured and
once. 1 have seen and known numerous girls to go through Charm School,
understandably, few are reported to have survived or recovered their
enough to talk about it.
Charm School was reportedly operated by an identified member of the.
Mellon Banking family (Byrd's Endowment for the Arts' largest
The operator took the name and role of "Governor" from the movie My
Lady, in an attempt to confuse my torturous reality with movie fantasy.
movie, Governor is the cockney title given the professor who
female street urchin into a functioning high society lady.
Mellon's use of the title, Governor, was intended to create scramble
for the real
Governor who frequented the school as though it were only a whore
am referring to then Governor of Pennsylvania (and later U.S. Attorney
General, now secretary for the United Nations) Dick Thornburgh.1 Aquino
some of the programming at Charm School and everyone I knew in
government operations was at least aware of it. Then Youngstown
U.S. Representative Jim Traficant, was usually present. He capitalized
ability to portray himself as "Lurch" by slowly opening the door and
"Walk this way - To a literal slave in training, this means walk like
walking-like Lurch, Egor, a street whore, Scarecrow, and so on.
Once the door closed behind me. Charm School meant I would be charmed,
mesmerized (hypnotized), and programmed to be a high class prostitute
select politicians. I did learn their way to walk, I learned when to
talk, how to
dress, how to sit, stand, and all the rest. Table manners were not
taught as they
were not needed since slaves endured food and water deprivation when
working. Above all, we were taught how to gratify any sexual
as Traficant opened the door to Charm School for slaves, he oftentimes
one to "test" their newly learned sexual skills to determine when or if
A typical three-day course at Charm School included the usual factors
sleep, food, and water deprivation; trauma; high voltage; and
Often times experimental or tried and proven CIA manufactured
drugs were administered which produced specific brain wave activity to
maximize and/or compartmentalize programs. I usually spent the first
hanging in the dungeon. Charm School is housed in an identified stone
historical railroad barren's former residence, and the basement was in
wine cellar dungeon. It was dark, damp, and musty and was decorated in
classic torture chamber fashion. It was complete with various hanging
stretching rack, whips, and altars including one specially designed for
sex. As I hung by my wrists, I could hear and smell the animals in the
cells—a black Nubian goat called Satan, a small donkey named
sometimes a small white pony referred to as Trigger, and various dogs,
snakes, and others. All Charm School animals were trained to sexually
to the smell of urine. When someone, such as Dick Thornburgh who
particularly enjoyed this kind of kink, entered my cell and urinated on
knew I would soon be released from my chains and led to the animal
bestiality lessons, pornography, or to please a perverse onlooker. I
by my ankles, stretched on a rack, burned, and tortured repeatedly. My
and hands were chained to a wall for what was termed "off the wall
sex." I was
taught "Silence" in Oz fashion since screaming did not produce results
unless they wanted it for pornography. This was implemented with an
electronic canine bark collar normally used to train a dog not to bark.
I was repeatedly filmed pornographically, and always taken upstairs to
"Master's Chambers" for prostitution to participants, including the
"Governor" of Charm School, then Pennsylvania Governor Dick Thomburgh,
Congressman Jim Traficant,2 Lt. Col. Michael Aquino, and others. When
was with me, she endured the same and we were forced to see each other
physically tortured as further psychological trauma. This was to ensure
never remember the who, what, when, or where of our bizarre
This is what is sometimes referred to as cross-programming.
In spite of the deliberately created amnesic blocks, I developed a
sympathetic understanding for other Charm School slaves that
extended outside the walls of this man-made hell. This understanding
from the depths of my being, creating a compassion for other
victims mat compels me to give voice to their silent pleas for help to
I became close friends with one such victim, who must remain anonymous
in order to survive to eventually recover. This beautiful blonde and I
numerous opportunities to be together throughout the years, as
government sponsored travels routinely took him into her home state of
Pennsylvania while Dick Thomburgh was Governor.
My friend and I were photographed together for Larry Flynt's commercial
pornography publications, and featured in the illicit films that
funding CIA covert operations. In addition to this, she and I were able
two weeks together when her husband/handler traveled to Houston's farm
Tennessee for instructions on handling his new "bride".
I was "made of honor" for my friend's "wedding," which was no more a
marriage than mine to Houston. As was customary with Project Monarch
slaves, her marriage to her handler equated to marriage to her
owner, U.S. Senator Arlen Spector.
The "wedding" I was forced to participate in was for pornography
only, and it took place in Arlen Spector's Conneaut Lake house in
Spector's stone house was located in a wooded, remote setting and was
masculine in decor. Side rooms were either designated for perverse sex
furnished with antiquated NASA virtual reality and programming
The musty smell of Spector's playhouse was overpowered by the scent of
which he symbolically presented to his slave on their "wedding" day.
My friend's "wedding" photos included Catholic themes, and the crucifix
featured was rose cut crystal similar to the one I received from Byrd,
Regardless of how this girl was depicted, her innate morality was
me. She and I were referred to as "minor/mere cats," due to the
our victimizations. Like me, she was controlled through manipulation of
religious beliefs and maternal instincts. The delicate rose tattooed on
wrist signifying her role in government operations did not detract from
class projection any more than Spector's immorality could mar her
goodness. Once Arlen Spector officially became this slave's owner, her
School status rose to "Presidential Model".
In addition to Charm School, 1 endured extensive programming to prepare
me for future operations. Houston was often booked into Oklahoma fairs,
Masonic Lodges, F.O.P. Conventions, and so on, in order that 1 be back
vicinity of Tinker Air Force Base for further programming. My
conditioning further enhanced my photographic memory through direct
for receiving and delivering government messages which amounted to a
computerized compartmentalization of my brain, so to speak. I was also
in covert criminal operations, such as international drug mule
funding the Pentagon's and CIA's Black Ops Budgets,
Houston's CIA orchestrated travels in the country music industry led me
TOP SECRET military/NASA installation at Offit Air Force Base in
The "you can run, but you can't hide"3 conditioning was deeply
ingrained in my
mind there through a technique that was later used on Kelly, as well as
mind-control slaves, I was taken underground to a so-called 'secret'
room where the walls were covered with numerous screens showing
pictures from around the world. These satellites are referred to as the
the Sky". An Air Force official explained to me that my every move
monitored via satellite". On a separate four-screen viewer, he
what in retrospect was a contrived pre-recorded slide show, with the
changing as rapidly as he spoke and typed it into the computer.
"Where will you run?" he asked me. "To the Arctic? The Antarctic?
Brazil? The mountains? The desert? The prairies? The hills of
The city of Kabul? Devil's Tower (Wyoming)? Would you try to run to
and live among our enemies? We can find you there. There is truly no
run and no place to hide. The U.S. Senate (the picture was of Byrd)?
White House? Or to your own backyard? (My father was depicted waving
his front door, cupping his hands over his mouth saying, "come back"
Aunt Em in The Wizard Of Oz.) "The moon? We got you covered. You can
run, but you can't hide." This had been sufficient to convince me in my
suggestible stale that my every move could be monitored.
During the course of my training/conditioning, I was routinely
Senator Byrd in Washington, D.C., at the West Virginia State Fair, NASA
Huntsville, Alabama, and at the Opryland Hotel in Nashville, Tennessee.
such night when 1 was to be prostituted to Byrd at Opryland Hotel, Lt.
Aquino was scheduled to join him in perversely assaulting me. Much to
horror, Aquino arrived early, in full army dress uniform, backstage at
Grand Ol' Opry. When I saw Aquino talking with the Vatican based
Monarch slave runner, Kris Kristopherson,4 whom I had known since 1979,
personality programmed for Opry events "short circuited". Under
circumstances such as this, a multiple without programming would have
switched personalities autogenically, whereas I could only switch upon
command, I backed away, dazed, right into a soft drink machine.
Kristopherson saw me as 1 backed further between the wall and the
"What are you doing in there, little lady?" Kristopherson asked. The
Colonel wants to see you,"
Aquino had walked over and sarcastically asked, "What are you doing in
those machine wires? That could very well be a shocking experience for
All experiences with Aquino or Kristopherson resulted in high voltage
shock torture, and apparently neither had any regard for human life.5
used the opportunity to reinforce his belief that I "had no where to
where to hide" from his "power"- his stun gun.
While I untangled myself from the wires, Kristopherson and Aquino
continued their banter at my expense, Kristopherson held up his key
jingled it, catching my undivided attention as conditioned, while he
Aquino, "You're gonna need the Keys to the Kingdom to work with this
"Keys to the Kingdom," of course, referred to my previously instilled
(Enter/Inter)"Inner-dimensional" Catholic programmed personalities.
Aquino was my primary mind-control programmer at the time,
was informing Aquino of programs previously instilled in childhood via
"Rite to Remain Silent". By jingling the keys, he was demonstrating his
over me and his momentary edge on Aquino.
"I got 'em," Kristopherson was saying as he jingled the keys. "She's
unless you wanna play ball. Besides, you have to. The Byrd sent me."
"I've been expecting you," Aquino said with a smile. Events later that
proved that Aquino had been supplied the keys to my previously
Jesuit based programming, which he and Byrd used and altered to suit
Byrd monitored all of my programming "progress," and often tortured me
with his whip and pocketknife. He picked up where my mother left off,
destroy any self-esteem I might have inadvertently developed. He said,
is no place for you to turn because if you could think to talk no one
believe I would have anything to do with the likes of you." He often
me that I was considered "disposable" because, after all, "The first
Model, Marilyn Monroe, was killed right in front of the public eye and
knew what happened."
Byrd's threats and cruelty were unnecessary as I could no longer think
seek help anyway, but he loved to hear himself talk and would often
and on and on in his infamous long-winded recitations, while I was
photographically recording every word he said. He detailed the inner
operational structure of the world domination effort, including
warfare strategies, and explained how he had and would utilize his
knowledge of the Constitution to manipulate it and the so-called U.S.
System, and more. His loose lips provided me yet another means of
and staying a step ahead of "the game" once Kelly and I were rescued
mind-con trolled existence.
Senator Byrd revealed his "justifications" for criminal activity to me
He used me as a sounding board even though he knew 1 was incapable of
or response. He rehearsed in keeping with his motto "The only way we
fail, is to fail to think of an excuse."
Byrd "justified" mind-control atrocities as a means of thrusting
accelerated evolution, according to the Neo-Nazi principles to which he
adhered. He "justified" manipulating mankind's religion to bring about
prophesied biblical "world peace" through the "only means
mind control in the New World Order "After all," he proclaimed, "even
Pope and Mormon Prophet know this is the only way to peace and they
cooperate fully with The Project."
Byrd also "justified" my victimization by saying, "You lost your mind
anyway, and at least you have destiny and purpose now that it's mine."
country's involvement in drug distribution, pornography, and white
justified" as a means of "gaining control of all illegal activities
world wide" to
fund Black Budget covert activity that would "bring about world peace
world dominance and total control". He adhered to the belief that "95%
(world's) people WANT to be led by the 5%", and claimed this can be
because "the 95% DO NOT WANT TO KNOW what really goes on in
Byrd believed that in order for this world to survive, mankind must
take a "giant step in evolution through creating a superior race". To
"superior race," Byrd believed in the Nazi and KKK principles of
of underprivileged races and cultures" through genocide, to alter
breed "the more gifted-the blondes of this world".
As Byrd's captive audience (literally), I absorbed information that the
so-called masterminds behind the New World Order would never have
for security reasons. But Byrd regarded me as "his" object, a
he could strategically move through life as though he were playing a
game. He perceived me as totally under his control with no possibility
ever being rescued, surviving, and recovering my mind and memory. Byrd
likely would have talked to a post, and I filled the role as his silent
My CIA Operative mind-control handler, Alex Houston was often scheduled
to perform at the Swiss Villa Amphitheatre in Lampe, Missouri, which is
another installation where 1 was programmed. Swiss Villa was a cover
CIA Near Death Trauma Center of which there are several across the
It is a remote, high security resort, enclosed with military barbed
that swings its guarded gate open to the local public for country music
The small Amphitheatre covers the covert activities occurring inside,
includes U.S. Government CIA cocaine and heroin distribution operations
Swiss Villa, like the Mount Shasta, California compound, was also used
training and operations camp for the Shadow Government's paramilitary
projects referred to by Senator Tnouye (D. HI). I learned that this
military buildup, sanctioned by corrupt members of our government,
of special forces trained robotic soldiers, numerous black unmarked
and the highest technological advancements in TOP SECRET weaponry and
"Star Wars" electro magnetic mind-control equipment. These paramilitary
compounds were intended for global policing of the New World Order
the Multi-Jurisdictional Police Force.
"A Most Dangerous Game" was often played at Swiss Villa and involved
CIA agents, politicians, and others who would attend the resort just
for the sport
of hunting humans. Kelly and I both were hunted at Swiss Villa. The
and rape after being caught were extensive and sufficiently traumatized
minds for ensuing programming, as well as for creating memory
compartmentalization for the high level operations we witnessed behind
villa's patrolled fences. It was at Swiss Villa that I was taught "THE
Dangerous Game" was one where a slave tried to escape and reveal what
she had learned. If the hunters could not catch and stop the slave,
black helicopters patrolling the area would. And if all else failed,
the "Eye in
the Sky" would locate him or her, and a torturous death was supposedly
According to my abusers, my deprograminer and primary advocate Mark
Phillips and I have embarked on "THE Most Dangerous Game" through
such as releasing this book and turning a spotlight on the Shadow
to reveal its members' identities and their crimes against humanity,
Phillips and I are determined to beat them at their own "game" by
"95%" with the truth that perpetrators "don't want them to know!"
1Dick Thomburgh is listed in Houston's CIA memo book which is now in my
2Please note that, while still Sheriff of Youngstown, Ohio, Traficant
wis investigated and
subsequently indicted for federal racketeering, drug distribution, and
However, he was acquitted through careful CIA jury manipulation and he
went on to become the
U.S. Representative he is to this date.
3Once gaining "eyes to see and ears to hear," this "you can run, but
you can't hide" theme
is so widely used it is visible from Hallmark greeting cards to
Interstate overpasses to the lock-in
song by the rock group, Police's "I'll Be Watching You".
4A good friend of mine who remains a victim to date was "married" to
the night she wed her mind-control handler-much the way I had "married"
Byrd when I wed
Houston. The crucifix used to her Larry Flynt "wedding night" porn
photos was mirrored
rather than crystal.
5Kristopherson nearly strangled me to death with his penis, which had
excited him, late in the summer of 1987 during another incident related
CIA'S WAR ON DRUGS OPERATION:
I no longer had any mind of my own. I was absolutely void of free will
was now totally robotic. So was Kelly, We wore our Charm School smile
all times, and did exactly what we were told to do. The only
noticeably out of place was Kelly's age-inappropriate programmed
and mannerisms. Outsiders attributed this to her traveling within the
music industry. My public image was a programmed personality that
smiled, looked and talked like the proverbial "air-head" blonde that
away by socializing only within my controlled environment. This
lifestyle appeared quite normal for my role as Houston's much younger
in the country music industry.
When we were not traveling, I began each day at 4:00 A.M. with a
minimum of 2 hours aerobic exercise. Afterward, I tended farm animals
did other chores, then cooked Houston a large country breakfast which
Kelly or I were permitted to share. Houston would then order me to work
exhaustion on his 100-acre farm while he watched. These chores included
hauling, stacking, and feeding out hundreds of bales of hay to our
each year; maintaining miles of electric fencing; cutting acres of
grass with a
push mower an average of twice weekly; busting concrete with a sledge
and mixing and pouring new cement; digging by hand and maintaining a
acre vegetable garden for canning; cutting, hauling, and slacking
Houston, his neighbors, and friends; shoveling pick-up truck loads of
gravel to fill in enormous potholes in the gravel road leading to 11
residences including Jack Greene's; and anything else Houston could
that would wear me down. Houston's exhaustive, slave-driving work
made my father's seem benevolent in comparison. The "best" of days were
I ate "like a bird (Byrd)," following Byrd's orders of 300 calories per
no sugar or caffeine. My metabolism was low. I was trained to compute
calories like a machine, eating more like a rabbit than a "bird", I had
every calorie, from a simple taste of what I had to cook for Houston to
Houston ensured thai Kelly and I never got more than two consecutive
deep per night. He accomplished this through automatic mental "alarm
that woke us up at two- hour intervals-Kelly with asthma, and me with
These tactics contributed to Kelly's and my total inability to resist
Traveling in the country music industry was no easier than existing on
Houston's farm in Tennessee. It certainly lacked the glamour that
usually associate with entertainment industries. CIA covert drug
permeated the industry. Entertainers were used to buy, sell, and
cocaine brought into this country by the U.S. government for the
funding the Pentagon's and CIA's Black Budgets. Nashville's local
government, from my perspective, was totally corrupted by these
covert operations. Cover-up, murder, drugs, and white slavery
Entertainers usually made n big only when they participated in CIA
and/or were slaves themselves. I know of numerous entertainers in need
rescue and deprogramming from their mind-controlled existence, because
discovered that voices could be harmonically tuned through mind control
captivate audiences. To quote my father, "Spies, like singers and
made, not born". These entertainers have endured much of the same
programming as I to permit them to carry out government operations in
course of their travels.
Norwegian Caribbean Lines (NCL) cruise ships depart regularly from
Miami, Florida and travel throughout the Caribbean and Mexico. NCL
provides pleasure cruises to the public complete with "entertainment"
of Alex Houston while carrying out CIA operations. Sue Carper, former
director of entertainment procurement for all NCL cruise ships, would
that government covert activities staging were properly orchestrated.
rotated entertainers like Houston from ship to ship in order to avoid
of clean U.S. Customs and Immigrations inspectors. I routinely took
with Houston, muling cocaine and/or heroin out of Haiti, the Bahamas,
the Virgin Islands, and Puerto Rico to fund covert operations. While I
robotically carrying out transactions as ordered, I was also
prostituted to South
and Central American drug lords and politicians, as well as filmed
pornographically. Houston made sure I was in the right place at the
and switched me into the proper mode for each activity I was forced to
out. In the early 1980s, this included passing messages to and from
Byrd, Baby Doc Duvalier, my Cuban contact, Puerto Rican drug lord Jose
Busto, and others.
In keeping with NCL's Caribbean operations, Byrd adjusted his
programming themes to include the mirror-reversal, interdimensional,
Water mind-control theme used on me by NASA and the Jesuits. I often
dolphins playing in the ocean while being transported from port to port
Cruise ships, but the popular "whales and dolphins" mind-control theme
avoided in favor of a theme more suitable to my experience-that of the
Bird-Robert C. (Sea) Byrd. He told me, "Atlantis1 has long been the
of alien activity. The path is so well warn that there are holes in the
time and space whereby airplanes and ships, even people, timelessly
disappear, transformed into another dimension alien to this world.
we (aliens) came in, entering through the mirror reflection of the hole
fabric of space, the deep blue sea. Some of us entered Earth's plane as
and dolphins. And when we emerged from the sea, some of us came flying
Or is that in? At any rate, we are here. Watch for the flying fish when
out to see/sea. When you see one, you will know it is kin to me. A
by any other name is a C. Byrd. A sea bird. Robert C. Byrd."
The drug business was booming for the CIA, and the only "War
on Drugs" I
witnessed was that launched by the CIA against its competition. As
quickly as 1
brought the NCL suitcases of drugs into the Port of Miami, they were
transferred to Houston's factory custom-built Holiday Rambler motor
Concealed compartments were built into the walls for hiding the illegal
If I drove the drug-filled motor home on to Nashville rather than
drugs en route at Warner-Robbins Air Force Base in Macon, Georgia, the
was stored in the Hendersonvilie Mormon "food storage" Bishop's
Some cocaine was delivered to a music distributor in Nashville,
where it was carefully packaged in participating entertainers'
delivery along their carefully scheduled travel routes. Houston always
large amount of the cocaine for his own use and distribution.
ordered that I deliver the drugs to specific entertainers at the Grand
and/or at the local shopping mail when we were not traveling. Most
however, the larger loads of drugs remained concealed in the motor home
distribution to CIA drug drops while we traveled the country music
These CIA drug drops included an abandoned amusement park near
Youngstown, Ohio; Diamond Caverns2 campground in Park City, Kentucky;
and Swiss Villa Amphitheatre in Lampe, Missouri. I was aware that tons
drugs were being handled via our military, but the hundreds of pounds I
were targeted for exclusive private distribution.
An example of a typical Caribbean drug operation centered around the
port of call. Key West, Florida. Houston took Kelly and me to a nearby
court under the guise of playing tennis. In reality, I was to meet with
Operative Jimmy Buffett, who devoted more time to the proliferation of
criminal covert activity than he did to his music career cover. Buffett
playing tennis. Referring to him as though he were to be my tennis
Houston said, "There's your instructor. As soon as he gathers the
should be over here to meet you."
Noticing us, Buffett strode over and shook hands with Houston. "Hi,
Jimmy/ Houston said as though they were old buddies.
"Hi, Alex and Elemer," Buffett responded, sarcastically using Houston's
"Oh," Houston said. Never one to know an insult when he heard it, he
continued, "What do your friends call you?"
"What does it malter to you?" Buffett asked. "Uncle calls me Jim. I
you're not the contact,"
Houston pointed to me, "She is".
"That's more like it," Buffett smiled. "A little Byrd told me I'd be
with a Diamond in the Rough."3
"I prefer a Diamond in the Buff," he said, "I've got a studio across
As we walked toward his studio, I was oblivious to the
conversation. with Houston and commented, "I understand you're an
I wish I had brought my racquet."
"I'm not that kind of an instructor," Buffett explained, "I'm a point
Uncle. And you've got an appointment with me. I have some instructions
give you." As we entered his studio, he said, "Welcome to paradise,"
gestured me in. We went into the small living quarters, which may have
appeared even smaller due to the electronic equipment, acoustic
furniture that filled the room. A black mirrored coffee table, atypical
cocaine users I'd known, was the clearest spot in the room, A gold
cocaine residue, an ashtray full of marijuana roaches, and a fanned
deck of card
with the queen of hearts on top lay on the table. Tropical plants
cluttered the room. Standing between a perched, stuffed parrot and a
tree, Buffett was saying, "Key West is a key place to be. It's the key
Caribbean - Cuba, Panama - anyplace that means anything to Uncle these
hold the keys. I'm keeper of the keys and I hold a few of yours."
his parrot, he continued, "The bird/Byrd says you respond to
deep into the parrot eyes."
I did as instructed, and Buffett popped out the bird's ruby
actually were dice, into his hand. "Roll your eyes high while I roll my
he ordered as he rolled the dice across the table. Stopping at the deck
cards, he picked up the jack of diamonds. "I am a jack of all trades,"
cryptically continued. "And I trade in whatever Uncle orders. An order
been placed. You must follow orders and go to that place. Go to the
House Inn at the pier. Carry your laundry bag (full of cash) with you,
the man in black. (My Cuban contact almost always wore a conspicuous
trench coat.) There is a launderman on the dock itself. They do all my
laundering for me, and will be expecting you. Watch for the sea-man
duffel bag. When you see the military green duffel bag, approach the
When he says, "I need this laundered, but I do not have the time," you
"Welcome to Paradise. I will make sure it is cleaned and delivered on
Then give him your duffel bag of 'laundry' and say, "This has been
laundered for you". Take the duffel bag. It will be light as a feather.
to the Inn and enjoy the buffet."
Changing modes, Buffett unzipped his shorts as he asked, "Do you like a
buffet? I have a Buffett buffet for you now.
And if is
I carried out the drug transaction as ordered, the whole ordeal lasting
matter of minutes. A buffet was spread in the courtyard of the White
at 4:00 PM just as Buffett said it would be. But due to the food and
deprivation necessary to maintaining my mind-controlled trance, Houston
me from carrying out this last part of Buffett's instructions,
Alex Houston Enterprises was another side business that Houston used to
cover for his CIA criminal covert activities. It included the
relabelling of G.E,
capacitors for the "energy savings" companies, Queen Electric and Phase
he shared with his former wife and first CIA mind-controlled slave. She
Catholic processed Puerto Rican blonde beauty. These G.E. capacitor
were sold internationally as energy saving devices, when in fact they
one more means of transporting drugs from the U.S. around the world.
It was Houston's G.E. capacitor scam that provided me insight into the
elaborate Long Island docks drug network run by U.S. Congressman Gary
Ackerman (D. NY).4 I first met Ackerman in 1981 when Houston was booked
into the Woodberry Music Festival with known CIA mind-control victim
Loretta Lynn.5 Lorctta's road manager, Neo-Nazi pedophile Ken Riley,
was also Alex Houston's best friend, often assisted Houston in handling
Riley in turn handed my Charm School programmed keys, codes, and
to Congressman Ackerman, who skillfully accessed my Alice In Wonderland
mirror theme programming. After snorting a couple of lines of coke, he
stepped into the center of a three way mirror where he positioned me
proceeded to sexually gratify himself in my throat. Ken Riley, and
involved members of Loretta's band, all laughed as Ackerman stumbled
the room while pulling his pants up from around his ankles and
he "couldn't stand for sex like that". The term "Ackerman syndrome" was
coined after that in reference to sex that drained a man of his energy,
circulated among "those who know" for years.
1NCL cruise ships routinely pass through the so-called "Bermuda
Triangle," and Byrd did
not miss this opportunity to tap into old programming base installed by
Senator L. Bennet
2When Mark and 1 turned in detailed information on this drug drop to
our lives were endangered to the point that a foreign Intelligence
officer intervened and
subsequently saved our lives through a timely tip-off.
3 "Diamond in the Rough" was a term used to describe an MPD/DID slave
in programming via torture conditioning.
4Congressman Ackerman's Caribbean cocaine and Asian heroin operations
hindered his position on the Congressional Post Office and Civil
Service Committees, nor the
Asian and Pacific Affairs Committee. It is important to note that, as a
matter of Congressional
record, Ackerman openly opposed compulsory drug tests for all federal
5Senator Byrd proudly claimed Loretta as his mind-controlled slave and
told me, "I
literally made Loretta what she is today, and she is maid to order".
Loretta's son and secondary
mind-control handler, Ernest Ray, told me, "I know what the Byrd did to
my mother. I can get
away with murder... All I gotta do is call him and I'm free as a
RONALD REAGAN'S AMERICAN DREAM:
A PANDORA'S BOX OF NIGHTMARES
My mind-controlled existence became more complicated after
introduced me to then President Ronald Reagan in the fall of 19821 at a
House political party. Byrd told me, "When you meet the Chief, imagine
with his pants down. He's most comfortable knowing you are imagining
with his pants down. He doesn't want formality." Former president Ford
conditioned me to dread the Office of President, and I mechanically
through the motions of meeting Reagan.
Reagan admittedly had seen the How To Divide a Personality
and How to
Create a Sex Slave videos made in Huntsville, Alabama. He acted very
with me as though I had participated in them willingly. Within the
meeting Reagan, he was giving me acting tips to utilize in
government operations and pornography!! "When you become your part,
performance increases, which in turn increases your ability to do your
your country. 'Ask not what your country can do for you. Ask what you
do for your country'-your part," he instructed. Somehow, Reagan's
of Ford's and VanderJagt's conditioning to Kennedy's quote seemed more
patriotically significant than "simply" sexually entertaining
waving a flag in my bottom. After gazing deep into his self-professed
"kaleidoscope eyes," each metaphorical phrase he spoke became life and
Reagan explained to me that the illegal CIA covert activities
participate in were "justified" as they funded covert activities in
and Nicaragua. He explained, "America's Freedom Train is spanning the
and sex is but a sidetrack to the ultimate course of freedom. Our job
procuring and transporting arms is the most difficult part of all. But
it can and
must be done. How can a man with no arms fight? These operations are
necessary as American people raise too much hell about violence
already, and it
is better they're not informed of our supporting wars they cannot
I realize now that Reagan twisted reality to fit his personal
rather than to adhere to Byrd's philosophy of providing "excuses" for
deemed "the order of things". In typical Reagan fashion, he did not
mind control as slavery, but as "an opportunity for those who otherwise
have nothing in life". He claimed that multigenerational incestuously
children like myself, or "previously impoverished baseball players from
world countries and slums, are provided an opportunity to 'be all they
through making a 'contra-bution' to society, our nation, and the world,
their talents to maximum potential." With this altitude, Reagan
pride in the sick role he played as The Wizard Of Oz, directing Project
slaves like myself.
That night. Senator Byrd acted in the capacity of a pimp and
to Reagan. Referring to me as though I were a machine, Reagan asked
"Does she run on chemicals?" meaning specific CIA drugs.
Byrd answered, "She takes it in spurts". 1 noticed that Reagan's eyes
with perversion and understanding of Byrd's statement, which meant that
"shared" whatever drugs were in his system through his urine. Reagan
told me he preferred sex slaves equipped for this task since he, as
should not have to get up in the night to urinate,
"Well," Reagan said, holding up his glass, "All I've had to fuel her
alcohol. That's not much of a jolt from a "whiz of a Wiz(ard)." Byrd
chuckled at Reagan's Oz cryptic joke and removed his gold cocaine vial
the inner pocket of his suit. He and Reagan discretely turned their
backs to the
party while Byrd "spoon fed" Reagan the drug up his nose.
Before I left with Reagan, Byrd informed me that "Uncle Ronnie doesn't
sleep with his mommy (Nancy)," and that he preferred snuggling into his
Bean, light blue flannel sheets in his nightshirt and ridiculous
"they're warmer, softer, more comfortable, and don't snore".
Later, in his bedroom, Reagan accessed my sexual programming, and I
became "my part" as a prostitute to "Uncle Ronnie". Reagan did not move
during sex. After all, that was "my duty". And my duty was to please
whatever it took, and it took more time than anything. Reagan never
(he always made sure someone else did that) and used this as a "bond"
little child ("Kitten") personality he always accessed for sex.
apparent personality kink was his love for bestiality pornography.2
to my handlers, his passion for pornography escalated its manufacture
distribution during his Administration. He wholeheartedly approved and
encouraged the porn industry for funding covert activity.
Many commercial and instructional (private) pornography films I and
participated in, referred to as "Uncle Ronnie's Bedtime Stories," were
manufactured solely for his pleasure-oftentimes according to his
using Freedom Train slaves. After my initial meeting with Reagan, I was
in numerous films that were produced predominantly at Youngstown Charm
School and/or by his "Chief Pornographer"3 Michael Dante, specifically
satisfy his perversions. These included a wide range of cryptic themes,
were mostly bestiality. Reagan often watched the videos while I was
to him, requiring me to re-enact the porn however possible.
I first met Reagan's Chief Pornographer Michael Dante, AKA
at an elite Nashville hotel where he was attending "charity" Golf
festivities. Like CIA Operative Charlie Pride's Pro-Am Golf Tournamenl
Albuquerque, New Mexico, this "charity" tournament provided a cover for
cocaine and white slavery operations that dominated the event. Houston
often attended such "charity" events, as did Dante, but it was only
met Reagan that Dante's and my paths crossed as arranged.
Dante took me to his hotel room after our initial introduction. He
few lines of coke, looked me over as though 1 were merchandise, and
my sex programming. He then arrogantly asked me if I knew who he was.
told me he lived in Beverly Hills, California and made movies. I
was referring to his box office flop, Winterhawk, until he said, "Uncle
sent me. He wants me to make movies with you as your 'contra-bution.'
We're gonna have a good time, then he's gonna have a good time, and
everybody's happy. You'll like that, won't you Baby? Get dressed. We're
going back downstairs and make arrangements."
