The Universal Shifts of Consciousness

The Meaning of Pain


The part of visible white Sun and phony white frame of rays with negative holographic pentagons superimposed by someone on our Sun and visible in my room! 24 March 2010
The part of visible white Sun mixed with our Advanced Thoughts and phony white holographic frame of rays with negative holographic pentagons superimposed by someone on our Sun and visible in my room! 24 March 2010.


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Everything is an illusion. And Real is only the Creative Force, but the Creative Force is created from illusions through a lot of Pain, Pain, Pain !
Lydia Monroe
Pink Energy of the Highest Order, of Unconditional Love, our Centre, 24 March 2010
Now I am sure that the Holographic Pink colored Beam is a fake to be superimposed and used to cover up the Moving and Pulsating narrow White Beam of Advanced Energy of 11th Density to cover the movement of it to the Sun (or to the Ball of Advanced Human Thoughts) and from the Sun (or the Ball) into the Earth!  The aim of these phony pentagons is to also cover the Pulsating Fast Movement of this Balanced Energy from 11th Density into the Earth, to fasten the vibration of the Earth and everyone on it!
The most important is not the wide Pink strip on the picture, but the Moving and Pulsating narrow White Beam of Advanced Energy underneath!!! Our Centre, 24 March 2010

Pink Energy of the Highest Order, of Unconditional Love, our Centre, 24 March 2010
Now I am sure that the Holographic Pink colored Beam is a fake to be superimposed and used to cover up the Moving and Pulsating narrow White Beam of Advanced Energy of 11th Density to cover the movement of it to the Sun (or to the Ball of Advanced Human Thoughts) and from the Sun (or the Ball) into the Earth!  The aim of these phony pentagons is to also cover the Pulsating Fast Movement of this Balanced Energy from 11th Density into the Earth, to fasten the vibration of the Earth and everyone on it!
The most important is not the wide Pink strip on the picture, but the Moving and Pulsating narrow White Beam of Advanced Energy underneath!!! Our Centre, 24 March 2010

Pink Energy of the Highest Order, of Unconditional Love, our Centre, 24 March 2010
Now I am sure that the Holographic Pink colored Beam is a fake to be superimposed and used to cover up the Moving and Pulsating narrow White Beam of Advanced Energy of 11th Density to cover the movement of it to the Sun (or to the Ball of Advanced Human Thoughts) and from the Sun (or the Ball) into the Earth!  The aim of these phony pentagons is to also cover the Pulsating Fast Movement of this Balanced Energy from 11th Density into the Earth, to fasten the vibration of the Earth and everyone on it!
The most important is not the wide Pink strip on the picture, but the Moving and Pulsating narrow White Beam of Advanced Energy underneath!!! Our Centre, 24 March 2010


Here is an extract from Monroe's "Ultimate Journey" p. 173-174:

"...My friend, we have so much of this bonding built up to take us to infinity and through it. We take it with us as we go. It is the major energy base for our intellect. What you now perceive as love clarifies, not stultifies (to cause to appear ridiculous). It incorporates both pain and pleasure; it is the union of opposites to create a whole.
And you found plenty of love this lifetime, once you dispensed with your illusions.
There must be a tremendous amount of experience stored here, in you . . . in us. How many lifetimes are there?
A thousand perhaps, or more. We stopped counting long ago. Every possible situation is here, every emotion. There is nothing you can encounter in an Earth life that isn't stored here . . . in fifty different ways..."

Pain has an abstract nature: you can feel it, but you can't see it. In his September 2009 talk at the conference Alex Collier was talking about the holographic more balanced Cosciousness Structure we need to create to counteract negative Holographic Consciousness Structure (the full content of this talk will be on  My Thoughts and Thoughts of other Writers  link). One of the women in the audience said, that we, humans, have been already creating such a more balanced Holographic Human Consciousness Structure, which includes our Knowledge and our Experiences. I would like to add that this Structure also includes our Emotions and our Pain and it doesn't matter if one had more pain and the other one had less of it (how much pain is decided by an individual Higher Self). All pain/emotions/knowledge/experiences go into one bowl into one Holographic Structure of our New planet Earth!
We all are against any kind of pain and that doesn't need an explanation of why. But inspite of our wishes, we still go through a lot of pain and with time become wiser because of the pain we've experienced. Looks like pain makes us wiser. It also looks like our Total Self doesn't share our desire to avoid pain at all costs if we still exposed to pain of all kind physical and non-physical. Negative emotions seems to add to physical pain. I, personally, went through a lot of pian in my life and it's still not over!
Robert Monroe wrote also about the Pain he had to endure to get higher and higher in vibration, to get to see the Emitter of the Rays of the Highest level, (M)Field, which are spreading life in the Universe, to experience and describe things, which only rare people could see and describe. I, personally, don't have these kind of experiences or if I do, the memory of them is very well buried in my subconscious mind.
There are some relevant thoughts on the subject of Pain from the book by Bayard Stockton "Catapult: The Biography of Robert A.Monroe", p.161-162:
 
