Our
Final
Journey to merge
with
the Creative Force and this goal, each one of us, eventually
achieve. The description of R.Monroe
approaching the Aperture on the highest Density, behind which is the
Creative Force (our souls are part
of it), p.p.211-214 "Ultimate Journey", published
in 1994,
(the 3 dots are
the words which were taken out of the book by the publisher):
"..the flow, look at the flow . . . all moving in the same direction,
from all dimensions . . . must join in before
I fall asleep again . . . the dream . . . parts keep coming back . . .
. . . must stay moving with the others . . . but they are all so much
larger than I am . . . I'm just a speck . . . so small
.
You
are indeed, little
one. Stay with me. I will help you.
. . . the one next to me, yes . . . so big I cannot see it all . . . a
strong surge of energy coming down to me . . .good, that does help . .
. my consciousness is filling out more . . . remembering how it
happened . . . yes . . . was part of the
Whole . . . one
by one, parts were placed here and there, taken from the Whole
and
placed . . . where?"
" Can't see it clearly .
. . the excitement . . . joy at a new
adventure . . . one by one, those around me were placed . . . then it
was my moment . . . the wrenching (sudden twist, pull) . . . the
uncertainty . . . then the Whole
was gone . . . what terrible loneliness . . . alone . . . need to get
back to the Whole
. . . consciousness falling apart . . . fall asleep . . . sleep . . .
what is sleep? . . . losing consciousness, falling apart . . . that was
it . . .
(
Whole
is the Creative
Force; each one of our Higher Selves had been split off
as a small piece (a Soul) from the Creative Force and started the
journey
from the highest density down to the lowest 1st, 2nd, 3rd Densities, to
become bigger
and bigger and after the
3rd/4th Density Planetary Game we are going back up the same way,
picking up the lost
parts of ourselves, to become complete, with the gifts of experiences
and love/balance and merge
with the Whole,
LM)
Now I am moving back . . . back to the Whole, where I
belong. I can feel the beginning of the radiation
(of
Creative Force,
LM) becoming
more intense as we move .
. . what joy to return. . .
What gifts do you
bring, little one? I
perceive none.
. . . Gifts?
Gifts?
I have only the need to return to the Whole where I
belong, where there are others like me . . .
I am what I have always been . . . Gifts? That means
more than I am or was . . . there is nothing more . . . only the
dream . . .
There
is something
different with you. You bring no
gifts and you
are alone. You are
incomplete.
. . . Incomplete?
How can that be? I am the same as when I left the Whole . . . I
will be complete when I return
. . . I do not understand . . . all I need do is return . . .
You
do understand, but
you have covered it over. We have reached under the covering. Let us
help you remember how it began.
. . . What? Not the dream but connected to it . . . before the dream
began. It was good, but the Whole
needed
more . . . and the
Whole is . .
. yes, that is when it happened . . . the Whole
distributing parts to grow . . . to reproduce . . . to add to the Whole . . .
is that it? Then the
gifts
would be more of me . . . ? It has to do with the dream . . . something
in it, or the entire dream . . . must open my memory of the point when
I was not conscious here . . . careful . . . don't want to
splinter
my consciousness again . . .
That cannot happen. It will
be a blending of what
you are now with the awareness of what you call the dream. It is the total of that experience which is your gift.
(R.Monroe's Higher
Self Energy blended with Earth/Universe Energies is the Gift, LM).
You
will understand why you are incomplete,
why you are small.
Observe.
. .
. the memory of the dream opens up, and the awakening . . . but now
I am the observer . . . trying to move upstream . . . before . . . a
flash of light energy as I was inserted into the play of KT- 95
. . . the boredom . . . the curiosity . . . departure . . . a lonely
migration, seeking, seeking . . . bright suns of energy in endless
array . . . joining others like me in the search . . . search for what?