Dante telephoned me often, professing "our love" through command
reinforcements and making arrangements to meet me in specific places
producing Uncle Ronnie's Bedtime Stories and commercial porn. These
locations included, among others, Tennessee, Florida, the Caribbean,
California. He often talked of owning me in the future, painting a
what life would be like living with him. His attitude toward women was
atypical of slave owners and handlers, and he often quoted scripture to
his dominance. "No arguments," "speak only when spoken to," "take a
beating now and then just to keep you in line," "see to all my comforts
housework," and "be on call 24 hours a day when I need a good whore".
gave me a slave bracelet—a trademark of his
porn—and said, "A woman needs a
chain. It's a public reminder of total commitment and devotion. A
the chain-of-command. A woman is tied to her man. No man should be tied
Dante's Connecticut Italian roots are in the Mafia, and it was a
fact that organized crime and government had a close working
relationship where criminal covert activities were concerned, I met
Dante's associates, and we already shared a few common contacts who
conduits between the Mafia and CIA. These included Congressman Guy
VanderJagt, former President Gerald Ford, then Governor of Pennsylvania
Thornburgh, Congressman Jim Traficant, Congressman Gary Ackerman, and
Dame related to me, "When Reagan was Governor (of California), we went
to Dodger (baseball) games together and sat in the Press Box. I got to
him real well and we got along. So, he and Tommy (LaSorda, Dodger
and their mutual friend) and I would continue partying after the game.
brought him a few girls (slaves) and we did business. Really. Tommy
brought us together-you'll like him. I'll take you to meet him. We'll
games together all the time, every chance we get. You'll love that,
Baby? You like a Press Box, Baby? Dick says you do." I wasn't surprised
that Dick Thornburgh had talked about his previous, perverse sexual
with me at a baseball game back East any more than I was surprised to
that Dante knew Thornburgh through their mutual political and baseball
Dick Thomburgh was Governor of Pennsylvania during my tenure as a
Presidential Model mind-controlled slave. He used his influence to
Houston into Pennsylvania state and county fairs year after year for
of cocaine and pornography distribution, as well as for prostitution of
me to him
on a regular basis. Thornburgh was a heavy cocaine user, and was deeply
involved in CIA covert activities-particularly Project Monarch. He was
believer in mind control, not only for sex training and government
but for sports. An avid baseball fan, Thornburgh had much to share with
Reagan, Dante and LaSorda,
I had been giving Handwriting Analysis lectures on NCL's Norway cruise
ship (my cover for covert operation) in 1987, and Thornburgh and his
Chicago Cubs Baseball Scout Jim Zerilla were in attendance. Afterward,
Zerilla offered me a job with the Baseball Commission analyzing
their "million dollar babies" baseball players before they were signed
Thomburgh explained that the job may not fit into my schedule.
we met on several occasions during the course of the cruise, always for
business was discussed as well.
My programmed mind contained a "baseball computer" that was created for
Reagan, and used by many including Thornburgh. LaSorda, Dante", and
It was packed with the binds of statistics in which they were
codes, keys, triggers and hand signals of certain mind-controlled
players. Zerilla and Thomburgh were cruising en route to the Dominican
Republic to the CIA baseball mind-control farm to scout out new slaves.
talked excitedly about the prospect of winning large sums of money
gambling on rigged games. I had been aware for years that many pro
particularly LaSorda's Dodgers, were mind-controlled and triggered to
lose according to their owners' bets and favors. The Dodgers, Reagan's
"favorite American pastime" ball team continuously won, including the
during his Administration. The Mafia was in on the bet rigging, and
information was passed to certain ones through Thornburgh and others as
gleaned from my "baseball computer" programming.
To this day I am not certain who instigated the plastic surgery to
was forcibly subjected, but soon after meeting Reagan and Dante I was
scheduled for breast implants. Perhaps it was done for pornography.
was Reagan's preference. I tend to believe it was a combination of the
ordered since my breasts were no longer lactating. In the first
film Reagan had directed Dante to produce in St. Thomas, U.S. Virgin
my breasts were still tender and swollen from silicone implant surgery.
My appearance was not the only "make over" I endured after meeting
Reagan. Aquino and I were called to Washington, D.C. to revise my base
programming to override Senator Byrd's control for security reasons.
Reagan had been shot, he took extra precautions to ensure his safety
included directing Aquino as to how he wanted rne programmed. Much to
Aquino's dismay and embarrassment, Reagan admired the occult role that
Army Lt. Colonel played for mind-control traumatization purposes, as it
with the public promotion of religion Reagan had launched. Reagan
believe that the masses were easiest to manipulate through their
were mind-controlled slaves like myself.
While Reagan had Aquino in D.C., he demanded that he wear his black
ritual robes to a White House party to reinforce the controlling
superstitions of a
few South/Central American diplomats. Aquino appeared foolish in the
his peers. They knew Aquino's image was only a guise for Psychological
Warfare, but his appearance at the White House in costume made Aquino
like he believed his own facade. Aquino got even with Reagan. Minutes
I was prostituted to Reagan that evening, Aquino ordered me into a
room where he very quickly had intercourse with me. When he finished
ejaculating, he slapped me on the behind and disrespectfully said,
"Take that to
Earlier that day, Reagan instructed Aquino how to program me in keeping
with "spin" programming depicted in the "How to" videos. "Program it,"
Reagan said, referring to me as though I were an object, "under number
like the number one. It's the first, the best, and it promotes
'I've won'," I observed Aquino giving him the intellectually disgusted
reserved for anyone with the fortitude to make a suggestion to him, but
tempered his reaction by giving some thought to the request. Since the
to" videos showed the 6th revolution to "ignite the heat of hell" for
sex, no one
would suspect I had sex programming under the first revolution. It
some modification of my initial programming, but Aquino was sold on the
By programming me according to Reagan's instruction, Aquino would be
to provide added protection for Reagan whereby any program I was under
time would immediately become replaced by Reagan's number one as
I saw him. This effective safety measure infuriated Byrd the first time
me instantaneously switch out of his control in Reagan's presence.
Additionally, Reagan discussed how Aquino could use me on various
military and government installations to provide "Hands-On Mind-Control
Demonstrations" of the "latest advancements in training" by displaying
diversity of my "Presidential Model" programming. Reagan said the Hands
Demonstrations could "educate our boys in the military to the wonders
mind-control phenomena." "Hands On" meant my sex programming would be
used to "peak their interests and lock (bond) them in." After all,
the troops is a long time American tradition." Aquino did the
and Reagan began making arrangements for the
me back around to Dick Cheney. Cheney would be acting in the capacity
"Commander" for the Hands-On Mind-Control Demonstrations and other
operations from then on.
1Since I had no concept of time under mind control, the '80s seemed
like one long day to
me, whereby discerning exact dates is extremely difficult. Furthermore,
I was programmed to
believe that every encounter with certain individuals was "the first
time". I do know that I had
been conditioned and programmed in preparation for Reagan since 1978 ai
Canavaral in Titusville, Florida.
2Reagan preferred illicit pornography videos such as bestiality, while
pornographic magazine was Larry Flynt's Hustler.
3 Although Hollywood's Dante rivaled Larry Flynt for the
producing video versions of Hustler's stills, Flynt was unequivocally
the official White House
Pornographer. Dante's covert filming of political perversion for
blackmail purposes failed to
gain him the international notoriety Flynt maintained through his New
World Order collogues
such as Presidents Reagan, Bush, and Ford; CIA Director Bill Casey;
Madeleine Albright; Senators Byrd and Specter; Congressmen Trafficant
Governors Thornburgh, Blanchard and Alexander; and various World
Leaders such as Prime
Minister of Canada Mulroney, President of Mexico de la Madrid, and
Saudi Arabian King
Fahd...to name a few...
4Having been out of circulation since my rescue did not preclude my
ability to "predict"
winners according to political favors: from George Bush, Jr'S Texas
Rangers to the Toronto
Blue Jays' victory during the Canadian political heal of NAFTA.
"COMMANDER" DICK CHENEY & REAGAN'S
"HANDS ON MIND-CONTROL
Please note: In order to maintain the integrity of documenting my
using precise and photographic detail, I have recorded events and
quotes as they occurred in reality. Please excuse any offensive and
language, but this is the way Cheney presented himself,
1 was attending another White House cocktail party where, as usual, I
taken aside for a meeting and escorted to a large office. There, Reagan
Cheney were having their "before cocktail party" cognacs, and Reagan's
were already flushed. He was in a hurry and quickly explained the
"You're the kind of girl who could hold a man in line. (He was
referring to the lines of military personnel I was forced to have sex
That's why I've selected you to tour a few Air Force Bases with the
(Aquino) and demonstrate for our boys in the service what a
is trained for, a kind of 'hands on' demonstration. But you'll have to
for the role." Reagan drained his glass and gestured toward Cheney as
strode for the door, adding, "Do what he says. He's your commander."
It had been eight years since I had been hunted and brutalized by
Wyoming, and apparently he wanted to see how my programming had
progressed before agreeing to use me in Reagan's "Hands-On Mind-Control
Demonstrations". He grabbed me roughly by the hair and slung me onto a
black leather chair, tipping my head backwards over the high studded
"Audition here," he snarled. Since I last saw him, 1 had undergone
Oz Tin Man programming, which he accessed to accommodate his large,
penis. He placed his hands on my jaw while he said, "Soon we'll have
purring like a wetl oiled machine. All of your moving parts are pivotal
gliding with ease. Melt into my hands. I'll hold your jaw to keep it
slipping while you slip through a window in lime." He then jerked my
of joint, and roughly gratified himself in my throat.1
As he lit his cigarette, I slowly regained focus enough to realize I
pain. The back of my head hurt from being thrust into the studs on the
and I slowly lifted my head. My owner, Senator Byrd, had just walked in
realized Cheney had already completed the "audition". Referring to
compartmentalizing my memory via stun gun high voltage, Byrd asked,
you fry her?"
Cheney, 'cocksure' of himself as always, answered. "She can't have
all of Washington" (indicating that no one would believe me anyway,
even if I
did reach this point and talk). Cheney put out his cigarette and said
as he went
out the door, "She'll work. Tell Ronnie she'll work."
When Byrd saw that my lips were bleeding, he called Cheney a "son of a
bitch" under his breath, as this damage would prevent my fulfilling
assignments that were planned for me. Byrd touched his finger to my
lips and tasted the blood (and Cheney) several times. Then he slapped
across the face, which re-aligned my jaw but caused more blood to flow
my chin. He took a box of tissues from the desk and threw it at me, the
hitting me in the forehead. "Wipe yourself up. You're just getting
see to it you get what you've got coming to you."
Fortunately for me, Byrd had cause to return to the formal cocktail
and did not have time to brutalize me further. My face was battered,
torn, and my throat felt torn and stretched. I had difficulty
some time, and could not speak. I certainly was in no condition to
return to the
cocktail party, and was escorted out by agents/guards.
Before I could leave Washington, Byrd made good on his threat and
arranged for me to meet with Cheney in a blue bedroom in a part of the
House so remote that "no one could hear my screams and moans". But
implemented Oz theme "Silence" conditioning anyway as he proceeded to
brutally sexually assault me.
"Byrd tells me you need a good whipping. But I'm not certain which
instrument you prefer, so I brought them all." Cheney had a riding
whip, and a cat-o-nine-tails laid out on the bed. He beat me quick and
though he were releasing his tensions rather than savoring my pain like
did. I regained consciousness when Cheney slid a pillow under my neck,
steered me by the hair, and bent my head back. Survival instinct kicked
when he positioned himself above my head, I hoped to satisfy him before
became deadly brutal again. But he quickly pulled out his liquid
sprayer, sprayed my throat, then proceeded to get rough. At one point
yanked my head aside and asked, "Was that a tooth?" and grinned. It was
imperative that 1 kept my teeth off him because, according to Aquino's
programming instruction, I was subject to death if a tooth was ever
anyone. Cheney knew this was my programming and manipulated me with it
often. I resumed "satisfying him as though my life depended upon it,
of course, it did." This is another Aquino programming line Cheney knew
used. When he was gratified, he flopped over and slept. I had been
to leave immediately because Cheney absolutely did not want me near him
he slept (some insiders say he is paranoid), and I began dressing. I
In preparation for ''running bases" for Reagan's Hands-On Mind-Control
Demonstrations, I underwent a great deal of programming by both Aquino
Cheney. Cheney laid the ground rules while Aquino carried out Uie
programming derail and performed the demonstration with me on various
military and NASA installations.
Reagan wanted the demonstrations to include all programming depicted in
the "How to" films, additional programming instilled since the videos
made, delivery of drugs when applicable, and sex according to Aquino's
instruction with whomever/however many were present at the lecture.
personal "touch" to the demonstrations was to have me programmed to
vaginally internally electric prod myself with a high voltage
prod-truly an example of total mind control.
I was routinely escorted arm-in-arm "Oz style" by two agents to
downstairs office in the Pentagon. Sometimes Byrd took me in. Other
Cheney walked me through the building, particularly if we were going to
"Bunkhouse" personal quarters. Cheney's office was equipped with black
leather furniture, a huge messy brown desk, massive book shelves, and
glass that he always used in keeping with Oz programming, to assure me
my life was on the line under his command. As a programmed MPD, I had
concept of time. The hour glass was a visible way for me to see "my
runing out" and actually grasp the concept.
The first time I reported in, Cheney shuffled through the clutter on
picked up a paper and began reading:
"Number one. I am NOT your friend, and I don't want to see you unless I
order you to report in. Number two. Follow the Colonel's (Aquino)
it is the chain of command. What he orders you to do, is a command from
follow it to the letter, as though your life depends upon it, because
up and grinned wickedly) of course, it does." His cold eyes bore into
he walked around to the front of his desk, "Any questions?"
I knew he "was NOT my friend," but he already "saw me" sexually on
occasions. I was perplexed and hesitated. Even though I remained
Cheney sensed my hesitation and became enraged. He got up in my face,
poked my breast bone with his finger and roared, "Don't even THINK to
question anything I say! There is no question as to what I do, what I
what I say, because 1 am absolutely above questions-especially YOURS!!
orders are clear. Now get out of here! I have work to do!"
Throughout the next three years, U.S. Army Lt. Colonel Aquino used me
the Hands On Demonstrations on numerous Army, Navy, Air Force, and
NASA installations across the U.S. according to Reagan's plan and
orders. The Top Brass privy to the demonstrations ranged from three at
to roughly twenty. In closing, Aquino always "persuaded" them to line
while I was forced to perform sexually on command with each one. The
groups were physically painful, while the smaller groups often involved
unapproved variance from the routine, such as revealing Reagan's
perversions. The wide array of "switching" my personalities that Aquino
incorporated into the demonstrations, and the vast amount of high
torture to which I was subjected, left me exhausted and physically
days after each one of Reagan's Hands-On Mind-Control Demonstrations.
1My jaw is permanently damaged From Cheney. I have chronic TMJ.
"POPPA" PHILIP HABIB
My (CIA operative) handler, Alex Houston was scheduled to perform with
country music entertainer Loretta Lynn at the Playboy Club in Atlantic
New Jersey in the spring of 1985, and he admittedly did not want me
the performance. He explained that after his show, he intended to
like a carrot as lunch for the Bunnies" and I would only be in his way.
had White House business to attend with a different land of "rabbit".
had arranged for me to meet with his personal attache", Philip Habib
deceased), who always played the cryptic rote of the Alice In
Rabbit to mind-controlled slaves. Houston had no choice but to take me
once the orders came down.
CIA operative Ken Riley, the Neo-Nazi pedophile who functioned in the
capacity of Loretta Lynn's road manager and Project Monarch
handler, was Alex Houston's closest friend. Riley often made
through Loretta's and Houston's shared talent agent, Reggie
all of us to travel together—particularly when it involved
operations such as this Playboy Club gig did. Loretta's singing career
political ties into CIA covert operations have always been synonymous.
escorted her in and out of the White House on numerous occasions during
Reagan Administration, By natural attrition, this put Riley in a
as a "backup" handler for me as he often returned from D.C. with orders
and/or concerning me. Houston and Riley shared much: CIA covert
country music interests, Neo-Nazi and U.S. Government mind control,
Monarch methodologies, slave running1, pornography, cocaine, and
activities. Kelly and Riley's young daughter were often filmed
together, and endured the sexual assaults of Houston and Riley2
This trip to Atlantic City provided me an opportunity to talk with
while her husband, Mooney, Riley and Houston met for business. Loretta
had so much in common that our time together had been restricted from
time we met in Minneapolis, Minnesota in 1981 and discussed our
victimizations.3 While alone in Loretta's dressing room at the Playboy
we discussed a wide range of topics from motherhood to the White House.
talked about Reagan in terms of his role as The Wizard Of Oz, but
recited the general praises we were trained to say. We talked about
"favorite" music by Air Supply, which he had supplied to us both via
Air Supply's cryptic NASA/Project Monarch theme recordings became "life
breath" to us both according to Reagan's intention, which locked in our
programmed devotion for him. We discussed the recent Inauguration party
Loretta had attended at the White House. (I was aware she had
there as Houston relayed information to Riley pertaining to his recent
Panama to meet with Panamanian Dictator and CIA operative Manuel
in order that Riley deliver the information to Reagan during the
Loretta and I switched personalities spontaneously as we inadvertently
triggered each other with the shared cryptic language to which we were
accustomed. We discussed forbidden subjects including Noriega and Byrd
J Riley and Houston caught us and separated us as though we were a
naughty kids. I learned more than I was supposed to about Loretta while
Atlantic City, but was never permitted another opportunity to speak
with her so
This trip to Atlantic City was multi-purpose, which was not unusual for
government operations in which I was forced to participate. I had a
cocaine transaction involving Noriega to attend at the airport; a
deliver to Philip Habib pertaining to the Contras, and another
by Habib in answer to Reagan; country music "entertainment" aspects;
prostitution to Habib according to Reagan's instruction.4
As the sun was setting over Atlantic City, Houston activated the
Monarch Oz programming that was used for high level covert operations,
had me dress accordingly. I wore real and faux diamonds to signify my
"Presidential Model" business role, rubies to signify my Oz programmed
prostitution personality, and emeralds to signify my Oz programmed drug
business. This physically indicated to my contact(s) which mode of
was under at the rime. Rarely did I wear all three indicators at once,
certainly applied in this operation with Habib. Houston led me down the
waterfront boardwalk toward the hotel casino where I was to meet Habib,
walking like the Oz Scarecrow and singing, "Follow the Yellow Brick
Houston led me up the elaborate escalators of the hotel to a high
gambling area where Habib was playing cards. The guard at the door did
Houston through, and I was sent to Habib's table on my own. When I
approached, Habib leaned back in his chair to hear while I quietly
recited in Oz
cryptic, "I've come such a long, long way to see you, Uncle Ronnie sent
"What would that be?" he asked loudly as he leered at me and chuckled.
could not respond because 1 was under heavy program. He handed me his
key and pulled me close as he hypnotically whispered, "Use the key. Put
the lock. Turn. Open the door, and step through a window in time." The
gamblers at Habib's table were getting impatient, and I quickly exited
When I arrived in Habib's room, two of his bodyguards accessed my
programming. "Chiefly speaking," I began reciting Reagan's message.
Arrangements were made for the two guards to pick up a fair sized
cocaine the next morning that was arriving on a small military "brass"
Houston and I would then board the plane and fly to D.C. where 1 would
complete my part of this operation;
When Habib arrived, he ushered me into the bedroom part of the suite
began disrobing, down to his boxer shorts and gartered socks. Referring
recent Dante porn film I was used in, he said, "1 liked your ruffled
panties..." then threw me a pink teddy and ruffled panties resembling
outfit commanding, "Put it on." I complied. He threw me a stuffed toy
the pillows and explained, "That kitten is going to keep this Kitten
me) from screaming. We're going to play Tweedle Dee and Tweedle Dum."
(S&M games) Habib physically resembled the violent Alice In
characters, especially in his boxer shorts. The hysterical controlled
rose in my throat would only have intensified his abuse and was
choked back by terror as he begun attaching heavy rope ties to the four
of the bed. On command, I crawled onto the bed and lay on my stomach
he tied me so tightly I was stretched. He shoved the stuffed cat under
mouth, then entered me roughly from behind and said, "Come to Poppa".
intense pain as he brutally sodomized me was outweighed by a high
stun gun as he jolted me repeatedly to create the perverse jerking
and rectal muscle constrictions he desired. I soon passed out from the
high voltage of his stun gun. It was nearly 3:00 AM when I stumbled out
door with the stuffed cat in my hands, nauseated, disoriented, and in
pain. The cool, ocean breeze helped revive me as Houston marched me
the Playboy Club.
Houston knew I had been programmed with a message for Reagan that I
would deliver the next morning in D.C. As usual, he began to access it
immediately. His quick timing somehow permitted him to penetrate the
electricity and programmed codes (designed to keep the information
and accessed the information. Houston kept a written record of any
was able to access (along with photos and ledgers) for his personal
future blackmailing purposes, should he need to protect himself. In
this case, I
surmise from Houston's Panama activities, conversations I overheard
him and Riley, and my recollection of the messages he accessed, that
purpose in extracting this information was for his personal profit in
dealings with Noriega. I understood it was these kinds of dealings that
eventually contributed to Noriega's downfall with the CIA.
Morning arrived before I was allowed to sleep, and I felt exhausted and
"spacey" as I waited by the curb for Habib's bodyguards to pick Houston
me up and take us to the airport, A small military airplane was parked
restricted fenced in area as we arrived at the airport. The two
conducted their business and quickly loaded the trunk with the bundles
cocaine as planned. Houston and I boarded the airplane and flew to
Washington, D.C. where I delivered Habib's message to Reagan. The bank
transaction numbers later checked out to be a Cayman Island account
Philip Habib was directly involved in various DIA/CIA Operations I was
forced to participate in throughout the Reagan/Bush Administrations,
Dick Cheney maintained his role as my Commander for these Operations,
Habib directed my actions where International "Diplomatic Relations"
concerned, Cheney orchestrated events from behind his desk, whereas
was active in the field as Reagan's attache'.
The following Operations, documented in their entirety from my
perspective only, most likely involve other aspects to which I am not
typical DIA/CIA manner, scam "need to know' information resulted in the
hand not knowing what the right hand was doing." Nevertheless, the
criminal purpose of Operation Carrier Pigeon and Operation Shell Game,
documented herein, does not change.
1Riley, over time, owned several slaves.
2Riley, like my father, Wayne Cox, and other, remains apparently immune
from prosecution for
his crimes against children and humanity, as it is considered a matter
of "'National Security" under
the 1984 Reagan Amendment to the National Security Act.
3I still have the handwritten note from Loretta that prompted out
forbidden conversation and I
hope that someday Loretta will gain the piece/peace-of-mind that comes
4In the course of deprogramming, I found retrieval of this information
much quicker than it
would have been had Houston not accessed it previously, against
government policy, and for his
own personal gain.
OPERATION CARRIER PIGEON
The term "Pigeon" is one with which I have been familiar since the
1980s when I first began delivering messages between my "owner" Senator
Byrd and Puerto Rican drug lord and CIA operative, Jose Busto. Houston
simply explained to me then, as we fed the flock of pigeons roosting at
San Juan Cathedral, that Pigeons were used as messengers. The DIA's
Army Lt. Colonel Michael Aquino often activated my Pigeon programming
during the Hands-On Mind-Control Demonstrations.
Dick Cheney further defined the term "Pigeon" when I learned of
Carrier Pigeon in the mid '80s. He said, "You have been selected from
flock (of programmed slaves) for the Carrier Pigeon Operation for the
of carrying messages from point A to point B as ordered. Pigeons, once
fly the coop, find no freedom in flight, but carry out their task of
their message from point A to point B by the shortest possible
route. I will direct your route and you will deliver messages as
But no one defined my role as a Pigeon more eloquently that President
Reagan during the course of Operation Carrier Pigeon.
The cryptic "pigeon language" utilized by all participants in the
was intermixed with The Wizard Of Oz, Alice In Wonderland, and "Genie
Bottle" cryptic programming themes. While Pigeon meant messenger,
Pigeon" referred to the U.S. Air Force aircraft that actually
arms and drugs. "Pigeon Droppings" included the sometimes
dispersal of the arms and drugs after they reached their destination.
Holing" meant covering up the criminal activity. These definitions, as
understood them then and understand them now, may well include deeper,
diverse meanings than I have perceived.
Habib's favorite programming theme was Alice In Wonderland, Through
The Looking Glass due to its international recognition and relation to
NASA mirror, time, and infinity space programs for instantly
dissociating programmed participants. He habitually spoke in Alice In
Wonderland cryptic language, and even used it for sex as was evidenced
Tweedle Dee and Tweedle Dum brutal games of perversion. Due to Habib's
orchestration of Operation Carrier Pigeon, this CIA covert operation
littered with Wonderland mirror themes from beginning to end.
My CIA handler, Alex Houston had just returned from a brief solo trip
Florida" with an elaborately wrapped box. "it's from a friend of
yours," he told
me as he handed me the box. "Let's go into the bedroom so you can
and see it through the "Looking Class'." Cryptically triggered, I
walked to the bedroom as ordered.
I removed the silver metallic bow and wrappings from the box and Found
expensive, elegant dress made of an unusual shimmery silver fabric. A
plain white stationary written in Philip Habib's recognizable shaded
lay on top of the dress. It read:
The heat you radiated when we last met
melted my mirror.
I had it made into a dress just for you,
cut to accentuate your figure
so that when you melt into it,
You lose yourself into
the pool of liquid mirror.
Step into the Looking Glass
Sink deep within its pool
and straddle dimensions in time.
I'll see you there...
along with my friends.
It was signed: "Passionately, Phil Habib," with his name written upside
down under a line as though it were a mirror reflection.
Houston knew there would be a note, and ordered "Let me see your note,"
snatching it from my hands. He gestured toward the dress. "Go ahead and
it on while I read this note. Now let's see, what does it say? 'Come to
I took the dress from the box. It did not feel like anything I'd ever
before. It was cold like satin, but thin like silk. I started crying
that Habib would somehow show up if I had it on.
"Put it on and I ' l l zip you in," Houston said as he took another
his wallet and read it as I undressed:
There's a pair of magic shoes to wear with your dress,
to transport you faster than the ol' ruby slippers (Oz)
The shoes, like the dress, are made just for you,
and when you wear them you'll be fit for a King,
I'll send them for you at the appropriate lime.
Houston tucked the note back in his wallet, "See. You're not going
anywhere now. You'll meet him at the White House when you have shoes to
wear with it. Just slip it on."
I did. Houston accessed Habib's Wonderland brutal sex programming for
his own gratification. Afterwards I hung the dress in Kelly's closet
other trigger-significant clothes; out of sight, out of mind. Until the
Habib "sent the shoes for me" soon afterward. They were shiny black
what appeared to be silver lightening bolts down the high heels and
place of dinner thai night, Houston gave me a "Wonderland Wafer"
CIA designer drug "Ecstasy"). The wafer, like all those supplied by
Habib, bore his trademark that read "Eat me". I began to prepare for
out as instructed. Houston zipped me into the dress, and turned me to
mirror. As I slipped into the shoes, Houston took another note from
of his pocket and read:
Something in-lightening to tranceport you faster
than the ol' ruby slippers.
Click your heels together (I obeyed) and be there in a snap.
Electrifying-with the rumble of thunder.
Boiling through time
So you won't be late for a very important date.
Houston hit me with his stun gun and I passed out. He then drove me to
Nashville airport where I boarded a small plane to Washington, D.C.
I found myself at the White House with Byrd, attending another small
cocktail party of about 20-30 people. After we spoke with Reagan, Byrd
pointed me in the direction of Philip Habib and sent me over to him. My
were locked on Habib's as he hypnotically said:
Melt into your melted mirror
for an electrifying ride.
Look deep into the black
of my melting mirror eyes,
See you reflecting me, reflecting you,
until we melt together and sink deep
into the other side.
Habib took me to a quieter spot in an adjoining room and held up
wonderland Wafer as he said in Alice In Wonderland cryptic, "Welcome to
Wonderland, Kitten. This is a very important date. I haven't time to
He gave me the wafer and continued, "Eat it, and I'll take you through
Habib took me by the hand and led me to the doorway of another room. It
was a dining room of sorts where an informal array of guests was
soon as Habib appeared in the doorway, King Fahd of Saudi Arabia
excused himself from the table and approached. He was wearing a
robe and headwear with a black-brown rope band. I was instantly
his "wicked" lecherous gaze, I stepped back into the other room in
introduced him. "This is one of 'my friends' I mentioned in my letter."
I robotically responded, "It's a pleasure to meet you" and extended my
as taught in Charm School. Fahd bent over to kiss my hand. As he did,
evil black eyes bore into mine as he softly said, "Your beauty warms my
embers. See them glowing deep within the darkness of my eyes-igniting
flame-black flame." He laughed wickedly at the effect of his use of
Habib slapped him on the shoulder as though they knew each other well
there were no formalities between them and asked, "Am I right? Is that
fit for a
The three of us went into another room that appeared to be a guest
that Habib was occupying. He closed the door and told me, "Diplomatic
relations are very important. You know the old saying 'when in Rome do
Romans do'. Well, he's a King. Get on your knees. His wish is your
command. Satisfy his deepest wishes. It's your turn for a magic carpet
turn your Genie free."
Fahd was sitting in a chair by a coffee table. As I knelt on the carpel
front off him, his piercing black eyes seemed to stab into my brain
I could not turn away. He stroked my neck with his index finger,
oral sex programming. "I have heard about you and am in-tent on having
Somehow he found the slit in his robes and parted it as he continued,
into my tent- A feast has been spread for you." He spread his legs and
his penis—one of the nastiest I had ever seen—like
a black nightcrawler worm
that smelled and tasted strongly of spice. Habib watched as I carried
orders, much to the pleasure of Fahd,
Then Habib went to the chest of drawers and began pulling out his
prod and bondage equipment as he explained. "Now let me introduce you
other 'friend'. I need to bottle up a message with your Genie and send
it out to
sea. You know what to do. Begin undressing now."
I did as I was told and lay on my stomach on the bed while Habib
sodomized me. He used his electric prod equipment and programmed me
a message to deliver to General Manuel Noriega while on an upcoming NCL
I was at sea on board an NCL cruise ship bound for their private island
the Bahamas, Stirrup Cay, which was to be my rendezvous point with
"Bottled up" in my mind through the recent 'Genie in the Bottle'
was a cryptic message from King Fahd to Noriega. It was a moonless
whereby the Caribbean waters appeared as black as the night. I could
distinguish the sky from the sea in accordance with NASA hypnotic
conditioning. T gazed, totally entranced, from the rear of the cruise
Houston used the opportunity to hypnotically enhance Habib's previous
while traumatizing me with the threat of being thrown overboard.
The thought of "treacling water in the inky blackness while the lights
of the ship
fade further-and further--away-until all is black and I sink-to the
depths of the
sea" did not seem so horrible in tight of the fact that I was to be the
bad news to Noriega in the morning.
Upon arrival to NCL's Stirrup Cay, Houston and I began our usual
trek to the farthest end of the island where the CIA operations radio
equipment were located. In a hidden cove on the island's back side was
smaller island of sufficient size to conceal Noriega's personal yacht,
behind it. As Houston and I made our way along the cove's beach, we
upon an old wooden boat half buried in the sand and a man sitting
Because I was in a different personality, I did not recognize the man
contact who ran the Stirrup Cay control lower for drug trafficking and
activity. 1 asked him how he got there. He began his charade, which,
the depths of my trance, I believed in its literal text, while Houston
a different story:
"I shipwrecked." John (the name I called him) pointed to the boat half
buried in the sand, "That's all that is left of my boat."
I asked, "Why haven't you been rescued?"
He cryptically replied, "I sent a message in a bottle and I expect a
real soon. Good thing I had these coconuts (he was carving one) and all
'sugar' in the hull to sustain me."
Houston laughed, immediately realizing that 'sugar' meant cocaine and
surprised, "In the hull?" as he bent down to look inside the wreck. I
too. There was more white cocaine and (dark) cocaine paste than I could
(carry) in one walking haul, even wilh both of my tote bags full. But I
not comprehend reality in the midst of this charade, and therefore
that he was fortunate that both the "white and brown sugar" had made it
Houston said, "So, they cast you away, huh?"
My contact laughed and sniffed, "Yeah, cast me away with all that
that's nothing to sniff at." He looked up as Houston informed him a
was approaching, 1 looked out across the cove beyond the little island
finally noticed Noriega's yacht. A "black mirror" finish speed boat,
matched the upper smoke glass windows of Noriega's yacht, was
John told me, "Probably has something to do wilh that message I sent.
wave him in." I did. He handed me a coconut and, using it as a scramble
excuse for me to join him on Noriega's yacht, persuaded me to board the
boat with him. Houston stayed behind to guard the cocaine that had
already been delivered from Noriega's yacht.