" Nancy (R.Monroe's wife) frowns, "When he's sick (Bob), he's a roaring bear. I do what I have to, then get out of his way. But really, he's mad at himself for being ill to the point of being in bed."    
Monroe has had four major surgeries since he and Nancy met and married. In 1970, with a week intervening, he had two endartarectomies at Baylor University in Texas. In April, 1981 he underwent a bypass operation of the sub-clavian artery. Nancy itemizes: "Those two carotid artery operations at Baylor were very painful. He swears he won't have another arteriogram." In March, 1982 he was notified of an aortic aneurism and again underwent agonizing surgery, which "ripped me open from stem to stern."
Nancy continues, "In his last two surgeries, he came to, on the opening table, and if you don't think that gave the anaesthesiologist a shock! He throws off drugs (medications). His local traffic body can't handle his local traffic drugs."   
Someone asked him why he didn't go OOB (out-of-body) during surgery. Bob answered, "If I did, I'd never come back to this cauldron of fire."
In 1982 siege "was the hardest operation, believe me. What kept me going was the knowledge that this was part of the experience. That awareness was the only thing that held me through the exquisite pain (intense)."
It is a remarkably philosophical, calm statement covering a truly traumatic passage.
"That kind of pain only programs you for the same kind of pressure you feel in other realities. There are other kinds of things you feel at a different level, which prepare you, so you can handle situations as a non-human does."
Bob Monroe's heart misses a beat at times.
"When the skip-beat first started, it caused me some concern. I'd sit there and wait: I could feel my blood pressure and circulation going down. I'd say to myself, 'When is it going to beat again?'
Now Bob pushes his physical self into a jump-start: "I say, 'Go!', and it goes. If it's going to start up again, it will."...I prefer to call the Total Self."
Rolling Thunder has some experience of pain, too. "These things are the price we have to pay, sometimes. Nothing comes free. It's my choice, and sometimes I have to pay heavy...I'm also interested in how to handle these things...Every case of sickness and pain has its reason. And it's always a price that's being paid, either for something past or for something future. But that doesn't mean we're not supposed to do something about sickness and pain. The important thing is to know how these things work. Modern doctors-most of them- don't seem to understand that. A medicine's man (and woman, LM) job is to ook into these things. We know that everything is the result of something and the cause of something else...Sometimes a certain sickness or pain is meant to be because it's the best possible price for something; you make that to go away and the price becomes greater. The person himself may not know it, but his spirit knows it...Physical troubles have all kinds of reasons...but they all start on the spiritual level..."
Monroe's comment  is complementary: "You maybe subjected to an experience which seems to be destructive or injurous, but, in fact, is constructive and beneficial, because of what you learn from it. It can be a physical or a mental trial."
I also posted a few extracts from Bob's books about experience of Pain and Pleasure on the link devoted to R.Monroe on this website or in his videos on Youtube or you can find this kind of info in his books yourself. Here is one of them from Robert Monroe's "Far Journeys", p.111-112:
"(The acceptance of pain as a condition of joy is the symbol of conflict within physical life existence. The pattern of the present is not consistent with the promise of the future as you perceive it within time-space illusion. A conflict of realities, from your aspect.)
I remember so well ... if that is the joy, I will take the pain again, if I can stand it ...
(It is not necessary. Your present consciousness now has a beginning point of reference. It is possible for you to perceive the destination of the rays of pure energy you have called loosh/love as it penetrates into your earth space in several segments of what you call time. We will assist you in your placement within the event. The delineation, the decision to distinguish must be yours solely. Are you ready to do this?)
I don't know positively what I will be looking for, but I will never forget again. If that is what I seek, I will find it."
Now I would like you to read some thoughts about this painful subject from the books of Dolores Cannon. "Convoluted Universe", book 2, p.256:
"R (Robert-the client)... This is learning process. For the human body to change, one needs to understand that the elements, which humanity chose, were not through learning through love, but learning through angst (anxiety, fear) and energy. And angst and energy create a disposal of unwanted energy, which creates, in the end, pain. So pain is the point of learning. Pain is the point of evolvement and stretching to the point of understanding. So therefore, pain is the point of learning..."
I guess we can only understand that, when we become just observers of our lives without physical bodies. Here is an extract explaining the role of the creative energy called "emotion" in this Planetary Game from R.Monroe's "Far Journeys", p.202-203:

". . . it's the wildest bunch of games inside of games. . . With, uh, rules on top of rules that get so mixed up you don't have
any percept at all of which game you’re playing. Then they get so busy playing so many games they forget it is a game, the whole thing. Even why they’re playing it and how they got in it to start...
Where's the fun! Why play a game if you don't have fun playing it! All those humans in there, I didn’t get a percept of just one having fun.
Bill: They do part of the time, and some but not many most of the time, and very few all of the time, but they're hard to find. Your broad percept missed these fine edges.
BB : There's one other thing...This other part that messes up the M Band so badly . . . the scratchy stuff. RAM (Robert A. Monroe) called it emotion. I don't have the least percept of that. He puts it I have to be human.
Bill: Emotion is the points, the score...Emotion is what makes the game seem so wild, but it is the game, the one game in which all other games are played. The others feed score to the big game in the form of emotional energy. The big game is to control and develop this emotional energy to its most effective condition, which is vaguely set by us humans as love, until we graduate. The more we score, the more fun it becomes. Most of us here—where you are now—we spend our energy going in to help other humans, however and wherever we can, to improve their score—and so have more fun."

And more about the Game and its Rules from the same source, p.139:
"Do you know what they're going through over there (on Earth)?
(Well, I . . .)
Untold suffering. Millions upon millions of them, lying and deceiving one another, violating every known law, including the ones they thought up themselves, illusion upon illusion, digging deeper and deeper patterns . . . It's horrible..."

p.7- 8 from "Between Death and Life" by Dolores Cannon:

D for Dolores; S for the name of the client.
D: But you said you have to come back sometime (to have another life on Earth, LM). How do you know that?
S: I was weak. I should have been able to tolerate the pain. I must learn to better withstand it. I could have stayed if I hadn't been so weak. I'm glad I can't remember the pain. I know I need to go back and I must become complete, whole (and with enough experiences as the gifts, LM). Pain is one thing I must overcome. I must overcome all the pains of the world.      
D: But experiencing pain is very human and it's always difficult to do when you are in the body. From the side you are on now (the spirit side of 4th D), it's easier to look at it in a different way. Do you think that's a lesson you want to learn?
S: I will, yes. It takes me awhile sometimes, but I can do anything. I think I should have been stronger. I would have done better, but I think I had a lot of fear from the ilness I had when I was a child. I was afraid that it would be as bad. And...I gave up.
Pain...when you deal with the higher conscious level of your mind and remove yourself to the pure light and a pure thought, the pain ceases to be. Pain is only a lesson. When we learn about pain on the human level, we get frantic and show outward concern for just the moment. By removing ourselves and concentrating and reaching deep and having patience, we can rise above it.
 D: Does pain have a purpose? S: Pain is a teaching tool. Sometimes it is used to humble certain people. Sometimes a haughty spirit can be brought down and taught to be more gracious through suffering. It may teach them that they must eventually learn to rise above the pain, and then they can deal with it. Sometimes just understanding pain and why we have it, lessens the pain. D: But like you said, people become frantic and they think they can't handle it.
S: They become too self-centered. They need to rise above their own interests and what they are feeling at the moment to a more spiritual level and then they can deal with it. Now, some people, they bring the pain on because it's a shelter. They may have the pain as an excuse or as an "out", and that's the purpose. It varies with an individual. What is Pain? It cannot touch you if you don't let it. If you admit that you will hurt, you are giving power to pain. Do not give it power. It's unnecessary to feel it. It's all connected to man. Reach into your spirit, your higher mind (higher self), it has no hold on you.
D: People can separate themselves from pain?
S: Of course, if they want to. They don't always want to (most of them don't know how and don't know that it's possible, LM). They want the sympathy and self-punishment and all sorts of things...They must find a way for themselves because they wouldn't believe it if you told them there was an easier way. They have to figure it out on their own. That part of the lessons that get you there."  
p.13
"...the separation of the body and soul (at death) during this time of pain.
D: But the actual death itself, the leaving of the body, is that painful?
S: No. The transition is one of the ease rather than of duress. Pain comes from the body. The spirit feels no pain except remorse. that is really the only pain that a spitit can feel. A feeling that they could have done something ... more. This is painful. But physical pain no longer has meaning because that was left with the body.
D: Is it possible to leave the body before actual death occurs and let the body suffer the pain?
S: Yes. The person has that choice, whether or not they want to stay there and go through it or they want to leave and just watch. That is an option that is open to everyone..."