It is inexpressible . . . then the radiation of a
blue planet
satellite
of a yellow sun
(p.213,
blue planet is Earth; a yellow sun is our old 3rd Density sun: now we
are partially in the 4th Density and our sun is white,
higher
frequency; here R.Monroe is just about to become a human and starts the
Planetary Game on Earth, LM)
. . . Entry, entry to become what? Human yes,
human! It is very real even as I observe it. Moving into a physical
being composed of distorted energy, physical matter,
energy locked into limited expression, the heavy feeling of that
limitation, yet the inborn drive to maintain energy in the physical
matter and keep it operating, a very wonderful yet contradictory
design. Next comes the need to search being converted into acts and
reactions in another modality, not succeeding in this maintenance
and trying again and again; so
many passages in and out,
from the
first small creature with the furry face; the rise and fall of
awareness and intellect again and again through millennia of passages
lifetimes the sum of all these are the gifts brought back to the Whole,
but I do not have them with me now I see the reason for the
distribution of parts; what gifts I have from the dream! And I am, I am
all of those life passages, all of them. What did I call the Total, the I-There
of me. But I am only a
part of that.
That
is why you are
small and incomplete. There is more.
Yes, others who are waiting, clusters of other I-Theres. We
go as a unit . . . yes . . . So in the dream I was
an . . . an advance agent . . . a scout . . .
When
all have been
assembled you will come with
your gifts. You will no longer be small, but much
as we are. All of the
others
will come with
you."
p.225
"I recalled my meeting with the
nameless great being near the Aperture. I was incomplete, I
had been told.
I was too "small."
There was not "enough"
of me. And I knew nothing of
the "gifts"
that were to accompany me through the Aperture."
P.226-228
"I understand now. Also I understand what "small" meant,
why I was "incomplete,"
and what the "gifts"
were.
I know why I became involved in the "retrieval" process of those who
had left the physical. And I understand why I felt
the need to share my experiences through books and writing, why I put
all my physical assets and years of personal effort into the
development of learning systems, so that others could achieve states of
consciousness similar to those
I had experienced. It was not ego gratification; I had no desire to
become a guru or "spiritual" leader (I have no
desire either, LM).
It
was not fame; my other life activities had taken care of that. It was
not fortune; I had done well enough in this respect long before my
first OBE. Nor was it the many personalities of me in the I-There of
me. Individually
they were as unknowing as I. They were simply part of the mosaic.
It was the Basic;
the collection and unification of the "parts," not only the errant and
missing ones in my own I-There,
but the parts of the entire I-There
cluster to which I am bonded. I
have no idea how many others are in the cluster.
It
may be thousands
or hundreds of thousands.
Why is there this need for total unification? So that we can become
truly One (one
with your Total Self and then One with Creative Force, but at the time
of the Planetary or Universal Shift you become One with the mixture of
different energies to create the Shift, LM).
Complete,
and
with a multitude of gifts of experience and love
(Balance,
LM).
Then we (R.Monroe's
Total Self, LM),
as a totality can wink
out and pass through the Aperture.
And what then? The answer is unknown.
The
schedule for this Earth departure is apparently in the thirty-fifth
century."
(p.227)
And
another frase
from p.270
"And
don't forget: at the very least, you know that your Silver Queen will
be with you at final departure when we
wink
out in the thirty-fifth century."
Looks
like the
Earth
Planetary
Game maybe will continue till the Earth departure, but the departure
will
happen not in this, 4th Density, most likely in the 5th Density. Earth
Planetary Spirit would then graduate progressively 3rd, 4th, and 5th
Densities. Training of supermen and superwomen for the future part of
the Game has been going on for years. This lines about 35th century
don't make sense to me. They talk about time, but there will
be
no Time/Space in our Universe after 2013. What is all this
talk
about 35th Century? Obviously these lines were written before the
Universal Shift in 1994.
The book "Ultimate Journey", these lines are from, was printed in 1995
after the death (or rather transition) of R.Monroe
the same year. This Shift has changed the thoughts of many.
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R.Monroe
on Gathering all the parts of his Total Self
"But
we cannot leave until we
have gathered back all of the parts of
each I-There
in
our
cluster—a massive task. So we shall be in the
retrieval
mode as needed, as parts of us drop out of the physical bewildered and
uncertain, or fall through a crack in a belief system that has held
them entrapped for so long.