When we pulled up to the rear of the yacht, I was helped on board by
Noriega's armed guards. I noticed there did not seem to be any big
going on as was customary, and Noriega seemed unusually abrupt and
businesslike. He was not drunk this time. Upon command from John, I
delivered Fahd's message:
"1 am under command to deliver a message from King Fahd. The
Caribbean is becoming volatile. Trouble in Jamaica, Trouble in Cuba,
trouble in Panama. Dominican Republic must be launching point for
and artillery that are being channeled though Cuba. Concluding arms
Carrier Pigeon must be detained until all transactions are cleared.
Panama to receive Contra Aid after all steps leading to me have been
away by the shifting sands (of Lime), and all pigeon droppings pigeon
Our business is concluded. Let us part on friendly terms,"
My personal perceptions of history as it happened in reality remains
somewhat distorted, as I had no access to "news" outside of my
environment. In order to keep my memory retrieval free of
completed the deprogramming process before "educating" myself through
And news. I have since learned that what was reported as news was often
distorted propaganda, and many events were never reported at all.
do not know of the "troubles in Jamaica and Cuba" to which King Fahd
referred. I was aware, however, that due to outside scrutiny, Houston
recently met with Jamaican officials in Kingston pertaining to ceasing
standing criminal covert operations. As for Cuba, 1 only knew that I
longer meeting with my Cuban contact. In Panama, I knew Noriega himself
was the object of controversy. The "arms deal" was the final stage of
Carrier Pigeon where the planes were to wait in Saudi Arabia until all
transactions were cleared and the load was ready for disbursement.
Arabian King Fahd would then fund the Contras via Noriega for Reagan
all evidences had been properly covered up—just as he had
done in Afghanistan.
After the shipment, there would be no further deals through Noriega
Fahd, because Noriega could no longer be trusted. Besides, Fahd had
diplomatic relations with Mexico for covert operations, and Iran-Contra
beginning to heat up.
Noriega did not seem to be upset by the news of losing Saudi Arabian
business, although he was somber and took some time to respond. His
translator was working over some complex computer equipment after I
delivered the message. I left Noriega's yacht with John and a brief
Dick Cheney at the Pentagon.
Back on Stirrup Cay, Houston was anxiously waiting to begin
the cocaine back to the party area of the island. There, NCL workers
cleaning up from the cruise ship's beach party cookout, which was NCL's
excuse to stop the ship. After I muled the first heavy load of cocaine
in my tote
sacks, Houston approached one worker familiar with the drug operation
informed him we had a heavier load than usual and needed to make
The worker directed us to a huge empty food container used for
cook out supplies from the ship, and gave us the key. We locked the
in the container, and I took my empty tote sacks, plus another straw
for another haul. With the second load, Houston even carried some
himself. We had to run quite a distance through the island woods in an
to make it back to the ship's shuttle before scheduled departure time.
arrived, the beach was nearly deserted, as all the passengers had been
back to the ship. All that remained was the food container and the NCL
who was hurrying us onto the shuttle and on board the ship, which was
When the cruise ship docked at the Port of Miami, Puerto Rican drug
and CIA operative Jose Busto was acting as a U.S. Immigrations officer
(commissioned by the Drug Enforcement Agency through the CIA), which he
often did for NCL. Busto helped us clear ship undetected with the large
of cocaine. The drugs were packed into suitcases, then loaded into
specially made motor home which was parked in NCL's guarded, restricted
parking lot. Most of the cocaine was dropped off as usual at Warner
Air Force Base in Macon, Georgia, to be distributed to destinations
me. The money generated by the sale of cocaine was supposedly used to
major arms shipment into Saudi Arabia. These weapons were reportedly
distributed among several neighboring countries. The profits were then
into Reagan's Contra Cause.
A large quantity of cocaine was retained by Houston for his own use and
delivery for personal profit through his country music industry
of the cocaine would be delivered by me to Saudi Arabian Ambassador,
Bandar Bin Sultan, Fahd's own "Homing Pigeon".
I carried a message from Warner Robbins Air Force Base in addition to
message from Noriega agreeing to Fahd's terms back to Dick Cheney at
Pentagon. Cheney then prepared me for the final phase of the operation.
was a meeting with Prince Bandar (who Cheney, Houston, and others
to as Sultan) in Nashville, Tennessee where he often visited corrupt
There, I would relay a message of agreement to Fahd's terms between
and the U.S., as well as confirm all Air Force flights (Carrier
bank transactions. In turn, Fahd's "Homing Pigeon" would relay the
to Fahd so that the seemingly long running drugs for arms deals would
a successful conclusion.
Dick Cheney cautioned me, "Sultan will be in Nashville having dinner
friends at the Stockyard." (The Stockyard was a popular country music
club known for its CIA criminal covert activity involvement.) Cheney
at the list on his desk and continued, "Among others, those friends
(Mayor) Fulton1 and (Sheriff) Thomas.2 They are considered a threat to
operation. They're not discrete. Thomas in particular is not to be
an ass and too crooked. So, Sultan must leave the table before the
delivered. Any questions? Good."
I certainly had no questions this time. I did not need him to caution
about Nashville's Mayor Richard Fulton whom Houston had prostituted me
and Sheriff Fate Thomas. I had known the pair for years, had been
about them before, and had no respect for them at all. Together Thomas
Fulton had indiscreetly perpetuated the total corruption that had
Nashville's $2.8 billion country music industry, which ran the city of
They ran the city's business from a bar—the Stockyard-while
they drank and
openly used cocaine. If I had had the capacity to wonder, I would have
wondered what a "Homing Pigeon" so critical to the conclusion of this
international criminal covert operation was doing with such low level
As it was, I could only sense relief at not having to deal with them,
Prince Bandar Bin Sultan's reputation for sex and drugs was widely
in Nashville. But much of my information pertaining to his activities
from one of my closest Project Monarch friends. She is an entertainer's
daughter who was prostituted regularly to Sultan when he was in town,
When Cheney was through with me, Byrd escorted me to the White House
to see Reagan, who also cautioned me about the Prince. Reagan was aware
Habib's having activated me sexually with King Fahd, and made it clear
scheduled rendezvous with Prince Bandar would not include the usual
Reagan joked in Byrd's presence, "Birds (Byrds) may well be eaten by a
Kitten. (Reagan's pet name for me), but not Homing Pigeons. Homing
taste foul." Byrd laughed. Reagan continued, "Homing Pigeons have one
purpose. Passing messages. Throughout history world leaders have passed
messages to and from each other by way of pigeons. Messages that have
course of events that have altered the course of history. Homing
loyal and dedicated to their task, flying over seas, yet never pausing
enough to even quench their thirst-giving no thought to their own
a pigeon is released, he takes a direct course to his destination.
delivering the very messages on which history was founded. Why, even
relied on a pigeon to traverse the seas to bring back a message of
hope. It is
your duty to attach an added message to the Horning Pigeon-one of
from our homeland lo his: One from the President of the United States
Fahd of Saudi Arabia, ... (Omitted due to international ramification.)"
Byrd was visibly inspired by the speech. I was literally saved by the
from another boring, long winded recitation that Reagan had just
Byrd when Cheney telephoned me back to his office. It was still morning
Cheney had appeared very busy, hurried, and irritable when I had seen
a short time earlier. My heart was heavy in expectant anticipation of
physical and sexual brutality Cheney's moods normally incited. Yet I
relieved to escape the torturous "picture painting" competition that
had taught me Byrd and Reagan were about to embark on. My heart
when my escort left me at Cheney's office and I noticed his foul mood
"I understand you ordered me to report in, Sir." Cheney looked up from
desk where he was shuffling through papers and tying up loose ends
leaving his office.
"Sit down." he ordered, "I just got word that the Genie in the Bottle
Operation is complete and I intend to pop a cork or two of my own in
celebration of its successful conclusion. I have time on my hands and
to join me. The bunkhouse is being prepared..." Cheney apparently
something, went to the door and told the guy who had escorted me, "Make
there's some Wonderland Wafers in the bunkhouse," He walked to his
picked up the phone and said, "I'm outta here" into it and slammed it
followed Cheney out the door, and we turned to the right rather than
outside his office and walked to his personal quarters referred to as
bunkhouse. It was decorated in Cheney's western style in browns and
with leather furniture. There was no food (maybe some nuts stashed
somewhere), but plenty of bottles of alcohol.
I was swollen and bleeding vaginally, the bottom of my shirt was soaked
blood, and my belly hurt deep inside when my escort finally came for me
the next morning. Staying around Cheney while he slept was as deadly a
mistake as removing his clothes or questioning him-it was forbidden.
time he broke his own rule, and did not even punish me for it when
arrived. He had spent so many hours drinking alcohol and using his
penis as an assault weapon that he passed out shortly before my escort
As I walked into the hall, I doubled over from pain. My escort turned
Cheney and remarked, "Christ, Cheney".
Cheney lifted his head and proudly slurred, "Now you know why they call
Back in Tennessee, my CIA-paid gynecologist, who knew I was under mind
control, covered for my abusers as usual and wrote me a prescription
swelling and pain, I was still in pain and ill from my exposure to Dick
and his high voltage torture and brutal sex when Houston drove me to
Nashville's Stockyard Nightclub for my rendezvous with Prince Bandar
A waitress led me to the Saudi Arabian Ambassador's table where he was
drinking with Mayor Fulton, Sheriff Thomas, and Metro Police Chief Joe
Casey.3 I approached him and said, "If you please, Sir (Oz), I am under
command to deliver a message to you from the Pentagon. There is to be
horse play (sex games). We must get down to business." There was
from everyone at the table. I continued. "My message is brief and I
only need a
moment of your time away from your dinner."
The Prince's face grew more serious and we left the table. He touched
waitress" arm and she pointed to a door across the hall that ted to an
room. We stood just inside the room, and I quickly delivered ray Pigeon
"The Carrier Pigeon (Air Force airplane) will take flight... and will
promise (the agreed load) while all transactions (both bank and
procured through the designated diplomatic channels (Habib.) Your
crystal, three cuts await you. The President of the United States gives
to King Fahd: ..."
He told me his driver would meet me out from of the Stockyard and
instructed me to put the cocaine in the back, I left the building to
Houston at the car in order that the cocaine could be delivered. A
limousine was pulled up in front of the Stockyard; Chief Casey's
Metro Police Officers guarded the area, and the cocaine was transferred
back seat of the Prince's limo. Houston and I immediately left the
part in Operation Carrier Pigeon was concluded.
1Richard Fulton and his bank were under Federal investigation as of
2Fate Thomas is currently serving time in a Federal penitentiary for
bribery and extortion.
3Recently under Federal investigation for corruption.
OPERATION SHELL GAME
Sometime prior to the death of CIA Chief William Casey, I was in
Washington, D.C. for a briefing on Operation Shell Game. Iran-Contra
politically explosive at this time, and U.S. Senator Allen Simpson
had a plan to set Panamanian General Manuel Noriega up to take the fall
cocaine aspects of the investigation. Noriega had become yet another
embarrassment to the Reagan-Bush Administration. The need to convince
to he discrete about his involvement in U.S. criminal covert activities
reached alarming proportions. Noriega had been an intricate part of
Nicaraguan Contras for Reagan, as well as an international hub in the
operations that funded the black budgets for ultra secret projects such
Monarch. My CIA operative handler, Alex Houston's shadowy back door
dealings with Panama further exemplified the kind of "honor among
rules that Noriega routinely and openly violated. My role, my
was but a small part of the over all picture. Nevertheless, Operation
Game was one of the more significant and informative covert operations
which J had been forced lo participate.
My role began one cold, rainy day when Houston dropped me off at the
Washington Monument where I was met by two agents, who triggered me to
with them by flashing their IDs. They escorted me 10 the large White
uffice where T had first met Cheney to "audition" for the Hands-On
Control Demonstrations some years before. As usual, Cheney and Reagan
drinking, this time to excess for so early in the day. Reagan's cheeks
flushed and his voice slurred as he greeted me, "Well, hello, Kitten.
Dick and I
were just discussing the plight of the Contras since this Ollie North
out." Cheney's alcoholic foul mood was immediately apparent. He was
agitated as usual at Reagan's informality in my presence. Apparently I
come in during a serious discussion about tran-Contra as Reagan's mood
more somber than I had ever seen it. He took a drink and looked out the
window. "Americans believe in their country-baseball, hot dogs, and
North." Cheney snorted a laugh at what seemed to be an ongoing joke
them about "hot dogs and Ollie North". Reagan continued, "And I believe
the Contra cause and all that we have accomplished. And I'm damn proud
It's not 'Law and Order'. No, it's Order and then Law. Order must come
because without it, law would be ineffective. Sometimes we must rise
and beyond the law to establish that order (he glanced seriously at
new (world) order. As President, that is my responsibility. Establish
through democracy by spreading democracy throughout the world. With
there is peace. Right now in Nicaragua the people are crying out for
democracy, for peace, and I cannot turn a deaf ear to them. Not even in
of Ollie North's troubles. True Americans know he is a hero. That's why
must rise above the law to establish order by fulfilling the wishes,
the hopes, the
dreams of those brave men fighting for freedom by doing our part in
democracy." Reagan was gesturing into the air, apparently lost in the
his own ranting.
Cheney lost patience and jumped from his chair to sneer at me and poke
finger in my chest while he said, "Order is all that matters, and
you're going to
Reagan turned back to us. "I'm glad you brought that up, pick. Kitten,
you have a role in establishing this order With the same patriotic
burned in your bosom for the freedom fighters of Afghanistan, you will
out your orders for the Contras. Dick will define your role and provide
with all you need and all you need to know from the ol' Wizard's bag in
basement (Oz programming in Cheney's Pentagon office). So, you run
now and do as he commands."
Senator Allen Simpson was in Cheney's office when we arrived. Cheney
flipped over the hour glass to let me know my life was on the line
Oz programming. Cheney gestured to Simpson and began, "Operation Shell
Game is Simpson's brain child, so he's master of the game and he's
teach you the rules. The objective of the game is to see 'who's left
goods". Pointing to Simpson, he commanded, "Listen to 'im",
Simpson stood up and began cryptically talking. "You are going on a
'Princes' Cruise' (Noriega's Yacht). The Baby's Ear Shell is your pass
will provide you with yours at the appropriate time." He took the
"shell" out of
his wallet. It was approximately 1 1/2 inches long and was translucent
shaped and detailed exactly like a baby's car. Simpson noticed the
my face as I realized it was not a real baby's ear. He smiled. "These
empty shells of the life they once possessed. Like you are-empty and
life. A shell. In one ear and out the other. I have your ear now
they hold the pass key, you listen. When you hold the pass key, you
one ear and out the other-never again to be retrieved,"
He returned the shell to his wallet and continued, "Listen. Follow
The Colonel (Aquino) will be there and you will follow his orders and
demonstration Hands On style for the General (Noriega). It will be
yet the same, so follow the Colonel's orders closely."
Cheney roughly grabbed my hair and pulled my head back, got right in my
face and said, "Or, I'll get her, my pretty, your little girl. Follow
though her life depends upon it because it does. Or the next baby's ear
taken from Kelly. So listen. When you see the baby's ear, you will
He spun my head in the direction of the hourglass as he released my
was sneering and Simpson looked as though he thought Cheney overdid it.
was relieved it would not be my job to "soothe Cheney's savage beast"
Cheney look me back to the White Rouse office where we had started. He
and Reagan shared another drink. Reagan patted my hair back in place
Cheney had pulled it, which made me feel safe somehow since I could not
comprehend that he was behind my ordeal with Cheney. Reagan switched my
personality to where I no longer regarded him as "Chief," but instead
Ronnie", He did this by reaching into his Jelly Belly jar and giving me
Certain colors and flavors triggered certain programmed responses.
Ronnie must have had other "Kittens" conditioned to the military green
ones because he kept an excess amount of these in his numerous jars.
Cheney said, "How in the hell you drink cognac and eat those goddamn
beans is beyond me.
Reagan responded, "Well, Dick, you don't have to have a Jelly Belly if
don't want to. I was just giving one to Kitten, here."
"Damn right I don't have to have a Jelly Belly, but you're going to
jelly belly if you keep that shit up." Cheney finished his drink.
Reagan chuckled, "Now, you know I watch my figure.."
"Figure this," Cheney interrupted. "What are you going to do with the
Contras?" Cheney slammed down his drink and headed for the door,
"Exactly what I've been doing." Reagan turned to me, "C'mon, Kitten,
Let's take a walk, I need my evening constitutional,"
Reagan was in no mood for sex, and it was a relief to be away from
Cheney, He took me outside for a walk in his "Secret Garden," where he
he goes to "think and solve the world's problems". We walked down a
path he referred to as a "Yellow Brick Road". After sitting quietly on
bench for awhile, he said, "If you follow the Yellow Brick Road, it
to the Wizard's lair-the Oval Office, How would you like to see where
Ronnie really solves the world's problems?" I felt like a little girl
daddy going to see where he works with no real concept of the
guard at the Oval Office door ensured I was returned to my escorts when
Reagan was through "sneaking me in" to his office. I was then taken
Washington Monument where Houston was waiting in the car as though T
never been gone at all.
Operation Shell Game brought me back in touch with former President
Herald Ford early one misty fall morning. Ford's continued
my abusers had given me cause to remain in touch with him throughout
years; particularly since he and my father were still jointly active in
Michigan organized crime drugs and pornography operation that had
me into Project Monarch so many years before.
Ford was about to embark on a game of golf with my father on the
otherwise "Closed for the Season" golf course next to my father's
house in affluent Grand Haven, Michigan. My brother, Mike, was with my
father and me as we rendezvoused at the Club House with Ford and the
Service personnel assigned to him. Ford told my father he would "catch
with him and Mike at the third hole" and to "leave us to our business".
maintained in "Silence" until Ford and I were out of range of the
men, and I recited a message from Reagan instilled prior to the Shell
"If you please, Sir," I began in Oz cryptic, "I have a message for you
Uncle Ronnie. It's a 'humming telegram' (oral sex game) to see if you
that our National Anthem should be changed to America the Beautiful,"
(Reagan was actually serious about changing our National Anthem.)
Ford responded, "We may have to see about that later. First, we've got
some other 'holes' to attend before the sun gets up any higher,"
As he teed up his golf ball I asked, "Do you still golf a lot now that
no longer President?"
Re said very seriously, "I golfed a lot when I was President. But now,
just keep up with events from the golf course. I've earned the
monitoring the progress of America's Freedom Train at my leisure." He
to face me, "Do you play golf yet?"
"Very well, Sir, when permitted." (Houston always ensured he won.) Ford
was openly amused by my answer and handed me his club. "Give it your
shot." I outshot him the first stroke and his amusement vanished. I
back his golf club as ordered.
At the end of the second hole, Ford said, "I'd like to have a word with
you," He took me over to some trees off the fairway and turned to me
arms crossed over his bulging chest, raised himself up taller, and bore
eyes into mine. "Lend me your ear", I had the Baby's Ear Shell with me
ordered, took it out of my back pocket and handed it to Ford. He began
as though I were a machine and he was dictating a message. "Take this
message to Dick Cheney, Pentagon. The Mob has agreed to transfer the
million (porn profits) to the Bank of Credit and Commerce
pool our money now and we'll be swimming in it. This operation has been
enterprising success. Let's keep it that way. Cease agreement with
All Mexican channels are implemented (cocaine and heroin). Hail to the
Chief." He took a step away and added, "And you (he poked my chest like
Cheney) lake care of my friend, Dick. Here..." he handed me the Baby's
For meanness he added "over and out," and did the sign of the (satanic)
my eyes which deepened my trance significantly since 1 had been
heavily to this by Byrd.
After he hit the golf ball, he asked, "How's my friend, Allen Simpson,
"Very well, Sir." I noticed he bristled as be missed another shot. His
temper was rising. When he wanted to add more to his message, he took
his frustration on me,
"Gimme that fucking shell." He wiggled his fingers at me. That wasn't
pass phrase and I did not trigger. He grew louder and more agitated,
that Baby's Ear." I still could not respond. "Lend me your goddamn
roared at me. Close enough.
"Yes, Sir," I responded meekly as I dropped it in his hand.
He proceeded. "Tell Simpson to take care of my friend Dick Thomburgh.
Get back to me on it." He returned the ear. We could see my father
the next hole and Ford said he might "bean him one" with his next
swung, but missed my father.
When we met up with my father at the third hole. Ford set up his ball
of course, and waving his club at me said, "Get out of here before I
off," My father pointed the way with a thumb over his shoulder and let
shrill whistle. My brother, Mike, walked me through the bushes and back
my father's house.
My sister, Kelli Jo, was waiting tearfully for my return. She was MPDed
and horrified of Ford. She and my little sister, Kimmy, and I had all
forced to sexually gratify Ford just prior to a special ordered porn
Three Little Kittens whereby his semen was filmed "anonymously". I was
aware that Ford had initiated both of my sisters the way he had me in
Springs, and they, too, dreaded his brutal and degrading sexuality. I
past my sister to make sure my daughter, Kelly, was OK. Cheney's threat
her life was ringing loud in my ear.
I did not see the Baby's Ear shell spirt until Kelly and I arrived in
Bradenton Beach, Florida. I drove the motor home into Florida with
and Kelly along, and dropped Houston off at the Tampa airport, since he
not have a role in Operation Shell Game. He "had business at Boys Town
Omaha, Nebraska" where the wayward boys were being traumatized and
sexually abused in accordance with the Catholic involvement in Project
Monarch. Survivor Paul Bonacci of the infamous Franklin Cover-up case
named Alex Houston as one of his abusers there in Boys Town. Houston
went to Boys Town or other similar "vacation resorts" while I was on
government business. Kelly and I drove on to Bradenton, where we
into a participating campground on the bay across from "MacDill Air
Base. It, too, was "Closed for the Season".
The recreation room of the campground was actually a harmonics
programming operation, and the offices were filled with elaborate
consistent with high-level CIA operations. The day Kelly and I met with
Senator Simpson, I had been instructed by campground workers to drive
nearby Santa Maria Island where we were to collect unusual shells.
Kelly and I
were on the "wild side" of the island hunting sand dollars because they
"BIRDS" in them. As we walked through the shallow water, Kelly scared
Stingray, which sent us screaming for the shore. Simpson was on the
laughing, looking out of place in his cagney hat and grey suit with
up and polished shoes in hand. He seemed familiar with the beach. When
reached the shore, he struck up a conversation about shells. It wasn't
told us about the Baby's Ear Shell and opened his wallet to retrieve it
triggered and knew who he was. As he look it out, he also flashed his
signalling us to go with him. Considering Kelly, he had slipped a shell
sand for her to find that looked like an eye in a spiral, He used this
hypnotic induction to control her, comparing it to Bush's Eye in the-
Simpson showed me the shell in his hand and began, "You. You alone will
take the shuttle boat to your Princes' cruise. It will leave the dock
own backyard (Oz) at 7:30 pm. Dress appropriately (Houston had ensured
proper attire had been packed). You will be escorted to the conference
and on into the lop deck. You will see as you approach the ship
yacht) the top deck is surrounded in black mirrors. Look deep into the
that is where you will be. And where I will be when next we meet," We
walked a little further up the beach to where the motor home was parked
referring to the Baby's Ear, Simpson said, "They're very rare indeed.
is the right ear. You must go to the other side of the island, out Long
Key, to find its match. The Colonel (Aquino) has the baby's left ear
meet you at the Pier at 4 pm. Stop at the little market on the corner
Then it's just down the street a little ways."
I followed instructions robotically. Kelly and I watched from the pier
four big, armed (with machine guns) emotionless (programmed?) guards
scanned the area as Aquino emerged from a car. Kelly said, "Mom, let's
I remembered Cheney's threat and assured her I would protect her,
could not comprehend from what.
When Aquino approached with two Dobermans on leashes, I told him
Simpson had sent me there looking for the left baby's ear. He opened
to reveal "all that was left-the baby's ear-the dogs had devoured and
the rest of the baby." It was bloody, ragged, and bluish rather than
Whether or not this was an actual baby's ear, the impact was the same.
Kelly further behind me away from the dogs. I stood traumatized and
entranced, ready for command. Aquino instructed me in full detail on
night's activities, and that I was to leave Kelly with campground
That evening I was taken lo Noriega's yacht in the bay via a small
motorboat. I triggered and tranced further as I approached the familiar
mirrored" yacht according to plan. I was helped onto the back of the
Panamanian "palace" guards who kept me there at gunpoint until 1 was
and my Baby's Ear pass key accepted. I was escorted past the Air Force
officials, their wives, drug people, and the vast amounts of cocaine
laid out for
them. I recognized several of the guests, including Oliver North and
Rican drug lord Jose Busto. I was led up the stairs to the conference
where Aquino, Noriega, and Simpson were waiting. Simpson! I realized I
must "be on the other side of the black mirror" and I gazed out into
Simpson spoke softly, "You're on the other side of the black mirror now
(NASA programming), peering though the blackness out to sea. Sea of
Riding on a sea of black, drifting, drifting from the winds. Deep into
blackness. Drifting through the sands of time. Black sands, yielding
such as this Baby's Ear." He pressed it into my hand signaling it was
me to speak, I addressed Noriega,
"If you please, Sir, I have a message from the President of the United
of America: The successes we have enjoyed in our shared endeavors are
history in the making, whose course cannot be altered-regardless of the
imminent lifting of the veil by well intentioned do-gooders. As this
lifted, it may shed light on you. So you must have your house in order,
Ollie North, and cease any and all detectable activity I will do my
best to keep
you under shield and out of view if you comply with these orders and
detectable activity at once."
Noriega reacted as anticipated, obviously insulted by me message. In
ensuing moment of chaos, Aquino hypnotically waved his hands in front
Noriega and dramatically spread out his satanic black cape (worn for
Noriega's superstitions) which appeared to fill the room. Noriega all
to him as Aquino's control over him was complete.
Aquino's manner was side-show-style rather than the usual somber tones
used on Military bases for the Hands On demonstrations. "General, for
entertainment and in respect and appreciation of your successful
'Contra-bution', the Chief has sent his Presidential Model to
latest technology in mind-control advancements. With the flip of a
Pigeon becomes a Kitten (I began undressing). Quite a different
Because of Noriega's superstitious beliefs, the whole idea of switching
personalities apparently frightened him. I know Noriega believed whole
heartedly in mind control, but could not grasp the concept of multiple
personalities (which I now believe he perceived as demonic possession).
Therefore, he did not adhere to the idea of one slave being trained for
business and pleasure. Aquino, whom Noriega already perceived as a
working for Reagan, was manipulating his beliefs masterfully. The
this demonstration and Operation would prove to be Psychological
the highest order.
Aquino ordered me to lie on the bed and invited Noriega to look closer
what the "Wizard"-"his Chief (Reagan) - could create. Noriega stepped
to see what Aquino was pointing out to him between my breasts. A large,
carved baphomet appeared. Aquino had hypnotically regressed me to the
of its making which caused it to seemingly "suddenly appear" right
Noriega's eyes. Noriega jumped back, ignorantly terrified of this
phenomena. I believe Noriega stayed in the room for the rest of the
simply because he was frozen in fear. Aquino hit me with a
and I shrieked in pain. Noriega jumped, Aquino hit me with it again,
time activating me to respond sexually as though pain were pleasure-a
concept that Noriega more readily grasped. Then Aquino pointed out
that the baphomet had disappeared. While Noriega looked, Aquino used
Hypnotic induction as he cut me "between the breasts with a knife
like a knife sharp and clean, I'll carve out what I want." My trance
deepened to the extert that my circulatory system was slowed. Therefore
not bleed until Aquino hypnotically changed my trance level. He then
Noriega that the baphomet carving had "retreated to the depths of my
soul, possessing me and inciting the heal of hell." He commanded me to
any "face", the vaginal mutilation carving of the baphomet face. As I
Aquino offered Noriega my sex. As predicted, Noriega's eyes bulged in
and revulsion. While Aquino told him his "rejection of me had killed
ceased breathing and moving as conditioned. Noriega was dumfounded as
Aquino laughed wickedly and threatened, "Even death will not permit
you-escape from the Wizard's power." He explained that I was the
own" and "under his spell" and could therefore "re-energize myself and
back to life." He put a vaginal prod in my hand and ordered me to
myself with it, pushing the button to electrically jolt myself
command. Noriega's eyes were enormous. He paled to a sickly grey, his
mouth fell open and he ran out the door while Aquino assured him that
"NO where to run, no where to hide from Reagan's powers."
Noriega predictably interpreted the demonstration as a threat from the
of HELL, which should have been enough to heed Reagan's commands to
the drug trafficking ties immediately. (Apparently this is not the case
evidenced by Noriega's continued Florida incarceration.) Aquino and
doubled over with laughter as they congratulated themselves on a job
Simpson finally ordered me to dress and escorted me to the back of the
ensure the guards put me on the shuttle boat rather than kill me
because of Noriega's
As I approached the dock of the campground, the boat driver told me I
would find Kelly asleep in the 'recreation' room. 1 ran to her, and,
Cheney's threat, made sure her ears were still intact. I was immensely
to find them still there and to know she was "OK" (I could not think to
what she had endured in my absence.) I illogically felt like a "good
"doing my part right so Kelly could live." Never before had I
a sense of danger to us both and my relief was proportionate. I
her in my arms the rest of the night.
CLINTON COKE LINES
I met up with Bill Clinton again in 1982 at a county fair in
Arkansas. Alex Houston was "entertaining" there due to the close
the CIA Near Death Trauma Center (aka slave conditioning and
camp) and drug distribution point at Swiss Villa in Lampe. Missouri. I
endured intense physical and psychological trauma and programming,
was campaigning for Governor and was backstage with Hillary and Chelsea
while waiting to make a speech. Clinton stook in the afternoon sun with
arms crossed, talking to Houston about him and "his people" (CIA
being looked into specific areas for the dual purpose of entertaining
our specific covert drug operations.
From my perspective, those who were actively laying the groundwork for
implementing the New World Order through mind conditioning of the
made no distinction between Democratic and Republican Parties. Their
were international in proportion, not American. Members were often
drawn from, among other elitist groups, the Council on Foreign
George Bush, Bill Clinton was an active member of the CFR,
Tri-Lateral Commission. Based on numerous conversations I overheard.
Clinlon was being groomed and prepared to fill the role of President
guise of Democrat in the event that the American people became
with Republican leaders. This was further evidenced by the extent of
New World Order knowledge and professed loyalties.
Clinlon understood that I had just been through "hell" in Lampe, and
all in stride as he focused on his speech. He not only was well aware
mfnd-control tortures and criminal covert activities proliferating in
and the neighboring state of Missouri, but he condoned them! Just as
no partisan preferences in this world dominance effort, neither are
strong individual state considerations or boundaries, either. I knew
that Clinton's Arkansas criminal covert operations meshed with the
Lampe. Missouri center where he routinely tended business and claimed
"vacation." staying in the compound's resort villas.
In 1983, Houston took me to Lampe for routine trauma and programming
while he was scheduled to "entertain" at the amphitheatre. Also
perform were Bill Clinton's and George Bush's friends Lee Greenwood and
CIA operative, slave runner, and country music singer Tommy Overstreet
Greenwood and Overstreet were active in both the Lampe, Missouri and
Lake/Mount Shasta, California CIA compounds. Clinton was flown in from
Berryville, Arkansas by helicopter for the shows as well as for a
Before Clinton arrived. Greenwood and Houston were in the backstage
dressing rooms snorting fine after fine of cocaine, Houston, always
make an extra penny to pinch, attempted to prostitute me to Greenwood,
the real performer," Houston said. "She performs all kinds of sex acts
command. For a small price, she's yours."
Greenwood laughed, and referring to my Huntsville. Alabama NASA
programming said, "I've spent more time in Huntsville than she has, and
know full well who and what she is-a 'space cadet' programmed for sex.
a modified version of Marilyn Monroe."