Here is a tremendous information about the meaning and handling Pain, given to us by such a talanted writer Carlos Castaneda from one of his books "The Fire From Within", p.20-30, the chapter is called "Petty Tyrants" (2nd part).
You might recognize your own situation at home or at work or elsewhere
Petty Tyrants

"The Spaniards were the petty tyrants who tested the seers' skills to the limit; after dealing with the conquerors, the seers were capable of facing anything. They were the lucky ones. At that time there were petty tyrants everywhere.
"After all those marvelous years of abundance things changed a great deal. Petty tyrants never again had that scope; it was only during those times that their authority was unlimited. The perfect ingredient for the making of a superb seer is a petty tyrant with unlimited prerogatives.
"In our times, unfortunately, seers have to go to extremes to find a worthy one. Most of the time they have to be satisfied with very small fry."
"Did you find a petty tyrant yourself, don Juan?"
"I was lucky. A king-size one found me. At the time, though, I felt like you; I couldn't consider myself fortunate."
Don Juan said that his ordeal began a few weeks before he met his benefactor. He was barely twenty years old at the time. He had gotten a job at a sugar mill working as a laborer. He had always been very strong, so it was easy for him to get jobs that required muscle. One day when he was moving some heavy sacks of sugar a woman came by. She was very well dressed and seemed to be a woman of means. She was perhaps in her fifties, don Juan said, and very domineering. She looked at don Juan and then spoke to the foreman and left. Don Juan was then approached by the foreman, who told him that for a fee he would recommend him for a job in the boss's house. Don Juan told the man that he had no money. The foreman smiled and said not to worry because he would have plenty on payday. He patted don Juan's back and assured him it was a great honor to work for the boss.
Don Juan said that being a lowly ignorant Indian living hand-to-mouth, not only did he believe every word, he thought a good fairy had touched him. He promised to pay the foreman anything he wished. The foreman named a large sum, which had to be paid in installments.
Immediately thereafter the foreman himself took don Juan to the house, which was quite a distance from the town, and left him there with another foreman, a huge, somber, ugly man who asked a lot of questions. He wanted to know about don Juan's family. Don Juan answered that he didn't have any. The man was so pleased that he even smiled through his rotten teeth.
He promised don Juan that they would pay him plenty, and that he would even be in a position to save money, because he didn't have to spend any, for he was going to live and eat in the house.
The way the man laughed was terrifying. Don Juan knew that he had to escape immediately. He ran for the gate, but the man cut in front of him with a revolver in his hand. He cocked it and rammed it into don Juan's stomach. "You're here to work yourself to the bone," he said. "And don't you forget it." He shoved don Juan around with a billy club. Then he took him to the side of the house and, after observing that he worked his men every day from sunrise to sunset without a break, he put don Juan to work digging out two enormous tree stumps. He also told don Juan that if he ever tried to escape or went to the authorities he would shoot him dead-and that if don Juan should ever get away, he would swear in court that don Juan had tried to murder the boss. "You'll work here until you die," he said. "Another Indian will get your job then, just as you're taking a dead Indian's place."
Don Juan said that the house looked like a fortress, with armed men with machetes everywhere. So he got busy working and tried not to think about his predicament. At the end of the day, the man came back and kicked him all the way to the kitchen, because he did not like the defiant look in don Juan's eyes. He threatened to cut the tendons of don Juan's arms if he didn't obey him. In the kitchen an old woman brought food, but don Juan was so upset and afraid that he couldn't eat. The old woman advised him to eat as much as he could. He had to be strong, she said, because his work would never end. She warned him that the man who had held his job had died just a day earlier. He was too weak to work and had fallen from a second-story window. Don Juan said that he worked at the boss's place for three weeks and that the man bullied him every moment of every day. He made him work under the most dangerous conditions, doing the heaviest work imaginable, under the constant threat of his knife, gun, or billy club. He sent him daily to the stables to clean the stalls while the nervous stallions were in them. At the beginning of every day don Juan thought it would be his last one on