My role, I could see,
was that of a facilitator. The Basic needed to be
incorporated into our activities and learning systems. I had been
unaware of what we had been leading up to. I was unaware also of the
probability that within our methods and techniques to improve human
consciousness there was some kind of Signal that may have alerted and
attracted those who are from their own I-There
bonded
within our
cluster. I wondered how many of the thousands who had
participated in our programs belong to our particular cluster. There is
no way of knowing, yet.
For
more than fifteen
years our programs have been providing working
knowledge of human consciousness up to the
very
edge of
time-space (and beyond the time-space, LM)."
Here
is
the extract from "Far
Journey", p.120-123, describing Robert Monroe's experience of merging
with other parts of his Total Self and the conversation between him and
the
other part of him. I find it very similar to the situation with those
who are moving with the planet Earth to the higher vibrations.
There is a good explanation of the meaning of being
"complete":
"(I
am
in a bright white
tunnel and moving rapidly. No, it is not a tunnel, but a tube, a
transparent, radiating tube.
I
am bathed in the
radiation which courses through all of me, and the intensity and
recognition of it envelop my consciousness and I laugh with the great
joy. Something has changed, because the last time, they had to shield
me from the random vibration of it.
121
Now I can tolerate it easily, the actual energy itself. The
radiation flow is
two-directional in the tube. The flow moving past me in the direction
from which I came is smooth,
even, and undiluted (the
flow of the energy
coming to Earth is smooth, even, and undiluted, LM) .
The flow that I am is moving in the opposite direction and appears much
different. It is organized in a more complex form. It is the same as the wave
moving past me, but it contains a multitude of small waves impressed upon the
basic. I am
both the basic and the
small waveforms, moving back to the Source. The movement
is steady and unhurried, impelled by a desire I know but
cannot express. I
vibrate with joyous ecstasy just by the knowing (the
flow of his energy going from Earth is the same basic wave with the
multitude of small waves impressed upon it; LM) .
(The tube seems to become larger as another joins it from one side, and
another waveform melds into me and we become one. I recognize the other
immediately, as it does me, and there is a great excitement of reunion,
this other I and I. How could I have
forgotten this! We move along together, happily exploring the
adventures, experience, and knowledge of the other. The tube widens
again, and another I joins us, and
the process repeats itself. Our waveforms are remarkably
identical and our
pattern grows stronger as they move in phase. There
are variegations (marked
irregularly with different color patches, LM) in each
which, when combined with another related anomaly, create a new and
important modification of the total that we are.
(The tube expands again and I
am no longer concerned with its walls as still another I enters the
waveform flow. This is particularly exciting, as it is the first I perceive
as returning from a completely nonhuman sojourn. Yet the
intermesh was near-perfect and we became so much more. Now
we know that, somewhere, a consciously controlled physical tail, much
like a monkey's, is useful in ways far more than balance and acting as
a third hand for holding things. It can be a very efficient means of
communication far beyond a super sign language just as eloquent as the
spoken word.
(Steadily
and surely, one I
after another joins us. With each, we become more aware and remember
more of the total. How many does not seem important. Our knowledge and
ability is so great that we do not bother to contemplate it.
It is not important. We
are one.
(With this, we divert from the underlying waveform and move away from
it. We watch motionless in unified respect as the action of it
continues away from us into an infinity. We also perceive easily the
smooth originating wave coming from such infinity and dissolving into
the pattern from whence we came.
122
(Flowing through all of us is a coherent energy that is our creation,
that displays immensely the reality of the
whole as far greater than
the sum of the parts.
Our ability and knowledge seem without limit, yet we know
at this point
such is valid only within the energy systems of our experience. We
can create time as we wish or the need arises, reshaping and modifying
within the percept itself. We can create matter from other energy
patterns, or change the structure thereof to any degree desired,
including reversion to original form. We can create, enhance, alter,
modulate, or eradicate any
percept
within the energy fields
of our experience. We can transform any such energy fields one into
another or others except for that which we are.
We
cannot create or
comprehend our prime energy until we are complete.