Tommy Overstreet had waited in and heard what Greenwood said. "How
much time have you spent in Shasta?"
"Shasta?" Greenwood looked arrogantly at Overstreet and smiled
as he said, "You don't 'spend time' in Shasta, you maintain the concept
can. I haven't lost any time there, either, if that's your next
question. I go
there quite a bit Enough really to override Houston's suggestion with
take what I want, when I want, and how 1 want it."
Greenwood began expertly accessing my sex programming and told the
others in the room, "You all can come and go as you please, but I've
an offer that I am going to use." He ordered me to undress and bend
desk where he roughly sodomized me as he said, "You're going to think
daddy all over again".
When Greenwood was through with me, I was ordered out into the
amphitheatre concert area. During intermission, I met up with Swiss
manager Hal Meadows, Tommy Overstreet, and Governor Clinton in the
Clinton was wearing a cap that read "Diesel Trainer" which I was told
literally as "these-will-train-her". Puzzled, 1 looked at his cap and
you a conductor?"
Clinton smiled and said, "Of electricity". Overstreet laughed as he
continued, "Actually it means I check cabooses. How's yours?" I
Apparently Greenwood had bragged about sodomizing me. They laughed even
harder as Clinton said, "Still running, I'm sure".
Houston stepped out of the dressing room to greet Clinton, "Hi, bud."
Houston extended his hand. "I hear you made Governor."
"I hear you deliver a hell of a one liner," Clinton replied,
referring to cocaine and NOT Houston's so-called comedy routine. "I'm
aspiring to achieve new heights."
"Well, come on in," Houston invited. "I have enough (cocaine) to put us
into orbit." I walked into the dressing room with them as Houston was
to Clinton, "I suppose there are no limits for you since you're across
"What line?" Clinton feigned surprise and ignorance. He looked at Hal
Meadows as he continued, "You mean I've left that state of mine? In the
of mind I'm in, there are no boundaries anyway." He walked over to the
and snorted a line of cocaine. "I come here to get away from it all.
of business is pleasure."
"So where's that young wife of yours?" Houston asked, referring to
"She's with friends." Clinton sniffed the coke further up his nose.
minding her own business. I'm just here to unwind, see the show, maybe
little hunting (referring to A Most Dangerous Game). I've got a bird
(helicopter) ready to fly me back when I'm through. Hey, speaking of
(he gestured my way) I hear she's moved up to the big house (White
Referring to his friend and mentor Senator Byrd he asked, "So what's
"The same." Houston answered. "Probably like this..." Houston
pantomimed a lewd sodomy pose while everyone laughed. "He still runs
Clinton kept his eyes fixed on Houston's "caboose" and said, "Why don't
you show her (referring to me) me way out and show me that again?" If 1
have thought at that moment, I would have realized Bill Clinton was/is
bisexual. My personal sexual experience with Clinton was limited, but I
witnessed him engaged in homosexual activity during an orgy at Swiss
Immediately following the Swiss Villa incident, Houston was scheduled
usual to perform at the county fair in Benyville, Arkansas. There,
I had been visiting with long time Clinton Mend and supporter, H.B.
when we parted company to attend a private meeting at the mansion of
bisexual friend and supporter Bill Hall, Hall had reportedly made his
the pre-fabricated log home business, and the Clintons were slaying in
villa patterned after those at Swiss Villa. Hillary had taken toddler
the villa while Clinton and his aide/bodyguard attended the meeting.
Overstreet was also in attendance as this directly coincided with the
Lampe meeting. We all sat in Hall's sunken living room on two couches
each other with a black mirror coffee table between us. Hall had cut
lines of cocaine on the table, and everyone present—including
inhaling it through $50 bills rolled into straws. The conversation
CIA, drugs, and politics to the Swiss Villa Amphitheatre and country
that time, a major effort was underway to move Nashville, Tennessee's
music industry to the Lampe area (it has since literally moved to
Branson), in closer proximity to the CIA cocaine operations that
Tommy Overstreet was attempting to convince Hall, who was obviously no
stranger to the drug (cocaine) business, to join the high level CIA
operation that was funding covert activity. They discussed the
Hall transporting cocaine from Berryville, Arkansas to Nashville,
be in on the ground level of what would soon be one of the largest and
prolific CIA cocaine operations—the Branson, Missouri country
By enlisting now, the contacts and customers that Hall would procure
"politically and financially bolster him for life". Additionally,
discussed the viability of using Hall's own company trucks to transport
throughout Atlanta, Georgia; Louisville, Kentucky; and Jacksonville,
well as Nashville, Tennessee and Lampe, Missouri. These key CIA cocaine
routes coincided with Hall's established truck routes, according to the
present at the meeting. Hall was being offered the "opportunity of a
as his role would also include laundering money through his business to
the black budget covert operations. Hall appeared nervous and
Clinton and Overstreet attempted to maintain a "light" atmosphere by
that Hall could change the name of his trucking line to "CLINTON COKE
Hall was not convinced and began to raise questions as to the longevity
the operation and how he was going to protect himself. Although Hall
adept at the cocaine business, he voiced concern that he found it
easier to trust
those who were not with the CIA operations lhan he did U.S. government
protected participants. Clinton reassured him that it was "Reagan's
but Hall was concerned that some faction of the government would "shut
down like a sting operation" without warning and leave him literally
bag, Houston laughed and explained that "no one was going to cut it
business) off." He assured them it was far too lucrative and that there
"always be a market" for drugs-a market controlled by those criminals
implementing their New World Order.
Clinton added to what Houston "said, talking in local colloquialisms.
"Bottom line is, we've got control of the (drug) industry, therefore
control of them (suppliers and buyers). You control the guy underneath
Uncle (Sam) has ya' covered. What have ya' got to lose? No risk. No
gonna hang ya' out to dry. And whatever spills off the truck as it
through (he laughed and snorted another line of coke) you get to clean
Hall smiled at his friend, which was apparently interpreted as consent.
Clinton motioned for his aide to get his ledger. Overstreet began
pulling out his
paperwork, and Hall neatly cleared the table of the remaining coke
Clinton gestured to me and told Houston, "Get her out of here".
Houston didn't move and laughed. "She's a Presidential Model. She's
secrets bigger than yours."
Clinton responded, "I don't care. Get her the fuck out of here,"
Hall's wife led me away and locked me in a back bedroom. After an
indeterminate period of time, I heard her telephone Hillary at the
She then drove me up the mountain through the dark to meet with
Although I had previously met Hillary we had very little to say to each
since I was still dazed and tranced from the tortures I had endured
at the CIA Near Death Trauma Center in Lampe. Hillary knew I was a
slave, and, like Bill Clinton, just took it in stride as a "normal"
of life in politics,
Hillary was fully clothed and stretched out on the bed sleeping when
wife and I arrived. "Hillary, I brought you something you'll really
Kind of an unexpected surprise. Bill ordered her out of the meeting and
her to my bedroom and made an interesting discovery. She is literally a
(referring to my vaginal mutilation carving) bitch,"
"Hmm?" Hillary opened her eyes and sleepily roused herself "Show me."
Hall's wife ordered me to take my clothes off while Hillary watched.
she clean?" Hillary asked, meaning disease free.
"Of course, she's Byrd's," she responded, continuing the conversation
though I were not there, "Plus, I heard Houston say something about her
a Presidential Model, whatever the hell that's supposed to mean."
"It means she's clean," Hillary said matter-of-factly as she stood up.
I was not capable of giving thought to such things back then, but I am
in retrospect that all Presidential Model slaves I knew seemed to have
immunity to social diseases. It was a well known fact in the circles I
sexually passed around in that government level mind-controlled sex
"clean" to the degree that none of my abusers took precautions such as
Hall's wife patted the bed and instructed me to display the mutilation.
Hillary exclaimed, "God!" and immediately began performing oral sex on
Apparently aroused by the carving in my vagina,2 Hillary stood up and
peeled out of her matronly nylon panties and pantyhose. Uninhibited
long day in the hot sun, she gasped, "Eat me, oh, god, eat me now". I
choice but to comply with her orders, and Bill Hall's wife made no move
me in my distasteful task. Hillary had resumed examining my hideous
and performing oral sex on me when Bill Clinton walked in. Hillary
lifted her head to ask, "How'd it go?"
Clinton appeared totally unaffected by what he walked into, tossed his
on a chair and said, "It's official. I'm exhausted. I'm going to bed."
I put my clothes on as ordered, and Hall's wife drove me back down to
mansion where Houston was waiting for me. The meeting apparently had
a success. I heard discussions throughout the remaining years between
Houston, his agent Reggie MacLaughlin, and Loretta Lynn's handler, Ken
pertaining to Hall's successful branch of the CIA cocaine operation
from Arkansas, No discussions were as poignant and revealing as those
between Alex Houston and CIA operative country music entertainer Boxcar
Boxcar Willie burst onto the country music scene after an ad campaign
high tech hypnotically persuasive produced television commercials that
strategically made him an overnight, sensation and "star". The country
industry's Freedom Train needed a conductor to lead the industry and
Branson, Missouri, and Boxcar Willie was placed in the driver's seat.
Pied Piper of Hamlin, Boxcar Willie succeeded in his role of
industry in close proximity to the Lampe CIA cocaine operations.
Boxcar Willie was one of the primary ground level contacts that Bill
made after Clinton convinced him to cash in on the cocaine benefits of
country music industry transfer. Houston and Boxcar Willie discussed
lucrative dealings throughout the years in my presence while traveling
country together, billed on the same shows, including performances at
Villa Amphitheatre, I had much contact with Boxcar Willie personally
government sponsored cocaine runs often coincided and intermeshed with
But 1 never knew Boxcar Willie as well as my daughter, Kelly, knew him.
Kelly has named Boxcar Willie as one of her primary sexual abusers in
different mental institutions, and has voiced frustration at the lack
"Why am I the one locked up while my abusers remain free?" she
pleads. I assure her I am doing all I can to blow the whistle on Boxcar
for hex, and expose his role in transferring the country music industry
proximity of the Lampe, Missouri CIA cocaine operation as outlined by
1Loyalty to the sovereign of our country is non existent under New
"President" Clinton poses no more leadership or loyalty to our country
than Ronald Reagan did
since both follow(ed) New World Order directives from former U.N.
Ambassador and CIA DIRECTor
2Hillary Clinton is the only female to become sexually aroused at the
sight of my mutilated
NO MORE BEATING AROUND THE BUSH
It was a sunny, fall day in 1983 when U.S. Congressman Guy VanderJagt
met with my CIA operative mind-control handler, Alex Houston, my then 3
year old daughter, Kelly, and me on the steps of the U.S. Senate in
Washington, D.C. Kelly appeared familiar with Vanderjagt, although I
never previously remembered seeing her in his company. Even so, I could
think to realize he was, in fact, sexually abusing her just as he had
me when I
was a child. VanderJagt knelt on one knee in front of her to talk with
assuring her that "today was a special day" because she would "see
George (Bush) while mommy sees Uncle Ronnie (Reagan)". He stood up and
took her by the hand, saying in Alice In Wonderland cryptic language,
on an Adventure together" and led her quietly and robotically away.
I met up with Kelly again that afternoon at the White House, both of us
literally "on our toes" and standing at attention in Reagan's office.
retrospect, I wonder at the measures of control inflicted on my 3
child to cause her to perform so robotically and behave "so well" as
stood with the plastic smile and unblinking eyes, in the presence of
Reagan, Vice President Bush, and (later Defense Secretary) Dick Cheney.
Reagan appeared to gaze at Kelly, with her long blonde hair cascading
back of her blue pinafore dress, completing her Alice In Wonderland
Appearance. Reagan seemed to pose no direct threat to her sexually as
"She is adorable, a model child",
Reagan then gestured towards Bush and said, "This is my Vice President
George Bush. People don't usually know what the role of the Vice
because he's always behind the scenes making sure everything that the
wants done happens the way it's supposed to." He looked at me and said
matter-of-factly, "I catch the public's attention (he made a gesture in
the air that
was eye catching) while the Vice President carries out orders."
Bush's close friend, Dick Cheney, said, "And gives them".
"Right," Reagan said. "An order from him is like an order from me."
Bush was wearing canvas boat shoes and a cardigan sweater as he knelt
one knee in front of Kelly in order to talk to her on her level. Bush
children's television program Mr. Rogers' Neighborhood to
young victims' (like Kelly's) memory of contact with him and his sexual
His physical resemblance to TV's Fred Rogers was deliberately
his choice of clothes and mannerisms, and is further compounded by his
developed vocal impersonation. Using his best Mr. Rogers voice he said,
"Come here, Little One. I want to ask you something. Do you watch Mr,
"Yes, Sir," Kelly responded.
Bush told Kelly, "Well, I'm kind of like Mr. Rogers when he makes his
puppets move and talk—like your daddy (Houston,
ventriloquist) does with
Elemer (his dummy). Only I'm like Mr. Rogers because I have lots of
-only mine are people. I even have a King (Fahd) just like Mr. Rogers.1
the strings (he pantomimed marionette hand movements) and I talk
them. They say my words and we create all kinds of exciting Adventures.
Right now I'm building a new Neighborhood (the New World Order). The
stage is set, and I have hold of everyone's strings. I need you to help
together we can pull your mother's strings. She's in my Neighborhood.
means you're in my Neighborhood, too."
It seems obvious to me now that Bush was referring to those actively
engaged in implementing the New World Order through chaos and mass mind
control (aka media conditioning) as "The Neighborhood". Of course I was
unable to consider disputing Bush's statement, and Kelly was certainly
not of a
mind to see beyond Bush's twist on her favorite television program.
blue eyes grew even wider as she responded, "I am?"
Bush stood up and took her hand, "C'mon. Let me show you my
Neighborhood," He led her out the door.
Kelly became violently physically ill after her induction into George
"Neighborhood." and from every sexual encounter she had with him
She ran 104-6 degree temperatures, vomited and endured immobilizing
headaches for an average of three days (as is consistent with high
trauma). These were the only tell-tale evidences aside from the
left on her skin. Houston forbade me to call a doctor, and Kelly
forbade me to
comfort her, pitifully complaining that her head "hurt too bad to even
And she did not move for hours on end. Kelly often complained of severe
kidney pain, and her rectum usually bled for a day or two after Bush
abused her. My own mind-control victimization rendered me unable to
protect her. Seeing my child in such horrible condition drove my own
insanity in deeper, perpetuating my total inability to affect her needs
rescue by Mark Phillips in 1988.
Kelly's bleeding rectum was but one of many physical indicators of
Bosh's pedophile perversions, I have overheard him speak blatantly of
sexual abuse of her on many occasions. He used this and threats to her
"pull my strings" and control me. The psychological ramifications of
raped by a pedophile President arc mind-shattering enough, but
further reinforced his traumas to Kelly's mind with sophisticated NASA
electronic and drug mind-control devices. Bush also instilled the "Who
gonna call?" and "I'll be watching you" binds on Kelly, further
sense of helplessness. The systematic tonures and traumas I endured as
now seem trite in comparison to the brutal physical and psychological
devastation that George Bush inflicted on my daughter.
As soon as the door closed behind Bush and Kelly, Dick Cheney reached
over to Reagan's desk from his seat and flipped over the hourglass.
(Kelly's) time is running out. You'd better pay attention and follow
though her life depends on it, because from now on (heh heh) it always
you make one mistake—one—then I'll get her, my
Reagan said, "George is like a director. He makes sure the stage is set
implement the New World Order as I envision it. Then he makes sure
has a script and knows their pan. He tells them how to speak and when
speak it. How to dress and (patting my head) how to wear their hair. He
everything and everyone in place and hollers, 'Action!'" Reagan shouted
through his hand as though it were a megaphone and rambled on, "All the
world's a stage. I'm the Wizard. But he is directing the show so you
attention and learn your part well from him."
Cheney interrupted, "George and I will be working closely on a few
together, and when you see him, you'll see me. When you're given orders
from him, you're given orders from me."
"She knows the chain of command, Dick," Reagan injected, referring to
perception of who was in charge, and in what order. President, Vice
Habib, Cheney, Byrd, etc. may have been the chain of command in
mind, but Cheney's definition was necessary to my understanding. From
perspective, the chain of command was clearly Bush, Cheney, Habib,
Aquino and lastly, on a par with my handler, Houston, Byrd, all of
subjet to change at any given moment. Cheney just rolled his eyes at
comment and never slowed down as he continued, "Right now a stage is
set and you will be directed by the Vice President on just how he wants
do your part in setting the stage for Mexico's role in the New World
Reagan jumped in again, "With the world in order, there will be world
peace. By strategically placing an American Patriot dedicated to the
spreading democracy in all parts of the world, we can influence the
every nation's leader and paint for them a picture of freedom and
values that they'll never forget. They'll spread it to the people and
planet will be of one mind—one purpose-one cause. Freedom.
talking with some of these friends and leaders from time to lime on my
Bush slipped back into the meeting, without Kelly. Cheney continued,
"Taking orders from me and your new director-the Vice President. Lesson
number one. You know what Miami Vice is. Undercover drug agents taking
control of the drug industry. A Vice President is just that-an
agent taking control of the drug industry-for the President."
Bush spoke up. "Mexico is a problem. They've got lots of drugs, but not
the brains nor lhe means to sell it outside their own country. So how
take control of their (growing) drug industry when we can't even get
on it? It's your duty as an American citizen to open the routes and
freedom from poverty throughout their nation by offering them cash as a
of enticing their drug industry right into our grasp by bringing it
right up to our
"Operation Greenbacks for Wetbacks," Cheney said, laughing. Bush
laughed with him.
Bush regained his composure to conclude, "Your assignment begins in
Miami with NCL (Norwegian Caribbean Lines) and ends when you return
Mexico with word of success."
Cheney caught my eye with a hand gesture that directed my gaze from
to the hourglass, which was running out fast. By then I was deeply
lost touch with my surroundings all together while my trance was
deepened for further programming, I left the White House with a message
the Vice President of Mexico, Carlos Salinas de Gortari, from the Vice
President of the U.S., and with one very sick child.
1Mr Roger projects through puppets on his show, and one of his key
characters from the
Land of Make-Believe is King Friday the 13th.
OPERATlON GREENBACKS FOR WETBACKS
My CIA mind-control handler, Alex Houston and I boarded the Norwegian
Caribbean Lines ship bound for Cozumel, Mexico, with a large, black,
suitcase packed full of cash and a proposal of "prosperity" from the
proposal, programmed in me by Vice President Bush, was supposedly
diplomatic groundwork for the North American Free Trade Agreement
It was my understanding then that the North American Free Trade
Agreement was considered a significant step in implementing the New
Order through mind manipulation of the masses. According to Byrd,
propaganda disguising the true purpose of NAFTA included the concept of
trade" which the U.S. and Mexican governments had long since shared.
trade" of child and adult mind-controlled slaves, cocaine, heroin and
has been not-so-secretly proliferating for years. My own father joined
for the border" via U.S. State Department and Mexican subsidized
incentives and opened yet another branch of his U.S. Department of
business in Mexico. This was part of the "free trade" agreement that I
know personally has been operating smoothly from at least 1984. In an
maintain the illusion that the agreement would not create a negative
imbalance between Mexico and the U.S., tourist areas of Mexico were
deliberately built up, enhanced and Americanized with U.S. dollars.
funds were provided through CIA covert Black Budget operations of drug
slave trading, as well as directly through the Senate Appropriations
of which Senator Robert C. Byrd is chairman as of this writing.
I certainly do not purport to understand international business, nor
attempted to "educate" myself through what 1 know to be propaganda
and filtered periodicals. How money interfaces in world markets has
documented. For example, who supports whom in which financial endeavors
is apparently far too complex for even BCCI attorneys and investigators
through. My personal perspective on Mexican, U.S., and Saudi Arabian
buildup of Mexico's economy is limited to my own experiences. My
is further affected by deliberate misinformation from the criminal
perspectives of those who were in control of my mind's knowledge base
actions. From time to time, Senator Byrd used me as a robotic sounding
He told me what he wanted me to hear, and this was structured more
stroking his own enormous, warped ego than it was to educate me in
Senator Byrd claimed "the money game is simply a game of control," and
lives by his adopted Golden Rule of "He who holds the gold makes the
He told me in so many words that "by appropriating funds to all
projects ushering in the free trade agreement, and allocating lesser
U.S. social systems such as our 'criminal' justice system, I control
and our place in world markets. All the world is a stage, and I own the
theater!...you can bank on it!"
Senator Byrd's twisted reality echoed in my mind when America was
(stolen) and sold by Presidents Bush and Clinton in the recent passage
NAFTA. "I would never run for President—Oh, I'd win if I
bragged. "But why should I run for an office that is beneath me? I can
President look good, or I can make him look bad by strategically
funds." Byrd and others I knew boasted that he was one of those
power brokers) responsible for Bill Clinton's being "chosen" and
elected to the
office of Presidency. And the last minute bids and dealings with those
Congressmen holding NAFTA's deciding votes proved "strategic
appropriations" indeed made Clinton "look good" in his NAFTA "victory".
At the La Celiba Hotel in Cozumel, Houston maintained my food and water
depravation for mind-control purposes, even during our dinner meeting
hotel's restaurant later that evening. Although the restaurant was
closed due to the late hour, a mariachi band, one waiter, four
guards, my Mexican dignitary contact, his two assistants, and handler,
and I were present.giving the U.S. control of your drug industry,
control over her government. Re-established power backed by U.S.
bring Mexico on an economic par with America. We can begin by spreading
the word through the (drug) cartels that the U.S. is covertly willing
to open the
borders to free drug trade by making agents available to show you the
and routes through which the drugs are to be delivered. Only U.S.
bring Mexican heroin and (South American) cocaine across the border,
likewise they will bring the cash in. Explain to those select few who
drug empires that the cruise line (NCL) agreement is going into mass
expansion, tearing down the border between our countries enough to
as many drugs to come in as Mexico can deal out. When do we begin?
The cash is at hand. (I gestured toward the suitcase which Salinas
unzipped to find full of cash.) Deliver whatever amount of brown heroin
have at hand as a means of confirmation to the agreement. Keep the
a token of the change and good fortune that has befallen Mexico from
As I finished Bush's message, Salinas immediately took a note pad from
desk and scrawled a quick note. He passed it to a guard who was
the door. He stood up, smiled, and leaned over his desk as he extended
hand in a warm handshake. I was escorted out. Houston found me on the
steps of the installation and together we were escorted through the
fences and back onto the streets of Cancun,
I waited in a small clearing nearby for an indeterminate length of
playing with a large iguana. Finally, a taxi cab driver pulled up and
horn three times, signaling me to pick up a fist-sized ball of Mexican
heroin. The heroin was crudely wrapped in brown paper, tied with twine,
measured approximately the size of a baseball. As quickly as the cab
left, Houston, who was standing some distance away with two uniformed
signaled me to join him. We were then driven to the airport where we
a U.S. Air Force aircraft to Washington, D.C.
Immediately upon arrival at Andrews Air Force Base just outside of
Washington, D.C, I was taken to Senator Byrd who then escorted me to
Cheney's Pentagon office for a meeting with Vice President Bush, 1 was
vomiting from the high voltage administered in Mexico to
memory. I was allowed to use Byrd's magnetic pass key card to unlock
maze of doors that led to the Ladies' Room. I was still wearing my
inappropriate-for-D.C. cruise clothes and carrying the heroin in my
when I met with Bush to confirm Mexico's agreement to his proposal.
took the heroin for himself, obviously pleased with the quality of the
Cheney laughed and told Bush he needed to "confiscate the Contra-band".
Bush replied, "Over my dead body" as he laughed at Cheney's Contra
"If you don't share some of it, that could be the case," Cheney said.
Bush struck a pitch pose, wound up, made a fake out pitch, and joked in
baseball banter, "It's a 'high fly' ball. You're going to have to
tossed the heroin in the air, caught it, and strode for the door,
Cheney got out
of his chair, pointed to the door, and ordered me "Out".
Houston and I were flown in to Montego Bay, Jamaica and transported to
Ocho Rios to board our next NCL cruise ship.
Soon after Kelly was inducted into George Bush's "Neighborhood" through
horrific sexual abuse, Bush enforced his controls on me. Our
handler, Alex Houston, had taken Kelly and me to Washington, D.C. for
separately scheduled meetings with Bush. Kelly had already been
agents to her rendezvous with him that morning, during which Lime I had
ordered to one of U.S, Senator Robert C. Byrd's offices located in the
FBI Hoover Building. There, Byrd reinforced his holds on me by claiming
control of the Justice Department and "proving" once again that I had
where to run and no where to hide". My horror reaction was compounded
when Byrd looked at his pocket watch and notified me in Alice in
cryptic language, "You're late, you're late for a very important date,"
to my meeting with Bush.
I sprinted from the Hoover Building, encountering Houston who waited
outside. Houston hurried me to the Smithsonian where I waited for my
as instructed at the "Face Changing" exhibit. This computerized exhibit
illustrates how an individual's face can take on a radically different
by slightly altering any single feature.
The exhibit fascinated me as a programmed MPD since multiples often
experience the unnerving phenomena of routinely not recognizing
a mirror due to switching personalities. A multiple's face often
with each switch, which "validates" the religious communities'
so-called "demonic possession" in occultism. Logic quickly dispels this
when it is realized that everyone's expression changes according to
skin color and tones, blood pressure, and by tightening or relaxing
micro muscles. An MPD's face changes are more exaggerated when these
natural conditions are combined with the results of sophisticated
"Charm School" teaches subconscious control over these natural
a ready-made disguise on government slaves such as myself, as welt as
enhance sex slaves' "beauty" to their maximum potential. I was
thinking or logically understanding my fascination with the display, as
totally enthralled, waiting for my escorts as ordered.
As the escorts approached, I was relieved to see Kelly with them.
she was visibly tranced and traumatized, the fact that she was alive
was all I was
capable of grasping. When she saw the "Face Changing" exhibit, she
exclaimed, "Uncle George just read me a book about this!" Before I
anymore, I was led away, leaving Kelly with our handler, Houston.
I was then quickly taken to Bush's Residence Office, which here-to-fore
unfamiliar to me. Although it had slate blue, plush carpets and fine
like the White House office, lattice work and smaller rooms provided a
air. I sat in a hard-back wooden chair as ordered, while Bush carefully
positioned himself in front of me on a little wooden footstool. This
clear visibility of the large book that he held in his lap. All
me, while all text except the last page was printed in the holder's
This book was a unique, high tech piece of art specifically designed to
Bush's favorite method of programming, "You Are What You Read". The
juvenile face depicted on the front of this hardcover book gave it the
of a children's storybook. It was entitled About Faces.
Bush explained the dynamics of "changing faces" and "becoming what I
read". Although I had been conditioned to this idea all of my life
Disney stories, The Wizard Of Oz, Alice In Wonderland, etc., I was not
prepared for Bush's version of "You Are What You Read" programming
explanations. The illustrations themselves were elaborate, consisting
and hypnotic depictions. He seemingly made the book come alive in my
as he read page after poetic page of hypnotic, metaphorical language,
while creating powerful illusions. His impersonations of the characters
enhanced the desired affect of fantasy becoming reality. This
to scramble reality would have worked-perfectly-had it not been for
another victim and myself discussing it only a few days later. The
Bush's book was dearly explained within the first few pages, which
the following passage:
1 am the Vice President when circumstance demands,
And I am your Commander, you'll follow my commands.
The first command's important - It is one you will heed,
When I send you a book, you are what you read.
Throughout my tenure as a Presidential Model mind-controlled slave, I
provided specific books according to Bush's program. These books,
through pre-established channels such as Ken Riley, Alex Houston, and
Ronald Reagan, came complete with specific commands on how they were to
interpreted and used. Some books were used to instruct me on
were an attempt to scramble my memory with fantasy; others were used to
my mind with pertinent data such as bank account passbook numbers, and
I was provided a paperback book entitled Afghanistan, from which I
absorbed history, current political events, and the strength of the
Freedom Fighters. I have since learned that the book I read was never
released in the text it was provided me. According to instruction, the
delivered back to Bush as quickly as I finished memorizing it, I wonder
retrospect if any part of it contained fact beyond how I was supposed
I read stories of espionage, including Robert Ludlum's Bourne Identity,
William Diehl's Chameleon. Mostly I was provided steamy sex novels for
further training as well as scrambles. Kelly was conditioned to fairy
Steven Speilberg's ET, NASA NSA operative George Lucas' Star Wars, and
nightmarish Never Ending Story. Steinbeck's classic Of Mice and Men
Kelly constantly to quote the dependant character of Lenny for years
"Tell me what to do, George". She still does this each and every time I
allowed to visit with her in the mental institution. The attending
the visit has yet to pick up on this programming cue, and I am
by Juvenile Court order not to discuss Kelly's past or therapy.
Bush's most effective example of "You Are What You Read" in his book
About Faces occurred during his reading of the page depicting
"aliens" from a "far-off, deep space place", Claiming to me to be an
himself, Bush apparently activated a hologram of the lizard-like
provided the illusion of Bush transforming like a chameleon before my
retrospect, I understand that Bush had been painstakingly careful in
our seats in order that the hologram's effectiveness be maximized.
U.S. Army Lt. Col. Aquino's occultism provided trauma sufficient to
maintain my Project Monarch Mind-Controlled existence despite his
affect my core spirituality. Therefore, I was not routinely subjected
to the other
favorite "trauma of choice"-alien themes-lite many slaves (including
knew had been. The effect of Bush's illusion hologram on such victims
binding and strong. Even Aquino envied the mind shattering effects of
alien theme visual traumas to the extent that he wrote and published
comic book sequel to Lucas' Star Wars. While occultism is easily
with reason and fact, Bush's alien theme continues to be reinforced
NASA's involvement in mind-control atrocities. Additionally,
year incumbent Senator Alan Cranston of the Select Committee on
has perpetuated this trauma base for decades, as have others. Despite
having escaped routine "alien" theme traumas, Bush's "You Are What You
Read" hologram proved devastatingly sufficient for him to gain total
my robotic mind from that moment on untii my rescue in 1988.
By the time Bush reached the last page of his About Faces book, I was
traumatized I instantly "became what I read" when I read the last verse
I am a True Patriot living an American Dream,
I will become my role when you pull my string.
I will become my part, so I can 'be all I can be'
'Cause just like the Vice President, I am what I read.