earth. And surviving meant only that he had to go through the same hell again the next day. What precipitated the end was don Juan's request to have some time off. The pretext was that he needed to go to town to pay the foreman of the sugar mill the money that he owed him. The other foreman retorted that don Juan could not stop working, not even for a minute, because he was in debt up to his ears just for the privilege of working there. Don Juan knew that he was done for. He understood the man's maneuvers. Both he and the other foreman were in cahoots to get lowly Indians from the mill, work them to death, and divide their salaries. That realization angered him so intensely that he ran through the kitchen screaming and got inside the main house. The foreman and the other workers were caught totally by surprise. He ran out the front door and almost got away, but the foreman caught up with him on the road and shot him in the chest. He left him for dead. Don Juan said that it was not his destiny to die; his benefactor found him there and tended him until he got well
"When I told my benefactor the whole story," don Juan said, "he could hardly contain his excitement. That foreman is really a prize, ' my benefactor said. 'He is too good to be wasted. Someday you must go back to that house. '
"He raved about my luck in finding a one-in-a-million petty tyrant with almost unlimited power. I thought the old man was nuts. It was years before I fully understood what he was talking about."
"That is one of the most horrible stories I have ever heard," I said. "Did you really go back to that house?"
"I certainly did, three years later. My benefactor was right. A petty tyrant like that one was one in a million and couldn't be wasted."
"How did you manage to go back?"
"My benefactor developed a strategy using the four attributes of warriorship: control, discipline, forbearance, and timing."
Don Juan said that his benefactor, in explaining to him what he had to do to profit from facing that ogre of a man, also told him what the new seers considered to be the four steps on the path of knowledge. The first step is the decision to become apprentices. After the apprentices change their views about themselves and the world they take the second step and become warriors, which is to say, beings capable of the utmost discipline and control over themselves. The third step, after acquiring forbearance and timing, is to become men of knowledge. When men of knowledge learn to see they have taken the fourth step and have become seers.
His benefactor stressed the fact that don Juan had been on the path of knowledge long enough to have acquired a minimum of the first two attributes: control and discipline. Don Juan emphasized that both of these attributes refer to an inner state. A warrior is self-oriented, not in a selfish way, but in the sense of a total and continuous examination of the self. "At that time, I was barred from the other two attributes," don Juan went on. "Forbearance and timing are not quite an inner state. They are in the domain of the man of knowledge. My benefactor showed them to me through his strategy."
"Does this mean that you couldn't have faced the petty tyrant by yourself?" I asked.
"I'm sure that I could have done it myself, although I have always doubted that I would have carried it off with flair and joyfulness. My benefactor was simply enjoying the encounter by directing it. The idea of using a petty tyrant is not only for perfecting the warrior's spirit, but also for enjoyment and happiness."
"How could anyone enjoy the monster you described?"
"He was nothing in comparison to the real monsters that the new seers faced during the Conquest.
(Looks like those monsters were Reptillian Shapeshifters, who only looked human, LM).
By all indications those seers enjoyed themselves blue dealing with them. They proved that even the worst tyrants can bring delight, provided, of course, that one is a warrior."
Don Juan explained that the mistake average men make in confronting petty tyrants is not to have a strategy to fall back on; the fatal flaw is that average men take themselves too seriously; their actions and feelings, as well as those of the petty tyrants, are all - important. Warriors, on the other hand, not only have a well-thought-out strategy, but are free from self-importance. What restrains their self-importance is that they have understood that reality is an interpretation we make. That knowledge was the definitive advantage that the new seers had over the simple-minded Spaniards.