(We
can create physical patterns
such as your sun and solar system, yet we do not. It has been done. We
can adjust the environs of your planet Earth, yet we do not. It is not
our design. We can and do monitor, supplement, and enhance the flow of
the human learning experience, as well as other learning experiences of
similar content throughout time-space. This we perform continuously at
all levels of human awareness so as to prepare properly those
entraining units of our prime energy for the entry and meld into the
totality that we are becoming. It is the essence of our growth to do
so. Such assistance
and preparation is forthcoming from us only by
request from one or more levels of consciousness
within the entraining unit.
Thereafter, a bonding is in effect through which many forms of
communication pass between us until the ultimate transformation occurs.
(We know who we are, and one I
laughs and we all laugh at the name this I had
given us. We are an INSPEC, just one. There are many others around us.)
(here is
given a good explanation of the word "Inspec", LM)
(You
are still incomplete.
There are parts of you yet to
be transformed,
including that visiting portion so filled with curiosity. Each of us is
incomplete.
That
is why we remain at this point, to reach back and gather additional and
remaining parts of us until
we are complete
.)
Our
curiosity desires the effect of completion.
(We move into the creative return flow again, the waveform that brought
you here. When we do so, we leave this reality.)
(Can this be demonstrated?)
(It is not possible. It is not within our knowledge to do so. When you
have transformed and melded totally into your whole, you will
comprehend.
123
That is why this point came into being. It is not possible
to continue until completion.)
(Continue to what destination?)
(We
believe it to be the source of the radiation, the creative emission and
return, (The
place of Creative Force, LM).
Communication is closed with those who have continued. The desire to
continue occurs upon completion. It is more than your curiosity, as you
call it, and difficult to transmit in a form we can understand.
There have been attempts by
those completed who are to continue, without success.)
(The ultimate home?)
(A good beginning concept. A design which unfolds as perception grows.
It is necessary now that you terminate your visit and return.) (We will
be with you, our curious I. ) Return
where! (Your
physical environs). . . Where
is that! . . . (In-human, your physical body) . . . Oh,
yes, I had forgotten ... Do I have to go back? (Reach
for us and we
will be with you in many ways. You have much to do..."
This
description of merging
parts
of himself reminds me what R.Monroe experienced becoming an oak tree at
the Super-Human School on higher density, where R.Monroe had experience
as a cloud, an oak tree, a fish, a condor,
a panther, a monkey; there is also another example of a little dog, a
future
Minion, described by R.Monroe. Taisha Abelar gave another example in
her book "The Sorcerer's Crossing"of the sorcerer's pet, a dog with a
soul of a human, not of an animal. Looks like not all animals have an
animal soul and not all humans have a human soul: soul could be human
or non human. I feel that it is related to the merging of Humanity on
Earth at the time of moving with it to the higher densities, LM).
As
an Oak Tree, p.223-224, "Far Journeys":
"I am waving gently up and down and bending, flexing . . . coursing
into me from the smallest part
of me, which is long and narrow with many tubes running through it,
comes my share of the glorious life force, coming from the Whole,
the family of which I am a part . . . and I know how much the Whole
needs me
and I gladly, joyously serve . . .
as the
energy that makes me waver and flex flows past my flat sides . . .
(Wait,
that's just air, wind!) . . . I take from it the parts needed by the
Whole and
send it back through the narrow tubes because it is needed . . . I do
this so easily
I don't think of it as work, it's breathing . . . it's what I'm for, to
breathe for the Whole
as I take ashes from the Whole and spread it out into the energy . . .
my
happy exchange . . . and the other, oh so important, my special shape .
. .
my profile, configuration . . . receives a special signal that the
Whole understands, needs, and uses . . . all I do is receive it and
send it on .
. . and I'm happy, supremely happy . . . with a total knowledge of
belonging, performing as I was designed to do . . . beautiful balance,
giving . . . receiving . . . security and strength o f the Whole . . .
It will be a blending of what
you are now with the awareness of what
you call the dream. It is the total
of that experience which is your gift."
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R.Monroe on true nature of Loosh/Love/Balance