IN THE MEANTIME
My life seemed to lead me at an accelerated pace after being subjected
Reagan and Bush. My handler, Alex Houston egotistically claimed it was
and Elemer's (his alter-ego dummy) popularity that kept us traveling so
extensively within the country music circuit. When we weren't traveling
Caribbean and Mexico via NCL ships, or driving his cocaine loaded motor
home to strategically booked shows across the U.S., we were routinely
in and out of Washington, D.C. All along the way, my daughter and I
either prostituted, used in commercial pornography, or filmed in
Dante's "Chief" bestiality pornography as ordered by Uncle Ronnie
Occasionally our travels would take us to Michigan, where Houston made
certain we stayed with my family. Trips to my father's house were
but informative. My mother had developed deep, psychological scars
beyond her own MPD condition and became an insomniac. My father by this
time was routinely traveling to London, Germany, and Mexico, and taking
family to Florida's Disney World and Washington, D.C. My older brother,
Hill, still worked for and with my father, traveled with him annually
In Cheney's Greybull, Wyoming lodge, and maintained his wife and three
children under trauma-base mind control according to my father's
My brother, Mike, ran a video store to front some of my father's and
Bob Tanis' lucrative porn video business. My sister, Kelli Jo, became a
dancing contortionist excelling in "gymnastics" since she became "as
Gumby" according to her prostitution programming. She worked her way
through school in children's day-care centers, admittedly spotting, for
father, abused children for potential "chosen ones" candidates. In 1990
graduated to open a licensed day-care, "Little Learners" in Grand
Michigan for my father. My brother, Tom (Beaver), is a Compu-Kids (CIA
Project) programmed computer genius. My brother Tim broke his leg (in
same place my mother had broken his leg years before) due to following
father's sports programming above and beyond human capability. And my
youngest sister, Kimmy, became hysterically obsessed with "Mr. Rogers,"
expressed immense fear of her huge "electric" doll house that lit up at
look like the White House, and was under a doctor's care for anorexia
seven, I look forward to the day I can help them all, and justice is
served on my
Since I was using parts of my brain I would not have used under normal
circumstances, I developed the ability to read backwards as naturally
as I could
red forwards. Houston tapped into this typically occult-based
phenomenon as a
means of "scrambling" road signs to promote amnesia of where we were
traveling. He further compounded his effort by conditioning me to read
phonetically and literally, and alternated his "scrambling" methods.
became "ooz" and "ooz" translated to "oz". Arkansas read "Our Kansas",
Missouri became (and was!) "Misery". East became West, and highway 66
became 99. When 1 traveled, I "literally" did not consciously know if I
coming or going. If an outsider happened to ask me about where I'd
mechanically replied, "The towns all run together and look alike after
Commands delivered in the same language twisting manner were natural
to follow. "Role with it" was easier for me to become according to
acting definition than it was to go with the flow by "rolling with it".
like Wyoming Senator Alan Simpson's "In a switch of an "I"
"eye"(hypnotic blink)/ "i"(the letter), complaint becomes compliant.
of my brain I was forced to function with were not conducive to
Nor could 1 have appeared "normal" to outsiders had they cared to see
beyond my superficial programmed cover personality, I did have occasion
mix with "outsiders" at the local library where I took Kelly for her
days when we were not traveling. By age 6, she tested at the 7th grade
level. I also emerged from my closed environment to tend to Kelly's
She maintained straight As, but her poor attendance record threatened
state requirements. Once when the librarian asked where Kelly would be
traveling to waive library book due dates, or the teacher inquired as
absences, I gave the usual response of, "the towns all run together and
alike after awhile." If they pressed for specifics, I ran through a
religious phrases such as "praise the Lord", to compensate for my lack
answers. People tended to overlook and accept "religious fanaticism"
personality peculiarities, which combined with my "role" traveling the
music industry, kept outsiders at a distance for years.
My "religious fanatic" cover personality was cultivated at the
Tennessee Lord's Chapel "nondenominational" (Pentecostal) church,
the CIA Operative preacher -Reverend" Billy Roy Moore (who has since
Arkansas due to a local murder scandal),
Moore transported cocaine from the Caribbean for the CIA, at least
the Reagan Administration, under the guise of so-called "missions,"1
Christian ministries. It most likely was not the intent of the
dedicated to their Caribbean ministries to be used by the CIA and Moore
inadvertently mule drugs into our country. Even CIA agents operating
"need to know" partial information were denied the full scope of what
actually participating in. Many seemingly willing participants were
manipulated, provided "justification," and deliberately misled to
were serving their country, rather than destroying it from the inside
"Pastor" Moore combined his knowledge of Kelly's and my programming
keys, codes, and triggers with his use of metaphorical language to
and/or direct our mode of operation. Moore's "following" consisted
of government mind-controlled slaves and handlers, including the
Jack Greene and his slave, the Oak Ridge Boys, and others. He
instructed us on
how to vote, which political issues lo support, and to follow other
political leaders such as his and Manuel Noriega's friend, evangelist
Swaggart. "Religious counseling" from Moore equaled to maintaining
programming through "God's Orders", And "God's Orders" often came
Houston constantly prostituted Kelly to anyone "in the loop" who was
willing to pay. When she wasn't being prostituted, she was being filmed
pornographically. By 1984, Michael Dante routinely filmed Kelly in
pornography, since kiddie porn was as lucrative as bestiality. He
and me in Las Vegas, Nevada and various other locations throughout the
Caribbean, California, Florida, Tennessee, and in my home state of
This created professional conflict with long lime kiddie pornographers
formerly associated with Houston. Houston's close friend in Waycross,
Georgia, pedophile Jimmy Walker, managed the Okefenokee Swamp Park and
had participated in black budget funding operations for years on both
cocaine and pornography levels. His counterpart, Dick Flood, refused to
participate to any more pornography after Dante came on the scene. Even
Huntsville, Alabama NASA/DIA/CIA-appointed "law enforcement" officers
could rarely succeed in their bidding for Kelly's video taped
unless directly ordered by Senator Byrd. Dante considered himself her
owner as well as mine, and maintained control of our porn "business"
through serious U.S. Government and international Mafia methodisms/
Jimmy Walker, the same photographer who had taken pornographic
"wedding night" pictures for Larry Flynt, recently had other
photographs of me
published in Hustler. When Dante found out, he was furious. Larry Flynt
Dante both worked for the CIA, had Vatican and Mafia connections, and
deliberately appealed to Reagan's perversions using project Monarch
Controlled slaves. What Flynt could not "legally" publish, Dante ran
the underground. Flynt and Dante lived on oposite coasts, which,
similarities, still was not far enough apart to sooth their
his hands in dramatic Italian gestures. Dante furiously spouted a
obscenities over Flynt's publishing photos of what he deemed "his
Accusing Flynt of going to extremes to gain favor/protection from the
government, Dante shouted, "He's a bigger whore than the girls he
Michael Dante's pornographic filming abilities served several purposes.
Aside from producing porn according to Reagan's own (well known)
perversions and instructions, Dante was present during many key
government "gatherings". Oftentimes when I and others were prostituted
various government (New World Order) leaders, Dante had hidden cameras
filming perverse sexual acts apparently for future blackmail leverage.
videos were scandalous in proportion and were usually ordered by
Dante turned the videos over to Reagan, and covertly kept copies to
himself. Dante converted a small room of his Beverly Hills mansion into
security vault, where he kept his personal copies of the international
porn tapes there.
Among these internationally scandalous tapes are numerous videos
produced at the supposedly secure political sex playground in northern
California, Bohemian Grove. According to Houston, Dante's high tech
undetectable cameras used fiber optics, and fish-eye lens were in each
elite club's numerous sexual perversion theme rooms. My knowledge of
cameras was due to the strategically compromising positions of the
perpetrators I was prostituted to in the various kinky theme rooms.
I was programmed and equipped to function in all rooms at Bohemian
in order to compromise specific government targets according to their
perversions. "Anything, anytime, anywhere with anyone" was my mode of
operation at the Grove. I do not purport to understand the full
function of this
political cesspool playground as my perception was limited to my own
experience. My perception is that Bohemian Grove serves those ushering
New World Order through mind control, and consists primarily of the
Mafia and U.S. Government officials. I do not use the term "highest"
as copious quantities of drugs were consumed there. Project Monarch
slaves were routinely abused there to fulfill the primary purpose of
club: purveying perversion.
Bohemian Grove is reportedly intended to be used recreationally,
a supposedly secure environment for politically affluent individuals to
without restraint. The only business conducted there pertained to
the New World Order, through the proliferation of mind-control
giving the place an air of "Masonic Secrecy". The only room where
discussions were permitted was the small, dark lounge affectionately
appropriately referred to as the Underground.2
Sex slaves were not routinely permitted in the Underground for security
reasons, leaving the lounge's small stage as the only source of
This entertainment ranged from would-be talents such as Lee Atwater,
Clinton, and George Bush to CIA Operative entertainers such as Boxcar
and Lee Greenwood, On one occasion I was instructed to meet with former
President Gerald Ford in the Underground where Lee Atwater was picking
singing. As I waited through the smoke-filled room to Ford's table,
interrupted his song to cryptically acknowledge my unwelcome presence
singing choruses of "Over the Rainbow" and Byrd's song for me "Country
Roads" while emphasizing the lines of "Almost heaven, West Virginia".
My purpose at the Grove was sexual in nature, and therefore my
were limited to a sex slave's viewpoint. As an effective means of
ensure undetected proliferation of their perverse indulgences, slaves
myself were subjected to ritualistic trauma. I knew each breath I took
my last, as the threat of death lurked in every shadow. Slaves of
or with failing programming were sacrificially murdered "at random" in
wooded grounds of Bohemian Grave, and I fell it was "simply a matter of
until it would be me". Rituals were held at a giant, concrete owl
the banks of, ironically enough, the Russian (rushin') River. These
sex rituals stemmed from the scientific belief that mind-controlled
required severe trauma to ensure compartmentalization of the memory,
from any spiritual motivation.
My own threat of death was instilled when I witnessed the sacrificial
of a young, dark-haired victim at which time I was instructed to
sexually "as though my life depended upon it". I was told, "...the next
victim could be you. Anytime when you least expect it, the owl will
you. Prepare yourself, and stay prepared." Being "prepared" equated to
totally suggestible, i.e., "on my toes" awaiting their command.
After returning to Tennessee, Houston attempted to distort my Bohemian
Grove experience by instructing me to "prepare myself for imminent
He ordered me into a bathtub of cold water, placed ice cubes in my
transferred me to his bed. There he tied a coroner's type tag on my
hypnotically deepened my trance to the point where my heart and
were nearly stopped. Then he gratified himself on my cold, still body
faux necrophilia—reportedly one of his favorite perversions.
"perfected" his perversion to the extent that he handed the keys to my
programming to Lt. Col. Michael Aquino for use in Reagan's Hands-On
Mind-Control Demonstrations. My death-state also further equipped me in
role of "anything, anytime, anywhere with anyone" to be accessed at
The club offered a "Necrophilia" theme room to its members. I was so
heavily drugged and programmed when used in the "necrophilia" room,
threat of actually "slipping through death's door" and being sacrificed
knew it" did not affect me. My whole existence was balanced
the edge of death as a matter of routine anyway. My robotic state did
permit me the "luxury" of self-preservation, and I could only do
exactly what I
was told to do. My necrophilia room experience was only for the purpose
providing Dante a compromising film of a targeted member anyway.
Other perversion theme rooms at the Bohemian Club included what I heard
Ford refer to as the "Dark Room". When he not so cleverly said, "Let's
the Dark Room and see what develops," I understood from experience that
was interested in indulging in his perverse obsession for pornography.
Dark Room, members had sex with the same mind-controlled slave they
viewing in porn on a big screen television.
There was a triangular glass display centered in a main through way
was locked in with various trained animals, including snakes. Members
walking by watched elicit sex acts of bestiality, women with women,
with daughters, kids with kids, or any other unlimited perverse visual
I was once brutally assaulted by Dick Cheney in the Leather Room, which
was designed tike a dark, black leather-lined train berth. As 1 crawled
the leather flaps covering the narrow entrance, 1 heard Cheney play on
"berth/birth" as the soft blackness engulfed me. With the small opening
covered, the blinding darkness enhanced the sense of touch and provided
option of anonymity. Cheney jokingly claimed that I "blew his cover"
recognized his all-too-familiar voice and abnormally large penis size.
There was a room of shackles and tortures, black lights and strobes, an
opium den, ritualistic sex altars, a chapel, group orgy rooms including
beds, water beds, and "kitten" houses. I was used as a "rag doll" in
store," and as a urinal in the "golden arches" room.
From the owl's roost to the necrophilia room, no memory of sexual abuse
as horrifying as the conversations overheard in the Underground
implementing the New World Order. I learned that perpetrators believed
controlling the masses through propaganda mind manipulation did not
there would be a world left to dominate due to environmental and
overpopulation problems. The solution being debated was not
pollution/population control, but mass genocide of "selected
1Moore often operated under the cloak of World Vision.
2 The wooden sign was carved to read: U.N.DERGROUND
E.T. PHONE ROME
Anyone attending the Bohemian Grove on a regular basis was
those in the know as a "Grover". One such Grover was Ronald Reagan's
Secretary of Education, Bill Bennett, Bill Bennett, who later became
Czar" during the Bush Administration, wrote the so-called Book of
was/is? vying for the office of President. Bennett is apparently very
close to his
brother and fellow Grover, Bob Bennett. Although Bob Bennett holds the
position of Legal Counsel to President Clinton, it is apparent that the
recognize no party lines.
It was clear to me that there were no partisan differences amongst
ushering in the New World Order, any more than there was loyalty to our
Constitution. The close relationship I witnessed between the Bennett
like the marriage between Clinton's and Bush's 1992 campaign managers
Carville and Mary Matlin, should raise questions as to their agenda,
When Bill and Bob Bennett together sexually assaulted my daughter,
and me at the Bohemian Grove in 1986, I had already known Bill Bennett
mind-control programmer for some time. Bennett anchored his
based programming of me in my Catholic conditioning initially instilled
Rite to Remain Silent. Through further manipulation of my
perceptions, Bennett believed he had forever compartmentalized
his personal secrets of perverse sex with his brother, Bob, and my then
daughter. Bennett also had manipulated my mind in accordance with
Vatican "Orders" via Byrd's Jesuit College programming center in West
He used his role as Jesuit programmer for the purposes of carrying out
his efforts as Education Secretary to implement Education 2000.1
In order to program my mind for my role in bringing Education 2000 into
the "Volunteer State" of Tennessee's school system, Bennett used
mind manipulation to set the stage—the same kind of mind
propaganda executed on national and international scale, Bennett's
manipulating minds is apparently rooted in his knowledge of
When I met Bennett at a White House cocktail party in 1984, I was
the rosy cross necklace that Guy VanderJagt and Father Don had
me during my first communion, to signify the mode of program I was
under at the time. Byrd had ordered that I wear it for the occasion.
Byrd was already talking with Bennett when a White House butler led me
to see Byrd.2 Byrd was saying, "I was just talking about you with my
Secretary of Education3 William Bennett."
"Bill," Bennett corrected, sweeping his lecherous gaze over me as
were merchandise. "How do you do?"
'"As I am told, thank you," I said as I extended my hand as trained.
Bennett clumsily fingered the rosy cross necklace, blowing his
breath in my face as he said, "Your necklace is as beautiful as you
are, and no
doubt, as significant in purpose. Where did this come from and what
mean to you?"
"From my first communion," I responded. "Guy (Byrd interrupted to
clarify 'VanderJagt') gave it to me to consummate my holy communion."
Byrd corrected me, "Commemorate your holy communion."
"She doesn't need a translator, Bobby," Bennett laughed, "I'm hearing
loud and clear."
Byrd left me with Bennett, who went into a long winded recitation on an
interpretation of the Bible deliberately intended to further distort my
instilled perceptions. "Christ was an alien in this land," he was
accordance with his learned Jesuit mind manipulation techniques. "Once
landed in Earth's plane, it was plain to see he was a leader in
travel, We (Jesuits/aliens) followed his lead since he was the first to
Earth's dimension. In Christ's transformation from porpoise4 to
purpose, he lost
his will to Earth's demands. He lost his porpoise, so to speak."
"trance-fixed," I listened as Bennett rallied on and on. "When Christ
from the deep to inhale of Earth's atmosphere, time began ticking. It
recognized or acknowledged until Christ's passing, however. We began
marking time with his death. BC-AD-or is that AC-DC?" Referring to high
voltage used to compartmentalize memory, he continued, 'No, AC in DC
time. At any rate, we followed his lead, He referred to you as sheep.
knew you needed to be led. He led us. He led you. He led us to you.
here to lead you. The transformation is perfected now, updated with the
in alien technologies whereby we no longer have to follow Christ's
course to the
grave. We can transcend dimensions free of the confines of Earth's
gravitational pull. The time is now, and we are here to lead you. We
your mind. That's how we make you mind. Make you mine. Make you a
mind. Make you mine. Journey with me now..."
Bennett manipulated my perceptions until, at last, he informed me, "You
and 1 will be working closely together on a global education project."
his hand around the crowded room, he continued, "This atmosphere is not
conductive to the kind of work we need to be doing. Something else just
up that demands immediate attention. Let's complete tonight's business
pleasure, beat it out of this dimension, suspend your suspended
get with the program."
In one of many White House bedrooms available for such purposes,
led me into bed. I told you we were going to beat it out of this
that's exactly what I intend to do. A little Byrd told me you like a
I am not the Senate kind, I'll just represent the majority by giving
you what you
Bennett apparently found perverse pleasure in whipping me. With my
bruised and my body slinging with pain, Bennett lit up a cigarette and
cryptically asked, "Was that your first cum-union with an alien?"
He threw me my clothes, and ordered, "Make yourself presentable. Make
sure your wrists are covered. I'm not waiting around for you, I'll see
Bennett left. After awhile I was escorted back to Byrd, with whom I
a brutal, short night. On the way to his room, Byrd told me, "You've
to do come morning with Mr. Bennett. Working for him is like working
me. We are working in conjunction with the state Governors in an effort
implement the global 2000 education formula for the future. I am
excited at the
prospect of meddling in the future through what I accomplish today.
hold this country's purse strings, it is up to me to delegate as much
funding as is
neccessary to implement the educational program. I've withheld funding
withheld funding to the point where the individual states must rely on
funding to get them out of hot water financially. I am ready to do just
long as they follow my guidelines. Mr. Bennett is working out the
this plan, and will be sharing much of that with you. I need you to do
do best by enlisting the full cooperation of state government at the
Governor's Convention. I have never demanded Conventional sex of you
before, but this time is different. Persuade these Governors at their
moment—bring them to their knees while you are on yours, and
that global education is the gateway to the future if there is to be
any future at
Early the next morning, deep underground in the NASA's Goddard Space
Flight Center mind-control lab near D.C., Bill Bennett began preparing
the program. NASA uses various "CIA designer drugs" to chemically alter
brain and create exactly the mind set required at the time, Huntsville,
Alabama's NASA drug of choice, "Train-quility," created a feeling of
peaceful compliance and a sensation of walking on air. The drug
this time was sufficiently similar to Tranquility to create total
bearing I had endured the night before had rendered me helpless,
anyway, and I
could barely crawl up onto the cold, metal lab table as the drug took
In the darkness surrounding me, I could hear Bill Bennett talking,
my brother, Bob. He and I work as one unit. We are alien to this
beings from another plane."
The high-tech light display swirling around me convinced me I was
transforming dimensions with them, A laser of light hit the black wall
of me, which seemed to explode into a panoramic view of a White House
cocktail party-as though I had transformed dimensions and stood amongst
them. Not recognizing anyone, I frantically asked, "Who are these
"They're not people, and this isn't a spaceship/ Bennett said. As he
spoke, the holographic scene changed ever so slightly until the people
to be lizard-like aliens. "Welcome to the second level of the
This level is a mere/(mirror) reflection of the first, an alien
dimension. We are
from a transdirnensional plane that spans and encompasses all
"Infinite dimensions," Bob injected, "Infinite dimensions spanned
Bill said, "No limitations".
Bob softly sang, "Let freedom ring".
"There truly is no where to run and no where to hide from us. We're who
is looking from behind the Eye in the Sky," Bill continued,
"We're watching you," Bob said. He sang a line from the popular rock
song "I'll Be Watching You".
"I have taken you through my dimension as a means of establishing
holds on your mind than the Earth's plane permits," Bill Bennett was
"Being alien, I simply make my thoughts your thoughts by projecting
your mind. My thoughts are your thoughts."5
The brief message Bennett programmed me with pertaining to Education
2000 was to be directed to state Governors at the upcoming convention
delivering a packet of information:
The children. We must consider the children. Think for a moment beyond
tomorrow. Our children are the future. Their future lies in education.
control the future today by regulating education. Our thoughts and
plans for the
future-put in their text. A text they can understand. Children's
The highest levels of government, the most brilliant minds on the face
m - Earth would like input into the future by way of the children. You,
Governor, are in a position to provide that link. Global Education 2000
ready for implementation. Look into it. Look into it and see the
1Education 2000 was designed to increase our children's learning
capacity while destroying
their ability to critically think for themselves. You can learn more
about Education 2000, also
referred to as America 2000 and Glohal 2000, through reading: Educating
for the New World
Order by B.K. Eakman, published by Halcyon House ISBN #
0-89420-278-2-3441000, and A
Critique of America 2000: An Educational Strategy by Kathi Simonds,
published by Citizens for
Excellence in Education,
2Anytime I was taken to "see Byrd," I was deliberately reminded of his
name, (Robert) C.
Byrd and "its alien mirror reversal," Sea-Byrd as a triple bind lock
3Bill Bennett, who was still acting as Chairman of the National
Endowment of the
Humanities in 1984, was designated (tapped) to became U.S. Secretary of
Education through his
allegiances to George Bush and the New World Order. In 1985, Reagan
appointed Bennett as Secretary of Education. Apparently Byrd considered
my "Neeed to Know*
Bennett as Secretary of Education pertinent to my role in the Global
4Jesuit/NASA based whale and dolphin programming suggests that water is
a mirror to
other dimensions and is the means by which aliens have mixed with our
5If this were so, why did he have to audibly tell me?
NEW WORLD ORDER OF THE ROSE
Still feeling drugged from the programming session instilled
in me by
Bennett at the nearby Goddard Space Flight Center, I attended a White
cocktail party later that night as instructed.
Dressed "to Order," I wore a slinky, black dress that gathered at one
decorated in rubies, with a red rose barrette in my hair. "The Chief
her," my Secret Service escort told the butler as he left me at the
lights were dim and the air was formal as the butler led me through the
unusually large crowd of people. He released my elbow, aiming me in the
direction of then President Ronald Reagan,
As I walked through the crowd toward Reagan, I saw familiar faces
associated with the ''Order of the Rose.1" Across the room, Bill and
Bennett were laughing with Dick Cheney. Then-Governor of Pennsylvania
Dick Thornburgh was engaged in conversation with Senator Arlen Spector.
Within the farthest reaches of my expanded peripheral vision, I saw
Bush talking with his U.N. confidant Madeleine Albright2, Knowing I
see him as though I had eyes in the back of my head, Bush subtly
to join them.
"You know Madeleine Albright," Bush began, Expertly using terminology
from previously instilled Catholic Jesuit beliefs, he continued, "She's
reverend mother of all sisters (slaves). She's so close to God that an
her is an order from Him." Albright snickered, apparently impressed
Bush's "witty" manipulation of program verbiage. "She rose in the U.N.
through me to implement the New World peace process."
Albright said to me, "I hear you're a world (whirled?) piece".
"Who told you that?" Bush demanded.
"Larry Flynt, for her stint in Jamaica3," she quickly explained.
Bush threw up his hand in apparent disgust at the idea of sex relating
someone with two digits in their age. "Spare me," he said.
"That's my job," Albright said matter-of-factly with a smile of pride.
shooed me away while condescendingly saying, I'll see you tomorrow at
OAS (Organization of American States) office. Now, you run along and go
play." Noting that her nonspecific orders left me unable to determine
way to turn, literally, she aimed me back in the direction of Reagan.
Reagan was dressed in a dark, navy blue suit and red silk tie. His red
rosebud4 boutonniere instantly triggered me into a Jesuit "Order of the
sex slave mode. "Well, hello, Kitten," Reagan said, blowing his cognac
in my face as he bent over to kiss my hand.
"Uncle Ronnie..." I said, sexually responding as conditioned.
Reagan turned to the man beside him and said, "Brian, this is one more
those benefits of the New World Order I was telling you about. Kitten,
Brian Mulroney, Prime Minister of Canada."
The connotations of my childhood experience with the former Prime
Minister" of Canada, Pierre Trudeau, suggested that Mulroney was
did the mode I was operating in. He, too, was wearing a red rose
signifying his involvement and commitment to the Order of the Rose.
"It's a pleasure to meet you, Sir," I said as I extended my hand.
"The pleasure is mine," Mulroney said as he kissed my hand, "Please,
"Yes, Sir, Brian," I responded, my brain still whirling with the NASA
Chuckling but insisient, Mulroney reiterated, "I am not a Sir".
Reagan jumped in, "He is a Prime Minister, which means he is more
important than your average Minister, and certainly more important than
Sir. Brian is my friend."
"Oh, Brian," I said, finally understanding,
"O'Brien is her father's name," Reagan told Mulroney, "She is of Irish
descent and hails from Michigan."
Brian turned to me, "I've been in your neck of the woods here
one of my favorite get-aways-on Mackinac Island,"
"Mackinac Island was her launch point into the project," Reagan
in terms used by those familiar with mind-control operations. Mulroney
apparently was aware of my mind-controlled state and leered at me as
were merchandise, Reagan noticed his interest and proceeded to function
capacity of a pimp. "I highly recommend you take her along with the
is an excellent game piece for you to use in any position. And there's
Her head is in the ethers and come tomorrow, she wouldn't knew you from
man in the moon. I'll give you the keys later."
Expertly using Order of the Rose signals and triggers, Mulroney said,
give me the key to her heart, and she's mine."
"You are wise in the ways of the world," Reagan commented.
"I have to be on top of things. It's a New World Order," Mulroney said
As a guard led me away, I heard Reagan tell Mulroney, "You will be on
of the world soon".
I was searched by uniformed Canadian bodyguards and pointed in the
direction of one of the White House's many bedroom suites. When I
the door, I saw three blonde sex slaves undressing and preparing the
whom was my close friend and Senator Arlen Spector's slave.
I excitedly called my friend's name. "What are you doing here?" I asked
we hugged each other.
"Small world," she said, as she always did when we were thrust together
various places for prostitution and/or pornography. This universal term
often used among those familiar with the Small, Small World
I hugged my friend again, "Wow, it is a small world. I'm so glad you're
here." I had no comprehension of our predicament and could not see
"Hell girls! It is a small world!" Mulroney entered and strode across
room, tossing his coat on a chair and loosening his tie. "Watch it get
and smaller as we rocket further and further away." He slipped out of
shoes, suspenders, and pants while he continued his hypnotic metaphors.
"Soaring through the sea of black space. As the world gets smaller and
and smaller, then sinks into the black sea of space." Removing his
shorts, he announced, "I brought you here for a purpose..." and
access our sex programming.
In retrospect I know it was no coincidence that my friend and I were
brought together to satisfy Brian Mulroney's perversion for
slaves. Identically mirror programmed, we operated in unison. The
red rose tatoo on my friend's left wrist signified her enslavement to
World) Order of the Rose to which Mulroney belonged.
My friend and her young daughter reportedly were often transported
the U.S.-Canadian border at Niagara Falls for prostitution to Mulroney.
sexual abuse of her precious child was used as a trauma base to
of her mind just as Kelly's abuse traumatized me, Mulroney had
accessed sex programming at Niagara Falls in my friend and me-along
daughters-to satisfy his sanctioned perversions as though it were
usual". Had I been capable of connecting events, I would have felt
relief that our daughters were not forced to participate in his sexuaJ
"Mission" complete, I slipped on my dress and prepared to leave,
pointed to me and cryptically said, "I'll be seeing you around. Maybe
you in Mackinac. May be. somewhere in time." In three lines, Mulroney
expertly tied the immediate moment to childhood cues and current
NAFTA operations, as well as prepared me for my next encounter with him
1"The Order of the Rose" was an emblem of those ushering in the New
"Orders from the Rose" were orders From George Bush.
2Reagan first introduced me to U.N. Ambassador Madeleine Albrighi as
"my mentor" in
Jesuit operations in the Caribbean "Madeleine Albright is a Saint,"
Reagan told me, forming
my perception of her "The Mother Teresa of the Caribbean.'
3While I was in Jamaica under Albright's (via Bush's) instruction,
photographers took advantage of my being there to use the picturesque
Dunns River Falls as a
backdrop for pornographic photos to be used in Hustler.
4Reagan's red rose triggered a sexual mode usually used to
dignitaries and lock them into loyalty to the Order of the Rose.
GLOBAL EDUCATION 2000
My programmed role toward implementing Education 2000 according to the
plans of those ushering in the New World Order brought me back in
with former Governor of Tennessee, Lamar Alexander, and eventually
Prime Minister Brian Mulroney,
I had met Lamar Alexander in 1973, at a satanic ritual I was subjected
an affluent neighborhood of Nashville, Tennessee. Lamar Alexander
over this sex-oriented occult ritual with full understanding of my
Monarch Mind-Control victimization and the impact his actions were
my mind. It was my experience then, and intermittently throughout the
that Lamar Alexander's sexual perversion was to bring his victim to the
death through oral suffocation.
During the course of publicly exposing Tennessee's need for education
reform as instructed, I was in contact with Commissioners,
Mayors, and Lamar Alexander. Lamar Alexander, who followed Bennett as
Bush's Secretary of Education, worked in close association with Bill
manipulate the minds of the masses to accept Education 2000 as the ONLY
means of education reform. When Ned McWherter was moved into the office
of Governor to rubber stamp federal projects, Lamar Alexander
influence over state politics. At the same time, he maintained
national politics through his role as chairman of the National
Association in 1986.
As the J984 Governor's Convention drew near, I met with Lamar Alexander
at the Stockyard nightclub where he was drinking with his long time
and partner-in-crime, Nashville's Mayor Richard Fulton. In the basement
of this old, converted stockyard was a modified antique "Shoe Shine"
where the term took on new meaning. A key to a private shoeshine booth
be obtained by those in the know through Stockyard owner, Buddy Killen.
closet-sized booth was lined in mirrors and had a small bench where
Alexander sat after our business was concluded. I knelt at his feet as
perform oral sex. Programmed sex slaves such as myself were trained to
long periods of time without drawing a breath, and users such as
stretched this time to the maximum.1
On this occasion, Alexander apparently exceeded the maximum. 1 do not
recall completion of my programmed task. It was afterhours when my
handler, Alex Houston, dragged my limp body from the booth, roused
me, and ordered me out of the building. Buddy Killen opened a back door
once was a cattle run, and Houston half-dragged me out the back exit
The night of the Convention, Alex Houston's youngest daughter, Bonnie,2
was to join me. Bonnie and E were close to the same age, and together
dressed for the occasion. As a prostitute, Bonnie was familiar with
Alexander and his perversions but nevertheless was excited at the
seeing "old friends" at the Convention via Louise Mandrell,3 who would
entertaining there. The comradery between Alex Houston and trby
that developed during Bob Hope's U.S.O. tours in the 1960s lasted for
due to their shared involvement in running mind-controlled slaves for
Bonnie shared in this friendship with the Mandrells and was looking
seeing her "friends" in the band.
I, too, was looking forward to talking with Louise Mandrell, but for a
different reason. Barbara had just endured her near-fatal car crash,
and I was
deeply concerned for her welfare. Throughout the 1980s while traveling
the guise of the Country Music Industry, Alex Houston toured with
and/or Louise Mandrell on a regular basis. Occasionally Barbara and I
each other in "church," the Hendersonville Lord's Chapel. This church
offshoot of Billy Roy Moore's Lord's Chapel, and was pastored by his
slave, Mike Nelson, who became close friends with Barbara.4 Alex
Houston and I were present when Mike Nelson broke program, and
flee for his Life with Barbara Mandrell. The pastor was subdued with a
and immediately relieved of his position, while Barbara frantically
answers to the questions the two of them had managed to raise.
Alex Houston was touring with Louise Mandrel] in 1984 when Louise had a
"premonition" of Barbara's imminent demise—much the same way
"psychicly predicted" her son's murder. Like the murders of Loretta's
Country Music entertainer Keith Whitley, I was aware of Barbara's
accident before it occurred due to Alex Houston's direct involvement.
traumas were also used as a means of locking in my mind-controlled
I had "no where to run and no where to hide". Worst of all, I could not
to speak of what I knew due to my own absolute mind control. While
physically survived her ordeal, her voice was silenced as planned.
When Bonnie and I arrived at Opryland Hotel, we hurried to the ballroom
where Louise Mandrell would be performing. My concern for Barbara
detracted me from my appointment with Lamar Alexander until one of
dancers who knew of my role put me "back on track".
"What are you doing here?" he demanded. "You're supposed to be at Rhett
Butler's restaurant NOW."
I hurried to the restaurant where Lamar Alexander was having dinner
Senator Byrd and several governors. Byrd was participating in the
reasons unknown to me, but 1 was aware that he had fiddled at the Opry.
stopped eating just long enough to acknowledge my presence, "Where have
"I was checking on Barbara over at the show," 1 replied as Lamar
excused himself and walked over.
Putting an arm around me and turning me away from the table, he
whispered, "You could wind up just like her if you don't get with the
You've got programs to hand out. But right now, you're interrupting my
dinner. Have you had anything to drink?".