He said that he became convinced he could defeat the foreman using only the single realization that petty tyrants take themselves with deadly seriousness while warriors do not. Following his benefactor's strategic plan, therefore, don Juan got a job in the same sugar mill as before. Nobody remembered that he had worked there in the past; peons came to that sugar mill and left it without leaving a trace. His benefactor's strategy specified that don Juan had to be solicitous of whoever came to look for another victim. As it happened, the same woman came and spotted him, as she had done years ago. This time he was physically even stronger than before. The same routine took place. The strategy, however, called for refusing payment to the foreman from the outset. The man had never been turned down and was taken aback. He threatened to fire don Juan from the job. Don Juan threatened him back, saying that he would go directly to the lady's house and see her. Don Juan knew that the woman, who was the wife of the owner of the mill, did not know what the two foremen were up to. He told the foreman that he knew where she lived, because he had worked in the surrounding fields cutting sugar cane. The man began to haggle, and don Juan demanded money from him before he would accept going to the lady's house. The foreman gave in and handed him a few bills. Don Juan was perfectly aware that the foreman's acquiescence was just a ruse to get him to go to the house.
"He himself once again took me to the house," don Juan said. "It was an old hacienda owned by the people of the sugar mill, rich men, who either knew what was going on and didn't care, or were too indifferent even to notice.
"As soon as we got there, I ran into the house to look for the lady. I found her and dropped to my knees and kissed her hand to thank her. The two foremen were livid. "The foreman at the house followed the same pattern as before. But I had the proper equipment to deal with him; I had control, discipline, forbearance, and timing. It turned out as my benefactor had planned it. My control made me fulfill the man's most asinine 9stupid) demands. What usually exhausts us in a situation like that is the wear and tear on our self-importance. Any man who has an iota of pride is ripped apart by being made to feel worthless.
"I gladly did everything he asked of me. I was joyful and strong. And I didn't give a fig about my pride or my fear. I was there as an impeccable warrior. To tune the spirit when someone is trampling on you is called control."
Don Juan explained that his benefactor's strategy required that instead of feeling sorry for himself as he had done before, he immediately went to work mapping the man's strong points, his weaknesses, his quirks of behavior.
He found that the foreman's strongest points were his violent nature and his daring. He had shot don Juan in broad daylight and in sight of scores of onlookers. His great weakness was that he liked his job and did not want to endanger it. Under no circumstances could he attempt to kill don Juan inside the compound in the daytime. His other weakness was that he was a family man. He had a wife and children who lived in a shack near the house.
"To gather all this information while they are beating you up is called discipline," don Juan said. "The man was a regular fiend. He had no saving grace. According to the new seers, a perfect petty tyrant has no redeeming (to free someone) feature."
Don Juan said that the other two attributes of warriorship, forbearance and timing, which he did not yet have, had been automatically included in his benefactor's strategy. Forbearance is to wait patiently - no rush, no anxiety - a simple, joyful holding back of what is due.
"I groveled (was humiliated) daily," don Juan continued, "sometimes crying under the man's whip. And yet I was happy. My benefactor's strategy was what made me go from day to day without hating the man's guts. I was a warrior. I knew that I was waiting and I knew what I was waiting for. Right there is the great joy of warriorship."
He added that his benefactor's strategy called for a systematic harassment of the man by taking cover with a higher order, just as the seers of the new cycle had done during the Conquest by shielding themselves with the Catholic church. A lowly priest was sometimes more powerful than a nobleman.
Don Juan's shield was the lady who got him the job. He kneeled in front of her and called her a saint every time he saw her. He begged her to give him the medallion of her patron saint so he could pray to him for her health and well - being.
"She gave me one," don Juan went on, "and that rattled the foreman to pieces. And when I got the servants to pray at night he nearly had a heart attack. I think he decided then to kill me. He couldn't afford to let me go on.
"As a countermeasure I organized a rosary among all the servants of the house. The lady thought I had the makings of a most pious (religious) man.
"I didn't sleep soundly after that, nor did I sleep in my bed. I climbed to the roof every night. From there I saw the man twice looking for me in the middle of the night with murder in his eyes.