"No, Sir," I replied, traumatized at the magnitude of his threat.
Lamar Alexander instructed me to leave immediately, order a grasshopper
from the conservatory bar, and wait for further instructions.
It was a matter of routine for me to order a "grasshopper" from
Hotel's conservatory. The ice cream "drink" was specially
made—always with a
hypnotic drug in it. As sometimes happened, the waitress was unfamiliar
the process, and conservatory harp player and CIA operative Lloyd
interceded. The drug had the same effect as that administered at the
NASA programming center by Bennett, and my mode was robotic compliance.
After the drug kicked in, Lloyd Lindroth instructed me to proceed to
main ballroom of the Hotel, where Lamar Alexander would be meeting me.
The outer lobby of the ballroom was decorated in wall-size murals that
to the top of the gothic ceiling. A life-size steam engine depicted on
the far wall
appeared to be racing toward the grand staircase. I had seen the murals
numerous times before, but never had they seemed so real as they did to
night on the NASA drug. The heavy double doors leading to the ballroom
caused me to feel very small as I pulled with all my strength to open
the room was a sea of black suits and ties, and I was relieved when
Alexander ushered me back out into the lobby.
Alexander positioned me near the train mural as a cryptic indicator to
in the know ihat I was a "trained" mind-controlled slave. I was
provided a box
of brown envelopes packed with the Education 2000 information I was to
out to the governors. Alexander instructed me on exactly what I was to
conjunction with the message Bennett had programmed me with in D.C.
he returned to the ballroom, where he apparently acted in the capacity
"Are you waiting on the train?" a paunchy governor asked,
"No, Sir," I answered. Then, as instructed, I said, "But 1 do have a
of information with your name on it. Shall 1 take it to your room for
"Oh? And what is my name?" he asked.
"Governor," I responded. There actually were no names on the envelopes.
"Astute," he responded. "And what is it you have for me?"
"This packet," I answered, handing it to him. "And anything else you
compliments of Lamar Alexander and (tapped) Secretary of Education,
According to some of the men, Alexander had cued them as to my
Others, such as then Governor of Pennsylvania, Dick Thornburgh and Ohio
Governor Dick Celeste already knew me,
"I've got a packet of information with your name on it.. "I was saying
bent over to lift one from the box.
"I don't think so," Governor Blanchard of Michigan interrupted. "Bill
(Bennett) wouldn't stoop so low as to insult me that way. I'm doing the
thing here you are, but from a very different approach. The figures I
reflect the success of Education 2000 in the Michigan school system."
I recognized Governor Blanchard, and was well aware of Michigan's
ranking first in the nation in education. "Speaking of which," he
believe I see your mother more often than you do these days since she
working in the schools. That little sister of yours (Kimmy) is a prime
of what proper instruction can produce. Your little sister is coming to
Mackinac to further her skills. Your whole family is a prime example of
good Education 2000 works."
I finally met up with Bonnie again in Lamar Alexander's room as the
came to a close. "Bonnie, how's that snake of yours?" he asked. Bonnie,
had been filmed pornographically by CIA commercial photographer Jimmy
Walker with Dick Flood's snakes, had a pel boa consticter,
"Great!" Bonnie laughed. "How's yours?"
" Constricted," he replied,
Bonnie unzipped his pants as she admittedly had done numerous times in
past, playfully sayings "Let it loose!"
Lamar Alexander began removing his pants. Referring to me in Project
Monarch terms he said, "When 1 first saw you, you were a worm with no
of being a butterfly."
"Daddy (Alex Houston) said she was a diamond in the rough," Bonnie
"She shines now". Turning to me he said, "I know you are a shoe shiner,
and mine need a shine."
Bonnie, also familiar with the Stockyard booth and Lamar Alexander's
meaning, laughed when he said, "Why don't you both take a foot."
Task complete, I went to Byrd's nearby room as instructed. He was in
bathroom preparing himself for bed, "Louise had her feathers fuffled
Barbara's collision with destiny and 1 had to smooth them down a bit,"
his dough grey hands on a towel, he turned to me and said, "Looks lite
had your wings spread a bit tonight."
"I wore a path up and down the stairs," I stated.
Much to my relief he said, "I'm not going to fiddle with you farther. I
wanted to give you something to remember me by--Bye." He
compartmentalized my memory with his stun gun.
Soon thereafter, Kelly and I were transported to Mackinac Island.
to meet with Canadian Prime Minister Brian Mulroney at then-Governor
Houston led Kelly and me to a horse drawn carriage as quickly as we
stepped off the ferryboat onto the timeless, antiquated island, I
noticed that the
Canadian flags were again flying at the Grand Hotel, but was of no mind
question, Kelly sat quietly beside me, apparently drugged as our
us through the woods to the Governor's mansion.
The guests in the mansion were reminiscent of the recent Tennessee
Governor's convention: Michigan Governor Blanchard, Ohio Governor Dick
Celeste, and Pennsylvania Governor Dick Thornburgh. Guy VanderJagt and
Jerry Ford were also present. Mulroney appeared to be the guest of
He reached out his hands and greeted me, "I told you I would see you
somewhere in time! I slipped time, space, and distance to be here this
You and I have some ground to cover."
"Yes, Sir. President Reagan's Global Education Secretary Bill Bennett
sent me to deliver this education packet directly to you." I was to
large, brown envelope of documents similar to those handed out at the
Blanchard excused himself. "I've already heard the schpiel," he said as
turned to his other guests, leaving Mulroney and me alone,
"Global Education is the wave of the future," I recited as programmed.
the world gets smaller and smaller due to higher technology spanning
our children must be educated in the ways of the world. Education as it
barely equips them for life in their own backyard. We need to become
in our children's education for the sake of their future and our
education is the way. The only way, Look into it..." I handed him the
envelope. "...Peer into the future."
Mulroney uncrossed his arms long enough to accept the envelope, which
casually tossed on a chair. "I am interested in the children, the
legacy we leave
them, and how we shape their future by the way we record our history in
test." Using Order of the Rose cues, he signalled me to
his words for future delivery. "Tell Mr. Bennett(sss)," he hissed,
revealing his knowledge that Bill and Bob Bennett worked together using
reptilian-alien themes, "implementation is high. I'm already sold on
2000 and have additional points I would like for them to consider.
every computer station for openers. Double the impact with dual
We're being thrust forward at warp speed, and the generations of the
need an added booster to bring them up to speed. A united global effort
your education package as a basis is destined to bring the future into
a clear and
Business complete, Mulroney triggered my sex programming and led me
upstairs to the bedrooms where Kelly was robotically waiting, entranced
Orders of the Rose,
1I have witnessed girls die of suffocation from this practice oven
though 3 to 5 minutes
without breathing is common.
2While Bonnie was not raised in Project Monarch, Houston's pedophilia
hypnosis techniques rendered Bonnie unable to control her own actions.
Bonnie is a multiple
with a record of prostitution in need of therapy and care.
3Irby Mandrell openly discussed Senator Byrd's direct involvement in
the Project Monarch
government mind-controlled victimizations of his incestuously abused
daughters with Houston.
"Having babies can be a lucrative way to feather your nest-that's what
the Byrd taught me."
Mandrel! continued, "Louise was a little withdrawn, and she needed to
come out of her cocoon
and spread her wings. I ran the idea by Byrd, and he said 'If she
doesn't have a talent, let's
make her one. What is a band without a fiddle?' And viola, there she
is. Another star on the
rise launched from NASA City, USA (Huntsville, Alabama)."
4Friendships between mind-controlled slaves are usually forbidden, and
kept to a minimum lest cross-programing triggering occurs. Throughout
the years, my own
relationship with the Mandrells was limited to a superficial basis,
whereas Irby Mandrell
employed Houston's hypnotic abilities to maintain mind control over his
U.S. and Mexican relations were flourishing in the successes of NAFTA's
groundwork, while polictical differences pertaining to Nicaragua
minor point of contention. Since the Catholic Vatican's Intelligence
Jesuits were working closely wilh U.S. Intelligence to usher in the New
Order, they used their established influence in Mexico and Nicaragua to
a common ground for "diplomatic relations". My dual mind-control
by the ClA and the Jesuits since childhood, and my previous "diplomatic
relations" in Mexico thrust me into the role of messenger and
to Nicaragua's Daniel Oriega.
Were President Reagan's Nicaraguan Freedom Fighters fighters OF freedom
or FOR freedom? My mind-controlled existence rendered me incapable of
such questions. Nevertheless, I had a programmed "passion burning in
my bosom" for the Contras as was patriotically instilled through
I embarked on my "peacekeeping mission" to Nicaragua for Reagan tale in
summer of 1985,
I boarded NCL as usual to reach my appointed destination. Since
was not a port of call for NCL, I flew from the Yukatan of Mexico to a
military airstrip in Managua. It was in this small mountain top
clearing that I
met with Commandant Daniel Ortega, as had been arranged through the
I was dressed seasonably in shorts, with my long blond hair lucked hack
a French braid. Onega's attire, too, was reflective of the casual air
His tan, military uniform had worn thin, and was free of any protocol
The dark, rose-colored sunglasses he peered through apparently had not
changes his somber view of the "noble cause" he claimed to represent. A
of few words, he greeted me with an order, "Come with me." I rode wilh
in silence as he drove a jeep the short distance across the airstrip to
near, two story, white, frame house.
As we came to a stop in front of the house, Ortega said In a sad, slow
"I have needs like any man. But I feel like a whore myself for
His bedroom was clean and functional, with numerous assault weapons
around, I did not see any modern conveniences or personal effects, but
Ortega seemed to be at home in his surroundings.
Ortega's demeanor was that of a man who bad abstained from sex longer
than most in bis politcal position. As he slowly unbuttoned his shirt,
a Catholic medallion with the secret Jesuit ascension/descesion symbol
a common accessory among Jesuit spooks. He sat in wicker chair as 1
his silent lead in gratifying him orally.
While he chain smoked cigarettes, I sat in front of him on the floor,
relayed Reagan's message to him as programmed. I began. "President
has sent me as a messenger of peace."
He casually interrupted. slowly looking me up and down. "I'd like to
a piece in a few more minutes."
I continued, "Your people have endured many hardships Throughout their
existence. He (Reagan) only wants to help. The American people want to
peace and freedom in your land. Mexican and U.S. relations are growing
stronger by the day, and it is imperative that we resolve your conflict
in order to
resolve our own with the Mexican government We have come to the
agreement with Mexico that the Nicaraguan conflict must be resolved for
sake of your people as well as our own, I am here on a peacekeeping
representative of Vatican-based common ground shared by both Mexican
American governments, to enlighten you to our peaceful intentions. The
effort of Mexican-American Catholic missions is to promote peace in
region, while only enhancing your culture. The world is rapidly turning
world peace, and Nicaragua is way behind the times—from
education to government ideals and religious convictions. Pope John
praying diligently for peace in your region, and has joined forces with
Reagan, Mexico, and even the Soviet Union to ensure that peace. He (the
Pope) knows your goals, he knows your motives (I leaned forward, almost
whispering from my own instilled belief), he knows your soul. We can
work in tandem to achieve that peace. Nicaragua, small though it may be
relation to the rest of the world, is a significant stepping stone
world powers. It can no longer be a source of contention and
Your people must be free. Free to worship God through your holy
church. That is first and foremost on President Reagan's agenda, as
well as the
Pope's and President de la Madrid's. A New World Order is coming into
with or without you; it is an inevitable process that cannot be
stopped. A whole
new world of peace awaits us all. I can see you are a peace-loving man.
emanates from your being. Blood has flowed across your land so heavily
your people are drowning in it. Together we can cauterize that wound.
Replace blood flow with cash flow. Americanization can upgrade your
technology at a rapid rate. Your people could compete in world markets
turn of the century. Your future global position has already been
geography alone. Flow with it. Lead your people out of poverty. Educate
them in a manner conducive to their destined position in world markets.
them from their struggles that have held them captive for so long.
church bells to ring with good news of peace, prosperity and freedom.
achieve all of your goals for your country's advancement with our
Ortega thoughtfully finished smoking a cigarette, and lit up another as
confidently replied, "Tell your President that I have seen his freedom,
listened to" his words projected through yet another example of it. He
beautiful picture suspended within his framework. A picture can appear
to its beholder while it is being gazed upon. I cannot worship a graven
and the picture he paints is just that. We have fought too hard and too
spilling sweat and blood across this land in our determined effort to
human values instilled in us by our forefathers, who gained their
from the original Catholic missionaries. These values are the same as
those portrayed in President Reagan's painted picture-only ours are
have only surface value, like any other painting. If I were to concede,
only be framed within me picture he paints, hung on his wall like a
will not mislead my people, in spite of his offers of wealth and
position, I am
true to my convictions, and when he is true to his, then we will meet
common ground and have something of substance to discuss. For now,
are only a waste of our time."
Ortega put out his cigarette, and pulled back the covers on his bed.
lake you somewhere pleasant." He took a well-used opium pipe/bong off
dresser and handed me a nozzle, I had been trained to accept any drug
me with the only exception being the strictly forbidden marijuana. I
until Ortega assured me it was opium. As the drug took affect he said,
could be the way to world peace." Sex with Ortega was at very least
pain and perversion. Unlike most I was forced to have "diplomatic
with for the Reagan Administration, he fell asleep when he was through
the difference between opium and cocaine.
The honk of a jeep's horn outside awoke him. As I prepared to leave, he
said, "Wait". He took a small, 1/4 inch or so ball of black opium from
personal stash, wrapped it in the cellophane from his cigarette package
and said, "Give this to your President and tell him that you and I
peace with this substance than he'll ever impart on the surface of his
globe," As he closed the door quietly behind me he said, "Come back and
me when you have more to offer. "
I was immediately returned by plane to Washington, D.C. where my
"mission" had originated. This time I was taken directly to Bush's
where I delivered Ortega's message verbatim. Eliminating most of the
dialogue, Bush instructed me to deliver a partial message to Reagan.
perceive message content and people beyond my "Need to Know"
limited view, I had no concept that Ortega's message would have a
negative impact. It never occurred to me that Ortega had proven himself
as much a hypocrite as he purported Reagan to be by using me as a
and messenger of bad news knowing full well that I had no free will
to make the message more palatable. Bush's revision of Ortega's message
added fuei to a proverbial fire that I didn't even know was burning
delivered the message to Reagan.
Bush was with Reagan and me in Reagan's secondary office (to the Oval
office) of the White House as I relayed the message as instructed,
Ortega is a peace loving man, who seeks the same resolutions that we
he told me to tell you-(I dug in my purse for the opium) that he and I
more peace in this substance-(I handed the opium to Reagan) than you'll
impart on the surface of your painted globe."
Bush smiled as Reagan's face instantly turned beet red with rage. Bush
reacted and spun up out of his chair, look the opium for himself, and
Reagan, "Settle down. There's more. It seems the only peace she spread
between her legs." He headed for the door, saying, "I would reconsider
position if 1 were in your shoes—considering what's filling
hers." Bush dropped
his gaze down the back of my legs to my shoes as he continued, "It's
down both sides of her legs."
Obviously I wouldn't be subjected to sex with Reagan that day. I was
quickly excused and flown back to Mexico, where I resumed my NCL
With my memory of the event compartmentalized through high voltage, 1
believed at the time that I had never been gone at all.
In the fall of 1985, the same part of me that met with Ortega
with (Reagan appointed) CIA Director William "Bill" Casey through the
arboured rose garden of his Long Island estate. Casey began by
my Jesuit/Vatican programming base personality with the expertise
the current union between Catholic and CIA operations. Casey, whom
referred to as a "man of Vision," was forming my Jesuit mind-control
programmed "understanding". "I have a World Vision,1 one of peace. By
the more violent factions of societies world wide and replacing them
with faithful leaders of one world government, and the one world
unification is eminent. It is a beautiful vision, and it came to me in
God has moved me to move men. I've moved them here and I've moved them
there—now it's time to remove them. My World Vision
encompasses the globe
and puts to rest any and all tensions, strife, overpopulation, and
vision is a World Vision, and the churches see it my way as evidenced
support of the cause."2
Referring to my mind-controlled involvement in Haitian operations via
NCL, Casey further defined 'the cause,' "Your heartfelt mission in
helped in my World Vision quest for her people to abandon hedonistic
and turn their eyes to God and Godly ways. By their own design, they
created an atmosphere of evil whereby a plague will be visited on their
The Lord has so moved me to move men who share our goals into place,
re-move those who stand in the way of peace. It is for this reason that
mission in Haiti must be brought to a close. Baby Doc, in his tireless
to saving the demonically possessed cannot bear the burden of watching
people die the wretched death unleashed upon those doomed for hell. We
left with no alternative but to heed the word of God and spare him from
annihilation. For this reason, we will send in the missionaries (Jesuit
Mercenaries) to inoculate the population with a vaccine that will spare
good of heart by virtue of its design. All attempts to maintain Haiti
loop of financial gain will cease. Tourism must be stopped for the sake
innocents visiting a plagued land. Despite our differences, Baby Doc
complied with the Vatican's orders to the test of his abilities in his
land, and must resign his post. We owe it to him to transport him to
safety. It is our duty as Americans and followers of God to obey the
of our Lord and Master and enforce the World Vision. It is your duty as
American and follower of God to instill the understanding that God has
and a plague is imminent. Baby Doc is being prepared for transition and
word of direction. You will provide him with that word."
With my perceptions distorted and Catholic Jesuit programmed
"understanding" instilled, I was prepared to "religiously accept" any
and all I
was told. I believed that the revolution in Haiti was a holy war, never
of realizing it was a test run battle for the minds in this 4th world
The devotion I felt toward the Haitian people was more than a religious
understanding of these alternately Catholic-Santeria3 voodoo
worshippers. I was
actually subconsciously recognizing other tortured mind-controlled
slaves in this
human created hell called Haiti. Consciously, I now know it was due in
the visible stun gun/prod marks, plastic ever-present smiles that never
reach their dead appearing eyes. The children clung to their wide-eyed
mothers, as they performed their tasks in robotic servitude. I had
these characteristics in other slaves throughout the years, but never
had I seen a
whole country entranced. My compassion for the Haitian people
the realm of the spiritual, into a part of me that mind control and
of religion could never touch,
Casey and I had been walking through the garden, guarded by more armed
men than the President, It wasn't that I was a threat, 1 couldn't even
save myself. It was that Casey and his World Vision were a threat to
that so many guards were needed. The men appeared to be U.S. Secret
officers according to their attire, weapons, and earphone headsets. One
conspicuously placed his hand to his headset, listening as though it
control. He walked briskly over to Casey, who signaled me to leave with
escort who instantly arrived at my side awaiting instruction.
"Take her to my chambers," Casey told him, "Clear her mind. I have
something I need to instill," Robotically I followed my escort into
office library. The room was barren, dark, and hot-just as described in
I had been given to read in keeping with You Are What You Read
programming. It produced a sensation of having somehow stepped into the
novel Chameleon by insider William Diehl. The mind scramble of the book
and reality instantly commenced,
"It's warm in here," the agent said, unbuttoning my while eyelet
"Bill (Casey) likes to keep it this way in case-he (Casey) gets a chill
blood runs cold. Chameleons4 are naturally cold blooded. Make yourself
comfortable white I turn up the heat. Mr, Casey doesn't want to hear a
out of you, so I'll warn you now-be Silent." He deliberately triggered
activated the Jesuit programmed part of me that believed in my Vow of
The walls have ears and the plants have eyes, so your silence is
success. I'm going to leave you to reflect in Silence, Bill will be
Had I been capable of "reflecting," I would have questioned the
Casey's dramatic position of "religious overtones" on Haitian policy.
Reagan's, Casey's sincerity did not ring true considering the fruits of
But then, 1 could not consider any more than I could reflect, and 1 sat
in a state
of what felt like suspended animation awaiting my instructions. I could
anticipate nor dread what was about to happen as futuristic thinking
was left in
the hands of my controllers. Had I realized the scramble of reality
William Diehl's book, I could have "psychicly" predicted what happened
Bill Casey strolled in.
Casey walked over to his highly polished, dark wood desk and opened the
top drawer. Casey's desk was one of the few furnishings in the large,
room. The dark, polished, reddish-wood paneling seemed even darker with
midnight blue carpeting curving slightly up the wall. Heavy, gothic
velvet drapes blacked out the sun from the windows behind his desk,
"I can see quite clearly that you have taken a Vow of Silence, Maintain
Maintain it and Lisssten," Casey hissed, using preset triggers. He
the drawer and took out a foot-long, maroon box with a diamond embossed
"1 received a box, quite anonymously as I do from time to time," Casey
in keeping with the book scramble. "The box has your name on it. I
to open it and find the usual pierced chameleon and found, instead, a
intended for one."
He opened the box in front of me. Inside, laying on a bed of cotton,
elaborate dagger with a handle of the same rose crystal from which the
Byrd had presented me on "our wedding night" was made. My first
meeting with Casey promised to be torturous as I recognized Byrd's
participation in the grisly ordeal.
1 listened, deeply tranced, as Casey said, "Is it a knife or a
crucifix? I can't
tell. Both symbolize martyrdom as far as I'm concerned. Note the rose
cut into the crystal. Now, I wonder who would have sent me this to give
Even under mind control I knew, as I was supposed to, that Byrd had
provided him with the knife. My worst fears were confirmed when Casey
began using Byrd's hypnotic induction, "In like a knife, sharp and
carve out what I want." Casey sliced through the front of my bra,
area between my breasts where Byrd routinely cut me with his
pierced into my breastbone deeply so that I believed I would split, and
did split off a personality fragment compartmentalizing this event.
standard Jesuit-based infinity program, Casey instructed me and
me with messages that I would deliver as though my life depended on it.
"You must go to the Citadel and warn our Dominican brothers of
doom to their neighbors in Haiti. From the Dominican side (of the
island) you will be flown to Port Au Prince where you will meet with
(Duvalier) at his Palace. He is already receptive to your word, and
my words are your words and your word is Silence. You must tell General
Cedras his Order is from The Rose." Casey touched the white rose in his
signaling me to photographically record his words verbatim.
When he was through programming me with his message, Casey told me,
"As quickly as you complete this mission, you must depart Haiti, never
return again." Casey used excessive high voltage to compartmentalize my
memory. I recall being nauseated and i l l from his stun gun as I
Long Island compound/home via ferry programmed with messages to Cedras
and Babv Doc.
Haiti had recently been dropped from the NCL itinerary as a Port of
but the Dominican Republic side of the island remained open to tourism.
Houston and I debarked the NCL ship in Puerta Plata, we walked past a
Vision cargo ship that was being unloaded at the dock. I recall that a
breeze gently lifted the hem of my white, gauzy dress as I weaved my
through the dockload of World Vision freight to a waiting automobile.
Religion and politics apparently mix in the Dominican Republic as
evidenced by the inseparable mixture of Catholic Missions, old forts,
Christopher Columbus, and Catholic Shrines. As we drove past the
tramway that takes tourists up and down to the rustic Citadel and
Shrine at the top, Houston perpetuated the "Chameleon" book scramble.
referring to Cedras and the short donkey ride from the tram to the
depicted in Diehl's book, Houston threatened to put me on the rickety
saying, "Some Jackass will see you at the top."
In an area reserved for covert activities, out of view of tourists, I
General Cedras in his Citadel office. Dressed in the eerie, Jesuit,
robe, Cedras completed Casey's "Chameleon" book scramble scenario as we
walked through the ancient structure to his office. Cedras' demeanor
appear more as a militant than a "spook," despite the corny monk's
his hood down his back, Cedras' sharp, craggy features and darting
eyes kept my full attention. I had seen him at a monastery in Santo
ordered before,6 when Haiti was still being used by the CIA for
Watchtower to transport cocaine and Contra weapons from Cuba.
Alone with Cedras and properly signaled, I began photographically
Casey's message, "I have word of warning from the Vatican by way of the
honorable and faithful William Casey. He sends word of impending doom
is to befall your neighbors on the darkside in Haiti. Voodoo manifest
mysterious ways while the way of the Lord is clear. Evil must be
stopped at all
costs. The cost shall be in terms of human casualty, as a plague is
upon the land. Those who fornicate with devils shall be infested with
plague. Woo unto them who have stood in the path of World Peace. By
design the New World Order shall come into being with or without the
All American operations in Haiti are now destined for your ports. Your
(the CIA-UN operated Dominicans) will flourish in peace and prosperity
the dark side (Haitians) drown in the blood of this holy war that they
brought upon themselves. Close your borders swiftly and maintain
the gate lest the Haitians infest your land with their evil plague.
the masses shall be masked in the body and the blood shall carry the
more and more Haitians turn to God in their final hour, the communion
partake will be Satan's own. With their God as the scapegoat, your
the Son (sun) will be freed of the vile and wicked. I have seen a
World Vision, and it is through communion with the ancients that we
granted the Keys to the Kingdom7 to unlock the gates of hell. The holy
sent herein has the blessings of the Vatican and must be sprinkled like
the Haitians. Our God reigns, and he rains rivers of blood upon the
masses, and he reigns supreme upon your mission. Your mission is clear.
serve communion and let God son them out. Those who serve the body of
Christ are covered by the Vatican, those who serve voodoo evil shall be
in the blood of their own. It is clear our God reigns. Lei the games
Combining the cryptic language of Cedras' CIA and Jesuit operations,
Casey had weaved numerous cryptic commands into his message. Had I been
inadvertently accessed, the instructions would make little sense to
those not cued
to the language. Cedras was listening religiously, fully grasping the
of Casey's instructions. I concluded the message, "The holy water with
Vatican's blessings will arrive at 1 PM today by way of World Vision,
blood shall host the plague."8
I was relieved to depart Cedras' presence without being subjected to
usual perverse sexual brutality. This would be someone else's job this
my programmed trance was maintained until I delivered Casey's message
Baby Doc Duvalier on the "dark side" of the "Island in the Son".
Houston took me to the small CIA-operated airport at the foot of the
mountain where I boarded a small, white airplane destined for Port Au
Haiti. When we landed, the pilot walked me over to Baby Doc's Tonton
guards, and ordered that I be taken to the Palace. He spoke in rapid
French, and lifted my symbolic, rosy cross necklace for emphasis to the
Reinforcing my insLiiled belief thai the Catholic emblem would protect
guards treated me with the respect that apparently was reserved for
Jesuit spooks. I was driven by white Mercedes to the Haitian
Palace. Looking even more conspicuously out of place in contrast to
poverty than his fleet of Mercedes, Baby Doc's Palace was decadent. I
reverently in. the foyer waiting for my arranged meeting to begin,
question Baby Doc's luxurious surroundings in view of the despair and
starvation around him.
I had met with Baby Doc throughout the early '80s in the capacity of a
Project Monarch prostitute. All Haitian-based U.S. covert operations
by a bed-ridden old man referred to as "Ol' Charlie," who resided at
Presidente Hotel until his death in the mid '80s. During my tenure as a
messenger and prostitute in Haiti, I had been forced to attend a
voodoo ceremony for my (and others') traumatization purposes. I was
to perform oral sex on Baby Doc as his dark-windowed Mercedes slowly
proceeded through the crowds of Haitians on their way to the ritual.
Haitian missions previously established with Ol' Charlie for business
Doc for prostitution, my meeting Baby Doc for business was
"What brings you here?" Baby Doc spit the words at me in English. I had
been led into his library by three armed guards, "I have no need of a
Baby Doc's applicable knowledge of the English language was limited by
intellect whereby an aide filled the need for an interpreter as 1
"I come in the name of peace. I have a message for you from William
Casey, sanctioned by the Vatican, The Pope is in agreement with U.S.
in Haiti. He has seen a vision, a sign from God. The vision is a World
whose people are reaching out to yours with charily in abundance. The
and services provided require only that the people of Haiti anoint the
the hungry, and clothe the poor through his servants of World Vision.
mission will separate good seed from bad and restore peace in your
peace that shall be visited upon your land amongst your people is
not before the rivers run red with the blood of the wicked. The vision
plague, and your people will fall in the streets pleading for mercy,
and you will
not be here to hear it. The lime has come for you to leave. It is God's
you escape the plague with blessings from the Vatican, never to return
homeland. Prepare for your exodus today for tomorrow holds a promise of
doom. Using your prophetic wisdom, warn the masses of impending doom
arm them with World Vision. The vision is one of peace' for those who
to the tents and churches for salvation. Your destiny is clear, and the
has cleared the way for your departure."
With Casey's message delivered, Baby Doc's Tontons returned me to the
same airplane I had left a short time before. I flew in silence, unable
to think to
comprehend the magnitude of what had just transpired. Events to a
slave are all perceived as first and last times. Therefore, Casey's
instructions that I would "depart Haiti, never to return again" seemed
as usual to me. Flying over the mountains that separate Haiti from the
Dominican Republic, I noticed the gentle people below bathing in the
waterfalls, toilessly washing their bright clothes on the rocks, and
hauling goods in the baskets balanced on their heads. An occasional
across the barren land, and the children, bellies swollen from
with slicks and vines. With my mind-controlled and spinning with
misperceptions, my whirled vision, like Ortega's rose colored glasses,
me from seeing the reality of New World Orders.
1World Vision was/is a Jesuit controlled organization that led churches
to give them money
under the guise of spreading world peace. What they were not saying was
what the money was
actually funding-a world peace plan under mind control.
2 Perceptual distortions of the virtues that good people hold most dear
is one reason for the
proliferation of criminal activity within such organizations as World
Vision. There are those
within affected factions of such organizations, the Catholic church,
and even the U.S.
Government that operate under distorted perceptions referred to by the
CIA as a "Need to
Know" basis--and they "Need to Know" that their minds, religion, and/or
perceptions are being
3Since the Catholics had joined forces with the United Nations to
overtake the world
through mass mind control, the Jesuit influence on Haiti was complete.
By maintaining much of
the ceremony, placing literal interpretation on "eating the body and
drinking the blood," and
providing a mirror reversal of good and evil, Catholicism and voodoo,
like Catholicism and the
United nations, became one in the same.
4The term "Chameleon" is a term used to describe spies who are expertly
trained to blend
into any environment at any time unnoticed-just as an MPD mirrors the
one they're with.
5The Jesuit Vow of Silence was installed through the Rite to Remain
Silent of my
childhood. Now I know, like so many others in Intelligence, that
"Silence Equals Death".
Knowledge is our ONLY defense against mind control.
6Byrd had told me that Cedras was "a strategically placed chess piece
that the CIA, Jesuits
and U.N. moved around" to usher in their New World Order,
7"Keys to the Kingdom" was defined by Bill Bennett in accordance with
programming as follows: "At the onset of Christianity, the Apostles
compiled all the
information that they had obtained from Christ and built the Holy
Catholic Apostolic Church.
Christ intended it to be the one world church then—the truth,
the light, and the way. The secrets
were kept in the ark of the covenant, and passed down generation after
generation after generation Christ caused for more to be written-the
fruits of his labors
expounding on the truth. Now the ark has become archives—a
wealth of information. This
information is accessible to very few— the very few who hold
the Keys to the Kingdom".
8Interpretation of the final message is left to the minds of the masses
who can still discern
truth. My conclusions are "clear", bused on conversations overheard and
my experience as a
White House sex slave. Although Byrd and Reagan, among others, had
prostituted me to
officials in AIDS-infected countries, they used no protection against
"the plague" when having
sex with me.
9There can be no world peace without peace-of-mind, and there is no
mind control. Haiti, once a prototype of New World Order controls has
now been used up and
discarded by the CIA and Jesuits. U.N. "peacekeeping forces" have
created a smoke and
mirrors illusion of "peace" by keeping it FROM the Haitian people.
A-HUNTING WE WILL GO
On December 4, 1986, I turned 29 years old. Usually mind-controlled
slaves were discarded, "thrown from the Freedom train," at 30; but I
with Houston when he told me my government abusers only had one year
"use me up". I had had no conscious awareness of the passing of time,
believed I was still only 24. Regardless of what I believed, my abusers
their best to "use me up" physically and psychologically before even a
I was in Washington, D.C. on a routine trip, which included being
prostituted to President Reagan. "Uncle Ronnie's" cheeks were flushed
excitement and cognac as he told me, "I always take two weeks off for
Christmas to go back to California." Reagan interrupted himself to
an old Hollywood style song and dance, "California here 1 come..." The
House, he claimed, had always been confining to him, and he appeared
genuinely excited about his upcoming trip. "I look forward lo this trip
year because I get to see old friends. Oh, I still work while I'm
President's work is never done-but at least I'm there. It's about time
where I call home." Then, quoting the Wizard of Oz, he said, "'There's
place like home.' And you're about to see why. Say it with me, "There's
place like home. There's no place like home'." Then he instructed me in
cryptic, "Click your heels. There's no place like home."
Blue-white light seemingly exploded in my brain, like being hit with
low voltage AC electrical current. Reagan was "setting the stage" for
attempted mind scrambling time slip, to be reactivated at an upcoming
would have with him in Bel Air, California.
The motor home was packed to the walls, and the walls were packed with
cocaine as Houston, Kelly, and I departed on our long drive to
Houston had planned several "tourist stops" along the way that proved
nightmarish as the California ordeal itself.
In Las Vegas, Nevada, Houston kept Kelly and me busy prostituting us to
everyone he knew "in the know" and in attendance at the Country Music
Association's annual convention. Weary of being sent from room to room,
was back in the lobby literally trying to catch my breath when I saw
Dante. He was dressed in an expensive, light grey silk suit and dark
looking more like a Fed than a mobster, leaning on a post, waiting for
"Our love" he professed over the phone for mind conditioning purposes
certainly not apparent now. "You're late," he growled as he looked at
watch. He ordered me into the Ladies' Room to activate programming by
having me "lose myself in the infinity mirrors that lined the walls.
mind set like he wanted, he then used and directed me in commercial
pornography. Later, he did the same with Kelly.
At the Grand Canyon, Houston traumatized Kelly and me in preparation
the upcoming events in California. While hiking down the canyon,
attempted to anchor hypnotically all of the trip's events behind the
insanity programming to which he was subjecting us. When we stopped for
late afternoon lunch in the Canyon, Kelly collapsed in a state of
to eat. Houston was pleased because he "got to eat it all himself". I
usual, undergoing the food and water deprivation. I was so thirsty, I
think to eat. Kelly's condition magnified my own terrified state, and I
did all I
could to keep Houston from supposedly pushing her over the edge. I
her for hours all the way out of the canyon, without pausing to rest.
In my own
mind I wanted to believe I was actually able to protect her. The fact
Houston was wearing me down physically to ensure that I could not
at our next destination: Lake/Mount Shasta, California.
George Bush was highly active in both the Lampe, Missouri and Shasta,
California retreat compounds. Just like Lampe, Shasta's cover was
music. According to everyone 1 knew, singer and songwriter Merle
supposedly ran the show at Lake Shasta, diverting any and all attention
nearby Mount Shasta compound. Shasta was the largest, covert
slave camp of which I am aware. Hidden in the wooded hills, military
corrals an enormous fleet of unmarked, black helicopters and more
military robots than I saw in all of Haiti. This covert military
operation served its own agenda, not America's. I was told and
it was a base for the future Multi-Jurisdictional Police Force; for
order and law in the New World Order. In the center of the high
compound, was another well-guarded military-fenced area that was
a "Camp David" of sorts for those running our country. George Bush and
Cheney shared an office there, and claimed the outer perimeter woods as
own hunting ground where they played "A Most Dangerous Game".
on conversations I overheard between the two, it was this world police
background that earned Dick Cheney his cabinet appointment as Secretary
Defense1 with the Bush Administration.
Houston stayed at Haggard's Lake Shasta resort while Kelly and 1 were
helicoptered to Mount Shasta for our scheduled meeting with Bush and
The helicopter pilot directed our attention to the military fencing
the outer perimeter of the compound. Rarely did pilots ever speak to
us, but this one smiled wickedly as he told us we would need to know
limits for A Most Dangerous Game.
As soon as we arrived at Bush and Cheney's inner sanctum, I noticed
George Bush, Jr. was with them. It was my experience that Jr. stood by
father and covered his backside whenever Bush would become
from drugs or required criminal backup. It appeared that Jr. was there
both purposes while his father and Cheney enjoyed their work-vacation.
Hyper from drugs, Cheney and Bush were eager to hunt their human prey
"A Most Dangerous Game". They greeted me with the rules of the game,
ordered me to strip naked despite the cold December winds, and told me
cryptic to "beware of the lions and tigers and bears". Kelly's life
stakes, as usual, which resurrected my natural and exaggerated
maternal instincts. Tears silently ran down my cheeks as Bush told me,
catch you, Kelly's mine. So run, run as fast as you can. I'll get you
little girl, too, because I can, I can, I can. And I will."
Cheney, daring me to respond, asked, "Any questions?"
I said, "There's no place to run because there's a fence—the
kind I can't get
over. I saw it"
Rather than physically assault me. Cheney laughed at my sense of "no
to run, no where to hide and explained that a bear had torn a hole in
somewhere, and all I had to do is find it. He lowered his rifle to my
said, "Let the games begin. Go."
Wearing only my tennis shoes, I ran through the trees as fast and as
far as I
could, which wasn't very far at all. Bush was using his bird dog to
the same one that had recently been used with me in bestiality filming
"Byrd-dog" joke on my owner, Robert C. Byrd. When caught, Cheney held
gun to my head again as he stood over me, looking warm in his sheepskin
Bush ordered me to take his dog sexually while they watched, then he
Cheney ushered me back to their cabin.
I pulled on my clothes and sat in the office part of the cabin awaiting
instructions. I had no idea where Kelly was, nor do I in retrospect.
Cheney were still in their hunting clothes when the programming session
Bush said, "You and I are about to embark on A Most Dangerous Game of
diplomatic relations. This is my game. You will follow my rules. 1 will
the distinct advantage of hunting you with my Eye in the Sky
watch every move you make. As long as you play the game by my rules and
make no mistakes, you live. One mistake and I'll get you, my pretty,
little girl, too. You die, and Kelly will have to play with me. I
prefer it that
way. Then it will be her Most Dangerous Game. The cards are stacked in
favor because, well, it is my game! Are you game?"
There was no choice. I responded as conditioned, "Yes, Sir! I'm game."
The parallels to The Most Dangerous Game that had just occurred in the
were deliberate and intended to make retrieval of memory "impossible"
"Good. Then let the games begin. Listen carefully to your instructions.
You have no room for error." Cheney flipped his "game
Bush continued, "This game is called the King and Eye, and here's the
You will be establishing stronger diplomatic relations according to
between Mexico, the U.S., and the Middle East. Your role will require a
change of face at each new place. I'll chart your course, define your
pull your strings. You'll speak my words when I pull your strings.
There is no
room for error,"
Cheney was half lying across the plain, military issue style desk in an
apparent drug stupor as Bush talked. Still wearing his hunting coat and
Cheney aimed his rifle at me from the desk and threatened, "Or
will go." Bush finished Cheney's threat by singing, "We'll catch a fox
her in a box and lower her in a hole."
Bush looked at Cheney and burst out laughing. The sight of him dressed
his hunting clothes with a huge bore, double-barreled shotgun to his
inspired Bush to tell him he "looked tike Elmer Fudd".
Cheney, imitating the cartoon character, said, "Where is that waskily
Operation The King and Eye would involve Reagan's #1 envoy Philip Habib
(who cryptically played the Alice In Wonderland role of the White
slaves such as myself) and Saudi Arabian King Fahd. So when Bush
to the two as "Elmer Fahd and the Waskily Wabbit," he and Cheney
until they cried. Since both were already high from drugs anyway, they
great deal of difficulty maintaining composure long enough to complete
1Dick Cheney has no official U.S. military history to justify his
position as our nation's
former Defense Secretary under President George Bush.
It was late evening when Bush and Cheney finished programming me with
numerous messages pertaining to the immediate opening of the Juarez,
border to free (drug and slave) trade. They then took me downstairs to
living quarters of the western cedar and redwood structure where Kelly
joined us. George Bush, Jr. deposited my obviously traumatized and
child at the door. Referring to The Most Dangerous Game she told me in
quiet, defeated and sad voice, "I was caught same as you".
In retrospect, I do not know if she was actually hunted (I can only
was not). Regardless, this reinforced the fact that 1 had been caught
therefore was "responsible" (when in fact I was not) for everything
happened to Kelly from that point on.
The decor of the residence area reflected Cheney's primitive, rustic,
preference. Like his "ultra secret" Pentagon Bunkhouse, use of leather
abundance. The main room was small, but appeared larger due to an
mirror on one wall. The room was decorated in mirror fashion with one
looking like the other. Centered between two facing black leather sofas
coffee table littered with drugs and paraphernalia. Bush and Cheney
sitting in matching black leather recliners angled towards the large
fireplace where a fire was blazing, illuminating and heating the room.
Heroin, Bush's drug of choice, was in abundance and Cheney joined him
using it. The smorgasbord of drugs laid out supposedly included opium,
cocaine, and Wonderland Wafers (MDMHA-XTC aka ecstasy), which indicated
to me they intended to celebrate their vacation with abandon. 1 had
Cheney stumbling drunk before, but this was the only time I saw him use
and give it to me. Kelly, too, was subjected to the drugs.
Bush attempted to sell Cheney on the idea of pedophilia through graphic
descriptions of having sex with Kelly. Both were already sexually
drugs and anticipation. Cheney demonstrated to Bush why he did not have
with kids by exposing himself to Kelly and saying, "Come here". Upon
Cheney's unusually large penis, Kelly reeled back in horror and cried,
which made them both laugh. Bush asked Cheney for his liquid cocaine
atomizer as he got up to take Kelly to the bedroom. When Cheney
how benevolent it was of Bush to numb her with it before sex, Bush
"The hell it is. It's for me." He described his excited state in
terms and explained that he wanted it to spray cocaine on his penis to
Cheney said, "I thought it was for the kid."
Bush explained, "Half the fun is having them squirm." He took Kelly's
hand and led her off to the bedroom.
Cheney told me that since I was "responsible" for Bush's assault on my
daughter by being caught in A Most Dangerous Game, I would "burn" (in
He burned my inner thigh with the fireplace poker, and threatened to
Kelly in the fire. He hypnotically enhanced his description of her
traumatize me deeply. As he sexually brutalized me, I heard Kelly's
coming from the bedroom. As her cries grew louder, Cheney turned on
classical music to drown out her cries for help.
At 4:00 am, as ordered, Bush Jr. (and his helicopter pilot) came to
Kelly and me. We were flown (by helicopter) back to the Lake Shasta
where Houston and the motor home awaited us. Bush's assault of Kelly
to be a mind shattering experience for me, and physically devastating
She was in dire need of medical attention and was unable even to move.
Houston threatened to stop the motor home in the Yosemite area and
from a steep cliff if I didn't settle down. His threats and commands
control my hysteria, as much of his control programming had
shattered. Fearful he would lose both his "money-makers," Houston
me to telephone Kelly's doctor and begin administering medicines. As
he arranged for assistance in picking up the pieces in order that I
primary purpose in traveling to California, i.e., meet with Mexican
Miguel de Ja Madrid and finalize plans Co open the Juarez border.
NEW WORLD ORDERS
There was "no time to lose" in bringing me back around to a
level. I knew I had work to do. Although I was to be "used up" by my
birthday, I do not believe it was Bush and Cheney's intention to
process so quickly. Apparently it was their incompetence due to
of drugs and subsequent abuse of Kelly in my presence that
destroyed parts of my maternal-based programming. Regardless of their
"excuse," Houston drove us to San Francisco, California where Temple of
(Satan) founder U.S. Army Lt. Col. Aquino made some emergency
I was not taken to a hospital or a mental institution, but to a
research and development lab on the U.S. Army Reservation at Presidio.
are many facilities such as this one across the country at various CIA,
and NASA compounds where hyper-advanced government knowledge is put to
the test, developed and modified. Those I met who had expertly learned
scientific mechanics of the brain in conjunction with the ins and outs
mind used their gained secret knowledge to manipulate and/or control
The only thing Mark Phillips, Byrd, and Aquino had in common was the
that "secret knowledge equals power".1 Byrd explained to me that New
Order "powers were strengthened" by allowing the mental health
only partial and/or deliberate misinformation through their
The American Psychiatric Association (APA), concerning treatment
for severe dissociative disorders being created through mind control!
believed that withholding knowledge and the proliferation of deliberate
misinformation allowed them control over their secrets, and
humanity. They may be correct if no one can or will react to the
presented in this book.
Intended or not, I overheard a conversation pertaining to death and the
between Aquino and a lab assistant as I lay on a cold, metal table in a
hypnotic state, Aquino was saying that 1 had come close to death
limes which "increased my ability to enter other (mind) dimensions en
death". I had listened to Aquino talk at length about such concepts
though he were trying to convince himself of some interdimensional time
theory. "Whether in principle or in theory, the results are the same,"
claimed. "The concept of time is abstract in itself." Hypnotic talk of
future set my mind in a spin that, when combined with Alice In
Wonderland/NASA mirror world concepts, created an illusion of timeless
dimensions. I now know that the only "dimensions' I experienced were
elaborate memory compartmentalizations of real, earthly events by real,
criminals, and certainly not by aliens, Satan, or demons.
After moving me from the table to an elaborate box, Aquino then shifted
mind to another area of my brain, claiming to have taken me into
dimension by way of "death's door". This was accomplished while I was
subjected to sensory deprivation combined with hypnotic and harmonic
The seemingly coffin-like structure was transformed in my mind
to a crematorium, where 1 endured the sense of increasing heat while "I
burned" through hypnotic suggestion. Aquino then "pulled me through
door" and into another dimension, "void of time". Parts of my
were "recreated for the recreation of world leaders," i.e., U.S.
Reagan, Mexican President de la Madrid, and Saudi Arabian King Fahd.
In my next recollection of awareness, Houston, Kelly, and I were in
Hollywood, where Houston claimed the motor home "broke
used attempted memory scramble. He sent me down the street to telephone
Michael Dante, who lived nearby in Beverly Hills. Dante was expecting
and me to join him in his Beverly Hills mansion for several days as bad
previously arranged by our handler, Alex Houston. Kelly and I waited at
phone booth as instructed until Dante arrived to pick us up in his
Ferrari. As soon as I sat down, Dante said, "I got something for you,
Give me your arm." Heroin was a common "vice" he shared with Bush, and
shot me up with the drug right in front of Kelly.
Later that evening at his house, Dante told me that he refused to
damaged goods," and that he would not be my next handler as previously
planned. Not only was I "not fit to live with" him, but I was not "fit
to live" at
all. I am not certain what he meant to accomplish by these threats, but
in retrospect that this was not his decision to make. Besides, 1 never
existence with him and his professed "love" as a "future" anyway-
said he would go along with the original plan long enough to acquire
The next day, hours before I was to meet with de la Madrid, L.A,
baseball team manager Tommy LaSorda, George Bush, Jr., and star pitcher
Jr.'s Texas Rangers, Nolan Ryan (who was also a banker) were at Dante's
house working out the details of money laundering and bank transactions
imminent opening of the Juarez border cocaine, heroin, and white
The common bond of covert criminal activity overrode any professional
conflicts between them. All three were in town to be in attendance at
gatherings and parties of Reagan's, who would be arriving in a matter
And all three appeared to have an understanding of my function as
"Presidential Model" mind-control sex slave.
Dante was gathering the necessary clothes and props for the evening
rendezvous with de la Madrid. LaSorda, Nolan Ryan, and Jr. were
the entrance way of Dante's house attempting to activate my "Baseball
Computer" programmed personality fragment that had inadvertently been
shattered by Bush and Cheney's traumas at Shasta. Dante told them, "She
knows more about baseball than you and Tommy (LaSorda) put together. Go
ahead and ask her something. Anything."
Much to LaSorda's amusement, Nolan Ryan asked, "How many times does
Fernando Valenzuela (Dodger pitcher) touch his hat if he's going to
srewgy (screw ball)?" I could not respond, although I had once known
statistical data than would ever be in print,
Jr. hollered, "Hey, Dante". What's with your baseball computer here,
Are we supposed to say a magic word?"
"I don't know," Dante responded. "Could be drugs. Her sex is working
fine, though. Give it a whirl."
Jr. declined, saying, "No thanks. The Baseball Computer sucks enough.
Listen, we'll see you later." Jr. had never shown any interest in me
Like his father, he had only shown sexual interest in Kelly, who had
with him most of the day. As he turned to leave, he stroked me under
and cryptically said, "Have a Ball tonight".
LaSorda, who had not been on his Ultra Slim Fast-sponsored diet yet,
"Speaking of balls, mine could use a little attention here." He
Dante told me, "We gotta get dressed. Three minutes." Three minutes was
a trigger for me to perform a specific, oral sex act. I knelt on the
pushed up LaSorda's enormous belly, resting it on my head as I groped
penis as ordered. Dante's two Great Danes came in as Jr. and Nolan Ryan
I had been forced to participate in a bestiality film with these
earlier that day, and I had to fight them off as I sexually gratified
before getting ready for "the Ball".
1Mark Phillips explained to me that, by revealing their "secrets" their
diminish. "Good always prevails through positive application, whereas
the bad guys are
hindered and slowed in their criminal endeavors through having to
cover-up their negative
actions with lies to support lies. This inevitably allows the truth to
emerge," Mark said.
Dante threw me a short, red, slinky dress with rhinestone
straps and a
of "glass slippers" to wear to "Cinderella's Ball", The shoes, like Oz
slippers and Philip Habib's "magic lightening boll" shoes, were to
me into the personality fragmenl ihat had been pre-programmed for the
Dante escorted me to the party/"Ball" where I was to meet with Mexican
President de la Madrid. Dante had been bragging about his "second home
Malibu" ever since I first met him, and the place was opulence
do not know who actually owned "his" second home in Malibu, California,
Reagan's influence was evident in the decor. From the front, the white
house gave the illusion of being two-story. The view overlooked a
Pacific bay, and revealed three levels built into a cliff. Through the
glass wall panels that spanned the back, the three stories, lavishly
red, white, and blue provided a patriotic view. All levels had a
interior decorated in gold and crystal. An enormous chandelier hung
"cathedral ceiling, illuminating all three levels at once from the
overlooked the bay.
I was told that Uncle Ronnie (Reagan) would be arriving the next day.
was my "patriotic duty" to attend de la Madrid's welcome party and
down any resistance he may have" in order that Reagan's business
him would "go smoothly". This was not the first time I heard this
being politically prostituted, nor would it be the last. In reality, I
was to do the
initial dirty work, delivering messages, and encourage de la Madrid lo
and party with abandon. The diplomatic relations between the U.S. and
were already strong, but this phase of the operation requited total
from de la Madrid.
Dante and I waited at the top of the staircase as de la Madrid,
by two bodyguards, climbed to the red level of the house. I greeted de
Madrid, "Welcome to the U.S. and (seductively) welcome to the Hotel
California." His deep-throated laugh indicated he had been cued to the
ramifications of my cryptic statement. "Hotel California," taken from a
song by the Eagles, stated "you can check out anytime you like, but you
never leave." To de la Madrid this confirmed the permanency of his
involvement in the criminal, covert operations in which he was
Blackmail was openly initiated to ensure that each criminal participant
understood that if one fell, they all fell. Maintaining "dirt" on each
through this Mafia-style method was seemingly the only way these
implementing the New World Order kept each other "honest."
De la Madrid and I went into a nearby bedroom, followed by Dante and
bodyguards. Dante then activated the programmed message instilled at
Shasta resort from Bush to de la Madrid. I recited, "If you please,
Sir, I have a
message to deliver to you from the Vice President of the United States.
Welcome to our Neighborhood. As you know, Salinas and 1 have worked out
the details towards implementing our plan to open the Juarez border
In preparation and celebration of this accomplishment, this little
will bring you face to face with a trusted few who are integral parts
endeavor, and give you the latitude to see firsthand the friendship and
among the (government-involved Mafioso) family members, I regret that I
could not be here in person to greet you, but Ron (Reagan) can show you
ins and outs of the organization better than I. The transaction numbers
been recorded, and are available to you for cross reference purposes
uphold the integrity of the players involved on your end of the Juarez
Your commitment today ensures you of a higher economic standard of
your people, increased relations with the U.S., an influx of American
and a position of high esteem in the New World Order, With your 'Seal
Approval' we can dissolve the Juarez border and make way for a future
prosperity for Mexico. For now, relax and enjoy your stay."
One of de la Madrid's guards was shuffling through some papers from a
briefcase, and he told Dante he would like the bank transaction
switched me to "You Are What You Read" Passbook programming, and I
delivered the numbers intended for the border guards to de la Madrid as
ordered. A computer of sorts was used to calculate and confirm the
Aware that the meeting was being filmed by one of Dante's high tech
cameras, de la Madrid held up a paper-wrapped ball of Mexican heroin.
Speaking directly at the camera, he cleverly said, "A token of
Bush, Something for your private stock. The finest heroin available.
Dante strode across the room and said, "I'll take that and see to it
gets it myself."
"I'm sure you will," de la Madrid laughed. He then put all but one
back in the briefcase. I was instructed to present the elaborately
Mexican Presidential Seal (of Approval) to pre-appointed Juarez border
as proof of de la Madrid's commitment, then deliver it directly to Bush
file on the future NAFTA agreement.
Prepared to present a modified Hands-On Mind-Control Demonstration to
la Madrid, Dante said, "You've heard from a Carrier Pigeon (messenger).
You've seen her in a mode to accept program. And now I will demonstrate
some of her sexual modes."
"That will not be necessary," de la Madrid told him. "I have been given
handful of keys that I would like to use on my own, including the one
all memory. Not that it matters when we are monitored (he gestured
camera), but nevertheless I was instructed to do it." Dante did not
know this was not the first time I was sexually prostituted to the
"She rides a horse well," Dante said, referring to both the rare
heroin to supposedly block my memory of this event, and a
act. Dante stuck a needle in my arm. "May I recommend a ride for you?"
"I am on one now that I would like to maintain," de la Madrid answered,
referring to cocaine use and his running nose. Dante laid out several
lines of the white drug on a black mirror. He stroked me under my chin
triggering Reagan's sex Kitten personality, picked up Bush's heroin,
ushered the two guards out the door.
De la Madrid, fully aware of my pornography exposure, said, "You like
cameras? Let's give them something to watch." He snorted two more lines
coke, undressed, and further activated my sex programming with the
physical keys and triggers Reagan had previously provided him. At one
he enthusiastically commented that "if I have my way, the Free Trade
Agreement will include a few top of the tine (he snorted another line
of coke for
emphasis) "models" (vaginally) carved and trained like you." De la
long been obsessively fascinated with my vaginal mutilation carving. He
perversely excited at the prospect of the Juarez border joint venture
including protected "free trade" of mind-controlled slaves. He
desire the next day during a meeting with Reagan.
"FREE TRADE" OF DRUGS
AND SLAVES AT THE JUAREZ BORDER
The next day. Dante drove me to a Bel Aire mansion high on a
another party was underway. As I joined those who had gathered on the
manicured lawn, I recognized many of the same Mafia people who had been
the Malibu retreat aka "Hotel California". This was a welcome party for
President Reagan who had just arrived. He was walking across the yard
me with his friend. Jack Valenti, who was the president of the powerful
Picture Association of America. Reagan looked his role amongst his
friends, his beige coal with fur collar draped over his shoulders
revealing a dark
grey, pinstripe suit underneath. In retrospect I remember him as
the one mobster I did not have to meet, John Gotti. As soon as my eyes
his, 1 was knocked to the ground by a familiar blue-white blast (high
like the one I had recently experienced in D.C.
When I came back around and my eyes refocused, Dante was holding me
up. Reagan said, "Well, hello Kitten".
"Uncle Ronnie, how'd you get here?" I asked in child-like innocence.
"The rainbow, Kitten, the rainbow," he answered in Oz cryptic, "I told
I was coming home. There's no place like home, and you said it with me.
here we are. I keep a little piece of the rainbow in my pocket so I can
over it (to D.C.) anytime I want to. I make a wish, and click my heels,
For the moment, Reagan succeeded in confusing my mind with Oz cryptic
metaphors, reconfirming to my child personality that he was indeed the
powerful Wizard. As we went inside for a brief meeting, my personality
deliberately switched to the one that had dealt with de la Madrid the
The grey-white stucco house was decorated in plush Presidential blue
carpeting and deep, cherry wood tones. The "office" was small and
crowded by those of us present for the meeting. De la Madrid was
seated, as was Jack Valenti. I was not privy to Valenti's exact role in
the Juarez border, I only know that he was well educated lo the
this meeting. Dante and I remained standing since we would be leaving
quickly as I heard what Reagan, who was shuttling papers and pacing the
had to say.
"Well, Kitten," Reagan said to me, "this is your death sentence: You'll
out ia a blaze of glory." I was not surprised to receive confirmation
imminent death by Reagan. I had heard about death by fire from
everyone involved in establishing "free trade," through Mexico, of our
children for drags. Reagan's use of patriotic metaphors and puns while
factly informing me he ordered my death was reflective of his often
displayed lack of respect for human life. What reflected his character
more were the crimes he was involved in that prompted him to cover-up
through "sentencing- me to death. I had witnessed the criminal
NAFTA, which in turn could threaten the successful implementation of
World Order should these secrets ever be revealed. Initial "Free Trade"
including drugs and white slavery extended beyond the U.S./Mexican
routed U.S. traumatized, robotic, mind-controlled children into Saudi
while building up weapon stockpiles in Nicaragua and Iraq. Although I
considered to be no threat, predicated on the (erroneous) belief that I
be deprogrammed to regain my memory of these events, my death would
provide extra insurance to those involved. I was nearly "used up"
recording my death via "Snuff Film" was agreed upon as proof to De la
and other leaders at risk, that I had indeed been silenced through
I could not think to respond to Reagan's "death sentence". Dante wanted
make sure I grasped the point as he graphically expounded, "The next
ignite your (sexual) flame. Baby, it will consume you, body and soul.
will burn, Baby, burn. And I'll take your ashes and scatter them to the
I 'm going to blow you away. On film."
Upon hearing something cryptic to which he could relate. Valenti
Dante's twist of words. Referring to the old, porn, blue pencil editing
"Blue movies," he added, "Blue blazes".
Dante laughed with him. "We'll call it 'Who In Blue Blazes Was That?'
Or, how 'bout 'Cream-Ate'?"
De la Madrid noticed Reagan was not laughing and said, "That's like
erasing a Mercedes to film a stunt," He leaned forward in his chair
Reagan, lowered his voice and said, "It is my desire to have seven just
roll off the assembly Line and shipped to me prior to the agreement's
Reagan agreed, responding, "Those (blonde-haired, blue-eyed) fine kids
the relay to Saudi Arabia are top of the line, but they don't have what
"Two faced Ones are hard to come by," de la Madrid quipped, referring
my vaginal mutilation and Presidential programming code. He cut his
to me, touched himself and cryptically continued, "—from one
anyway. And I like having 'One' I can 'count on."
Reagan chuckled while Dante shifted his feet and unfolded his arms long
enough to cough-laugh. Valenti seemed to be bored of cliches or was
many of the cryptic double meanings, but judging from the tone of the
that was just as well. "I'll mention it to Bobby (Byrd) and delegate
to him," Reagan told his Mexican counterpart. "It should be relatively
to slip one in for you every few shipments or so once the Juarez border
to such free trade activities as planned." Reagan spoke as though he
and thinking of something else, even when he looked my direction.
"If you please, Sir," I began, "I have the Presidential Seal of
am prepared to fulfill my role." Dante looked at his watch, aware that
scheduled to be at the Juarez border by the "stroke of midnight".
walked over to see the paper I had received from de la Madrid the night
"OK. Well, farewell. Kitten," Reagan said, as he kissed my cheek. He
added in Oz cryptic, "I'll see you on the other side (of the rainbow in
Click your heels..."
My world spun black. Someone had hit me with a powerful stun gun and I
was down, feeling as though Dante was half dragging me as he led me to
car, which was already idling in the circular drive. We soon pulled up
motor home at the gas station on Hollywood Boulevard, where he had
Kelly and me up several days before, Kelly was already in the motor
vomiting sick and horribly traumatized. She had been convinced by
that I had been killed. Houston attempted to create a hypnotically
"time slip," acting as though I had only been gone a few minutes. We
quickly, stopping only for fuel in order that I be in Juarez at the
There 1 robotically presented the Presidential Seal of Approval to the
officials as programmed, officially opening the border to "Free Trade"
crimes against humanity. Houston and I had hurried across the Juarez
where we were met by the Mexican official in charge. The guard looked
in his late 40s, with classic, rugged, Mexican features. He stood
5'11", had black hair, an unkempt moustache, black beady eyes and a
belly protruding over his short, squat legs. He spoke excitedly in
a harsh, cold lone to his voice as he spit out the necessary words in
"Give me the Seal", He snapped his fingers, impatiently hurrying me. He
the Presidential seal and knocked me face down on top of a small,
desk while he closely inspected the document. Even Houston was
quiet while this particular uniformed guard paced the small tower room,
sweating profusely while he talked on his walkie talkie. Finally, he
and verified the bank transaction codes provided through whom he said
George Bush, Jr. He concluded the encounter by taking a stun gun from
belt and jolting me with it, supposedly to erase my memory.
I was nauseated and weak from high voltage and the ordeal as Houston
made our way back across the border. My empty stomach rolled, prompting
Houston to lie, "I told you not to drink the water". In reality, I had
to drink since the champagne at the Hotel California, and 1 hadn't
eaten in days.
I was thoroughly exhausted when we reached the motor home in El Paso,
Houston was sexually aroused from cocaine and the criminal events that
Mexico with the U.S. at the Juarez border.
THE LIZARD OF AHS
After the opening of the Juarez border, I was kept actively
the plan to "use me up" before my 30th birthday death sentence. I was
subjected to a brutal (near death gang rape) "celebration benefit" at
Masonic Lodge in Warren, Ohio to "celebrate the free trade benefits"
involved East Coast politicos. Centers such as the nearby Youngstown
School" went into mass production of slaves to mule drugs or be part of
mind-controlled sex slave "trance-sport operations". Mexico was not the
country reaping the economic benefits of criminal free trade.
After Kelly's ordeal in California, Dante and Houston were criminally
exploiting her for literally "all she was worth". Subsequently, she
extraordinary amount of schooling. When she was in school, she was
experiencing difficulty with her peers. These factors prompted plans to
her to a local Catholic school the next year, where her unusual
be overlooked and covered up,
Soon thereafter, Senator Byrd came to Nashville to fiddle at the Grand
Opry and, as my handler. Houston, remarked, "fiddle around with me" at
Opryland Hotel. Byrd explained that close association with me had
volatile due to my roles in Iran-Contra and NAFTA, and therefore he
distancing himself from me. He spent most of "our last night together"
on his memoirs for a voluminous book on the U.S. Constitution he was
(now published at taxpayers' expense), which focuses on his long-winded
Byrd attempted to strengthen my programmed "loyalty bond" to him to
me quiet "until death do us part". He told me, "If it was up to me, I
you live". He talked at length about how our time together had been
upon by both de la Madrid and Reagan, Bitterness over their stronger
on me was evident as he mocked their self appointed roles as the Wizard
Lizard of Oz. De la Madrid's fascination with U.S. mind-controlled
reportedly inspired him to combine Bush's lizard-like alien themes and
Mayan roots/lizard man theories with Reagan's Oz themes to claim the
role of Lizard of Ahs. From Byrd's ramblings, it appeared that his
their roles was due to their having decided how "his" slave would die,
nothing to do with caring that I would be killed. Byrd maintained his
"bonding" programming charade all night. He played his fiddle and sang
me" in place of his usual torturous whipping and brutality. Sex was,
first and last time, painless.