"Daily he shoved me into the stallions' stalls hoping that I would be crushed to death, but I had a plank of heavy boards that I braced against one of the corners and protected myself behind it. The man never knew because he was nauseated by the horses-another of his weaknesses, the deadliest of all, as things turned out."
Don Juan said that timing is the quality that governs the release of all that is held back. Control, discipline, and forbearance are like a dam behind which everything is pooled. Timing is the gate in the dam.
The man knew only violence, with which he terrorized. If his violence was neutralized he was rendered nearly helpless. Don Juan knew that the man would not dare to kill him in view of the house, so one day, in the presence of the other workers but in sight of his lady as well, don Juan insulted the man. He called him a coward, who was mortally afraid of the boss's wife.
His benefactor's strategy had called for being on the alert for a moment like that and using it to turn the tables on the petty tyrant. Unexpected things always happen that way. The lowest of the slaves suddenly makes fun of the tyrant, aunts him, makes him feel ridiculous in front of significant witnesses, and then rushes away without giving the tyrant time to retaliate.
"A moment later, the man went crazy with rage, but I was already solicitously kneeling in front of the lady," he continued.
Don Juan said that when the lady went inside the house, the man and his friends called him to the back, allegedly to do some work. The man was very pale, white with anger. From the sound of his voice don Juan knew what the man was really planning to do. Don Juan pretended to acquiesce, but instead of heading for the back, he ran for the stables. He trusted that the horses would make such a racket the owners would come out to see what was wrong. He knew that the man would not dare shoot him. That would have been too noisy and the man's fear of endangering his job was too overpowering. Don Juan also knew that the man would not go where the horses were - that is, unless he had been pushed beyond his endurance.
"I jumped inside the stall of the wildest stallion," don Juan said, "and the petty tyrant, blinded by rage, took out his knife and jumped in after me. I went instantly behind my planks. The horse kicked him once and it was all over.
"I had spent six months in that house and in that period of time I had exercised the four attributes of warriorship. Thanks to them, I had succeeded. Not once had I felt sorry for myself or wept in impotence.
I had been joyful and serene. My control and discipline were as keen as they'd ever been, and I had had a firsthand view of what forbearance and timing did for impeccable warriors. And I had not once wished the man to die.
"My benefactor explained something very interesting. Forbearance means holding back with the spirit something that the warrior knows is rightfully due. It doesn't mean that a warrior goes around plotting to do anybody mischief, or planning to settle past scores. Forbearance is something independent. As long as the warrior has control, discipline, and timing, forbearance assures giving whatever is due to whoever deserves it."
"Do petty tyrants sometimes win, and destroy the warrior facing them?" I asked.
"Of course. There was a time when warriors died like flies at the beginning of the Conquest. Their ranks were decimated. The petty tyrants could put anyone to death, simply acting on a whim. Under that kind of pressure seers reached sublime (majestic) states."
Don Juan said that that was the time when the surviving seers had to exert themselves to the limit to find new ways.
"The new seers used petty tyrants," don Juan said, staring at me fixedly, "not only to get rid of their self-importance, but to accomplish the very sophisticated maneuver of moving themselves out of this world. You'll understand that maneuver as we keep on discussing the mastery of awareness."
I explained to don Juan that what I had wanted to know was whether, in the present, in our times, the petty tyrants he had called small fry could ever defeat a warrior.
"All the time," he replied. "The consequences aren't as dire as those in the remote past. Today it goes without saying that warriors always have a chance to recuperate or to retrieve and come back later. But there is another side to this problem. To be defeated by a small-fry petty tyrant is not deadly, but devastating. The degree of mortality, in a figurative sense, is almost as high. By that I mean that warriors who succumb to a small-fry petty tyrant are obliterated by their own sense of failure and unworthiness. That spells high mortality to me."
"How do you measure defeat?"
"Anyone who joins the petty tyrant is defeated. To act in anger, without control and discipline, to have no forbearance, is to be defeated."
"What happens after warriors are defeated?"
"They either regroup themselves or they abandon the quest for knowledge and join the ranks of the petty tyrants for life."

Some readers would consider me and this website a Petty Tyrant for them and maybe they need one!
2007. Strange behaviour of Sun is pictured in Domenican republic! But it's what I constantly picture in Australia for the last 4 months!
2007. Strange behaviour of Sun is pictured in Domenican republic! If you watch them carefully, you will see White Beam of Balance is coming from the centre of the Sun! It's what I constantly picture in Australia for the last 4 months!

2007 video. Strange behaviour of the Sun!
2007 video. Strange behaviour of the Sun!

2007 video. Strange behaviour of the Sun!
2007 video. Strange behaviour of the Sun!

2007 video. Strange behaviour of the Sun!

2007 video. Strange behaviour of the Sun!
2007 video. Strange behaviour of the Sun!

2007 video. Strange behaviour of the Sun!

2007 video. Strange behaviour of the Sun!

2007 video. Strange behaviour of the Sun!
2007. Strange behaviour of Sun is pictured in Domenican republic! If you watch them carefully, you will see White Beam of Balance is coming from the centre of the Sun! It's what I constantly picture in Australia for the last 4 months!

2007 video. Strange behaviour of the Sun!

2007 video. Strange behaviour of the Sun!

2007 video. Strange behaviour of the Sun!
2007. Strange behaviour of Sun is pictured in Domenican republic! If you watch them carefully, you will see White Beam of Balance is coming from the centre of the Sun! It's what I constantly picture in Australia for the last 4 months!
2007 video. Strange behaviour of the Sun!
2007 video. Strange behaviour of the Sun!

2007 video. Strange behaviour of the Sun! 

2007 video. Strange behaviour of the Sun!

2007 video. Strange behaviour of the Sun!

2007 video. Strange behaviour of the Sun!

2007 video. Strange behaviour of the Sun!
2007. Strange behaviour of Sun is pictured in Domenican republic! If you watch them carefully, you will see White Beam of Balance is coming from the centre of the Sun! It's what I constantly picture in Australia for the last 4 months!

2007 video. Strange behaviour of the Sun!

2007 video. Strange behaviour of the Sun!

2007 video. Strange behaviour of the Sun!
2007 video. Strange behaviour of the Sun!

Visible Sun and a Pentagon, Elliott Heads Rivermouth, 20 Jan. 2010

Visible White Sun and a Pentagon, Elliott Heads Rivermouth, 20 Jan. 2010. Just look at the size of the Sun compare to the island with a few trees on it in the middle of Elliott Heads rivermouth. I often use that island as a reference point, to compare the sizes of Suns of different Parallel Universes!

Pentagons
Pentagons above our house-Centre


Near our Centre, Corolla st., I am in the car taking picture of visible Sun on 27 Jan. 2010

Near our Centre, Corolla st., I am in the car taking picture of visible Sun covered by a cloud, on 27 Jan.
2010
 Near our Centre, Corolla st., I am in the car taking picture of visible Sun on 27 Jan. 2010
Now I am sure that the Holographic Pink colored Beam is a fake to be superimposed and used to cover up the Moving and Pulsating narrow White Beam of Advanced Energy of 11th Density to cover the movement of it to the Sun (or to the Ball of Advanced Human Thoughts) and from the Sun (or the Ball) into the Earth!  The aim of these phony pentagons is to also cover the Pulsating Fast Movement of this Balanced Energy from 11th Density into the Earth, to fasten the vibration of the Earth and everyone on it!
The most important is not the wide Pink strip on the picture, but the Moving and Pulsating narrow White Beam of Advanced Energy underneath!!!
This is part of Invisible Sun, photo was taken by me on 27 Jan. 2010

Invisible to the eye Energy of the New Consciousness of Sun, of New Earth and Advaced Humanity is building up above Elliott Heads rivermouth, Australia, 17 Jan, 2010. The Sun is a way higher in the sky. More on Home Page and other links.
This picture of our Visible Sun in Anomaly place of Riverview village on Elliott Heads river, Australia, was made on 17 Jan. 2010 straight after the 2 pictures above it.
I've decided to take a risk and make a picture of the Visible Sun high in the sky with my camera (without any filters or lenses or any other techniques) in Riverview's boat ramp (Anomaly place) to see the difference between the invisible Energy of Higher Consciousness and our Visible Sun. My camera wasn't damaged.
Visible sun behind the cloud, Riverview, Australia, 16 Jan 2010   Visible sun behind the cloud, Riverview, Australia, 16 Jan 2010
Visible Sun behind the cloud over Riverview village and Elliott Heads river, Anomaly place, Australia, 16 Jan. 2010. Pentagons are always present.

Visible Sun over Riverview village and Elliott Heads river, Anomaly place, Australia

  pentagon USA
Pentagon, Washington, USA
pentagon  pentagon  pentagons around our house at night
pentagons around our house/Centre at night and around the visible sun in the morning
pentagon near the visible sun, 20 Jan 2010  pentagon near the visible sun, 20 Jan 2010





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