Byrd had not distanced himself too far from me, though, where
operations were concerned. When I was "over the rainbow" in D.C. during
summer of '87, it was business as usual with Byrd. I was escorted to
Space Flight Center where Byrd was waiting for me in a sterile hallway
brass-trimmed, mirrored elevators. He was loaded down with items, which
deposited on a small table as he greeted me. He picked up a NASA ID
and clipped it on my nipple, the metal teeth biting me with their
When I (softly) cried out, he said, "Oh OK. I l l wear it," removed it,
clipped it on his white lab coat. He handed me a NASA lab coat like his
white hard bat. His hard hat suggestively and "humorously" said HARD in
bold red letters. My hat said NASA, in a mirror reversal of the
red lettering. When I read it in a mirror, it appeared as though I were
wrong side of the mirror and needed to step through (according to Alice
Wonderland/NASA programming). It also clearly indicared to
that I was under mind control. Byrd looked at his pocket watch
prompting a wave of terror in me, and said in Wonderland cryptic,
As the elevator drops down the rabbit hole, we'll reverse time in order
there a few minutes early."
Bvrd spun me around to face the elevator's mirrored doors saying, "Look
deep into the mirror and be all that you can be by becoming infinitely
lost in all
that you see." Byrd timed his hypnotic induction so that wben he
"Step through the mirror," the doors opened and we stepped through.
As the elevator supposedly went "down 99 (taken from Aquino's corny
reversal of 66) levels to the depths of hell," Byrd told me the Earth
and faster at the core, causing us to spiral downward in a tornado
dropped deeper in my hypnotic trance. The elevator doors opened to what
appeared to me as an exact replica of the floor we just left. However,
floor's hallway led to a computer room and sanitized-looking lab area.
of the scientists working there were amused by our hats, prompting Byrd
up his comedic act, Byrd ignored the fact that these NASA workers, like
others, may have deliberately stroked his entertainer's ego because
on his appropriations for funding,
Byrd made me robotically announce to the workers, "He's taking me to
"I'm the Commander, here," the apparent director of the underground lab
said. The workers again busied themselves as he stood, arms folded
across his chest, while his bespectacled intelligent eyes darted the
surveying the situation. The Commander had a few, grey strands salting
short, dark hair, yet his build was surprisingly youthful and trim for
He and Byrd apparently knew each other quite well. Byrd strode over to
dragging me along. "Tom," Byrd called to his 50ish 6'1" friend. "This
specimen of the day that I promised I would deliver. I will be most
to see what you can deliver since diplomatic relations with Mexico
it. Not that I want to increase any pressure you may feel, but we need
more just like her to stuff in the mouth of his royal Lizardry (de la
keep him from spilling his guts on the project."
"It's just as well, my friend," the Commander said, stroking his chin
without uncrossing his arms. "That way he can't talk without
"That's the way the Chief feels about it," Byrd agreed. "He's already
deep anyway, but this order (for slaves) hits him closer to home since
serving him personally."
We walked to a clinical, sanitized area that had a maze of small rooms
where I was undressed and prepped for the lab. A nurse of sorts
with the NASA "Tranquility" drug and instructed me to put my lab coat
on. "Walk this way," she ordered as she led me down the hall, swinging
hips in an exaggerated manner. I immediately complied. The Tranquility
had no recreational affects, but produced an attitude of peaceful
all orders given. As we approached the theater-type lab, a small group
who would be in attendance were talking with Byrd and the so-called
Commander. They looked at us and laughed at my literal compliance to
like the nurse.
1 was then led by the Commander to a "backstage" entrance which was
actually a glass-encased lab surrounded by seats in ascending rows.
NASA lab coats looked down on the lab table where I lay as the
wired me up to a computerized machine. A camera was positioned high in
comer of the room, filming all that transpired. I was aware through
conversations between Byrd and the Commander that de la Madrid had
requested a video of the latest advancements in mind-control technique
used to create his seven slaves. In reality, the camera was filming
methodisms salted with "comic" misinformation as a humorous "no" to his
Since I was considered "used up" and my death was imminent, the
Commander told the scientists to "feel free to fuck the lab specimen",
first," he said, "before you satisfy your mental and physical
the President's (Reagan's) wares, we must satisfy El President's (de la
Madrid's) perverse intellect with a little space humor." He turned to
one of the
technical workers and said, "You're going to have to edit this tape for
Madrid's benefit and take this part out while we prepare her for an
A live lizard encased in a glass test tube of sorts was inserted in my
The camera was focused on the area while my legs were spread in a
position. Acting as though I had conceived while having sex with de la
the Commander said, "Now for the finished product, which in layman's
equates to the reproductive offspring of a Lizard breeding machine." He
dramatically snapped on a rubber glove and probed me as though he were
giving me a gynecological exam. In fact, he was opening the trap door
Lizard's tube to turn him out. Very slowly, the sluggish lizard poked
out of my vagina and crawled out onto the metal table, "This concludes
the experimentation demonstration of the cloning of a Presidential
I apparently had been selected as the prototype for the seven
slaves de La Madrid had requested. De la Madrid was interested in NASA
programmed staves that would be vaginally mutilated like I was. He was
sexually obsessed with the hideous carving. 1 have no way of knowing
any, technological advancements were actually provided to de la Madrid
film. I only know that deliberate misinformation tainted the
depicted, and that I had never experienced programming or testing
before or at
the time by any such methods.
This video created for "his Royal Lizardry" was one of many cryptic
themes that NASA used in its Mexican operations. All of my programmed
roles in Mexico involved the prolific, local, iguana lizards. De la
relayed the "legend of the Iguana" to me, explaining that lizard-like
descended upon the Mayans. The Mayan pyramids, their advanced
astronomical technology, including the sacrifice of virgins, was
inspired by the lizard aliens. He told me that when the aliens
interbred with the
Mayans to produce a form of life they could inhabit, they fluctuated
and Iguana appearance through chameleon-like abilities. "A perfect
vehicle for transforming into world leaders." De la Madrid claimed to
Mayan/alien ancestry in his blood, whereby he transformed "back into an
Iguana at will." De la Madrid produced a hologram similar to the one
in his You Are What You Read initiation. His hologram of lizard-like
and eyes produced the illusion that he was transforming into an Iguana.
in Mexico, I was always ordered to wait by rocks where the abundant
sunned before being "trance-ported" to my scheduled meetings with "his
Lizardry," the Lizard of Ahs.
IN THE INTEREST OF TIME AND SPACE
Senator Patrick Leahy (D-Vermont), who served as vice
chairman on the
U.S. Senate Intelligence Committee in 1985-86, was a "friend" of
Byrd. Leahy's position on Byrd's Senate Appropriations Committee,
with his former position in Intelligence, afforded him an inordinate
power and influence. While 1 had cause to have contact with Senator
numerous occasions, Kelly was apparently more familiar with him than I.
was evidenced by our meeting with him in Vermont in the late summer of
Alex Houston was booked to "entertain" at the State Fair in Rutland,
Vermont. The entire trip proved to be a whirlwind of covert activity
during which time 1 obtained a packet of papers from an unidentified
with orders to hand deliver them to Senator Leahy. Kelly had been kept
as I, since Boxcar Willie and other CIA operative pedophiles were in
at the fair in Leahy's home state.
President Reagan had given me specific orders to carry out while in
Vermont, which included delivering a message to "Patrick" for him. He
told me, "When you go to Vermont, be sure and go by ("buy") LL Bean."
Literally interpreting what he suggested, I asked, "The whole store?"
"No," Reagan laughed. "I meant stop by there. 1 didn't mean buy the
whole store. I already own it. Just buy a few things, like an LL Bean
When Reagan said he "already owned" LL Bean, I thought he was referring
to the amount of shopping he did there." He wore LL Bean shirts,
slippers; slept on LL Bean flannel sheets in his LL Bean pajamas; and
his "Presidential" black, LL Bean, Swiss Army Knife, with which he
his fingernails. But I learned the real significance of Reagan's
statement when I
"stopped by" the Vermont LL Bean outlet on the final day of Houston's
Vermont State Fair engagement.
The LL Bean outlet, located near the fop of supposedly the highest
in the pristine forest, appeared to be a store front for CIA covert
When I asked the 'clerk' assigned to Kelly and me for a black, Swiss
Knife, his response was indicative of familiarity with government
operations. Using the old familiar statement (trigger), he ordered
Kelly and me
to "Walk this way," as he led us through a storage area and out the
There, a black, unmarked helicopter was waiting on a pad for us.
The pilot flew us a short distance to the top of a mountain, where we
in a clearing next to a house that appeared to have no other access.
was run like a fortress, and two guards in suits met us as Kelly and I
from the helicopter. The guards escorted us into the house, keeping
I met with Senator Leahy.
I walked into an office-type room that had a panoramic view of the
wilderness, where Leahy was leaning against a highly polished, wooden
He was wearing an orange flannel shirt that lost its purpose in
crispness. It was
my experience that Leahy's surroundings, like his appearance, were as
I delivered the documents and message as ordered. Leahy then proceeded
explain that he was aware that my death was imminent due to my
participation in NAFTA, and that subsequently Kelly would be traded to
West Coast pornography operation. Not only did he obviously want to
on "using me up" before my 30th birthday, but he had "tracks" to
where Kelly was concerned.
Most of my traumatic encounters with Leahy were alien-themed, but be
often relied on my Catholic upbringing to drive his points into my
my perspective, Leahy was unquestionably one of the most intelligent
of this entire Shadow Government. His carefully contrived
characteristics provided him the latitude of appearing to share the
beliefs of whomever he was masterfully manipulating on both a national
international level. He won Reagan's respect through their shared
ties to the Vatican, and his Irish-Catholic heritage. While he appeared
to oppose Byrd on Senate Appropriations issues, they actually worked
behind the scenes in their shared world dominance efforts. Again from
perspective, Leahy was a loner who had his own agenda and answered to
I knew. Leahy's intelligence was often manifested to me by triple depth
meaning to his words and actions. Everything he did was for a deeper
and this trip to Vermont proved to be no different,
Kelly and I had been given what felt like a sophisticated variation of
NASA CIA-designer drug, Tranquility, which turned us into the robotic
slaves that Senator Leahy preferred. As the drug was overtaking me,
I attentively listened to what Leahy was saying.
"God condones that one," Leahy said, referring to both my role in NAFTA
and his pedophile abuse of my daughter. "Of course, God is not the one
need to be concerned with. He is a passive God, One who's passed on and
lives only in a Bible. The God you need to be concerning yourself with
all-seeing, all-knowing God. That great, big, Eye in the Sky. It sees
records all, and transmits the information right where it's needed. Let
you some sound advice-Keep your mouth shut and none of this need be
anywhere. Only your Vice President (Bush) will know for sure, and he's
keeping secrets all his life. I'm not suggesting George Bush is God. Oh
is much more than that. He is a semi-God, which means he is straddling
heavenly and earthly planes in order that he take action on what he
sees with his
ever watchful Eye In The Sky." Content with his metaphorical
my literal mind, he finished, "Now, that's enough fore-play. Go get the
Kelly was standing quietly and robotically just outside the door with
guards. They ushered us down the hall, through an ornately carved door,
into Leahy's bedroom. The room was highly effeminate for a man,
in pastels, white eyelet, and huge billowy pillows. When the Senator
in, Kelly groaned, "Noooo, not you again", Leahy signalled Kelly with
hand, thus switching her into total silence and submission. Then,
specific personality fragments that previously recompartmentalized in
from Bush's and Byrd's sexual abuse of Kelly, Leahy began undressing.
pale skin looked even whiter against the white eyelet sheets, which
accentuate the perversity of his pedophile actions with my daughter
that I was
forced to watch. His torturous abuse complete, Leahy ordered Kelly and
follow him downstairs to his "torture lab",
I had seen and experienced basement "spy conditioning" torture chambers
before both in the U.S. and Mexico, and Leahy's "torture lab" looked
a NASA lab. His access to the latest advancements in electronic/drug
technology was consistent with his ability to use it. I was immediately
strapped to a cold, chrome and stainless steel table by the two guards.
began reciting, "Cross your heart and hope to die, Stick a needle in
A wirey "needle" was pushed slowly into my right eye while Kelly was
to watch. This entire ordeal was directed for trauma purposes primarily
Kelly since Leahy figured I would be dead soon anyway. "If you holler,
cry, Kelly will be the first to die. Pray to God and Bush will hear,
Eye now has an ear." Leahy interrupted his poem to explain that 1 was
"computer-eyesd" link-up to Bush's Eye in the Sky, with the needle-like
"antenna" transmitting every word Kelly spoke. He continued wilh me,
word you speak, each breath you sigh,'Your eye trance-mits to the Eye
Sky". Kelly believed it, which locked her into silence. Leahy's secret
safe-for the moment.
While I was literally out of my mind from intense pain, Leahy utilized
opportunity to program me with what he said was financial information
deliver to Byrd. This required no "personality", therefore the
fragments Leahy had deliberately shifted me into when raping Kelly
ideal to "computer-eyes" his message. He told me that my body was a
to link him up to the Eye in the Sky, where he was transmitting the
for storage until such time as Byrd accessed it. "Only the tiniest
little prick can
access the compuLer-eyesd' storage bank," Leahy said, laughing at his
double meaning mockery of Byrd's penis size.
This was not the first time Leahy transferred apparently sensitive U.S.
Government intelligence information to Byrd through me. I had
recorded numbers in my mind's "computer banks" ever since
Leahy prepared me for the task some months before at White Sands
Base in New Mexico. It was there in the TOP SECRET mind-control area of
the base that Leahy subjected me to extreme tortures and high-tech
programming. Combining purposes as usual, Leahy was saying, "Funding
continue to be approved as long as (mind-control) Projects such as this
to receive your full attention". I was treated like a lab animal with
regard for whether I lived or died. I was put in an electrified metal
floored cell, referred to by some as the woodpecker grid, which
inescapable physical torture.
In spite of his tortures, intelligence, high-tech methodism, and
mind manipulations. Senator Leahy failed to cover his
sexual abuse of Kelly. He did succeed, however, in causing Kelly and me
hospitalized from his torturous abuses upon our return to Tennessee. I
suffered excruciating pain and irreparable damage to my right eye,
psychosomatically suffered respiratory failure due to his extreme
physical manifestations of the psychological devastation wreaked on us
Senator Leahy failed to raise questions from outsiders as to the cause.
Equally worthy of mention, are numerous other high profile perpetrators
that Kelly and I had exposure to over the years. These individuals, in
the CIA's "need-to-know" M.O. of maintaining "the left hand does not
what the right hand is doing," were in positions to be knowledgeable of
and my victimizations. All of them accessed our programming either for
distribution, banking/message delivery, mind-control demonstrations,
often, for their perverse sexual gratification.
These too numerous individuals and events are significant chapters in
life who, in the interest of time and space, will be fully exposed in a
forthcoming book. Rather than point a finger at these individuals for
"vengeance" (there is none comparable), they must be publicly
identified for all
our sakes and, above all, for our children's sakes. Therefore, a list
Traitors has been compiled and strategically distributed for posterity,
as well as
to prevent these individuals from interfering in any Congressional
should be forthcoming as a result of this exposure.
1Black LL Bean Swiss Army Knives were a coded indicator of White
operations. Red LL Bean Swiss Army Knives, and regular Swiss Army
Knives were a standard
CIA indicator with which I was also familiar.
2Please support us in this effort by writing your Congressmen.
THE KING AND EYE
Saudi Arabia threaded in and out of most operations in which I was
involved, primarily due to their purchase and routing of weapons,
blond-haired, blue-eyed programmed children. According to George Bush's
claims, Saudi Arabia was in essence a controlled financial arm of the
States. Saudi Arabian King Fahd and his Ambassador to the U.S., Prince
Bandar, provided a front for the unconstitutional and criminal covert
of the U.S. This included the arming of Iraq and the Nicaraguan
involvement in the Bank of Credit and Commerce International (B.C.C.I.)
scandal; and funding of the Black Budget through purchase of our
children to be used as sex slaves and camel jockeys. Since the U.S.
control of the drug industries through the so-called Drug Wars, Saudi
played an integral role in distribution. It was my experience that
of having Saudi Arabian King Fahd as his puppet was, in fact, reality.
only natural that criminal diplomatic relations with Mexico interface
Arabia under the circumstances. After all, King Fahd and Mexican
Miguel de la Madrid were active members of George Bush's elite
"Neighborhood" in the New World Order. Before I left Washington, D.C.,
was "my duty as a (programmed) American Patriot" to participate in
the King and Eye branch of Operation Greenbacks for Wetbacks.
While plans were being finalized for a clandestine 3:00 A.M. meeting at
L'Enfante Hotel which I would be attending, 1 was rushed around D.C.
gathering last minute messages and information. I had no choice in
Kelly at Bush's Residence Office where Houston had dropped us off
the day for my initial briefing. Congressman Guy VanderJagt was in
office along with Dick Cheney when we arrived. Before taking Kelly
to the residence area, VanderJagt told Bush his story about taking my
when I was a small child. He recommended Bush do the same to Kelly
someone else "beat him to it". Bush laughed and replied, "What makes
think I haven't?""
VanderJagt look Kelly by the hand and led her upstairs while Bush and
Cheney began giving me my instructions. Bush joked about working "grave
yard" in the "shadows" for "the White House night shift" of the King
operation. Cheney began my instructions with the usual threat to
and was interrupted by a phone call ordering me over to the White
whole time 1 was gone, I experienced a sensation of panic and dread at
had to leave Kelly at Bush's. Although I could not think to reason, the
experience had left me with an incomprehensible subconscious fear for
life that was compounded by Cheney's most recent threats. I was
when I was returned to Bush's house late that evening for completion of
instructions. A party was underway, and I was dismayed to see the place
crowded yet void of children.
As I made my way through the crowd, Cheney saw me and started across
the room towards me, I spotted VanderJagt nearby, who had been drinking
excessively, and anxiously asked him where Kelly was. He said,
sleeping, George is expecting you". I wanted desperately to go to
Cheney, who was drunk as usual, had reached me by that time.
"Walk this way," Cheney slurred. He imitated the Oz Scarecrow's walk as
he led me through the middle of the crowd to Bush's office. Bush was
behind his desk, and his tension was apparent. He said, "Phil Habib is
number on his highness' (Fahd's) head, I want you to do a number on his
"Please," Dick Cheney groaned at the term. "That means give him a Royal
fucking. Wear him out. You're going on a magic carpet ride tonight,
Genie, down through the rabbit hole, through the minor and we'll meet
the other side."
"Good. He'd better have a smile on his face when we walk in (to the
A.M. meeting)," Bush told me as I went out the door. "If you do your
right, he will."
I was escorted to L'Enfante Hotel where I was to be prostituted to King
Fahd. I had been exposed to him sexually before, but this was my first
with him and his five young girls. Physical likeness characteristics
suggested that these Saudi Arabian girls were his own children. Their
ranged from approximately ten to twenty years old. Indicating
Bottle programming, of which Fahd was familiar, 1 bowed and said, "Your
wish is my command", Fahd's first wish was for information, which I
I would deliver later at the meeting. Fahd "disrobed" as his girls
dress. Then they "prepared" me as ordered by "washing me" with their
while the youngest briefly performed oral sex on him. The girls were
aside while I proceeded to sexually gratify Fahd according to his
those I had received earlier from Cheney and Bush. When I finished
part" in the name of "Diplomatic Relations," Habib was at the door to
out. I was to meet with Fahd again at 3:00 A.M. in Habib's suite.
As I stepped out the door, Habib was impatiently hopping up and down
be was energized from cocaine. Using his role as White Rabbit, he said
Wonderland cryptic, "We're late! We're late! For a very important
led me downstairs to the entrance of the hotel, where Bush and Cheney
walked in looking ridiculously conspicuous in their trenchcoats.
Bush immediately ordered Habib, "Call in" and gestured to the phone
'the lobby. Habib turned and hurried for the phone. Cheney dashed up
stairs, leaving me alone with Bush. Bush said, referring to Habib,
love to see the wabbit hop?"
When Cheney returned a moment later, my (identified) Secret Service
led me to the boutique area of the hotel to wait while the meeting in
suite got under way. 1 had endured water deprivation for some time,
escort noted as we sat near a fountain. He told me his orders were,
lead a whore to water, but you can't let her drink," He teased me
stating that he knew I could "suck the humps of a thousand camels dry."
last, he took me on to the meeting in Habib's room, where Bush, Cheney,
Fahd, and Habib were in the midst of discussion.
Bush accessed the messages and bank transaction details I was
with at Shasta, and ordered me to relay an account of my meeting with
Madrid and subsequent opening of the Juarez border. The complexities of
meeting, compounded by my being privy only to certain parts, should not
documented here out of context. I do know that Bush was setting the
implementing the New World Order, using Mexico and Saudi Arabia's roles
cover and for further expansion of U.S. covert criminal activity. This
the arming of Iraq with weapons and chemical warfare capabilities. The
message Reagan had me programmed with earlier that day was further
of this. I delivered Reagan's message to King Fahd as ordered:
"Greetings to King Fahd from President Reagan. The negotiations you are
about to embark on are not only critical to the world peace process,
solidify U.S.-Saudi relations beyond your wildest expectations. You
word that what appears to be the building up of forces in Iraq is but a
the whirlwind. And when this operation is completed and the dust
settles, you will see that the sands have shifted in time, running out
adversaries and shifting all power and control to our unified effort.
stand to conquer all in the name of world peace and world order, and I
confident that together we can not fail. The more Saddam destroys is
less for us to do and deal with when we implement the Order. In the
we all have much to gain and not a moment to lose."
It was raining by the time I was escorted back to Bush's residence
Houston was waiting to take Kelly and me back to Tennessee.
1The Alaska state-appointed child sexual abuse physician's exam and
that, for once, Bush may have told the truth.
A PLACE TO RUN, NO NEED TO HIDE
Alex Houston had maintained his capacitor distributing
throughout the years, routinely changing company names and customers.
summer's end in 1987, Houston had stumbled onto a legitimate sales
from the Peoples Republic of China, Unable to profitably manage a legal
business, he look on a partner whom he said checked out to have a
inconclusive association in U.S. Intelligence. This partner was Mark
Houston had forbid me from meeting Mark until his background check was
completed and his allegiances understood. As much as he was intrigued
Mark's past, Houston was enthralled with his propensity for conducting
business. In exchange for Mark's cooperation, Houston and he formed
a legal corporation. Mark Phillips became President and CEO of
wasn't long thereafter that he won Houston's confidence through
professional successes, and Houston permitted me to meet him.
I sensed right away that Mark was very different from the other men I
encountered routinely. He treated me as though I were a person, and his
revealed no sexual interest in me at all. Instead of discussing world
slavery, pornography, drugs, and genocide like the other men 1 knew, he
introduced me to the raccoons he had years ago rescued from certain
then tamed. I was deeply impressed with how his "wild" pets loved and
him. 1 could not think to trust, ask for help, or even question at the
it was that made Mark different.
In the fall of 1987, Kelly was enrolled in Nashville, Tennessee's St.
Catholic School. Her unusual behaviors were addressed in school
but their causes and/or origins were never addressed. Kelly still
laughs at the
absurdity of being counseled to vent her "anger" by scribbling the
source of her
anger on a piece of paper and then jumping on it. With her "anger"
caused by extreme physical and psychological tortures and sexual abuse,
not be so simplistically relieved. Houston had forbidden Kelly to
emotion, and had so conditioned her. Once, when he savagely beat her
laughing, I huddled in a corner holding her for hours. That did not
affect her enormous nurturing needs any more than jumping on a piece of
paper. With tears streaming down her face, she opened her bedroom
and cried out to what she believed was "Bush's Eye in the Sky". "Why do
hate me? Why do you hate me so much, world, when I love you? 1 want to
now. 1 can't take it any more."
That, as evidenced by the near death asthma attack she endured, further
proved that Houston's tortures were too much for a seven-year-old child
with. In retrospect, that remaining part of her mind that could
why her existence was too horrible to comprehend was locked away- And
goes in the "life" of a mind-controlled slave.
In December 1987, my 30th birthday launched the final countdown to my
death. Houston was in regular contact with Michael Dante (as telephone
receipts prove), and arrangements were finalized for Kelly and me to be
transferred to California. There, I was supposed to be burned alive in
pornography film and Kelly would become the property of Dante. But
had orders to conclude my part in Operation Greenbacks for Wetbacks by
meeting with de la Madrid. Houston had booked a New Year's NCL cruise
Mexico for all three of us.
Kelly and I were walking among the Mexican pyramid ruins in Tulum,
when Houston pointed out an iguana lizard sunning itself on a rock near
parking lot. As Kelly and I approached the iguana, two Mexican Secret
Servicemen emerged from a dark blue Mercedes. They used the keys,
and triggers to our programming that had been provided them to
create the illusion that the iguana was trance-forming into de la
control technique was to build an amnesic block to ensure against
In reality, we were transported by automobile to de ta Madrid's tacky
museum-style house nearby. There, Kelly and I were taken into his all
familiar bedroom by a uniformed matronly woman. De la Madrid's bed was
king-size waterbed set in a darkwood canopy frame. This time the
was a plush black-blood red, which de la Madrid pointed out to Kelly as
her on the bed. It was my experience that de la Madrid's bed was in
NASA technology adventure.
Mounted inside of the canopy was a movie screen where de la Madrid
viewed porn videos and/or NASA-provided films. From his bed I saw
of the NASA Goldstar multiscreen monitors that were routinely used in
"experimental" mind-control conditioning. By filming the actual NASA
multiscreen grouped monitors, the resultant video provided the illusion
a Goldstar multiscreen when shown on a (single) screen such as was
de la Madrid's bed canopy. For example, once when I was in his bed, the
light blue sky with moving clouds was depicted on the monitor screens
NASA had used to lock-in my programming "Somewhere in Time," de la
Madrid showed on his canopy movie screen. He further enhanced the
having me hypnotically "float/drift" on his waterbed which he had
a spread of similar light blue sky with clouds print. My previous NASA
programming was easily accessed "Somewhere in Time" through this
but nevertheless complex visual triggering method. The pornography
was of me from previous taping, alternating with a built-in video
projecting our sex acts onto the screen as they occurred.
This time de la Madrid said, "Let us end where we began...," referring
my witnessing the rape of my daughter in Shasta. He ordered me to
recline against the headboard of his bed. At the foot of the bed, he
pulling Kelly's jeans off as he said, "You gave birth to her, just as
birth to the border agreement, and now your role is through on both
tears she will shed as you burn cannot extinguish the flames of passion
passed on to her. Your intense sexuality has been regenerated in her,
hormonal experiment in genetics will successfully evolve for
come. Your role is complete. And thanks to my friends in Washington,
has perfected the formula and given birth to the technology of mirrored
procreation using recreated bloodlines. The only detectable difference
the blood run cold. Reptilian. See for yourself"
De la Madrid gestured up toward the canopy screen, where the NASA
created video of my "giving birth" to the lizard was depicted. By this
NASA provided designer drug for mind control, "Tranquility," had been
administered and was kicking in full force. My eyes were hypnotically
the video as he began performing oral sex on my daughter. She, too, was
rendered helplessly defenseless by the drug and quietly complied with
demand. Using specific commands, de la Madrid ordered me to spread my
and display the vaginal mutilation carving. He positioned himself over
face, smothering her with his penis while he performed oral sex on my
When at last we were returned to the NCL cruise ship, Kelly and I were
vomiting sick from de la Madrid's abuse and the high voltage trauma
followed. An unusually large shipment of cocaine and heroin had been
which was transferred into the walls of our custom built motor home
docked at Key Biscayne, Florida. Houston supposedly stayed aboard ship
the next week of his engagement, while I drove the motor home full of
and my sick daughter to Houston's farm where we resided in Tennessee.
By the time Houston returned to Tennessee from his NCL cruise, Ken
had already emptied the motor home and dispersed the drugs as
planned. The only business Houston had to attend was implementing the
phase of trance-ferring Kelly and me to Dante and being updated on Mark
Phillips' latest successes.
Houston immediately began programming me to not take anything but
Kelly's and my clothes when sent to Dante At the same lime, Mark
and I had reached a level of communication that was new to me. Although
had no conscious understanding of what he was saying, the truths he
resounded throughout the depths of my being. For instance, when he
me his "Back to the Future" Delorean sports car, he wisely cryptically
"Sometimes you have to know where you've been in order to know where
Just before Kelly and I were to leave for California, Mark asked me to
him force Houston out of business by providing him with the files on
(corporate) criminal activity that Houston kept hidden at our house.
did 1 gladly do so, but "somehow" I was able to ask for Help in return.
him to help Kelly and me get away from Houston before I was killed and
was sentenced to a fate worse than death. Mark assured me that he would
The day Houston intended for Kelly and me to be transferred to Dante, I
a strange compulsion to telephone Mark and notify him. That morning,
Houston drove to Mark's office believing he was going to meet with him
that day. But Mark had brought a team of movers to the house, and
Kelly and me. He had brilliantly intercepted us as we were being passed
intended destination! Mark even understood Kelly's and my need to
farm pets from Houston's abuse. He not only found good homes for our
but he had arranged for them to be loaded and transferred during our
frantic rush to move out of Houston's house. Within two hours, Mark
moved Kelly, me, our pets and livestock to freedom. Despite brilliant
orchestration, pandemonium broke out when it was discovered that Kelly
had been intercepted and detoured from our intended demise.
"Wake up, sleeping beauty," Mark said as he gently roused me with a cup
of fresh coffee. "Welcome to a new day."
My eyes opened. I had never experienced such kindness before, and it
seemed like a whole new world to me. Mark presented me with a beautiful
watch, which he strapped on my wrist. Noting my wonder and surprise, he
explained, "Now you will always know that 1 gave you the time of day."
The time of day? No one had ever given me their time before. They only
took mine. And I never wore a watch before. I did not even know what
or year it was, let alone the tune of day. I had no concept of time,
explained I must always monitor from that moment on.
"You say someone is trying to kill you. Why?" Mark asked. I could not
think to answer. I was totally amnesic. All three of us were now in
jeopardy, literally dodging bullets while I desperately sought the
could I have requested help when I did not even know who and/or what I
running from? Somewhere inside were the answers, and I intended to
them all. Fast. Now there were three lives on the line.
Mark understood that safety was tantamount to memory recovery. At the
same time, none of us could be safe until I could recall who and what
up against. Mark quickly sold everything he owned, including his
retaining only basic necessities. He also sold the motor home which had
awarded me in my divorce from Alex Houston. Using these funds, Mark
Kelly and me to the peaceful wilderness of Alaska.
February 4, 1988 marked the beginning of life for Kelly and me, free
our mind-controlled existence. It also marked the beginning of a new
survival as we embarked on "The Most Dangerous Game" of international
proportions. Despite death threats and attempts, intimidation and
have survived these past seven years by refusing to keep secrets-which
itself "another story."
1As quickly as the accuracy of my deprogramming notes were corroborated
verified, abstracts of various experiences and identification of
abusers were vastly disseminated.
Those who read these abstracts over the years, literally watched me
FORMATION OF AMERICA
TRANCE Formation of America is the documented autobiography
of a victim of government mind control Cathy O'Brien is the only vocal
recovered survivor of the Central Intelligence Agency's MK-Ultra
Monarch mind control operation. Chiseled deep into the white stone of
the CIA's Langley, Virginia headquarters is a partial verse lifted from
Holy Bible and writings of Saint John..." ami the truth shall make you
This statement, like the agency, is total reality. The building that it
engraved upon houses the world's most successful manufacturer of lies
to facilitate psychological warfare.
The "Company" uses truth and technology as their raw materials to
produce "pure" lies for control of you and America's allies. Within the
of TRANCE Formation of America you'll find the truth.
US. GOVERNMENT MIND CONTROL
On August 3rd, 1977 the 95th U.S. Congress opened hearings
into the reported abuses concerning the CIA's TOP SECRET mind
control research program code named MK Ultra. On February 8th 1988,
an MK Ultra victim, Cathy O'Bnen, was covertly rescued from her mind
control enslavement by Intelligence insider Mark Phillips. Their seven
year pursuit of Justice was stopped FOR REASONS OF NATIONAL SECURITY.
TRANCE Formation of America exposes the truth behind this criminal
abuse of the Unconstitutional 1947 National Security Act"
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